http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:darkestdespair&section=today deviantART RSS for by:darkestdespair en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 16:17:04 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/28634651/ http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/28634651/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 16:51:18 PST But I have something in mind, don't worry <3

Ah yeah, The Lillith is practising again!!
After a break, we're finally ready to rock!!! xD
Look forward to some new material from us ^w^ <3

Oh, and I changed the design on my Livejournal to fit the new icon and banner Redcurse/X made me <3

..

Dammit, I'm such a n00b I can't do a simple picture/link thing xD

[link] - go have a look

]]> ~darkestdespair http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/28315234/ http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/28315234/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 14:54:03 PST - and it only took 2 years *sarcasm* <3

Gonna do some kinda \"Hurray-thank-you-for-doing-this-for-me-picture\" I guess x'3

Anyway, thanks <3


Haruka~ <3

]]> ~darkestdespair http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/25221279/ http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/25221279/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 16:56:07 PDT [link]

Artist: The Lillith
Song: Tsuki no Kage

It's our very first official promotion stuff, an instrumental piece of sampled music, written as a teaser for the next few things comming up in the near future :3

Also, here's a veeeery small way of saying thank you to the people who pay any attention to us at all (<3), a video of old clips with the song:
[link]

We're looking forward to seeing you guys at the shows, take care until then <3

Haruka~

]]> ~darkestdespair http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/24809693/ http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/24809693/ Sun, 17 May 2009 17:26:30 PDT
So why am I here? Well, cause I couldn't really sleep anyway, and I wanted to upload a new portrait <3

But also to break some news!!!
As you may now, I'm deeply involved in The Lillith (I'm the guitarist, oh yeah<3)! We've been laying low for quite some time, having worked on some new songs and stuff, as well as our future plans. Which is why we haven't had any lives in the past... 5 months :b

BUT!!! Next month is the month where you can catch a glimpse of us on stage! I'm not saying anything else, since there is still a lot of planning to do, but let's just say that danes can look forward to seeing us around 19th of June, more details to come~

Furthermore, we've scheduled for two concerts IN OTHER COUNTRIES, but it's strictly confidential atm (which is why I'm writing it here in an open-for-all journal xD)!

Anyway, that's it for this time, keep up the good spirits and show some love, it's almost summer <3

Haruka~

]]> ~darkestdespair http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/21236980/ http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/21236980/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 17:56:50 PDT
Ok, it's 01.45 am, but I couldn't wait for daylight:
We're having a gig this evening! Show starts at 19:00, it's free and it's Halloween :3
- That means (for people able to come) that it's almost a must to come looking spooky (the band will, at least).

As for the setlist...

the GazettE - Chizuru
Dir en Grey - Red... EM
Luna Sea - Tonight
Dir en Grey - Kasumi
D'espairsRay - Kogoeru ni yoru shita
Dir en Grey - dead tree
Girugämesh - Owari to Mirai
Girugämesh - Glamorous Sky
The Lillith - Brainless Filth
Secret artist - ~Secret Encore~
(in random order)

The location is Kraftwerket, near Enghave Station, Copenhagen :3


Haruka~



P.S. The band will be doing a short Halloween photoshoot before the concert, so there'll be some nice pics up later + the concert will be filmed xD

]]> ~darkestdespair http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/20125640/ http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/20125640/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 07:21:34 PDT
[link]

It's a cover of Dir en Grey's "red... [EM]", hope you like as much as we did peforming it :3

- Oh, and it was a contest, btw. We came in 3rd ^^

]]> ~darkestdespair http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/19723299/ http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/19723299/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 17:49:42 PDT
The Lillith will participate in an event at Pumpehuset in Copenhagen on the 22nd of august. I'm not really sure what it's about, but we'll be there~

Tickets cost 70,- and can be purchased from me, the other members (if you can meet us in person) or at billetlugen.dk :3

The doors open at 8 pm.

Hope to see you there,

Haruka~

]]> ~darkestdespair http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/19549786/ http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/19549786/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 06:08:06 PDT The live shots I'm uploading is from a live on 31/5 2008 @ Katapuls's metroscene, the others (pics we haven't even taken yet) will be pro pictures for our myspace and such things :3

I didn't take any of the photos, the credit goes to my father and Kamho Yung (jazzkanin.deviantart.com):3

]]> ~darkestdespair http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/19485798/ http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/19485798/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 16:29:22 PDT
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THE RULES!

1. tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4 (162,56 cm).
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[(x)] I have a brother. (sorta)
[x] I have a sister.
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex. (I never answer this Q, nah nah nah-nah naaah)
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[ ] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from... ]]> ~darkestdespair http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/18243716/ http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/18243716/ Fri, 09 May 2008 14:56:43 PDT Seriously, if I don't do it I'll get lazy again, and that way I won't get anything up... So yeah, already two up this month, three to go ^^

I'm thinking about a theme for the three deviations, and since I've already started on the first, I'm gonna stick to it; manga/anime/game characters done in semi-realism *ta-daaa~*

So... yeah, the first one is from a game, but I don't yet know what to do next... But anyway, I'll figure something out ^^'

Haruka~

]]> ~darkestdespair http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/16235650/ http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/16235650/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 06:42:40 PST I've just been really busy the past 6 months, having started the three years of highschool I've been looking forward to and all. That eats about 70% of my time xD Unfortunately the last 30% isn't used to draw marvellous pictures. No, it's all focused on my band.

So, more will be up later, I just felt a pinch of guilt viewing this account... damn, untouched for half a year? Auch x3

]]> ~darkestdespair http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/13224903/ http://darkestdespair.deviantart.com/journal/13224903/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 08:05:45 PDT Nah, not really, but this month is about exams, so I don't go to school xD
That means plenty of time to study and/or to play music and draw, jubilations! During the summer, I'll be focusing on getting better at drawing comics. I do not have the patience to do all these little boxes and whatever, but I'm gonna have to get used to it from now on. Furthermore, I wanna improve at drawing backgrounds, and there is only one way to do that: practice, practice, practice... But in addition to that boring process, I will be uploading some of the stuff.

Besides the drawings and all, I'll be focusing on my music. My band Lillith ([link]) is doing great at the moment, and we've composed some great songs. During the summer we'll try to get some studio-time to record it. Gah, could be our very first demo! Exciting xD

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