http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:crimson-coyote&section=today deviantART RSS for by:crimson-coyote en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 05:21:02 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/28568238/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/28568238/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 12:42:52 PST I'm glad that it is almost over.

I miss the ones that I haven't been able to see in months. I really do.

I know that I've passed a few of my classes. I thought history would be the hardest one, but it was fairly mild. I became exempt from the final for having a B average. Algebra was another one that I worried about slightly, but the professor was very chill. She helped us out alot with tests, giving us take home tests and whatnot.

Next semester should be fun. I'll be taking two American Lit. classes. One from Colonial - 1865, the other from 1870 - 1945. I'll also be taking care of the rest of my basics with politics and economics, than American Music and Culture.

Btw, I've been declared an English Major and Music Minor.

Much love to my friends. I miss y'all very much.


And just to give everyone a taste of what I'm currently listening to: [link]

Enjoy








Also something funny: [link]

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/27442545/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/27442545/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 06:44:42 PDT
School has been in session for a little over a month now, and it is going well just a lot of work. Passed my first test, now to study on for the next few that are coming up.

I have still been working on my latest story, and I'm hoping to get it completly finished by the beginning of next year. Only time will really tell. But on a different, yet same note, while I was on the bus I thought of a sequel to the story I am writing. So I might write up the first chapter of the sequel in a few days and post it, but I'm not sure yet.

Hope everyone is well,
~Crimson


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The Day That Never Comes - Metallica

Born to push you around,
Better just stay down.
You pull away,
He hits the flesh,
You hit the ground.

Mouth so full of lies,
Tend to black your eyes.
Just keep them closed,
Keep praying,
Just keep waiting.

(Chorus
Waiting for the one!
The day that never comes!
When you stand up and feel the warmth!
But the sunshine never comes!

No the sun shine never comes.

Push you cross that line,
Just stay down this time.
Hide in yourself,
Crawl in yourself,
You'll have your time.

God I'll make them pay,
Take it back one day.
I'll end this day,
I'll splatter color on this gray.

(Chorus)
Waiting for the one!
The day that never comes!
When you stand up and feel the warmth!
But the sunshine never comes!

Love is a four letter word!
And never spoken here!

Love is a four letter word!
Here in this prison!
I suffer this no longer!
I'll put an end to,
This I swear!
This I swear!
The sun will shine!
This I swear!
This I swear!
This I SWEAR!!!

(Amazing song )

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/26375071/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/26375071/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 07:31:32 PDT 1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

1. How are you feeling today?
One Way or Another - Blondie

o.o I just finished talking about loans a little while ago....

2. Will you get far in life?
Cry of the Blackbirds - Amon Amarth

Possibly

3. How do your friends see you?
aurevoir - Malice Mizer



4. Will you get married?
Celestial Crown - The Sword

Epic song

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
Pride and Joy - Stevie Ray Vaughn

Yes, she is awesome

6. What is the story of your life?
Take A Walk On The Wild Side - Lou Reed

Sure why not

7. What was high school like?
Making Christmas - Rise Against

Would you call graduation "christmas"? I think I would

8. How can you get ahead in life?
Lonely Day - System Of A Down

I'm not sure how to comment on this.

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
Purple Haze - Jimi Hendrix

Amazing

10. What is in store for this weekend?
Poundcake - Van Halen

Wait, what?

11. To describe your grandparents?
Im Real - The Starting Line

Well they are great

12. How is your life going?
Last Dance - Sarah McLachlan

Peaceful

13. What song will they play at your funeral?
Echoes - Pink Floyd

Yes! Over 16 mins of pure awesome.

14. How does the world see you?
Sweet Surrender - Sarah McLachlan



15. Will you have a happy life?
Kill Rock 'N Roll - System Of A Down

I wonder...

16. What do your friends really think of you?
Te Quiero Puta! - Rammstein

Well I do know most of what they are saying

17. Do people secretly lust after you?
Good Old-Fashion Lover Boy - Queen

I am Old-Fashion

18. How can I make myself happy?
The Devil Cried - Black Sabbath

Yay!

19. What should you do with your life?
Road To Bloodshed - Sanctity

Create a great band? Or kill? o.o?

20. Will you ever have children?
Take It Away - Paul McCartney

Wow... Thanks Sir McCartney lol

21. What song would you strip to?
Beneath The Machine - Sanctity

It does have a nice hard heavy beat.... that sounds so dirty

22. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
It Don't Mean a Thing (If It Ain't Got That Swing) - The Swingfield Band

XD

23. What does your mom think of you?
Moonlight Serenade - Glenn Miller

Wow, this song is actually one of my mom's favorite songs.

24. What is your deep dark secret?
The Last Journey Home - Dragonforce

I was alseep

25. What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Radio/Video - System Of A Down

I knew it... knew what exactly, I have no clue

26. What's your personality like?
Fansong - Dethklok

Sure

27. Which song will be played at your wedding?
The Happiest Day of Our Lives - Pink Floyd

Of course, gotta have some Pink Floyd

28. If you were to become the Dictator of a small Eastern-European nation, would you be a benevolent Dictator?
I Am the Walrus - The Beatles

I would legalize drugs??

29. What are your aspirations?
Moonlit Beach - George Jamison

Puts a smile on my face

30.What goes through your head when you wake up?
When the Levee Breaks - Led Zeppelin

Reality breaks through the Levee of dreams

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Come on everybody and join along! XD

1) Shuffle media player and after every song put 'in my pants'

1. Laws of Reason in my pants ( XD )

2. Love Me Do in my pants ( lol )

3. Manic Depression in my pants ( I'm sad now... )

4. Hey You in my pants ( I didn't know someone was in there )

5. Love Song in my pants ( That's a new one lol )

6. ...To Be Loved in my pants ( rock on )

7. Lament of the Aurochs in my pants ( ... )

8. Eye Of The Storm in my pants ( wow )

9. The World Around You in my pants ( really now )

10. Little Darlin' in my pants ( O.O )

11. Beast of Blood in my pants ( well now... )

12. Bold as Love in my pants ( -.- )

13. Metabolic in my pants ( what does that mean? )

14. Awaken in my pants ( "The time has come, to awaken him" lmao )

15. Let Me In in my pants ( wait what? )

16. Birthday Dethday in my pants ( ... )

17. Runaround in my pants ( yay! )

18. Na Ka Pueo in my pants ( o.o )

19. What You Deserve in my pants ( XD )

20. The Silent Hill Song in my pants ( yay darkness? )

21. Que Pasa? in my pants ( )

22. Unpretty in my pants ( ...really now... )

23. Hello Goodbye in my pants ( o.o? no breakfest? lol )

24. Waterfalls in my pants ( that's what they call it now )

25. Moonlight Serenade in my pants ( )

26. Burn The Witch in my pants ( that sounds painful )

27. Blood Red Sandman in my pants ( wow )

28. Another One Bites the Dust in my pants ( O.o )

29. Now I Lay Thee Down in my pants ( XD )

30. Reasons to Live in my pants ( o.o )

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"YOU WATCH ME. I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. Let me know with whom I'm friends with!"


1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?:
10. What's your philosophy on life?:
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?:
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?:
13. What is your favourite memory of us?:
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?:
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?:
17. Can we get together and make a cake?:
18. Which country is your spiritual home?:
19. What is your big weakness?:
20. Do you think I'm a good person?:
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?:
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?:
24. What do you wear to sleep?:
25. Trousers or skirts?:
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?:
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?:
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?:

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1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT??
I shall choose the scar upon my neck. Got it from surgery.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
A few little posters that I got at the beginning of last semester

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
Been told that I do snore.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Mainly hard rock or metal, but I love classic rock and big band era music

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
10:34 am

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
To be home

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
More of a who. But I miss her hugs so much

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
Love

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
About 5'9"

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
I once went into a locker that is meant for a french horn.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Used to. Not really anymore, my eyes just widen more to take in the enviornment.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
I don't know...

13. WHAT’S YOUR WORST FEAR?
Losing those that I love

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Don't care

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING AT?
We'll see when that day comes, now won't we?

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
If I had to choose, I'd say both.

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Bacon

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Another t-bone steak

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
Red and Black

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
Not that I know of

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
Love

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
o.o

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
I think so

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Not really a brand, more of a style. Hey, I like my jeans to have big pockets and that side pocket to hold my pens

25. WHO IS THE HOTTEST FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
Don't care for celebrities

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
No

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
Its invisible

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Yes

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
3.14159265358979323846264338327950288419716939937510
And yes, I did choose pi

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Huh?

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
Not yet

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
I'm not sure.....

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
I think I might have when I was younger

37. FIRST JOB?
Busser, or as the managers called us, Dish Washers

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Not that I can remember

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
Yeah

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Checking some stuff online

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
See #1

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
The fact that I have an unusually deep voice for my body type, and that it freaks people out that are hearing me speak for the first time

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
Nope

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
To be with a special someone

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
As many as I am allowed to have

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yes, two people

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
*blank*

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU MISS ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
Being able to see people

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
Suave for men.... two in one

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
It could be better, but it is what it is

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Not sure if you can call it a lunch meat or not.... Spam

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Who doesn't have them?

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
Everything happens for a reason

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Not sure

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
Don't really care

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Not really

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Play pool or piano.... in d minor

59. WHAT’S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
Well one of them is to be able to hit the lowest note possible to create a mass brown note effect lol

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
A plastic T-rex I used to carry around everywhere I've been told

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
93... not sure how I have that many numbe... ]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/19607454/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/19607454/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 13:26:23 PDT
Got this from a friend of mine, so yeah. if you wanna, go ahead.

Comment here and I'll:

a) tell you how I know you and a thing or two about whatever you have in your gallery OR Tell you why I friended you. (somebody changed it)
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal.

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/18349794/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/18349794/ Fri, 16 May 2008 10:23:27 PDT

i can't wait until tomorrow.

its been an alright semester, but now its time to spend time with family, friends, and those i love.

i can't wait



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Can't Get Enough Of Your Love by Barry White

Spoken:
I've heard people say that
Too much of anything is not good for you, baby
Oh no
But I don't know about that
There's many times that we've loved
We've shared love and made love
It doesn't seem to me like it's enough
There's just not enough of it
There's just not enough
Oh oh, babe

My darling, I can't get enough of your love babe
Girl, I don't know, I don't know why
Can't get enough of your love babe
Oh, some things I can't get used to
No matter how I try
Just like the more you give, the more I want
And baby, that's no lie
Oh no, babe

Tell me, what can I say?
What am I gonna do?
How should I feel when everything is you?
What kind of love is this that you're givin' me?
Is it in your kiss or just because you're sweet?

Girl, all I know is every time you're here
I feel the change
Somethin' moves
I scream your name
Do what ya got to do

Darling, I can't get enough of your love babe
Girl, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
I can't get enough of your love babe
Oh no, babe

Girl, if I could only make you see
And make you understand
Girl, your love for me is all I need
And more than I can stand
Oh well, babe

How can I explain all the things I feel?
You've given me so much
Girl, you're so unreal
Still I keep loving you
More and more each time
Girl, what am I gonna do
Because you blow my mind

I get the same old feelin' every time you're here
I feel the change
Somethin' moves
I scream your name
Do what ya got to do

Darling, I can't get enough of your love babe
Oh no, babe

Spoken:
Baby, let me take all of my life to find you
But you can believe it's gonna take the rest of my life to keep you

Oh no, babe
My darling, I can't get enough of your love babe
Yeah, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
Can't get enough of your love babe
Oh my darling, I can't get enough of your love babe
Oh babe
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
I can't get enough of your love babe
Oh babe

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/17253973/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/17253973/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 10:42:29 PDT
its been a while, right?

well, everything has been going alright. i have been drawing more linearts. and i have been working on the second chapter of "Revenge Is Best Served Cold". that will be posted as soon as i finish it. which should hopefully be soon.

just a few more days and than i'll be home. i can't wait

see ya'll soon

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(Sittin' On) The Dock Of The Bay by Otis Redding

Sittin' in the morning sun
I'll be sittin' when the evening comes
Watching the ships roll in
Then I watch them roll away again, yeah

I'm sittin' on the dock of the bay
Watchin' the tide roll away, ooh
I'm just sittin' on the dock of the bay
Wastin' time

I left my home in Georgia
Headed for the Frisco Bay
Cuz I've had nothing to live for
And look like nothing's gonna come my way

So, I'm just gon' sit on the dock of the bay
Watchin' the tide roll away, ooh
I'm sittin' on the dock of the bay
Wastin' time

Looks like nothing's gonna change
Everything still remains the same
I can't do what ten people tell me to do
So I guess I'll remain the same, listen

Sittin' here resting my bones
And this loneliness won't leave me alone, listen
Two thousand miles I roam
Just to make this dock my home, now

I'm just gon' sit at the dock of a bay
Watchin' the tide roll away, ooh
Sittin' on the dock of the bay
Wastin' time

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/16802712/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/16802712/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 16:14:13 PST
i have been thinking for a while....

i miss my family.....

yo perder mi princesa gótica

tomorrow i am going to be inducted as a probationary member into the Phi Mu Alpha Sinfonia Fraternity Rho Epsilon Chapter

that will be pretty fun...

i still can't think of anything to write


clubs:


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Sultans of Swing by Dire Straits

You get a shiver in the dark
It's raining in the park but meantime
South of the river you stop and you hold everything
A band is blowing Dixie double four time
You feel alright when you hear the music ring

You step inside but you don't see too many faces
Coming in out of the rain to hear the jazz go down
Competition in other places
But the horns are blowing that sound
Way on down south, way on down south in London town

You check out Guitar George he knows all the chords
But it's strictly rhythm he doesn't want to make it cry or sing
And an old guitar is all he can afford
When he gets up under the lights to play his thing

And Harry doesn't mind if he doesn't make the scene
He's got a daytime job he's doing alright
He can play the honky tonk like anything
Saving it up for Friday night
With the Sultans... with the Sultans of Swing

And a crowd of young boys they're fooling around in the corner
Drunk and dressed in their best brown baggies and their platform soles
They don't give a damn about any trumpet playing band
It ain't what they call rock and roll
And the Sultans... Yeah the Sultans played Creole... Creole

Then the man he steps right up to the microphone
And says at last just as the time bell rings
"Goodnight, now it's time to go home"
And he makes it fast with one more thing
"We are the Sultans... We are the Sultans of Swing"

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/16729494/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/16729494/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 19:23:05 PST
its been a while, yes?

well.... college is going alright, a bit harder than last semester, but that's life, right?

i miss those that are close to me. i miss them so much

i'll try to post some new things up soon.

i haven't been able to think straight on the story..... so it will be quite a while before anything new is posted in that area.....


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Always and Forever by Heatwave

Always and forever
Each moment with you
Is just like a dream to me
That somehow came true
And I know tomorrow
Will still be the same
Cause we've got a life of love
That won't ever change

And ev'ry day
Love me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me you really care
And we'll share tomorrow together
I'll always love you

There'll always be sunshine
When I look at you
Something I can't explain
Just the things that you do
And if you get lonely, phone me and take a second
To give to me the magic you make

And ev'ry day love me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me you really care
And we'll share tomorrow together
I'll always love you

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/16493402/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/16493402/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 16:53:54 PST
it seems i have been tagged, a while back actually, by

so here it goes

THE RULES:
1. Must answer all questions.
2. Be honest.
3. Tag 6 other people.

NAME: Nicholas Martinez, yet i go by Nick

BIRTHPLACE: San Antonio, Texas

CURRENT LOCATION: my room in TAMUCC O.o

EYE COLOR: i guess a dark brown

HAIR COLOR: black

HEIGHT: 5'9"

WEIGHT: last time i checked 132lbs

L/R HANDED: right handed

THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Survivors Commander boots

YOUR WEAKNESS: pie

YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: bacon

GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: pass my classes

YOUR BEDTIME: when i pass out O.o?

YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: hanging out with my friends

PEPSI OR COKE: coke

McDONALDS OR BURGER KING: McDonalds

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: doesn't matter

LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: SoBe

CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Strawberry

CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: i'll take a Full Throttle

DO YOU SMOKE: no

DO YOU SWEAR: what the f*@k do you think?

DO YOU SING: si

DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: yes

HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: yes

DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: sure

DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: at times

DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: not that i know of

ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: no

DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes

DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: i'm learning how to play piano

1. DRUNK ALCHOHOL: yes
2. SMOKED: no
3. BEEN ON DRUGS: nyquil no i'm not addicted
4. GONE TO A MALL: yes
5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: no
6. EATEN SUSHI: yes
7. BEEN ON STAGE: yeah
8. BEEN DUMPED: no

DO YOU WORK: yes

IS A BOY/GIRL: what????

FAVORITE EYE COLOR: light brown

FAVORITE HAIR COLOR: black to light brown

SHORT OR LONG HAIR: i'm growing out my hair

BEST CLOTHING STYLE: clothes

NUMBER OF CDS I OWN: a lot

NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: none

NUMBER OF TATTOOS: none yet

THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: o.o

I TAG:
anyone who wants to be tagged



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i feel like i've done something wrong, and i don't know what to do.

my loyalty will always stand.

life has been getting a bit strange in college, but whatever.....

i've just been thinking too much most likely..... or have i been thinking too little......

who knows.....

life has given me lemons, will someone bring the vodka?

**********************************************************************************

"Thunderhorse" by Dethklok

Ride...
Ride...
Ride...
Ride...

Thunder...
Thunder...
Thunder...
Thunder...

Thunderhorse!
Thunderhorse!
Thunderhorse!
Thunderhorse!

Revenge!
Revenge!
Revenge!

Thunder...
Horse
Thunder...
Horse

Thunder...
Horse
Thunder...
Horse

Thunder, Thunder...
Thunder, Thunder, Thunder...
Thunder...
Thunder...
Horse

Thunderhorse!
Thunderhorse!

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/16313002/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/16313002/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 09:15:00 PST
yeah, i don't know.

well, i hope everyone had a good new years and everything.

i'll probably be posting some of the poems that i have written over the past few days later on. and i will be writting more to the story once i can think of something to write.

but yeah......

i need to start working out again... i'm gonna be trying out, hopefully, in a few years for the NFL combine. hopefully i'll be faster and stronger in a few years when i try out for a running back position. but who knows.......

well..... later.....

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/15940891/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/15940891/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 07:03:44 PST
it is good to be back home. i have missed it so much.

i have seen part of my family, but i need to see the rest of my family.

i miss them so much

i miss *whisper*

i can't wait to see them

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/15850194/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/15850194/ Sat, 08 Dec 2007 15:01:16 PST
i haven't started working on the second chapter yet.... i'm suffering from a bit of writer's block at the moment...

i might post a few more line arts of stuff.


just a few more days.

i can't wait


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You Really Got Me by Van Halen

Girl, you really got me now
You got me so I don't know what I'm doin'
Girl, you really got me now
You got me so I can't sleep at night
Girl (Girl), you really got me now
You got me so I don't know where I'm goin'
Oh yeah (Yeah), you really got me now
You got me so I can't sleep at night

You really got me (Oh!)
You really got me (Whoa-oh)
You really got me

Please, don't ever let me be
I only wanna be by your side
Please, don't ever let me be
I only wanna be by your side

Girl (Girl), you really got me now
You got me so I don't know what I'm doin' yeah
Oh yeah (Yeah), you really got me now
Got me so I can't sleep at night

You really got me (Ah-ha!)
You really got me (Ah-ha!)
You really got me

Oh, no, no, ah!


Girl, you really got me now
You got me so I don't know what I'm doin' Ow!
Girl, you really got me now
You got me so I can't sleep at night
(Owwww!)

Girl (Girl), you really got me now
You got me so I don't know where I'm goin' yeah
Oh yeah (Yeah), you really got me now
Got me so I can't sleep at night

You really got me
You really got me (Oh!)
You really got me

Oh! Oh! Oh!

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/15712192/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/15712192/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 18:42:26 PST
well, life is going alright. thanksgiving was good. got to see people that i needed to see

finals are almost here.... yay.....

winter break is coming up too, i can't wait.

as ya'll have seen, the first chapter of my new story is up. i'll be writing the second chapter soon. i might post some more line arts


~Professor Crimson


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Strib Nicht Vor Mir by Rammstein


Die Nacht öffnet ihren Schoß
Das Kind heißt Einsamkeit
Es ist kalt und regungslos
Ich weine leise in die Zeit
Ich weiß nicht wie du heißt
Doch ich weiß dass es dich gibt
Ich weiß dass irgendwann
irgendwer mich liebt

He comes to me every night
No words are left to say
With his hands around my neck
I close my eyes and pass away

I don't know who he is
In my dreams he does exist
His passion is a kiss
And I can not resist

Ich warte hier
Don't die before I do
Ich warte hier
Stirb nicht vor mir

I don't know who you are
I know that you exist
Stirb nicht
Sometimes love seems so far
Ich warte hier
Your love I can't dismiss
Ich warte hier

Alle Häuser sind verschneit
Und in den Fenstern Kerzenlicht
Dort liegen sie zu zweit
Und ich
Ich warte nur auf dich

Ich warte hier
Don't die before I do
Ich warte hier
Stirb nicht vor mir

I don't know who you are
I know that you exist
Stirb nicht
Sometimes love seems so far
Ich warte hier
Your love I can't dismiss

Stirb nicht vor mir

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/15465793/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/15465793/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 15:00:38 PST
i have started writting a new story. i know.....i know....... i haven't posted the first chapter from the last story that i was working on. but that will come in due time.

i am planning on doing some more line art, just not sure on what yet.

well...... life is going alright.

i can't wait for the thanksgiving break.

well...... stuff will be posted later.


untill next time,
~Professor Crimson



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Wake Up by Coheed and Cambria


I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again.
I wish that I could stay. "But," you argue.
More than this, I wish you could've seen my face
In backseats staring out of the window.

I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I love you.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.

I've earned through hope and faith
On the curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever.
If morning never comes for either one of us,
Then this I pray to you wherever.

I'll do anything for you.
This story is for you.
('Cause I'd do anything you want me to for you.)
I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I loved you.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
'Til you decide to wake up.

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/15056751/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/15056751/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 10:38:33 PDT
yeah, i have no idea to be honest.

i'm exahusted..... i'm not even sure if i spelt that right

but anyways.........

hopefully soon there should be a picture up of the band that i am in.

that's right kids....
it has begun

but yes..... the new id should be up soon


~Crimson-Coyote


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My Curse by Killswitch Engage

I watch you walk away
Helpless, with nothing to say
I strain my eyes
Hoping to see you again

This is my curse (The longing)
This is my curse (Time)
This is my curse (The yearning)
This is my curse

There is love burning to find you
Will you wait for me?
Will you be there?

Your silence haunts me
but still i hunger for you

this is my curse
the wanting*
this is my curse
time*
this is my curse
the needing*
this is my curse

there is love
burning to find you
will you wait for me?

still i want
still i ache
but still i wait

to see you again
dying inside
these walls
dying inside
these walls

And i see your face
in these tears
in these tears
And i see your face

there is love
there is love
there is love
there is love
there is love
there is love
there is love
there is love

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/15051543/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/15051543/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 00:07:43 PDT
yes..... only one well this time............

I fell more broken than usuall

my life keeps going in a downward spiral

the darkness welcoming me deeper into its depths.

everything seems to go wrong with my life.

today i actually cried out of pain and sorrow. i know, its amazing that even though i try to build a wall to keep my emotions in check, i can't.

i don't really know what to do anymore....

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Now I Lay Thee Down by Machine Head

I want to know
How it feels
When we die
Can you take me under?

[Chorus:]
Dream over
Grieve no more
And breathe one last time
Now I lay thee down

She watched me leave
Me bleeding
On the floor
As she takes me under

[Chorus]

Godless mimicry
White lights cemetery
Flashes of the angel’s ivory wings
Images so many broke dreams
Of pain
Terror
Fear
Crippling

Follow the light into the tunnel
Or will it end up in a black hole?
Follow the light into the tunnel,
Dead in its end

What is love?
What is murder?
Within the eye of the beholder

[Solo: Demmel, Flynn, Demmel, Flynn]

What have I done?
I’ve gone and killed the only one I love
How could I do this?
I’m screaming at God
Why do you curse me?
Fuck it, load it, sever the day

[Chorus]

Now I lay thee down,
Underground

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/14973967/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/14973967/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 16:29:49 PDT
the winds are a changing.

yeah, i really have no idea.

but as i said, the winds are changing.

i am happy for one of my closest friends. i am glad that she is happy.

for those that wonder why i feel "neutral". i am "neutral" because i'm not depressed (for once) nor great. i am just here. life goes on. everything happens for a reason.

i'll try and post some more line art or something once i feel like doing something.

btw, i know many of you know that i was trying to start a band once before. well, this time the band that i have been starting with a friend is actually almost completed.

~Crimson-Coyote

p.s.: for those of you who know me very well.

the cage is gone.


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this is a bad ass song

Through Struggle - As I Lay Dying

only through struggle have i found rest
with a piece of me taken away
i begin to understand
hollow out this machine like chest
with its gears that turn to make me feel
and assembled thoughts that fade away
remove from me
this deception that i called love

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/14885490/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/14885490/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 13:31:45 PDT

i've been going in and out of a manic depression. i really need someone to smack me upside the head. i feel as though being away has caused distince between the roads that i wish to stay on. right now i feel as though i can't really do anything right.

i feel more broken than ever.

yet everything, happens for a reason, right?

i've always been in the dark, and right now, my heart feels as though its been left behind.

maybe i am thinking way too much again, but right now i just had to get my feelings out, i couldn't stand to keep them bottled up anymore.

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The Silent Divide by Anterior

When I tread the verge of Jordan
Lost within the hope of freedom
Not for control
But in light of our cause

Bid my anxious fears
Will subside
With another death, in another

Rise up
This age of silence
A god with a quick fix of

Annihilation
Pulling on
These two words: Apathy, Sacrifice

Awakened soul
Look fourth and see
Ungodliness rip open me
For all I have contempt for greed
Death of deaths
No fears I see

End of days
And Hell's destruction
Land me safe on Canan's side
Grind me down
This fearless soul

Manifest my darkest destiny
Divinicate
For the untold

My heart
Inside
Behold
The Silent Divide

I'll see you at the top
On judgement day
Because a lie burns twice as bright

Breathe
As the light begins to
Fade to exist in my will I
Bleed
Blood of redemption
Save
Broken still I stand alone

Come to pass the hour of Jordan
Liberation now
Within these walls
As they echo control

Above I stand this prospect
No abate
In another death
For another life

Awakened soul
Look fourth and see
Ungodliness rip open me
For all I have contempt for greed
Death of deaths
No fears I see

My heart
Inside
Behold
The Silent Divide

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/14289587/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/14289587/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 14:23:20 PDT the subject is just the name of a song. i'm not drinking.

well, college has started, i'm missing someone special and my family.

i'll be posting the first chapter of the new story soon.

there might be some more pictures but i don't know yet.

peace,
Crimson-Coyote

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/13873920/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/13873920/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 12:32:09 PDT
yeah, thats basically it.

i don't want someone to leave.

i.......




~Crimson-Coyote

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/13343305/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/13343305/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 13:34:49 PDT just thought i'd add another journal just for the hell of it.

i'll be posting part two of the Beginning Of The End series in a few weeks or so.

i've already begun work on part three, so yeah.

gotta move in a few months. big fun there.

take care everyone and anyone who reads this.

~Crimson-Coyote

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/12862002/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/12862002/ Sun, 06 May 2007 08:56:01 PDT
It was a good night. Luckly there was no drama that i noticed.

~Crimson-Coyote

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/12178002/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/12178002/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 07:42:25 PDT
well, i'm 18 now, and fully legal.

yeah, i'm not gonna party................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ well, not too much at least.....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................okay not to the point where i get sent to jail.


sounds good, all right.

well last night was interesting, watching movies with my sister and brother-in-law. i was suppose to go see killswitch engage in concert, but my brother-in-law and i didn't want to risk crashing or getting sick.



crazy idea #1: starting a street racing team. just for the hell of it, and i've got the need *pause* the need for speed.

sorry,
later kids,
Crimson-Coyote aka Probie

]]> ~crimson-coyote http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/12057133/ http://crimson-coyote.deviantart.com/journal/12057133/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 16:55:35 PST
*sigh*

"deeper.... I'm falling.... into the arms of sorrow..."

this song describes me pretty well.

well that's all for today kids



~ Crimson Coyote

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