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well as you can guess, it's COLD. it froze for the first time last night.. it was around 27 degrees this morning. >.< agh.
although i love snow and christmas and everything... i really don't like the cold... it's a little too brutal. but hey, after this comes spring!
and then my birthday! and then summer! and then... school.
gah, i'm looking too far ahead into the future.
well any way...
life is good.
school is hard.
i'm tired.
that's about it.
i could use some ideas for drawings... something... very crazy fantasyish. that would be good.
well i hope you all have a good christmas, or hanukkah or what ever else there is
Love always.
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/28017666/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/28017666/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 18:19:05 PDT it's just so annoying. i hate missing school.
UUUGH.


well... other than my crappy day, i carved my pumpkin last Saturday. I did the Cheshire cat from Alice in wonderland. it didn't turn out how i wanted it to, but that's ok. well other than that, i've got a movie night planned with some amazing friends of mine... although i'm not sure if i'll be feeling well enough by then.

so pretty much, i'm really pissed off and feel like crap.
but on the bright side i've got some great ideas for drawings stirring in my head so there will be lots to look at. i think... >.>
any who.
Happy Early Halloween.
Love always,
~Emily

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/27893300/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/27893300/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 17:10:48 PDT

Gosh, time sure does fly... it's almost November :gasp:
eeeh, it's getting cold... -_- and wet. uugh.
-sigh-
well, i don't have much to say....
if you come up with any ideas for drawings or something you want me to do, please comment!
that would be great, cuz i'm running out of ideas...
alright.
that's it.
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/27584510/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/27584510/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 18:01:07 PDT .> any way, i'm REALLY tired, and bored at the moment, so that's probably the only reason i'm actually writing this.. ummm.... this weekend kinda sucked cuz i was really unhappy. not because of at home things... just... heart things. i guess.
no offence to anyone, but i really hate what guys do to you.. -_- it's so annoying.
the next step in my 'depression' is writing about it, then going to school and feeling better. THEN i'll go to Homecoming and have the best night ever, right?? please say yes.
grr.
well.
umm.
yeah.
only... 27(??) days til Halloween. OMG.
woop de do.
"KISS ME YOU FOOL!!"
-_-




~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/27365111/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/27365111/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 20:09:57 PDT
~The play Oklahoma

aha, i don't know why i put that on there... i guess i'm just feeling peppy at the moment. Or maybe it's because i'm completely exhausted. Who knows.
Well Homecoming is coming up soon, and i'm just wondering how every thing's going to turn out. You know what i mean... -sigh- but i shouldn't concentrate on that... i need to LEARN THINGS. WOOHOO. -_-
well i like my classes and teachers... blah blah blah.
I seriously need to draw something... if i don't, i'm going to die. lol
thankfully i've got some ideas... kinda..
BUT IT WOULD BE NICE IF YOU COULD LEAVE A COMMENT ON SOME IDEAS. ANYTHING WILL DO. PLEASE.
THANK YOU.
well. i need to go make my lunch... >.>
eww.
anyway.
I'm at 5,555 page views! that's weird. lol
alrighty,
HAPPY FIRST DAY OF FALL!!!
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/27214230/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/27214230/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 17:31:49 PDT i cant help wondering what tomorrow holds for me... -sigh- it will be an adventure, i'm sure. eep!!
not much else is going on.... so i think i'll leave it at that.
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/26866127/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/26866127/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 21:43:26 PDT
The teachers voted the other day, and they're on strike. I saw them today, outside of close-by schools. It's frustrating because Orientation was tomorrow, and i was looking forward to going, for the most part... But now it could be on the first day of school, and that would really suck. I am pretty disappointed that i won't be able to see any of my friends from school, but it won't be too much longer.. i hope. I'll just have to keep myself occupied and pray a lot... -sigh-
Well, i guess that's it for now.
Oh, i'm totally out of idea for drawing... does anyone have an idea for me?
comment please!! thanks.
Have a good rest of August.

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/26507299/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/26507299/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 14:20:18 PDT STRIKE thing. It turns out that the teachers in my school district are going to go on strike, so school is going to be delayed for possibly two weeks. OH MY GOD. WHAT THE HECK!!!! I mean, i'm kinda happy about it, just because it gives me more time to freak out, but really??? this is ridiculous!!! First no honors system now this???? I JUST WANT TO START SCHOOL ALREADY!!!! Gah!!! -_-

oh... also... i'm kind of confused on how i got two hundred forty six page views in one day. i was... just.. WOW.
So now i'm at 5,000!!!! i'm extremely happy but.. utterly confused... o.O
any who.
umm....
have a good august!!!!!
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/26355322/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/26355322/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 09:29:42 PDT the one thing i really want right now is to know what my STINKING CLASSES ARE!!! -_-
they said we'd have them in June but noooo. i've still got no idea what classes i'm taking. i'm thinking this year is either going to be really awesome, or extremely suckish.
oh well.
three more after this anyway.

the power went out yesterday, and i was kinda worried because my mom was saying it might be out for a few days. and since there was no power, what better to do than see a movie? so we went to see Harry Potter 6. (that would be the third time for me). and when we got back, THANKFULLY it was on.
so that was happy.
well yeah this journal is kinda boring...
um, yay! almost to 5,000.
alrighty.
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/25995518/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/25995518/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 22:08:27 PDT ) (I don't think she will... )
any who. summer has been super! although i almost drowned in lake Meridian.... ugh. it's been pretty warm here... too warm for me.
aah well.
i hope every one's summer has been good.
SEE YA LATER ALLIGATOR!!
Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/25781584/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/25781584/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 19:00:49 PDT

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves in their journal.
3. At the end choose and tag 8 people and post their icons in the journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you've tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.
~~~~~
1. i rock at DDR
2. i usually enjoy laying on the floor of my room listening to music
3. i love smiling
4. i don't like smiling for the camera
5. i've never dreamed about Edward Cullen (-gasp-)
6. i hide my true feelings from everyone
7. i don't like airplanes
8. i want to go to Paris

I TAG...


]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/25654298/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/25654298/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 15:03:05 PDT

summer has been great so far i've been out for a week exactly today! yay for sleeping in!
i hope everyone has a happy 4th of july!
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/25129973/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/25129973/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 17:36:44 PDT i can't wait to find out what classes i got for HIGH SCHOOL!....

yeah, well i'm just writing this cuz i'm bored. aha.
um.
thanks for all the support 'n stuff!
love all of yooooou.
Love,
~Em




Fiat lux!

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/24846424/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/24846424/ Tue, 19 May 2009 19:49:09 PDT yes my dear friend, i agree. people are extremely stupid. not all of course, but a lot. and they all need to go out and get a life. open their eyes and stop being so ridiculous! i mean come on! all you people are being freaking butt faces! (this is not directed at anyone on this site or any of my close friends.)

ok. yeah. pointless.
that didn't help at all.
aha. wow.
but still.
people are really stupid... a lot of the time.

but of course, stupid people is what makes the world go round.
oh joy.
-sigh-
and again, not all are stupid. just a large amount. grrrrrr.

any who.
hello all.
good-bye.
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/24306080/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/24306080/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 10:44:56 PDT so i'm only 45 page views away from 4k!
woohoo!
so i want to say thank you!!! so much!
i need a new inspiration for a drawing...
and ideas?

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/23904910/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/23904910/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 17:44:12 PDT i'm so excited!
today was so much fun! it almost didn't feel like we were gone from school today

also i'll be leaving for CA tomorrow and won't be back until monday.
and it's almost my birthday! woohoo!
(on sunday)
well this week has been great!
i hope all is well!
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/23681676/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/23681676/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 18:04:57 PDT Well i must say today was fairly good, no bad luck here! I had two tests, both of which were easy so that's a relief...
I'm rather excited for this month. it feels as if lots of things are coming up, and i enjoy being busy.. for a while... as long as i'm doing something...

Although i'm feeling rushed... since this year is getting close to ending, it's time to start thinking about classes... i find it all rather confusing... -_- and i'm also worried about losing people i hold close to my heart. i know i'll make new friends, it's almost easy. but still...

I'm not really looking forward to the end of the month, as you know i've already said i'm going to CA... -sigh- at least i'll see some family...

now i have the greatest urge to draw or write or something... now that i've finished my story i'm excited on moving on to the next book

any who....
that's all..
yes i know, rather dull...
ah well.
Happy Friday!
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/23304035/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/23304035/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 10:24:41 PST I dono about you guys but for me this week has gone by EXTREMELY slow... ugh. I almost want to go back to school... just for some form of excitement and gossip, if you know what i mean... lol. but i'm enjoying the sleep... so no school. YAY.

I'm annoyed with myself... i really need to write more... -_- -sigh- but of course the computer is always being used by others! other than now.... aha, all alone!

well i'm sure not looking forward to next month... soooo many things going on.... ugh. and one of the worse things, i'm not even going to be home for my freaking birthday! ugh! and this will be the first time in about two or three years that my whole fam is here... mom dad sis and me. but no! we have to go down to California! for a funeral! how happy...-_-
ah well.... i'll try and stay happy... w/e
ummm well that's all i have to say... i was bored. lol
alright.
SPRING IS ALMOST HERE! YAAAAAAAY!
Love ya'll
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/23028105/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/23028105/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 19:15:38 PST
]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/22338139/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/22338139/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 17:20:04 PST wow. that went by waaaay to fast.
aha... it's almost summer again...
yeah yeah yeah i know... it's not even close... but time will fly and it'll be here before we know it!
-sigh-
i really don't want to go back to school.. but then again i do!
agh.

it's really annoying, lately i haven't been able to get to sleep until past midnight... i'm sick of it!
-sigh-
and to make last night even worse, there were fireworks...

well i hope everyone had a good vacation!
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/22166012/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/22166012/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 12:28:09 PST so it's the day before Christmas! yay!

and again with the snow!!!! my gosh! we have.. over a foot. it's absolutely ridiculous!!!! but OH SO FUN!

i want to do more wintery drawings but i don't have any ideas...
if you've got one let me know!

alright,
Love you all!
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/22119227/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/22119227/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 10:20:53 PST XD
8 TO 12 FREAKING INCHES. it's... crazy. we can't drive any where... which is annoying... but at least there's enough for sledding! am i right?

i hope everyone is having a pleasant break, unless you're still in school.. which would be very stupid.
i'll put some new stuff up soon, but if the power goes out... which it might... dono if it still will because the storm is pretty much over... but any who. you get the idea.
i really hope that doesn't happen. i'd like to stay warm over Christmas.

I hope you all have a spectacular Christmas.
Love always,
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/22018041/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/22018041/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 15:32:06 PST EARLY WINTER BREAK!

YAAAY!

awesome i got passed 3k! THANK YOU ALL!!


only 9 days left!!
woohoo!

~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21954786/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21954786/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 21:05:54 PST yay! if you catch it i'll do something for you!!!! anything of your choice! BE SPECIFIC.
---

well it looks like we might get some snow here... interesting...

i need some ideas for christmas drawings... so any idea would be great
thankies!!
~Em
13 DAYS!!!

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21885139/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21885139/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 16:17:20 PST yay! if you catch it i'll do something for you!!!! anything of your choice! BE SPECIFIC.

well today wasn't the best... guys are wierd and i got a bloody nose from pickle ball... but hey, isn't all that normal? HA.
anywho...
yay i'm excited! my band teacher gave us (jazz) band geeks Little Brown Jug! i LOVE that song! it's soooo fun!!!

ha i love how i haven't done anything lately...
oh well...
maybe a few more pieces will get me to that 3k. WHOP.

well that's it for now.
MERRY CHRISTMAS IN....17 DAYS!!!...(i think???)
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21755590/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21755590/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 19:27:34 PST +Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Dont ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what a kiss means"

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21696604/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21696604/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 10:17:13 PST Today, my parents my sis and i were going to see Twilight... but unfortunately, my mother is ill...
but that's not going to stop our thanksgiving...
i can see now that i have so much to be thankful for... guess i've been kinda stupid lately...
please pray for her. (she's not dieing or anything... i'm just worried...)
thanks.
hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving.
learn to be thankful.
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21493139/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21493139/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 22:35:32 PST
I'm stuck with writing songs
Just to forget
What they really were about
And these words are bringing me so deeply insane
That I don't think I can take my way out

I couldn't breathe through it
Like I need to and the words don't mean a thing

So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of days spent without you
And there is nothing left to prove

I'm counting all the things I could have done
To make you see
That I wanted us to be what I go to sleep and dream of
I want you to know that I'd die for you
I'd die for you

I couldn't breathe through it
Like I need to and the words don't mean a thing

So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of the days spent without you
And there's nothing left to prove

And if you are alone
Make sure you're not lonely
Cuz if you are, I blame myself
For never being home
I know I'm not the only one
Who will treat you like they should
What you deserve

I'm stuck with writing songs
Just to forget

So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of the days spent without you
And there's nothing left to prove
[link]
~~
Your guardian angel

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[link]
~~
Fall for you

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

[link]

dono what this is... i'm just in a happy mood.
love these songs.

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21442236/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21442236/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 16:44:23 PST
i have no idea really what i want either!!! -sigh- stupid getting older... -_-
oh well....

but something that's even better... and closer...
TWILIGHT!!!!!
although, i'm slightly worried that the movie isn't going to be that good... and that might make first time twilighters think that the book isn't good either, WHICH IS SO NOT TRUE!
well let's hope for the best!
oh btw, happy Veterans day!

it was so nice to have a 4 day weekend, except for the fact that it went by so quickly... oh well.
school again tomorrow... -sigh-

any who back to Christmas...
feel free to request something! i'm open for something to do!!

~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21252578/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21252578/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 16:44:40 PDT yay!!! it's halloween!!!!
hope you all have fun tonight.... whether you're going out for candy or watching movies like me or... just.. doing what you do..

HAVE FUN!!
~Em


]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21220390/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/21220390/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 16:39:56 PDT i'm overly stressed....
i'm depressed.
this is all so stupid!!!!
i wish it would all go away and everything just work out for once.

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20944639/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20944639/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 21:56:52 PDT Looking into her eyes, what do you see?
Or does it matter?
Are all her dreams meaningless?
Is it only the girl that matters….?

Does only beauty speak for who we are?
Are her eyes why you get into the car?
Or is there something more?
Can’t you see it?
Why is beauty the only thing that can be loved?
I see beautiful people. Every day.
It’s not their face, or their figure,
It’s their heart, their dreams.
The way the laugh and the way they think.

When only looking at the outside, you can’t see who they are.
You don’t know anything unless you look far.
Farther, past her smile,
Into her mind,
Just for a while.
Just to see what she’s like,
How she thinks,
How you’re alike.
Don’t be fooled by her perfect mask,
Your love will never last.

Does only beauty stand for what she is?
Do her eyes that sparkle send you for a wiz?
Wake up and smell the fresh air,
Don’t get trapped by the smell of her hair.

Look into her heart and see how she feels,
Don’t get stuck on the girls with the thrills,
They could be the one,
But you’ll never know,
Just look deeper,
And her beauty will show.
~By me
--

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find
~Secondhand Serenade
--
aaah!!! gosh i love that song... i can't get enough of it...
i hate how i'm feeling right now... in love and very happy, but empty... there's a piece that's missing... it's there.. but it's not part of me yet...
and now i feel sick... great...
i'm fine i'm fine...

thanks for all the favs lately...
it's awesome.

hope all is well
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20849035/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20849035/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 19:55:04 PDT I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was on the wall
If I'd only knew
The days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognize the girl you are today
And God I hope it's not too late
It's not too late

'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Until the light comes pouring through
It's when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your world's crashing down
And you can't bear the cross
I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy but you're not
Things have seemed to change
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
Until the light comes pouring through
It's when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
And the world's crashing down
And you can not bear the cross
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20796410/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20796410/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 16:27:54 PDT +Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Dont ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what a kiss means"

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20664388/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20664388/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 07:40:05 PDT

Stole this from you bro

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20606962/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20606962/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 17:45:35 PDT sooo either i'm writing another poem or there's one that i've already done that's good but could be better that i could use...
soo just let me know if anything is good!

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20598866/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20598866/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 09:31:38 PDT
]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20413886/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20413886/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 20:10:58 PDT so just like give me some words or phrases that describe me or something... that'd be wonderful...

hard topic... geez......

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20403101/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20403101/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 07:44:58 PDT HAHA FINALLY!!
-sigh- so i guess as i said before, those who were there, you know who you are, tell me if you want me to do something for you! BE SPECIFIC!!

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20399045/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20399045/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 21:03:56 PDT
]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20250899/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20250899/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 10:36:16 PDT bleck.... and so our (sista and mwa's) tent unfortunately became the host of a lake...... stupid tent.... and so the first day was sucking. we didn't get any sleep... so i was SUPER tired the next day. being so tired made the day not so fun... but hey... it was better than before. IT STOPPED RAINING!!!! OMG OMG OMG! yeah i know, CRAZY. XDDDD but that night i slept really well.. since i was in my parents tent, and my sis in the car... packing the next day wasn't so fun though... -sigh- and the drive was REALLY LONG. oh well i'm just so glad to be back home!

alright so i only have.... two days left until school basically.. no thanks to our stupid camping trip.... ahem...
but anyway so during school i'll work on stuff but i don't know how often i'll be putting stuff up... or will even be on the computer, other than for homework... (EEWWWW) -sigh- but i shall still do all that stuff....
i hope everyone had a really awesome summer... or at least one that was somewhat better than mine... XD

yay i'm almost at 2000! woohoo! mk soooo if you catch it then let me know and i'll do something for you! a poem, drawing, or whatever...
love u peeps.
~ Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20166162/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20166162/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 12:11:37 PDT mk so i'm leaving to go camping up by Forks (!!!!!!!!!@%#^&$%*%^!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... ahem..) on Thursday... and i'll be back on Saturday...(i know, short trip) i'm sorta excited... but w/e. i've been up there before, it's very green... XDDD i lufs it.
ha then school starts on Tuesday.. (NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) grrr..... oh well... it will be nice to have a life again... XD -sigh- wish me luck for the first day... only got one week.
i started another landscape and will try to get it up soon!
love u peeps.
and my bro
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20093156/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/20093156/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 09:48:17 PDT agh... school... lameness....
it'll be really nice to see all my friends again but still!!

so i hope that all who still have a summer are having a good one and if you're in school, that your school year rocks!
-sigh-
well yeah.
Working on ch.11 for my story.... it's going pretty slow...
Bye bye
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19850479/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19850479/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 18:20:31 PDT B
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IT IS MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVEN'T REALLY READ ANYTHING BUT IT IS MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just thought you should know....

~love Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19805298/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19805298/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 09:05:16 PDT Would be a gift.
But nothing can change the past.

Humans are imperfect,
We all make mistakes.
Mistakes seem fixable…
But not mine.

I made a mistake,
And I wonder…
Can I fix it?
I think of it,
All through the night,
And I worry,
And I sigh.
I’m sorry.
My intentions were wrong.
Now I wait for your forgiveness,
Because…
It’s Everything to me.

I said I was sorry,
That was my part.
I’m waiting,
For your part.

My mistake seems worse and worse
As the time drags on.
It hurts to think what I’ve done.
But,
It hurts more to think what I could have done.

With your forgiveness
This dark cloud will drift.
With your forgiveness,
My sorrow will lift.
And my joy will shine.

Please.
I’m sorry.
My intentions were wrong.
Now I wait for your forgiveness.
Because it’s Everything to me.
It means more than the world.
It means more than this life.
Just please.
Forgive me.
It’s Everything,
Everything to me.

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19647409/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19647409/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 18:08:38 PDT although i'm mad..ish... i'm in a good mood too.. well more of a drawing mood.. so i'll try my hardest and put up the two last drawings, so i'll have 200 deviations! WOOOHOOO! yeah... i'm special..
hope everyone is donin good!!!
LOVE YOU ALL!!
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19479992/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19479992/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 09:52:00 PDT Emily
2) Male/Female:
Female

3) Were you named after anyone?:
are mountains people?

4) Does your name mean anything?:
i dont think so....

5) Nick Name(s):
Em, M&m, Emmy

6) Who do you think you look like:
my reflection

7) Date Of Birth:
March 29th

8) Place of Birth and Current Location:
Sacramento, CA and Covington, WA

9) Nationality:
a little bit of everything

10) Astrology Sign:
Aries

11) Chinese Astrology Sign:
Boar

12) Religion:
Christian

13) What’s your favorite smell?:
Brownies cooking

14) Political Position?:
do you think i really care?

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?:
milk

16) Hair + Eye color:
Hair: blonde
Eyes: blue

17) Do you look like anyone famous?:
ha no...

18) What do you look like?:
you don't want to know what i think i look like, you can see for yourself

19) Any unusual talents?:
unknown

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?:
Righty, but it would be awesome to be Ambidextrous

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?:
Straight

22) What do you do for a living?:
I save the world from the flood and aliens...XD just like Jennae

23) What do you do for fun?:
draw, sing, write, hang w/ my friends, talk to my friends, DDR, and yeah

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?:
pencils

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?:
paint and brush...

26) Have you met your grandparents?
yes

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend:
nooooooooo..... XD

28) Crush:
what do you think????!!!

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?:
umm... sorry i like people who aren't famous and that you could actually have a chance dating...

30) Current worries?:
to many to count

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s):

Girl: ME! XD
Guy: forsight00

i love all my other friends on DA too!



32) Favorite place to be?:
my room, outside in my lovely backyard.. or.... dreaming

33) Least favourite place to be?:
take a wild guess

34) Do you burn or tan?:
both

35) Ever break a bone?:
NEVER!! YAY!

36) What is your favourite cereal?:
ummm...... i don't have a fav cereal.. XD

37) Person you cry with:
me myself and I

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters:
Yes. 1

39) Any brothers:
yup, 1

40) Any pets:
HAD a dog... but no, no pets

41) An Illness:
not that i know of

42) A Pager:
No.

43) A Personal phone line:
nooooooooooo

44) A Cell phone:
ha i wish

45) A visible birthmark:
not that i would know of...XD

46) A Pool or hot tub:
nope

47) A Car:
not for a while

Describe Your...

48) Personality:
ask my friends, they'd know

49) Driving:
EXPERT!

50) Your clothing style:
why are you asking me?

51) Room:
soft yellow walls, with a bunch of books 'n stuff and yellow curtains with flowers

52) What’s missing:
everything not listed

53) School:
yes mostly sucks... but it's the only time when i can be with all my friends...

54) Bed:
comfy

55) Relationship with your parent(s):
Abby normal

56) Do you believe in yourself:
and again, you ask ME this, WHY?

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?:
Most Definitely

58) Consider yourself a good listener:
yupp.

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?:
XD HAHAHA you're funny

60) Get Along with your parents:
yeah

61) Save your e-mail conversations:
Always

62) Pray:
when i see it's really needed

63) Believe in reincarnation:
yeah

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?:
yup

65) Like to talk on the phone:
yeah i guess

66) Like to eat?
yeah... food rocks... er well most of it.. XD

67) Like to exercise?:
sometimes

68) Like to watch sports?:
NO

69) Sing in the car?:
if i had one!

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?:
i'm only saying one thing, boys

7... ]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19392992/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19392992/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 14:58:58 PDT -sigh- haha
well
any who... i'm getting close to being done with ch.10, guess so far it's pretty good...
well hope you all are havin a fun summer!
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19351244/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19351244/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 09:06:03 PDT
i'll put chapter 10 on soon... just need to sit down and write it... it's gunna be LONG since the last one was so short... and i have awesome ideas in my mind, thanks to someone... *cough cough* *wink wink* thanks btw
also more Galaxy Girl too...
i'm glad i'm almost at 1,500! yay! then it's ok 500 more til 2000! WOOHOO!
hope everyone is having a good July, and summer and stuff..
LOVE YOU!
~Em
P.S. WOOHOO! NOW I CAN CHANGE MY MOOD! YAY!

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19351240/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19351240/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 09:05:50 PDT
i'll put chapter 10 on soon... just need to sit down and write it... it's gunna be LONG since the last one was so short... and i have awesome ideas in my mind, thanks to someone... *cough cough* *wink wink* thanks btw
also more Galaxy Girl too...
i'm glad i'm almost at 1,500! yay! then it's ok 500 more til 2000! WOOHOO!
hope everyone is having a good July, and summer and stuff..
LOVE YOU!
~Em
P.S. WOOHOO! NOW I CAN CHANGE MY MOOD! YAY!

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19263198/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19263198/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 21:20:27 PDT and it doesn't have to be like way future stuff... it could be anything! so if you come up with an idea let me know!!

well the 4th was dull... nothin big, just a bunch of noise.. XD hope everyone had a good one though! And thanks for all of the favs!!!!! it's really really really appreciated!!!
... i really need to work on my stories more don't i? haha well i'll get to that!!!!
again thanks!
LOVE YOU ALL!!!
~Em
And instead of emotional, i'm SUPER UBER CRAZY HAPPY!

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19182354/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19182354/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 11:05:43 PDT then i went to Pike Place Market... crazy crowded! XD
i'm glad i got to finish two drawings this past week, and they actually look good! amazing! XD well hope ya'll are havin a good summer!
LOVE YOU!
~Em
AND I'M NOT EMOTIONAL! i'm.... well i'll just go with Chill...

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19114600/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/19114600/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 18:14:26 PDT well sun burn...) sometimes it's a little too hot! well it's starting to feel like summer as these days creep along. i hate it how the mornings just slip by then the afternoons just take forever to be over! i was soooooooooooooo tired this week! lost 'o plans...
well i'm working on something now so yeah...
hope ya'll are good
Love ya!
Em
and btw it says i'm emotional but i'm more.... blah... just so you know... my computer is being dumb....

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18934537/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18934537/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 17:03:03 PDT
Today was out there. One of my friends girlfriend had a very bad experience because their parent found out that they had a relationship. I'm not saying what happened because I'm just not up to it. I hope they will be ok and I know neither will read this but I'm praying for both of them and i hope they can get through all this

So I've been lazy lately... that's why i haven't put really anything on. um... yeah!
so i hope all is well
~Love Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18876844/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18876844/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 15:49:31 PDT )

hey i was wondering, for a poem i'm GOING to write, it's going to be a "One more _______" thing
like for example
One more Romance novel
One more football game
one more hug

stuff like that!
i don't care how many you come up with, because i'm going to need A LOT
so please just comment on this and give me your ideas!
thanks!
um
so hope everyone is having a good summer
yup yup yup!
well that's it for now!
love you all!
~Em
oh and btw, anyone have any good ideas for a summer drawing? i like can't think of anything! gah!
thanks!

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18825370/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18825370/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 17:40:55 PDT
yeah i'm hyper right now.. BUT THAT'S OKAY! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ... haha...
so hope ya'll are havin a good summer or almost summer...
um... yeah!
love you!
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18787619/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18787619/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 16:01:55 PDT ) but yeah, i'm just so glad it's all over!
and now all i have left is 7 DAYS! ONLY SEVEN FRIKKIN DAYS!! YAY! AMAZING! I'm lost for words! XD
so i'm doing ok over all, hope everyone else is too
love ya'll!!!
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18756202/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18756202/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 20:27:27 PDT -sigh-
ok so tomorrow is my piano recital, I'M SO FIRKKIN SCARED!!!! OMG! XD yeah then like right after that i have to run over to my school for my band concert! (and to add to that i have to change in the nasty bathrooms, get my clarinet, and get there 'n stuff!) (GAH!)
-sigh-
what shall i do???
i'm sure i'll get through it! haha!
wish me luck!
oh and btw, I HATE PREFORMING IN FRONT OF PEOPLE! IT IS ONE OF MY MAJOR FEARS!!

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18730013/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18730013/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:58:08 PDT --
-sigh- i just thought that this was the absolute perfect moment for Jayce to say it. gah! it's just so sweet! he finally tells her! -sigh-
so i know ch.7 is a bit... odd... but i love the beginning! hope you all enjoy it!
love ya'll!
~Em

]]> ~daydreamer597 http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18685461/ http://daydreamer597.deviantart.com/journal/18685461/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 18:40:25 PDT Look outside
It's already light and the stars ran away with the night
Things we're said, words that we'll try forget,
it's so hard to admit I know we've made mistakes
I see through all the tears but that's what got us here

If love is an ocean wide
We'll swim in the tears we cry
They'll see us through to the other side
We're gonna make it
When love is a raging sea
You can hold on to me
We'll find a way tonight
Love is an ocean wide

I'll stay right here
It's where I'll always belong
Tied with your arms
Days like this, I wish the sun wouldn't set
I don't want to forget
What made us feel this way
You see through all my fears
And that's what got us here

Love is an ocean wide enough to forget
Even when we think we can’t

~The afters
--

man i just love this song, it's called Ocean wide. i really just love it! as you know it inspired a poem that i submitted like yesterday or something... yeah..
i'm really glad i got ch.6 on here, NOW YOU CAN READ IT! WOOHOO!
yeah i called this journal Tear, well cuz i'm not it the best of moods right now,
and may i ask, how do you stop liking a guy that you love?
please help me, i'm suffering over here!!
so thanks for all the page views, i'm glad i'm over 1000, it's awesome.
ok yeah... i'll try and work on writing more poems!
love
~Em

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