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                <title>Love has no meaning anymore</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Nov 2009 07:53:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been pretty busy this week, but luckily I did find time to do a little drawing.  I have plenty more sketches that look like poop, so you won't be seeing any of those I think.  But maybe you will; who knows?  The student 200 show is coming up, which means i have to scramble to get some work done before Thanksgiving.  Oh boy...That's gonna be fun.  But I've discovered that the busier I was the more I wanted to sit and draw, so maybe I'll start pumping out some more stuff, I dunno what type of work it will be, but hopefully it will be something of interest.<br /><br />Ceramics is kind of taking up a lot of my time right now, but I hope you've sort of been enjoying the few things I've posted.  I'll be continuing ceramics in independent study next semester, so you'll be seeing more of it.  <br /><br />I'll take requests for drawings if anyone has ideas; I'm totally open for suggestions right now.  I have very little absolutely-have-to-get-done work as of this moment.  So throw something up.<br /><br />How's life, kiddos?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>No Where Else to Run</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Oct 2009 21:49:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So basically now that everything that I was previously excited about has pooped out in the last few weeks, my life has become pretty complicated again.  School is doing this crazy business of sucking up all my time, which I find rather annoying.  I also have pretty much no time to be creative outside of class, which I find rather frustrating.  I'm also not very excited about the upcoming holidays other than the fact that I will get to see my boyfriend again.  I'm dreading Christmas this year as usual.  But pretty much my whole outlook on life has been filled with a vague sense of dread.  I feel a little warped right now.<br /><br />On the bright side, my three year anniversary with my boyfriend is fast approaching, and I must say that for a long-distance relationship we manage just fine.  I'll save the mushy-gushy stuff for the actual event.  I would like to say I will have a celebratory drawing to post, but i doubt I will.  But just in case I'm moved by a sudden spurt of creativity, be on the lookout.<br /><br />In closing, I'm kind of failing as an "artist" right now, but hopefully I can make some sort of triumphant return after the holidays and I have a nice long break during which to get all crazy-ass creative again.<br /><br />"Art is like beginning a sentence without knowing its ending."<br /><br />Have a good day/week/life, everyone.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>How Do You Do?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Oct 2009 13:52:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A few of the frazillion things I am excited about:<br /><br />+Art club<br /><br />+Ceramics project (we're making tea pots)<br /><br />+Contract work (Ok, maybe not quite as excited about that, but it's good to get some money, haha.)<br /><br />+Writing again  (I had some major inspiration after not writing poetry for a while.  It feels nice)<br /><br />+Nudie drawing AKA figure modeling (It's fun drawing naked people posing)<br /><br />+Fall break:  I'm going to see my boyfriend in Colorado at the end of the week!  I'm pretty sure i'm more excited about this than anything else on this list.  Actually I know I am.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />+Learning how to crochet  (I wanna make cute scarves and hats and gloves!)<br /><br />+Pep band (it's ridiculously fun-10 times better than high school band)<br /><br />+Origami (I got some really pretty new paper that a friend sent me from Japan)<br /><br />+Pumpkin pie (I made some using actual pumpkins instead of the pie filling.  yum!)<br /><br />Hope everybody has a great week!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Until I met you</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Oct 2009 13:15:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Phew!  Midterms are next week, so I can't promise anything terrible interesting in the next week or so.  I know I kept promising all this stuff...well I obviously can't keep up with everything.  Ceramics kind of eats up all my time right now.  But I'm trying to sketch some things that won't be a total fail.  I should have some artist trading cards to show by November.  I'll see you then!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sweet Caroline</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Sep 2009 08:22:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I'm really busy with classes right now, but I will have a couple of school projects to post here soon.  Maybe.  I promise.  Haha.  Life is a little hectic, and I really want to draw but it's difficult to find time to just sit down and do it.  I'll post something interesting by the end of the month.  We'll see how it goes after that.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Unwell</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Aug 2009 17:15:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Our house has been opened up for the last few days, and my allergies have been running rampant!!  I'm congested every morning and then I have to take allergy medicine that makes me drowsy and cranky all day.  Boo.  So that's my new excuse for getting little work done.<br /><br />Also schoolio starts next week, so you can expect even less from me after that.  Haha.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>FAIL</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Aug 2009 21:05:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want to draw some SO BADLY.  I have major artists' block right now.  I've just been sketching random stuff.  It all looks like poop though, so you won't e seeing any of those.  <br /><br />UGH<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Somethin Somethin</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Aug 2009 18:07:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just got a Wacom Intuos4 and CS4.  One would think I would have something to show for it, right?  WRONG.  I'll have a couple finished pieces up by the end of the week maybe.  But I'm still getting used to some new stuff in CS4 since I skipped from CS2.  The Intuos4 is a new experience to.  It has programmable side buttons, a radial menu, and the bigger size is really weird.<br /><br />Just in case anyone was wondering.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I won't even look back</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Jul 2009 10:30:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Drawing is still pretty much a bitch right now,but I've been working on a couple things that hopefully won't be a giant disappointment.  Ever had one of those weeks where you know you have a ton of stuff to get done, but you just can't find the motivation to do it?  That's where I am right now.  I'd be perfectly content to just sit around listening to Owl City and rereading Yotsuba&! books.  I'm sure I'll just waste the rest of this week doing nothing.<br /><br />Read anything interesting?  I am in serious need of some good reading material.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Aw man</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2009 22:28:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Drawing is totally kicking my ass right now.  I've doodled a bunch of useless crap but that's about it.  i also started drawing this horrible thing.  I might finish it.  It has something to do with Wild Moon.  Oooooh.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OVER 10,000?!?!?!?!?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jun 2009 21:13:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so I just noticed today I've finally breached 10,000 page views.  it only took about three years.  Ha.  Anyway, I was debating on whether I should do something.  I'm not really sure if I care enough about it.  People normally draw celebratory pictures right?  Meh.  Seems like a waste of time to me anyway.  I'm not terribly interested in it anyway.  I'd take suggestions for a drawing though.  I need to be motivated.<br /><br />woot.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Times They Are A Changin'</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Jun 2009 21:04:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This oppressive humidity is really making me lazy.  I've started three or four sketches and they are all unfinished, mocking me from their crumpled pages.  I also have a painting I'm supposed to be working on, but I've yet to get passed the blank canvas stage.  I'm forcing myself to draw just so I can feel like I'm actually doing something this summer.  Ugh.  Artist's block has struck again.<br /><br />I need a vacation...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Jun 2009 19:07:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love my family.  I love seeing my family and doing things with my family.  However, there are times when I must draw the line.  I haven't seen this particular brother in a couple years mainly because he lives far away and is very busy.  He's leaving tomorrow, but these last few days have been a veritable nightmare.  He's a jerk to my dad and to me.  He has no respect for personal space, and he's generally creepy.  He's my older brother, and since I was adopted when he had basically moved out of the house we didn't get to know each other too well.  I love my brother, but I'm pretty sure his son is a menace to society.  The little brat ate all my beloved moosetracks ice cream, and then has the audacity to eat my neopolitan.  That is my favorite ice cream ever.  Ever.  And I haven't had it in ages.  Gah!<br /><br />I took his daughter and son to see Up yesterday (it's ridiculously cute).  They complained, didn't thank me, and were generally rude the whole time.  When I got home his son demanded that I show him how to play Rock Band, and then he just mindlessly beat on the drums to the same song (he wasn't following the beat mind you)  for something like 3 hours.  My dad, who definitely favors his male children, refused to do anything about it.  My mom, in an effort to calm the general irritation that was rising, suggested that we go out for dinner.  His daughter expects me to give her anything of my clothes that she likes.<br /><br />I'm just super frustrated.  I can't draw or anything right now because I'm too busy meeting his kids' every whim.  <br /><br />ALSO THEY LEAVE THE MAT IN THE BATHROOM WET AND SOGGY AFTER TAKING A BATH OR SHOWER.  IT IS VERY GROSS LET ME ASSURE YOU.  I'M NOT ENTIRELY SURE ALL THE FLUIDS THEY LEAVE IN THAT MAT ARE JUST WATER.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Enjoy Everything</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 May 2009 20:54:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ EDIT:  I have family staying with us this week.  My brother from Texas and his wife and kids.  They are eating all my ice cream.  Some of which was a gift from a friend.  WHAT IS UP WITH THAT?<br /><br />EDIT:ITS JUNE FIRST WHICH MAKES ME RIDICULOUSLY HAPPY.  <br /><br />I have been rereading all my Yotsuba&! books thus the title.  I have actually been enjoying quite a few things recently.  Saw the bf, which was nice.  I've been glazing pots lately, which is nice because i don't really have to think about it.  I'm planning on doing some sort of big painting thing this summer, but I haven't really planned anything out yet.  Also, I have one panel sketched out for a Gabe/Roy/Sang Min/Kitty comic strip.  I'm pretty sure it's taken me almost three months to do the one panel.  *fail*  I've been playing around with watercolor too lately.  Unfortunately, I have nothing to show for it as of right now, but hopefully sometime soon I'll do a small painting that doesn't look like a third grader did it.  Also, I don't suppose anyone would know about using quills and ink and such instead of say sakura microns?  I'm trying to dabble in a little bit of everything this summer.<br /><br />Any awesome summer plans?  Vacations?  Concerts?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Intermission</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Apr 2009 21:31:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been worrying all week about getting these stupid flats done for the play. Then I get a call today; it's the director for the set design.  I don't need to paint two flats anymore!  Sorry about that, big mistake.  I only need to paint one.  It needs to be done by the end of the week.  Oh and by the way, there's a t-shirt design that needs to get done too.  Congratulations, that's all you!  I'm really relieved to only be painting one, but a t-shirt design is a little much right now.  I just love these last minute favors.  <br /><br />I really shouldn't even be doing this right now.  I have homework and projects to get done, however, I'm clearly addicted to DA...so what the hell.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Idle</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Apr 2009 17:05:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As the school year winds down, I have learned two very important things.  One:  People who ask favors of you, never actually tell you when they need you.  So when the time comes for me to do something for them (Example: painting two 4x8 ft. flats for the drama production), they wait until the very last minute to tell me when I need to come in and help.  <br /><br />Second:  Building a small tower from the cans of soda I have drunk over the week attracts ants.  I don't drink very much soda, but because I'm lazy, I end up leaving each can on my desk. Eventually, I'll get like six or seven cans by the end of the week, and they get in my work space.  Since I'm lazy, I just stack them up to get them out of my way.  Unfortunately, since it is April, the ants are starting to get active again.  I'm not sure where they come in because I spray my room for ants every year, but somehow they always find my can towers.  It's stupid of me really, but it still really annoys me.  The worst part is that it makes me a hypocrite because I always give my boyfriend a hard time because his room is like crazy messy most of the time.  And yet here I am leaving these cans just sitting around to attract bugs.  I just made a big trip to the recycling bin, too.  <br /><br />Anyway, hope you enjoyed that little anecdote.  I hope it gives you an idea of how exciting my life is.  Consequently (backing to more important things now) since I'm doing so many projects for school, I haven't had a chance to really draw anything fun or terribly interesting.  I may have some t-shirt designs up; one for the band and one for our drama production.  Other than that, you won't be seeing much out of me until well into May.<br /><br />Read any good books lately?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Nothing</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Apr 2009 07:48:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I need a degree in Fucking Things Up.  Seriously.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>There's No Point in Breathing</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Apr 2009 13:04:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just found out that I didn't get this big scholarship for next year.  I was interviewed twice, I bought a really expensive suit, and I had to go to this shitty reception for three hours, and I didn't get a single cent!  And it was more than the money that I wanted.  The whole program was meant to catapult the students involved to the top academically.  I was led to believe that I was gonna get it, but I guess I just didn't cut it.  Say goodbye to all my self-esteem.<br /><br />I don't think I'll be submitting any new art for a while.  I'm throwing pots right now, so that's got me pretty swamped.  I'm supposed to have 15 "good" ones before May.  Yikes!  I still have to paintings to complete, plus a final project.  I'm not exactly sure when I'm going to have time to do all of that though, so please excuse me if I don't post anything spectacular for a while.  <br /><br />I've also landed a cool job creating logos for small events happening in town, so I'm trying to juggle all of these projects.  Luckily for me, the logo assignments are pretty spread out and fairly simple.  Most of them don't require too much thought since a committee basically tells me what to do.  Lol.  <br /><br />This school year is winding down pretty quickly.  I'm really looking forward to summertime.  And I miss my boyfriend too much already!!  *sigh*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I am done</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2009 19:56:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am so frustrated.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I hate this part right here</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Mar 2009 20:57:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am so frustrated with my life right now!!!  Aaauugh!  A couple of my personal projects just fell through.  And I feel like everyone else is breathing down my neck to get things done for them.  I'm having to put everyone else before me.  Normally I wouldn't mind it's just that things have been so chaotic lately!  I've kind of had to rearrange my priorities for the remainder of the quarter because one of my art classes has just been put on hold.  So now a really big project i've been working on is not going to get done by its deadline.  Hurray.<br /><br />To top it all off this whole long-distance relationship is causing me an ungodly amount of stress.  I know it isn't easy, but I would like it to go a little smoother than it has been.  *faint*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>You Can Have My Heart.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2009 18:32:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I submitted more artwork!  It's a miracle!  I'm pretty sure this has got to be some kind of record for me.  Anyway, most of the pieces that I've submitted lately are actually from last year.  I just haven't brought them home until now.  I did a little experimenting with all of these except for the shoe still life obviously.  <br /><br />I did get to work with hot glass in January.  It was amazing.  It was also fairly challenging.  You are constantly moving, whether it's turning the pole with the gather of glass or moving between the firing hole and the shaping tools.  The entire class was hands on.  I did everything from adding colored glass to the hot gather to shaping it into a sphere using these wooden "spoons" called blocks.  The most satisfying part is making the jack line and then just knocking the sphere right off the pole.  It's amazing what a little crack can do.<br /><br />In other news, I think I'm going to lose my mind before March ever gets here, and if I do you'll probably end up reading about me in the news.<br /><br />Can anyone else believe how fast this year is moving?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ninja of Love</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Feb 2009 19:46:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ First off, I've read a lot of journals about this whole "tracing issue" so I'm sure you're all sick of reading them.  But I did feel compelled to at least say my piece.  First off, I'm not really concerned about anyone tracing anything of <i>mine</i> seeing as I'm not that good or popular.  But that doesn't mean I condone what's going on.  Ok, I suppose of you were just "practicing" or something like that I could understand.  However, posting work that you deliberately traced is not really talent.  That's just cheap.  And lazy.  So there ya go, that's my two cents.<br /><br />In other news, I'm happy to say that my stress level has considerably decreased, but I'm sure now that I've said that I'll get some horrendous assignment this week.  Anyway, I've enjoyed a week of pretty good sketches, which is great because I have to turn them all in for review.  Heheh.  <br /><br />I've been saying it off and on for a while now, but I'm really contemplating starting a little webcomic type thing.  Mostly to encourage me to draw everyday.  They'd probably be similar to this:  <a href="http://criesblood.deviantart.com/art/Call-Me-112247304.">[link]</a>  Sort of artsy and yet there would still be a plot.  We'll see how long this lasts.  Hoo boy...<br /><br />Read any good webcomics lately?  I'm on the prowl for some new stuff.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What we used to call in love.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jan 2009 05:45:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am so done with people for a while.  I can't even begin to describe my complete and utter frustration right now.  Augh!  I've been working on a project with a couple other people for a while now, and all they ever do is complain that I'm not doing my part right.  The other two are basically 3-D artists, like sculpting etc.  They have little to no real painting experience, which I actually have.  But they don't like my "style".  I can't back out of it because we've been doing this for a while now, like over two months.  <br /><br />Put that on top of the stress of everything else lately, and I am ready to pull out my hair.  I'm unhappy with my relationship, but everybody just says, "It'll pass, it's probably just your period!  Har har har."  Ugh.  Ok.  Great.  School is a nightmare.  I'm never doing a collaboration like this again.<br /><br />I'm done complaining for a while now.  I swear; it's been two journals in a row now.  I am done.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>I'm not coming down</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Jan 2009 14:19:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Do you ever have those days when you just feel like all your plans are slipping through your fingers, and what you thought you wanted isn't really what you want, but you're too afraid to admit it?  Do you ever feel like your life is being pulled towards some goal that you didn't even make, and you would rather be headed in the completely opposite direction?  That's kind of how I feel right now.  Lately I've just been questioning everything I thought I wanted.  There's a big change coming up in my future, and sometimes I'm really scared that it's a huge mistake.  I just haven't felt very certain about it lately.  <br /><br />And sometimes I feel like I need to end it before it blows up in my face.  Sometimes I feel like everything isn't as it seems, but I'm too blind/naive to see that I'm being lied to.  Lately I just feel like going to sleep and never waking up.  I have this inexplicable feeling of dread about a lot of things.  I guess no matter how many times I'm reassured, I'll always feel some measure of doubt, I just wish that I was able to ignore it a little better.  <br /><br />I have a lot of things to look forward to as well, but I feel like it's too good to be true.  I think it's difficult when the people who mean the most are far away.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>RAWR</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2009 13:23:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I haven't drawn anything in a while.  I have a couple of class projects I should probably post, but I won't be able to for a couple of days.  I really haven't had time to write or draw lately, seeing as I wasn't home much these last few weeks.  I feel creatively lazy right now.  <br /><br />The post-holiday gloom has set in, and I'm fairly certain the absence of my boyfriend is amplifying the feeling.  I wish spring would come immediately after winter.  I'm tired of this freezing weather.  I'm trying really hard not to turn this journal into a rant.  Blaaaah.<br /><br />I'm going to try and post sketches a little more often, but first I actually have to have sketches to post.  <br /><br />Did everyone have a good Christmas?  (Kind of late, I know.)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>I know how I feel about ya now</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Dec 2008 20:57:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Christmas shopping is such a pain.  Bah humbug.  This year (to save money) I decided to make some of my closer friends' presents.  Is that too obviously cheap?  I mean, I think they suit these particular people, but what if they just think of the fact that I didn't really spend any <i>money</i> on them?  <br /><br />This holiday is depressing me this year.  The remarkable greed of the world has never been so apparent to me until now.  Perhaps because I'm a little more independent that I used to be.  Seriously, was trampling a Wal-Mart employee worth getting all those "great deals?"  I'm trying to fend of the winter gloom until after Christmas, but I'm afraid it might come a little early this year.<br /><br />Due to the sheer awesomeness of <a href="http://chaosmech2011.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconchaosmech2011:" title="chaosmech2011"/></a> I've been more than a little distracted with a new toy.  He bought me a heat press.  It's too awesome for words.  So I'm not going to try.  Anyway, I've been printing t-shirts, so maybe I'll post some here sometime.  <br /><br />So how much decorating do you do for Christmas?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>You Lose</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Dec 2008 21:37:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I haven't been terribly busy, but that will change in just a few days.  (I just needed to change my journal).<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Halloween Halloween Halloween</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Oct 2008 21:36:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My brother got me the two-disc special edition of The Nightmare Before Christmas.  I've watched it five times now in two days.  Man I love that movie.  <br /><br />It's been a while since I've posted a journal, but I really haven't had anything to say until now I guess.  I have several design projects I'm working on right now.  I've entered a few art contests, one of which includes drawing a design including dairy products and milk that will be painted on the side of a life-size cow.  It's called "The Sound of Moo-sic."  Ha.  Ha.  Ha.  The others are just side projects I took on because I love stress.  There was a ton of sarcasm in that previous statement.  I'm trying something new this time too.  I'm going to make a small moving graphic, and hopefully it will be used on a website.  I'm kind of agonizing over all this stuff right now.<br /><br />On a side note, I play the bass clarinet, and it broke.  I have a band festival on Monday the 27th.  My clarinet won't be fixed by then.  So I either won't go, or I'll be playing with a clarinet that only plays three notes.  Right on.<br /><br />On the bright side, November is coming up, and a lot of important things are happening next month.  I'm excited.<br /><br />How art thou?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Why Have I Fallen in Love with You?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Sep 2008 15:45:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm so relieved that September is over.  that month gave me entirely too much stress.  October is already promising to be much better.<br /><br />In regards to drawing, I'm not really sure what happened there.  I'm hoping that I can maybe get back into the drawing mood soon, however writing is just so much easier for me right now.  I've been working nonstop on a few school projects so maybe once those are completely done I'll be able to look at a sketchpad without bursting into tears.  (It's not that bad.)  <br /><br />I'm so ready for this election to be over.  I'm tired of the debates and commercials and news articles about this or that candidate.  Bah.  Politics has just gone to crap.  Ok, so that's not new, but maybe I'm just more aware of it now.  End of politics rant.<br /><br />I found this K-pop band called TVXQ.  They're like a boy band.  I like them.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  Also, The Forbidden Kingdom is a really good movie.  I heard a lot of bad reviews about it, but I'm a sucker for kung fu movies.  Also I love Jackie Chan and Jet Li.  It made me so happy that Jackie's character was a drunken scholar.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>At least it's over.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Sep 2008 17:39:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ All the work I've been doing paid off.  Our ceremony went great, and I am just happy that it's over.  Of course now I have to start on an entirely new project that includes making giant...fans.  It sounds incredibly lame, but it wasn't my idea.  <br /><br />I thought I was going to get a job, but I guess I'm not now.  Ehehehe.  I'm lazy. ^_^;  <br /><br />Other than that I'm pretty happy with life right now.  Except I wish I could get past this drawing block.  It's not that I don't have ideas, I just can't seem to sit long enough to get them on paper.  Haha.  I have spring fever in the fall or something like that.<br /><br />Heard any new music lately?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Get it started.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Sep 2008 21:33:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been working on some banners for class this week.  They are easily one of the worst projects ever!  They're really very simple designs, but there is a ton of lettering that has to be done.  And guess who gets to do it all.  Moi!  I don't want sympathy, but I mean, it's an art class.  In fact I do the lettering in all my classes.  There are plenty of other students who are just as capable of doing lettering.  So why doesn't anyone else volunteer?  <br /><br />Next week I have to make a Chinese style lion puppet for a ceremony which I am completely dreading.  The stupid thing's body is made out of balloons!!  Not to mention that the kit that was purchased was originally supposed to be a dragon.  I love my classes. <br /><br />Go here:  <a href="http://chaosmech2011.deviantart.com/">[link]</a>  Just do it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Sep 2008 14:58:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Disregard the two previous journals.  I was being a whiny-ass emo retard.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  But, obviously, my outlook has improved greatly.  <br /><br />I have like thirty two million sketches I've been doing for classes that I could post here if I ever get them back.  Ehehehe.<br /><br />And now.  Because I am shameless.  If you like teen titans at all.  Go here:  <a href="http://chaosmech2011.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> for some pretty good teen titan fanfiction.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Sep 2008 15:00:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ugh.  I hate this week.  Although I am excited for a new art project I've been assigned.  Might take me a while though.  sigh. It's one of those big multi-media things though.<br /><br />I'm trying to put together a portfolio, except I can't decide what I should include in it.  And some places want digital copies, but others want to meet with me in person.  Do I need to get one of those spiffy folder-presentation-thingies?  I've never done this before so I don't know.  And before you ask, my art teacher was no help at all.<br /><br />Anybody else gloomy about the future?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Complain Complain Complain</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Aug 2008 17:12:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sooooooo...the future is totally freaking me out right about now.  I kinda wish that things would happen a little more smoothly than they have been.  I'm kind of scared my plans won't happen the way I want.  And I'm kinda losing interest in drawing again.  Blaaaaah.  Maybe because the summer's ending?  <br /><br />Too many changes are happening at once for my taste.  Oh weyll.<br /><br />What's goin on with you?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Won't be long.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Jul 2008 14:14:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There is just something about summer that completely inhibits my ability to come up with anything remotely creative.  Finishing the last few submissions was like pulling teeth.  Out of a Tasmanian devil.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Orange Dream</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Jul 2008 22:45:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't know if anyone noticed that my gallery lost weight.  I deleted a lot of old work that, after re-reading it, I despised.  Most I deleted without regret, despite encouraging words about them, but I hesitated on one group:  the Gloomies.  Since I drew them based off of DA friends, I was wondering if any of you wanted yours.  If you don't care, I'll just delete it since I don't intend to continue that path.  however, should anyone desire a copy, I can send you a digital copy to keep.  So if anyone really cares let me know. <br /><br />I'm glad that I'm writing and drawing again.  Ray Bradbury never lets me down.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>I got Seoul but I'm not a soldier</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:58:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Meh.  Sorry for no spectacular posts lately.  I've been doing a lot of sketches and then just leaving them.  Story of my life thurr.  Um.  Ordered Yotsuba&! books.  Good stuff.  I'm trying to just work on my figure drawing right now, but I keep getting distracted with new projects.  I'll start screen printing t-shirts next week.  I volunteered to help with a morning summer program at a school.  So all next week guess who's getting up at the crack of dawn!!  *shoots in the face*  Interesting turn of events with the democrats eh, eh?  Ok.  Maybe not.  There is nothing really important in this bulletin.  I hate my computer so much right now.  I need to get a new one.  Right now.  Now.  <br /><br />Ok, well.  I guess I'll just work on something, anything to post.  I'm trying to cut back on pointless writing.  But hey, waddya know, I'm doing it now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Not While I'm Around</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 May 2008 20:51:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So would anyone believe me if I said something along the lines of:  I'm going to post new chapters of my Fairy Tale?  Haha.  I thought not.  But I was rereading it the other day and I says to myself I says, "Hey I still really like this."  So I don't know.  Maybe I can pull something out or edit it or something.  Does anyone remember it or care enough to see more?  I'm not exactly sure why I bother with anything right now.  I have two completed paintings I could post.  I'll work on that.  No new writing really.  Sorry.  I'm terribly lethargic right now.  School's almost out, and I have to get myself ready to move back to the hizz-ouse for a while.  <br /><br />Sweeney Todd is excellent.  Iron Man was impressive.  Indiana Jones was mildly entertaining.  I'm not even sure if I want to see Prince Caspian.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 May 2008 17:16:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I can't write.  I can't draw.  I can barely sleep.  What is going on here?  Of course, the close of another school year is looming, but what in the world is going on here?  I don't know how much more of this I can take!  I have four finals.  All of which are threatening to ruin my sanity.  Why on earth did I take calculus?!?!  Bah.  At least after this year I won't have to deal with math for the rest of my life.  <br /><br />Ok, enough of that.  Got any ideas?  For anything?  Interesting new dish?  Painting?  Origami design?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Apr 2008 23:44:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm still completely unable to submit anything minutely worthwhile.  Am I losing my mind?  <br /><br />Quite possibly.<br /><br />The school year is almost over, and I for one am really looking forward to summer.  I've been having some man troubles, but hopefully once he comes back from USAFA things will work out.<br /><br />I'm really tired all the time now, and I should be working on my semester final.  Oh well.<br /><br />Tell me something.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Luftmensh</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Apr 2008 05:16:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I know, I know.  I haven't posted anything in a couple of weeks now.  School has been particularly harrying, and to be honest I just can't seem to make myself sit down long enough to draw or write anything.  So i'm going to try harder to concentrate this month.  Maybe.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Tweet</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Mar 2008 21:01:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Does anyone have the Twitter app?  I just got one out of sheer morbid curiosity.  And then I realized that I know no one who also uses it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>You're it!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Mar 2008 14:08:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Meh.  Enough with updates on my artwork.  <br /><br /><br />RULES<br />1- Write again these rules.<br />2- Each person tagged has to write 8 things about herself/himself.<br />3- He/she has to write those things into her/him journal.<br />4- He/she will have to tag 8 more people at the end.<br />5- Go into their dA page and notice that you've tagged them.<br /><br /><br />FACTS<br />1. I love origami.<br />2. I have really small toes.<br />3. My ultimate dream is to become a freelance illustrator living on a horse farm.<br />4. I like to say parsimonious penny pinching.<br />5. I love making Chinese food.<br />6. I am an adopted child.<br />7. I am afraid of bunk beds.<br />8. I love being outside.<br /><br />I tag:<br /><br /><a href="http://starbearertm.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/starbearertm.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconstarbearertm:" title="starbearertm"/></a> <a href="http://pola-444.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/o/pola-444.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpola-444:" title="pola-444"/></a> <a href="http://asaf-e.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/s/asaf-e.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconasaf-e:" title="asaf-e"/></a>  <a href="http://taliesinlives.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/a/taliesinlives.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontaliesinlives:" title="taliesinlives"/></a><br /><br /><a href="http://blackheart73191.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blackheart73191.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconblackheart73191:" title="blackheart73191"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Let's share words.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Mar 2008 14:22:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I doubt anyone noticed but I've been cleaning out my gallery.  The most obvious is, I think, that the early City of Shells chapters are now gone.  I will no longer be posting those since I hope to work with those further and maybe get it published sometime.  Like next year maybe.  If life and work and school don't drag me under.<br /><br />I know I promised drawings and photos, none of which are up yet, but I'll have a shot of my fused glass up soon.  I've almost finished the first two designs in a series for my art class.  So maybe those will show up too.  Who knows?<br /><br />I feel like my mojo or whatever you want to call it has finally come back.  So hopefully I can start pumping out more sketches soon.  <br /><br />Read any good poetry lately?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>I'm 99 for a moment.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Jan 2008 17:39:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've submitted a couple of sketches and some more poetry.  I'm actually pretty content with myself right now.  My life is falling back into order and as far as I can tell everything seems to be according to plan right now.  Now all I have to worry about is what kinds of things you guys want to see.  <br /><br />I've been considering for a while now writing about my characters Kerith and Janek.  They would be very short stories mind you.  It wouldn't be anything serious.  I just don't want to put the effort into it right now if no one is interested though.  Right now I have a lot of other projects on my plate, so I'm trying to narrow my sights down to things my watchers will want to see or read.  On the other hand I am still willing to take suggestions for drawings.  I need a few ideas for sketches for my art class.  <br /><br />If you're a girl in need of an interesting read, check out The Daring Book for Girls.  There is a book for boys as well.  It's an amazing book written by two women who understand that a girl's life should be about more than ipods, computers, and television.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>I hope you know</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jan 2008 14:21:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all.  I've been reading lots of poetry lately, mostly classical authors but a few modern ones too.  It's gotten me thinking lately.  So I'll be pumping out poems over the next few days.  Hope that's ok.  Drawing is kind of in the air right now.  I'm struggling with a few things in my personal life, and for some reason writing is more of a comfort for me than drawing.  School is a little overwhelming for me right now too.  Lots of things going on.<br />
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I've been struggling with a painting for my art class for over a month now.  My prof has graciously suggested letting me take a break from it, but I'm afraid that if I stop I'll never finish it.  So maybe the stress of getting it done is blocking off my creative flow.  <br />
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How are you today?  Listened to any good music lately?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>What do ya know?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jan 2008 11:09:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well it's finally happened.  Yes that is correct, sir!  The annual winter gloom has set in.  For the last week I have been incapable of drawing, writing, or really doing anything creative.  I'm hoping that going back to school will get me motivated.  Right now I'm obsessed with Phantom Hourglass and avoiding work of any kind.  <br />
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My boyfriend is leaving for Colorado for the remainder of his first year at the Air Force.  I'm kinda bummed about him leaving again.  But it has been an awesome three weeks with him.  <br />
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I'm actually working on something right now, unfortunately it is not my Fairy Tale.  Sorry to disappoint the few of you who still read it.  I've been informed of its Mary Sue-ness.  So yeah I'm working on other things.  *shrugs*  I love it, but maybe that one will just have to stay an internet project.  <br />
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Hope the rest of you are having an awesome break.  It's gonna be great in '08.  Yikes.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>memes.  bleh.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Dec 2007 09:18:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1 . YOUR REAL NAME:<br />
- Gabrielle Stine  (american name)<br />
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2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)<br />
- gabizzle.  lol.  the saddest part of this is that some of my friends really call me this.<br />
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3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)<br />
- Green Giraffe.  no.  just...no.<br />
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4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)<br />
- Stiga.  haha.  i kinda like that.<br />
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5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink}<br />
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- black sprite.  ok.  that could work....ok.  its totally lame.  <br />
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6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)<br />
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- aikaleine.  that's pretty cool.<br />
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7.YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle name)<br />
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- Eugene Kaye.  yuck.<br />
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8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)<br />
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- Black lulu.  again.  it could work.<br />
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Alright, alright.  I'm really bored and this is all I could think to do.  I found it on Endling's journal.  I'm too lazy to make a link.  So deal with it.  I am so glad that Christmas is over.  My bf liked the jet so I'm relieved about that.  Got a lot of cool stuff.  The best being a Nintendo DS and a tracing table.  Now I'm back home and waiting for the inevitable post-holiday gloom to set in.<br />
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Oh.  And if you're looking to go see a movie, go see I Am Legend.  Really great.  How was your holiday?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>i've got the sickness</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Dec 2007 11:12:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You've got the cure.  You've got the spark I've been lookin' for.<br />
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Hello all.  I'm in a bit of a pickle right now.  I'm painting an F-22 fighter jet, and could use some tips on technical drawings.  Does anyone happen to know a good website with tutorials maybe?  Or even have tips themselves?  I'm trying my best, but drawing up the darn thing was hard enough.  <br />
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Other than that I'm enjoying a relatively lazy weekend.  It's been snowing nonstop here, but it is kind of nice to have a white winter for once.  I've got finals this week too.  Bleh.  More work.<br />
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Hope everyone is enjoying the Christmas season.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Slip</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Nov 2007 12:40:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been pretty busy lately.  I'm very ready for Thanksgiving break of course.  I don't have big plans.  My boyfriend is coming home from the Air Force Academy for the week though, so I'm excited about that.<br />
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School has kept me pretty swamped lately but I have managed to post a few things.  Not as many as I would have liked of course.  <br />
I'm trying to find some inspiration for my fairy tale, but nothing is coming of course.  I've been teaching myself the piano.  Not as fun as I imagined.  Other than that, I've been trying to keep ahead of my homework and still relax.<br />
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How's life?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Like This Hearse You Die To Get In</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Oct 2007 08:21:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been pretty busy this week with school work.  I might have some drawings to post today, but its not likely seeing as this is homecoming weekend for me.  I'm normally not a fan of dances, but this year my friends insisted.  <br />
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I haven't read any good books lately.  Anyone have any suggestions for me?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>This Page</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Oct 2007 12:27:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello all, I have been recovering from all the events of the past few weeks, and finally I've emerged from my block!  I posted three new pieces, which I'm quite happy with for now.  I have one more character on the way and as for writing, I have a story from one of my classes I'll post soon.  <br />
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In other news, well there is no other news.  Ever heard of a band called Freezepop?  They made their major debut on Guitar Hero.  They recently released their first CD.  Listen to them if you like techno rock.  <br />
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How's life for you?  Tell me a story.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Never Gonna Find You a Home</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Sep 2007 17:43:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been rather busy since I got back from my trip.  School work has pretty much kept me swamped this week.  On top of that I have four huge projects due all next Monday.  We just got them yesterday.  I'm feeling a little overwhelmed.  I've been working on character designs for a friend of mine.  Hopefully I'll post one sometimes this week.<br />
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I have a leadership retreat Thursday and Friday so I'll be busy with even more work this weekend.  <br />
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And on top of all this work, one of my best friends committed suicide this weekend.  It hasn't been the best of times for me.  What a homecoming...<br />
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How are you faring?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Wasted Years</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Sep 2007 21:24:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I haven't been inspired to do anything.  My writing has slowed down considerably since school started.  I've mainly been working on my drawing, since that is the focus of my classes this year.  I keep changing everything around.  My style is in the midst of a major change, and I'm hoping that by second semester I will finally be happy with it.  Until then, anything I submit here will most likely be crap.  I'm trying to work on my painting.<br />
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Ok loves.<br />
<br />
It's your turn.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Sep 2007 14:29:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Good news everyone!  I'm working on my fairy tale.  But as of right now I'm editing what I already have.  I've actually finished it.  But I'm not submitting anymore chapters until I get some kinks worked out of it.  Early on in the story, several events occur that don't coincide with the rest of the story, so I'm fixing those so that the whole story makes sense.  I might actually resubmit the whole thing with chapter names and everything!  But until that time, you'll just have to be patient.<br />
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Just thought I'd let everyone know that I am working on it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Beaten Down Again</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Aug 2007 16:51:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm still having a pretty rough time, but things have gotten slightly better.  I'm just focusing on getting one thing done at a time.  i'm not looking forward to school at all right now.  there are so many things i wnated to do this summer.  and of course they never got done.  woe is me.<br />
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enough whining. how are you?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>I Disappear</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Aug 2007 19:05:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This has easily been the worst week all summer.  I'm so busy.  I'm ready to scream.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Aug 2007 16:17:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I never quite realized how moronic people can be until I went to a local celebration.  Nearly the entire city was out, and to be quite frank, I was frightened.  I sometimes think people don't know how terrible they look.  And sometimes it's not about how they dress.  Sometimes it's how they act.  And plenty of morons were out that night.  I was out with a few friends and it was great, but on the other hand I got pulled into about twelve cat fights with people I didn't even know.  I never hit anyone, mainly because I was never struck, but I stopped a couple.  I'm thinking about becoming a psychologist.  <br />
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In other news, my boyfriend called me this morning at 12 08, 11 08 for him, to tell me that tomorrow he officially becomes a part of the cadet wing in the Air Force.  It was nice to hear from him.  Long distant relationships really suck butt, but it's times like those that make it all worth it, I think.<br />
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Been rather busy getting ready for school.  Hopefully this is my last year, but I'm not sure.  I've been taking some classes over the summer, but there are so many things I want to do I'm not sure if I can finish this year.  Bah.<br />
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How's life?  Sad that summer is coming to an end?  I am.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>I'm Home!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Aug 2007 19:29:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just got back in and put all my things away.  I hate unpacking after long trips.  Anyways, I didn't post anything mainly because I had NO TIME to work on anything.  So tomorrow I'll work on the Fairy Tale and my final two gifts hopefully.  <br />
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I love my sister's boys, but a week of them is enough.  Although I did get to go to some awesome places.  St. Louis has a great free zoo.  If you're in the area go there.  It's amazing.  The penguin house is the best.  The Art Museum is really great too.  And right Next to it is Forest Park.  It's the country's second largest city park. There's a giant greenhouse there called the Jewel Box.  Admission inside is a dollar.  ONE FREAKIN DOLLAR.  The history museum is cool too.  Also.  Right near the SLU campus is the St. Louis symphony building and the Fabulous Fox Theater (that's it's real name).  Simply amazing.<br />
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How was everyone else's week?  I hope you got to do some fun things too!<br />
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(Shop at the Galleria mall near SLU as well)  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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                <title>Going away</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Jul 2007 19:58:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm leaving for St. Louis tomorrow to babysit for my sister until Friday.  This means that I won't be able to submit any drawings because she doesn't have a scanner and I can't bring mine.  Her computer is archaic.  <br />
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I'll probably have time to work on the Fairy Tale though.  But unfortunately my other two gifts will have to wait until Friday.  I can definitely work on them during the week, but you won't get them until the end of the week.  So sorry!<br />
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Hope everybody had a good week!  How are you doing?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~criesblood</author>
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