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Name: CGB~
Single or taken: ... LOL. If only you all knew how awkward it is for that question right now...
Gender: Male... OR AM I!? YOU DON'T KNOW~
Birthday: The day I was born.
Sign: -holds up finger-
Hair color: BLACK~
Eye color: From what I'm told... Hazel? Is that even a color, tho?
Height: ... OH SO TALL. DX
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight as a board~

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: HOT TOPIC LOL -shot-
Nah... Seriously, I dun care as long as I like the stuff. :3
Favorite designer?: ... Your mom? ;D
What is your sexiest outfit?: -strips-
What is your most comfortable outfit?: -strips again-
What do you usually wear?: NOTHING!

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Pantene~
What are you listening to right now: Comps buzzing, Nancy telling Connor he's weird. XD -is at school-
Who is the last person that called you?: YOUR MOM. IN A CHURCH. ON A HOT SUNDAY.
How many buddies are online right now?: ... -doesn't know-

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: Chinese~ TEMPURA FTW~
Girls names: -thinks-
Boys names: Mistake.
Subjects in school: ACTING~
Animals: KITTEHS~

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: Not yet... -suggestive wink-
Smoked?: No, and I dun plan on it.
Bungee jumped?: Gah, I wish. ohwaitno. Cause I hate heights.
Made yourself throw up?: -does not have an eating disorder-
Skinny dipped?: lol I wish.
Ever been in love?: ...
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No, I deal with what I get.
Pictured your crush naked?: Um, who hasn't? XD
Actually seen your crush naked?: Again, I wish.
Cried when someone died?: Yeah... That sucked a lot, especially since it was my fault.
Lied: Again, who hasn't?
Fallen for your best friend?: You tell me.
Rejected someone?: Ugh, I have to ALL the time. You dun know HOW often people hit on me. >_>
Done something you regret?: ... Yeah.

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------<

Clothes: I'm wearing all black... AGAIN.
Music: Hirano Aya - "God Knows"
Smell: ... I dunno?
Desktop picture: CPS logo. lol
Cd in player: EMPTEH~
DVD in player: EMPTEH~

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

You touched: Myself. ;D
You IMed:
You yelled at: ... But that was a while ago, tho. We're past that, now.
You kissed: Ha. Lip-virgin.

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

Understanding: I'd like to think I am.
Open-minded: Hell yes!
Arrogant: I dun think so...
Insecure: Oh god YES.
Random: ... Oh boy. XD
Hungry: Not right now...
Smart: lols. I pwn you all.
Moody: Gah. Yes~
Hard working: Varies with my mood.
Organized: ... Barely.
Shy: >///>
Difficult: -attempts to fit a cuve into a circle-shaped hole-
Bored easily: Eh... Again, depends on my mood.
Obsessed: I dunno, actually. Matter of opinion, I guess.
Angry: I'd like to say, "rarely", but that's prolly not true. :<
Sad:
Happy: DX
Hyper: DOCTOROCTAGONAPUS BLAAAAAAAAAAARGH!
Trusting: Yeahno. I'm too paranoid. :<

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U... ]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17673985/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17673985/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 20:00:18 PDT [link]

Judging how there are non-manga chars...

WE'RE GOING BACK TO FILLERS. DX

Although, Asuma is gonna be in it, from the looks of things... So I guess he'll get a bit more glory before he dies, now.

But still. More Filler = FAIL.

Ah well. As for the music... it's fun, but... I still prefer "distance" to it.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17635843/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17635843/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 14:59:07 PDT
Anyway, I actually feel like keeping this thing as my icon for a while. So, yes, Mudkip shall be meh icon, unless I'm not supposed to keep it like that or I decide to change it. :3

IN OTHER NEWS.

Long-Haired Hirako Shinji = -shudder-

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17595324/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17595324/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 18:42:43 PDT
Put your iPod/iTunes/media player on shuffle.
- Press forward for each question.
- Use the song title as the answer to the question.

How am I feeling today?
"FOLLOW ME" by BEAT CRUSADERS
(I want the one I love to know how I feel about her...)

Will I get far in life?
"JET BOY JET GIRL" by Hitomi Takahashi
(TO THE STARS! XD)

How do my friends see me?
"Hare Hare Yukai" by Hirano Aya
(They see me as hyper, sometimes. XD)

Where will I get married?
"RUSH" by Uverworld
(... Uh, in a hurry? I DON'T KNOW~)


What is the story of my life?
"Te Wo Tsunaide" by Younha
("I love you more everyday"? I dunno...)

What was IS high school like?
"Mission In Taisakusen" by ORANGE RANGE
(IMMA SPY AND IT'S MY MISSION TO STUDY IT! )

How can I get ahead in life?
"Days" by FLOW
(Just let time pass by, perhaps?)

What is the best thing about me?
"Lost My Music" by Hirano Aya
("I still I still I LOVE YOU I MAY BE WAITING FOREVER~")

How is today going to be?
"RETURNABLE MEMORIES" by Paku Romi
(... Things will keep coming back to me?)

What is in store for me this weekend?
"Kimi Monogatari" by little by little
(... Uh, I'm confuzzled. :<

What song describes my parents?
"Mezamero! Yasei" by Matchy With Question?
(Yeah, cause I can TOTALLY "UNLEASH THE BEAST WITHIN!")

To describe my grandparents?
"Warped Reflection" by HIGH AND MIGHTY COLORS
(... THEY'RE SCARY AND LOUD. DX)

How is my life going?
"Ryuusei" by TiA
(...)

What song will the play at my funeral?
"Hanabi" by Ikimono Gakari
(Hmm... It does seem fitting as a goodbye song. ^^)

How does the world see me?
"ALONES"by AQUA TIMEZ
(... That's only too true.)

Will I have a happy life?
"CHANCE!" by UVERworld
(So... Maybe?)

What do my friends REALLY think of me?
"Mixed-Up" by UVERworld
(... And they would be right.)

Do people secretly lust after me?
"GO!!!" by FLOW
(YEAH THEY ALL FIGHT OVER THE DREAM OF ME. WITH CROWS AND MAPS.)

How can I make myself happy?
"Michi~ To You All" by Aluto
(... Nostalgia? I dunno.)

What should I do with my life?
"Hoshi" by Toshiyuki Morikawa
(I'LL BE A STAR!)

Will I have children?
"Love is..." by Miliyah Kato
(So, if I do, it'll be with someone I love. :3)

What is some good advice for me?
"Evolution" by Ayumi Hamasaki
(... Uh... I dunno. XD)

How will I be remembered?
"distance" by LONG SHOT PARTY
(I'll only be remember by people who are far away? Well that's no good. :<

What is my signature dance song?
"Kasanaru Kage" by HEARTS GROW
(Uh... I can kinda see it, at parts. But other parts are like... NO.)

What do I think my current theme is?
"No Boy No Cry" by STANCE PUNKS
(lol. Nice.)

What does everyone else think my current theme is?
"Nagareboshi~" by HOME MAD KAZOKU
(Eh, I have been really mopey lately.)

What types of girls/boys do you like?
"Guilty Beauty Love" by Miyano Mamoru
(... NOW THAT'S F***ED UP, THERE.)

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17587238/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17587238/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 10:07:39 PDT

It's a lot of fun, actually. Been working really great for me, I've found it tons of fun.

I have yet to try out the paintchat feature on it, tho I might later on. If any of y'all DO have OC, then you're welcome to poke at me on there when I figure out how it works.

I might try CGing a few things on there, too... Gods know I haven't really gotten into doing MTCG yet, and of course there are a couple of things from the new Bleach/Naruto I wanna try to do.

But, yesh. OC1 is a lot of fun, and a lot of love. :3

In unrelated news: I lost a SECOND version of Diamond today. I'm REALLY PO'ed about that. DX

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17575959/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17575959/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 15:39:17 PDT
For Naruto, we're gunna have "Blue Bird" by Ikimono-Gakari (Also did HANABI for Bleach) as the new OP, and "Gentle Rainbow" by some group called SURFACE as the ED.

For Bleach, we have Chu-Bara by Kelun, and the ED I can't remember. I wrote em down, but instead it says, "Rolling Star", and I sure as hell know the new Bleach ED ain't gunna be a repeat. XD

But, yes. So, we have those to look forward to, and those should be fun. :3

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17538759/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17538759/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 09:57:02 PDT .

1) Full name?
It's... yeahno. Not giving THAT info out easily, lol.

2) Male/Female?
Male, of course!

3) Were you named after anyone?
Uh... Dunno. I'll hafta ask. XD

4) Does your name mean anything?
Maybe? lol, I dunno.

5) Nickname(s)?
CGB, NV, creepygothbunny, Yoro... I used to be known as "Camen" on a bunch of gaming sites...

6) What do you think you look like?
Well, people always think I'm about 20... -is actually 16- >_>

7) Date of birth?
September twenty-first, of course!

8) Place of birth and current location?
I was born in New Jersey... But now I live in OHAYO~

9) Nationality?
Uh... American?

10) Astrology sign?
I'm forever cursed to be a VIRGin(O).

11) Chinese astrology sign?
Hmm... I THINK I'm a Monkey, but not sure... (lulz, Ritsu FTW~)

12) Religion?
Don't really think I believe in anything, atmo.

13) What's your favorite smell?
Uh... Well, some flowers are pretty-smelling. :3

14) Political Position?
Not sure, yet. But I'll prolly join whichever one sucks less. XD

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
I drink tea... But I almost NEVER have the time to make it in the morning. :<

16) Hair + eye color?
My hair USED to be black, but since I've been getting more sun, it's starting to turn brown. And my eyes aren't brown, like I thought. Apparently, my doctor has them down as HAZEL, not brown. Go figure.

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
Uh... I dun know, and I dun care.

18) What do you look like?
People think I'm emo... DX

19) Any unusual talents?
Uh... Can't think of any, atmo.

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Imma right-handed... Wish I was ambi, tho. I hear you can learn how to do it easier when your younger, but... Yeah, missed that chance. XD

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
I'm straight... But I wanna know what it means by "other". XD

22) What do you do for a living?
Nothing, yet... Though I'm gonna be applying for a job at Panera Bread in a bit, here...

23) What do you do for fun?
I USED to draw and color, but I haven't had any inspiration to do that, lately. I also used to RP a lot... But, I haven't found anyone willing to do that, lately.

24) Materials to work with?
Compy, pencils, and whatever else I can get my hands on. XD

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
Well, I WANT a tablet... Plus, it's always fun to have company when you doodle. :3

26) Have you met your grandparents?
Yeah... Sadly, only one of em is still alive, tho. :<

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
.....

28) Crush?
..... Yeah, there's somebody...

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
None. Not interested there, sorry.

30) Current worries?
... Well, I wonder why some people are harassing a certain person, and I'm hoping she's okay and not letting them get to her too badly.

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
and are pretty much awesome. Anyone else... Not comfy talking about.

32) Favorite place to be?
Internetz, lol.

33) Least favorite place to be?
School. Ah well, two years left (At least...)

34) Do you burn or tan?
I tan. Although being naturally tan, it's kinda hard to tell sometimes...

35) Ever break a bone?
Not yet... I'm waiting for it to happen, tho.

36) What is your favorite cereal?
lol, you're all gunna laugh at me... Raisin Bran. XP

37) Person you cry with?
knows.

38) Any sisters?
One that I see... About five others I've never met.

39) Any brothers?
None that I... ]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17459044/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17459044/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 13:31:05 PDT
I mean, I go to it... I have like, two deviations from today at the top, then some from yesterday, day before, etc..... And then I have more of today's at the bottom of the list. WTF!?

Oh, and random mini-rants about new Bleach/Naruto...

Naruto: SHINO. FTW.

Bleach: Ulqiourra is KING OF HUECO MUNDO, now! (kay, not really, but that's how I see it. XD)

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17401591/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17401591/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 19:53:17 PDT

Uh... Well, I only JUST unlocked Ganondorf (Legend of Zelda) and Wolf O'Donnel (Star Fox), today.

Uh... Ganondorf is still KINDA like Captain Falcon... But also still kinda not. I mean, you can see how his attacks are different (Throwing people up in the air with up special, just dropping people with side special, slightly quicker neutral special).

Wolf... Is a Fox clone. But, again, there are some differences. Like; No charge time for up special, different-looking reflector, slower/more powerful laser. But, gah, even his FINAL SMASH is the same. It's a Landmaster... It's only different cause it's Red instead of Blue. >:

Uh... More fun! I played around with Stage Creator, recently.

And, I submitted one called "PIT" for the weekly-stage-thingy.

So, if my stage wins... Prepare for hell. XD

Seriously. There are like, two places to get knocked out on the stage. BUT IT'S SO ANNOYING KNOCKING PEOPLE OFF.

I've seen health get into the 900 area. That should tell you how hard it is to knock people around.

Uh... Oh! Okay, so some awards I wanna give:

Coolest Final Smash: Ganondorf
It only lasts a second, but it's pretty awesome. You know.

Best Player: Ike/Lucario/Meta Knight/Pit
It took some work on Meta Knight to get his stuff down. I'd been playing with only the wii-mote before... Yeah, I handle him better without the remote. >_<

Lucario I was always awesome with.

And Ike is a recent favorite. :3

And again, Pit took some work, but I got him down now. :3

Biggest "Oh Shit" Moment: Using Sonic's Final Smash for the first time.

Pictures CAN'T show movement. Seriously, Sonic's Final is SO FRIGGING FAST, it's not even funny.

Biggest "Ugh" Moment: Finding Out Wolf was a Fox clone
This disappointed me so much. >:

Worst Character: Dedede/Game & Watch

Yeah. Dedede = Too bulky and clunky, G&W = Too annoying and unpredictable. >:[

DO NOT WANT



But, yesh, even after a month, the game is still fun.

Oh, and if you have brawl codes... SHARE EM.

Cause then I can looks you up, and I'll can give you mine when I get WiFi set up (Which will be in the next week here, hopefully).

So... Happy gaming!

AND THAT MO-FO BE.... BRAWLIN!

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17319932/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17319932/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 17:16:42 PDT
(Oh, and... If you're a particular person I'm talking to at the moment, don't be mad. I am listening, but my mind tends to wander when things are quiet for a bit, so I'm typing this between messages.)

[Personal Survey Meme]

Info
[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars. (Ugh. Not sharing why, it is not fun to talk about.)
[ ] I tan easily. (I'm naturally tan. XD)
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. (I want it dark... er. Although red hair could be fun, too...)
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. (Kinda. I'm getting contacts soon... Got a test pair right now, they feel weird. >: )
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (Which is not something I've wanted to hear, for a very long time now. >: )
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles. (Kinda. They're BARELY visible, nowadays.)

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. (My dad doesn't care, lol.)
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x?] I want to have kids someday. (Still not sure yet)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. (Puerto Rico FTW~)
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year (lol, I passed em all. XD)
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. (Yeah, you can laugh at me now. XD)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples (Once when I was six/sevenish. I had a rock thrown at my head.)
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play. (Just last month! )
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now. (I doubt y'all have to ask... And yes, it still hurts. Intensely.)
[x] I have a fear of abandonment. (I think I do. But only if it's someone I'm close to.)
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship. (... Nothing physical,... ]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17263240/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17263240/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 21:04:43 PDT
Nothing negative, I think. I just says I need to work more on here so that people ACTUALLY care when I offer a kiriban. XD

Ah, I got PhotoShop Elements 4.0 installed earlier, tho. I don't have time to tinker with it tonight, but since I have the day off from school tomorrow (Cause we got, like, TWO FEET of snow!), I might submit a coupla things then. :3

But, yeah, I'm not upset nobody caught the kiriban, and I'm willing to accept that nobody really cares much... I just need to work harder so that next time people DO care!

So... I MAY have one or two things up, tomorrow. But, not quite sure, yet.

Ah well. I'm tired, so... To bed I go! XD

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17214933/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17214933/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 18:37:59 PST
Seriously, this one ROCKS.

It has everything from the first, only... MORE.

Like, hand seals, for one. Healing in the middle of a fight is pretty sweet... But annoying, sometimes (Especially if the other person does it. DX)

BUT THE CHARACTERS. THAT IS EPIC WIN.

Lessee, you can play (New Peeps since Last Game I'm marking with a *):

- Uzumaki Naruto
- Haruno Sakura
- Hatake Kakashi
- Sai*
- Yamato*
- Uchiha Sasuke*
- Yakushi Kabuto*
- Orochimaru*
- Rock Lee
- Hyuuga Neji
- Tenten
- Maito Gai
- Inuzuka Kiba*
- Nara Shikamaru*
- Sabaku No Gaara
- Hyuuga Hinata*
- Akimichi Chouji*
- Hoshigaki Kisame
- Deidara (Second Most-Played)
- Temari
- Jiraiya*
- Akasuna no Sasori* (Normal, Non-Special Form)
- Akasuna no Sasori ("True Form" [Y'know, the human-puppet-body thing]) (ALSO MOST USED)
- Akasuna no Sasori (Inside Hiruko)
- Uchiha Itachi
- Kankuro
- Tsunade*
- Sarutobi Asuma*
- Pre-Timeskip Naruto* (NOT A LIE.)
- Pre-Timeskip Sasuke* (AGAIN, NOT A LIE)

But, yeah. The game is pretty much awesome.

I STILL kick arse With DeiDei. I've been SO abusing Sasuke with him. XD

Although, I do better with Sasori, ironically enough... Ah well.

Can't wait for next game, cause then we prolly get Hidan and Kakuzu, who will be fun.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17167391/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17167391/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 16:00:25 PST , lols.

RULES
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Tag three other people.

I chose:
The main chars of LE, of course!

So, Kisaki, Enkou, and Koutetsu! ^^

How old are you?
Kisaki: 16
Enkou: Also 16!
Koutetsu: ... 18...

Do you have any bad habits?
Kisaki: I'm not so sure about me, but don't get me started on him. -points at Enkou-
Enkou: What're you talking about? I'm totally fine! I can't find anything wrong with me! I'm perfectly fine! Quit persecuting me! Don't... -continues rant-
Koutetsu: ... Yes... He does not know when to be quiet...

Are you a virgin?
Kisaki: Of course I am.
Enkou: Yeah, totally!
Koutetsu: ...

Who's your mate/spouse?
Kisaki: Having one would be a waste of time.
Enkou: Are you so sure...? -suggestive wink-
Kisaki: ... Definitely.
Enkou: ...
Kisaki: ...
Koutetsu: ...

Do you have any kids?
Kisaki: I'm a virgin. Honestly, do you think I would? Whatever...
Enkou: Um... No?
Koutetsu: ...
Enkou: FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SAY SOMETHING!

What's your favorite food?
Kisaki: Simple stuff... Spaghetti, I guess.
Enkou: Uh... I'll eat just about anything!
Koutetsu: ... Curry...

What's your favorite ice cream flavor?
Kisaki: Eh... Vanilla.
Enkou: MINT!
Koutetsu: ... I don't care for sweets...

Have you killed anyone?
Kisaki: Only when it has been required.
Enkou: Uh... Does indirectly doing it count?
Koutetsu: ... I've seen my share of bloodshed...


Do you hate anyone?
Kisaki: -jerks thumb at Enkou-
Enkou: -cries-
Koutetsu: -pats Enkou on the back-

Have any secrets?
Kisaki: Um... My brother killed our parents.
Enkou: I'm secretly a ninja!
Koutetsu: ...

Do you love anyone?
Kisaki: Love is for hopeless losers.
Enkou: -tears up love note for Kisaki-
Koutetsu: ...

What song do you think would best describe yourself?
Kisaki: ...
Enkou: KwachaBAM!
Koutetsu: ...

Any hidden talents or something no one else knows about you?
Kisaki: I can manipulate shadows...
Enkou: I burn stuff!
Koutetsu: ... I can molecularly rebuild my structure, thus allowing me to turn any part of my body into metal or any similar substance. I may also accumulate metal objects and merge them with my body.
Enkou: Fifty bucks says he never says that much again.

What do you think of your creator?
Kisaki: ... What are you talking about?
Enkou: I'm confused.
Koutetsu: -hides script-

What color is your hair?
Kisaki: Black.
Enkou: Red! No wait... Brown! I dunno!
Koutetsu: Grey.

What's your sexual orientation?
Kisaki: I'm asexual.
Enkou: I'm attracted to girls! Hot girls!
Koutetsu: ...

Enkou: That it?
Kisaki: Yes. Thank god.
Koutetsu: That was... Entertaining.
Kisaki: Now way I'm doing anything like that again.
Enkou: Aw, come on! Live a little!
Kisaki: ... You have three seconds to let go of my arm...
Koutetsu: ...
Kisaki: ... I'm gonna go take a nap... Or read. One of the two.
~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17011918/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/17011918/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 15:48:17 PST

RULES
Step 1: Put your iTunes or equivalent on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Bold out the songs when someone guesses correctly.

Uh... Hope all the Japanese stuff doesn't piss y'all off. XD

1. I was alone and I needed a date and I was taking a walk past the cemetery gate.

2. Ienai itami, kanashimi de kizutsuita kimi yo.

3. Konya mo mata hakanai hoshi zora.

4. Futari no te suitsuku you ni, hanarenai itsumo issho sa.

5. Take the photograph, it will be the last.

6. Tsumete i yokasa ga meni sasari, kutarama e kiwoku ga ahure desu.

7. Kimi wa kimi dake shika inai yo.

8. Totemo ureshikatta yo kimi ga warai kaketeta, subete o tokasu hohoemi de.

9. All around me are familiar faces, worn out places, worn out faces.

10. Nazonazo, mitaini, chikyuugiwo, tokiakashitara, minnade doko, mademo ikerune.

11. But her fruitcake ain't the only one at the table, and there's something that I just have to say.

12. Nani mo te ni tsukanai shirokuro no hitomi de.

13. Oh my love, please don't cry, I'll wash my bloody hands and we'll start a new life.

14. Sabita kokoro no, tobira no kagi wa, itsumo chikaku de, waratte iru kara.

15. oreta, awai tsubasa, kimi wa sukoshi, aosugiru sora ni tsukareta dake sa.

16. I was stranded on a planet, just me and Spock, we met a nasty Nazi alien who locked our arses off.

17. Well hello there little boy, don't be shy, step right up I'm a reasonable guy.

18. Atsuku natta gin no METARIKKU HA-TO.

19. The moon was full and the color of blood the night the pirates came to the vampire club.

20. Dare datte shippai wa suru nda hazukashii koto janai.

21. Have u ever heard of the Orange Range? ORENJI RENJI WO SHITTERU KAI.

22. Don't know what's going on, don't know what went wrong, feels like a hundred years I still can't believe you're gone.

23. I never dream before, I'm gonna knock the door into the world of perfect free.

24. I've been a sinner, I've been a saint, done both good and evil deeds.

25. Tonight, I'm gonna have myself a good time.

So... I hope y'all can guess it!




In unrelated news... I'm reading Furaba (Fruits Basket).

And it ish good. :3

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16933188/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16933188/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 17:07:46 PST
Cause, like, my tablet came in... BUT IT BROKE.

Like, almost instantly. >:

So, HOPEFULLY I'll get a good one, that DOESN'T break.

And if Best Buy doesn't have tablets, or I can't afford one, then... ****.

But, like, if I submit stuff, I'll prolly litter my gallery with memes I've seen for a coupla days.

But dun worry. After the memes, I'll have ACTUAl art put up.

But, uh, yes. Art stuff soon.

HOPEFULLY.

Oh. And my next kiriban is coming up.

Whoever gets the 2500 PV gets the kiriban.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16828177/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16828177/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 06:31:07 PST
And, like, it isn't blocked at my school anymore!

Meaning... I have 24-hour access to it, again! (Well, kinda. XD)

But... Yeah.

I should give some kinda report about what's going on soon, tho... Eh, maybe when my tablet gets in. XD

Haha, but I'm, like, watching the music video for "distance" (You know, the not-new-anymore Naruto OP?).

Ha, it's random.

There's some girl randomly attacking people, lol. XD

It is SO random. And I'm loving every minute of it. X3

Gawd, this song is so sexy. XD

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16688263/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16688263/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 10:05:29 PST
THE GAME IS AWESOME. NO JOKE.

Okay... The arena's are fun. Like, Mushroomy Kingdom. SIDE-SCROLLING EPIC-NESS~

Oh, and I love Spear Pillar, too. That one is fun, too! (Spear Pillar is from Pokemon Diamond/Pearl, for those of you who dun know)

I also like some of the characters. MY fave's are:

- Captain Olimar (From Pikmin) <- MOST USED
- Sonic (From Sonic the Hedgehog)
- Lucario (From Pkmn Diamond/Pearl)
- Marth (From Fire Emblem)

Oh, and my least used are:

- Pkmn Trainer (From Pkmn FireRed/LeafGreen) <- LEAST USED (I tried him, but... I dun find him all that fun.
- Meta Knight (From Kirby games) <- (Funnily enough, I thought I was gonna rule with him... Yeah, I pretty much suck with him. XD)
- Mr. Game and Watch <- (But, I pretty much sucked with him in Melee, too, so no huge deal there).

Oh, and SOME of the old peeps came back, too! The old guys you can't see on the website that came back are:

- Jigglypuff (From EVERY Pkmn game)
- Captain Falcon (From Star Fox 64)
- Ganondorf (From The Legend of zelda)
- Marth (From Fire Emblem)
- Mr. Game and Watch (From... Some old game I've never heard of. XD)

And... There MAY be more I haven't unlocked yet. But, I dunno, yet. >:

Oh! But, yes, it is a VERY fun game!

Oh, and some hints and tips for a coupla characters...

SONIC

First thing I gotta say... DON'T BUTTON MASH.

Trust me, if you button mash with Sonic, you will lose EVERY match you play with him. Most of his special attacks require charging or time to perform. So, just tapping the button once won't really work well.

And while he's spinning, Sonic can also be kinda hard to control, cause you can't really make him stop moving at that time. >:

So... I'd only suggest playing Sonic if you think you can do VERY well in the game.

CAPTAIN OLIMAR

Okay, first word of advice: Pikmin = Important.

Without Pikmin out, Olimar can do NOTHING. I'm not even joking. So make sure you always have AT LEAST one Pikmin on you at any given time. Otherwise... You're just an easy target. >:

Oh, but fun thing about Pikmin: They all have special effects in battle! Like, Red Pikmin set fire to stuff, and Purple Pikmin can just be used to knock people around.

So, on the plus side: Olimar has a LARGE range of stuff he can do.

On the down side: You ALWAYS need Pikmin with you to keep from dying.





So, yes, that's what I have to say about the game, so far!

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16678475/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16678475/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 17:24:05 PST
First, Sasuke really does seem to hate Itachi.

And, from all indications, Itachi is gonna win the fight. Cause the chapter ends with him stealing Sasuke's eyes.

What I found interesting and fun was the fact that Itachi says, "I'm sorry" before beginning to remove them. Maybe that means he still has some compassion for duck-butt?

I dunno. But, even if Sasuke does survive this (Which I don't doubt he will), he'll prolly be blind, now, and not be able to do anything.

"HE TOOK MY CLAN THEN MY EYES! AND I CAN'T EVER GET MY REVENGE! DDDDDX"

Kinda an ironic punishment for Sasuke's actions in my opinion, tho. ^_^

So, yes, this was a good chappie.

Wish the fight coulda lasted longer, tho. >:

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16572692/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16572692/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 20:33:58 PST
Read the new chap.

He is INSANE!



]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16464177/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16464177/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 18:19:53 PST
Now we have some for:

- Tousen
- Aizen
- Nel Tu

And they are all fun. Kinda.

Aizen's are serious sounding, of course.

Tousen's are fun, tho.

And Nel's... OMG. XD

OMG Nel's are so freaking hyper and fun. X3

Y'all should definitely check them out.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16448110/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16448110/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 16:00:36 PST [link]

Okay, how awesome is this!?

And what's more.

It looks like we got more peeps in it that weren't in Ninja Reovlution!

Like... CS2 Sasuke!

I mean, okay, it's Sasuke, but... Still. CS2 isn't in Revolution! >

Oh, and I played Ninja Revolution, btw...

Yeah... As far as I could see, Deidara and Sasori weren't in it. (Although the fact that Itachi and Kisame were in it was pretty sweet.)

Which, of course, makes sense.

I feel bad for anyone who had to play through the game to learn they weren't in it, tho. >:

Although, they MAY be in there.

But I won't believe it without proof.

So there.

Hmm... I also head Minato was in here...

As of yet, i can't say if it's true or not.

Because the requirement to unlock him is, like, beat the game on difficulty 4...

Which I haven't done yet. >:

But, when I DO get that done... I'll let y'all know if Minato is in it. ^_^

Uh... But where was I going?

Oh, right. Clash of Ninja on DS!

Um... yeah. Looks pretty cool, so I'm gonna buy it, totally.

Mind, it still might be kinda limited from Wii version...

But, to be able to play Clash of Ninja ANYWHERE = WIN.

So, yes. Just felt like sharing my discovery.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16446357/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16446357/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 14:01:38 PST
Plus I needed to get rid of the amnesia thing on my front page, lol (Considering I got over it 2-3 days ago, lol. Yep, CGB's memories are back. Yay?)

So... Yeah.

QUIZ TIEM!

Put your iPod/iTunes/media player on shuffle.
- Press forward for each question.
- Use the song title as the answer to the question. If you don't, you'll get shot... Twice.

How am I feeling today?
"Hare Hare Yukai" by Hirano Aya
(OMG LOl. I'm not really that hyper... BUT STILL. XD)

Will I get far in life?
"Laka Laka La~" by UVERworld
(I'll find my true love and waste the sumer away... "LAKA LAKA LOVE!" -is now third fave song-)

How do my friends see me?
"Pretty Fly" by The Offspring
(Lols. Nice.)

Where will I get married?
"Gone Forever"
(So... I'm guessing it won't end well? D: )

What is the story of my life?
"My Bloody Valentine" by Good Charlotte
(NO I HAVE NEVER KILLED A GUY OUT OF JEALOUSY. XP)

What was high school like?
"Aesthetics and Identity" by... Whoever does the voices for Ishida and Ichigo. XD
(Nah, I know who I am... I think. ^_^;; )

How can I get ahead in life?
"GO!" by FLOW
("We are fighting dreamers! Not caring for our appearance!" )

What is the best thing about me?
"Kimi Monotagari" by Little by Little
(... -has yet to look up trans >_< -

How is today going to be?
"BrEaK" by... That guy who does Grimmy. XD
(I'll hurt you all, lols.)

What is in store for me this weekend?
"God Knows..." by Hirano Aya
(Is my most favorite song, atmo.
I'll find out what he knows, if he exists? luls no I support Haruhism. XD)

What song describes my parents?
"Lost Heaven" by L'Arc-en-Ciel
(Huh. Somewhat fitting, I guess.)

To describe my grandparents?
"Bad boy" by Cascada
(OMGWTFBBQ. XD)

How is my life going?
"Goodbye Days" by YUI
(Ah, yes, a lot of melancholy going on right now. :[ )

What song will the play at my funeral?
"Never Too Late" by Three Days Grace
(... This is starting to get kinda depressing... I guess it'd play to tell the other people not to give up hope, because I won't have been in their lives in vain? Something like that.)

How does the world see me?
"Rosa Rubicundior, Lilio Candidior" by... Renji-voice guy. XD
(Uh... I dun get it. >: )

Will I have a happy life?
"CHANCE!" by UVERworld
(So, it isn't impossible?)

What do my friends REALLY think of me?
"ALONES" by AQUA TIMEZ
(So I can smile, but not for anyone else. :[ )

Do people secretly lust after me?
"Sorairo Days" by Shoko Nakagawa
(Again... Nonsense. XD)

How can I make myself happy?
"Nakushita Kotoba" by No Regret Life
(Yeah, that won't make me happy. :[ )

What should I do with my life?
"Meet My Maker" by Good Charlotte
(luls I'm gunna die soon. XD)

Will I have children?
"UNDO" by Cool Joke
(Lol. I'll prolly want to put em back. XD)

What is some good advice for me?
"Aozora no Namida" by Hitomi Takahashi
(... Again, no trans. XP)

How will I be remembered?
"My Blade As My Pride" by Ichigo's voice guy. XD;;;
(Now that's f***ed up right that.)

What is my signature dance song?
"Parade" by CHABA
(Funny thing is, I danced to that a couple of weeks ago, lol. XD)

What do I think my current theme is?
"Standing to Defend You" by Renji seiyuu.
(I AM protective of friends, lol.)

What does everyone else think my current theme is?
"Guilty Beauty Love" by Miyano Mamoru (Guy who does Tamaki from "Ouran Koukou Host Club")
(Lols. Again, that is SO messed up. XD)

What types of girls/boys do you like?
"Happily Ever After" by Shoko Nakagawa
(People I know I'll be happy with, of course! ^_^)

Eh... No tags, this time. Unless you REALLY wanna do this yourself. In which case... Go nuts! XD

Except for . You are tagged regardless. XP

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16318355/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16318355/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 16:12:18 PST
But, at the moment, I'm suffering from a mild case of amnesia.

So, basically, I've forgotten things that've happened in the last year. Which I don't like.

So, if I say weird things, or don't remember all of you... Yeah, that's why.

Some shocking things have come up, too.

Like, I apparently had an argument with Ayoko.

And my girlfriend broke up with me ten months ago.

Ugh. This is not gonna be fun.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16310332/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16310332/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 02:49:39 PST
Prettier comp drawings!

... Once I get PhotoShop Elements 4 installed, of course. ^_^;;;;

Hmm... I'm also debating about downloading a version of OpenCanvas.

I'm debating between a more recent version (3/4), cause, like, that has better stuff to work with.

But OpenCanvas 1 has PaintChat, too.

So... Any suggestions? XD;;;

If I DO get OpenCanvas 1, tho, I'll be sure to share my chat info with all y'all.

Provided you have it, of course. XD


But of course, I'm KINDA sad, cause I haven't ACTUALLY gotten to use my tablet, yet. >:

So... Fail? XD

Oh well. Hopefully I'll get PE4 and OC1/3/4 installed soon.

Hmm... In the meantime, I'll poke around for some other means to share art... I'm sure there are some websites that you can doodle on? Anyone know of any?

Ah well, I'm done rambling, for now. XD

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16253139/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16253139/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 10:16:06 PST
-looks at menu-

"541 deviations, 2 messages"

...

WIN!

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16242113/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16242113/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 15:15:54 PST
Yeah.

While I've TRIED being on, lately...

I pretty much haven't, sad to say. D:

One thing y'all should know: CGB is easily distracted.

And I can sum up my distraction in one word: RuneScape.

So, I won't be on here, much.

But, if you wanna talk to me or anything I WILL be on IMs, so you all know.

I'm just not really gonna be active on dA for a while, is all.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16186995/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16186995/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 15:03:43 PST
...

I think I'll get cracking on that this weekend... >_<

-procrastinates-

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16169855/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16169855/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 16:43:06 PST
"674 deviations, 251 messages, 5 notes"

...

I should probably try and catch up, un. ^_^;;;

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16141072/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16141072/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 15:46:15 PST
I mean, like, if I'm a public area, like a library, or something, I MAY slip on to check a couple of things...

But, otherwise, I'm a ghost.

The reason I say this:

I'm going on a trip.

I had a realization today, and I've decided to take some things into my own hands.

And sure, I may be wandering around for a long time... But, I have enough information to at least give me a general idea on where I can be.

And, I may run into one or two of you, so... Yeah.

But not gauranteed.

But, yes, I'm leaving tomorrow.

And, hopefully, I'll be able to work something out very soon.

If not... I'm still thinking on that one.

So, bye, all!

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16136316/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16136316/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 09:55:56 PST
Cause I missed 2k views. >_<

But, yeah, anyone is interested, then catch my 2,500 view!

And I'll draw what you want.

Though it'll probably take a long while. -has had little art motivation lately-

And, hey, you know 2.5k is.

IT'S A QUARTER OF 10,000.

BELIEVE IT.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16113506/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/16113506/ Wed, 26 Dec 2007 18:08:06 PST
Mind, things are STILL going to the dogs around me... But, I've gotten to the point where it isn't affecting me, as much.

Uh... What to say?

Oh! Christmas!

Lessee, I got:

- Seasons 1 AND 2 of "Dead Like Me" (Awesome show, go check it out NOW)
- "World War Z" by Max Brooks
- "The Ultimate Zombie Survival Guide" also be Max Brooks
- $25 gift cards to Best Buy and AMC Theatres
- Pokemon Pearl (Which is shweet, cause I lost meh copy of Diamond. >: )
- Socks (Only important for one reason: I go through socks so fast it isn't even funny. >_<
- "Shaka Beach" single by UVERworld (Which makes the first single I ACTUALLY own a copy of. YAY~)
- iPod (The original. Which is actually better, cause I used to have a mini... Which is broken now, I'd like to add.)
- "42 TV (It's more the families than mine... BUT STILL)
- "Hot Fuzz" (Have yet to watch. >_<
- "The Imposters" (Also yet to watch)

But... Yeah, that's about it.

Oh, and, while it's late...

HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL YOU PEOPLE!!!!1

Ha, next week should be fun, tho.

Cause, Wednesday and Thursday I'll be working on the play with the rest of my acting class.

Which will be different, cause it'll be outside a school environment.

Ha, I love the lines, tho.

Kitty: Honestly, the only way you'll get this club is if I drop over and die!
Evelyn: Well, maybe that can be arranged. >

...

Funfun.

Oh, and I'll be getting back together with an old friend in the next few days, too.

Only problem...

It'll require A LOT of walking.

But, I'm up to it.

It'll prolly take a few days, tho.

-is unfit-

XD

But... Eh, that's it, really.

AND I STILL DON'T HAVE A NEW VERSION OF PHOTOSHOP INSTALLED! alsdanosdbwaibveyavusaud

DX

Well, hopefully, IF I get it up again soon, you guys can see some art.

Hopefully.

Alright, I'm done. Bye all!

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15854538/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15854538/ Sat, 08 Dec 2007 21:18:56 PST is amazing.

Thank you so much, Ayoko. <3

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15829492/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15829492/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 03:06:14 PST
So you guys know, I'm on a hiatus, right now. But not by choice!

Basically, my comp got OSX installed, recently. The ONLY problem I'm having with it is: PhotoShop won't work. DX

So, basically, I need to get a more recent version to use before I can submit any more digital stuff. Which might take a few more weeks.

GREAT~ >_<

But, thought I'd let you guys know that.

Hmm... I'm HOPING to have some sketches up on here soon, tho. And, unless I choose to color them, I won't need PhotoShop for that. So... MAYBE I'll have stuff up soon. We'll have to wait and see.

Ugh. And for those of you who I talk to you on a somewhat-regular basis... Sorry if I've been all emotional. I don't really know how I can get better, or what I can do to stop this, but... I'll figure it out, eventually, I think. I only hope I don't figure it out too late.

Ugh. And you wanna know what sucks even more?

So my grades came in. All my grades are B or higher.

But, for whatever reason, I don't seem to care.

And, I mean, I don't wanna be around people. I mean, I'm fine if it's over the phone, or through IMs, but... I mean, I just can't stand being around people in person.

... And we had some snow, yesterday. Normally, I'm all happy and run around in it. But, for whatever reason, I can't really enjoy it's beauty anymore, y'know?

I guess what I'm trying to say is...

What's the point in living if you can't enjoy anything you have?

My life has become really empty. And while I have a very good guess as to why, there's nothing I can do to help it.

And, of course, the people I know in person are only JUST beginning to notice something's wrong.

But what I really hate is that they aren't giving me the time/space I need.

I mean... I have told SOME people I know about my problems, but that doesn't mean I'm ready to tell EVERYONE.

But do they respect this?

No.

Ugh. I'm actually debating changing high schools to avoid this.

Because I do NOT want to deal with this EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THE WEEK.

It's just... UGH!

I REALLY hate my life right now.

I really hate myself right now.

I just wish I knew what reason I have for still being. Because, my life is empty, I don't feel any happiness anymore... What's the point of being alive if you can't appreciate what you have, and what there is around you?

And, of course, my dad has several plans tonight. We're going to go gift shopping and see a movie...

Will I even be able to slightly enjoy those? I ALWAYS have fun shopping, but... Given the way I feel, will it just feel like a waste of time?

And the movie is "The Golden Compass". Will I be able to enjoy that, too?

I've been HIGHLY anticipating the movie for months, now. Will I be able to enjoy that, too? I just don't know.

I'm just scum.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15738766/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15738766/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 18:03:19 PST
Firstly, I must say: YAY KISAME! He's back!

I like Sui, but... I HOPE KISAME KICKS HIS ARSE.

And lol, Itachi on a throne = WIN. XD

And we have Tobi back~

I'm just wondering if it's just Uchiha WHATEVER pretending again. (Hey, it MAY still be Obito. He just might've gone crazy, is all. XD)

And one word... Tobi Donut. XD

And confrontation time between Sasuke and Itachi~

I'm seriously hoping Sasuke dies, tho. Cause, I think Itachi should stick around for a while longer, honestly. >:

Course, knowing Kishimoto, it'll either end in a draw, or Itachi will die. DX

And as for Jira vs. Pain... THANK GOD IT'S NEARLY OVER. XD

I am SO not looking forward to that fight in the anime, lol. It'll last, like, fifty eps. XD

And now, BLEACH~

Honestly, the 7th Espada (Whose name I forget. XD) made some pretty good points, this chappie.

"Why do you kill hollows? Nobody told you too! You shinigami are crazy!"
"Like a fox, mutha****er. -kills-"

But, Byakuya has started to become such a caring brother. AW~ X3

And Mayuri... Is even fuglier than normal. XD

Seriously, WTF has happened to his eyes!?

It's... Weird, to say that least. XD

Ah well, hopefully the next chapter will be more fun.

I'm seriously hoping that Syazel (However you spell it) kills Mayuri. Cause I LOATHE Mayuri. With a passion.

But, yes, that's all for my ramblings, now.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15665224/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15665224/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 13:16:28 PST
Uh, but, had this on her MySpace, so...

I stole it. Ha.

What color of shirt are you wearing?

Red=loud
Green=gorgeous
Blue= sexy
white=beautiful
Aqua=freaky
Yellow=innocent
Purple=icky
Black= EMO
Orange=funny
Gray= skanky
Pink= preppy
light pink= sweaty
Multicolored= tree-hugging
Other= Hott
None=sexy, hott




What kind of pants are you wearing?

Shorts=soccer player
Skirt/Skort= stripper
Corduroy= Faggot
loose jeans=cuttie
tight jeans= emo
Ripped Jeans=skater
Cammo=cage fighter
jean short shorts=hottie
jeans=sex kitten
Cargo=clown
Sweats/basketball shorts= baller
Boxers=hoe
Bootieshorts=cowgirl
Pj's= pirate
capris=Gangsta
Nothing=skank
Dickies= weirdo
cheer shorts= cheerleader
Tripp jeans=goth
dress pants=athlete

What is your natural hair color?

light brown= with a great body
auburn= with a broken heart
red= with a nice smile
black= that flirts too much
dirty blonde = with beautiful eyes
brown = with a cute butt
blonde =with big boobs
strawberry blonde= that is to much to handle
dark brown=with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend



So... If you want to do this, then go ahead?

Except if your or , lol. Then you HAVE to do it.

Or you'll never have a moments peace again. XP

Oh, and my hair color has actually gotten lighter, recently, cause I've been outside more. So, now it's dark brown. XP

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15624081/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15624081/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 16:28:07 PST
Free sketch request to whoever can figure out which one.

And isn't allowed to guess, because this one should be EASY for her. XD

Oh, and happy Turkey Day, un!

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15592611/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15592611/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 15:49:51 PST
And, sadly, I have a problem.

You see, come Thanksgiving day, I'll be spending a LOT of time with my family...

But, I've been breaking down worse than usual, lately.

And, of course, if I'm in contact with people too much, for too long...

Then they're BOUND to notice something is wrong.

And I'm not quite ready to tell anyone in my family, yet, what's bothering me. D:

So... If anyone has any advice on how I can deal with it, share please?


On other things...

I want to say congrats to ! If you don't know why... Ask her. She'll tell you. XD

I have FIVE days off of school, now. Which = WIN. -gonna get some sleep, lol-

And I'm also working on typing up on something HUGE. Huge in importance, and huge in length (I've got, like, what... FIVE pages typed up? And I still haven't even gotten through 1/4 of what I need to write... 0_0;;; )

Oh, and another bit of news...

CGB may be having a change of address, come this summer. (I've already told, like, ONE person the details, mainly cause it concerns them a fair bit. I still needs to tell another person, too. -coughayokocough-)

But, yeah. I'm just a mess of emotion. I'm not happy... But I'm not sad, either. I'm just not sure how I feel, and not for the first time. 0_0;;;

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15520235/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15520235/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 12:35:11 PST ...

Okami. It looks, and sounds, awesome. It looks like Wind Waker... ONLY IT'S NOT.

The second I found on meh own...

BioShock. It's gorey, and violent, but it also requires a LOT of thinking and strategy, too. It throws you into situations where you need to think carefully about what you're gonna do in an instant. And that, in my opinion, is EPIC win.

...

Wasted space? XD

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15473139/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15473139/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 03:03:20 PST
Haha, I bet you all thought this was gonna be another angsty, sad journal, right? Well, looks like you're all wrong! XD

Hmm... But, I feel a progress report is in order.

I honestly think I'm starting to near the point where this is going to stop hurting and I'm just going to stop caring. Now, do note, I said NEAR the point. I'm not quite there, yet.

And of course, maybe I'm jinxing myself here and I'll get thrown back into a turmoil of sadness and despair. But, I doubt that. X3

But, eh, I guess I wanna thank some of you people~

I wish to be thanking for listening to me whenever I needed it, and for giving some REALLY good advice. It helped a lot. Thank you, Ayo~

I also wanna thank for putting up with my drama, because I know it wasn't fun for you and that you didn't have to do so.

So, thanks to all of you awesome people!

-yawns-

I'm gonna go back to bed, now. ^_^;;;

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15415215/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15415215/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 03:18:52 PST
...

A couple days late, but I have now been a part of the DA community for a year! Huzzah!

I want to thank you, my watchers, for being awesome watching me!

I want to thank for giving me further inspiration to color.

I want to thank for sticking by me all this time, even after all the emotional crap I've been through!

I also wanna thank for being an incredible person, overall, for trusting me, and helping me out when possible. You've been a really great friend, dear, and I honestly think that anyone you hang out with is REALLY lucky to be friends with you.

I also wanna thank for trusting me, and being just generally awesome.

Ah... -yawns-

Oh, other random stuff~

I got into Gurren Lagann, recently. And it is awesome~ XD

Kamina cracks me up, with his random stupidity. XD

But he's cool at times, too.

"Don't believe in yourself. Believe in me who believes in you!"

But, yes, is a fun show.

Hmm... My PhotoShop is out, sadly. D:

But I'm hopefully gonna get that fixed shortly, so, yay?

Hmm... Oh, , when you have the time, can we talk? I've learned a few things I wanna share with you. It's nothing majorly important, though, so you can just talk to me when you have the time, rather than put off something just for the sake of talking to me. I know you're busy, dear. XD

Uh... Well, that's about it, really.

Hope you all have a good day! I love you all~

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15367443/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15367443/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 19:03:04 PST
Don't get me wrong. I don't feel... Bad. Actually, I feel REALLY good, but... I'm not quite sure how to put my finger on it.

I'm... Happy... But... I dunno, I'm not sure how to word it.

I... Do feel bad about some things I've done, still, but... I don't seem as angry with myself, as I used to. I feel... Like a different person, almost. Like I'm only now waking up from a dream, and only now starting to find out who I am. It's... Not something I'm used to feeling. But, is this just a result of my trying to change?

I'm not sure. I've never had to deal with this feeling before... I'm still not sure what brought this about, or, indeed, how long I'll feel like this.

But... I've also realized a few things. Some of them, I can't really alter. I've done too much damage to them for me to be able to fix them. But, others... Already, at this moment, I'm working on fixing them. And no, one of those things I'm trying fix isn't about you-know-who. I'd like to, but I've accepted I don't have much power over that situation, so, whatever. I understand that.

But, I'm still confused about what I'm feeling right now, and it's likely that I'm gonna stay confused. But... Meh, just telling you all, in case you can think of something to say about this. I also felt like sharing, so, yeah.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15348055/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15348055/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 15:08:00 PDT [link]

Oh, man, this really made me cry. Like, bad. It's just so sad, and sweet...

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15337421/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15337421/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 20:16:56 PDT
I'm... Not happy with myself. I mean, I'm not blaming myself for things, and I'm not dwelling on things, but... I've been doing a lot of thinking, lately.

I've been looking at who I am, and at who I have been, in the past. And I've realized that I'm... Not completely happy with who I am, as a person. Yes, I know there are good qualities about me... But, there are also several bad ones. And those qualities are NOT okay.

So, I'm trying to change myself, right now. For the better, hopefully. I'm... Very regretful, about a lot of things, but I need to move on, and forget about them. Maybe I can fix them, at some point, but I won't make any plans to ensure that.

But, I realize that I DO need to change. I've lashed out at people too much... And I've hurt too many people. It's... Funny, really. I've already told two people about this. I have yet to receive a reply (If I get one, that is), but the other person did have a bit to say on the matter...

"You have the mindset of a man, but you have yet to reach the maturity. I can relate to what you've done: I actually made similar mistakes when I was your age, although with me it was more like lying, really." (Not actual quote, but that's about it in a nutshell)

But... Even if I can't repair all the damage I've done over time... I'm still going to try to change myself, for the better. I know that I can be much better than I am right now, if I work hard enough to achieve it.

But, I haven't trusted some people as much as I should have. I haven't treated several people as I should have. But, I won't be able to move on until I try and improve things, in some way.

I'm... Broken, yes. It's possible I may never be able to fully fix myself. But... Shouldn't I at least try to repair whatever damage I can?

I dunno... I'm just rambling, now. But, just thought I'd share this with you guys.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15333649/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15333649/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 15:41:49 PDT
Okay, I love how Yamamato decided to screw with everyone.

"Kay, we're not gonna help you... PSYCHE! XD"

"... Bastard..."

So, now, we have... Kenpachi, over there. I HOPE that he has Senkai. It'd be AWESOME.

... Although, if he has Bankai, that'd kinda be over-doing it...

Oh, and Byakuya came to help Rukia! AW, HOW SWEET~

Haha, and, Unohana is there for whatever reason, too. Why, I dunno.

And, probably even more random than Unohana... MAYURI. I'm not joking. AND HE'S HELPING ISHIDA. OF ALL PEOPLE. kakwcsdahwebclamsabhdvx

And Mayuri has a weird new hat... It makes him look like an Egyptian pharaoh. XD

Hmm... Ken-chan seems to have made a new friend, though.

"Hey, who you?"
"Me Zaraki Kenpachi!"
"Then me Noitra Jiruga!
"Me 11!"
"Me 5!"
"YAY WE'RE FWENDS~"
"YAY~ NOW LET'S KILL EACH OTHER!"
"OKAY! "

... Wow. That was... Interesting, to say the least.

Oh, and new Bleach ep... Nel is in it, "Dontcha know"?

Oh, and Renji and Rukia are FINALLY back in the anime. YAY~

MINIRANT COMPLETE! EXPECT ANOTHER FOR NARUTO SOON!

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15321861/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15321861/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 18:51:30 PDT
Your Boy Side

[x] you love hoodies.
[x] you love jeans.
[] dogs are better than cats
[] it's hilarious when people get hurt.
[] you've played with/against boys on a team.
[] shopping is torture.
[] sad movies suck.(I don’t prefer them. They’re okay, but not always)
[x] you own an x-box.
[x] played with hotwheels cars as a kid.
[] at some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter or policeman
[x] you own a DS, PS2 or sega.
[x] you used to be obsessed with power rangers
[] you watch sports on TV
[] gory movies are cool.
[] you go to your dad for advice.
[] you own like a trillion baseball caps.
[] you like going to football games.
[x] you used to/do collect cards of any kind
[x] baggy pants are cool to wear.
[] it's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what people think
[] sports are fun
[] talk with food in your mouth.
[] wear boxers
[] you like pulling off pranks
[] used to fantasize about being an animal of some kind
[] HATE yaoi
[] have a habit of not saying “excuse me” after burping
[] you can do something weird with your tongue and enjoy showing it off
[] you enjoy art which features people round-house kicking people Chuck Norris-style

Total = I got... Ten.
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Your Girl Side

[] you wear lip gloss.
[x] you love to shop.
[x] you wear eyeliner. (Only when cosplaying, lol)
[x] you have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[] you wear the color pink.
[] go to your mom for advice.
[] you consider cheerleading a sport.
[] you hate wearing the color black.
[x] you like hanging out at the mall.
[] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[] you like wearing jewelry
[] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[x] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[] you don't like the movie star wars.
[] you are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance
[x] it takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[] you care about what you look like.
[] you like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] you like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne
[] you wear girl underwear
[x] used to play with dolls as little kid
[x] like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[] like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
[] you feel comfortable about periods
[x] you’re a romantic on ANY level
[x] you enjoy chick flick marathons with friends
[x] you practice kissing your love interest with your pillow (I'm not joking... I do. >_<
[] you like the idea of having a boyfriend
[x] sensitive
[x] cats are better than dogs
[] PMS-sy inbetween cycles
[x] when you see your idea of “the perfect wedding dress” you fantasize about your sweetheart
[x] you support yaoi

Total = Seventeen.

So, that means I'm feminine? Well, I don't see anything wrong with that, really. XD

Feel free to do this, if you want. XP

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15305443/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15305443/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 16:52:27 PDT
And, thus, decided to translate the new Naruto OP, "distance", since I now have an idea of how to translate. Although, it still takes me a LONG time to figure out (Like, I started translation... Four days ago? Yeah.).

Hope you enjoy the... Somewhat odd song's English words! ^_^;;

Words in CAPS are the same in the Japanese version, btw.

Original Opening for reference: [link]ZbZ8c0cMzo

distance

YOU ARE MY FRIEND
Ah, you still remember the dream we had that day, don't you?
YOU ARE MY DREAM
Ah, we'd just gotten started, you are MY LONG LOST FRIEND
Whoa, it's time to get moving!

EVERY DAY, lit up by the SHINE ahead,
I WANNA SEE YOU, it lights MY SOUL ON FIRE
But now, we've bid farewell to those FUN DAYS
TO BE THE FUTURE, I'll try to TAKE OVER,
And that's why I'LL DREAM ON

I'LL GO THE DISTANCE!
Gazing at a sky SO FULL
I'm just now STARTING
I'll use my greatest POWER, FULL TILT!

YOU ARE MY FRIEND
Ah, you still remember the dream we had that day, don't you?
YOU ARE MY DREAM
Ah, we'd just gotten started, you are MY LONG LOST FRIEND
Whoa, it's time to get moving!

THANK YOU MY FRIEND
Ah, I haven't forgotten what happened on that day
YOU ARE MY DREAM
Ah, next time I'll protect you MY WAY!
Whoa, THE DISTANCE!





.... Yeah. I can't help but wonder why they OVERKILL on the english. D:

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15304421/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15304421/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 15:40:06 PDT
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Hmm... Well, not much to say at the moment, really. Just thought I'd be all cool and friendly. ^_^

Actually, I was shocked at school today... I only saw, like, two people in costume. (One of which was my good friend ... By the way, dear, you looked quite attractive in that outfit, I must say. Yes, I know, I'm going to get killed by you and/or your boyfriend for that comment. XD;; )

Hmm... I'm going trick-or-treating, tonight. Possibly may be my last time, tho (I debated HEAVILY about it this time...).

Oh, and I'm going as Ulquiorra Schiffer from Bleach, this time. For those of you who don't know who he is... CREEPY-ISH REF: [link]

So, YAY~

So, have a fun night! Hope y'all get lots of candy! X3

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15276425/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15276425/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 17:15:33 PDT _<

For the club




]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15248229/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15248229/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 19:15:58 PDT
[link]

It's not actually the violence that attracts me.

It's the interactivity.

I mean, seriously, how many shooters games are there that ACTUALLY have a plot? And ACTUALLY have interactivity?

Because, like, with the right strategy, you can actually COMPLETELY manipulate some of your enemies.

Which is EPIC win, in my book.

I mean, most shooter games are... Shoot the monster, go onto the next room, lather, rinse, repeat.

But I'm HONESTLY gonna get my hands on a copy of this game.

The "Little Sisters" are actually REALLY creepy, if you've looked at some of the other preview videos.

"Tear him to shreds, Mr. Bubbles! KILL HIM! KILL HIM!"

... Ah well, I've seen creepier.

But, the graphics... LOOK AWESOME.

The plot... SOUNDS AWESOME.

And the enemies... SOUND AND LOOK DIFFICULT.

And if you don't know me, Powerful, Strong enemies in a game attract me. Because I LOVE challenges.

So, yes, if I get my hands on BioShock, and complete it, I'll send you all a rant, okay?

Gah. STILL haven't murdered Dark Samus in MP3C, tho. DX

Uh... Yeah, that's it, really.

Oh!

I'll show you my somewhat-famous Naruto fanfiction, okay?

[link]

TELL ME IF YOU LOVE IT~

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15205880/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15205880/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 17:46:00 PDT
I'm mainly doing this to take my mind off things, so, yeah.

Anyway~

You know the drill! I'll tag some of you.

And my old tag journal is getting VERY cluttered, so...

I'm not doing a tag journal anymore. >_<

Anyway, to the quiz.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Just put your music playlist (If you have one) on shuffle. YOUR ANSWER TO EACH QUESTION MUST BE THE NEXT SONG ON THE LIST, NO MATTER WHAT IT IS!

Alright, so, starting time is now!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,

"T.R.U.E." by nobodyknows+

(Hmm... So, it WOULD be okay?)

How would you describe yourself?

"Burst" by UVERworld

(I'M AN EXPLOSION OF PERSONALITY! YOSH!)

What do you like in a guy/girl?

"It's All Over" by Three Days Grace

(... So... I like the fact that it'll end? D: )

How do you feel today?

"Losing Grip" by Avril Lavigne

(Ugh. SO true. DX)

What is your life's purpose?

"Numb" by Linkin Park

(... To wander through life aimlessly? DX)

What is your motto?

"Girls Just Wanna Have Fun" by Cindy Lauper

(... Indeed.)

What do your friends think of you?

"My Bloody Valentine" by Good Charlotte

(Um... I'm not murderous, thank you. Although I CAN hold a grudge... DX)

What do you think of your parents?

"Hit in the USA" by BEAT CRUSADERS

(Hellz yeah! We be famous rawk stars~ XD)

What do you think about very often?

"Don't Stop Me Now" by Queen

(Yes! I NEVER give up! That's my way of the ninja! -shot-)

What is 2 + 2?

"Cartoon Heroes" by Aqua

(... Oh, wow. XD)

What do you think of your best friend?

"Hare Hare Yukai" by Hirano Aya

(... This would have been true, about six months ago...)

What do you think of the person you like?

"La La La" by Inoue Orihime Seiyu

(... She is ditzy.)

What is your life story?

"Memories in the Rain" by Kurosaki Ichigo and Kuchiki Rukia Seiyu

(I look back on my past during sad times.)

What do you want to be when you grow up?

"Ima Made Nando Mo" by THE MassMissile

(-is confuzzled-)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?

"Houki Boshi" by Younha

(... Again, confusion.)

What will you dance to at your wedding?

"Priest" by Stephen Lynch

(OH GOD. If you don't know how bad this song is... LOOK IT UP. But, NOT GOOD FOR A WEDDING. >_<

What will they play at your funeral?

"This Light I See" by Toushirou Hitsugaya Seiyu

(Yes. I am heading for the light.)

What is your hobby/interest?

"What's Up People!?" by Maximum the Hormone

(Um... Yeah. I LIKE MUDDY F***ERS! >_<

What is your biggest fear?

"Ice Ice Baby" by Vanilla Ice

(Lawls. I'm gonna get shot.)

What is your biggest secret?

"Rosa Rubicundior, Lilio Candidior" by Abarai Renji Seiyu

(... I SHOUT A LOT AND MAKE WEIRD SOUNDS. XD)

What do you think of your friends?

"Only You" by Captain Jack

(Hmm... That could only really apply to one person, tho. D: )


How does the world see me?

"Particle Man" by They Might Be Giants

(I'M TOTALLY AWESOME, UN. CAUSE I'M PERSON MAN.)

Will I have a happy life?

"Rolling Star" by YUI

(... I'm guessing no. DX)

What do people really think of me?

"Heaven's Drive" by L'Arc~en~Ciel

(Stick with me, and we'll ALL go to heaven! )

Do people secretly lust after me?

"Warped Reflection" by HIGH AND MIGHTY COLORS

(... Eek. It must be scary if they fantasize about me. XD)

How can I make myself happy?

"Famous Last Words" by My Chemical Romance

(... Oh, lovely. I become happy by giving up on those I care about.)

What should I do with my life?

"Complicated" by Avril Lavigne

(Ala... ]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15190881/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15190881/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 16:34:13 PDT
I'll just give you all some advice, okay?

Hate me, and kill me.

Because, honestly, I see little to no point in living, anymore.

And I know I'm being all dramatic about it, but still... Ugh.

I just really hate myself.

I keep looking back at things I've done.

And I keep thinking about the mistakes I've made.

And, I keep coming back to the same conclusion.

Everything is my fault.

And there is nothing anyone can say to change that.

And if you know what I'm talking about, then... Don't try to comfort me, okay?

Because I KNOW I deserve to feel this pain.

I KNOW I deserve to die.

I'm just scum.

No.

I'm worse than that.

My life is just a waste.

Why do you people even watch me, anyway?

You keep getting these stupid journals, that only further highlight how much of a loser I am.

God damn it, I would give ANYTHING to die right here and now.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15178866/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15178866/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 19:08:44 PDT
This thing is f***ing huge! XD

Uh... Well...

Hmm. I have many things I wish to talk about, but I'm not sure how to go about it...

Hmm...

Okay, I'll start with the thing that has made me happiest!

Remember how I was all afraid that my good friend wouldn't be able to talk to me, anymore?

Well, it turns out that she can!

But, it is limited, a bit.

We can still talk through IMs... We just can't talk via the phone, anymore.

But, I don't mind that too much. I'm just glad I can talk to her at all! ^_^

Uh... What else?

Oh! My To-Do List!

- Color in a Naruto Fanart
- Color in New MT strip (One panel)
- Kiriban for
- Chapter One of Lunar Elements (Which I've been putting off for... Three months, now. I really need to get cracking on that... DX )

And here is what people owe me:


- ShikaHina (I didn't ask for it or anything... She's giving it to me of her free will. ^_^)
- Soldier Blue from "Terra he..." and ShikaHina

Oh, and finished my kiriban! Huzzah~

Linkage: [link]

Ha~

I totally just went and checked out my Horoscope for tomorrow, out of boredom:

"Lately you find you've been thinking about the one that got away. It's normal to be nostalgic for past romances. Just make sure you're not looking at this person through rose-colored glasses. Appreciate who you have now."

Which is funny, because I've been feeling like that for a LONG time, now. XD;;

Ah well.

I'm FINALLY near the end of Metroid Prime 3: Corruption.

All I need to do is figure out how to kill Dark Samus. DX

Which is a bitch, because she/he/it keeps cloning itself. DX

Which makes it HARD AS HELL.

Especially when you have to deal with FIVE of the monstrosities at once. DDX

But, yes, when I DO kick her arse, expect a review on that game. ^_^

Oh, and I FINALLY got my hands on a copy of "Final Fantasy 7".

Which, might I add, has been FUN beyond all reason! ^_^

My only complaints...

SPOILER ALERT

First, Aeris's death.

It was so sad, because Sephiroth was controlling Cloud's mind, and was going to FORCE him to kill her.

And then he got control again and stopped himself.

Only to have Sephiroth descend from above and MURDER her. DX

And what made me even more sad...

Is that shortly before this, you have this cute little cut-scene...

Aeris: Hey, Mr. Cait Sith, how about you read our fortune again?
Sith: Hey, yeah, it's been a while before I've done that!
Sith: ... Oh dear... This isn't good... Tifa won't be pleased...
Aeris: Hey, what's wrong?
Sith: ... It looks like you and Cloud are a PERFECT match. I wish you both all happiness, and, who knows, if you two ever marry... Make sure you let me have the honors of being your preacher, okay?


Which makes me sad, because it meant they found love...

Only to lose each other. T_T

Dammit! This makes the SECOND time a game has made me cry. DX

Ah well. The game is still fun.

I <3 Barret. He is awesome. XD

Cid: Hey, I'll join you guys, okay?
Barret: ... *************************************************************.

XD

Hey cracks me up.

But, of course, he has a COMPLETELY sad past. DX

Hmm... Red XIII is awesome, too.

As is Vincent.

OMG VINCENT.

VINCENT = LOVE.

And Vincent is TOTALLY Itachi. X3

HE EVEN HAS RED EYES.

Course, he also has "Chaos" inside his body, so... Yeah. ^_^;;

Hmm... Maybe I'll cosplay Vincent at some point. It'd be... ]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15162687/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15162687/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 17:57:37 PDT s journal.

So I TOTALLY stole it. XD

Who are your main character(s)?:
MAIN PEEPS
1. Gekido Kisaki
2. Kashikoi Enkou
3. Kurogane Koutetsu

Who are your oldest character(s)?:
Koutetsu. He is... 18, I believe?

Who are your newest character(s):
Enkou is the most recent. XD

Who is your strongest character(s)?:
Physically, it would be Koutetsu. Mentally, it would be Kisaki.

Who is your smartest character(s)?:
Of the three above, Kisaki. ^_^

Who is your stupidest character(s)?:
... Well, he isn't stupid per-se, just silly. But that would be Enkou.

Who is your quietest character(s)?:
Koutetsu. But he is pretty damn insightful when he wants to be.

Who is your loudest character(s)?:
Enkou. All the way. XD

Who is your most annoying character(s)?:
Enkou. XD

Who is your most mature character(s)?:
Kisaki. XD

Who is your most fearful character(s):
... Kisaki, I guess. Although she isn't nervous... Her abilities just tend to look freaky sometimes.

Who is your meanest character(s):
Kisaki kinda is, but that's only because she isn't used to dealing with her emotions.

Who is your kindest character(s)?:
Koutetsu. He doesn't look it, but he is a real sweetheart. X3

Who are your oldest(In age) characters?:
Again, Koutetsu, at age 18.

Who are your youngest characters?:
Kisaki, at age 15.

Goth Characters:
I guess Kisaki KINDA fits in there. XD

Prep Characters:
TOTALLY Enkou. XD

Punk Characters:
Uh, nobody on this list.

Nerd Characters:
Again, this list is lacking.

Shy Characters:
Koutetsu. XD

Social Characters:
Enkou. He is probably TOO social. XD

Anti-social Characters:
Kisaki fits in perfectly here.

Bossy Characters:
Kisaki can get pretty damn demanding if you anger her.

Crossdresser Characters:
None... Yet. XD

Rude Characters:
Well, since Kisaki doesn't use her feelings... She works well there.

Cheerful Characters:
Enkou. He is TOO cheerful. XD

Know-It-All Characters:
Uh... Koutetsu, although he doesn't TRY to be. He just is.

Emo Characters:
None on this list (Although one of my villians, Merro, would fit in here PERFECTLY)

Loveable Characters:
Enkou. He's irritating, but you gotta love him. XD

Hottest Characters:
Well. Seeing as I am a straight male... Kisaki. XD;;

Sexiest Characters:
See the above, plz.

Sporty Characters:
Uh... Dunno.

Show-off Characters:
Enkou. XD

Pervert Characters:
Enkou, but he doesn't mean it. It just happens to him. XD

Hippie Characters:
None yet.

Yaoi/Yuri Characters:
I'm actually in the middle of debating whether or not I should make Koutetsu gay or not.

Which of your character(s) are base from real life?:
Hmm... Well, some of them use aspects of my current personality, or aspects of my history.

Of course, I'll use a person who ISN'T on this list as an example. XD

Uh, Merro is meant to symbolize the pain in my past. I was horribly abused in my past, both physically and mentally, and I've emerged from it without TOO much damage. Merro, however, symbolizes the opposite: Someone who gave into the pain long ago and has given up trying to fight it. Instead, he merely takes pleasure in the pain, and is horribly damaged mentally as a result.

Which of your character(s) is base from a cartoon/movie/show/comic book character?:
Koutetsu is SLIGHTLY based off of Chad from Bleach. Only he's more talkative.

Which of your character(s) is the most original?:
Kisaki, as she is the one I've picked over the most. X3

Which of character(s) do you draw the most?
Kisaki, of course!

Which characters do you draw the least?:
Koutetsu. Which I'll need to fix, considering he has his own HUGE moment that's gonna last for 10-15 chapters.

Which of your characters are worst of enemies?:
Well, they aren't really enemies... But Enkou and Kisaki fight a lot. XD

Which of your characters are a couple?:
Hooray for shipping your own characters!

I... ]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15149613/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15149613/ Sat, 20 Oct 2007 21:45:40 PDT
Well, imagine my surprise when I saw that Death Note was being shown instead!

So, I totally watched that instead. XD

My favorites things:

They kept "The World" and "Alumina" as the op/ed.

Ryuk's voice. It was PERFECT.



Light's voice was... Okay, to say the least. It could have been better, but it could have been worse.

It was mainly the random extra characters who had hideous dubbing voices, really. XD

But, yes. I am happy with dubbing so far. So, I'm TOTALLY going to try to watch it next week.

Plus, I recorded it. I'm going to see if I can't get my dad interested in it. (I think he MIGHT like it. He's sat through full episodes of Naruto and Full Metal Alchemist before without complaint. ^_^ )

But, yes, just a random thing.

I have a MUCH bigger journal I'm going to post...

But that'll have to wait till tomorrow.

Because I'm tired, now. Partly from lack of sleep last night, partly from staying up past midnight tonight.

So, yeah. There's TOTALLY gonna be a new journal tomorrow, at some point.

Extra

Oh, and the new Naruto OP = EPIC WIN.

[link]ZbZ8c0cMzo

Sasuke looks like he's being crucified. XD

"King of the Emo"! XDD

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15115132/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15115132/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 12:41:31 PDT
The new Bleach opening.

IS AWESOME.

And Nell in op = WIN.

I'm shocked by the sound of the song, tho... Cause, like, it's Asian Kung-Fu Generation, and yet it doesn't sound as angry or shouty as "Rewrite" or "Haruka Kanata".

Oh, and the song is "After Dark", for those of you who are interested.

^_^

Linkage to op: [link]

Oh, and so you guys know... I'm still not okay. But, I've dealt with things alone all the time, in the past. So, I just need to quit whining and deal with things on my own, as usual.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15101855/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15101855/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 13:19:34 PDT
Like, right now.

At the moment, I'm still depressed about several things... But, to a new extreme.

Because, what I'm going to say next is true.

I feel completely empty, and have no idea what purpose I have left here.

Now, don't worry. I'm not thinking of doing anything stupid like kill myself, but still... UGH!

I just feel like there isn't really any reason for me to still be here, really. I mean, yeah, I can get through the day... But, now I don't have too much to look forward to. Unlike last year, where I had EVERYTHING to look forward to, in a sense.

I just feel like whatever purpose I had in my life before is gone, now.

And, I actually know why.

I'm not going to explain it here, but I bet a few of you already have a guess.

So, there isn't much point explaining.

I mean... I've been surrounded by people all day, and yet I've never felt so alone, and empty.

I just... Feel like I've lost everything that made my life worth living.

The big things, really. There are still the little things I enjoy, but...

The things, and people, who made me the happiest are gone, now. And I somehow can't help but feel it's my fault.

Well, rather than going on bitching, here's a little song that gives you an idea, if you pay close enough attention to the lyrics: [link]

And I hate this, because I can't think of any way I can make it better.

... Well, I can, but the solutions would require a LOT of deception of lying, and that would NOT be okay. Because can NEVER lie to people without breaking down and telling people the truth right away.

But... Ugh. Just ugh.

Lyrics for the song, for those interested:

WITHOUT YOU

Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows.
Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play.
The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you.
The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you.

Without you, the stars roar the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves.
Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash.
The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you.
The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you.

The world revives,
Colors renew,
But I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue.

Without you.
Without you, the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats.

Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walk, the lungs breathe.

The mind churns!
(The mind churns!)

The heart yearns!
(The heart yearns!)

The tears dry, without you.
Life goes on, but I’m gone.
Cause I die, without you.

Without you.
Without you.
Without you.



God, I just feel... So empty. Damn it.

And I hate pushing this stuff off on all of you, too. I'm sorry, guys, I really am. I just wish I could fix the problems in my life.

I just wish... It's just, without a certain something in my life, I just feel so without purpose. I just wish I could take everything I did back.

But I can't, and I need to learn to deal with it. No matter how much it hurts.

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15091741/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15091741/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 17:53:05 PDT
But, since I'm TOTALLY awesome, I'm gonna teach you all japanese through this:

[link]

And many thanks to my good friend Max for showing me this site! ^_^

I'm mainly doing this to take me mind off of things, tho. Because, what with the hectic crap going on with me right now... Well, yeah.

Uh, but, yeah, I'm going to be using Sketchcast to teach you Japanese!

First, we will learn Hiragana. The above link shows you how to do the first five. (Along with my ramblings, which you can ignore, if you want. XD)

Uh, hopefully soon, I'll have more Hiragana to share.

But, yes, if you have interest in learning Japanese with your spare time, keep an eye on my Sketchcast account!

Oh, and if you have any questions for me regarding my Japanese teaching, send me a note, okay? Cause I don't check my e-mail, very often... ^_^;;;

So, yes. I hope you all look forward to learning Japanese~ ^_^

I <3 YOU ALL~

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15054441/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15054441/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 07:22:32 PDT should already know about this, so forgive me if I go into an explanation for those of you who DON'T know, okay?

As you may have noticed, she and I have broken any connections we had in the past. Also, our relationship when those ties were broken were a bit further than being "just friends". A majority of it was my fault. But, I also found out that one person in particular got involved, recently, as well.

Basically, has been harrassing her because, according to him, I "ruined his one chance at love". In the past, I had a girlfriend who he claimed to love. After I broke up with her, she refused to have anything to do with me or my "friends", and so that, I feel, is what drove him to make such actions.

And so, he decided to try and do the same between Serena and I, and completely destroy our friendship. Even though it likely is already destroyed..

So, he's been making fake accounts, and sending her threatening notes in order to permanently push her away from me. Even though that might have already happened without his actions.

But, recently, he somehow obtained an address, and judging from her reaction, journal-wise... It must be the correct address. I do not care about whether or not it was, tho. Because that is hardly important.

What IS important is that he threatened her life. And that is FAR from being an acceptable thing to do.

In fact, I only found out because a good friend, who I may never be able to talk to again (More on that later), called me and told me.

I am thankful that she did call me, however, as it allowed me to go and prevent such a threat from being carried out. Jared is in jail, now, and will be there for the next three years. I was able to call the police and have a little chat with him, thanks to the warning from my friend.

But, still, there are the after-affects to deal with.

One thing is the police. While the police up on this side already know about the incident, and have dealed with it... I can't be sure about the police down in San Antonio. If they DO get involved, then I'll take that in stride and deal with it best I can. If not, well, that will be one less problem to deal with.

Also, I am pretty sure that this incident has ruined any chance of friendship I might have had with Serena beforehand. Since I can't know what she is thinking, I can't know if she agrees or not. But, I'm also pretty sure that if her parents are involved, or are going to become involved, that I won't be able to talk to her, regardless of whether she wants it or not.

But the thing that stings the most... Do you remember the friend whom I mentioned, that had warned me? We had met through Serena, a long time ago, and have kept contact since. It turned out that she was not allowed to give personal information to people she had not met physically. And the information she had given me was her phone number. So now, her father has forbidden her to talk to me.

I really don't want this friend out of my life, because she has been there for me a lot, especially when I've needed it. I do have a plan to at least try to sort things out, however. I'm sure if I can talk to her father, and show him that I can be trusted, that there is reason for me to be friends with her, that I can speak to her again. I don't know how to contact him, however. I will likely be sending one or two of you who DO know her a note, asking for an e-mail address (Because I doubt the idea of me calling him on the phone would be taken well. At least, at the moment.).

But, still, I am very upset about this entire incident. People whom I never wanted to hurt, got hurt. And while I'm not entirely sure if I am the one to blame for this event, I know that at least some of the blame should be given to me.

I just wish I could have prevented this from happening, you know? That I could have somehow forseen this coming and put an end to it before it even started.

But, alas, I did not. I had no way of knowing that one of the people I knew was only pretending to be my friend so that they could find a way to hurt me. Maybe I should have suspected it, but I did not.

I just... Ugh.

It's likely that this will be affecting me for a LONG time to come. So, do forgive me if I don't talk to any of you.

And if some of you are suspicious of me... Then I'm afraid I can't help that. I've given my... ]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15032261/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15032261/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 16:36:24 PDT
Lessee... I TOTALLY got back form "Steak n Shake" a little bit ago. Everything I had there had cheese in it. XD

Cottage Cheese.

Cheese Fries

Cheddar n Bacon Steakburger.

XD

SO MUCH CHEESE~

And now I'm full. ^_^

Oh, and my acting class is writing a play!

And we're scripting, now! ^_^

My favorite line in the script so far...

"Sir, the ginger ale is 25 cents. This is a hundred dollar bill."

"Yes, I know."

XD

Hmm... And my grades are good at the moment, too!

So I'm happy with that.

"Terra he..." is providing me with a nice amount of entertainment, it is.

I LOVE Soldier Blue.

Cause he's awesome.

I would totally DO him, if I were a girl, or gay. XD

HE'S JUST SO PRETTY~

But, sadly, he is a pedo. D:

"Hey, Jomy, how about you come into my Captain's quarters... >:3"

>_<

Ah well. XD

Hmm... And while I HAVE had a few breakdowns in the past few weeks, I'm starting to feel better. I've had one friend in particular be tehre for me, and she's gone above and beyond in helping me out.

I mean, sure, there are still some things I'm upset about. I'm upset about things I COULD have done, which are also things I probably SHOULD have done. But, I can't really dwell on the past forever.

And according to said friend, I'm actually starting to cope, showing from my actions.

Which I think is good. It shows taht I'll probably be over this emotional difficulty soon, and not have to deal with it ever again.

At least, not from the same person it regards this time, anyway.

Hopefully. ^_^;;

Hmm... And I seem to have gotten a LOT of notes since I got on last night. XD

I'll check those after this journal.

And now, I'm rambling. XD

So, I'll end this journal.

And now, I will take my leave! ^_^

Oh, and to , I have one thing to say... Vibrating bunny. XD

]]> ~creepygothbunny http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15002098/ http://creepygothbunny.deviantart.com/journal/15002098/ Wed, 10 Oct 2007 15:00:54 PDT
Plus, I had an AWESOME day at school today (No homework = WIN).

But, yes. I won't ramble on here, but I honestly think that things are going to go right, again, at long last. And that thought makes me REALLY happy. I'm really looking forward to the future, for the first time in my life.

Hey, who knows? Maybe I'll be able to start dating, soon. My feelings have been erratic, but I've accepted a few things about them, and I feel that acceptance will make it easier to get over my feelings.

But, yes. CGB is well on the way down the road to recovery. ^_^

ILU ALL~ <3

~EDIT~

Well, I saw several of these online...

But, like, the voice actors of Suzumiya Haruhi did it...

Should I do my own version of "Hare Hare Yukai"?

Because I totally have the tools for it (Microphone, Music tools, etc.).

So, should I do it?

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