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AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.




whatever.




I'm back in writing mode, for now..

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/26781327/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/26781327/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 18:17:38 PDT


She's weird, acts like the grown up she's not and talks too much.

I'm weird, playful like the girl I used to be, talk too much too fast AND I'm cute.




She might have her perks, but I fail to see what's so great about someone who just won't play.

They "love" her too, don't they? Say names and I'll get your facts straight.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/26661850/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/26661850/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 23:53:05 PDT

And for reasons that have absolutely nothing to do with me and school, because we're completely cool between each other, I had both the best day and one of the most bittersweet goodbyes I've had in a while.


Just, I wonder, why today? Why of all days, WHY TODAY?


I just have to get over it and stop crying and whining about it,
but that's easier said than done.
And this is going to hurt like hell.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/25680646/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/25680646/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 18:54:02 PDT
[link]

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/25042537/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/25042537/ Sat, 30 May 2009 23:48:31 PDT


...and believe me, you wouldn't even have to try THAT hard (:



&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

Still sick.
Hopefully recovery is not that far away.
Going back to school on monday, because I'm THAT cool xD
(summer courses, really)


Having a get together tomorrow.
Hoping to pull off not passing out and being able to keep my voice the entire time(:



HOPE YOU'RE ALL WELL : D!

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/24996482/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/24996482/ Thu, 28 May 2009 12:15:52 PDT
I'm sick ):

Got sore throat and a headache and my body hurts, only slightly though.


What really gets me down is that it hurts too much to speak right now and that KILLS me.
I always get so emo-like when I can talk, because ironically it's that day I have either lots of things to say or I want to sing really badly or EVERYONE decides they need to hear me out.



Frustrating.


I just wanna curl up and sleep this off.



ps, i miss you.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/24953209/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/24953209/ Mon, 25 May 2009 23:50:28 PDT vaya, no sé si sería posible.

Hoy será productivo.
No puedo parar de llorar.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/24873775/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/24873775/ Thu, 21 May 2009 13:21:47 PDT I might upload something more these days.
I'm not sure though, because I'm doubting my editing skills
and I wouldn't want to give myself reason for troubles anymore.

Here, I can let out everything that my mind keeps trapped or that never finds the right moment to come out.

For people who have been asking, It's not anything I can't fix. It'll just take some time.

Thank you so much for all the support given and taking time to read whatever I happen to put up here.

Big hugs to everyone

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/24859255/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/24859255/ Wed, 20 May 2009 15:47:00 PDT I think it took a piece of my heart with it.
Help me fix it.
Help me fix us.
Help me fall in love with you before I can slip away.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/24557015/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/24557015/ Sat, 02 May 2009 23:00:38 PDT
i just kinda wanted to tell you i missed you.
maybe i just wanted to let you know i've been feeling lonely without you here.
because all my silences are empty now,
they've become meaningless without your smiles to fill them.

i just kinda wanted to let you know i'm miserable without your shining eyes.
i wanted you to know songs have lost their melody waiting for your arrival.
my life it's just the same but not really.
it goes on, but it's missing it's heart.
i'm not sure where i left it, but last time it was seen in your hands.
i'm not asking it back, just trying to find out where did i left it.

i just kinda wanted to tell you my words are on fire and i'm slowly burning because i need you more than i thought i did and now you're not here and i have no idea what to do with myself and silence now hurts a thousand times more because i can not see your pretty face now either.

&&&&


I'm trapped in my own freakin crystal box.
And I fucking miss you more than I thought it was possible to miss someone.
And I'm about to go insane inside these stupid walls.
And I just wanted to read your sweet pretty words but I have no idea what's going on so I'm probably just going to overreact all night and be all impossible and such because I can't hear from you for some unexplainable reason and now I'm networking like crazy because all I have left to do is miss you and wish you were here.


THERE.

now it's all out of my chest.

i want to curl up and cry.
but it won't make any difference.

stupid swine flu.


i think i'm going to come back around here.
i'll just write a bunch of really depressing stuff, just to warn you.
i have to let this all out somehow.


HOPE YOU'RE WELL(:

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/23841775/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/23841775/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 23:50:31 PDT Hearts are complicated.

Oh, the complexity.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/23658824/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/23658824/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 12:26:55 PDT And so easy, it's almost painful.

That's over now.
I won't let this get to me anymore.
I think I did all the moping around I needed.
Wrote everything I had to.
Now I'm ready to move on.

IT'S NOT WORTH IT.

I'm wasting all this love and energy. That's just not fair.
I won't go that way again.

I can only love.
That's how I re-programmed myself.
Only love.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/23643248/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/23643248/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 13:20:42 PDT (but really, which one is more dangerous: words or silence?)


Okay, now I know why I'm annoyed.
I'm distracted. Doesn't help my cause the fact that my own thoughts are very distracting themselves. :/
I'm annoyed because I'm distracted and I'm thinking a thousand things at the same time that don't make any sense at all.
I hate not making sense. I hate being all confused and bitchy and upset and puzzle-like.
I hate snapping at all the wrong people.
I hate messing things up with innocent people who has nothing to do with my current situation.
and maybe what I hate the most is the fact that I think I'm over reacting and throwing a big fit over nothing and that can be very hurtful for both myself and the relationship I'm in.
I hate the fact that I want pixeled blood (as strange as that may sound) each time it happens.
I hate the fact that I've become one of my sad sappy stories.
I hate the fact that my writing is coming alive.


gossssssssssssssssssssh, I need to get over this whole thing before it keeps stealing my joy.


sunshine is fading.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/23459578/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/23459578/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 21:36:05 PST Cerrar los ojos y poder ver todo claro,
no dejarme nublar por lo que siento o lo que dicen,
por tus acciones y mis reacciones,
solo ver la verdad.

Mentira, lo que en realidad quiero
es desconectar mi corazon de mi mente.


Because then I would have to feel like I do.

(gosh, sometimes I hate being so melodramatic)


And he's amazing. I'm the troubled one.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/23113004/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/23113004/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 23:25:52 PST
Si cada palabra que he escrito últimamente, me cuesta lágrimas tan amargas.

Cada pieza que estoy subiendo, es como vaciarle ácido al corazón.
No veo las teclas de tanto llorar ya.


i wish i was stronger.
i wish i could finally believe you're not going to leave.
i wish i wasn't so scared.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22826665/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22826665/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 15:31:28 PST
if you love someone,
let them know.
TODAY.


it might be exactly what she/he needed to hear.
Don't EVER take the people you love for granted.


it's all better now bbs.
thank you so much for all your kind words(:


I hope you're all amazingly well(:

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22759428/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22759428/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 12:43:09 PST
But sometimes,

I think you're just waiting for someone better to come along.
Someone less broken and damaged than me.

& I'm sorry for being the way I am.
I know I'm not easy.

But this is what life has shaped me into.
Maybe if you help me, I could be someone new, someone better.


Teach me how to love with out crying.
Teach me how love can exist without pain, without anguish.
Teach me how to love you how you deserve.

I'm getting better at it, I promise.
I just need a bit more time.
Please don't give up on me.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22715923/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22715923/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 15:06:18 PST Please also beware I'll be writing in caps only because I'm unable to yell or flip or someone at the moment.
So I'm sorry if I hurt your eyes if you will attempt to read this.

WHAT THE HELL? REALLY, WHAT THE F%^&ING HELL?
Seriously, I'm trying my best to get past this because it was not the fact that you think I'm upset about what I'm REALLY upset about.
It was merely those stupid lines you just HAD to write there.
That's one thing about internet, you don't have to dig in too deep to know how's talking to who or who said what thing to whom.
so I get back to my original point,
WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT? i mean, seriously, i think i'm still a bit shocked. What I don't get is hBeow people speaks without thinking about others. Because I have eyes that can see, just so you know I can read too.

But what's next now? I trust you. I just can't believe you said that.

It's just that I went through this before and to be honest, last time I cried my eyes out. Mostly because it was a HUGE blow on my self-esteem, then because like I said, I didn't understand why.
I still don't.

I won't lie, it hurt. It fucking stung.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22508635/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22508635/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 15:10:44 PST
I just want to cry so bad.
Wish I knew why.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22379846/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22379846/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 18:22:03 PST
So, yesterday I had lunch with my bf's family. I was a nervous wreck. It all went down smoothly, thank god.
Next step: my parents.
You can bet that's going to be an interesting conversation.

i love you & your sweet pretty words

hope you're all amazingly incredibly great

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22242109/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22242109/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 12:02:51 PST
Alex is back from his holiday trip (he's my bf, btw)and stopped by yesterday. And just like that 'kaboom' suddenly everything was right once again, know what I mean? It amazes me how I can be freaking out and stuff but when I'm with him everything is nothing but complete peace. I guess love does have that kind of power^^

Ganku&Zuco stopped by yesterday too. So it was like a mini gang reunion. It was fun -even though I had to run a lot. We went to get hotdogs but it was a cold windy night so it was okay because I had someone to keep me warm ^^ LOL.

Alex and I were texting until almost five am, I think. But then I fell asleep, there's only so much excitement a girl can take. Though I don't mind being sleepless, his texts are so sweet they're honey dripping.

oh the joys of love.

I hope you're all amazingly well.
Lots of hugs, kisses and eggnog.

neko

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22201258/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/22201258/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 22:39:37 PST My aunt and uncle went away today. It was really nice of them to come over for the holiday. I already miss them. They're like the cutest/coolest couple ever. I want my marriage to be like that. They're so sweet & are madly in love.

Right now, I'm sitting in my room surrounded by lots and lots of paper. Minutes pass me by and I don't know whether to be angry, happy, upset or just relieved. Probably a mix of all of them. I'm at the verge of tears, really. I'm mostly very upset.

You see, I got this stupid text from my ex last night and since then I've been stumbling across things I thought I had thrown away. I found this old letter I wrote him and, man, I was feeling like I didn't even deserve the ground I walked on and he never said otherwise.
I just, grr, it brought so many things back. I found a bunch of those and just reading them made me cry. My self-esteem was below zero. I wish I could give myself a hug back then.

I took all my papers down and I'm throwing them away.
I will burn my journals.
I need so desperately to be free of this.
I need to be over this.

I owe it to my heart.
I owe it to the love of my life.
I owe it to myself.

ps; sorry for the dramatics, but I really don't have anyone to talk to about this.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21797947/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21797947/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 11:15:58 PST I love cold weather. It gives me an excuse to wear boots and scarfs and cute hats x)

My favorite aunt sent me bunch of e-mails yesterday talking about how they're almost here with us. Gosh, I love them so much. Mostly, I find them completely adorable. I love their story and how they managed to not let distance throw them out of love.
One day I hope to have what they already found.
..or maybe I have found it already? x)
I'm completely head over heels in love. & it feels AMAZING

Today's my baby sis birthday I love her to death even if she's an annoying little thing xD

I'm still looking around for holiday presents, I think I might have stumbled upon the most cutest and possibly perfect gift ever for one very special person. But I can't talk about it because he might stumble his way to this post and we wouldn't want to spoil him, right? xD

I'm broooke. Gosh, I just had this big check and it went 'kaboom', nowhere to be found. It never ceases to amaze me how my paycheck always drifts into the unknown without me ever buying anything. I can be a wizard for all I know..

neko&hearts*

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21757789/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21757789/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 22:14:00 PST Break out the winter clothes
And find a love to call your own
You - enter you
Your cheeks a shade of pink
And the rest of you in powder blue
-St. Patrick's day, John Mayer
video> [link]

awe, I've never been anymore tired or happy.
I'm just so, gosh, I don't even have words to describe it.
I've never felt like this.
I'm so incredibly happy.

He makes my heart flutter with just brush of his skin upon mine.
Or a text even, he's just so sweet^^.
I hope I'm not dreaming.

Neko&hearts*

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21720812/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21720812/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 20:04:09 PST I will be fine, everything will be okay

1)You're the only one I cry for,
the only one I try to please,
You're the only one sigh for,
the only one I die to squeeze
Only one, The cure [link]

2)I love you, baby,
And if its quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when i say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh pretty baby,
now that i found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.
Can't take my eyes off of you, Muse [link]

& those are meant for you :3
Gosh, I'm absolutely and completely in love with you baby x)
& you got me a muffin today..you're so sweet^^
I love being with you.
You have my only heart, babe.


Hope everyone is doing amazing,
Neko&hearts

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21708709/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21708709/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 00:44:19 PST I'm going crazy trying to figure this out.
I won't sleep tonight(well, it's actually today now)
& I have two tests. One in six and half hours.
(I still have to find my portafolio for that one)
& a friend of mine is being a complete and utter sweetheart and is helping me finish my final proyect.
I'd say I love you but I wouldn't want you to get hurt LOL.

(Honey, if by any means you're reading this: I know I've said it a lot today, but I love you^^)
& I love all your texts with your sweet pretty words

I think I'll start being my normal self around 12pm,
I can not believe I have a timer for that.
Work's coming home then..
btw, you wouldn't believe what happened today. Hectic! But I'll write it another time, I have to go toast my braincells some more.

Happy thanksgiving & big hugs for everyone!


EDIT; did I mention you have me completely head over heals? I swear honey, you're just so so sweet.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21670833/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21670833/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 19:57:43 PST I just want to curl up and cry.
I can't get myself focused enough to write a code I need & I couldn't be on time to get my money out of the bank today & my hip and head hurts & my mom was all over my case & my stupid neighbors are playing loud dumb music & my chihuahua baby just died.

I needed to get all that off my chest.
Gosh, I want to cry so badly..

I'm in serious need of a hug.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21654828/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21654828/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 20:08:05 PST [link]
That song is love.
I fell in love with it since I first got the Twi-OST.
(I got to dance a bit of it today ^^)
Such a lovely, lovely song.

I got a check today, it was twice of what I expected +D
I'll save something for my upcoming birthday, I'm sure I'll need all the cheering up I can take that day. Don't know why but I have the feeling I'm going to be sad that day (again), most likely because my last two birthdays went erm..not so well. I just hope this will be a better one x)

I barely finished my programming test (but who cares? I approved!) and almost went brain-dead for a minute.

& I got to spend time with my bf x) He's just so unbelievably cute. I loved how he texted me wishing me a goodnight and send me another one to wake me up ^^ He's so sweet & cute & I love him even though he's a vampire x) lol

'kay 'kay, I'm sleepy now.

Have a great day!^^,
Neko Banpaia Chan &hearts

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21619440/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21619440/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 18:42:03 PST And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go.
[link]
-5.19, Matt Wertz

This song is love.


I'm stressed out!
& I need to sleep u.u

but Twilight was great! I could say it wasn't what I expected, but honestly, I couldn't stay still and watch it properly because I was about to explode with my internal fangirling xD.
Doesn't matter though because my sister (who already saw it) and I are going to watch it tomorrow ^^

I just got back from hanging out with some of my friends I haven't seen in a while. & I got some really cute texts today too.

I'm so happy


Neko wishes you an amazing night and an awesome day.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21579972/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21579972/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 11:05:05 PST
That's Norah Jones for you, y'all xD I love that song. So sweet.

So, my test wasn't as awful and terribly as I thought it'd be. No braincells severely damaged either;D Yesterday I was out all day. By the time I got the paper in front of me, I was mentally drained. Maybe that's why I don't think it was so bad, I was practically numb x)& I have to work later, but I can't really complain because I'd be singing all day long ^^

I'm so very extremely happy right now, so much I don't even feel being tired.
It's very funny because I'm up all day running around and being hyper and such, so you'd think I'm not sleepy at all but when I lay down for a bit, I'm completely out. Rofl, my sister finds that extremely amusing x)

waa, I have math test tomorrow -which I haven't studied either. I just picked up the material I'm supposed to go over, like 20 pages or so o.O? Today's gonna be a long night..

On the bright side, I have two free periods tomorrow and I'm very very very likely I'm seeing Twilight.
Oh, sweet success.


EDIT: I almost forgot! [link]
There was a Twilight episode on SouthPark yesterday. How awesome is that?! I won't be able to watch until later tonight, but check it out and let me know how good is it, 'kay 'kaay?

Neko,
& we'll kiss on a mountaintop (8)

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21569091/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21569091/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 16:10:48 PST thanks for being so sweet and supportive in my last post. You rock.

I'm incredibly happy. On friday a bunch of friends and I are driving to a town nearby to see Twilight *hearts*

And I'm getting lots of things done and basically everyhing is fantastic and great and awesome.

I have a bf now I'm soooo happy.

Only bad thing, today I have an accountancy test and I have no freakin'clue about what I'm supossed to do. Oh, well..


Neko,
hope you have a great day.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21541003/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21541003/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 19:22:03 PST

I hate accountancy with passion. And this team I'm supossed to be in..man, they're all over me, I'm SICK OF IT.

HE'S NOT EVEN GOING TO WATCH IT ALL, DAMNIT!

I'm way too freakin'tired for this.

& why's everyone yelling at me now?
I just want to curl up and cry.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21487251/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21487251/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 15:34:02 PST
Esa frase me gusta bastante. Aah, no he visto GG. Siempre se me olvidan los horarios, ni siquiera vi MD House ayer & era la premiere de la nueva temporada.
Aunque vi el final del final de temporada, waa, toda llorona yo x).

waaa,, ahora todo :$ & digo yo, es que soy de plano tan obvia? Y la respuesta: duh, si..ooh pues..Me cae que estoy pensando demasiado lately, toda triste por lo mismo que nomas no se me da eso de poder apagarme la mente un rato.
And yesterday was AWESOME. A pesar que no entendi la conferencia jaja xD pero eso ya lo sabia *.*

omgg, *hearts*

It's all better now..because I saw something that made me all giddy & happy. SO CUTE x)
Igual y ya sabia, pero verlo me recordo muchas cosas. CUTEE!


& I need a makeover. I want to chop off my hair to have nice and prety and soft curls once again x3 aww, I miss my curls.
Proximamente

Encontre mi CD Hot fuss de The Killers. [link].
& el single nuevo? LOVE.

Elizabeth,
you got to let me knoow (8)

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21430561/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21430561/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 23:18:14 PST

Elizabeth,
wish I could call you.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21421194/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21421194/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 13:08:58 PST

1)I finally got some sleep last night. Man, it feels great. It's like I got part of my senses back.

2)I love who I'm becoming lately

3)Boys, seriously, WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?!

Every time I think I might have understood, something changes.
I'm so out of the loop here.
Give me a freakin' sign. A clear sign.
Please, before I go mad?

I know how I feel, but what do YOU feel?

-Elizabeth,,
I know, the waiting is all you can do sometimes..

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21338959/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21338959/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 11:54:17 PST
All and each one of them -sure, I get like, half of the things they say but I can deal with that & they don't really seem to mind.

I'm love with this song;
In your atmosphere - John Mayer
[link]
I'm gonna steer clear, oh yeah
I'd burn up in your atmosphere
I'm gonna steer clear, oh yeah
'Cause I'd die if I saw you
I'd die if I didn't see you there

I feel incredibly happy.
Tonight I'm going out w/my friends to catch a movie.
& I have feeling something might happen.
I don't know what, but I just know.
Let's see..

Have a great day!
-Elizabeth

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21289758/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21289758/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 19:00:22 PST
1)This was a pretty great weekend. Most of the 'action' went down on Friday and Saturday though, today has been quiet.
But overall, it was pretty awesome. Lots of laughs and quality time. I got to see lots of friends I haven't seen in awhile

2)I'm a bit stressed out because I can't make a stupid fireworks thing to work out the way I want it to. & I'm tired, I'm running on automatic mode here. Despite that, it's all good.

3)I *finally* downloaded the Twilight OST. Just 26 days 'til it hits theaters here. Who's coming with me? ;D
Paramore & Rob's song FTW.
Here's the link for I caught myself by Paramore. It's been playing endlessly in my head. [link] I'll probably write something based on it.

4)You know how all of the sudden people you haven't heard for ages start talking to you like time never happened and then when you answer back they hang up on you? Yeah..

5)I'm working on some pieces right now.(Having hw and lots better things to do are a sure fast way towards inspiration, I'm telling you). But something it's not quite right. Or maybe I'm just OCD'ing, who knows? I'm known to do that a lot.

6)Hope you have a great day tomorrow! Lots of hugs and kisses.

Elizabeth,
you're leaving me breathless (8)

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Although I'm not a big fan of weekends. I always feel I'm in slow motion or something (besides the main appeal they held for me was sleeping in, and now I never get to).

But I do get to meet up with some awesome people I know, so it's not that bad.
Speaking of which, today I hang out with some really cool bunch of people. I seriously couldn't stop laughing. It was fun, fun.
I want to hang out with them more often LOL.

Let's see how this rolls.

Have a nice weekend!

-Elizabeth

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21234396/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/21234396/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 15:21:44 PDT
I got in an argument with my parents -well, actually it was the other way around but it doesn't change anything.
This kind of things are always really, really hard on me.
But it's over now and it doesn't need to be thought no more.

I'm actually amazed that I'm not drowning in self pity and wallowing. I guess I do have grown. I know better than that now.


I think I might have the cure for writers' block:
fall in love and/or get your heartbroken.
Works like a charm.

Wish you for the best,
Elizabeth.

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I'm back now after another unexpected hiatus. I really don't see a point in coming here unless I have my muse back on track, but lately my fingers have been aching to get some pieces done and I can not, for the life of me, figure out how to start.

I am a struggling artist xD. Hopefully, I'll get over my writers block soon. I need too or I'll go crazy. More even.

What are you guys doing for Halloween? I want to crash a costume party..but my friends are being all blah about it so maybe I'll just do something else or end up going out with my sister. In either case I'm dressing up. I want to be a cat -mostly because I just love wearing tiaras with little ears LOL. And I love cats, they're just so cute with their little whiskers and all.

Besides a guy told me I make little cat sounds, so why not?
I need to pair it up with something else. What can I be? A fairy cat? Too cliche. A zombie cat? Maybe, it IS halloween. A mummy cat? Jeez, don't know.

Any ideas?

Hope you all guys are well.

xoxo, Elizabeth.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/20332416/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/20332416/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 21:26:26 PDT
Will you think about me,
in time?
It's never my luck,
So never mine.
I wanna say your name,
But the pain starts
again,
It's never my luck,
So never mine.

Chorus:
I had a dream that you where with me ,
And it wasn't my fault,
you roll me over,
flipped me over,
like a summer salt.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven.

Will you wait for me,
In time,
It's never my luck,
So I'll say: never mine.
And i lost a lot of what i
never expect to ever
return
I tend to push it 'till the pushing turns from
hurting to burn,
I always take them to the place they always wanted
to go,
Then end up dancing 'round
this clown commands,
applause at a show...

Chorus:
I had a dream that you where with me ,
And it wasn't my fault,
you roll me over,
flipped me over,
like a summer salt.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven
heaven,
inside her heaven,
heaven

And i could only dream of you and sleep,
but i won't see sunlight again,
i can try to be with you , but some how i'll end up just losing a friend,
And i can only reach for you
relate to you,
I'm losing my friend...
Where did she go?
where?

Chorus:
I had a dream that you where with me ,
And it wasn't my fault,
you roll me over,
flipped me over,
like a summer salt.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven
I stood outside her heaven(3x)

Will you let me into your heaven?

video: [link]

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/18746649/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/18746649/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 10:57:56 PDT
Ojala que te la pases super hoy en tu dia - y todo mundo haga lo que tu quieras






Liz.
-Mucho que decir, pero prefiero no hacerlo.
Ya luego lo veran en mi galeria.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/17935914/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/17935914/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 23:07:07 PDT .<

Instrucciones: marca con una ‘x’ las cosas estupidas que te pasaron y para publicar este journal debes poner como subject: ”he realizado ‘numero’ de 41 cosas estupidas"


Ø 1-[x] Se te ha caído el chicle de la boca cuando hablas.

Ø 2-[x] Se te ha caído el chicle de la boca aunque no estés hablando

Ø 3-[x] Te has golpeado con una puerta o algo transparente.(cuando no..si yo no necesito ni que sea transparente..)

Ø 4-[ ] Te has tirado de un vehiculo en movimiento.
(erm..no..AUN)

Ø 5-[x] Has pensado algo divertido y te empiezas a reír y la gente se te queda viendo raro.
(comportamiento asi o mas tipico en mi)

Ø 6-[x] Te has golpeado con un árbol mientras caminas.

Ø 7-[ ] Es posible lamer tu codo.

Ø 8-[x] Al leer esto acabas de tratar de lamer tu codo. (no pude evitarlo!)

Ø 9-[ ] Nunca te habías dado cuenta que la canción ‘del payaso plimplin’ y la de ‘el cumpleaños feliz’ tienen el mismo ritmo. (ni idea de que canciones son esas)

Ø 10-[ ] Al leer el número 9 trataste de cantarlas. (si no me las se!)

Ø 11-[x] has tropezado con los cordones desatados y caído (no necesito ni traer zapatos para caerme..)

Ø 12-[x] Te has ahogado con tu propia saliva.

Ø 13-[ ] Has visto lala película matrix y seguís sin entenderla.

Ø 14-[ ] No te diste cuenta que en la pregunta anterior esta 2 veces la palabra ‘la’

Ø 15-[ ] Acabas de regresarte a ver si es verdad.

Ø 16-[ ] Tu cabello ha terminado de todos los colores menos del que querías.

Ø 17-[ ] La gente te ha llamado lento/a

Ø 18-[x] Haz incendiado algo accidentalmente. (un trapo de cocina hace como media hora..estaba en panico haha)

Ø 19-[ ] Haz tratado de tomar una cañita con la boca pero se te va por la nariz/ojos.

Ø 20-[x] De repente como que se te cae la baba. (ew..pero cierto..y quien diga que no es un mentiroso!!)

Ø 21-[x] Te haz quedado dormido(a) en clase. (preguntale al teacher de derecho a las 7am..)

Ø 22-[x ] A veces dejas de pensar.

Ø 23-[x] Estas diciendo una historia y se te olvida de lo que hablabas.(por lo general tiene que ver con objetos brillantes que me distraen)

Ø 24-[ ] La gente mueve la cabeza y se aleja de vos muy seguido

Ø 25-[x] Muy seguido te dicen que no le hagas caso a la voz dentro de tu cabeza.

Ø 26-[x ] Usas los dedos para hacer sumas simples. (es que..y si me fallan los calculos?!)

Ø 27-[ ] Has comido un insecto.

Ø 28-[x] Estas haciendo esta prueba mientras deberías estar haciendo algo importante.
(tarea..pero no quiero..ME RESISTO!)

Ø 29-[x] Te has puesto tu ropa al revés o del lado equivocado. (me levanto demasiado temprano como para NO hacerlo..)

Ø 30-[x] Haz buscado algo por todos lados y resulta que lo tenias en la mano.

Ø 31-[ ] Mandas correos cadena porque tenes miedo de que pase alguna de las cosas que dice que van a pasar aunque sabes que NO es posible que pasen.
(nunk)

Ø 32-[x] Pierdes las cosas muy fácil y seguido. (incluso a mi misma..¬¬

Ø 33-[ x] Tus amigos saben que no deben usar palabras largas cuando hablan contigo. (si pq luego les sigo el rollo y ellos ya nome entienden hahahaha)

Ø 34-[ x] Te golpeas la cabeza con la mano cuando te confundes. (efecto dramatico)

Ø 35-[x] Te has caído de tu silla.

Ø 36-[x ] Cuando estas acostado en tu cama vez el techo y tratas de encontrar figuras en la textura del techo. (si de plano estoy muuuuuuuuy aburrida..y es mas divertido con las nubes)

Ø 37-[ x] Dices mucho la palabra "umm" cuando hablas. (mmmm..¬¬

Ø 38-[x] alguien o mas de alguien te ha dicho que estas loco. (ya mejor lo tomo como un cumplido)

Ø 39-[x] tenes una afición secreta por una caricatura (sakura card captor!...ii mil peliculas de disney...WALL-E!)

Ø 40-[x ] no tenes ni idea de para que sirven muchos programas de tu computadora (si..pero ya pronto sabre...pq sere Lic. en Sistemas Informaticos )

Ø 41-[ ] no te sabes tu número de celular


asi qe...27 de 41...no esta mal..seguro puedo mejorar mi score xD

hugs & zen hershey kisses*

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/17889558/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/17889558/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 00:07:39 PDT
I'm in abit of a hiatus here but lately I've been facing serious lack of inspiration.

And when I do get to write something, I don't think it's good enough.


Hopefully I'll get over it real soon.

hey, guess what? I'm getting published! yay! It'll be up later this week. Check it out here ([link])

I can not use links..Im a dork just like that.


Okay, hope everyone is doing great.


Hugs&zen hershey kisses*

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so I've got pretty active lately (yay!)..I've gotta upload some english pieces, I do not want my english writers to feel neglected xD

later next week I'll get on that.

Hope everyone enjoy this break,

hugs&hershey-kisses,

Liz

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/17238864/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/17238864/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 11:11:51 PST

so I just finished of one of my main things to do this weekend, which was my tourism portafolio. I'm crazy excited about that because I got it done two hours before deadline

ha! take that stupid online subject! haha..

anyway.. i uploaded one more piece 'fire', which is basically me when i'm feeling all dark and like just another evil body stealing oxygen or something..

I'm about to upload one or two more but I keep getting a 'we're in mainteinance' message so they probably won't show up. Oh well..

Next week I'm catching up with all of your galleries, I'm sure they're marvelous, as always.

Have an amazing weekend.

Peanut butter hershey kisses,
Elizabeth

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/17188020/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/17188020/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 22:48:37 PST

so it's test week and i'm going out of my way to get some papers done..ugh..not good. Plus I'm quite sure I'm about to fail one of my subjects..and I do not fail subjects..like ever.

I'm still quite messed up with my lovelife. Love is complicated but not this much. I just want someone willing to get to know me, to love who I really am and not an idea of what I'm supossed to be.

Guess that's hard, huh?

Anyway, I have this two ideas to write some pieces this week.
Option 1) Haven't you felt like you're an object to someone? Something they can possess and own?
Option ) This is a quite special piece. There's this great guy who I used to like a lot (now just a bit) and I kinda wish I would have told him. More important, I wish I could love him.

Quite interesting I think. We'll see how that goes.

I hope everyone else is having/will have a great week(end).

Hugs and dark.hershey-kisses¨*

Liz.

]]> ~cursethestars http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/16614833/ http://cursethestars.deviantart.com/journal/16614833/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 15:06:24 PST I still have more to come but most of my stuff is in spanish so I'm working on it.

Plus I have school, some other books I'm reading, carnival coming up (yaaaay! ferris wheel!) and my messy love-life to deal with, so yeah I'm doing my best.

Hopefully I'll be back very soon with other piece in english.
I just don't feel much like writing and I have a notebook filled with stuff but it's reaaaaally old so I'm not sure I want to put it here.

Lately I've been having a lot of great writing ideas but I can not get them in decent shape, which very sad actually because they are goooood ideas. I just can't do anything with them right now.
Hopefully when my mind is more zen, I'll get something actually reading-worthy.

Anyways, comments are like big hugs and I like to be hugged, so don't be shy and let me know what you think, ok?

Hershey-kisses*!,
Liz.

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