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true story (in fact, I'm over 17! )

and well, I love love


And sometimes I also enjoy suggestive themes
take Good With Grenades

They're a band

and they're very sexual

but I LOVE IT

hahahaha

like they're song the heat

or Bruises and bite marks

you should check it out

they're addicting

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/27021547/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/27021547/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 18:46:02 PDT
hahahaha! where have I been all along? Who knows, I mean really?

Oh, um, well I do.

But time to get serious here.

I've been through treatment recently. And, well, currently.

For eating disorders

yep, all three
(anorexia nervosa, bulimia nervosa, and compulsive over eating)

mainly bulimia, because that has taken over my life
it's a sad sad spiral of events in which I fell but I was supported by the ones who loved me most

It's still a struggle, I'm not gonna lie. Some days are better than others.

Oh, and did I mention I had knee surgery too?

Yeah, um, I was sneaking out of my house with a boy at night(bad idea! Don't do it!)
I fell and hurt my knee
reaaaaaaally badly


I had to get a bone graft-all the works! dead body cadaver bone and all! ewwww!
So poor little cutey has been tired and healing all this time! physically emotionally-just all around!

phew

but I feel a change of heart

I accept my daily struggles and overall I am sooo much happier
(but that doesn't mean it's easy)

I'm doing very well in school! I enjoy all my higher level classes (but they're tough!)

and I'm taking some art classes too! they're so much fun!

what's not funhysical therapy. But hey, I think God gave me a little hint. Like, uh, don't sneek out of your house!

oh my...
what more can I say?
boys are silly! so far all the Brian's I have met in my life are
a) in their 20's
b) like like me
c) they are mean-ish

yeah, Brian # 1(was 19 at the time) tried dating him. he wanted to marry me after about 2 weeks (too short to know someone!)

BUT he gave me this wicked awesome ring with my birthstone and two diamonds (retail 150$$)
and he didn't want it back, said it was too late to send it back and didn't want to waste his time pawning it
fair enough

Brian # 2 is currently TWENTY NINE but I am not attracted to him (I was to Brian 1). He works for the government or something, I wasn't really listening. He's my older sis's friend, so he sees me when he chills around here. He says age doesn't matter blah blah

UM it does when you're that much older!

pshhhh

I'm going stag ladies, all the single ladies, put your hands up!

hahahaha boys are silly, I love being on the single scene. flirting is carefree and I don't have to worry about commitment-I can just chill and have fun without the drama

are you sick of my life saga?

my bad

cutey loves you!



]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/24928294/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/24928294/ Sun, 24 May 2009 17:00:09 PDT I'm recovering.
I'm pretty sure I haven't kept anybody on DA updated
there's a reason.

it's painful.

I've been suffering with eating disorders for over ten years now, I've had relapses and body dis morphia since ever I could remember

But these past two years has been hard on my body
I secretly dealt with anorexia nervosa
until my parents found out. I recovered and moved on with my life

Then September 2008 hit me hard. I became bulemic. I won't go into the details here (but I will in some deviations).
but it has been tearing me apart
I'm seeing a woman about it
and everyday is a new struggle
I'm in the middle of my recovery

I've learned a lot of things, dealing with my eating disorders
I've realized who my true friends are
I'm starting to learn what the truth about myself is
I'm learning everyday
and everyday I hope I'm closer to recovery

this is for me <3

lots of love

cutey

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/23654209/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/23654209/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 03:45:13 PDT I never expected it to be this popular! But nonetheless, I'm glad so many people enjoy it. I have heard a lot of inspirational things from those of you that read it, and I'm glad that it's having a positive impact on those of us struggling with it.
Remember that its a constant battle, but we're strong enough to beat it!

And for those of you whom have not experienced such things, I'm glad to have shed some light on the subject for you.
Try not to be angered at those who are living with eating disorders
It's very hurtful to them
Because remember, we hate ourselves enough, and if you just throw in your little tidbits of "shut the fuck up and go eat a sandwich" well, that just increases our lowly feelings.
It's more than "eating a sandwich" it IS a psycological disorder, though it may seem simple to treat, it truly isn't. Would you shout to someone with schizophrenia "Quit bitching-just STOP SEEING THE FACES"
point made
but I'm not trying to be pious
or demanding
I just requeast a very large amount
patience from those of you who don't suffer <3

okay, I'm happy to have that off of my chest woo


Love!

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/19580793/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/19580793/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 21:27:40 PDT
I had a nice evening tonight, we celebrated my 16th birthday and I had changed into comfy pajamas: an oversized shirt and sweats. was feeling pretty good, watched a movie with the family, a little family guy, and my older brother sent me to bed. I was tired and ready to sleep like a princess when I saw something that shouldn't have been on my floor. It was long and grey. Yep. Silverfish. But just to investigate my presumption, I poked the creature with a marker and it booked it like the last exile!

So of course, being the foolish girl that I am, I called my older brother with my trusty cell phone. He wouldn't come to my rescue like previous nights, saying that "I'm tired...and a spider maybe, but silverfish no". And during this whole debate the...bug continued moving around, freaking me out even more. I got a shoe and prepared myself mentally and physically to strike-a difficult task for a girl like me.

So I hit it. Did it die? No. This one was a fighter. It ran off and by then I was way too distraught to strike again. I called my brother, but still he wouldn't come. I could hear my mother's voice approaching my room-she had heard me yelp when the determined little feller darted away from my killer shoe. Being the wonderful woman that my mother is, she vanquished the small terror to leave me in my horrified state.

I'm a faithful person. I like faith-it's comfy and to me feels right. That being said I believe that all creatures are of God's creation, personally. And so it is a bitterly ironic thing that I would want bugs and spiders to die. I know that they are simply living, surviving, like the rest of us; and just because I don't understand them and think they're ugly and scary, that doesn't give me the right to take (request actually)the creature's life. But I'm human, so, for my happiness and mental stability, the critters gotta go.

So I'll confess to you one last thing. They terrify me, as they do every other girl. But I have yet to meet or see a girl they terrify as much as me. This is the second night in a row a bug has been in the vicinity of my bed, not including the massive spider in my shower this week. I am upset, can't sleep. I actually cried a little. (But hell, I cry too much anyway ) I just imagine the little things crawling or biting me....or laying eggs so more can crawl or bite...or stepping on them barefoot or running allover my body and in my hair and...!!!! D:



Long journal? Yeah, I can't sleep. There's also a ton of other stuff going on lately -but I won't get into that-figured that I'd just keep it fluffy and in the abnormally normal range of fluff.

I'm going to try sleeping now....

I hope those bed bugs don't bite!

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/19034236/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/19034236/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 07:46:33 PDT
Lots of stuff have been going down lately. I'm busy with all this stuff around the house and I might have caught a hint of deviant laziness

anyway, another thing keeping me away from here is my beloved older sister.


She has been dragging me to the gym! D:

now, normally, I don't mind a good work out (unless its too good xD) but that girl is working me!

I have already been evaluated by a fitness personal from the gym and she says my bmi and weight are in the perfect range.

so why does Allison drag me to the gym for Two hours at a time!? DDDD:

ah well, I like it anyway. the people there are nice, and if I get too tired I just go back to the ladies room and splash my face with cold for like fifteen minutes

my daddy is happy we've been going to the gym (even though he should be going too)

and actually, my dad wants me to take up kendo or tai kwan do or some other form of defense

that would be cool

the only thing that sucks is his paranoia. I've recently been diagnosed with some kind of bleeding disorder, and my parents freak over everything

but don't worry, the disorder is nothing near hemophilia (sp?)

that's it for my gym rant

now work it!

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/17917592/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/17917592/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 19:29:01 PDT
Thank you!

to all of the people that have supported me through emotions, deviations, or other works of mine. I appreciate you!
If you:
favorite-d
messaged me
responded
whatever!

I know I've been busy with school-I make it a priority xD

But I'm gonna try to get Dev's up (and some more optimistic ones! D: )


Other than that, I hope you all are having a wonderful journey in what I call life!






~cutey~

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/16263393/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/16263393/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 23:22:43 PST
If you haven't noticed/seen when exactly this entry was written, I urge you to take a second look.















I'm sick -_-




I'll admit that I stay up late (hey, I'ma cutey of the night!) even for when I'm sick, but upon laying down, around 1:40 ish, I couldn't sleep. Why? Was it the thought of boys or the thought of school? Or maybe the thought of shopping and gossiping?


NO. It's called I'm sick and I feel like I'm dying.

I thought I was getting better, but turns out I'm not-worse actually.

I'm starting to wonder if I have whopping cough (sp??). I had it as a child, I recall. for EIGHT weeks!

for those of you who don't know, this is one of the worst nonlethal sicknesses you can get. This is what my night has been like from 1:40 (up until this entry) and my previous night.

Cough
Cough
Cough
Cough
Cough
Cough

.....
.....
.....
Cough
Cough
Cough
Cough
......
Cough
Cough
Cough
Cough
Cough
Cough
Cough
Cough
Cough
Cough
Cough
Cough

COUGH

and these aren't _*cugh*'s-you know the cute, pathetic, child like cough.
these are the omigod stfu other people are trying to sleep while you cough involuntarily.

It's a reflex-and a strong one. I'm coughing so hard that not only am I producing blood from a raw throat, but these puppies (or hell hounds) are making me jerk with the force. My shoulders snap forward and I pull up -_-;;;;



this is why I haven't been on


im exhaused







night.

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/14940210/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/14940210/ Sat, 06 Oct 2007 11:41:42 PDT

Rules:

1. Post the rules.
2. Tagged must post eight reasonably interesting facts about themselves.
3. Should post facts in a journal entry.
4. At the end of post, must tag eight more mutants by name.
5. Go their home page and inform them that they've been tagged.

1.) Hmmm....My eyes change colors on an almost daily plus basis (not like purple to orange just blues, greens, greys, and browns)

2.) I kinda like it, and take it as a compliment when people say they don't understand me. That's the point!

3.) I don't need and haven't had braces before

4.)I think that shaving (my legs, not my face xP) is necessary, but obnoxiously irritating at times. I wanna RELAX in the shower, not worry whether I'll cut my skin! xP

5.) I don't like adding mayo to my food, but if I order something, sometimes I don't even realize mayo's in it till I look down at it XD

6.) I get excited just looking at rings, I don't really care if I do/ever get one.

7.) I'm a Jesus nerd

8.) I look like (but am not) a social service case. hehehehe, I'm still trying to get the iron levels back up

I tag....:

Fatim-Phasmatis
SaxRunner1192
ShadowWind14
StArBrItE2NiTe
RedFlamedWarrior

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/13644973/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/13644973/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 10:02:55 PDT .>;

and I don't think I'll be on too much, there's a ton of things going on

so, whatever happens, happens

carpe dium!




]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/13422747/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/13422747/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 17:23:19 PDT
okay, well things have been going...eh , lately, the same thing's been going on, the fighting, the bruising problems, but to top it off I got another injury! D:

yes, well, I went to the doctor and she informed me (in an exaggerated and annoying chipper way xP) that I'm going to need another surgery XP

this one will be more extensive, blah blah blah v.v I don't feel like going into details right now, I'm sure I will later x3

SO I'm on crutches and they told me to keep my leg elevated, a lot

I'm on my butt sooooo much Dx it's not that glamorous, and I have no idea why some people would want to sit for hours without getting up Oo

but that's pretty much what I'm reduced to xD my family won't let me move around too much, and if I'm up I'm in the way x3 so I'm kinda stuck, I don't want to be a nuisance to them.



so now I have waaaaay too much time on my hands, and with nothing too exciting to do

to cut to the chase I'd like to know some of ya'll's favorite songs, songs you love yadda yadda.

I like listening to music, the mood of the melody and the meaning of the words. I could write a story (or stories) from a song, which is what I'll do.

just give me a link (preferably youtube) of the song, I'll look up the lyrics and listen/read to it

hopefully I'll get something up, though I have a lot of time, it takes creativity to write too xD

it sounds like it'll be fun and I'm kinda excited!

just note me with your preference and I'll see what I can do

~cutey~

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/13262201/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/13262201/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 07:32:58 PDT so much lately xP

yesterday, I swear to god I was sitting in the waiting room for more than two hours ;;
(I was ready to shoot every ' people magazine' to shreds that they had xD)

anyway..well I've been getting some blood tests lately, and still more are to come, but this is what they know so far:

~*~ um...I'm 'borderline' anemic? xD (Basically what they told me it means it's just a non-major case or something of it)
But that's kinda bad for me, because it's an iron deficiency, meaning I'm not getting enough of it. that kinda brought along some fights <.<;

~*~ apparently I have thin blood O_O; that's just what they told me, but its a minor case too, just like the anemia. dunno what you do to fix that, I'm sure they'll tell me sometime xD

but please don't stress over this journal, it all sounds bad but they're minor cases(fixable ones too), guess I just like to press my own buttons XD ha

and next week I'm going to get some platelet functioning tests (they keep pushing the date back, its so annoying )

so yeah, I'm just going to be taking supplements or something I guess x3

but being 'borderline' anemic SUCKS x.x

I swear to god, I now feel for those who are severely anemic, they must be doing nothing!

I'm SO sleepy all the time ;; I get twelve to fourteen hours of sleep and I'm still tired the next day

I really need to start conditioning for lacrosse, after my injury my leg muscle got all weak ;;

so, anemic or no, I'm still going to stick to lacrosse, I need to start prepping for it, and you know what that means. (biking, running, stuff like that)

I'm gonna be a hell of a lot more sleepy xD I might not be on DA for longer than expected

I'll keep in touch guys, and I'll get better, just takes time ^^

I'll come in here or there, don't worry

that's it for my long post (I'm either gonna go take a nap, or bike, can't decide XD)



~cutey~

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/13187800/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/13187800/ Sat, 02 Jun 2007 10:12:55 PDT

I just wanted to let ya'll know, i'm gonna be off of DA for a little bit. hopefully not too long

Err sorry for short notice, and this short journal, I can't really say that much right now
(my brother's taking out the trash and I'll have to get off soon as he comes back. thank god we have a long drive way XD)

just wanted to let you know, no worries

I'll pop in every so often, but it's not long enough for a chat, just a few minutes here or there

anyway, thanks for understanding



~cutey~

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/13102707/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/13102707/ Sat, 26 May 2007 15:28:59 PDT

well, like I've been talking about the bruises lately, I've been going to the doctor

they've been running tests and drawing blood (I didn't pass out that time! )

they've made some diagnosis's but nothing is for sure right now, they're going to run a few more

SO to keep you guys from worrying or freaking or something, I've decided not to post what is wrong just yet, because we're only half way there

I don't think its anything too bad. I hope not
I'm just tired and bruise easily, which is happening more and more often

BUT you never know (which is why I won't let you )

so, no worries my friends, at least in my department xD

as for that boy my last journal was about...hm..well, he's still convinced, but I think once I know what's wrong and can prove it in some way he'll understand

ya gotta give him a break he is a guy after all ( he's acting 'macho' xD)

that's it for my weekly rant x3

~cutey~

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/13054939/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/13054939/ Tue, 22 May 2007 18:39:59 PDT well, a sad thing happened today...

there's this boy in my class, he's really nice, and I think he might have a crush on me (not like it matters xD) which is pretty cool ^^

but that's not the point

lately I've been kind of sick, and I've gotten bruises a lot...

he's starting to worry, asking me everyday where I got them, how.

it used to be okay, because I could say it was from lacrosse, but being on crutches now (after my injury) I can't

and that makes it worse, because now there's no reason for them.

after a week or so about worrying and asking me about them (and with no useful excuse, what could I say?) he finally spoke his mind.

"Sarah, cut the bullshit, please. I want to help you"

omigod, it feels like my heart is breaking! he thinks someone's been hurting me, asking if its friends or family, or a guy....

but it's not v.v

I'm just sick, I have a vitamin D and iron deficiancy (because I hadn't gotten enough in my daily food or whatever) and I bruise easily xP

I'm healing, and I'm not bruising as easily, but it takes time

I've tried telling him this, but he's convinced and worried

sooooo

one solution left.

hide them.

I've tried coverup, but the dark hughes of the bruises still show.. ><;

anyone know what I can do? I don't want him worried over literally nothing....

*sigh* that's today's rant, tomorrow will be a better day ^^

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/12904107/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/12904107/ Wed, 09 May 2007 19:24:55 PDT
Am I sweet?-
Am I crazy?-
Am I lovable?-
Am I funny?-
Am I ugly?-
Am I psycho?-
Am I annoying?-
Am I a good person?-


2) ****** Would You... ******

Hug me?-
Miss me if I was gone?-
Listen to my problems?-
Hug me if I cried?-
Be a good friend?-


3) ****** If You Could... ******

Give me a new name, what it would be?-
Do one thing with me, what it would be?-
Drop me one piece of advice, what it would be?-


4) ****** Just A Few Questions... ******

What do you like about me?-
What do you hate about me?-
What is my best quality?-


5) ****** To Wrap It Up... ******

1. Who are you?-
2. Are we good friends?-
3. Do we know each other in real life?-
4. Am I hot?-
5. Is my avatar nice? -
6. Will you put this in your journal so I can answer these questions about you!?-

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/12691794/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/12691794/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 12:51:02 PDT

girl's lacrosse

don't let the skirts fool you, it's a rough game xP It's a contact sport after all! :#1

speaking of contact, I've gotten the most this weekend. I think it's because we were off for spring break, or maybe I'm not as afraid or quite possibly all the other teams are just BEASTS

Here's what's happened so far:

Friday: I fell four times. yes, four. xD it was freaking amazing if you ask me. One was counted as a charge, the rest was passed off as alright. Being a contact sport, we girls are gonna fall down so it's no biggie-only when I was stationary and that player just ran into me *cough*number13*cough* D: hence the charge

so ya, I have a lot of bruises, and I hope they go away, because some of them are big and ew xD

but I love the game, and I'm never gonna stop <3

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/12066911/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/12066911/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 12:14:28 PST ) its a long drive and I won't be back till late tomorrow night. sorry, i really have to go pack, we're leaving in less then 7 minutes

see you guys later!

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/11578756/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/11578756/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 17:03:44 PST so let me see....(afterwards of course im gonna tag six people back

1.) i'm terrified of doctors <.<

2.)i'm grossed out at disecting stuff and still i want to be a vet

3.) i sing not only in the shower but in my room (I dance too xD)

4.)if i get a piece of juicy fruit gum i bite off a little piece at a time ( i know, but i think that makes the flavor last longer?

5.)if i have a package of water bottles at my house i drink from 'em constantly but i dont drink as much water if i have to get it from our filter thingy thats intalled in the fridge :/

6.)i like to open my window ^^ sometimes even in the winter xD

i tag: and

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/11507203/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/11507203/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 15:19:07 PST **************************************************************
[link] (Saena)

Age: 16
Gender: Female

Personality:She's bright and caring, elemental. Likes nature and is protective of small animals xD when she was younger she once tried to take home a baby raccoon

History: Her parents died when she was young so her older brother raised her out in the forest. She's been to a town a few times and never a city, going to one would be quite a shocker for her XD

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[link] (Marah)

Age: 15
Gender: Female

Personality: Around people she know's she's loud and boisterous, almost in a flaunting way. Though if she meets new people that she doesn't particularly like she is cold and quiet, short to the point.

History: Little did she know her father was an infamous hitman, she had no idea of his killings and earnings, she had always been told that he was an accountant. Turns out he was accountable for his victims, not money. A rival of his once tried to tell her, when she saw him at a local five star restaurant, but she assumed he was trying to pull a joke on her, being rude and obnoxious. In most rp's she is still oblivious.

[link] (Lora)

age: 18
gender: female

personality: She is extremely shy, and has her reasons. She doesn't like talking and when she does it's only a breath above a whisper.

history: She was found around the age of 13 or 14 with an amazing voice. So amazing it was coveted and she was kidnapped and held hostage for it. In her inprisonment she was often forced to sing. The conditions were so poor and lack of food caused her hormonal system to shut down, which is why she appears to be much younger than she really is.
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[link]rincess.jpg (Kyrie)
age: 15
gender: female

personality: she's outgoing and smart, not taking no for an answer. is used to hard trials then again used to being pampered. she can be extremely paranoid at times.

history:she's a princess and is fighting her brother (see darin) for the thrown. she will do anything to prove her family and kingdom that she's worthy of the thrown, but at the same token, doing so could get her killed.
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[link] (Darin)

Age: 17
gender: male

personality: he's cocky and outspoken, never caring about feelings of those when he speaks. he's blunt and to the point, disliking fancy talk.

History: He's the brother of the princess Kyrie, older but he had been refused the thrown for his unkingly behavior. Kyrie is now in line and he plans to do anything to stop her and regain the thrown-and his pride. He just hasn't had the perfect moment...
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[link] (Larisa)

Age: 16
gender: female

personality: she's a very calculating girl, judging her moves wisely before she makes them. She's pious and air headed people tend to get on her nerves.

History:truthfully she's an average girl from an average village trying to change her boring life to one of adventure, something special. surprisingly enough she got sick of the safe routine she was in and just up and left one day.
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[link] (Miley)

age: 17
gender: female

personality: she's routy and loud when she wants to be, but at the same token needy and girly. She often wants to portray the image of a strong girl, though it's hard to back it up at times for her

History: after her village was attacked and murdered violently she vowed that she would grow strong to not only protect herself, but possibly others. she's had no formal training and might even jump from weapon to weapon, using whatever... ]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/11451532/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/11451532/ Mon, 15 Jan 2007 18:16:55 PST thank you so much for showing me DA ^^ anyway, this is a random journal but i wanted to let you guys kno i appreciate all of ya'

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/11446986/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/11446986/ Mon, 15 Jan 2007 11:49:30 PST single atm

2) Are you happy with where you are?
realtionship wise? i content ^^

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
yes, though i might not let it be noticecd

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
no

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
I'd love to say no, but then again I can't because i have no idea of what id do or the circumstances

7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
yeah, but we were joking (i think...)

8) Do you want children?
eventually i guess, but im not sure xD i like kids-dont get me wrong- but theyre a huge responsibility

9) How many?
dunno

10) Would you consider adopting?
yeah

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way for them to tell you?
oh wow...hm...surprise me by telling me out of the blue

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
hmm...yes xD its fun, but sometimes can give mixed messages....

13) Do you want someone you can't have?
i have, it hurts

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
yes ^^ but then again, love doesnt always work out as we want it to

15) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
mhm, but they dont have to be huge, a simple rose would be as good as anything

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
it depends....you can help make them a better person and help them, but you cant make someone love you or something

17) Have you ever cheated on anyone?
no

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
yes :3

19) Have you ever wished you could have someone but you couldnt?
yes

20) Would you ever consider getting married in high school?
no, i dont think so at least, that seems too young of an age xD

21) When was the last date you went on?
eek i have no idea <.< ive had one or two that i dont think counted... :/ that might be a none...

22) Describe your perfect date.
he can listen to me go on and on about non important things, but actually care and pay attention. i can look him in the eyes and know i love him and vice verca. we could sit together for hours, not needing to say anything, just being content. hed be there for me and would listen to me but not be afraid to say what he thinks or wants to.

23) Would you marry any of your Ex's if they ask?
im not sure

24) Worst thing you did to get back at an EX?
I havent tried anything and i dont plan to

ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS AND REPOST AS:
24 Relationship Questions

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/11242703/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/11242703/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 08:41:27 PST )

1. What's your favorite color?
hm.... hot pink! :3

2. Are you listening to music?
Yes....

3. If yes, what are you listening?
Lips of an Angel by Hinder

4. What is your favorite genere of music?
hard to say, i just like anything I can dance or relate to

5. Where do you live?
My lovely house XD

6. What is your current mood?
bored...tired...

7. What are you going to do today?
call ppl...listen to music...prolly go shopping aaaannnddd anything else that interests me

8. If you could have 3 wishes what would they be?
definatly wish for more XD um to spend a year in the Bahama's!

9. What time is it now?
11:32 am

10. What do you hate the most in your life?
wow...i dont hate that much XD lemme think.....:/ um show cancelations! god >< specially when they get interesting...when bands break up... stuff like that
11. Have any pets?
yes

12. If yes, what are there names?
Jada, Dumpling....and no body cared enough to name the fish XD

13. What's your full name?
pft, how about....Elisabeth Sarah Cutey!

14. Do you like your name?
never really thought about it...hm...yep^^ i like the s instead of the regular z

15. What does your name mean?
God is my oath... idk that

16. Have any siblings?
Yes

17. Are you parents together or divorced?
Together

18. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A veterinarian....puppies!

19. What nationality are you?
American

20. Is this annoying you?
kinda...im just kinda not really caring XD

21. How old are you?
check my profile lazy

22. Have you ever had you first kiss?
maybe <<

23. If yes, what age?
a cutey doesnt share ALL her secrets

24. Are you a virgin?
*akwerdly clears throat* um....why?.....

25. Are you happy this is the last question?
yes! you perv! XD

And LIKE the ebil ....
I tag everyone that read this....

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/10358891/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/10358891/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 13:51:46 PDT ^^
~cutey ~

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/10225715/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/10225715/ Fri, 29 Sep 2006 13:05:39 PDT
Rules:
*Do not say disrespectful prayers i.e praying for someone to die or be hurt. These
prayers that are being submitted shouldn't be like that and are never appretiated
*Respect others prayers and religion, it is not our place to judge. period.
*You can pray about pretty much anything (with the slight limitations) or anyone.
*You do not have to put full names or names at all, you can be in general (i.e a prayer for those affected by cancer)
*Do not submit a prayer that you wouldn't want others to read or pray for you/ or whatever your prayer is because:
*Anyone is permitted to pray (and respond to your prayer )for the people that are spoken of in this jounal.
****If you do not want people responding to your prayer, please mark so at the end of your prayer.

(I just thought that this would be nice since everybody likes to pray or think sometimes. it gives everyone a chance to relax and put their busy lives in order, i hope you enjoy! ) ~cutey~
[chat room name is called #SayALittlePrayer ]

]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/9939833/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/9939833/ Sat, 02 Sep 2006 11:38:21 PDT I only wanted to watch the bird and make sure I didn't loose sight of it) over everything. I fell a couple times (im sooo clumsy ) and scraped my hands but I still ran after her. When the bird finally stopped flying I walked up again and picked up as I did before, this time more carefully. But sadly the bird just wanted to be left alone in its hurt and misery and she struggled and made more heart breaking cries. I sadly decided to let it go (i was also afriad to hurt the little thing as she struggled so much!) and she flew as she did before, up and down and up and down. I watched her until i couldn't see her anymore because of the trees and sadly walked home. I feel so bad for her. I wanted to help but she slipped through my fingers. Though I do feel sorrow for her I don't regret letting her go. I know that if I had held on to her and tried to help her she would have died in spirit. Truthfully, as I walked home, I did cry. And I didn't try to stop either. I knew that there was nothing I could do to stop the tears or save the bird. I just wish there was....



]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/9786986/ http://cutey-valkyriegurl.deviantart.com/journal/9786986/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 21:27:07 PDT Rules:
1.)You can't swear alot. Ocasionally is ok to add drama, but u can cuss TOO much, so don't.
2.)Be kind to other chatters, we accept all of them.
3.)You have to follow the rules *duh*
4.)For easy use, copy and past the character description outline below. This is so people can see the info about your ch. more easily.
5.)Have fun

Character Description Outline (CDO) :

Name:
Age:
Gender:
Species:
Magic: (y/n/maybe)
Weapon(s): (optional)
Any Abnormalities:[scars, birthmarks, ect]
Hair color(s): (optional to have hair)
Highlight(s): (optional)
Eye color(s):
Peircing(s):
Jewlery: (optional)
Weakness(es):[YOU MUST HAVE ONE]
Personality:
Likes:
Dislikes:
Any friend(s): (optional)
*Brief description of he/she/them:
Any pets: (optional)
History:
Other: (optional)











*note to all the guys, resepect the gurls, cuz everyone of them is a fair lady inside!^^* ]]> ~cutey-valkyriegurl