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]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/21640595/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/21640595/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 00:27:51 PST * Choose a singer/band/group.
* Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
* Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged).
Tagged by


Birds Of Tokyo


1. Are you male or female?
Like Rain

2. Describe yourself.
Wayside

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
Head In My Hands

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
Silhouettic

5. Describe your current relationship.
Violet

6. Where would you want to be now?
An Ode To Death

7. How do you feel about love?
Train Wrecks

8. What's your life like?
Medicine

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
The Bakes Son

10. Say something wise.
Eduardo

And I tag anyone who reads this

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]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/19351302/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/19351302/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 09:09:44 PDT [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life
[x]I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[x] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[x] I've stolen something from my school/job
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger
[x] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need the... ]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/19158753/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/19158753/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 03:51:25 PDT
hope u will add me there too. thanks.

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/18235040/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/18235040/ Thu, 08 May 2008 22:53:33 PDT
omg i think i just died of excitment!!!!!!!!

oh, and opeth has a new album called Watershed

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i dreamt i killed you/
you're not even words.
GET THE FUCK AWAY YOU PIECE OF SHIT I WANT TO SLIT YOUR THROAT AND CUT OFF YOUR DICK I HOPE YOU NEVER HAVE CHILDREN AND YOU LIVE SO FUCKED UP. I HOPE THAT YOU WISH YOU HADNT FOREVER.

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/17278151/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/17278151/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 20:17:14 PDT
sorry to bother ya'll

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/17277905/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/17277905/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 19:58:31 PDT
just so you know.

just want to turn over a new leaf

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Don't talk to me about you being pregnant or maybe being pregnant or I will seriously try to kill you.

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I loved her, I fell in love with her.
I hated her.

But I can't stop loving her.

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15151861/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/15151861/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 02:52:21 PDT
while sure i understand the need to protect artists work for immature people, and i know that this is entirely necessary, it's people who like us who have watch deviants for ever and seen plenty of their mature works before, and now find themselves witha backlog of images to look at when they finally turn 18.

i'm 18 in less than two months, and my whole folio for my art at school has consisted of naked people, pregnant and beautiful. it's lucky for me that's its my own work, but for some people who want to look at what i've been slaving away doing all year, that's kinda harder.

so i guess i'll just wait until i am legally "mature"

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i only have 1 sac to go as well.... stupid philosophy. teacher sucks.

all my art is in. had like.... 11 or so finished pieces for art yeah, i'm great.

no more art sacs

no more forced art.

ahhhhhhhhh


a few minutes to breathe...

then study........

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14464646/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14464646/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 01:27:33 PDT
FINALLY finished 2 peices. yay. one of them is a stupid crappy 5 minute chacoal drawing that turned out nicely. the other is a painting of my mouth wih silver thread sewn into it.

the giant self portrait is still happening... it's ok. taking so long

art folio due mon after next..

in ART i have:
-ceramic baby belly
-plaster belly
-plaster belly with window
-baby painting
-baby painting
-pregnant lady painting

and i plan to do:
-breast feeding painting
-pregnant lady painting

as soon as i get pics, i'll chuck em up

much love. esp. to sanny, mel, william and kate <3

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14404618/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14404618/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 02:51:10 PDT i think it would be like a budgie or something like that

What would you want your wand to look like/be made out of?
oak.

If you could be an Animagus, what animal would you be?
kitty cat or a dog

Would you join D.A. (Dumbledore's Army)?
yes

Who was the character you hated the most in the books?
umbridge

Who were the characters you loved the most?
ron

What house would you be sorted into at Hogwarts?
i dunno...

What was your favorite store in Hogsmeade or Diagon Alley?
honeydukes.

If you could play Quidditch, what position would you play?
shit, none... i'm scared of heights

Would you honestly eat the kidney pie?
no fucking way

Dark mark or D.A. "Galleon"?
hmm d.a mark! yeah i made that up

What magic power or inheritance would you want the most?
invisibility cloak

What magical creature was your favorite (ex. centaurs,house elves, etc.)?
elves

At the moment if you walked by the Room of Requirement what would it turn into?
a...... nice luxurious bedroom, as if i were a princess

What would your boggart be?
a woman with no insides

What was your reaction to the Ron and Hermione "thing" in book 7?
whoever didnt see it coming is silly

Are you brave like Harry, funny like Ron, or intelligent like Hermione?
funny

Which of the Deathly Hollows would you choose (the cloak, the stone, or the wand)?
cloak

Would you be a member of S.P.E.W.?
sure, why not

Out of the Marauders Map, Sirius' dagger, and a Sneakoscope, what would you choose?
sirius' dagger

What pet would you take with you to Hogwarts (toad, cat, owl, etc)?
cat or owl

Who was your favorite teacher at Hogwarts?
haggy. or dumbledoor... or mcgonnagal

What subject would you like to teach at Hogwarts?
charms

What job would you like to have in the Wizarding World?
i'd like to work in a nice shop

Which character do you wish was real and you could befriend?
ron

Would you enter your name in the Triwizard Cup?
no

Which was the best movie so far?
i think the goblet of fire

On a scale of 1-10 (ten being the worst) how depressed are you that the series is over?
like, a bazillion. its terrible

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14173343/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/14173343/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 00:22:50 PDT
In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) i have never eaten a brussel sprout

2) i dont like peroxide blond hair

3) i try to be nice to everyone, all the time

4) i really hate people who suck up to teachers when they aren't good at that subject.

5) i hate year 11s doing better than me, just because they have so much less stress

6) i never got to put a condom on a banana

I tag...

Sanja
William
Kate
Stef

... and anyone else who wants to be tagged

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13572134/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13572134/ Mon, 02 Jul 2007 01:52:19 PDT school sucks
work sucks
i'm so entirely stressed it isnt funny. yes, its not funny

vent:
i'm so sick off all the stupid well known artists on here who are just well known in the community. it shits me. because, if you enter a competition and so do they who wins? they do, even if you bust your ass and you think its your best work ever. how unfair is that. especially when they never change their style or experiment....

and i'm so sick of my dreams bein shattered.

News:
went to a cardiologist today (heart specialist) i dont have anything seriously wrong with my heart. its Ventricular Ectopic Beats basically its premature beats. no nothing wrong. just "annoying"

thats it. so go get fucked. ]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13572127/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13572127/ Mon, 02 Jul 2007 01:51:43 PDT school sucks
work sucks
i'm so entirely stressed it isnt funny. yes, its not funny

vent:
i'm so sick off all the stupid well known artists on here who are just well known in the community. it shits me. because, if you enter a competition and so do they who wins? they do, even if you bust your ass and you think its your best work ever. how unfair is that. especially when they never change their style or experiment....

and i'm so sick of my dreams bein shattered.

News:
went to a cardiologist today (heart specialist) i dont have anything seriously wrong with my heart. its Ventricular Ectopic Beats basically its premature beats. no nothing wrong. just "annoying"

thats it. so go get fucked. ]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13428133/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13428133/ Thu, 21 Jun 2007 04:36:14 PDT
]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13345951/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13345951/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 17:30:52 PDT 1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer
to the question even if it doesn’t
make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Give your own comments
on how it relates to the questions.

HERE WE GO:

How are you feeling today?

All That I'm Living For - Evanescence

Will you get far in life?

Farther Away - Evanescence

How do your friends see you?

Freak Out - Avril Lavigne

Will you get married?

The End - Evanescence

What is your best friend's theme song?

Going Under - Evanescence

What is the story of your life?

M!ssundaztood - P!nk

What is high school like?

Numb - P!nk

How can you get ahead in life?

Vanishing - A Perfect Circle

What is the best thing about your friends?

The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne

What is in store for this weekend?

Yesterday's Feelings - The Used

To describe your grandparents?

Paralyzed - The Used
LMFAO!!!

How is your life going?

My Last Breath - Evanescence

What song will they play at your funeral?

Victim Of Choices - After Forever

Will you have a happy life?

Even In Death - Evanescence

What do your friends really think of you?

The Bird And The Worm - The Used

Do people secretly lust after you?

Water In My Hands - Scars Of Life

How can I make myself happy?

Angels Punishment'- Lacuna Coil

What should you do with your life?

Cut Up Angels - The Used

Will you ever have children?

Stars - Lacuna Coil

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13269476/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/13269476/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 19:13:19 PDT
has used one of my images as a tattoo. check it out here [link]

original is here [link]

CHECK IT!!!

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12650147/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/12650147/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 02:43:16 PDT
subjects:
DRAWING: mandy is demanding way too much from us. she wants at least 1 sketchbook by midyear to be full. thats insane. not only am i severely depressed but now i'm stressed to the max about that. GAH i cannot believe how shitty school is.

ART: Konrad has now told us the truth about our essay. instead of being 2 artists and 2 images for each artist, its 4 artist and 2 images from each artist. bloody hell., just when i'd spent the hols learning my shit about the first ones now i gotta do more. insane and totally unfair.

LIT: can i say Comprende? i dont know what is going on. am i dumb, or do i just know absolutely nothing.

PSYCH: stuff is ok, but i hate having no friends in class.

PHILOSOPHY: SAC tomorrow on what? ergon? please explain...

IN OTHER WORDS......

I"M FUCKED

thanks for your time.

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go eat shit.

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]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/11579583/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/11579583/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 18:17:14 PST
The singer/songwriter’s boyfriend Josh, a therapist, proposed to her Monday evening while the band was in Toronto to perform at the Air Canada Centre.

The longtime friends have been dating for about a year. It will be her first marriage.

Lee, 25, said Josh, 28, got down on one knee for a traditional proposal. She broke the news by phone to mother Sara Cargill on Tuesday morning.

The Evanescence hit “Call Me When You’re Sober” was written by Lee about her former boyfriend, Seether singer Shaun Morgan.

The Grammy-winning band’s first album, Fallen, has sold more than 14 million copies worldwide.

----------------------------------

Amy Lee Engaged

Jan. 2007 -- Songwriting has long been employed by Evanescence frontwoman Amy Lee as a restorative for her soul, and on the band's latest CD "The Open Door" the Gothic romantic let her new found feelings of joy flow freely into the lyrics of "Good Enough," a track born from her love for a therapist.




Evanescence's Amy Lee announced her engagement after VJ Devon Soltendieck asked her about her ring during an interview on MuchMusic's Live@Much Tuesday, January 9th

Credit: MuchMusic

Accustomed to exposing her emotions to her fans through the works she pens, on January 9, 2007 Ms. Lee confided in person to Muchmusic audience members and the Canadian program's television viewers that her muse (known to the media only by his first name, Josh) had knelt on bended knee and asked for her hand in marriage the previous evening.

The Toronto-based proposal has followed an eight-month long courtship. A wedding date has not been announced.

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/11559377/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/11559377/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 22:57:17 PST Persephone du Coudray

Known in some parts of the world as:
Venus of The Hungry

The Great Archives Record:
One of the poor who howl at the door of the Rosary and the garlic strung cross.


[link]

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/11477461/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/11477461/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 02:27:51 PST
LOVE YOUS!!!!!!!

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/11344369/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/11344369/ Sun, 07 Jan 2007 00:41:22 PST 2) Name Backwards: Aiil
3) Were you named after anyone?: No
4) Does your name mean anything?: not sure
5) Nick Name(s): Faery
6) Screen Name(s): Faery, Darkening-destiny
7) Date Of Birth: 18/12/89
8) Place of Birth: someplace...
9) Nationality: meow
10) Current Location: Computer room
11) Religion: um.
12) Height: short
13) Shoe Size: 8-9
14) Hair colour: darkbrown with purple
15) Eye colour: hazel
16) What do you look like?: ugly cow
17) Innie or Outie?: Innie
18) Righty, Lefty, Ambidextrous: righty
19) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: haven't decided
20) Best friends: my girls
21) Best friend you trust the most: my girls
22) Best friends {your gender}: Ekaterina, Sanja, Mel, Jelena, Stacii
23) Best friends of the opposite gender: william
24) Best Bud(s):
25) Boyfriend : William
27) Parent(s): Ilme and Gary
28) Worst Enemy: myself
29) Funniest friend: ekat
31) Advice Friend: dunno
32) Loudest Friend: dunno
33) Person you cry with: hmm
34) Any sisters:
35) Any brothers: 1
36) Any pets: Pippin
37) A Disease: i have an illness not disease
38) A Pager: nope
39)A mp3 player/ipod: yeah ipod
40) A laptop: no
41) Gaming platform ie nintendo/xbox: playstation1
42) Surround sound: yep
43) A Personal phone line: no, its a family one
44) A Cell phone: Yeah.
45) A Lava lamp: Nah.
46) A Pool or hot tub: no
47) A Car: Nah.

Describe Your...

48) Personality: naughty but nice
49) Driving: its getting there...
50) Car or one you want: beetle.
51) Room: teal
52) What’s missing?: speaker stands
54) Bed: it has a pink cover atm usually teal. i have a single bed
55) Relationship with your parent(s): good.

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself: nope
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: Nah, not really.
58) Consider yourself a good listener: yep
60) Get along with your parents: yeah
61) Save your e-mail conversations: no
62) Pray: Nope.
63) Believe in reincarnation: i hope that when i'm dead i''m just dead
64) Like to make fun of people: only OLD old ladies in miniskirts
65) Like to talk on the phone: yes
66) Like to eat?: eh
67) Like to drive: I do.
68) Get motion sickness: nope
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: yeah
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: .
71) Dream in color: yes
72) Type with your fingers on home row: no
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: no

What Is...?

74) Right next to you: a wall... and a bed, oh and a drum stool
75) On the walls of your room: couple of posters, and a calenda
76) On your mouse pad: a mouse
77) Your dream car: beetle
78) Your dream date: hmmm...
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: somewhere with a private pool LOL
80) Your dream husband/wife:
81) Your bedtime: when im tired
82) Under your bed: crates full of stuff
83) The single most important question: blink
84) Your bad time of the day: when i wake up
85) Your worst fear(s): snakes, spiders and heights
86) The weather like: windy
87) The time?: 7:37pm
88) The date?: jan 7th
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: um
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: not a clue
91) Your Theme Song: Nobody's home - avril lavigne. it's the emo in me coming out
92) The hardest thing about growing up: growing up.
93) Your funniest experience: .lol dunno
95) The silliest thing you've ever said: i dunno i say a lot of silly shit
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite gender?: said "21? that's so cute.... what aren't I cute too???"
97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): me drunk.
98) The worst feeling in the world: self hatred
99) The best feeling in the world: contentment
100) 5 people you tag: eh anyone who's bored

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]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10805116/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10805116/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 21:01:02 PST hate and you cry
and you still wonder why
I think you are fucking insane

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10801380/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10801380/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 15:02:31 PST
just found some cool clubs on dA incase anyone is interested, i know sanja will love the evanescence one

take a look ey?

Evanescence fan art

Lacuna Coil fan club

Love and Light

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10654147/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10654147/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 01:02:20 PST
(yes i'm a whore)

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10631355/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10631355/ Sun, 05 Nov 2006 23:52:14 PST
]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10576541/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10576541/ Tue, 31 Oct 2006 22:03:58 PST I know where my blade is!
I know where they hid the pills!
I know where my blade is!
I know where they hid the pills!
I know where my blade is!
I know where they hid the pills!
I know where my blade is!
I know where they hid the pills!
I know where my blade is!

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10523677/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10523677/ Fri, 27 Oct 2006 03:22:07 PDT
1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

4.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

5.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

Now the good part. CHALLANGE YOUR FREINDS.


THE LIST............................


1. Introduction
2. Love [link]
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity [link]
13. Misfortune [link]
14. Smile [link]
15. Silence [link]
16. Questioning
17. Blood [link]
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature [link]
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking [link]
26. Tears [link]
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness [link]
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night [link]
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand [link]
36. Precious Treasure [link]
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned [link]
39. Dreams [link]
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying [link]
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules [link]
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret [link]
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice [link]
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10522543/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10522543/ Thu, 26 Oct 2006 23:09:18 PDT
i feel sick and i never wish to eat again

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10483047/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10483047/ Mon, 23 Oct 2006 03:36:20 PDT it seemed it would be a funny thing to tell you i am happy when i do not agree with lying too much
yesterday saw me confessing pretty things to family members who do not know the truth from lies
and it found me thinking of how much everything repulses me and how much i repulse everything
simple discussions find me thinking about how i have such a love for sharp and pointy objects
and making me wish i hadnt left it in my bedside drawer and had of put it in my pocket
simple boring life is not simple, its horrible and torture when all your smiles are signs of pain
and all you can think about is how nice it would be to float into the darkness and cease to exist.

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10408032/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10408032/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 02:36:49 PDT
Sparkling grey, am I the only way?
Any more than a whisper
Any sudden movement of my heart
And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away

Just get through this day

Give up your way, you could be anything,
Give up my way,
and lose myself,
not today
That's too much guilt to pay

Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way

You're just so pretty in your pain

Give up my way, and I could be anything
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless hate....hate...hate.....hate

So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good
I can't hear your screams anymore

You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby

Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out

And you'll never hurt me again

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10407922/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10407922/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 02:05:43 PDT check it out!!!
[link]

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10296631/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10296631/ Thu, 05 Oct 2006 18:16:40 PDT oh yeah!

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10242495/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10242495/ Sat, 30 Sep 2006 23:36:23 PDT For loving you like this
I hate myself for hating myself

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10199724/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10199724/ Wed, 27 Sep 2006 02:22:21 PDT life sucks but we get used to it.
we should always eat soyghurt because it is yummy, and if you dont put at least 3tbs of honey in your cereal in the morning you are strange.

in other news.... there is none.
oh here a list of bands i recently decided to love!!!
After The Fall
Aiden
Alexisonfire
Atreyu
Bayside
Behind Crimson Eyes
Bleeding Through
Bullet For My Valentine
Funeral For A Friend
Green Day (the old stuff only you fools)
Hawthorne Heights
June
Parkway Drive
Silverstein
Straylight Run
Taking Back Sunday
The Audition
The Autumn Offering
The Forecast
The Junior Varsity
With Honor

LOL I highly reccommend Silverstein. possibly my fave band atm

In more music news.
The Open Door by evanescence comes into stores this saturday. yes only a few days.
and Love Outside Andromeda have a new cd. Sounds fun don't it?

Love and Light
Rock On...

Liia

]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10148847/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10148847/ Fri, 22 Sep 2006 02:48:28 PDT
1-touch their waist
2-talk to them
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss them slowly


are you remembering this?


6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends


keep reading


11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved


Are you thinking about someone?


16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!


..20 u need to show her you mean it too


21-kiss her on the lips
22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff
23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuff. small things can still help


we might deny it but we accutally like and kinda want you to get us things


26-don't lie to her
27-dont cheat on her
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you


are you still reading this u better be its important


31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her). (or her forehead. nose is like wtf?)
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her


remember this next time you are with her


36. When people diss her, stand up for her!
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible


MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED


41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always Remind her how much you love her. ]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10125685/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10125685/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 18:46:52 PDT
The rules

1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

4.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

5.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

Now the good part. CHALLANGE YOUR FREINDS.


THE LIST............................


1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation ]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10056194/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/10056194/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 01:35:48 PDT
You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
"Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red."
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me (ever get too far)
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way) ]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9994503/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9994503/ Thu, 07 Sep 2006 01:11:46 PDT those of you who saw them, lucky you, those of you who still want to send me a note or something... ]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9984777/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9984777/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 04:33:55 PDT ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9983974/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9983974/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 01:26:11 PDT when you forgot to listen ]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9891391/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9891391/ Tue, 29 Aug 2006 01:15:52 PDT ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9822804/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9822804/ Wed, 23 Aug 2006 01:40:26 PDT
1. Dancing muffin for Will
2. Some lesbians for Stacii
3. Something Kenji related for Braeden
4.
5. ]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9787517/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9787517/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 22:31:21 PDT 1. seaford
2. patterson lakes
3. victoria
4. australia

-Four TV shows I love to watch:
1. Grey's Anatomy
2. All Saints
3. Gilmore Girls
4. Simpsons

-Four places I have been on vacation:
1. Fiji
2. Queensland
3. Sydney
4. Yarrawonga

-Four websites I visit daily:
1. Deviant Art
2. Myspace
3. Hotmail.
4.

-Four of my favourite foods:
1. chocolate
2. veg sushi
3. vegetable curry
4. cake/cookies

-Four places I would rather be right now:
1. ummmm.........
2. on my drums...?
3. in teh sun
4. ...somewhere nice

i tag: everyone. hahah! ]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9777036/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9777036/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 22:16:57 PDT
a certain somebody was taken by shock when viewing my photo titled Stretched. he didnt understand what i was trying to get across

*please Note* i am straight.
hopwever, i do find the female body to be more attractive to look at. i love the curves. i wanted to post up some pictures showing the beauty of what nature has given women. i tried drawing some pictures, but without reference pic this was difficult.

now obviously, people this age (mainly the people i would want to be models for me) are not really into exposing their body. so i decided to photograph myself. i''m sorry if you dont like looking at my naked body, i dont like looking at it either, but however i was the only model i could use to display what i was trying to.

if you have any questions or anything just ask.

i am not trying to show off my boobies, i'm trying to show art. ]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9682247/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9682247/ Thu, 10 Aug 2006 19:01:09 PDT ]]> ~darkening-destiny http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9474625/ http://darkening-destiny.deviantart.com/journal/9474625/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 03:21:09 PDT

biting keeps your words at bay
tending to the sores that stay
happiness is just a gash away
when i open a familiar scar
pain goes shooting like a star
comfort hasn't failed to follow so far...

and you might say it's self-indulgent
you might say its self-destructive
but, you see, it's more productive
than if i were to be healthy

& pens and penknives take the blame
crane my neck & scratch my name
but the ugly marks
are worth the momentary gain...
when i jab a sharpened object in
choirs of angels seem to sing
hymns of hate in memorandum

and you might say it's self-indulgent
and you might say it's self-destructive
but, you see, it's more productive
than if i were to be happy

and sappy songs about sex and cheating
bland accounts of two lovers meeting
make me want to give mankind a beating

and you might say it's self-destructive
but, you see, i'd kick the bucket
sixty times before i'd kick the habit

and as the skin rips off i cherish the revolting thought
that even if i quit
there's not a chance in hell i'd stop
and anyone can see the signs
mittens in the summertime
thank you for your pity, you are too kind

and you might say its self-inflicted
but you see that's contradictive
why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?

and pain opinions are sitcom feeding
they dont know that their minds are teething
makes me want to give mankind a beating

i'm tried bandages and sinking
i've tried gloves and even thinking
i've tried vaseline
i've tried everything
and no-one cares if your back is bleeding
they're concerned with their hair receding
looking back it was all maltreating
every thought that occurred misleading

makes me want to give myself a beating.... ]]> ~darkening-destiny