deviantART: by:creatureKILLher http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:creatureKILLher&section=today deviantART RSS for by:creatureKILLher en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 28 Nov 2009 23:58:02 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png hey kids. http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/28596519/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/28596519/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 18:19:13 PST


so go here to see sketches & stuff i wouldn't bother putting on dA! and some other shit too, whatever.

]]> =creatureKILLher the season http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/28496906/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/28496906/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 20:44:41 PST

i grow unhappy with my current style and i have to change it. even if it's something small i have to fix it or do it differently.



right now, just tonight i have decided i need to change the way i draw.


it's weird. the way i draw now doesn't make me happy. so hopefully...if i can change it, even a little bit, i'll be good to go!

]]> =creatureKILLher well well well well http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/28280721/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/28280721/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 21:14:24 PST doors all numbered, "#0" and
that big black body
of bad feelings moving like
a gust of wind down there.

]]> =creatureKILLher HEY I GOTTA QUESTION http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/28205186/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/28205186/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 19:24:45 PST

it's killing me. i want something decent with a drawing field big enough for at least two people. groupboard was cool but waaaaay too small.

]]> =creatureKILLher what do you love? http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/28170039/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/28170039/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 21:25:53 PST

i like my style because while it's heavily ornamented, i think it still maintains a certain simplicity. almost a dressing up of simple subjects. just a man, just an animal. a sort of divining of "average", "common" place.


.

]]> =creatureKILLher shit sara likes http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/28054125/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/28054125/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 21:07:48 PDT
1: blankets when i get cold, it takes me a long, long time to warm up. also in the deepest part of winter, i may have up to six blankets on my bed.

2: swings hammocks, bench or just single-person swings, i don't care. i love 'em. inside, i'm really six years old.

3: music all of it.

4: art almost all of it.

5: painttool SAI i can't find another crack after getting this new computer. maybe i should actually crack down and buy the license. best paint program i've ever used.

6: hype machine. awesome music all the time.









i wish my computer would stop farting at me. it keeps making an error sound at random times. i can not figure out why.

]]> =creatureKILLher COMICS http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27824439/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27824439/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 21:07:44 PDT


i love love love a good online comic. i like them as long as possible and they must have amazing art.


here's a list of what i'm reading lately:

Two Keys by ~nuu man i can NOT get enough of nuu's style. i saw this comic, not knowing who drew it but within one page, i knew instantly. it is THAT recognizable. to top it off this comic does something for me that few do: i can hear the characters. they have enough individuality that i hear colin's voice (well, my mental interpretation of it) in my head. i can read this like i would watch a movie. important!

Two Rooks by Alice i love this. it gets dense and heady sometimes, but the sarcastic, dry humor shines through throughout.

Metanoia by ~StarTyrian (with some art by ~melukilan) if the first chapter/page doesn't strike you as artistically impressive...KEEP READING. the art (from both artists) and the story are impressive. i sit patiently and wait for the next updates...

Kagerou by ~AtomicFireball (i have been following kagerou for a fucking long time & i'm continually impressed. this thing has 46 chapters! 46 HOLY CRAP. and it's still going!

The Meek by `alexds1 what's that? you haven't heard of The Meek? WHAT. FULL COLOR. AWESOME ART. the plot keeps going and going! i'm excited for this one because it's pretty rare that you see this level of coloring done on a comic, especially an online one.




and a few artist pimps:

ghost green / emilee / riptide. if ever i coveted another artist's style, this is it. it's gorgeous.

~LEPPU WATERCOLORS? WHAT? AWESOME.

*bKokoska this is what happens when you give kids candy laced with hallucinogenics.

~hayoubi FUCKIN' AWWWW ALL THE TIME WITH THIS ONE

and a million other people jeez.

]]> =creatureKILLher my scanner is fixed http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27723042/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27723042/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 10:08:58 PDT

you are the blood




also: fans of the prize fighter inferno:
within this trailer for claudio's newest comic series lies a gem. The Prize Fighter Inferno's "Gears". i want the full mp3 of this so bad. i have this clip, but if this means new material from the CO&CA sideproject, i'm game.

speaking of, i want a new CO&CA album. that would be so awesome.




and finally, read this.

]]> =creatureKILLher oh no. http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27529170/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27529170/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 19:57:35 PDT

my scanner is fucked.
indefinitely.



i've been drawing lately. drawing GOOD THINGS.


and
my scanner is fucked.



i made up for it by drawing digitally
click here to see me draw shit. sort of.

]]> =creatureKILLher hot air http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27438139/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27438139/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 22:17:36 PDT or that's how it seems.




okay this journal is now about pet peeves to relieve some major irritation going on.


1: talking about something serious, but not getting serious responses. (RAAAAAAAGE) also if someone digresses to an entirely unrelated topic in the middle of something serious.
2: asking a question that gets ignored (not unheard, ignored.)
3: experienced unjustified rage (like now, because i can't do shit about it)
4: parents not tending to their bratty, stupid children when at checkout (at work)
5: people who come into my line with a lot of shit they KNOW they can't pay for.
6: being talked down to
7: people (namely mgmt) assuming i'm retarded and can't read the goddamn lineup (front-desk's copy of the schedule).
8: squeaky shoes
9: spelling errors on major publications or advertisements.
10: doing obviously dumb things that cause bigger, harder to solve problems.
11: PEOPLE WHO EAT WITH THEIR MOUTH OPEN. THAT'S SO DISGUSTING.




i wish i had a good reason to be pissed off. i don't.

]]> =creatureKILLher THE FLESH (an insight) http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27402240/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27402240/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 23:51:34 PDT

so prepare yourself for a long rant. kudos to you if you read it all


i feel a little out of balance because artistically, i rely on a lot of personal (internal) feedback. i get a lot of ideas and opinions from myself. i think about art, and what it means to and for me a great deal. an enormous amount of my time drawing is involved with "what am i doing? am i trying to accomplish anything? does this mean something?"


I WANT TO KNOW. what do other artists do? what are their motives? the modus operandi of the body artistic is lost on me! i don't have to understand totally. i don't need to! i just want to understand SOME. MORE than i do now.


art to me is the closest thing to religion i have. it's something i believe in. it's a BYOS scenario. Be Your Own Savior. no man is born into this, the league of artists with all the skills they need, right?


i want to know about growth. are you as an artist concerned with vertical growth? getting better just for your own (or your viewer's) satisfaction? vertical growth is like starting a small business and expecting to be a multi-national company one day. or at least having a stable, recognized business. it's not all in a corporate fashion. you don't necessarily want the notoriety, just the ability. like a soccer player who wants to be great, but doesn't have to be on a national team.

i want to grow little vertically, and more horizontally. i want to "travel" in art. to build a web (connections rather than structures) over many different PARTS of the surface of the art world. i hope that, by traveling, i can even discover some new places. meet with others like myself. it is a more psychological aspect of the art method.



a lot of artists, i presume, feel inhibited. it's a creative dilemma. you know what you want to do. you just can't do it. we all do this. it's natural! it's a perfectly natural sensation. when you have the ideas and the foundations for the skills. you just can't move.

a major mistake for anyone (moving either vertically or horizontally) is to try and push this boundary too hard, too fast. where does that get you. you waste all your energy shattering the wall and now that you're on the other side, you don't know what to do. should have taken your time and climbed over instead.



i am in love with balance. it is vital in life. i don't want to say "wait, don't tackle that wall yet", but at the same time saying "give it all you got!" is equally foolish. think more in terms of "take that wall right now, but don't rush it."




i can't keep up with this.


i'm the type to feel as though i'm always on the hunt. my head is always full, ideas and thoughts and concepts always rolling around in there like the roughest sea. i want to, like a wild beast, sink my teeth into something and feel it bleed. because the blood is the thing i'm after. it's the understanding part. if i can't kill it, i'll choke it and force it to tell me what i want to know.





SO YOU.

where are you going. what holds you up artistically? where are you traveling to? are you going up or out? do you, like me, have an insanity-inducing want to understand something? what is it.



i want to fill at least one person's head with so much fodder that they can't hardly take it. the feeling of being pushed to the edge is an adrenaline junkie's dream. but to come back OFF the edge is equally addicting. to say "i went there" and "i came back" are two separate things.



NOW. talk to me. ask me anything. CHALLENGE ME if you want! i am not afraid to be wrong!

]]> =creatureKILLher today, tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27384072/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27384072/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 21:52:10 PDT

2: i think about art a lot. a ridiculous amount. mostly mine, but others' as well. i have so much trouble determining things that are art related. i am so willing to have a long conversation with someone about this. i want to know so much. so many things i just don't understand but i want to. it drives me crazy.


3: my XS pen is dying. ha;lp.

4: man i'm broke. HA;LP.

5: i like having good ideas. i've had a lot of them lately. i've been working on a digital(!) picture. but i'm taking my damned sweet time on it. wanna preview? here. i'm not 100% on the shading, but it's mostly experimental anyway.


6: i'm so in love with aesop rock right now.
6(b): and yoni wolf. :heart:


7: yo dudes talk to me.

]]> =creatureKILLher what the shit. http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27290204/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27290204/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 22:20:50 PDT this is how people in my city like to transport their boats.

:| i'm not joking. that picture was taken on a road i drive on practically every day. in fact, i'm fairly sure i know precisely WHERE on that road this picture was taken.

]]> =creatureKILLher re: baidir song [OKAMI EDIT.] http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27179646/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27179646/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 21:27:37 PDT
OKAMI FANS:
HOLY SHIT.

so this is it! more or less, OKAMI 2 is making itself known by way of a trailer! and strangely enough, what system carries the pup from okami's ps2/wii loins? the DS! an interesting choice, for sure.

in short, i fucking love OKAMI and when i saw this... :iconimegacameplz:



also i found a way to get the song from the BAIDIR trailer! and i'm enjoying all 58 seconds of it. :D

holy smokes.
aside from being insanely fucking BEAUTIFUL, i would love to know what the song is in THIS.

I WOULD DO....SOMETHING FOR THAT SONG.
does anyone know of a way to extract the music from a .swf file? or how can i get that song? it's killing me with its intensity.


hear that? intensity.


also check this shit out: [link] just as beautiful, and interesting as well. also has some nice tunes. just not AS nice. :I


and this as well. it's pretty nice lookin' too. fortunately, i DO know the name of the song i want in this trailer C:<

 ]]> =creatureKILLher visual http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27160249/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27160249/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 22:13:08 PDT

i stayed up a long time. i mean, it's nothing to some people but i get weird.
and by weird i mean you might not want to be nearby if i've been awake for a long time.


i've got to thinkin' i'm a pretty visual person when i want to be. there's a line in the song "Know That to Know This (feat. Aesop Rock)" by Themselves that i get creeped out by.

it's this:
AR: not enough water in the world!
Themselves: you can buy your time...i'll hunt mine.

and for some reason i think it's creepy. i realized why now. when i hear the 'time' line, i instantly picture what his mouth must look like when he says it like that. that's the creepy part.



also when i'm really tired, my eyes play tricks on me. when i'm typing, i'll feel like i'm typing everything in a kind of an upside down fashion. once, when writing in a chat, i spent several minutes wondering why everything felt weird for that reason.

earlier i opened a container of orange juice only to imagine that i had seen it steaming. i mean, vigorously. but naturally, it wasn't.





good night y'all.

]]> =creatureKILLher i get it http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27123870/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/27123870/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 21:34:27 PDT


lately i've been finding new(to me) songs that have just struck that chord. i'll listen to them on repeat, absolutely in awe of them. i love it.

the beauty that people can create that way! i can't comprehend it, i just am blown away.


ALSO
i would like to drop a special shout to ~MoonLitCreations, as she has recently done some jewelry work for me. mel is a very talented individual and has a good policy when it comes to commissions & payment. even though the piece i commissioned was relatively simple, her gallery shows off the extent of her abilities. if you should ever need a custom piece made, i'd recommend her.

]]> =creatureKILLher brink of http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/26843313/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/26843313/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 18:42:38 PDT

i think i may be coming down with something? i've spent most of the day in a weird daze, with a heavy headache & my mouth tastes like i've been coughing for a few hours even though i haven't.



also holy crap i actually designed a character and didn't laugh myself into a coma at the very idea. i'll draw a quick sketch of her to see what you dudes think.





RECOMMENDATIONS

1: KURT VONNEGUT'S CAT'S CRADLE & GOD BLESS YOU, MR. ROSEWATER
2: FRIED MUSHROOMS
3: PLENTY OF SLEEP
4: THIS.

]]> =creatureKILLher where have i left myself, and where am i now http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/26617882/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/26617882/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 21:24:02 PDT
in exchange for the return of your mojo, i will now be taking away your ability to be pleasant.

regards,
your own devilish mind.


naturally, i was distraught. my ability to be pleasant? surely i could not withhold my most noble affect from my own self!

but surely, in a day's time, i have become most grumpy. indeed, a grouch. i feel like a ponderous and loathsome lump, which sits in the path of any traveler attempting to traverse the rocky landscape of my person. that is, i am feeling as though i am in the way, and that i'm not able to help anyone who may need my aid.


2: this most wretched fit is accompanied by a persistent, though not usually severe, loneliness. loneliness by which i am normally unaffected, but am now prone to. this doesn't render me melancholy. rather, i am subjected to a nagging, shrewd irritation perpetuated and directed unto me by my own valiant (and oft poisonous) heart.


3: art, as aforementioned, is as easy to me now as ever. i have remembered in my time to not 'try' so hard. i have remembered too that if i wish to draw, i must draw, and not think.

maybe in order to draw proper, you must think, but for myself this is a fruitless and toiling method.



4: i still have 30 of 45 free songs for emusic. suggest some stuff to me.
so far i've gotten some Discovery, A Gun Called Tension, Radical Face's Ghost (which is fucking amazing why did i not know), MF Doom's "Bells of DOOM" and some other stuff.


5: hey you guys. pay me to do art for you.

]]> =creatureKILLher phantom loss. http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/26557817/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/26557817/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 21:27:14 PDT have you ever just spontaneously felt like you forgot something epic? something....like a really really good idea. or like you lost something important, but you don't know what or where or when.

it's almost terrifying just how awful it feels. i don't know what it is i've lost or forgotten, but i mourn it's passing.





been listening to a lot of haunting songs. like "Let the River In" by Radical Face. it's beautiful but vaguely sad in an indescribable way. just listening to this song makes the inside of my nose burn with that "not quite" tearing up sensation.



and i can't stop thinking about a red ribbon.



NOTE: art is amazing. people are amazing. i feel great having been born into a league of artists. everyone, take a minute to sit back and appreciate that which you are apart of. appreciate the skills you have and how you use them. there should be little that makes you happier than knowing that despite the fact that you share a sword with many, you each wield it a different way.

]]> =creatureKILLher the great big pitch black http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/26469845/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/26469845/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 18:16:39 PDT

i've been doing a lot of casual/nonsensical doodling lately. i'm considering beginning a short book focused on art & similar subjects. i'm not much of a wordsmith (my writing tends to be unusually dense & somewhat haphazard), but writing is a side-hobby i suppose.


since wednesday, i've had a killer pinch in my lower back. WAAAY down there. like, where the pelvis meets the spine low. it's slowly working it's way out, at the expense of my hips & legs.

i'm feeling really really rounded out today. tired, almost.

time for some music recommendations, don't you think?


"swing tree" by discovery. i hated discovery the first time i heard them. this is the only song i like of theirs. particularly the line i now use as my signature.

"your moon" by sun airway. i just wanted, to be your moon. alone in your night sky

"wa habibi" by fairuz. middle-eastern holy song. it is quite hauntingly beautiful. who gives a shit if you understand what she's saying it's still a pretty song.

"quitters raga" by gold panda. this song breaks my heart with it's severe brevity. WOE! anyway. it's a weird combination of electronic/dubstep + digital detritus + traditional indian/middle eastern music & vocals. something else.

"january twenty something" by why?. i'm so psyched for the new album (due out in september).

"bicycle" by memory tapes. i'm in love, with you little sister...

"the purple bottle" by animal collective. why yes, i am trying to link to this song as many times as possible before i die.

"brotherhood of death" by apollo sunshine. i get the weirdest Jim Jones vibe from this song. maybe it's that quiet "take another sip." line or the fact that it's played in that '1970's preacher on film' voice.

]]> =creatureKILLher making myself happy http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/26368948/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/26368948/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 21:38:05 PDT
2: i want to do a draw a day thing sometime soon. for as long as i can. if it's only seven days, then we'll start at seven days. i'll work it up from there. one day, i will have drawn something every day for a year.

3: i don't know what i want to do after school. which is bad, because they say you need to know that while you're IN school. will i regret not honing my art skills for a career later in life? who knows. my usual "leaf on the pond" style of life isn't working right now. i wouldn't mind being an art teacher. could i do that?

4: i am so in love with other artists right now. i'm always blown away by them. i don't have a concrete idea of what's "better or worse" than my own art. i just know that there are elements i see other artists use that i would like to use myself.




lately, i'm not speaking the same language as my muses. like i'm just sitting with my skill in an awkwardly quiet room.

]]> =creatureKILLher problems. http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/26222836/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/26222836/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 23:10:24 PDT reason to care, i simply don't.

2: sometimes it can be hard for the reason someone provides to become relevant to me, even then.

3: if i'm not interested in something, it is virtually meaningless in my own mind. this applies to a lot of "weird" fetish art around here. it's not stuff i'd just go look up for kicks, but i can't be grossed out or upset about it either. it doesn't affect me, i'm not interested, it is irrelevant.

4: i'm very good at straddling the fence. i don't pick "hard" sides very often. mostly because i will over-reason or over-think a problem to the point where there is no concrete "yes or no" opinion.




also, this saturday is my birthday, i will be 20 years old.
ah, so little to show for such a long stretch of time.

]]> =creatureKILLher questions. http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25870923/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25870923/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 23:12:42 PDT

i like asking them, i like answering them.



specifically, i like questions about ideas and about art. about personal philosophies and opinions.

but no one really asks these kinds of things because there's usually not a point in time in which they are relevant to ask.



so ask me some questions if you have 'em. about anything or anyone.




no i haven't forgotten about my "idea" journal, i just haven't had a shit-ton of time to doodle lately.

]]> =creatureKILLher exercise http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25758834/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25758834/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 17:55:23 PDT

so! what i want you to do is tell me something, specifically, that you would like to see drawn in my style.

i need a handful of ideas.


the other day i had my friend tell me something specific he thought i should draw. and i did. and thus, my most recent picture came to be.





i want a few of you to do the same so i can get more practice drawing with my tablet. whenever i try to draw on it, i can't come up with a solid idea.





nothing fancy, just a casual thing. i'll do a few for practice. :0

]]> =creatureKILLher #1 pet peeve http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25592677/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25592677/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 18:34:57 PDT



it pisses me off, hard. in person, i will literally shut up, dead in the middle of a sentence and walk away from them. i don't have time to put up with someone who doesn't take what i'm trying to say seriously. and if they start asking "hey where are you going? what were you saying?" fuck 'em, they can talk to themselves.


and by 'serious', i mean that it's obvious. i'm not trying to talk lightly or casually (or it's definitely not a 'joking' topic).




i can NOT STAND when people do this to me.

]]> =creatureKILLher musical weaknesses http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25526103/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25526103/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 20:20:39 PDT
:iconcreaturekillher:

=creatureKILLher




i have a thing for any song with any combination of the following:


1: handclaps & other natural percussion
2: drums & similar percussion instruments
3: chimes & bells
4: a capella holy shit.
5: wooden xylophones.


...7. i have a love/hate relationship with wolf eyes because i have a screw lose or something. i actually like this song a little bit.


what are your weaknesses?

also, any suggestions for me?


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]]> =creatureKILLher Devious Journal Entry http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25423084/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25423084/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 19:56:53 PDT
:iconcreaturekillher:

=creatureKILLher




I LOVE THIS SONG. the lyrics are so clever, and the music so inventive. i adore it, and yet can not find a working mp3 of it anywhere. i guess i'll have to actually wait until the album is released july 7th.



matthew when they found you they had found you finding jesus as well
the poison had caught you in its spell
did nobody bother you to tell
the catholics would banish you to
well they should know that you're in
a better part of hell
than the darkness whence you fell before

matt when they found you they had found that you'd found christ where
you lay
he gave you the strength to live, they say.
i think he gave you the strength to pass away
he made you believe it was okay
to produce all the pain and blame
anchors away!
five hundred yesterdays
before you took your breath away.



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]]> =creatureKILLher Devious Journal Entry http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25423078/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25423078/ Fri, 19 Jun 2009 19:56:39 PDT
:iconcreaturekillher:

=creatureKILLher




I LOVE THIS SONG. the lyrics are so clever, and the music so inventive. i adore it, and yet can not find a working mp3 of it anywhere. i guess i'll have to actually wait until the album is released july 7th.



matthew when they found you they had found you finding jesus as well
the poison had caught you in its spell
did nobody bother you to tell
the catholics would banish you to
well they should know that you're in
a better part of hell
than the darkness whence you fell before

matt when they found you they had found that you'd found christ where
you lay
he gave you the strength to live, they say.
i think he gave you the strength to pass away
he made you believe it was okay
to produce all the pain and blame
anchors away!
five hundred yesterdays
before you took your breath away.



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]]> =creatureKILLher hello i am twelve years old http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25361140/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25361140/ Tue, 16 Jun 2009 20:32:56 PDT
:iconcreaturekillher:

=creatureKILLher




so




my dear friend zachary, AKA*Chaz-the-Weasel, & myself were sitting on my couch this fine evening watching the travel channel. my favorite show on said channel comes on, and there's a special guest to help the host of the show prepare for a survival test he will undergo.


the guest's name was myke hawke. we remarked on how much of a badass this guy was. army man, he responds to questions with "negative" and announces the time as one would in the military. and shit, his first name was spelled with a Y instead of an I. i mean really.



at this point, my friend says "myke hawke is awesome" and not a split second later i realize just what that sounds like, and reply with "gross."


and then, THEN we realized the potential of this. after a fit of laughter, i begin making statements in the following fashion:

myke hawke is watching you
myke hawke is pierced (he did in fact have his left nipple pierced.)
myke hawke thinks you have a pretty nice hooch. (referring to the host of the show's shelter made of leaves & sticks).
myke hawke will always be with you





and even though it's a twelve year old's joke, i can't begin to tell you just how funny it was while we're just sitting there, couchin' and watching TV.


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]]> =creatureKILLher Devious Journal Entry http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25317939/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25317939/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 21:27:09 PDT


i don't know why. but it always hits me so hard.



my favorite versions
"taxi (ave maria)" by john murphy (28 days later soundtrack)
and "ave maria", by jerzy kneting on one of the cowboy bebop OSTs.

]]> =creatureKILLher bad weather with bright skies. http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25225346/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25225346/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:49:16 PDT they're weird things. they make me do weird things.


i'm gonna go write with red ink in a red book and then go to bed.









PREVIOUSLY, IN THE JOURNAL OF =creatureKILLher...


i feel like a total fuck-up lately.

i just don't feel like i can do anything right.

 ]]> =creatureKILLher FFFFF http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25142414/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25142414/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 11:56:29 PDT dudes, awesome ahead.



she is rumored to be the master sword, supposedly. observe her design. she (it?) reminds me vaguely of the Fairy Queen in WW. it's the hair, i'm sure.


new zelda due out in 2010, and is almost definitely going to need the motion plus attachment, which is being released here in a day or two, i think.



don't forget, new zelda due out for the DS too, but we know a lot more about it than we do this one, but not by much.






also: brian, grizzly bear's latest wasn't as bad as i thought. giving it a thorough listen-through.

]]> =creatureKILLher art meme http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25003028/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/25003028/ Thu, 28 May 2009 18:16:20 PDT i don't draw my 'own' characters, i don't have any. i've done about four pieces of fanart for *Chaz-the-Weasel, he's my homeboy. did a really fucked up fanart for bleach, recently, too.

▶ What colour do you most often use?
i like red ink a lot. in digital/traditional work, it's probably a yellow--->red gradient

▶ Any colour you are bad at using?
blues and purples.

▶ When drawing people, where do you start?
the eyes, usually, but it can be random parts of the body.

▶ What is a character only your eraser will love?
lol, erasers. ink artists hoooo. not necessarily a character, but i fuck up on arms a lot, digitally.


▶ Which of your works took the longest time?
recently, this. otherwise, i can't really remember :I

▶ What techniques do you use when you want to improve in drawing?
shit, i don't know. i tend to draw a lot of the same stuff over and over, really specifically. like hands, feet, hairstyles, clothes.

▶ What art tools/media are you good with?
considering i don't mess up a lot and do a lot of detail, ink. i can work my way around the block with a good pen.

▶ Art tools/media you are bad at?
paint of any kind. pastels, i hate those. chalk is worse.

▶ What do you think about your own art?
it's rather unusual and unstable. it's flawed, but i like it like that, usually. also not very accessible and shows my lack of training.

▶ Do you consult magazines for your drawings?
if anything, i check out fashion blogs for inspiration (an online magazine, of sorts?)

▶ What do you like about your art?
it's like a shunt from my brain onto my paper. a good example of what i think about.

▶ What habits do you have while drawing?
must have music, and often something to drink. if not music, some kind of background noise. i can't work in silence.

▶ Are you good at drawing faces facing right?
somewhat. being right-handed i have a habit of having them face my left. i'm trying to break it.

▶ How frequently do you draw?
daily, if i can. if nothing else i just doodle nonsense.

▶ What do you do when you have artist's block?
i try to keep my head. i know it'll come back eventually. i usually just get frustrated. i draw a lot more than usual trying to get back in the swing. if it takes a long time, i just say "fuck it" and take a few days to a week off and try again. that usually works.

▶ What must you have when you draw?
good temperature and low volume noise. i need background noise, but it can't be really loud, otherwise i get a headache. i like drawing outside, but it's getting too muggy for that lately. has to be somewhere comfortable.

▶ Do you have a lot of stray lines (messy lineart)?
when i'm drawing drawing, no. drawing in ink prevents that from happening, usually. when i'm just doing linework for something (digital), yeah, tons.

▶ What is drawing to you?
religion.

▶ Your goal from now on:
do what i can in stride. not feel pressured by myself or others. draw whatever i can from my own imagination (best source of inspiration). i need to draw more, period. and draw more of the things i 'see' in my head.

▶ Artists you've had influence from?
(in no particular order:)
al hirschfeld (fuuuuuuuuck), mucha, collin (~collinZzZz), kubo tite (shut up), aubrey beardsley, klimt, *bigbigtruck, `thundercake, `alexds1, ~chien-san, ~havesomehats and basically anyone else on my watchlist, f'reals.

▶ Artists you like?
see list above, plus hellishly long list in addition.

▶ Which is easier to draw, humans or animals?
animals, by some small margin.

▶ Please tell us the title(s) of your own comic(s)
i don't have one.

▶ Show us an old picture
uh, i don't have anything online handy. let me check my dA storage: this is from may 13, 2005

▶ What is... ]]> =creatureKILLher ten women http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24949294/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24949294/ Mon, 25 May 2009 18:45:27 PDT



"summertime clothes" remix anyone?



had a dream i got really fucked up and partook in a musical involving ganondorf from the legend of zelda, yoruichi from bleach, and a few people i know. i was in a backyard digging up a box with unholy numbers of joints in it, and proceeded to take about half of them with me. i remember saying "shit this is terrible."

the singers all modified their voices with multi-colored pieces of construction paper. the parts of the musical that were supposed to be men were played by women. the thing is, the paper wasn't rolled into tubes or anything, it was just stuck to their face or neck somehow, and it made them sound different.

each character of the play had a plank of wood, each a different length, which they later used to build a staircase that started at the ceiling and ended about eye-level. unfortunately during rehearsal, the thing breaks and they re-do it, this time painting each plank of wood and a number is added to it.

ganondorf is the bouncer in the club-like location where the musical is being held. the 'club' is more like a school cafeteria.

and then i'm sitting at my computer desk, smoking continuing to feed my already insane high, and messing with these q-tips that i dip in a rainbow colored liquid that continues to change color even after i put it on the q-tips.


--strangely enough, i woke up so bone-tired that i felt like i was glued to my bed. i was just like "fuuuuuck i don't want to get up like this". that and i've never smoked weed before either. :shrug:


ah, just another of the many reasons i love my dreams.

]]> =creatureKILLher informative, interesting, irrelevant. http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24861938/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24861938/ Wed, 20 May 2009 18:17:11 PDT a quick aside before the actual content: daaaamn, they didn't cut corners on the budget for BLEACH episode 219, did they? it looks great. plus, findor is kind of awesome all by his self so it's good.



i have determined that i need to form a driving playlist.



help me compile it.


1-3: "Then The Morning Comes", "Walkin' on the Sun" and "All Star" by Smash Mouth

4: "TANK!" by The Seatbelts (FYI it's the cowboy bebop themesong)

5: "Cockney Violin" by Caspa (violin + oriental flutes + dubstep = whoa.)

6: "Jerk It Out" by Caesars

7: "Soul Beat" by Myka9

8: "The Skin of My Yellow Country Teeth" by Clap Your Hands Say Yeah

9: "Sympathy for the Devil" by The Rolling Stones

10: "(This Is For The) Better Days" by The Bees

11: "Funeral Face" by Suburban Kids With Biblical Names

12: "The Purple Bottle" by Animal Collective (fuck you if you say it's not the most perfect song ever)

13: "Disconnect the Dots" by Of Montreal (glory, glory, hallelujah.)

14: "You're Right, It's Ballin'" by Meanest Man Contest

15: "I Know There's an Answer" by The Beach Boys



and that's that, so far.


man, what are good driving songs?

]]> =creatureKILLher Devious Journal Entry http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24760847/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24760847/ Thu, 14 May 2009 20:08:57 PDT


AND THIS IS WHY.



unrelated, but here's an UNKLE track i dig (though "reign" is much much better AND has a badass video.)
HEAVEN

and the sweetest(?) song about abortion ever: bear by the antlers.

also i forgot how much of a total bitch Mesprit is in the pokemon diamond/pearl/platinum series. IT HAS THREE HP AND IS PARALYZED AND I DON'T HAVE BLOCK/MEAN LOOK/ARENA TRAP FUCK. also it won't just shut up and stay in the goddamn ultraball.

]]> =creatureKILLher Devious Journal Entry http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24701803/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24701803/ Mon, 11 May 2009 11:33:32 PDT


the last dream i had involved me being in a house that was set up like one of my relative's homes. someone had burst into my room (where my cousin's room would have been), and once they left, i arranged the shattered door frame on the floor so that it could be lifted and fixed.


so in this dream i had that door frame. while i was asleep (in the dream), something attacked me in my sleep. i was dreaming (in the dream!) about a statue very much like the statue of liberty. i was climbing up her shoulder, and onto her outstretched hand. the statue had a blue and purple cape with a giant "A" on the front.

it looked like a sixties/seventies crappy movie effect, but the statue's face (which was a bunch of windows) was smashed in and the whole thing fell down.

as i woke, this thing attacked me. i looked down and my right arm was torn to shreds and my left hand only dangled from a bit of skin on my wrist.

i ripped my left hand off with what strength i had in my right, and put it in a chest. i then crafted a metal skeleton hand, and wrapped a fine wire around it to make a new hand. oddly enough, the hand worked PERFECTLY.



i was then in a very messy, very fast-moving kitchen. my right arm was still half numb and damaged (i imagine my arm was actually going numb in reality, maybe i was sleeping weird). this little girl comes up to me and only screams at me, yelling gibberish stuff and one sentence. she only screams and asks me "WHY DON'T YOU KNOW MY NAME?". she has some kind of soft noodle for hair.

i'm given one hour to clean this kitchen. i don't, though, because this little girl just keeps yelling at me.



then for some reason i build a strange man an indoor grilling pit for his birthday. the grill itself is a neon blue. after he's all happy and stuff with it, i just sit and contemplate my wire hand.


i like the idea of having a wire hand.

]]> =creatureKILLher waking up in 1999. http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24592697/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24592697/ Mon, 04 May 2009 21:16:12 PDT



and now i want to listen to all the music from the 90's. i'm so excited guys.

i finally got to hear the song "what it's like" by everlast. i remember that song. it always played on my alarm clock and made me really uncomfortable. now i love it.





also i feel i have extremely wide-spread taste in music.


i like a little of everything.



and when i say extreme, i mean it. :| OH NO SERIOUS FAAACE.

]]> =creatureKILLher baby book http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24570515/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24570515/ Sun, 03 May 2009 16:59:04 PDT OH GOD I TOOK A HUGE BITE OF MOLDY BREAD TODAY AND UUUUUGH. i kept thinking "why does this taste like sweet, soggy paper?" i couldn't bring myself to swallow the bite, so i spit it up and THEN noticed the mold. oooohhh fuck i wanted to die right then and there.



next: today i have had one of the strangest memory-related phenomena to put up with.



almost everything i look at has sparked a flash of something i've been trying to remember.

i think what it is...it's an art website. someone's personal website.


i only remember that the background was a dusty, desaturated pink.


but it seems that so much of the things i've looked at today have reminded me about SOMETHING that was on the website.



likewise, i can't remember my intercultural communications teacher's name. he was only my teacher just last semester. but all i know is that his name started with an H and it was vaguely german sounding.

]]> =creatureKILLher you & i http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24521629/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24521629/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 20:51:13 PDT

you and i, let's talk about music in a matter most defined.


i'm really excited for Passion Pit's debut full-length album Manners to come out (mid-may, i think). i've heard three songs or so from it so far and i love them all.

they're "little secrets", "the reeling" and "moth's wings", the latter-most being my favorite.

passion pit's EP Chunk of Change was a real experience. i was startled by it because i actually liked all six of the songs that were on it. it's unusual that i like a majority of an artist's work like that. so far, this group has not disappointed me.



also i've been really wanting to listen to a lot of older stuff by The Shins. found an artist who's young, up and coming who sounds like a more mellow version of the shins, too. his name is avi buffalo (and here's The Shins' "so says i" for vocal comparison).


"rushing in, rushing out" by geographer has me swooning high too. i can't find the lyrics anywhere though, and i don't trust my hearing to get all of the words right (i'm waiting for your open arms, but i won't wait forever. when the river breaks, my eyes light up, but they don't look to heaven)



if you're looking for something exciting, may i suggest Dan Deacon's Bromst. it's so exciting. it's sounds like animal collective if animal collective didn't sound like some kind of extra-terrestrial acid trip. which isn't a bad thing.

Bromst ranges from ultra-energetic songs to slower, more relaxing tunes, which almost always gets a thumbs-up from me.
energetic like "paddling ghost" (which, if you're familiar with Deacon is reminiscent of "the crystal cat", if not a bit slower.)

"surprise stefani" is much slower (but it does build up a bit, too) but it's probably my favourite track on the album. you can stream the album over on pitchfork, which gave it a respectable 8.5 rating.




Twisted Wires is not a group i'm at all familiar with, i just stumbled upon them while browsing through the Hype Machine's new entries. i don't know what you call that style, but it has drums. i like drums and i like this song. it's haunting but somehow very comfortable.




and you? what have you been listening to lately?

]]> =creatureKILLher let me tell you a story http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24454229/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24454229/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 21:27:25 PDT

on that board i put pieces of my own art, put up with thumbtacks.


i do this not only as a decoration, but as a bit of motivation.





there is one piece that i keep up there. i call it my "feel good" picture. because no matter what i do, i like to look up at that and say "i made that, and i can do it again". it is, in the long run, how i get out of almost all my art blocks.




do you have anything quite like that?



i'm kind of getting out of a really big, really long slump right now. despite the fact that i've been drawing a lot and well, it's all been kind of sad. like i lost something but i can't remember where or what it was.


i think i'm finding it again though! i'm really happy with some of the stuff i'm trying lately, so who knows where this will end up, right?

]]> =creatureKILLher there's no blood in dreams. http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24383453/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24383453/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 18:54:13 PDT

blood was not mentioned. the color red was, however. it said that women often dream of blood prior to their periods as a form of recognition (not necessarily forewarning).


but when i pointed this out, i was simply countered (by another student in class) that 'blood' was mentioned with 'the color red'.



but blood in my dreams (and it's rather common actually, appearing in most of my dreams) isn't always red. or even a color at all.






so what does blood mean?

]]> =creatureKILLher GUESS WHAT http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24332918/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24332918/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 19:41:11 PDT




and you should to. even if you don't like or care for manga, that is probably one of the best written and emotionally moving series i've ever laid eyes upon.


i cried. seriously, several times throughout the series.


it's fabulous. go read it. immediately.

]]> =creatureKILLher i have a small carved owl http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24281797/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24281797/ Thu, 16 Apr 2009 20:59:47 PDT he looks like this.



there is a tiny owl inside his chest.



READINGS.

go read PLUTO.

if the first chapter doesn't grab you (it didn't grab me) keep reading. by the third chapter you will be so caught up you don't know what to do anymore.

]]> =creatureKILLher ocean dream http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24209883/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24209883/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 20:51:45 PDT

i go over this hill and see the most beautiful fucking ocean. ever.



there were boats and schools of fish and EVERYTHING. one woman was in scuba gear underwater but had a fishing pole above the water to fish.


so i keep walking and run into a two women. one has a strange looking baby girl (i don't know why she was strange, just that she was.) while mom went in some shop, i held the baby. the second woman had a 'child' that was an enormous red and yellow fuzzy sea urchin.

the shore was sandy but had farmland stretching up the side. like corn fields or something.



and there were coelacanths. how can you not like those.





such a strange aquatic dream. i wonder what it means?




(:heart: coelacanths & shortraker rockfish.)

]]> =creatureKILLher missing the boat http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24166430/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24166430/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 14:18:24 PDT

ATMOSPHERE's WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU LEMONS,YOU PAINT THAT SHIT GOLD came out a year ago.


why did i just now find listen to it. i mean, i heard about it. but i never picked it up.

probably because a year ago i would have heard the iTunes samples and gone 'GROSS TO THE MAXIMUM' and closed the window.




"like the rest of us" is a beautiful opening track. it opens up just too perfectly.


and "wild wild horses" and "you".







i'm swooning over here, seriously.

]]> =creatureKILLher i can't see shit http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24135347/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24135347/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 18:44:31 PDT

AND NOW:

next time i go to the eye doctor, i am requesting a stronger prescription.


this is ridiculous. i've had the same prescription (-3.5 for the left, -4.5 for the right) for as long as i care to remember.


now i can't sit upright at my computer because all the words are too blurry. i have to use the CTRL+scroll thing to zoom in and magnify the window, lest i develop a hunchback from leaning forward so much.



i was trying to read through the forum topics and couldn't make one out from the other, hardly.




>:C also my doctor finds it appropriate to take out my contacts FOR ME. uh. i've only been doing this since EIGHTH GRADE doc, i can do it myself. or at least warn me. don't just come at me with your fingers all up in my face.



cold fingers, too.

]]> =creatureKILLher hither and thither~ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24083107/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24083107/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 20:08:18 PDT the mountain moved over

my week got better quickly. it rained. it didn't rain enough, but some is better than none at all. i wonder if the days before rain make me feel strange? i know i get really terrible headaches several hours to a day before a front comes in, but i think that's mostly...common?

so

i was in the car, on my way home. there's a huge mass of tall, tall clouds off to the west. deep clouds. dark ones.
several minutes after getting home, i go outside. this mass has moved over my house. the thing is so tall the lowest lying clouds feel like they're just out of reach.


since it was so windy, the bottom clouds just raced on past overhead. god, it was beautiful. and it moved so quickly. right over me. i just sat there and watched it.





2: i am a space case

i've felt absolutely atrocious lately. really lacking confidence and feeling like i've gone off the deep end. a little crazy, in truth.

but today i'm feeling spectacular. i think it's the weather.


3: music

i really want it to be may so that PASSION PIT'S MANNERS will come out. oh yes. "The Reeling" is fabulous.


also, recently found MUSCLES. awesome. try "Ice Cream" and "Chocolate Raspberry Lemon and Lime" and "Sweaty".

also rediscovered a love for SHABUTIE. go figure.



4: if an art project fell in the forest and no one read about it, would anybody participate?

i have an idea for a round-robin style art project in which a blank [digital] canvas would make it's way around to five to ten artists, each artist building on the previous artist's work to form one final image.

last person in the chain could submit the finished result to me where i'd make a news post (and journal) to feature them all. it wouldn't be competitive, but more for fun and camaraderie.







i'm in a happy, loving place.

]]> =creatureKILLher a tale http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24040719/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/24040719/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 13:16:29 PDT


brain (8am): hi sara, you're really tired.
me: psychology class. must. remain. awake.


brain (9 & 10am): sara, word on the street is that you're really fucking tired. why is that?
me: i went to bed at one, got up at 6:45 and woke up a million times because of wind, rain and dreams about earthquakes.
brain: i see.


brain (2:15pm): hey sara, go get a bath before work, sounds like a good idea, right?
me: hell yes.


brain (2:45pm): hey bitch, get up or i'm going to make you fall asleep in the tub, hope you don't drown.
me: noooooglbglbglb.




you guys.
sleep. get it. it's important. now all i have to do is stay somewhat concious for the next six hours. i can do it.

]]> =creatureKILLher D:< http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/23976181/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/23976181/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 20:22:03 PDT

WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S ONLY MONDAY?



gah, week. please. my darling dear week. go a little faster.

]]> =creatureKILLher where is the king today? http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/23938453/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/23938453/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 17:41:51 PDT i'm in an art history class that, while interesting, makes me think.



we tell the history of many artists and many styles of painting.
we talk about artists and we know their names, where they lived, the timeline of their lives and so on.


i mean, look at some of the renaissance artists. people KNEW who they were at the time they were alive. they had to have, or else we'd never know of them in the first place.



so where are the kings and queens of art today?
and what are their names?

]]> =creatureKILLher some goals http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/23802210/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/23802210/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 18:39:57 PDT
2: more poses.

3: more colour experimentation.

4: more sketch pages.

5: more line & style variety.



i don't necessarily want to get a lot better, i just want to do different things.



i need to do more sketching. it's very good for warmups & practice. oddly enough, i didn't quite know that. i found myself getting frustrated when i couldn't produce something well on my first few tries. turns out, i need a good, long warmup first. i don't know how or why, but apparently i never quite learned that!

]]> =creatureKILLher if, and, or but? http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/23738548/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/23738548/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 22:06:53 PDT


i can't say one thing without immediately realizing i'm being very hypocritical for saying so. i think too much on other options.



it's isn't that i'm not confident in what i say, it's just that i like acknowledging all pathways of interpretation. i love balance. i love space. acknowledging only one path of communication is not balanced, and it's a terrible way to abuse verbal space.


for example:
when i say that i hate jackson pollock's work. because it's boring and useless, i immediately think "well, mine is too, ultimately, but..."

i wouldn't say i was upset with the things i think or my own abilities, but i accept that's how it seems.


i will talk myself in circles about things. i'll think about a dream i had, and tell it in a story form, with a plot. then i balance myself out thinking about how it was probably multiple dreams in a non-sequential order and how i probably made up half of it...but i still tell it and think of it as one thing. it's a deconstructive and base way of doing things, but it works out eventually.

]]> =creatureKILLher A Band Of / The Bees http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/23658941/ http://creatureKILLher.deviantart.com/journal/23658941/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 12:35:16 PDT EDIT: has anyone other than me been having problems with iTunes lately? things like not loading any image files while in the iTunes store, problems displaying popup boxes or scroll-down menus?

oh i absolutely can not explain the happy tears i have right now.



so so so
i'm using my MEGA BLAST-O-CLEAN ray on my music files on my computer. because there are hellatons of them, and there shouldn't be.



and then. i found The Bees/A Band of Bees.
i forgot how entirely great their music is. it's like sitting on the most comfortable rocking chair ever on a porch with some lemonade in the early summer and then riding a bike down a riverside in the early evening.



i also found Coheed & Cambria's "Gravemakers & Gunslingers", which is so badass. should've been on the CD, if you ask me.

]]> =creatureKILLher