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[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush. (also have ran into a tilgate of a truck in a parking lot...it wasn't moving..)
[x] You have been called a blond.


TOTAL: 6


[] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 11


[] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (my pantleg)
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

TOTAL: 15

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[x] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.'

TOTAL: 20


[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL: 25


[] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[x] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin. (duh....^^lol)

TOTAL: 33


NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
and re-post as: I am --% Mentally ill.

]]> ~darkFairygodess http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/24222044/ http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/24222044/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 14:37:42 PDT So happy rightnow.

]]> ~darkFairygodess http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/22915091/ http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/22915091/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 00:15:48 PST Life is shit rightnow. i screw things up and i don't ever get anything right. No wonder i can't keep a relationship.
People in my family die, committe suicide, and are murdered.
Is this what i'm living for. to see them die. Well, i want to stop the pain.
I WANT TO END IT ALL!! ALL THE PAIN! THE KILLING! THE CRYING! I WANT ALL THIS SHIT TO STOP!! It's making me suffer.

]]> ~darkFairygodess http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/22885236/ http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/22885236/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 12:56:45 PST My cuzin Tyler was found January 28, 2009.
His father, My uncle Todd, went to check on him for school. What he found was his son in the basment hanging from the ceiling. I got that news that morning. Suicide always makes you think of why you are going to do it. He was doing good for 17-18 year old in Wanblee, SD. Unfortunatly, Suicide runs thick in my family.
I miss him alot. I just hope his siter Kassy takes it ok. She's been my best friend and cuzin since we were little. she was there for me. so i shall be there for her.


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[x] gotten detention
[x] gotten your phone taken away in class
[x] gotten suspended
[x] gotten caught chewing gum
[x] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total So Far : 5


[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class

Total So Far: 9


[x] got your mom,dad,etc to get you out of school
[x] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher

Total So Far: 14

[x] been in a fight at school,fist,verbal
[x] took pictures during school hours
[x] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to ipod,cd,etc during school hours

Total So Far : 18

[x] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[x] broke the dress code
[x] failed a class
[x] ate food during class

Total So Far : 23

[x] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[x] stuck up your middle finger at the teacher when they were not looking
[x] cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear you

Total So Far : 27


[x] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[ ] cursed at a teacher
[x] copied homework
[x] got in trouble with the principal

Total So Far: 31

*mulitplied by three*

I messed up 93% of my teenage life.

wow and my mom thinks im a good romodel....well i am to a point.
Im a bad girl.

]]> ~darkFairygodess http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/17669076/ http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/17669076/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 14:57:55 PDT
Name: Ricin
Age:17
Race:Vamp.
Sex:F
Personality:Funny, protective, sly, flirty, caring, devilish, and a good evilish person.
Appearence:shortish long hair:blueish black color. Eyes are dark blue, about 5'5", skinny hour glass shape. She wears baggy blue jeans with skater shoes, a black t-shirt with white writing on the front, and a dark blue collar.
History: Ricin was born a vampire. Her parents were killed at the age of seven. She lives by herself in her own house. Her parents had life insurance upto about 10 million dollars and she lives on that.

Name:Serenity Kysuto
Age: 17
Race: Vampire
Sex: F
Personality: Fun to be around, flirty, protective, sneeky, mysterious, evil, nice, caring.
Appearence:Short in back and long in front, purple and black hair, Dark purple eyes, about 5'6"1/2, tall and slender. She wearsblack boots with black tight pants. a purple t-shirt with black fishnet undershirt. A purple collar.
History: Born into vampiric royalty. She ran away from the underworld and hides as a human on earth. she lives in a house across from ricin and next door to Daze. Tessia lives with serenity.

Name:Tessia
Age: 17
Race: Demon
Sex: F
Personality: Nice, social, good student, mysterious, intelegent, sometimes a flirt, caring.
Appearence: A little below shoulder length hair, black with greyish white tips, grey contacts, about 5'6" tall slim hour glass shape. She always wears a black jack skellington jacket, with grey shirt and grey pants, with grey and black shin high converses. Grey collar.
History: Ask her yourself.

Name: Lexi
Age: 16
Race: ?
Sex: F
Personality: Shy, fun, flirty, mysterious, caring.
Appearence: Shoulder length hair with red roots and tips, black hair, red eyes, about 5'4". wears red slim fit torn t-shirt with black fishnet under, black slim fit pants with all red and some black knee high converses. Red collar.
History: Lives with parents. went to a boarding school for six years. Had alot of bad relationship promblems. she hesitates to answer certain questions.

Name: Ekyo
Age: 16
Race: Wolfboy
Sex: M
Personality: Shy, funny, social, caring, Uke+Seme.
Appearence: ?
History

Name: Daze
Age: 16 1/2
Race: non-human ?
Sex: M
Personality: goofy, funny, social, cool guy, Uke+Seme, protectively caring.
Appearence: ?
History: No one knows.

Done.

]]> ~darkFairygodess http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/17485119/ http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/17485119/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 01:15:53 PDT it probably doesn't help i own a knife. "im nothing to the world" i say but people say no your not your a part of this world like us. i say well bullshit. i feel like i don't belong in my family i feel like im an outcast of my family..... hell my grandmother is a bitch to me but nice to my cuzins. im her first and only grandchild so far....shouldn't that count for something. hmm well i say KILL ME. someone plz kill me or i will maybe. maybe i'll just hurt myself. IDK.i just don't want to be here. everything is going to hell right now.
idk what to do. i need some advice or somethin....maybe a counsler....oh hell no the last time i was at a counslers i found out later she was dateing my dad.................FUCK that im never going back to a counsler.
my dads an asshole he cares for my half brother more than me. i lived about 2 mins. away and my bro 2 hours away from my dad. who does he choose to see. 2mins. or 2 hours. hell he goes 2 hours to see my bro but not 2 mins. to see me. i hate him. i never want to speak to him again. and thats not all the shit he's done to piss me off, but im not going there.

yes im rambling off about my probs but if you don't care then leave me be for now.

]]> ~darkFairygodess http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/17328841/ http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/17328841/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 10:06:17 PDT its called #NoMorePain come in and check it out.

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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."


This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of hate. Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. KILLED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
AS "HOMOPHOBIA."

---IF YOU ARE IGNORANT... IGNORE

Intolerance is ignorance and there's too much of it in the world. We're all people any way you look at it. And in this day and age you would think we would have evolved enough to find ways of making the world better and not finding new prejudices and wars to fight.

When I was a kid, I thought that if you were in love with someone...you'd be with them, marry them, live with them, be happy, regardless of sex, race religion, they would love you for you, and I believe that's how the world SHOULD run. Everyone could be a little bit happier if they would just be tolerant of other peoples decisions!!!

]]> ~darkFairygodess http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/17129590/ http://darkFairygodess.deviantart.com/journal/17129590/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 07:51:30 PST 1. I was right next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk:
7. I hugged you:
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:

What do you think about my?
10. Personality:
11. Eyes:
12. Hair:
13. Body:

Would you?
14. Be my friend?
15. Keep a secret if i told you one?
16. Kiss me?
17. Go on a date with me?
18. Keep in touch?
19. Date me?


Have you ever?
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Kept something important from me?
24. Wanted to cuddle with me?

More.
26. Who are you?

27. Are we friends?

28. When and how did we meet?

29. Describe me in one word:

30. What was your first impression?

31. What reminds you of me?

32. If you could give me anything what would it be?

33. How well do you know me?

34. When's the last time you saw me?

35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

36. Are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you?

You must answer all these questions and send them back to me, please dont hold back, be complety honest...
Y= Yes
N = No
M= Maybe

Would/will you?
[] Come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?
[] Fight me?
[] kiss me?
[] Let me kiss you?
[] Watch a movie with me?
[] Go out to dinner with me?
[] Sing car karaoke with me?
[] Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] Hold my hand?
[] Let me make you breakfast?
[] Help me with homework?
[] Tickle me?
[] Let me tickle you?
[] Instant message me?
[] Greet me in public?
[] Hang out with me?
[] Bring me around your friends?
[] Be down with me no matter what?

Do you?
[] Think I'm cute?
[] Think I'm serious?
[] Think I'm a good person
[] Think I'm conceided?
[] Want to kiss me?
[] Want to cuddle with me?
[] Want to hook up with me?
[] Love me?

Am I?
[] Smart?
[] Cute?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] Romantic?
[] A freak?
[] Gangsta?
[] Loveable?
[] Adorable?
[] Trustworthy
[] Compassionate?
[] Great to be with?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?
[] Well known?

Have you ever?
[] Wished I were there?
[] Had a crush on me?
[] Wanted my number?
[] Had a dream about me?
[] Been distracted by me?
[] Looked at my page more than ten times?

Are you?
[] Happy you know me?
[] Thinking about me?
[] Going to repost?

THE OTHER

1. Give me your number?
2. Let me hug you anytime I wanted to?
3. let me kiss you?
4. watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. let me take you out to dinner?
6. drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. take a shower with me?♥
8. have a fling with me?
9. listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
10. buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
11. take me home for the night?
12. let me sleep in your bed?
13. sing karaoke w/ me?
14. sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
15. re-post this for me to answer your questions?
16. come pick me up at 3am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
17. Do you think I'm cute or hot?
18. Do you like my style?
19. Do you think I'm funny?
20. cry if I died?
21. dance with me?
22. sing happy birthday to me?
23. take advantage of me if I was drunk?
24. strip for me?

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