http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:darklair&section=today deviantART RSS for by:darklair en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 18:23:28 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28945140/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28945140/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 15:43:00 PST As it is, we're not gong to be there very long. At the rate things are going, we could be moving out next month, but either way, my dad said we're going to be out within the next few months. It's a killer on gas and we have nothing to do there, and the stove doesn't work.

I've been drawing more stuff, but as it seems, I can't get the body right. I hte the body. XD I don't know, I try to draw the basic outline of the body with stick figure, without stick figure, nothing really seems to work. I'd ask all of you for help, but I'm still one without a scanner, so there's no chance in that.

Also, I'm writing a story about a guy tickled by his puppet. XD
Just saying.

Anyways, hope you guys are having a good time. ^^

And also, I was playing Shining in the Darkness, and I realized this one person at the in has the same name as my Dai. Yes, the D-A-I! I felt happy for some reason. XD

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28799219/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28799219/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 03:56:50 PST This is it guys.I'm probably leaving today, and I'm losing my internet.
I'm going to miss all of you guys. (Well..most of you. xp )
I hope you all have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Have fun, go to parties, keep drawing/writing, and drink something alcoholic since I can't. XD

<3 Spunny

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28757631/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28757631/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 14:27:07 PST Makes me feel incredibly sad. I won't be able to finish all those stories I wanted to do by Christmas. Until there's a way to get around this, all of my writings and such will all be on hiatus for an unknown amount o time.
Within the next couple of days, I'll be gone. So, in advance, Joyeux Noël de Deciembre and happy holidays all around.
Also, if anyone knows french, please tell me if I got those words right.



Ok, so we're definitely moving on Monday. At least..completely move in.
So, once more repeating this, I may not have internet there. It's a heads or tails thing, no one knows if internet can be connected over there.
And if it can't, i would like to apologize to everyone whose Christmas stories I haven't finished. Turns out I won't be able to finish any of them.><;;

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28734678/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28734678/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 18:38:35 PST
]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28722862/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28722862/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 05:33:31 PST The warning is that I may not have internet at my new house since not every part of that area is covered.
So um..I may disappear. Close to forever. XD

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28703989/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28703989/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 05:21:37 PST [link]

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28587344/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28587344/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 10:26:18 PST And Turkey Day,the day where people stuff their face instead of the day where some fat guy comes over and brings you presents until you turn 18 and your parents get tired of buying them and tell you to get your own damn presents.XD
<3 Spunny

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28504878/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28504878/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 09:19:33 PST [link]

And now for the Plants Vs. Zombies song

[link]

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28498159/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28498159/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 22:05:00 PST Except that one ugly guy is really crazy. You know, that one with the bad teeth, and such?
It was especially creepy when he decided to sew that ribbon into his chest. Ah, couldn't look, ouch. ><;;

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28479295/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28479295/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 23:49:18 PST
Also, on another note, I'm getting really...self-conscious about my drawings.They're...not very good.
But you know, usual feelings.At least I've improved.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28254981/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28254981/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 19:51:10 PST Lol, not really.XD I just don't cry much ever since I watched The Muppets Take Manhattan. I cried at the goodbye song and when Piggy and Kermit got married.xD

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28074063/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28074063/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 20:38:33 PDT It was so twisted, so insane, so psychological.<3 It's not even gory (although the beginning kinda freaked me out by a lot) but it gets to you.<3

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28019239/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/28019239/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 19:43:02 PDT K, done.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27986524/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27986524/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 21:18:43 PDT
Where do we go from here?
How do we carry on?
I can't get beyond the questions.

Clambering for scraps
In the shatter of collapsed
That cuts me with every could-have-been

Pain on-Pain on-Play:Repeating
With the backup,make-shift life in waiting.

Everybody says
Time heals everything
But what of the wretched hollow?
The endless in between?
Are we just going to wait it out?

There's nothing to see here now
Turning the sign around
We're closed to the Earth till further notice

A stumbling cliched case
Crumpled and puffy faced
Dead in the stare of a thousand miles

All I want, only one, street level miracle
I'll be an out and out, born again, from none more
cynical

Everybody says
Time heals everything
But what of the wretched hollow?
The endless in between?
Are we just going to wait it out?

And sit here cold,we will be long gone by then
In lackluster, in dust we layer on old magazines
Fluorescent lighting sets the scene
In the one life that we've got

Everybody says
Time heals everything
But what of the wretched hollow?
The endless in between?
Are we just going to wait it out?

And sit here
Just going to wait it out
And sit here cold
Just going to sweat it out
Wait it out

[link]

I knew that I'd get like this again
That's why I try to keep at bay
Be 100% when I'm with you and then
The perfect heart's length away

The stickler is that you've played not one beat wrong
You never promised me anything
Even sat me down and warned me just how they fell
I knew the odds were I'd never win

Yet here I am

It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A Daft Life

My self-worth measured in text-back tempo
It's been two days and 8 minutes to slow
Well there may well be others, but I still like to pretend
That I'm the one you really want to grow old with

Got a schedule to stick to,got a world to keep sweet
You're so much to everyone all the time
Will you ever slow down?Will I ever come first?
The universe contracts to sigh.

It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A Daft Life

It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A Daft Life

Hold me
Darling, please

You know you'll never be lonely, no you'll always be loved
And maybe you never need more than that
But for the surplus that loves, what's to become of us?
Does it even register on your conscience?

Long for one last showdown from a box in a crowd
Air compressed tight to explode
I'm clenching my ticket to the only way out
As you disappear in a puff of smoke

It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A Daft Life

[link]

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]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27719773/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27719773/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 05:46:22 PDT [link]

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27627655/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27627655/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 05:31:26 PDT


Joking, but I seriously need more story ideas. I don't go on the internet to chat because a lot of the time no one wanna talks to me (LOL) but still, I want something to do.XD

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27582186/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27582186/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 15:59:50 PDT ANYWAYS!
I've got almost NOTHING to work on now and the only thing that I am working on (which is only going to be on my LJ) is nearly completely, I hate it, but then again, I didn't really plan it out too much so now I need story ideas. I'll take..a lot of things...

On another note, I better say this now, religion scares me. Just saying.
Not a joke. I'm being serious. Religion actually scares me. 70% religious people (and this is guessing approximately from what I've seen) have their lives taken over by religion, kill for religion, worship in the wrong way, and lets it completely influence them and they follow it like it's a necessity. So yeah,religion scares me.

But seriously, story ideas. Need one. NOW.
<3 Spunny

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27379705/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27379705/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 17:27:53 PDT What is your sexuality?
Me: I'm bisexual,straight up,don't care enough to think about it all that much.
I admit,I prefer the male body over females,but I prefer female's beauty over male's handsome..ness and both of them have qualities I <3 and But I want to know what YOU guys are.

Edit:Crap forgot to add this.
<3 spunny

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27239840/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27239840/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 05:10:51 PDT By Amanda (Fucking) Palmer
From her Album:
Who Killed Amanda Palmer

there is a boy in a band
who is friends with my french
teacher's step-son sebastian
a very nice
gentleman

he seems to know me
but i cant remember him
good god forgive me i'm
out of my element

and i cant seem to keep them all straight
i've forgotten which people i like
and which people i hate
and im waiting
for someone to shake me and say

hey bitch
your wish
is my command
just smile
and nod
we'll under...

...standing in front of the sink
i'm pretending to wink
at pretend-paparazzi who hide
in the chemicals

from every locket behind
every curtain
their lenses ensure that i
look lost in thought yet
approachable

and i cant seem to keep them all straight
i've forgotten which ones i should skip
and which ones i should take
and i'm waiting
for someone to shake me and say

hey bitch
dont quit
you're almost dead
don't give up now
make friends instead
of going out
go home instead
of getting dressed
go back to bed

there is a voice on the phone
who's convinced i'm alone
and i've called 'cos im greedy
and looking for sympathy

he seems to like me
but i cant relate i
would like to get closer
but christ, all the time it takes

and i cant seem to keep myself straight
i've forgotten which habits to hide
and which habits to fake
and i'm waiting
for someone to shake me and say

hey bitch
nice tits
you're broke but then
you're rich in love
you're great in bed
you'll see the world
you'll knock them dead
and all the thick books that you've read
will count for nothing in the end

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27071570/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/27071570/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 10:22:14 PDT
]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26989992/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26989992/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 04:23:51 PDT
5 things I love about you

1. How you can shoot down my art without hesitation
2. How your opinion is always worth more than mine
3. How I'm a friend only for your convenience
4. How you can break all promises, despite what I've done for you
5. How you can parade me around as a fag all around school and not even care how it affects me.

If you do actually read this far, obviously, this is sarcasm on the love part.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26864021/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26864021/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 19:28:59 PDT
Finally, I have a new photo that's not one from like 02.
[link]
I don't really like it, but it works for those that wonder my basic looks nowadays.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26860302/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26860302/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 16:16:11 PDT <;;
I could always use my dad's camera, but he doesn't want people messing with it,which is..reasonable considering I don't know wtf to do with it.XD

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26788830/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26788830/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 04:33:52 PDT

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26783711/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26783711/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 20:21:31 PDT
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]

And this is the last thing I'll write here before I go to sleep. ><;;
Damn I hate school.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26768109/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26768109/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 05:02:40 PDT
NOOO! GIVE ME BACK MY SUMMER! I WANT MORE TIME SINCE THIS ONE SUCKED FOR THE MOST PART!

But yeah. I'm going back to school starting Monday. Hope it's a good year.Had switched out of Spanish and got into a French class (cheated on Spanish 1 so I barely passed.XD )
It was either French or German, and since I don't feel like learning German right now..yeah.
But anyways, yeah, school.Wish me luck.
NOOOO!

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26560753/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26560753/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 01:55:04 PDT Also, internet may be turned off since mom didn't pay the bill and she is no longer working.
I'm tired of these ants all over the floor.
<3 spunny.
*edit*
I must not have told you guys, but I never left my mom's. Basically I tried to do this thing wheere I spend half of the week with her and dad. It didn't work.
Monday: Me and my sister were left here, with her out of town and us with just about absolutely no food and we were starving.
so..yeah. I'm leaving this week.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26214399/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26214399/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 15:02:55 PDT I don't regret a single thing.
Mom might not understand,
but that's not of my concern
All that matters is the younger one
As long as she grows up in a good enviroment
I don't care.
<3 Spunny

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26208374/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26208374/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 09:57:03 PDT What do you think you are known for?
What am I known for?
Am I known for being nice?
For being constantly suicidal?
For not caring for my kidney?
For hating Texas?
Am I known for my several kinks?
My songs?
My poetry?
What are you known for?
For art?
For being friends?
For being generally kind?
What are you known for?
I wanna know.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26114893/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26114893/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 18:39:08 PDT Devil=Scar
Circle of Life is holy song
Females may kill males if they don't pleasure them during intercourse
Eat
Sleep
Be merry

Thus concludes the 7 holy animal laws
Cheesesticks aren't free.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26056278/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/26056278/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 00:32:08 PDT It's just..whatever goes through my head,nothing specific.XD
You can read this if you want to see what goes on in my mind daily, but please remember one thing.
It is pointless rabble.
I think these thoughts everyday, but they don't mean anything.
It's just something I need to get out.

In the end, does any of it matter?
How selfish we all are,burning,seething, lying and bleeding out all of the petty things.
Burn me away.
Half the time, I feel so disgusting
I wanna cut myself open and replace the bones with something that could keep me warm inside.
Sick.
Sick sick sick.
Sad little creature. One of it's greatest dreams is to kill himself,and he doesn't even want that.
Since when did God decide that a person can split himself into so many pieces and rip himself apart?
Is it wrong to want to kill?
Yes. But everyday I have vast imageries of pain, wires and needles.
It's sickening.To a finely sharpened point.
But then she's there.
And I feel so old.
Am i really a reincarnation? Do I really have her emotional strength and wisdom? I know I have her addiction to smokes, though I haven't tried one yet.
She's so beautiful,and I wonder if that were to be me had god put me inside the body that I'm supposed to be in and not this one.
Maybe this is the body.Maybe I'm just so fucked up,I don't fucking know.
Sad little fly.
Burn yourself.
I gave you the match.
Now you give me the fire.

Ah.That's crazy.XD I feel better though.
I need sleep but I just woke up.
I'll practice art.
<3 Spunny.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25940236/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25940236/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 10:59:59 PDT Formally, I'm still Firespun (I was never darklair. XD It's just a name I tried out.)
But now I want my nick and most common alias to be Spunny.
~<3 Spunny.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25872492/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25872492/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 01:56:47 PDT
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25831923/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25831923/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 05:24:38 PDT XD
That's all for now.
[link] This song does wonders for me.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25815143/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25815143/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 10:37:37 PDT
]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25643814/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25643814/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 04:41:35 PDT BTW, I might not get on that much starting thursday. So..yeah.
Anyone feel like getting attacked by my giant hammer? It's so lonely.xD
*going to bed now*

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25540806/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25540806/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 13:47:59 PDT
I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I stole something:

I was murdered:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:

::WOULD YOU::

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

Keep a secret if i told you one?

Hold my hand?

Study with me?

Cook for me?

Love me?

Date me?

Have sex with me?

::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?

Broke my heart?

Thought I was unbearably annoying?

Hated me?

Wanted to tell me someting but didn't?

Wondered about my sanity?

Wanted to do something to me?

::More::

When and how did we meet?

Describe me in three words.

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When's the last time you saw me?

Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25486653/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25486653/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 01:55:12 PDT -[link]
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]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25240360/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25240360/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 14:29:05 PDT
Except I won't be doing much on here. x__x
Boo.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25052974/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/25052974/ Sun, 31 May 2009 14:22:01 PDT DX
I hate them.
I don't need to take three of them,but I still need to go to school
Meaning: I spend my first 2 hrs and 15 min doing nothing.What's worse is that I'm scared this one boy may be there for my 1st period. He's a friend but I don't really like talking much to him for more than one hour.
Then I have to take my English and my Spanish in one day.
Equals= over 500 questions in a few hours.
RAAAR!

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24802278/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24802278/ Sun, 17 May 2009 10:04:39 PDT
Yay!
That's all. XD

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24744744/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24744744/ Wed, 13 May 2009 20:00:48 PDT It was a lot longer than that. And when I woke up, I thought I heard someone call my name three times. But I can't remember most of the dream.
Creeeepy.XD
[link]
Astronaut by Amanda Palmer.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24609195/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24609195/ Tue, 05 May 2009 20:32:07 PDT Nearly one year closer
to the punishment that god
will dish out to me
One year closer
to the everlasting grave
of one that once lived.
I'm almost happy
I"m almost sad
I'm almost scared
I'm freakin mad at you, Koru Because it turns out I actually am moody! ><;;
And you barely talk to me anymore. XD
In other news, I've written a new story, the first in a long while. It's on this little blog I made, but due to the fact that..well, almost none of you wants to read those kind of stories, I'll keep the link to myself. Not that I think you people will actually care enough to read this, either way.
Cept for Maybe Koru, and Xander, Mystic Touch, Caleister,Reaver Ninja,possibly Delirious, possibly Inuzaka once his wrist gets better, though I highly doubt it'll get better in time to read this. I feel pretty bad about his wrists problem. I almost want to write a story for him.
Yes.
No.
Yes.
No.
Yes.
Fuck it, I have to use my Bunny in more stories anyways.
XD
Whoo!
Although I still need to finish part 2 of that story for
...I'm still having trouble with his OC's personality. He still sounds like a buff,annoyed Hero than just a always-pissed-off person. XD
I don't know.

That's all.
That's it.
Got Nothing else to say.
Nada.
Zilch.
Zero.
I don't know why you're still reading. XD

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24434681/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24434681/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 20:20:41 PDT I'm not going into detail (My brain can't even remember the detail considering how burned out I always am after school) So, basically, I said 'Fuck this drama' to him and my mom. I'm not getting into it, despite who tries to make me..so..yeah.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24361874/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24361874/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 14:40:29 PDT Ok, not really
There has been a car following my families car around for the past few days and it's kinda creepy. DX

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24304354/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24304354/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 21:49:45 PDT It's just that it feels kinda odd when you're handed from artist to artist to artist. That's all. It isn't meaning to make me feel sad, or alone, it's just one of the random things in my life that I felt like talking about.
(BTW, i'm in a mood, where my mind is set in an completely almost different personality. So..yeah, this is more..yeah.)

Is when your friend promises to help you draw (after doing something you didn't want to do) and then she tries to hand you off to another person, who in turn tries to hand you off like your some kind of bad piece of food. XD
Makes me sad.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24130711/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/24130711/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 14:16:00 PDT I have FSGS
That's all.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/23963430/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/23963430/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 06:23:19 PDT Let it be known I feel sorry for my aunt's kids except for her youngest one.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/23728202/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/23728202/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 12:08:22 PDT Ah well. Doesn't matter. What happens happens.
I just might not be on here too much.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/23501722/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/23501722/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 04:57:47 PST But I really love Amanda Palmer and thought I'd share this song with you. X3

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My friend has problems with winter and autumn they give him prescriptions they shine bright lights on him
They say it's genetic, they say he can't help it, they say you can catch it - but sometimes you're born with it.
My friend has blight, he gets shakes in the night and they say that there's no way that they could have caught it in
Time takes his toll on him it is traditional, it is inherited predispositional
All day I've been wondering what is inside of me who can I blame for it?

I say it runs in the family this family that carries me to such great lengths, to open my legs up to anyone who'll have me
It runs in the family I come by it honestly do what you want 'cause who knows it might fill me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Fill me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up

My friend's depressed she's a wreck she's a mess they've done all sorts of tests and they guess it has something to do with her grandmother's grandfather's grandmother's civil war soldiers who badly infected her
My friend has maladies, shrickets, and allergies that she dates back to the 17th century
Somehow she manages, in her misery strips in the city and shares all her best tricks with me
Well I'm well well I mean I'm in hell well I still have my health at least that's what they tell me
If wellness is this what in hells name is sickness?
But business is business and BUSINESS

Runs in the family we tend to bruise easily bad in the blood I'm telling you 'cause I just want you to know me - know me and my family we're wonderful folks, but don't get too close to me 'cause you might knock me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Knock me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up

Mary have mercy now look what I've done but don't blame me because I can't help where I come from and
Running is something that we've always done well and mostly I can't even tell what I'm running from
Run from their pity from responsibility run from the country and run from the city
I can run from the law I can run from myself I can run from my life I can run into debt
I can run from it all I can run 'til I'm gone I can run for the office and run for my cause
I can run using every last ounce of energy
I cannot, I cannot, I cannot

Run from my family they're hiding inside of me
Corpses on ice
Doubt me if you like but just don't tell
My family they'd never forgive me they'd say that I'm crazy but they would say anything if it would
Shut me up
Shut me up
Shut me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Shut me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up
Me up

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]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/23382872/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/23382872/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 14:30:46 PST 1 year later, she doesn't want to. -__-;
And the only thing I learned from her was to make a mask look like it's around a person's face.
-_________-;;;
Ah well.Such is life.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/23095957/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/23095957/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 04:33:29 PST No longer...as aggressive.
I am still writing. Actually, I've been writing for like..tne past month. It's just it's nothing I'd really post here. This is the place for drawings, designs, and tickle stories. And then there's this one place where I write only...everything else.XD
K, just to let you guys know.:3

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/22870849/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/22870849/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 17:18:19 PST Within the last couple of days I had to stop myself from hitting someone in the face,hitting another person in the nose, calling someone a big sack of stupid, and calling someone else a fucking idiot without a single brain cell...
XD
Wow.
Of course, I never call someone that. I just think I'm getting more...aggressive these days.

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]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/22686945/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/22686945/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 05:03:40 PST I'll be bsck on thursday. ^w^
See ya's.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/22521461/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/22521461/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 09:25:58 PST ;

Where are we?
What the hell
is going on?
The dust
has only just
begun to fall
Crop circles in the carpet
Sinking
Feeling
Spin me round again
and rub my eyes
this can't, be happening
when busy streets
amass with people who stop to hold
their heads heavy.
Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines
All those years
They were hear first
Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before
the takeover
The sweeping insensitivity of this
still life
Hide and seek
Trains and Sewing machines
(oh you won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears
(hah)
They were here first
Mm-whatcha say?
Mm-that you only meant well?
Well of course you did.
Mm-whatcha say?
Mm-that's it all for the best?
Of course it is.
Mm-whatcha say?
Mm-that it's just what we need
and you decided this.
Mm-whatcha say?
Mm-what did she say?
Ransom notes keeps falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet talk-newspaper word cutouts
Speak no feeling,no I don't believe you
You don't care a bit, you don't care a bit.
Hide and seek.
(Ransom notes keeps falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet talk-newspaper word cutouts)
Hide and Seek.
(Speak no feeling,no I don't believe you
You don't care a bit, you don't care a bit.)
Hide and Seek.
(Oh,no, you don't care a bit
Oh no, you don't care a bit)
Hide and Seek.
(Oh no, you don't care a bit
You dont' care a bit
You don't care a bit.)
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]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/21957141/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/21957141/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 01:30:43 PST Those of you who have talked to me for extended periods of time probably already noticed.
Truth is Christmas is making me depressed, but I'll get better. :3
In the meantime, I'll continue writing stories and such as always.

]]> ~darklair http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/21893120/ http://darklair.deviantart.com/journal/21893120/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 05:02:14 PST Yeah, since then I've basically learned a lot by myself. Because my friend became a loveable,but lazy person. XD

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