http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:darkfae808&section=today deviantART RSS for by:darkfae808 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 23:55:29 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/18961910/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/18961910/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 06:09:49 PDT 1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on SHUFFLE
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
kissing the lipless - the shins

2. How would you describe yourself?
transatlanticism - death cab for cutie

3. What do you like in a guy?
we make rejection look beautiful - the drama summer

4. How do you feel today?
i'm ok, you're ok - mxpx

5. What is your life's purpose?
tire swing - kimya dawson

6. What is your motto?
pretty good year - tori amos

7. What do your friends think of you?
in between - the groovenics

8. What do you think of your parents?
ask me anything - the strokes

9. What do you think about very often?
hanging on to you - the mr t experience

10. What is 2 + 2?
fluxy - the early november

11. What do you think of your best friend?
float on - modest mouse

12. What do you think of the person you like?
veda very shining - letters to cleo

13. What is your life story?
sympathy for the martyr - straylight run

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
susanne - weezer

15. What will you dance at your wedding?
polly - nirvana

16. What will they play at your funeral?
last of days - a fine frenzy

17. What is your hobby/interest?
black mamba - the academy is

18. What is your biggest fear?
don't look back in anger - oasis

19. What is your biggest secret?
you're cute when you scream - senses fail

20. What do you think of your friends?
every night's another story - the early november

21. What will you post this as?
turn on me - the shins

22. Whats Your fav song?
fergalicious - fergie
{lol}

]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/17411827/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/17411827/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 14:33:49 PDT Do do do do do do- oh yeah!
She's well acquainted with the touch of the velvet hand
Like a lizard on a window pane

The man in the crowd with the multicoloured mirrors
On his hobnail boots
Lying with his eyes while his hands are busy
Working overtime
A soap impression of his wife which he ate
And donated to the National Trust

I need a fix 'cause I'm going down
Down to the bits that I left uptown
I need a fix cause I'm going down
Mother Superior jump the gun
Mother Superior jump the gun
Mother Superior jump the gun
Mother Superior jump the gun
Mother Superior jump the gun
Mother Superior jump the gun

Happiness is a warm gun
Happiness is a warm gun, momma
When I hold you in my arms
And I feel my finger on your trigger
I know nobody can do me no harm
Because happiness is a warm gun, momma
Happiness is a warm gun
-Yes it is.
Happiness is a warm, yes it is...
Gun!
BANG, BANG,
SHOOT, SHOOT,
Well don't ya know that happiness is a warm gun, momma?

]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/16238175/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/16238175/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 10:40:42 PST And i don't feel any different.
The clanking of crystal
Explosions off in the distance (in the distance).

So this is the new year
And I have no resolutions
For self assigned penance
For problems with easy solutions

So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
As thirty dialogs bleed into one

I wish the world was flat like the old days
Then i could travel just by folding a map
No more airplanes, or speed trains, or freeways
There'd be no distance that could hold us back.

There'd be no distance that could hold us back
So this is the new year

]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/14289628/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/14289628/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 14:25:54 PDT some were happy, some were sad
memories me and my partners in crime
throwing up a thousand times
I got through it, I feel fine
I went to school and did my time
In a sense I'm out, in a sense I'm free
to be what I wanna be
Fun was cartoons Saturdays
Fun was staying up past eight
lame was tring to fit in
lame was the wrong crowd let me it
You gotta stick together
with who you are and who you know
You gotta remember
Where you've been and where you wanna go
I never did homework after school
did all the things I thought were cool
went out every Friday night
I still do and I'm alright.

]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/13104526/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/13104526/ Sat, 26 May 2007 18:35:07 PDT I got my flower, I got my power, I got a woman who knows.

I said it's alright. You know it's alright - I guess it's all in my heart

You'll be my only, my one and only. Is that the way it should start?

Crazy ways are evident, In the way that you're wearing your clothes
Sippin'' booze is precedent as the evening starts to glow.

I told your mamma I'd get you home but I didn't tell her I had no car
I saw a lion he was standing alone with a tadpole in a jar.

Dancing days are here again as the summer evening grows
You are my flower, you are my power
You are my woman who knows.

]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/12735469/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/12735469/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 19:56:06 PDT The place where it's hot, love,
You know, it hurts to breathe in,
And the watershed you balance on is begging it,
Well did he ever know,
Will he ever know?

The trees in the moonshine are a dark lattice,
So you catalog in the angle you notice,
In a vacuum you recharge to record this,
So you won't make it easy on me.

And I can't go into this no more,
It puts too many thorns on my mind,
And the necessary balloon lies a corpse on the floor,
We've pissed on far too many sprites,
And they're all standing up for their rights.

Born on a desert floor, you've the deepest thirst,
And you came to my sweet shore to indulge it,
With the wan and dreaming eyes of an orphan,
But there is not enough,
There is not enough.

Out of a gunnysack for red rabbits,
Into the crucible to be rendered an emulsion,
And we can't allow a chance they'd restore themselves,
So we can't make it easy on you.

Undaunted, you bathed in hollow cries,
The boils were swollen, sunburned eyes,
A reward for letting nothing under their skin,
So help me, I don't know, I might,
Just give the old dark side a try.

Don't cast your warring eyes on the shore,
Did we even the score?
I still owe you for the hole in the floor,
And the ghost in the hall,
Who decides who paddles over the falls?
Yeah, who makes the call,
Who makes the call?

Well, I know there's an eventual
Release from every scale of crime,
But the necessary balloon lies a corpse on the floor,
We've pissed on far too many good intentions held by clever sprites,
And they're all standing up for their rights.

]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/11860360/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/11860360/ Sat, 17 Feb 2007 20:57:27 PST I don't care what you think unless It is about me.
It is now my duty to completely drain you.
A travel through a tube and end up in your infection.

Chew your meat for you. Pass it back and forth.
In a passionate kiss. From my mouth to yours. 'cause I like you.

With eyes so dilated. I've became your pupil.
You've taught me everything. Without a poison apple.
The water is so yellow. I'm a healthy student.
Indebted and so grateful. Vacuum out the fluids.

Chew your meat for you. Pass it back and forth.
In a passionate kiss. From my mouth to yours.
'cause I like you. You! You! You! You! You!

One baby to another says. I'm lucky to have met you.
I don't care what you think unless. It is about me.
It is now my duty to completely drain you.
A travel through a tube and end up in your infection.

Chew your meat for you. Pass it back and forth.
In a passionate kiss. From my mouth to yours. 'cause I like you.

**nirvana = life**


]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/11439300/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/11439300/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 19:34:50 PST Making love and I become you -
Flesh is warm with naked feet
Stabbing thorns and you become meat
Oh, Id beg for you, you know Ill beg for you.
She holds my hand we share a laugh,
Slipping orange blossom breezes -
Love is still and sweat remains
A cherished gift unselfish feeling...
Oh, Id beg for you, you know Ill beg for you.
She tells me things, I listen well
Drink the wine and save the water -
Skin is smooth, I steal a glance
Dragon flies er gliding over...
Oh, Ill beg for you - you know Ill beg for you

Pick a song and sing a yellow nectarine
Take a bath, Ill drink the water that you leave
If you should die before me -
Ask if you can bring a friend
Pick a flower, hold your breath
And drift away...

]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/11347213/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/11347213/ Sun, 07 Jan 2007 08:31:24 PST Don't stop just sip it down
And in a swirling masquerade of sound
My body hits the ground
I'm beautiful when I'm asleep
Martini kisses land
On my blistered bloody scarlet lips
The bottles in my hand

Burn out, not fade away

I'll speak in riddles so you can understand
I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen
So in love with me like sand to wet feet
I'll write both our names into the wet concrete

We're glistening like silver spoons
Beneath the summer night
Oh can you smell the subtle hint of frost
As the flowers start to cry
The autumn winds are bringing graves
To all the emerald trees
They're so beautiful in their dismay
The colors slowly bleed

Burn out, not fade away

I'll speak in riddles so you can understand
I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen
So in love with me like sand to wet feet
I'll write both our names into the wet concrete

The pawns will fade away
(Burn out, not fade away)
(Burn out, not fade away)
The king's at his checkmate
(Burn out, not fade away)
(Burn out, not fade away)
And I sit here with a sick grin
Choking as I laugh until I die.

Burn out, not fade away

]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/11280720/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/11280720/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 20:29:14 PST Watching the cars go rolling by
My friends are gone
I've got nothing to do
So I sit here patiently
Watching the clock tick so slowly
Gotta get away
Or my brains will explode

Give me something to do to kill some time
Take me to that place that I call home
Take away the strains of being lonely
Take me to the tracks at Christie Road

See the hills from afar
Standing on my beat up car
The sun went down and the night fills the sky
Now I feel like me once again
As the train comes rolling in
Smoked my boredom gone
Slapped my brains up so high

Give me something to do to kill some time
Take me to that place that I call home
Take away the strains of being lonely
Take me to the tracks at Christie Road

Mother stay out of my way of that place we go
We'll always seem to find our way to Christie Road

Mother stay out of my way of that place we go
We'll always seem to find our way to Christie Road

If there's one thing that I need
That makes me feel complete
So I go to Christie Road
It's home...

]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/10607418/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/10607418/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 19:14:11 PST I'm gonna be sick for a while
It's gonna be quite some time
If that's what we never had
We gotta get used to it
I'm glad to get used to it fast

Tell me what my name can mean
In the dictionary scene
Yeah that's like over 40 million sold
(Oh) we do it right
But why write when we can type
Computers get me psyched
They'll probably make us slaves in 40 years

And it's time to go outside
I'm gonna be sick for a while
It's gonna be quite some time
If that's what we never had
We gotta get used to it
I'm glad to get used to it fast

And throw the window through the door
We don't use this anymore
I'm not throwing stones
And it means the world to me
Oh three due in time
With the love of love gives life
Oh your heart it helps so much
When we're barely scraping by

It's time to go outside
I'm gonna be sick for a while
It's gonna be quite some time
If that's what we never had
We gotta get used to it
I'm glad to get used to it fast

Open
And it means the world to me

And it's time to go outside
I'm gonna be sick for a while
It's gonna be quite some time
If that's what we never had
We gotta get used to it
I'm glad to get used to it fast

It's time to
If that's what we never had
We gotta get used to it
I'm glad to get used to it fast

And it's time to go outside
I'm gonna be sick for a while
It's gonna be quite some time

]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/10310979/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/10310979/ Sat, 07 Oct 2006 05:13:06 PDT All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause were young
And we'll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/10142235/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/10142235/ Thu, 21 Sep 2006 12:03:57 PDT I'm not crazy
Well that's not true, I've got a bed, and a guitar
And a dog named Bob who pisses on my floor
That's right, I've got a floor
So what, so what, so what?
I've got pockets full of kleenex and lint and holes
Where everything important to me
Just seems to fall right down my leg
And on to the floor
My closest friend linoleum
Linoleum
Supports my head, gives me something to believe
That's me on the beachside combing the sand
Metal meter in my hand
Sporting a pocket full of change
That's me on the street with a violin under my chin
Playing with a grin, singing gibberish
That's me on the back of the bus
That's me in the cell
That's me inside your head
That's me inside your head
That's me inside your head ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/9295273/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/9295273/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 18:22:56 PDT your burning has turned into fear
drills me in my every step, i'm moving quick but you're always on my heels

just one more breath, i beg you please
just one more step, my knees are weak
my heart is sturdy but it needs you to survive
my heart is sturdy but it needs you

breathe, don't you want to breathe
i know that you are strong enough to handle what i need
my capillaries scream, there's nothing left to feed on
my body needs a reason to cross that line
will you carry me there one more time?

steady lungs, don't fail me now
i feel you bursting but you won't let me die
fill me up with every step
i'm feeling sick, but i'm leaving it behind

just one long breath i beg you please
just one more step you are not weak
my legs are sturdy but they need you to survive
my heart is sturdy but i need you

breathe, don't you want to breathe
and know that you are strong enough to handle what i need
my capillaries scream, there's nothing left to feed on
my body needs a reason to cross that line
will you carry me there once more?

i have reason to believe that i have victories to taste
i can feel them on my teeth, upon my lips and in my chest
i can roll them on my tongue, they are more subtle than defeat
i feel the tension in my lungs and every move is filled by my resolve to

breathe, don't you want to breathe
i know that you are strong enough to handle what i need
my capillaries scream, there's nothing left to feed on
my body needs a reason to cross that line
will you carry me there one more time? ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/9153763/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/9153763/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 22:38:00 PDT ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/8120714/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/8120714/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 11:11:22 PST But it's nothing new. I've been piecing it together and it's got something to do
with every look thrown like a knife across a crowded room.
Every slow and quiet car ride I spent drinking in the backseat.
Every stupid melody to every stupid song.
And every stupid word that everybody's hanging on.

What difference does this difference in age make?
I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick.
So call 911.
I'm already dead but someone should be caught
and held responsible for this bloody mess.

Last night I fell asleep next to a liar and I woke up with a shiner.
And it's all that I remember from a night spent lying on my back
with a view of a stone white ceiling and the back of your head.
This dark and quiet bed felt like the middle of nowhere.
We beat each other up just like we always do.
When I'm talking to myself I'd always rather be talking to you.

What difference does this difference in age make?
I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick.
Call 911.
I'm already dead but someone should be caught
and held responsible for this bloody mess.

Call homicide. Take the case to court.
Her lips taste like a loaded gun
and I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor.

They hung her from the bridge on Monday.
The gathering turned into a mob out on the lawn.
They dropped her body in the river.
And school and work returned to normal before long...

Call 911.
I'm already dead but someone should be caught
and held responsible for this bloody mess.

Call homicide. Take the case to court.
Her lips taste like a loaded gun
and I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor. ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/7631905/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/7631905/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 16:23:56 PST How could you go and do something like that
My fingernail phase
Worst has got the best of you
I ask you and I know I need to change
Change

You took it back
You ripped my heart out of my then you put it back
I'm pulling my hair
I let you just a million times
I love you even though it isn't fair

Run we go around again in circles
Play this game over again
Run we go around again in circles

You took it back
You ripped my heart out of my then you put it back
I'm pulling my hair
I let you just a million times
I love you even though it isn't fair

Run we go around again in circles
Play this game over again.
Run we go around again in circles

You took it back
You took it back

Run we go around again in circles
Play this game over again.
Run we go around again in circles
Circles

Run we go around again in circles
Play this game over again.
Run we go around again in circles
Circles ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/7396325/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/7396325/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 20:43:51 PST [link]

funny video - kind of long (like 20 minutes) but funny... ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/6363908/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/6363908/ Mon, 29 Aug 2005 20:54:05 PDT for goodness sake I think I'm on the edge of something new with you.
Shout out, don't drown the sound, I'll drown you out,
you'll never scream so loud as I want to scream with you.

Standing there with your smile blinding your eyes
from seeing my face as I'm dying to figure out a girl.
But she drifts so far away,
I'm on her coast, so maybe I should stay and map around her world.

So Don't Say "These currents are still killing me"
and you can't explain how the wind went and pulled you into the hurricane.

Stand up don't make a sound, your ears might bleed.
There are sweet fluorescent enemies that live inside of me.
The world moves faster than I knew,
not fast enough to not creep up on you and the space we put between.
So pull me under your weather patterns,
your cold fronts and the rain don't matter,
because a sun burns what I needed.

You don't do it on purpose
but you make me shake now I count the hours 'til you wake.
With your babies breath, breathe symphonies, come on sweet catastrophe.
Maybe this time I can follow through, I can feel complete, stop paying dues.
Stop the rain from falling keep my oceans calm this time I know nothings wrong. ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/5769369/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/5769369/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 07:43:43 PDT May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room,
if only, if only for one second.

This table has taken a turn for the worst.
Rock bottom and over the edge
well it's not like it hurts that much anyway.
Upside down and inside out.
When I leave here I'm going alone.
Well it's not like it hurts much anyway.

Attention! Attention!
May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room,
if only, if only for one second.
Will you hear what I have to say?
Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
To the fact that we could have something that'll never happen.
Will you hear what I have to?

This balance has weighed out our hearts desire.
I'm trying to make it alone.
Well it's not like it hurts that much anyway.
Upside down and inside out.
When I leave here I'm going alone.
But I'm dying, I'm dying to touch.
And it's not like it hurts much anyway.

Attention! Attention!
May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room,
if only, if only for one second.
Will you hear what I have to say?
Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
To the fact that we could have something, something.

Attention! Attention!
May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room,
if only, if only for one second.
Will you hear what I have to say?
Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
To the fact that we could have something that'll never happen.
Will you hear what I have to?

Attention! Attention!
Upside down and inside out.
Attention! Attention!
Upside down and inside out. ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/5701721/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/5701721/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 07:08:05 PDT
There is no way he succeeded if the artifact still lands in October 2, 1988. Obviously it came from October 30 – his mom and sister’s plane. So there it should have stayed. But it went back to October 2 with Donnie. Therefore he traveled back in time for nothing – only to create yet another tangent universe in which he does not survive, ultimately killing everyone when it collapses on October 30, 1988. He is the living receiver and he dies this time so now he can’t save them.

Why would MDFrank have pulled him out of bed to endure the tangent universe if ultimately the answer was for him to stay and die? This is why the ending of him dying the way he should have makes no sense at all. This, as I said, will ensure another tangent universe because the artifact is still in the wrong time.

So he learns all about the tangent universe and time travel and figures it all out but still the artifact is in the wrong time in the end so he failed??? What is going to happen now? Only that Gretchen and his mom will not die. His sister will still die in the plane crash on October 30, 1988. Right? ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/5145722/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/5145722/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 06:41:47 PDT Oh, the moaning half tones,
Come summer time,
We're all the same age here,
All the tension and the terror,
Thin limbed gorgeous green eyes smiling,
And I'm going straight to hell,
All the possibility and promise just,
Weighs on me so heavily,

And I try but I'm not convincing,
Your lips they pout and twist and,
I die trying just to keep myself from kissing you,
You take in everything with a certainty I envy
It's somehow all I need just keep me guessing please,

Oh darling all of these awkward jump-start-stalling conversations,
Mean much more to me than anything,
So it comes down to me and you and,
Whether were supposed to or not we still will,
We're so much better off than them,
All the possibility and promise just,
Weighs on me so heavily,

And I try but I'm not convincing,
Your lips they pout and twist and,
I die trying just to keep myself from kissing you,
You take in everything with a certainty I envy
It's somehow all I need just keep me guessing please!

A look,
A laugh,
A smile,
A second,
Passes by and I regret it,
Words just aren't right,
Sometimes I just can't explain,
All the ways you devastate me,
Always on my mind,

I try but I'm not convincing,
Your lips they pout and twist and,
I die trying just to keep myself from kissing you,
You take in everything with a certainty I envy
It's somehow all I need just keep me guessing,

I try but I'm not convincing,
Your lips they pout and twist and,
I die trying just to keep myself from kissing you,
You take in everything with a certainty I envy
It's somehow all I need just keep me guessing please. ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/5023121/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/5023121/ Thu, 07 Apr 2005 07:22:31 PDT And her spirit spills with blood onto the pavement
Hands tied so tight behind her neck
And a silence falls, and everything changes
And everything dies, to you nothing’s alive, to you anymore
I guess you've gotten more than you might have wanted

If I could take your pain away
I would scream for you
I would bleed for you
So you’ll never feel this way
Again when you’re in my arms
I would scream for you
I will bleed for you

She drowns herself until the images erase
But the skin is bruised all along her thighs
Nightmares repeat refrain the memories of pain
In mental photographs haunting all the time so
She shuts her eyes, to you she tries to hide
From you, she falls asleep into dreams where she is safe

If I could take your pain away
I would scream for you
And I’ll bleed for you
So you’ll never feel this way
Again when you’re in my arms
I would scream for you
I will bleed for you

Put the weight on my shoulders
And the pain in my heart
Tie the knots in my stomach and you’ll let it tear me apart.
So tear me apart.
So I could be everything you need

And this silence strips me bare,
and your body pins me down.
I've never been so scared to breathe,
afraid to make a sound.
And all I know is you'll never let me go..
Just kick and scream, bite and bleed,
and make believe it's all a dream. ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4834858/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4834858/ Thu, 17 Mar 2005 07:16:39 PST And she's fashionably late
She'll never rank a scene
She'll never break a date
But she's no drag
Just watch the way she walks

She's a twentieth century fox
She's a twentieth century fox

No tears, no fears
No ruined years
No clocks
She's a twentieth century fox

She's the queen of cool
And she's the lady who waits
Since her mind left school
It never hesitates
She won't waste time
On elementary talk

'Cause she's a twentieth century fox
She's a twentieth century fox

Got the world locked up
Inside a plastic box
She's a twentieth century fox, oh yeah
Twentieth century fox, oh yeah
Twentieth century fox
She's a twentieth century fox ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4767454/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4767454/ Wed, 09 Mar 2005 08:50:15 PST I never asked for your opinion, I just got it and I get it
You move slow like daytime drama
And I'm boring like his songs
So while I'm taking you for granted
We'll be humming along

Well cross my heart and hope to...
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless (so reckless), so,
So thoughtless (so thoughtless)
So careless, I could care less

Well cross my heart and hope to...
I'm lying just to keep you here
(So reckless)
Well she's so heartless,
And I could care less

So paint your face up something elegant
And this town maybe a darker shade of red
Cause a long night means a fist fight
Against your pillow and my pearly whites
I want to hear you scream you like me better on my knees
So let us pray
(we don't believe in second chances)
So let us pray

Don't you ask me
Don't you move (anywhere)

Cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here
So reckless (so reckless), so,
So thoughtless (so thoughtless)
So careless, I could care less

Well Cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here
(So reckless)
Well she's so heartless
And I could care less

Well cross my heart and hope to
I'm lying just to keep you here (I'll keep you here, I'll keep you here)

One of us never did it but we're taking it all.
And tell me why you never promised that you wanted it all.
And her eyes never batted when she said it
It's a long night, open, know it...

This glass house is burning down (open all night, know it...)
You light the match, I'll stick around (open all night, know it...)
I'll give you everything you want (open all night, know it...)
And wish the worst of what I was (open all night, know it...)

This glass house is burning down (open all night, know it...)
You light the match, I'll stick around (open all night, know it...)
I'll give you everything you want (open all night, know it...)
And wish the worst of what I was (open all night, know it...)

Tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Well tonight won't make a difference
Well tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Tonight won't make a difference
Well tonight won't make a difference ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4677128/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4677128/ Sat, 26 Feb 2005 11:23:00 PST Praising every moment because you're my only light
Reading through stares at your passion that bears me now
Shedding no little tears
The silence scares us more than leaving could

Come back
Please don't leave me now
I'll be all that you need in life
Because I can't live without you and
I know all that you need
I can give you everything
When you're so far you'll forget about me

Waiting by your side
Knowing every moment is closer to your flight
Upset with the past, but it's all that holds us now
Believing no lies, telling each other we'll be fine forever

Come back
Please don't leave me now
I'll be all that you need in life
Because I can't live without you and
I know all that you need
I can give you everything
When you're so far you'll forget about me

But I'll wait
I could never leave those beautiful eyes
I know you're sorry
I know what you must be going through
And I feel sorry for you

But please don't leave me now
But please don't leave me now
But please don't leave me now ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4578786/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4578786/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 11:09:20 PST Burning blues from butterflies
(Tonight we, Tonight we fly)
Flying faster through the night
Until the orange of morning light
(Dear black goodbye, Dear black goodbye)

I know it's hard to make this work
When you're all alone (Alone)
And I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
Embrace forever my sweet girl

Water fills these open eyes
(Tonight we fly)
Still flames in valentines
Won't keep me in her mind
(Dear black goodbye, Dear black goodbye)
I know it's hard to make this work
When you're all alone (Alone)

And I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
Embrace forever my sweet girl
And I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
Embrace forever my sweet girl

You are the ghost of everything
that I'm not and I want be
You are the ghost of everything
that I'm not and I want be

Dear black goodbye (Goodbye)
Don't forget to write
Your name inside of my life
And I know it's hard to make this work
When you're all alone (Alone)

I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
Embrace forever my sweet girl
I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
Embrace forever my sweet girl ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4544155/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4544155/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 07:29:17 PST And I know, it's not too good for me
'Cause when I wake up I'm all alone

It's just enough for me to fall in love with you
And I wake up, time and time again
With nothing here for proof

If I have to wake up one more time
Without you, and these ugly red eyes
I hate the bright blue sky
To greet me in the morning
Rather than your arms

I need you to be with me
Dreams can only hold me for so long
And I will wait my life
I promise to do it right
For just one moment to be alone with you

I see us standing there
Holding something in our hands
I see an open door
I see us walking in
Walking up the stairs
Walking up the stairs
Walking up the stairs
Walking up the stairs

Into our room

Waking up can be so hard to do ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4435261/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4435261/ Fri, 28 Jan 2005 08:08:44 PST A feeling that surrounds
Like a liquid peppermint
Just taste the drinks that she served

And this feeling shivers down your spine
Love comes in colors I can't deny
All that matters is love, love, your love

You're sleeping in your bed
Just rest your weary head
Maybe you shouldn't care
Throw away those dreams and dare

And I wonder if it matters to me
Love comes in colors I can't deny
All that shimmers is love, love, your love
Your love
Your love ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4409985/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4409985/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 09:36:21 PST Wasn't this trip quite fun? I think so.
Just like you. So very cute and appealing.
Will you come to England with me? We can see Belle and Sebastian!
A boy and his dog. Sound familiar?
I guess I must wait until you come and visit.
I can't wait!

To look for bees, climb our trees
And carve our names in three inches deep.
Dance naked to jazz, eat pounds of cake,
And sing at the top of our lungs, how fun.

Simple pleasures are the best.
As is your Beauty.
I will always be there for you.
My star, but I'm so far. ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4358576/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/4358576/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 08:39:23 PST
First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Maza

Last word you said: Cool

Last song you sang: Little Devotional - Taking Back Sunday

Last person you hugged: My fiance Bob

Last thing you laughed at: the stupid movie A Cinderella Story

Last time you said I don’t fucking remember: ?

Last time you cried: on my birthday

What's in your CD player: Taking Back Sunday - Where You Want to Be

What colour socks are you wearing: None right now

What's under your bed: nothing

What time did you wake up today: 10:30

Current taste: morning breath

Current hair: white with fucked roots

Current clothes: my tinkerbell pjs

Current annoyance: ticking clock

Current longing: food

Current desktop picture: angel girl in snow

Current worry: money

Current hate: dirty house

Current favourite article of clothing: tan cords

Favourite physical feature of the opposite sex: shoulders

Last CD that you listened to: The one in my CD player

Favourite place to be: home

Least favourite place: work

Time you wake up in the morning: 10 or 11

If you could play an instrument, what would it be: guitar

Favourite colour: black

Do you believe in an afterlife: yes

How tall are you: 5 5

Current favourite word/saying: you gonna eat your tots?

Favourite book: stardust - neil gaiman

Favourite season: there are no seasons in florida

One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: dad

Favourite day: tomorrow



[[[ FUTURE ]]]



Where do you want to go: ireland

What is your career going to be like: teacher

How many kids do you want: 2

What kind of car will you have: my scion tc i have now


[[[ HAVE YOU EVER... ]]]


Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc? yes

Been to New York?: no

Been to Florida?: this is where i spend my days

San Diego, Cali?: no

Mexico?: no

China?: no

Danced naked?: no

Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yes

Wanted to be the opposite sex: yes


[[[ RANDOM ]]]



Do you have a crush on someone?: my fiance

What book are you reading now?: the snow garden - christopher rice

Worst feeling in the world: ?

What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: i have to pee

How many rings before you answer? 2 or 3

Future daughter's name: kaira denise

Future son's name: brendan james

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: no

If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? teacher i guess

College plans: yup

Piercings: none


[[[ THE EXTRA STUFF ]]]



Do you do drugs? weed sometimes but thats all

Do you drink: no

Who are your best friends?: Bob and Ryan and Nadia

What are you most scared of?: locusts lol

What clothes do you sleep in?: usually long pants cuz Bob likes it to be cold at night brrrr

Who is the last person that called you? i dont know cuz my phone sucks

Where do you want to get married?: anywhere

If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?: be more graceful

Who do you really hate?: kathe cohagen lol i am such a grudge holder

Favourite number: 222

Been In Love?: i am

What Type Automobile Do You Drive: 2005 scion tc

Are You Timely Or Always Late: usually timely

Do You Have A Job: yes

Do You Like Being Around People: sometimes

Best feeling in the world: when Bob hugs me

Are you for world peace: of course

Are you a health freak: total opposite

Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: i used to think so but no not really just Bob now and forever

Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: no

Are You Lonely Right Now: right this moment i am alone but not feeling lonely

Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: no

Do You Want To Get Married: yes

Do You Want Kids: yes

*Added* : Are you happy this Questionnaire is OVER?:no cuz now im bored ]]> ~darkfae808 http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/3497705/ http://darkfae808.deviantart.com/journal/3497705/ Sat, 02 Oct 2004 19:10:01 PDT ~darkfae808