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Prayer Of The Refugee
Don’t hold me up now,
I can stand my own ground,
I don’t need your help now,
You will let me down, down, down!

Don’t hold me up now,
I can stand my own ground,
I don’t need your help now,
You will let me down, down, down!

Down!

Admin of the ~Self-InjuryClub
Meet deviants in Sydney *DevMeetSyd club

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http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/15268610/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 07:01:57 PDT It hurt somewhat when I got it done and few days after now it
doesn't hurt unless you're one of those mean/clumsy ppl who touch it
ruffly or knock it! My mom did it twice!!!

Oh yeah got my hair colored red-ish like as well but I was to lazy
to get a pic showing my hair cause it was just annoying trying to
get a good pic of the piercing.

I thought I would update the journal about my life and such, so I've
been working mostly 3-4 times a week. Life is alright, I watch 166
people at the moment so and I've had trouble getting through my
deviations, so I've decided that I won't be looking at most of
the deviations I get from the clubs I watch. Sorry guys mostly
the *RawEm0tion members..

GOD DAMN YOU STFU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry about that just got really pissed off, when it comes to my dad,
all I'm filled with at that very moment is just anger. Good thing his
gone to sleep now.

Oh yes, busy this week working Wednesday and Friday 4-8pm
mmm yays Ooo got myself a work roster Yays no more
random calls in the morning or half and hr before they want me to
come in lol. Saturday Jess's 20th BBQ party yeah going to that
and next weekend after is my cousins wedding and I don't have
anything to wear ><
Need to go shopping! I can buy something nice cause I got my own
moneys hopefully I find something that fits just right!

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---------------------------------------http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/15109666/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 00:54:05 PDT --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

So I got myself a subby for 3 months

This Saturday might go see Rush hr 3 with Jax and I dunno who else
is going lol

Ah today I did my first driving lesson it was good, the teacher said
that I did great for
my first time.
I'm going again on Monday I'm also going to color my hair on
Monday as well =3

Umm work is going good, YAY for money!!!

I finished my CSS what you guys think?

The samurai is from Samurai Shodown never seen it before
I think its a game from 1993 but he looks kewl hehe.

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http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/14724049/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 17:27:08 PDT Right guys! Jam session!
Create your own wallpaper of any kind like what I did.

And it will go in this journal with everyone else

Get your entires in by the 30! just send a note or leave link in this journal seeing as my subby runs out on the 30th Sep.


Wallpapers

Ergo Proxy by me *cryingpain


Buster sword wallpaper by *wanderinghobo


2292007 by *TheSlitWrists


Wallpaper Jam Entry by ~MyKamikaze


Kon the master of Karma by ~Zazou8888



DC wallpaper by *sicRee


Yay got myself a Subby

Must make myself a new css or find one cause yah know I get bored easily lol

]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/14612485/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/14612485/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 04:11:13 PDT Yeah, just wanted to say that I just got a call from Coles I started work/training today in the Deli department from 4pm to 8pm.
Ah sucky Coles yeah I thought I'd hate work lol, oh well. I didn't really want to work in that area but I tired it, just the smell isn't great I would have liked to be in the bakery in stead at least there it smells nice and sweet.

Mom said that it wass going to be cold in there so I wore warmish clothes, and guess what it wasn't really very cold, after a while with all the moving around you do its warm lol.

So it wasn't too bad after a while you get used to the smell then you can't smell anything lol. I learnt to serve, use the sticker machine which never really work 5 out of like 3 worked then after a while 1 just worked lol. Apparently a lady has been coming here for 10 years and they have always been 'broken' so I didn't break them. ]
So I had to use like the farthest one away.
Leant to slice/cut meat. It was rather ok, not really too fun but enjoyable, though feet are sore standing for 4hrs.
Aaron I think his name was well he was leaving, but the other guy was late about half and hr or maybe 20mins. So had to wait with me cause I'm a newbie and can't really be alone, since I didn't know everything then.

So the lady that was suppose to give me the uniform and organize my schedule had to leave so I have no clue when I'm going to start again. I did get a cap thought!

And apparently dad had to pick me up, all I had was a 5min walk home through a park and down my street... eh oh well.

Thanks for the Subby

]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/14494364/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/14494364/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 06:34:36 PDT Right guys! Jam session!
Dunno what it is? Basically create your own wallpaper of any kind like what I did...


And it will go in this journal with everyone else that = Jam session lol

So if you want to have a go comment on the journal, this jam ends on the 25th of Sept seeing as my subby runs out on the 30th their will be plenty of time for this journal to show everyones artwork

Edit- I think you guys have now about 5 days left!


Thanks for the Subby

]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/14086005/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/14086005/ Thu, 09 Aug 2007 06:46:56 PDT Yeah random name for journal

Mmm heys!
Still no word from Coles they suck!

Atm I'm working on my painting [link] check it out its Ichigo or it will be lol hopefully.

I feel depressed hahahahhaha stupid song by Avril "when your gone"...

Also I saw the last ep of Trinity Blood good anime

Thanks for the Subby

]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/14011139/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/14011139/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 05:43:57 PDT Yeaps more waiting, I am currently still waiting to hear back from Coles, I was suppose to hear back from them like 2 weeks ago. So I ended up calling them up yesterday seem like they have sum system problems at the main office where they send all the info about the new employees etc
So its going to take some time........ till they call me

Also who has got MTV in AUS Sunday 8.30pm theirs a anime that looks awesome coming on Its like Samurai X alot of ninja/ samurai stuff and blood action packed!!! called 'Afro Samurai' [link]
"The cost of each episode is estimated at one million dollars, which is a record for GONZO." God damn thats alot for just one ep, isn't it?

Plot summary
The TV anime series is set in a "futuristic, yet feudal Japan," and stars a samurai named Afro for his hair. The story follows Afro as he tries to avenge his father's murder. In the world of Afro Samurai, it is said that the one who becomes "Number One", will rule the world, wielding powers akin to a god. Someone becomes Number One by killing the previous Number One and taking his ceremonial headband. However, the only rule in this world is that only the "Number Two" (also designated by a sacred headband) is allowed to fight the "Number One." The downside of this is that anyone (and typically everyone) can challenge and try to kill the Number Two, to gain the right to move forward and challenge Number One. Afro Samurai's father was the old Number One, until he was challenged by a gunman, "Justice" (who was then Number Two), who fought him in a duel to become the new Number One. At the time the gunman challenged his father, Afro had only been a child. The gunman severed his father's head right in front of the young Afro. Now an adult, Afro Samurai is the current Number Two and a master swordsman; he travels the road seeking revenge on Justice, the current Number One

In other news in my life I have recently been doing stamps yeah deviant stamps I'll do requests for you guys if any of you want a certain stamp

So far I've made 3 stamps and 2 which I have completed not sure which I like best out of the 2 so once I choose which I'll submit that one

Anyhoo thats all cya!

Thanks for the Subby

]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/13602323/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/13602323/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 05:05:30 PDT Yeap that's right got a bad head ache... yes I took something for it.
Today was lame was out all day, not where and what I wanted to do. I was suppose to go out with 2 friends today... you know who you are, and also get a piercing as a present to myself. But nope I had to come along with my dad and family to another one of our houses/properties which we rent out (btw my lame brother didn't have to come cause he had to go to the gym). To clean it up and what not. But their was a cleaner their already so we went out to the park, not the best day to be outside so much wind
The cleaner didn't really clean at all more like dust things off so later when we got back from being outside we had to clean the kitchen etc...can't be bothered to type more about it.

And I just missed House on TV!

And I just noticed I hit 5000 page views Yay? yeah yay but don't feel like being happy right now. Hurts my head

Thanks for the Subby

]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/13545776/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/13545776/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 23:21:27 PDT OMG WHOA!!!! I'm subscribed O_O!
I guess I was subscribed by someone who knows it my B'day today 30 June
So do tell who subscribed me?

Still don't have a job seems like the job with Coles didn't work out for me oh well.

Dads pissing me off today and pissing my sister off yay great birthday.

Thanks for the Subby

]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/13375657/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/13375657/ Sun, 17 Jun 2007 01:00:39 PDT Yeap just updating my journal, cause hey I had the other one for to long and I'm so tired of it. Oh how I want a subby...

So life's not to bad right now, bit interesting. Josh is back in my life and thats all I'm saying on that.

I hopefully soon have a job working at Coles. I should hopefully find out this coming week what the result is of when training starts and what not.

My father is still the same, retard as ever... He plans to move mine and my sisters pc's into the living room where the TV is. His selling the couches too buy a desk which he can put on the side wall where one couch is currently. And he'll buy some new couches that fit in with the desk and 2 chairs.
Why his doing, I don't know. Possibly just to piss me off
On the up side I won't have much things on my desk so whenever I feel like having sex on the desk I won't have too many things to shove of it *sigh*

I put on some weight, I never saw that coming lol

The weather now days is weird isn't it? I mean few days ago I saw snow! Mind you it did like instantly melt once it touched the ground. Buy it was very cool to see the wind swirly it around in the air before it hit the ground. Still isn't suppose to snow here in Sydney. Not where I live anyways.

Currently working over some old art, might finish it and put it up on here. Been thinking of getting back to writing poems or prose even. Something very bazaar maybe, to go with the bazaar dreams I have.

well back to putting my drawer together, Cyaz

]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/12907454/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/12907454/ Thu, 10 May 2007 04:28:38 PDT I'm getting back into the swing of things, only its abit difficult I suppose, I'm having some trouble with it. Made myself a new avatar hehe I love it oh part of the image I used for it [link] its so kick ass artwork
As you guys can see I uploaded some artwork, really old stuff jeje I might find some more old stuff who knows ^_^ I attempted too write a poem [link] its in my scraps have a read of it.
I'm also in a little contest? well no its not really a contest, more like a theme drawing game/group thing, well heres the [link] lols so hopefully see some cool anime/zombie artwork from me soon, I'll have to pic a character so hard to choose
That is all cyas!

]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/12515467/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/12515467/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 19:25:46 PDT Yes so Easter right now is pretty suckage for me.
Been at the stupid townhouse my dad bought cleaning it and fixing it up. My older brother and his gf moved into it on friday. Their are still just some small other things that need to be fixed.
Right now I don't have net to my compy so I'm using my dads laptop. Which doesn't want to sign into dA half the freaking time, and not even half the time lame.
So every Easter my dad gets off work and my grandparents come over, my grandma complains about everything and never shutup, and dad gets annoyied at her complaining. And we get stuck eating yukie food which my grandparent eat cause they wont eat anything else.
So at first when I signed in I had 96 deviations, 56 messages, 1 note
Now I have 33 deviations which I will check some time this week or next week even.
Thats all enjoy your Easter people.

]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/12344905/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/12344905/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 02:45:42 PDT For those who have known me a long time. I finally did what I have been wanting yet dreading to do for almost a year. I went to see a doctor about my depression and anxiety. It was something very hard for me to do, which I just kept putting off for so long.
After whats happened the past 2 months or so I really needed to do something and fast.
I took the first step in making my future a better one for myself.
The doctor has prescribed me with medication Zoloft and I will be seeing a psychologist and a therapist. Getting better will take some time.
I have yet to tell my siblings about my condition and my dad. I told my mom today she was ok with it. Its as if nothing phased her. I haven't changed to her?
Anyways I've been feeling pretty sick-ish today So and been laying down most of they day. I didn't end up going to get my medication or do a blood test, which is going to check if I have a thyroid.
Thank you *sicRee for the much support and positive things his said. And thank you too all my friends that have been supporting me and continue to support me through this difficult time in my life you know who you are
That it is just wanted to update the journal with something positive for once.

]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/11679915/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/11679915/ Sun, 04 Feb 2007 05:46:29 PST
... ]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/11489809/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/11489809/ Fri, 19 Jan 2007 17:46:48 PST wanderinghobo This was my first time meeting a person online and then seeing them in real life... O_o it was exactly like him. So my expectations were what I expected lol.

I had gotten up early lol at 7:30 and got the train at 9:45... took an hr to get to Hurtsville, and once their i tried sending a text but it never wanted to go through... and i did that for about an hr or so O_o while some random city rail lady talked to me about random crap... ugh annoying ppl.

Then I thought oh might as well look around to kill the time since it would be a while since next train Matt might be on comes.

Eh so I made my way around Westfields lol wondered over to the cinemas and sat at the steps their >_< got told off not to sit on the stairs
Then attempted to text again... didn't work.

So off i went back to the station... no Matt...
Then I thought I pop into Hungry Jacks lol and tried texting Matt... as I was doing so Who turns up just then lol Matt does A bit of a shock hahaha
What luck finding each other their probably never would have found each other if it wasn't for the fact we both like Hungry Jacks.

Anyhoo he told me had been trying to text and call me too..>_< gah crap ass 3network...
lols so we walked around and he showed me the Aquarium Not as fish shop which had a baby sting rays, some clown fish and a giant groper

The we had a wonder around the Westfields and then to the movies...
Watched Eragon, which was a pretty good fantasy movie
Lols did some toy testing yeah we went around the stores with toys and messed about it all the toys... haha found swords that make noise

Oh yeah also found a pet store so we went in some cute black kittens sleeping and a little Terrier or cross Jack Russel some sort of puppy dog got up on the glass and barked a bit at Matt, I think I liked Matt lol

Got Matt to buy a scratchie said we would split the winnings if we won... we didn't darn our luck. Never win anything
After that back to Hungry Jacks cos I was hungry MMmm had a Delish burger

And later sat outside at the Fountain talked for a while their and wondered around a bit more... time passes so fast and it was already time to go home.
So i got a hug from Matt lol one of those and then got my train which had limited stops so I got home more earlier then planned

Here is Matts http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/11008193/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 16:14:12 PST Ok, this is my feature journal, was my 'comment featurette'.

Anyways if you want to be featured say so by commenting here. eg: 'Feature me' something like that
I will then "dive into your gallery" and pick my three favorite images of yours, and proceed to add links to the image under each respective artists' name, thus featuring you!

Maybe you'll find someone new to add to your watch lists after.

Featured artists

17.
- Hate Me
- Playgirl Cover EDIT
- Sea Horse Tat

16.
- Pitt Full Bleed
- board designs
- darksideSpidey

15.
- My new kitten
- The Day My Heart Bled Tears
- The Missouri sky sunrise

14.
- The Mizu Clan Guardian
- LukifDragon
- Shattered Centaur

13.
- otivational Poster 6
- Ichigo's Inner Hollow
- My Perfection from his other account ~VincentsSpellbook

12.
- New Years Resolution
- Speechless
- Samurai Class

12.
- Ode to The Moon
- Star puddle
- Seasons

11.
- Meaning
- Sydney in blue
- Reflection

10 http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/10852327/ Sun, 26 Nov 2006 03:45:10 PST all in one and it Freaking works

The scanner is excellent

So spent half my day scanning everything hehe

I upload my drawings that I had already here on dA, They look new

Soon I will upload some more drawings old ones from yrs back 8th grade up till this yr lol

]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/10807479/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/10807479/ Sat, 13 Jan 2007 08:06:52 PST
The rules:

1.) Make 100 artworks each having a theme listed below. Each artwork should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun!

3.) Artwork should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the dA etiquette policy. Your artwork can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
---A.)You are in the challenge
---B.)What you have completed

5.) Make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the artwork.

6.) In the comments for your artwork note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

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1. Introduction
2. Love Dear Beloved...
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven Deepest love there is...
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity Going Truly insane
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning Why do all good things...
17. Blood Broken Heart 2
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow Break me down again
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand Dancing On The Clouds
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned Broken heart 1
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret Nightmares of the truth
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror The Other Half Of Me
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words The Little Things
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red Selfish
87. Food
88. Pain Be still my...
89. Through the Fire Demon Girl
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have Broken Heart 3
93. Give Up Cursed
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~cryingpain http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/10662999/ http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/10662999/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 06:21:08 PDT http://cryingpain.deviantart.com/journal/10599796/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 01:55:22 PST I've been told that what I'm doing is ripping ppls work off.

Most of all my drawing I do are either just sketched copies of other artist art I admire and think that I might be able to draw.

This is what I think I'm doing more or less fan art of that persons work. I don't go around saying hey look this is my character and i came up with her or w/e.

I acknowledge that I have copied the other artist art and tell ppl that please go look at the original artwork which I admire.

Some works I have incorporate some bits and pieces of another work or idea from someone else.

I'd like to know what ppl think of what I'm doing... Am I ripping off others artwork and calling it my own... or am I just a fan other artwork and wanting to draw the fan art of it?

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