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*dancingriceball — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 23:40:32 PST

i feel like shit, i'm eating my emotions. I make a shitty friend and I'm lazy. Half the time I actually hate everyone I know, including myself. i don't feel like giving a shit, but FUCK at least I have some modesty. I wanna say you all fucking suck, but it isn't true, because you people are the most amazing people i know, i just feel like trying to get everyone to hate me. mental problems much? yah, go check it on my poll.

so tonight i'm thinking about trying a 6th attempt of death, even though i probably won't since i think too much about how other people would feel about me being dead and i don't want them sad. and no I won't fucking cut myself, it's stupid. i'd sneak out, but the only people i know in this fucking shit city live fucking far.

I miss arlington and it's everything is so fucking close. i hate living fucking forever away from the only people i've known for 5-6 years. I HATE THE FACT I'M CRYING. It's splitting my head in two, my eyes are so blurry i keep backspacing. i feel so homesick. i haven't had a home though for 10 years. and know im in this fucking huge house and I hate it. i miss living in a fucking basement, i miss everyone from back home. i hate it here, except the few i have here.

I miss having someone to cry on. mom doesn't fucking know shit and would think what im crying over is pointless, which it is, but fuck. i have no life so there is a point for me.

i feel like i've lost my one thread of sanity. im so sick of trying to be nice to everyone i actually hate. im tired of thinking sick thoughts about ripping someone limb from limp and smiling while i do it. im sick of all my fucking sick fantasies. but i can't fucking give them up because their the only thing keeping me from actually beating the shit out of people. the only thing that's keeping me from acting on my sick fetishes is my girlfriend because i don't want to lose her. im tired of being a sick pervert...im tired of thinking she thinks im a complete perverted loser...

even if i am.

im so tired of trying to keep my happy mask up. my mom's starting to see the cracks in it, my dad just thinks im reverting back to teenage mode. maybe this is just a teenage mode.

i fucking hope i grow out of my fucking insanity in the next year. I'm almost 19 for god sakes...

i feel so empty, so dead. i fucking hate it. i have someone i can blame, my exstepfather, but it probably would have happened anyways.

to all those i've made feel like shit recently--fuck that, ever made you feel like shit ever;

I'm so sorry, please forgive me

_{edit: and yes i know i sound like a hypocrite half the time

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:'D

*dancingriceball — Thu, 24 Dec 2009 00:07:34 PST

Why are some people stupid? I hope god will answer me, NOT BYAKURAN

.....but the real god -sips her Mountain Dew Voltage- :'3

Aha...

<3

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Devious Journal Entry

*dancingriceball — Tue, 22 Dec 2009 20:01:46 PST

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

Ten things about me

1) I AM A RICE QUEEN
2) I would love to have long hair, but I can't stand caring for it
3) I'm obsessed with these CEDEF ocs me and
4) I fag over 69F hardcore
5) I love webcam'ing!
6) I hate people fagging over my red hair and freckles....OTL
7) ....I love rp texting EWE
8) I love rping BSDM
9) I need to get my hair cut
10) Koe wo kikasete~<3

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

1) NO, I TOP UNTIL SHE LEARNS!!!
2) MAHAL KITA!!! -KISS- I WAIT FOR YOU TO SAVE ME ;D
3) _{iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouicantwaittodance onyourbedwithbrushestooretachinojoy!!!!!!}
4) I'd pedo you faggot :U
5) Wassup wassup wassup wassup wassup~! -hipbumps lal-
6) @everyone THANKS FOR LETTING ME WHINE AT YOU
7) Appey juice; I think of you when I say it
8) EAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, not literally Jay!!! DX<
9) Ahaha CB>
10) ......................................-WAVES HER PHONE- TEXT ME YOU FAGGOT

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1) You have to make me snort loling at least twice
2) Lilies
3) Comfort me
4) Listen to me whine OTL
5) Make me feel happy
6) Laugh at my stupid jokes
7) draw me shet
8) repetitively tell me you love me ewe

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

1) Gayyyyyyyyle
2) Asians
3) My OCs
4) KHR
5) WHEN WILL SHE TEXT ME
6) How much I love her
7) I hope those cats don't kill my cat :U

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment (in no order):

1) Gayle<3
2) FAGGOTFACE<3
3) Rikki
3) Angela~!
4) LM.C _{they're songs lift me out of slumps}
5) The guy that makes my Caramel Apple Spice at starbucks -shot-

FIVE songs that you listen to often lately:

1) Lollipop - Big Bang & 2EN1
2) Koe wo Kikasete - Big Bang
3) Haru Haru - Big Bang
4) Heartbreaker - G Dragon
5) Mirotic - DBSK

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FWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

*dancingriceball — Sat, 19 Dec 2009 23:46:20 PST

I'm a lazy ass....AHAHAHAHAHAs
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im cool....ahaha

haha
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......FWEE?

MY LOVELY FAMILY OF LOVE AND....uh....Mafianess....

9]Uni Â Cute Cx

10]Belphegor Â ....the italian draco malfoy~ -SHOT- IF HE'S G-DRAGON, HE HAS TO BE. I MEAN. GD IS THE KOREAN DRACO<33.

11]Fran Â DKLJD:SFKJDSFSD HE'S MINE MINNNNNNN!!!!! I LOVE HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!

12]Levi Â he's sexy<3

13]Mammon Â Greed...does this mean if I bash your head off with a baseball bat it will grow back *A*.

14]Lussuria Â <333 Fag

15]Squalo - I love his hair~

16]Xanxus Â Anyone's fix for a scar fetish<3

17]Kawahira - He was sexy for an old guy...

18]Zakuro - =~~~~~~~= <333

19]Kikyo- Transvestite~<3

20]Daisy - I LOVE YOU<3 DAISY<3 LET'S MAKE ZOMBIE BABIES~

21]Bluebell - She has muscles....really....<3

22]Torikabuto- "THIS IS SPARTA"

23]Spanner - He could be in Hetalia with that swirl of his <3

24]Shoichi - <3 My favorite nerd!!

25]Shamal - It's funny...I only like him when I rp him OTL

Others if you want to include;

17]Who is worthy to be Tsuna's wife, Haru or Kyoko?
I like 27K and 2786. Both for different reasons. Kyoko and Tsuna...they're just so cute together and imaging them as tyl hubby and waifu is JUST CUTE....and yeah....2786 is cute because it reminds me of my friends xD ~~but I prefer 1886<3~~

18]Do you think Mukuro's and Chrome's relationship is like a brother and sister or actually a couple?
I like them as both!!! Cx

19]Before they showed Tsuna's box weapon, what animal did you think he was going to have?
I thought it would be a Wolf or a dragon...I was SO disappointed...;;

20]When you first saw Fran in the manga, did you think it was Mammon?
...I thought he was Fantasma;; the frog as a human...OTL;;;

21]When you first saw Fran in the manga, did you think his hair was blond or green?
Blond!!! DB> Then purple....then Brown...but never green;;

22]Who is the hottest guy in the show so far?
TYL!Tsuna<3TYL!Reborn, FonFon...and a lot of others

23]How about the ugliest?
Those weird insert characters that showed up in the early episode when they swam around the rock thing...;;

24]The cutest?
Jaejoong!! No wait, he's real...uh....I-Pin<3

25]Whose fight do you think is the greatest so far and why?
Xanxus vs. Tsuna & Xanxus vs. Rasiel & Bel/Fran vs. Rasiel. <33

26]Have you ever wondered why there wasn't a guardian for Snow?
Yes...I have...and a wind one. -made her own wind and snow ocs that got together and mind molested everyone-

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Uke or Seme

>20= uke
<20= seme

01-[x] You like to be content in everything.
02-[] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you donÂt like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you donÂt know what to say.
03-[] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[x] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[ ] If you donÂt like something, you start crying and you donÂt care if you start talking too loud.
06-[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[x] You like making others blush. ( >w> )
08-[x] You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand.
09-[] YouÂre usually shy with the opposite sex.
10-[ ] You like romantic (when the right one comes, you bet i do)
11-[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
12-[x] You have listened Âan cafÃ©Â.
13-[x] You like listening to it (the above band).
14-[x] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of Âan cafÃ©Â.
15-[ ] You are innocent and a little clumsy.
16-[x] You smile at kitties.
17-[ ] You usually say Âkawaii-.
18-[ ] You like plushies.
19-[ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[ ] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
21-[] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22-[ ] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
23-[ ] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
24-[x] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
25-[ ] You call your pets with cute names.
26-[x] You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best. (and het.)
27-[] You're easily to trick/convince. (... orz)
28-[x] some m...

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*dancingriceball — Sun, 13 Dec 2009 14:35:35 PST

lol~

Cx

i'm hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

pointless journal is pointless.

I'm still grounded, but no one's home, so I got on dA xDD

thank you, my love, for the sub<3

OFF TO SHOWER BAAWW

*dancingriceball — Sun, 29 Nov 2009 21:58:06 PST

Contacting Me

Note Me

Links:

Gallery

ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Ssh...ffff
TWO - Which of your online friends do you talk to the most?: Gayle, Ipin, Rikki, Ken, Kyky c:
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 18
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Black
FIVE - Least favorite color?: .....Orange? DB>
SIX - Favorite candy?: 100 GRAND!!
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: salmon <: D
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Si :3
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: yes....I forgot who. Ask Rikki xD
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: SCIENCE<2
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: -read bluenote as deathnote lmao- No.
TWELVE - How do you make money?: NONE
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: .....my biffle IRL Sara. -POINTS NORTH- 1-1 1/2 HOURS THAT-A-WAY
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: CowPie High
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: Depends on the day 8D
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: supercalafragalisticexpialadocious :3
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: SHOES, LET'S BUY SOME ~~andletmeborrowthattop~~ Um...I like my Mukuro-hooker boots. :3
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: Nope.
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: England, Philippines or Pangaea :3
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Taking a shower and doing the dishes
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: Yup.

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: HibaPin, heartquake SUPER JUNIORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR -rapes heechul-
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: ....uhm...this tag thing;;
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Dirty thoughts
Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: Fuck no
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: My mom
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Nope
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: stupid people
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: .....Uhm...Jaejoong? owo
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: Yes 8D

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: ....Nope
Can you dance?: Si
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: No
Can you whistle?: Yesssss
Can you wiggle your ears?: non
Can you wiggle your nose?: nope~
Can you roll your tongue?: iie~
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: noneeeeeee

ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when youÂre mad?: I get whiny....and yeah
WhatÂs the worst thing youÂve done when you were mad?: I've nearly killed someone 8D<3
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: 'm not sure

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Loads
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yup
Ever cried on your friendÂs shoulder?: I have
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes
Ever cried over the same sex?: Yup
Do you cry when you get an injury?: sometimes
Do certain songs make you cry?: Indeeeed
Do certain movies make you cry?: Yes

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: I guess
What makes you the happiest?: .......right now Cx well...my friends.
Does being with your friends make you happy?: if they're happy
Do you believe in yourself?: I'll believe in you who believes in me 'kay?
Do you wish you were happier?: Yes
Can music make you happy?: Yesssss.

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: ....-counts- 1,2,3,4...5,6,7....8,9.....oAo 9 times.
Have you ever loved someone so much that youÂd die for them?: Yes!
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ÂI love youÂ?: Yes

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: SOmetimes
Do you think you're good looking?: Yes
Do you wish you could be someone else?: Depends

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Red
Current piercings?: ears, but i don't wear earrings
Have any tattoos?: non
Straight hair or curly?: both

CURRENTLY WEARING: (I AM WEARING PANTS, EVEN IF THERE IS NOT A PANTS SECTION)
What shirt are you wearing?: white tank
Necklace(s)?: nope~
Shoes?: SOCKS

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?:

Contacting Me

Note Me

Links:

Gallery

1. Make a list of 5 things you can see without getting up:

1) A stuffed rooster...
2) Roger; a cat.
3) The lake outside
4) My mom
5) pillows

2. When were you last drunk?
.....83 lonnnng time ago

3. What are you wearing now?
panties, black workout pants, neon green PJ pants with cats on them, navy blue sweats. bra, tanktop, purple and gray striped sweater, gray scarf and hat 8D

4. What's your occupation?
....Student?

5. What is your favorite country?
England, Japan, US (only sometimes)

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
....online; Gayle, Rikki, PiePin. IRL; idk

7. What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
.....HIBAPIN. KHR. GAYLE BAHAHA

8. What was the last thing you ate today?
Vanilla ice cream, drenched in chocolate syrup<3

9. Post a video you enjoy watching:
[link]

10. What websites do you always visit when you go online?
dA

11. What was the last thing you bought?
....oAo idk

12. What are you listening to right now?
StarWars

13. What do you think about before you go to bed at night?
things :3

14. What is your favorite food?
Uhh....idk

15. Do you collect anything?
energy drink tabs

16. If you could play any musical instrument, which one would you play?
The piano and cello

17. Where are you?
My stepmom's living room

18. What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
I LOVE YOU FAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGUH

19. If you could be in any film/tv show/cartoon/anime, which would it be?
KHR!!! X3

20. Say something about the person who tagged you:
Uh....HELLO 8D<3

21. Who are the 8 People you tagged:
Anyone who hasn't done this!!

Contacting Me

Note Me

Links:

Gallery

I....ASKED A GIRL OUT.

AND...

SHE SAID YES..

AND

I LOVE HER

_{I hope she loves me, otherwise dkfjdf}

AND

It's

I love her. So much.

EDIT

and....I'll abuse stamps now.

<...

FAGTAG

*dancingriceball — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 23:57:20 PST

:WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I...::

I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I stole something:

I was murdered:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:

::WOULD YOU::/

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

Keep a secret if i told you one?

Hold my hand?

Study with me?

Cook for me?

Love me?

Date me?

Have sex with me?

::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?

Broke my heart?

Thought I was unbearably annoying?

Hated me?

Wanted to tell me something but didn't?

Wondered about my sanity?

Wanted to do something to me?

::More::

When and how did we meet?

Describe me in three words.

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When's the last time you saw me?

Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

MY LOVELY FAMILY OF LOVE AND....uh....Mafianess....

2. Tsuna is sleeping in the bed next to you. So you go back to sleep, just like him.
3."Get out of bed before I bite you to death, Herbivore." Hibari is standing in the doorway, tonfas and all.

ANSWER: eue ....tsuna

What will you do today?
1."Let's play some baseball!" Yamamoto, that predictable goose.
2."I was going to spend the day at the park! Would you like to join me?" Uni smiles cutely at you.
3."Ushishishi, target practice of course~" Bel flashes an eerie grin, while holding up a set of his famous knives.

ANSWER: UNIDKJSFLKDFHLDKJF<3

What will you do for lunch?
1."Would you like some gyouza?" Fong and Ipin hold out a plate of delicious Gyouza for you.
2."I'm only sharing my pasta with you because I made too much, alright?" Gokudera huffs, he's made pasta for the both you, and him!
3."I'm too busy for lunch. I'll just stick with me lollipop. Want one?" Spanner holds out a pink lollipop, just for you!

ANSWER: .....*Q* -grabbyhands at Fon* Si si...

It's such a nice day! So you go outside.
1."Come for a ride with me!" Skull pats the back of his motorcycle and tosses you a helmet.
2."Hahi! Haru was about to go shopping!" Haru twirls in her little sun dress, holding a cute purse.
3."Let's whip you into shape with some training, kora!" Before you can say anything, Colonello is dragging you away.

ANSWER: SKULLSKULSKULLSKULL!!!! *W*

It suddenly started to rain!
1."Kufufufu~ How troublesome~" Mukuro hands you one of the towels he has, where you both dry off inside.
2."Oh look..This hat is useful for once." The frog hat Fran wears seems to be covering him from the rain, but he's watching you get wet.
3."Oh no! We should get inside before we get really wet!" You're pulled into some sort of shelter by Kyoko.

ANSWER: -steals fran's hat and watches him get wet-

The day is almost over.
1."You should rest now." Speaking in unison, the Cervello twins guide you to your bed.
2."VOOOI! What are we still doing here?!" Squalo storms out, ready to wreak some havoc. With you of course.
3."Lambo wants a bed time story now!" You pick up the little guy and head off to bed with him, cute.

ANSWER: -follows Squalo-

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[Katekyo Hitman Reborn decision survery]

You were invited to their house.
1.Gokudera - You get to find out where he REALLY lives.
2.Xanxus - A luxurious, and dangerous mansion.
3.Shamal - There's no guarantee you'll be back in the same condition you went.

ANSWER: XanXan<3

Which do you want to play with?
1.Uri the cat.
2.Leon the Lizard.
3.Hibird!

ANSWER: URI, DUH

You think you can either...
1.Survive Bianchi's cooking.
2.Be Byakuran's assistant, with you as a part of the Vongola, and him knowing this.
3.Go through a month's worth of training in a course of three days from Reborn.

ANSWER: Byakuran. *w* Fufufu

An unlikely person sends you a letter asking to be your friend.
1.Be my friend now, okay? - Bluebell
2.I would love to make your acquaintance. - Luce
3.If you give me money, I will be your friend. - Mammon

ANSWER: Luce Plz. <3

Right when you were about to fall asleep, a kid snuggles into your bed.
1."Lambo was cold!" Lambo shivers and clings to you.
2."I-I had a nightmare.." Poor little Fuuta rubs his eyes, he looks like he's been crying.
3."Ipin thanks you!" The girl snuggles up close to you, how cute.

ANSWER: FUUTA! -grabs him- QAQ <33333333333333

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[Katekyo Hitman Reborn decision survey 2]

You're hungry...
1."I just made some sushi! Let's eat!" Yamamoto offers great sushi.
2."Is thou art hungry? We can go to the supermarket and buy food thou wishes to eat." Basil smiles softly, how kind!
3."There's left overs to eat." Lal says simply.

ANSWER: I'd party with Lal~<3

Today is Valentines Day!

oh noes...

*dancingriceball — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 23:44:34 PDT

school is starting D:

I'm going to miss everyone so mmmmmmmmmuch.

I won't be on much unless my grades are good and such and such....but yeah yeah...

playing favorites but I'll miss and the most

Dx

ILU ALL BUT.......YEAH.....

QAQ

MY LOVELY FAMILY OF LOVE AND....uh....Mafianess....

I HAS ME A SALAD AND DONUTS!!!!

MY LOVELY FAMILY OF LOVE AND....uh....Mafianess....

HUAHUA

*dancingriceball — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 02:37:27 PDT

Tsundere (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[ ] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[ ] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[ ] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[x] You blush when people point out your sensitivites.
[ ] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 1

Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[x] YouÂre very sweet and kind in public.
[ ] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[ ] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise. yay for like swords
[ ] You have a crush who youÂd literally kill for.
[x] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[ ] Schitzofrentic?
Total: 2

Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[x] You have glasses (obviously).
[x] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[x] You are always very polite in your speech.
[ ] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[ ] You take discipline seriously.
[x] You have some sort of fetish for something.
Total: 4

Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[x] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrasssing remarks.
[x] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[x] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[x] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, youÂd be the ÂyinÂ
[x] You swear a lot.
[ ] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 5

Boke (Dumb Guy)
[x] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[x] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[x] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[x] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, youÂd be the ÂyangÂ.
[x] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[x] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 6

Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[ ] You are always, almost overly, polite.
[x] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[ ] YouÂre an excellent cook.
[] You are hardly ever angry.
[ ] You have really long hair.
Total: 1

Tomboy Character
[x] You feel comfortable in boyÂs clothing.
[x] You have short hair
[x] You have had a crush whom you act friendly with rather than romantically.
[ ] You are really good at sport/s.
[ ] You are admired by girls and boys for your talents, though youÂre sort of in denial.
[] You show your girly features on rare occasions.
Total: 3

Sexy Character
[x] Your bust/package is...formidable.
[x] You like making sexual innuendos.
[ ] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen (hot springs).
[x] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[ ] YouÂre an expert cosplayer. like noone can out cosplay me. like serious to the max
[ ] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 3

And at last...Lolita/Shota Character
[x] You like sweets or chocolate.
[x] You adore cute things and/or the word ÂkawaiiÂ.
[x] You use Japanese suffixes like Â-chan,Â Â-tan,Â Â-sempai,Â etc...
[x] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like Ânyo,Â Ânyu,Â Âun,Â etc...etc~~~ ((.....orz))
[x] You are considered gullible or naive.
[x] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you.
Total: 6

......I AM BIPOLAR~ LOLOL

MY LOVELY FAMILY OF LOVE AND....uh....Mafianess....

RULES:
- Tell 100 Truths
- Tag 15 people after
- They do the same back to you
- Do Not Pass Go
- Do Not Collect $200

LAST:
1. Last beverage : A glass of sprite last night
2. Last phone call : :3
3. Last text message : x3
4. Last song you listened : ANTI THEâHOLIC
5. last time you cried : .....Last week, i think. -crybaby-

SIX HAVE YOU EVERÂs
6. Dated someone twice : Nope.
7. Been cheated on? : Yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? Oh, yes I have.
9. Lost someone special? Yes
10. Been depressed? Yep
11. Had a friend turn on you : Yes.

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
Neon Pink, Neon Green, Electric Blue, Black, Purple....and white.

HAVE YOU:
12. Made new friends : Yes. :3
13. Fallen out of love : Of course.
14. Laughed until you cried : OH GOD! Everyday OTL xD;;;
15. Met someone who changed : Yes
16. Found out who your true friends : Yes. And they don't live near me
17. Found out someone was talking about you : I: I hate it when that happens.
18. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : One :3 -keeps who it is a secret-
19. How many people on your friend's list have you dated?: Yup.
20. How many kids do you want : I dunno....
22. Do you want to change your name : Perhaps. :/
23. What did you do for your last birthday : .....I: Nothing. I sat here in front of the computer.
24. What time did you wake up today : 12:05 PM =w=
25. What were you doing at midnight last night : Talking to =w=
27. Last time you saw your father : July 19th, 2009
28. One thing you wish you could change about your life : ...a lot. :3
29. What are you listening to right : Yume miru kotori -- Vocaloid
30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Yes
31. What's getting on your nerves right now? : Momma 8D
32. Most visited web page : Gaia/dA

ABOUT ME:
33. What's your name : Saisha
34. Nicknames : Saishark =w= Sai, Sai-tan, ho, shovel, FonFon.
35. Zodiac sign : Cancer~
36. Male or female : Sugar and Spice baby~ <3
37. Elementary : dear Watson~ -shot- No. It was fun xD
38. Middle School : Sucked~
39. High school : sucks even more~
41. Long or short hair : Chin length. :3
42. Height : 5'7-8ish
43. Do you have a crush on someone? : Si
44. number 44 doesn't exist. so instead of a question here's a smiley = ............
45: What do you like about yourself physically? I like my fingers and my eyes, and my hair
46. Piercings : ears even though they never have earrings in them
47. Tattoos : Nope
48. Righty or lefty : You wish you knew. =w= ~~right~~

FIRSTS:
49. First surgery : 22 months old. Left hand; ring and middle fingers. Got them stuck in an escalator. 8D
50. First piercing : Ears.
51. First best friends : Sara. I miss her...OTL -texts-
52. First sport : I don't remember. I never really played sports :/
53. First pet : Kessy and pearl. >: Kessy ran away and pearl we had to give away
54. First vacation : DisneyLand >w<
55. First concert : I was really young, and mom doesn't remember, but I think Martina McBride :3
56. First crush : oh jeez.....OTL

RIGHT NOW:
57. Eating : Nothing :3
59. Drinking : Nothing~
60. I'm about to : .....idk 8D
61. Listening to : Just Be Friends -- Nico Nico Douga Artists :3
62. Waiting for : Nothing

YOUR FUTURE
63. W...

Hurr ene

*dancingriceball — Sun, 09 Aug 2009 19:42:33 PDT

....OTL

It be my own rant time now. Woo! -throws confetti into the air-

....Anyways, yeah.

I am sick of life and being poor and everything. It's sucks some major balls. Living in a basement and shit...isn't the best. It might have been better if I actually knew the people....but yeah. I don't. I have to share a fucking bed with my mom. Not fun. My laptop is being a shit and not turning on still and I have no money to go get it fixed at all. AndHell, I'm 18 and look at me. I spend my ticking hours of life in front of the computer screen and hardly ever leave it. I should be looking for a job and getting a life. I have to redo my last year in high school because I spent my time reading manga and drawing anime instead of doing my studies. Lord knows I'll do it again this year at school.

eAe I have to take 3 P.E. classes this year. I don't know if I'll make it out of school alive.

I don't know what else to say. ._____.

Just that I feel like a fuck up and stuff. And that I need a life away from the internet...and right now I'd totally put up that dreaded word 'HIATUS' if I had anything else to do besides sit here and type random shit that makes no sense. OTL

But yes. Rant rant. I feel shitty. Shitty. Shitty and shitty and more shitty. I need money and I need a life. I need someone here in person. =A=

KL:SFJSDKFSJD:LKFDJF:LDKSFDJLFKDFLJKSFJD:LFKDJFDKFJDSFDSLFKLDSHFDIUFDSFJHLIUEJFHI UEH
=n= eff this shit idk laalkdfjfdlkfsfjdfklfdjs. OTL

-sighs-

And while me and mom were out to pay a bill we got talking about boys and how I've been single for 3 years. .___. then she asks me when I plan on meeting real people and on on on and on. .____. It's so...irritating. kl;kdjslkjds;lkjkjsldjadkjsfhdfkjfdhklfdhlkjhfakdjfhk djandwiththati'lljustsayimdone

MY LOVELY FAMILY OF LOVE AND....uh....Mafianess....

And I really hate doing that, it's gross Dx.

We're all insecure at times. Hell, I'm insecure all the time even though I don't act like it. Hell. You knew that already. What the hell can I tell you that you DON'T know....?

....Nothing. xD Hell. This sucks. You already know I think you're amazing. You already know I'd marry you. You already know that--Yeah. I'm done. Why am I still typing...?

Dx LKFJ:kjhljbjhDKFJ:FLKDJ:FLKDSFJ FEEL MY LOVE DESUUUUU!!!!!!!

_{plz don't brick me}

And I'm now just totally rambling for no reason at all.....

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MY LOVELY FAMILY OF LOVE AND....uh....Mafianess....
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1. Gayle got turned into an animal! What animal is it?
>>A puppy <<

2. Rikki just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?
>>....I bawl my eyes out and DIE ;;A;;<<

3. If you could do anything with Kim, what would it be?
>>Have her teach me how to make lolita hats <<

4. Koko is actually Shugo in disguise, you know.
>>....I've been going out with Koko all this time...? D: SHUGO...IS KOKO? WTF HOES!!!!<<

5. If Fran and Rikki teamed up, what would they most likely accomplish?
>>....Uhh....like hell if I know. Probably nothing -shot-<<

6. Have you ever had lunch together with Lussuria?
>>...No But I bet I'd have fun<<

7. Basil just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?
>>KDJSFKLDSJF!! WHY ALL MY ENGLAND FRIENDS GETTIN' VAPORIZED!!!!?<<

8. Is Shugo your best friend?
>>Shugo is more than that. I love Shugo. <3333<<

9. Do you think Bel is a virgin?
>>If we're talking RP wise then no~. But IRL? ..... I hope so?<<

10. What is Chris's favorite TV show or movie?
>>Katekyo Hitman Reborn...Or APH....<<

-now adding random funny ones-

11. Oh no, Bluebell got kidnapped by aliens! What do you say once they get back?
>>....;A; I missed you<<

12. Who's rainbow llama dating?
>>Well...Basil said her mom was dating the rainbow llama...<<

13. Who would win in a duel, Rikki or Ipin? And what kind of duel would they pick, anyway?
>>it'd be a tie. and their duel....they'd....have a 8059 D18 duel cards =w=<3<<

14. How would Squalo insult your mom?
>>Squa: VOOOOOI! YOU PIECE OF TRASH!!!--Mom: ...... -pwns-<<

15. If Lal played in a movie, what kind of character would they play?
>>AWESOME HOTSTUFF<<

EDIT:

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"You can ask me up to THREE questions. No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are. I will answer 100% truthfully (or as close to the truth as I can).

Now here's the dare. You must put this in your journal. See what other people will ask you."

EDITEDIT:

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*dancingriceball — Sat, 27 Jun 2009 23:20:09 PDT

Like in Katekyo Hitman Reborn!

First, Xanxus shows up with his scars and I go all happy. Then Tyl!Yamamoto with the scar on his chin. THEN Jill shows up with all the scars on his tummy.

Dx

No fair...I just want to touch the scars. LKDLDSKF

-___- I'm insane.

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Onto a different topic.

I have no scanner. And I have all these cool new awesome pictures...

BUT NO SCANNER. >:

Mom really needs to set it up...

OMGVARIAOMGREBORN

*dancingriceball — Sat, 29 Nov 2008 00:36:21 PST

I'M SO SORRY!!!

*dancingriceball — Wed, 13 Aug 2008 13:41:17 PDT

I'm soooooo sooooo sooooo sorry!!! Dx

I have been like...DEAD!!! My scanner is dead so that really sucks!!!

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY!!!

I will update really soon. I scanned a few pictures at my friends house, so I'll get those up.

Dx please forgive this lazy girl!!

*bowbowbowbowbowbow*

Laem Meme~~

*dancingriceball — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 12:13:11 PDT

Pick ten random people, they don't have to be real:

1. Saisha (who's account this really belongs to but Kyle is bored~ lol)
2.
3. Mukuro
4.
5. Belphegor
6. Squalo
7.
8. Edward
9.
10. Yamamoto

Then ask the following questions~

What would you do if...

Number 1 woke you up in the middle of the night?
Me: *evil aura*
Saisha: OAO SHAT!!!

Number 3 walked into the bathroom while you're showering?
Me: It's raining men~
Mukuro: *raep aura*
Me: *turns around* OAO

Number 4 announced she's going to marry 9 tomorrow?
I'd be all: "OAO what about me?"

Number 5 cooked you dinner?
Me: *eyes wearily* What...are you DOING?
Bel: >3 eat it.

Number 6 was lying next to you on the beach, sleeping?
...>> um....Rape would ensue. On the beach, in front of ALL those people

Number 7 suddenly confessed to be part of your family?
....no. Just no. Maybe my mafia family, but blood related....hell.no.

Number 8 got into the hospital somehow?
Edward!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! *clings to saisha* IS IT THE ASS TRAUMA?!?!?

Number 9 made fun of your friends?
OAO

Number 10 ignored you all the time?
Too much ass trauma for him ass well.
He'll get over it

Two serial killers are hunting you down. What will 1 do?
She'd help....them. >>

You're on a vacation with 2 and manage to break your leg. What does 2 do?
Ras: That's what you get for taking my bitch

It's your birthday. What will 3 give you?
lubricants...then use them on me...>>

You're stuck in a house that's on fire. What does 4 do?
Julia: OAO OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!

You're about to do something that'll make you feel extremely embarrassed. What will 5 do?
Bel would tell me to continue, its not that embarrassing~*lies*

You're about to marry number 10 . What's 6's reaction:
Squalo: OAO
Yamamoto: Ahahaha~
Me: OwO;

You got dumped by someone. How will 7 cheer you up?
She'd molest me.

You compete in a tournament. How does 9 support you?
"GOOOO KYLE!!!!!"

You can't stop laughing. What will 10 do?
Laugh with me...XD

Number 1 is all you've ever dreamed of. Why?
OAO but I've....CF THIS IS BLASPHEMY!!!!

Number 2 tells you about his deeply hidden love for number 9.
*laughs* PFFFFFFT!!!!

You're dating 3 and he introduces you to his parents. Would you get along?
Me: Err....Hello~?
Mukuro: Kufufu~ there's no one here but you..and me~
Me: OAO

Number 4 loves number 9 as well. What does that mean?
>>
<<
><
wow

Will number 5 and 6 ever kiss?
..........um...WILL SQUALO AND BELPHEGOR EVER KISS??!
DUH!!! THEY MAKE HOX BONDAGE SEX ALL THE TIME!!! SQUABEL SEX FTW!!!!! >DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Number 6 appears to be a player, breaking many hearts. What do you do?
I'd sit back and watch as Bel tries to kill poor Squalo

You had a haircut and 7 can't stop looking at you. What goes on in your mind?
Me: >>
CF: *stare*
Me: <<
CF: *stare*
ME: VOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO--
CF: *molests*

Number 8 thinks heÂll never get a girl/boyfriend. What will you tell him?
Me: You've dated me...and you are currently dating Saisha.
Edward: Oh yeah...

Number 9 is too shy to face you and confesses her/his love by sending an email. Now what?
Awww~ Chii thats so cuuuuute~

You spot 10 kissing 1. How do you react?
*walks away slowly holding in laughter while Yamamoto begins to get stripped*

You notice that 3 and 4 have been inside that hotel room for MORE then a few hours. What are you thinking?
.........
lol, hope Juls is having fun~

Could 1 and 6 be soulmates?
xD Poor Squalo

Would 2 trust 5?
Who in their right mind would trust Bel?

Numb...

969

*dancingriceball — Fri, 09 May 2008 17:54:12 PDT

OMG

969 pageviews!!! KYAAAA!!!!

I am going to draw something for this (though it will take a while to get it up, seeing as my scanners broken!) but...yah

96+69! Chrome and Mukuro!! I shall draw them! (even though I hate Chrome! xD)

Help?

*dancingriceball — Tue, 12 Feb 2008 15:04:47 PST

I was wondering is anyone loves me enough to help me do a word background? Just the word 'Satisfaction' that takes up a whole sheet of paper?

I'll draw you something....please?

Just respond if you're interested.