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bored outta meh skull as usual

holidays laving me broke (not necessarily a bad thing)

tired

saw New Moon a while ago. BETTER THAN TWILIGHT

i think they did a sucky job with the werewolves tho. . .

whateve

toodles

]]> ~darkchocolatemello http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/27687624/ http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/27687624/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 12:52:14 PDT
allergies is soo effed up i cant even see straight.
F U OCTOBER!!!!!!!!! . . . except for halloween? L's b-day?

idk anymore losing meh mind and brain iz jello

gotta facebook? look me up as Shilo Castella

head hurtz. . .cry

no point to this journal

fml see yaaaaaaa

]]> ~darkchocolatemello http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/27169057/ http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/27169057/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 11:44:35 PDT
sk3wl started
started my jasdevi cosplay
went to the doctor (am sleep deprived, have tendonitis, and got 4 shots)
failed a math test
got cussed out by meh drunken grandmother
wrote a sasodei fanfic
made a facebook acount
. . . .
ate food
. . . .
started a locker war with friends
. . . .
. . . .
. . . .
i guess thats it. . . boring as hell. as usual. . .

]]> ~darkchocolatemello http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/26023330/ http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/26023330/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 10:04:27 PDT
MEH BESTEST BUDDIE EVA!!!!!!!!:


MEH STUPID BROTHER:


FRIENDS IN REAL LIFE YO!:


CLUBS I'M IN:
http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/25160293/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 11:20:43 PDT
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but anyways, just the other night, i had a dream about him. it started like this:

it was the middle of the night and i woke up wit him basically standing over me. i like screamed meh brains out and he started screaming too. i pushed him off ofmeh bed and he started rolling on the floor like he wuz on fire(stop, drop, roll). the all of a sudden his brothers and sister came in and started to chant in a circle aroound him, like he was some demon.

that's about all that happened AND IT SCARED THE S*** OUTTA ME!!!!
i'm almost afraid to go to sleep now.


*sry for some reason, it's not showing the clubs i join or meh buddies.*

]]> ~darkchocolatemello http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/22085116/ http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/22085116/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 12:45:38 PST
i'm sorry i have been gone for so long(too long) . . . ANYWAY! tell me how everyone's been doin~ can't wait to hear from ya~!! :3



BESTEST BUDDIE!!!!!!


MY BROTHER:


CLUBS I MADE:


CLUBS I JOINED:
~darkchocolatemello http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/20937421/ http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/20937421/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 13:02:55 PDT


BESTEST BUDDIE!!!!!!


MY BROTHER:


CLUBS I MADE:


CLUBS I JOINED:
http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/20063283/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 16:10:30 PDT
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
total = 2

[x] You have run into a tree.
[x] It IS possible to lick your elbow
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x]You didn't know that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just tried to sing them.
[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[ ] You didn’t notice that in the last question “the” was spelled twice.
[ ] You just looked at it.
[x] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.(used to be natural color)
[x] People have called you slow
total so far = 9

[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes/cheek.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[ ] You’ve fallen asleep in class
[ ] If someone says “fart” you laugh.
[ ] You just laughed.
total so far = 10

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[x] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about
[ ] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your “inside voice”.
[x]You use your fingers to do simple math.
total so far = 13

[ ] You have eaten a bug.
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket
total so far = 15

[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t even when you know it won’t happen to you.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[x] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you’re confused
[ ] You have fallen out of your chair before
[ ] When you’re laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling

total so far = 17

“I’ve Had 17 of 38 Blonde Moments"

Are right i'm almost stupid . . . . i'm still a dumbass though.

BESTEST BUDDIE!!!!!!


MY BROTHER:


CLUBS I MADE:


CLUBS I JOINED:
~darkchocolatemello http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/19989387/ http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/19989387/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 14:41:56 PDT
if you have any advice PLEASE HELP!!!


BESTEST BUDDIE!!!!!!


MY BROTHER:


CLUBS I MADE:


CLUBS I JOINED:
http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/19523321/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 17:43:45 PDT
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

I am the girl who takes pride in her sexuality, but had almost no choice in why it happened.

I am the girl that is beaten up regularly.

I am the girl they all think is amazing and confident and strong, I am the girl they can't see inside.

The one who was raped over and over, the one who can't live without medication, the one who can't tell anyone that she is dying on the inside.

I'm the one who is afraid of male genitalia because of him.

I am the girl that can still love, even after this.

I am the proof that love overpowers all.

I am the girl that needed to say this, and the girl that's afraid to say it, because so many others have suffered worse.

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. MURDERED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS AS "HOMOPHOBIA."

IF YOU ARE IGNORANT... IGNORE.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My name is sarah

I am but three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong

Or else I'm locked up

All the day long

When I awake I'm all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll get just

One whipping tonight

Don't make a sound!
... ]]> ~darkchocolatemello http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/19153471/ http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/19153471/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 19:29:35 PDT
schools out, summer's boring

i miss meh buddies!!!!

btw, HAPPY B-DAY MOYOSHI!!!!!!!

later

BESTEST BUDDIE!!!!!!


MY BROTHER:


CLUBS I MADE:


CLUBS I JOINED:
http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/18576599/ Fri, 30 May 2008 12:46:42 PDT


RULES
1. Write these rules again.
2. Each person tagged has to write 8 things about herself/himself.
3. He/she has to write those things into her/his journal.
4. He/she will have to tag 8 more people at the end.
5. Go into their dA pages and note that you've tagged them.

1)i am afraid of cottage cheese, blood, dying, clowns, . . .and something else that i cna't remember at the moment.
2)me and my buddie are in a fight over a quarter
3) i think people with blue eyes and brown hair are beautiful.
4)i've sniffed nail polish remover just to see what happened.( i got a HUGE headache)
5)when i'm pissed off, YOU DO NOT WANT TO MESS WITH ME!
6) i like music from other cultures.
7)i HATE blond hair( no offense to anyone who has it)
8)i've cut my wrist(ONCE) to see how it feels and that's when i realized that i didn't like pain.

whoever wnats to be tagged, go for it!


CLUBS I MADE:


CLUBS I JOINED:
http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/18493476/ Sun, 25 May 2008 11:19:59 PDT

Death Note Quiz: Which love child are you?

Light
[ ] You have a big aim in life
[x] You hate to lose
[ ] You feel that your eyes change colors with your behavior
[x] You are obsessed.
[ ] Your intelligence is superior in comparison with another person’s
[ ] You don’t mind hurting others as long it helps you to get to your aims.
[ ] You have talent to seduce the opposite gender
Total: 2

L
[x] You love candy
[ ] You don’t care about how you look
[ ] You walk/ sit curved
[ ] You are a genius
[x] You have dark circles around your eyes
[ ] You are very thin no matter what you eat
[x] You don’t have many friends and you are a total failure at love
Total: 3

Misa
[x] You love someone blindly
[x] You would do everything for that someone
[x] You dress in a very peculiar way
[x] You can’t tell when people are joking around with you
[ ] You can’t handle alcohol very well
[x] You are very jealous
[ ] You can make people do what they don’t want to do.
Total: 5

Mello
[x] You love chocolate
[ ] You were confused at least for once with the opposite gender
[ ] You always dress dark and tight clothes
[x] You are always second
[x] You have a burn/scar on your face
[x] You are very intelligent, but sometimes you make mistakes
[ ] Near creeps you out a little bit
Total: 4

Matt
[ ] You are always playing video games
[ ] You smoke
[ ] You wear streaky shirts
[x] You would do anything for your friends
[ ] You use glasses that look like goggles
[ ] You are always relaxed
[x] You are very affectionate to your best friend
Total: 2

Near
[x] You are patient to the limit
[ ] You always win
[ ] You have Peter Pan syndrome
[x] You love to wear pajamas
[x] You are very intelligent
[ ] You have a lot of ability using your hands
[ ] Your hair is a weird color
Total: 3

Mikami
[x] You believe in a god
[ ] You search for justice in everywhere
[ ] You use glasses
[ ] You are/ want to be a lawyer
[ ] You don’t care about following orders as long as it’s for justice’s sake
[ ] You support Kira unconditionally
[ ] All your life is perfectly planned
Total: 1

Ryuk
[x] You love apples
[x] You are bored
[ ] You think that humans are… INTERESTING!
[ ] You laugh in a weird way… Hyuk, hyuk, hyuk…
[x] You don’t let your feelings lead you
[ ] When there’ s an argument, you never take one of the sides
[x] You are a little bit crazy and weird
Total: 4

Matsuda
[x] Some people think that you are an idiot
[ ] You always see someone’s good side
[ ] You know someone who is an example for you
[x] You don’t think Kira is neither good or evil
[ ] You talk about a love life that you don’t have
[x] You do stupid things that sometimes are good to the ones around you
[ ] You are pretty, but old.
Total: 3

. . .wow, my love child is misa. . . i didn't see that coming.

1)misa(. . . shocking)
2)ryuk and mello( i would've preferes to be these guys)
3)matsuda, near, and L(these guys are cool too. . .damn)
4)matt and light( . . . at least i'm not light. . .bastard)
5)mikami(good. . . i think he's a little pyscho)

CLUBS I MADE:


CLUBS I JOINED:
http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/18418839/ Tue, 20 May 2008 16:42:20 PDT
. . .and to this day we stil have NO IDEA how that squirrel got in the house. . .

CLUBS I MADE:


CLUBS I JOINED:
http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/18082589/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 07:42:15 PDT

RULES
1. Write these rules again.
2. Each person tagged has to write 8 things about herself/himself.
3. He/she has to write those things into her/his journal.
4. He/she will have to tag 8 more people at the end.
5. Go into their dA pages and note that you've tagged them.

1. i like to draw shirtless guys
2. i think most gay guys are HOTT!( please don't ask why)
3. meh fav words are kamamkazi and ricochet.
4. i question death because i am afraid of it( creepy, i know)
5. i think my suckish art is AWESOME!!!
6. i like the smell of cherry vodka.
7. i got meh new haircut in order to look like L( which i don't!)
8. i'm not raceist(?) but foreigners scare me.

. . .i'm tagging who ever feels like being tagged!( you, you, you. . . and let's not forget YOU!!!)

]]> ~darkchocolatemello http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/17759444/ http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/17759444/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 06:51:02 PDT ~2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
~3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
~4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
~5. No tag-backs.

1. my friends kick ass!(azz)
2.i am dedicated to meh religion(hidantism)
3. i do not like my mother
4.i think most guys in meh school are ugly!( not andrew)
5.my room mates annoying
6. i like tokyo mew mew
8. . . . i question why i am alive

]]> ~darkchocolatemello http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/17700579/ http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/17700579/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 14:31:27 PDT
but on the bright side, I FINALLY HAVE A STALKER!!!! it's awesome. whenever i look away, he's always right next to me and he likes to sniff meh hair. . . .awesome!

]]> ~darkchocolatemello http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/17191300/ http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/17191300/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 07:39:11 PST
PLEASE, make my wish come true!!

CLUB I'VE JOINED


]]> ~darkchocolatemello http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/17117097/ http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/17117097/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 12:43:53 PST
am i a cyberbully?

i want your opinoin, i won't get mad or anything if you say 'yes.' i'm honestly curious

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this journal is dedicated to all my friends: ham, angela,kristin, melissa, and eldisa.I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sincerelly yours, britt-britt

CLUBS I'VE JOINED X3



]]> ~darkchocolatemello http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/14789969/ http://darkchocolatemello.deviantart.com/journal/14789969/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 17:22:25 PDT

1.Post these rules

2.Each person must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves

3.Tages should write a journal of these facts

4.At the end of the post more bloggers are tagged and named

5.Go to there page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

well here i go

1.I am not gay

2.My favorite color is rainbow

3.I think japanese cartoons will rule the world

4.I think gay guys are awsome

5.I think near is my teddy bear

6.I have tsunade boobs jking there regular sized

7.I think gaara is smexy

8.Men with eyeliner are kick ass

ppl im gonna tag

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