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ya know that totally romantic classic picture?

I fucking want it.. and cant find it.. does anybody have it? pretty pretty please? I'd sooo owe you

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/12299566/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/12299566/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 16:32:32 PDT Stuff

Well, its official. I'll be going to Columbus College of Art and Design in the fall. Secretly I always knew I'd end up there, even if for a while I really didnt want to. I'm scared to go away, but excited at the same time. Growing up, and growing as an artist.

Other than that, I've found someone new that makes me totally incredibly happy. He gives me a reason to get up and smile in the morning. I feel alive again.

Life is getting good again :]

Art

Trades/Commisions/Giftart
None :[

Personal/School
FA4 old age painting, started painting
Comic for Graphic Fiction, final copy starting
graphite drawing two lovers, started sketching

On hold
lots of things!



]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/11614047/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/11614047/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 16:38:59 PST Stuff

Nothing really new. I'm swamped with homework lately, and stupid art projects I dont feel like doing. Work's busy too, so I feel like Im running running running. Almost all the college stuff is done.. just need to get the rest of my slides back and send those in. And then I'm done. Cant wait till its all over.

Art

Trades/Commisions/Giftart
two gift tattoo designs, waiting for info/pics
three jewlery peices, one halfway done, two not started
concert booklet cover for upcoming orchestra/band/choir concert, sketching and finalizing

Personal/School
FA4 graphic art project
Comic for Graphic Fiction
Pictures and graphite portraits of friends, not started

On hold
lots of things!



]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/11092491/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/11092491/ Sun, 17 Dec 2006 09:17:05 PST Stuff
Man I feel like I've got so much to do over break with my art n stuff. Itt'l get done, I know, but its gona take some time. I wana get at least 2 more peices in my portfolio. I can do it.

Art

Trades/Commisions/Giftart
trade with inking and coloring
two gift tattoo designs, waiting for info/pics

Personal
FA4 projects

On hold
lots of things!



]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/10948871/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/10948871/ Mon, 04 Dec 2006 13:45:35 PST Stuff

!!Features!!
1. Drakkonnen - A totally amazing artist, who is extremly well rounded! He's got great drawing skills, and amazing photography skills. But his digital photomanipulation work is what caught my eye from the beginning. His gallery is really worth a look!
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2. Moniiku - One of my fellow FA4 classmates and good friend! I see so much more of her work aside from her devart and she really has amazing talent. Her gallery is filled with tons of sketches and drawings that are amazing, and it lets you see more "how she draws" Thats always a good thing. Go and check it out!
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3. Aquae - An amazing digital artist! She really knows how to take simple lineart and make it into something breathtaking. Her gallery is definatly worth your time!
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4. marvelous-magic - She is an amazing artist, who has mostly drawings of my favorite book series.. harry potter! She has amazing talent and really needs to be looked at!
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5. aetherchild - the girl has got a great knack for drawing. She has lots of charecter drawings, colored, inked, and lots of stuff. Its really worth a look!
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*** There's still 5 more slots so if ANYONE ELSE wants to be featured lemmie know!***
Art

Trades/Commisions/Giftart
trade with inking and coloring
two gift tattoo designs, waiting for info/pics

Personal
FA4 squires castle drawings
charecter sheet

http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/10890614/ Thu, 30 Nov 2006 13:22:01 PST Stuff

First 10 people who post in this journal will be featured. I will go though your gallery and choose three of your deviations I like most and post them in my journal for everyone to see! It doesnt matter if I know you or not. It's pretty much to show you off. Who doesn't want that? So, just be the first 10 to post and viola! Only catch is, you should post this in your own journal. It's only fair!

XXX- I think I'll start featuring people's galleries Monday December 4th. I'll keep featuring new people untill the list is filled up!

1. Drakkonnen
2. Monique
3. Aquae
4. marvelous-magic
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Art

Trades/Commisions/Giftart
trade with inking and coloring
two gift tattoo designs, waiting for info/pics

Personal
FA4 squires castle drawings
charecter sheet

On hold
FA2 self portrait; 75% painted
another simple chinese watercolor; started painting
elf drawing; coloring
bloody rose closeup; sketched out
blue butterfly; coloring



]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/10683528/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/10683528/ Fri, 10 Nov 2006 20:17:59 PST
Trades: Anyone interested in some art trades? I'm willing to do just about anything. I'd really love to do more art trades, so pleeaase if your interested, note me!

trade with sketching and inking

My Art:
art trade peice
FA4 squires castle drawings
charecter sheet

On hold:
FA2 self portrait; 75% painted
another simple chinese watercolor; started painting
elf drawing; coloring
bloody rose closeup; sketched out
blue butterfly; coloring




]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/10557971/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/10557971/ Wed, 01 Nov 2006 14:07:21 PST
[link]

I got my artwork on the cover. Go ahead and buy one!

Trades: Anyone interested in some art trades? I'm willing to do just about anything. I'd really love to do more art trades, so pleeaase if your interested, note me!

trade with sketching and inking

My Art:
art trade peice
FA4 peice

On hold:
FA2 self portrait; 75% painted
another simple chinese watercolor; started painting
elf drawing; coloring
two new charecter sheets
bloody rose closeup; sketched out
fatal frame fanart; almost done
blue butterfly; coloring




]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/10016625/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/10016625/ Sat, 09 Sep 2006 07:10:58 PDT
Music Snake River Conspiracy

Happenings
So after browsing through my gallery, I realized how much I hate my old work and Im thinking of cleaning some of it out. Just take out the crappy stuff. I usually dont, but then when megan said she was cleaning her's, it got me thinking. So go and enjoy it for one of the last times.

Working on:
giftart
FA4 peice

On hold:
FA2 self portrait; 75% painted
another simple chinese watercolor; started painting
elf drawing; coloring
two new charecter sheets
bloody rose closeup; sketched out
fatal frame fanart; almost done
blue butterfly; coloring


]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/9358032/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/9358032/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 19:46:36 PDT
Music Drain STH

Happenings Im getting back into drawing. Im excited, its refreshing to work on art. I promised myself that I would draw something new, or work on something old every day. I've been mostly successful with that.

And I just want to thank for giving me the suggestion to send in artwork to magazines. My peice "Bleeding Sky" is going to be featured on the 5th issue of RageMagazine. I'm extremly excited, and I do get a small portion of all the money made off that issue. But most of all, I get more exposure and hopefully more opportunity. So again, thank you Nick! :]

I wish I had an art buddy to drawwzz with!!

Working on:
RE0 fanart; sketched out
FA2 self portrait; 75% painted
commission 2
giftart

On hold:
monoprint
another simple chinese watercolor; started painting
elf drawing; coloring
two new charecter sheets
bloody rose closeup; sketched out
fatal frame fanart; almost done
blue butterfly; coloring


]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/8856655/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/8856655/ Tue, 23 May 2006 17:37:58 PDT
Music Offspring "Want you Bad"

Happenings Not much has been going on. One school is done, the other almost over. Im ready for summer. I got a job, looking forward to having income and buying the things I really need. Theres nothing more I look forward to than being able to cherish the time I get with my friends and to myself this summer. I know having all these responsabilities will make me a better person and be able to appreciate things more. I'm just ready for summer.

monoprint
FA2 self portrait; 75% painted
RE3 fanart
commission 2

On hold:
another simple chinese watercolor; started painting
Angelina Jolie portrait; started shading
elf drawing; coloring
two new charecter sheets
bloody rose closeup; sketched out
fatal frame fanart; almost done
blue butterfly; coloring
RE0 fanart; sketched out


]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/8273673/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/8273673/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 10:44:41 PST
Music Pantera "Cowboys From Hell"

Happenings I have so many art blocks its not even funny. But I really dont care. So many good things have been happening.

My monoprint "Death Dealer" got into the Governers Art Show down in Colombus. Many of you know, for those who dont, well its a big art show of work from everywhere in Ohio. I get to go to columbus and get an award and have fun and my peice will hang down there for a while. I don't like to brag about it, but more than anything this is just an honor for me. So with that you probably wont hear anything else about it since Im not going to brag and brag about it.

The other hand, I've got a biggg ass commission to start. Some relatives in my family had adopted a little baby girl from Russia back in '03 and now shes a little toddler and talks and is just so cute. Her mom, Kim wants me to paint a pictures of little Jenica when they got her over in Russia. They're holding her in front of the St. Basil cathedral in Moscow. So I decided to paint in on this big canvas my brother gave me a while ago. I can't wait to start, I just need to prep it first since there is a painting underneath.

FA3 self portrait outside assignment
RE3 fanart
commission 2

On hold:
another simple chinese watercolor; started painting
Angelina Jolie portrait; started shading
elf drawing; coloring
two new charecter sheets
bloody rose closeup; sketched out
fatal frame fanart; almost done
blue butterfly; coloring
RE0 fanart; sketched out
FA2 self portrait; 75% painted

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/7812382/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/7812382/ Sun, 05 Feb 2006 18:35:03 PST
Music Snake River Conspiracy

Happenings God I seem to have been so busy lately. School work is beginning to swamp up, maaajorly. I should have done more today. But I didnt. So much has/is going on this month. I took my SAT two weeks ago, have my ACT to take this weekend. An orthodontist appointment thursday, awards ceremony in a few more weeks, and tons of school work to do.

Yesterday I visited CIA and now I'm beginning to rethink about even going to art school. Its insanly high there, and I was really saddend and dissapointed by the work that was displayed. And not to mention I dont like the location, the state of the building, and the whole way they go about thinks. :[ I was really setting my hopes to go there too. I dont know. Now I feel like im a failiure because I dont know what I want to do with my life. I just feel like I need to know. I dont want any wasted years and money in college. Blechh.

Im hoping for a snow day tomarrow. I could really use it. give me a whole day to finish up more work and get a heads start on things.


Artwork progress:
FA3 self portrait watercolor; not really started
RE3 fanart
another simple chinese watercolor; started painting
Angelina Jolie portrait; started shading
elf drawing; coloring
two new charecter sheets

On hold:
bloody rose closeup; sketched out
fatal frame fanart; almost done
blue butterfly; coloring
RE0 fanart; sketched out
FA2 self portrait; 75% painted

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/7696615/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/7696615/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 15:51:29 PST
Name: Lisa Marie Kozlosky

Nickname: uhh lizel, thats it. my names so easy, i dont have a nickname really

Single or Taken: taken thank you :]

Sex: no thanks (am i the first to say that?) female retards

Birthday: September 12, 1989

Sign: Virgo

Siblings: older brother Ken

Hair color: original is an ugly dull brown, now its black

Eye color: hazel

Shoe size: 7-8

Height: 5'6" id say

Innie or Outie: Innie


What are you wearing right now: black hello kitty socks, blue jeans, blue HIM tanktop (homemade ;] ) ministry T-shirt and BGSU hoodie

Where do you live: Menner

Righty or lefty: righty

Can you make a dollar change right now: nope!


Relationships:
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Who are your closest friends? ermm kyle, kfj, shannon, mandy, aj, momo, alice, katie, amber, brian, i would say some others but i havnt talked to them in a while...

Do you have a bf or gf?: durr, what did i say above??

Best place to go for a date: arcade for DDR!! movies and dinner are nice too. OOh and just going for drives in creepy places, squires castle... it goes on


Fashion Stuff
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Where is your fav place to shop: thrift store!!

Do you have any tattoos or piercings? ears, 4x in each. more to come and same with tattoos.. once im 18

Faves
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Color: black, purple

Number: 10

Food: Chicken, salad, pizza, pasta

Boys name: ahh shit i dont remember..

Girls name: sydney, i dont remember the other ones..

Subject in school: art, tahts effin it!!

Animal: kitty cats, and pretty much everything else

Drink: mt dew, water

Celebrity: uhh none

Sport: ddr

Veggie: corn, salads

Fruit: bananas, oranges, apples

Fast food place: subway and arby's

Place to visit: any park

Month: october

Singer: not so sure. i have alot

Show: Lost, and Survivor

Juice: orange

Finger: ringfinger

Ice Cream: plain vanilla, from like dairy queen. OOO and birthday cake and cappachino crunch from puttputt!

Breakfast: bagels!!

Perfume: my vanilla perfume, addidas

Favorite cartoon character: GIR, ZIM, Foamy


Have You Ever
------------------------------------------
Given anyone a bath: cant say i have

smoked: no,

Bungee jumped: no

Broken the law: psh who hasnt?

Made yourself throw-up: a few times, when my stomach was so upset

Gone skinny dipping: no

Been in the opposite sex's washroom: no, am i the only one who hasnt?!?

Eaten a dog biscuit: eww no

Put your tongue on a frozen pole: no

Loved someone that made you cry?: yes..

Broken a bone: no

Played truth or dare: ahh yea

Been in a physical fight: i wrestle with kyle

Been in a police car: no

Been on a plane: Yeah

Been in a sauna: no

Been in a hot tub: yeah

Swam in the ocean: no

Fallen asleep in school: no, i just daze off

Kissed your cousin: no

Pictured your crush naked: haha yea

Ever had a sex dream: who hasn't

Broken someone's heart: yes, sadly

Cried when someone died: yes

Flashed someone: god no

Lied: yea, alot.

Laughed so hard you fell off your chair: yea

Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: yeah, even though i knew they wouldn't call..

Saved MSN conversations: AIM ones, yes

Saved e-mails: yes

Wished you were someone else: never

Wished you were a member of the opposite sex: no, never

Made out with JUST a friend?:no

Been rejected? yeah

Been in love?: yes, twice

Used someone: never in a relationship, ive used people i hated to get me stuff tho.. haha like my keychain

Been cheated on? i suppose you could say yes

Done something you regret?: i dont regret anything.

First Thing That Comes to Mind
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Red:

Blue:

Happy:

Autumn:

Cow:

Greenland:

--... ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/7555551/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/7555551/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 15:26:03 PST
Music Snake River Conspiracy

Happenings So the Lake Geauga peices were all entered and weeded out this weekend. My painting didnt get in, but my "Vanity" peice did get in since I entered it with Mrs. Tonti as last year. She caught me this morning and told me it got in and did really well. Ack!!! I was so happy. Especially since Mts. Kane had told me if you enter a pencil peice, it has to be AMAZING. So it made me happy. And of course i have my congrats to everyone else who got in, they deserve it. Especially and Peices get hung up on the 28th. I'd like to go and help, but Im not sure if I will. Maybe for a few hours or something. Its funny because she said she wants to take us up to lakeland as a feild trip or something and I'm just thinking well damn i walk through there ALL the time 'cause they have amazing artwork, I'll have seen that exhibit many times over. I think it would be even funnier if I had to leave to go to a class while we were there. Actually that would suck because my car would be at the high school... lol so anyway.

I got a few peices done. 3 to be exact which is a little burden lifted. Although I still have many more. I just did some logo art for Kyles CIS group. They're going to make and publish a game to (hopefully) get sold at Holcombs and make cash off of it. Its really amazing so far. And I stayed friday at lakeland with him to draw it. They printed it out on CD labelers and put them all on CD demos of what they have so far. they were doing a presentation to kids the next morning, and passed them out to the kids. So now I'm recruited into their group (even though im not in CIS ) to make and develope all the charecters on paper and in 3-D. It will be a challenge but I'm looking forward to it. Its definatly a lot more work than it looks.

Other than that, not much is going on. Midterms are next week, as well as new classes that start on Tuesday. Not cool.

Artwork progress:
Angelina Jolie portrait; started shading
in class still life
one small watercolor; not started
elf drawing of above charc.; coloring

On hold:
bloody rose closeup; sketched out
fatal frame fanart; almost done
blue butterfly; coloring
RE0 fanart; sketched out
FA2 self portrait; 75% painted

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/7487156/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/7487156/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 09:19:00 PST
Music Snake River Conspiracy

Happenings Break is over, which is pretty sad. And everyone is working today on everything they put off, including me which makes it an even more sad day. I suppose its good that it's rainy outside, it makes you want to stay indoors. I've got some chemistry to do and to get a big portion done on my art project so I don't have so much tomarrow night. Maybe I'll stay for a while at school to work on it, and go get my books at lakeland a little later.

But my break was good. I dread going back to school, because its so nice to be off from everything. I could get used to it very quickly. Christmas was nice, I didnt ask for much, so what I did as I got, and also got some things I didnt expect, which was great. I have money now, but I just want to save it all and not spent it. As much as I dont want a job, I do at the same time, so thats what the summer is for.

I got to spend a lot of time with Kyle, and I had some great times with my friends. I wish I could see them more often. My new years wasnt great though. I got sick and spent the whole day sleeping and feeling like crap. But then the next day wasnt as bad since I did nothing that whole day, and today I feel even better. I still have to go to the store today and buy some late xmas presents for some people in my art class *cough* AJ, Monique, ect.. ^-^
So I guess I'm just gona try to make the best out of today. I was really hoping for some good sleep last night, but I didnt get it. Gah. I got really bad sleep all break. I friggin hate that. Oh well, I hope everyone had a great new years and everything (it was probably way better than mine) Yay 2006!

Artwork progress:
FA3 Magnification project; started painting
one small watercolor; not started
oone small giftart; not started
new elf charecter sheet; almost done
elf drawing of above charc.; coloring

On hold:

bloody rose closeup; sketched out
fatal frame fanart; almost done
Angelina Jolie portrait; started shading
blue butterfly; coloring
RE0 fanart; sketched out
FA2 self portrait; 75% painted

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/7202393/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/7202393/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 07:56:35 PST
Music

Happenings xmas is tomarrow. Im not done with 3 more paintings. I'm just freaking out a little. Ive got so much to do today, I knew I should have worked on them more. :[

Im looking forward to xmas, but ive been so busy. I will be somewhat releived when its over. But then that means two art projects to finish over break. Im a bit worried about that. :/ I hope I can do it.

Umm, theres not much else going on in my life. i still want some really good chinease food, but i dont think im gona get it for quite some time still XD

hope you all have a good xmas!



Artwork progress:
FA3 Magnification project; started painting
peice for "I wonder why" show; not started
two more small watercolors; one started one not
one small acrylic; not started
new elf charecter sheet; almost done

On hold:
elf drawing of above charc.; sketched out
bloody rose closeup
New fatal frame fanart
Angelina Jolie portrait
blue butterfly, coloring
RE0 fanart
FA2 self portrait.

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/6803688/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/6803688/ Tue, 18 Oct 2005 17:52:25 PDT
Music Eighteen Visions "Bleed by Yourself"

Happenings Whooo its been a long time since i updated this thing!! Ive just been too busy. Dear god what's happend to me since then.. well I got my licence and have been having fun car trouble. Makes me wana kick it super hard. But i love my car so i cant. Erm, ive been so bogged down with classes. Quizes and tests every week, many on the same days. Im stressing to the point where im sick everyday. *shrugs* guess i gotta change my habits.

I've got so much art going on right now, i just wana cry. Two big projects due in november at the end of the quarter. Gahhh. Not to mention all my side stuff and presesnts i just realized i gotta start on.. But im tryin my best to keep on truckin. Guess thats it for now.

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions or anything with anyone. *nudge nudge, wink wink* Art trades anyone? If anyone is interested please send me a note!

Started working on:
FA3 self portrait
FA3 "monster" project
present for billy, started shading
new elf charecter sheet
elf drawing of above charc.

Need to start:
about 4-5 peices for family for the holidays. Im thinkin watercolors of flowers. Thats simple, right?

On hold:
bloody rose closeup
New fatal frame fanart
Angelina Jolie portrait
blue butterfly, coloring
RE0 fanart
FA2 self portrait.

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/6340244/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/6340244/ Sat, 27 Aug 2005 07:05:22 PDT :sad:
Music SOAD "Sugar"

Happenings Long time absence, no? O well. Ive been too busy trying to enjoy myself and finish summer on a good note. Lots of stuff has been happening, and im just sad to go back to school. But yesterday I finally showed billy my drwing and his eyes just lit up. He's like can you be my girlfriend? I started laughing, he was so amazed by the color in it. He wants me to draw him something so I have an idea. Hes a magician so Ive got a sweet idea and I hope it makes him happy.

I got some new clothes yesterday and my room is almost finished! Yep, things are good for the mostpart. I guess ill stick my schedual here for anyone who wants to know.

1-2 French 3 w/ Cicco
3-4 Honors Chem w/ Rodiger
5-6 Free mod
7-8 Fine Art 3 Honors w/ Kane. Wow they got the honors through.

After that i go to lakeland or home. Haha!

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions or anything with anyone. *nudge nudge, wink wink* Art trades anyone? If anyone is interested please send me a note!

Started working on:
present for billy, not started yet.
bloody rose closeup
New fatal frame fanart
Angelina Jolie portrait
blue butterfly, coloring
RE0 fanart
FA self portrait.

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/6153350/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/6153350/ Sat, 06 Aug 2005 20:44:31 PDT
Music SOAD "Soil"

Happenings Ahh so I FINALLY got PSP and Animation shop from Kyles laptop. Yay Im sooo happy! I can finally finish all my blinkies and everything that i had on hold. Thank you soooo much AJ!!

So ive been working on my room, cleaning, pillaging, ransacking... whatever you wana call it. Taking care of that, and getting stuff outa the way to finish painting. Ive had a vision for like two years now on what I want, and now its finally all getting pulled together. Pics will come when its all done.

I wish I had more money so I oculd buy a few things that I've been wanting.. but meh, i dont have any so Im just trying to enjoy stuff. I have incars all next week and its gona blow. Gotta wake up early. :[ done wana. but I need that licence.

I got on a reading kick again. So ive got a million books to read and a ton of stuff to still do while summer lasts. Gotta enjoy it!!

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions or anything with anyone. *nudge nudge, wink wink* Art trades anyone? If anyone is interested please send me a note!

Started working on:
bloody rose closeup
New fatal frame fanart
Angelina Jolie portrait
blue butterfly, coloring
RE0 fanart
FA self portrait.

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/6039698/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/6039698/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 13:02:18 PDT
Music thunderstorm outside

Happenings Its too hot!! *dies* this heat is gona kill me. Ive been so cranky and I just dont want to do a thing. I sit around when Im home and just vegitate. Sorry for not being online and such.

I wana draw really bad today because Im home, but Im so lazy! Grr. I finished Starcraft but havnt gotten Brood Wars for it, so I cant play that...

ohmygosh its gona rain!! I love you weather! Okay anyway..

I just feel like sayin I love all my friends, and I miss them all.I cant wait to see them more and hang out.

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions or anything with anyone. *nudge nudge, wink wink* Art trades anyone? If anyone is interested please send me a note!

Started working on:
New fatal frama fanart
Angelina Jolie portrait
blue butterfly, coloring
RE0 fanart
FA self portrait.

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5897978/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5897978/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 19:52:14 PDT
Music NIN "Piggy"

Happenings Hmm.. Im watching the Mummy Returns right now, but I'm getting really sick of it. I've been so tired lately. I really need to stop staying up in the wee hours of the morning. Yesterday I started reading a book and I stayed up all night till I finished it. Best book, or one of, the best books I've ever read. All I've been doing lately is reading. And sewing. Back n forth. But thats what summers for. Im taking a break from art for a while, since I really have no inspiration, and I'm busy with other things. During the school year I don't get a lot of time to read and do other things. I dont ever get any free time. And I certanly wont be next year. Hmm lets see
Honors chem.: gona be to tough
Fine Art 3: really gona start to get hard with Kane. Im gona really have to shake the procrastination then.
French 3: Haha, why did I take this class? I'm horrible at French.
Then the lakeland classes...
Math 1650: should be easy, only college algebra
English 1100: Uhh I really dont know, I suck at english
Economics: Fun... im sure ittl be tough. I hate economics and government and all that fun stuff I still have to take.

God why am I talking about school? Its gona be here before I know it.. exactly why I gotta enjoy my summer! :nods: I just feel like I need to do something. I feel like I'm wasting my summer. I miss so much of the good times But everyone's so busy lately, I havnt seen anyone.

But yesterday I went to Shannons party and it was fun. She enjoyed the gifts which made me happy and I got to see a lot of people I havnt seen since school. So it was cool.

Art Ugh, nothing!! I started a new drawing of the twins from Fatal Frame, but then when I messed up the inking I got so sad I havnt touched it since... perhaps I should.. mer, Idn.

I tried to pull out some of my art from the year and work on it. I swear everytime I pull out my picture "Vanity", it seems like the graphite gets lighter, especially in the spots where I really pushed hard to make it dark. Hate that.

Also, Kyle Sarah and I are starting a video game. Your probably thinking yea right... but we have the programs and will power to do it. We already started an overveiw, and some sketches of scenes. I cant wait. I'm going to do all the sketches and artwork, then create the charecters from scratch in Dark Basic.

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions or anything with anyone. *nudge nudge, wink wink* Art trades anyone? If anyone is interested please send me a note!

Started working on: Im just gona put everything on hold.

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5794317/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5794317/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 19:10:03 PDT
Music Idle Hands "Bitter Melody"

Happenings

Two more days of driving class. YES! Ive been so sad though because Keith hasnt taught at all this week. Hes so funny and when he doesnt teach, the class drags on forever... mer... no fun.

Virgin mobile is still being a bitch and not transfering my money. I just bought that damn phone and now I wana switch. I cant even make my art my background picture, cause ya know you can do that through devart. Well ya know my phone doesnt work with it. Its a fucking new phone. Gr.. anyway.

I really feel like I need excersise. Its so weird. Ever since I started walking to the arcade, I've wanted to do that more. And now that I havnt been there in a few days, its making me feel fat, lazy and antsy. Hate that.

I'm going to Cedar Point Saturday with my brother and Kyle. He had offered to take us, and so why not. Kyles never been there, and my brothers going so he can see his college friends that work there. God, ya know we'll go there and instead of riding all the sweet coasters, we'll play DDR all day. I know it.
Just gotta get some money...

4th of july... erm I know we're watchin the fireworks. Idn if we're taking sarah or kfj or what. Theres been a lot of drama so who knows.

Shannons party is next weekend? Im looking forward to that. I just hope her little brother told her my message. O well, if i show up, and im unexpected, ill just sit in the corner.


Art I want to start something new. Im thinking some fanart of some sort. Of video games maybe. That'd be kinda sweet. Any thought of any good video games to do some fanart of?

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions or anything with anyone. Maybe even some gift art here or there if I like ya If anyone is interested please send me a note!

Started working on:
Crash Bandicoot drawing. inking
Villie graphite drawing sketched
blue butterfly. coloring
Resident Evil 0 drawing sketched

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5757092/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5757092/ Sat, 25 Jun 2005 21:01:20 PDT
Music Bad Religion "Big Bang"

Happenings Yay ITG2!! Im gona live at that stupid arcade now. And waste all my money there. Blahh.. Ive been there the past three days, ever since the machine came. Its so fun.

Okay, but im pissed off. I went and bought minutes for my phone today. I came home and browsed the website after i downloaded myself a ringtone. I found you could transfer account status and money to different phones. So I call and get this guy and he says ittl be taken care of. Well my 20 from my other phone (that went through the washer) isnt on my phone. Its been a while too. Goddamn virgin mobile... I dont wana have to call again. It sucks and takes forever. But I did play THUG today. Its been like a year since Ive played it. Ever since someone had it, and I got it back I couldnt bring myself to play it. It hurt. Weird, I know. Youd have to know the situation. But I missed alot of the music, so I played just to listen to the soundtrack. Fun stuff.

There's been a lot of drama going on lately. I really hate it. This is summer. Thats not what its supposed to be about. Ehhh fuck it..

So now Im broke, and bored. What to do next?

Art Yay, the present is done!! Hmmm now what to start on. I really need to finish my self portrait painting. Idn, we'll see. its open now.

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions or anything with anyone. Maybe even some gift art here or there if I like ya If anyone is interested please send me a note!

Started working on:
Crash Bandicoot drawing. inking
Villie graphite drawing sketched
blue butterfly. coloring
Resident Evil 0 drawing sketched

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5731895/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5731895/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 08:54:46 PDT
Music Fear Factory "Archetype"

Happenings Im exausted. :faints: I havnt been able to sleep in at all so far this summer. Oh yea, mines been one effing week. How great is that.... And I wont be able to tomarrow either. Driving class is fun, but its too long. Makes me go crazy. I start feeling sick everytime I sit down in there too. My head and eyes have a dull ache and it feels like im just starting to get sick. It goes away when I leave. Maybe its the lights. I want to eat but my stomach is full. After about 2-3 days of not being able to eat because my emotions were so upset, I want to but Im not hungry.

I hurt. Still. But theres nothing I can do right now. Mer.

I just want to watch a movie today, do some art maybe, and just rest. But someone needs me. I suppose I should stop thinking of myself, because I have alot lately. Im sorry its just that ive put so many others before me and I just feel its my turn now. But still.. i do feel wrong for wanting a day to myself when they need me. All those times they helped me when i needed it and they had other things to do.

I hate the way I feel sometimes. But I must keep going. I just want one day to myself, thats all..

Art Finishing a present... god i dont want to touch it but I have to finish. grr! I gave up on alot of peices I started, so my list is cut down.

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions or anything with anyone. Maybe even some gift art here or there if I like ya If anyone is interested please send me a note!

Started working on:
Crash Bandicoot drawing. inking
present, coloring almost done!
Villie graphite drawing sketched
blue butterfly. coloring
Resident Evil 0 drawing sketched

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5711886/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5711886/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 08:07:09 PDT
Music Jack Of Jill "When I am Queen"

Happenings Yesterday, one effing long, weird, crazy day. Go read my LJ, I dont feel like retyping it over and over. Eventful and meaningful, thats what yesterday was. But its time to move on I suppose. My emotions are still whacked and I've got alot of work ahead of me.

I keep wanting to watch A nightmare Before xmas, especially after all these drawings, but I have no time. :[ I start driving classes today which makes me sad. I really dont want to, but if I want my licence I have to.. Blerg.

I'm also sad because the copy of my Jack of Jill Cd "Clear hearts and grey flowers" Its totally fucked up. The CD i got it from was majorly scratched and messed up. Therefore my copy is too. :[ i just wana listen to it and I cant because it skips and has the fuzzy noises in it. *sigh* I've got a long day ahead of me. I just hope my parents are ok from yesteday. I havnt seen my dad and idn how he's gona be. My mom was fine yesterday afterwards but a little weird this morning.

Shoot me. Please.

Art Finishing a present... god i dont want to touch it but I have to finish. grr! I gave up on alot of peices I started, so my list is cut down.

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions or anything with anyone. Maybe even some gift art here or there if I like ya If anyone is interested please send me a note!

Started working on:
Crash Bandicoot drawing. inking
present, coloring almost done!
Villie graphite drawing sketched
blue butterfly. coloring
Resident Evil 0 drawing sketched

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5693959/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5693959/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 11:23:34 PDT :worried:
Music Pantera "Cemetary Gates"

Happenings Phew, schools funally out. Summer = happy Lisa. Well, sort of.

So this week has been busy. For finals we went out to eat at Sammy's in Grand River and the 2nd day we took shannon and KFJ. Fun times. Kyles birthday was Thrus. (happy birthday!) and he had a party with a bunch of people. Him KFJ, Sarah, Dan, Me, Alyssa, Billy, and Beef all were there. It was fun. Later that night Sarah Kris Dan Alyssa Kyle and I all played Atmosphere. Ooo such a good game! Erm, ive just been hanging with Kyle lately, trying not to get upset with my emotions, but I cant stop it. Lots of things being thrown at my direction and ughh I dont even feel like going into it.

I hope tomarrow goes okay. Its the tournoment, but I think im just gona stay home and rest all day. I really want to enter, but at the same time I dont. :[ I just dont know. A whole day of sleeping sounds good to me.

OOh yay! I got a new cell phone too. Since mine went washy washy, I needed a new one. If you want the number, just ask me, I wont hesitate to give it to ya. I just done want to post it everywhere and let it get into the hands of the wrong people. If you know what I mean.

Art Finishing a present... god i dont want to touch it but I have to finish. grr! I gave up on alot of peices I started, so my list is cut down.

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions or anything with anyone. Maybe even some gift art here or there if I like ya If anyone is interested please send me a note!

Started working on:
Crash Bandicoot drawing. inking
present, coloring almost done!
Villie graphite drawing sketched
blue butterfly. coloring
Resident Evil 0 drawing sketched

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5615968/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5615968/ Sat, 11 Jun 2005 06:13:31 PDT So .. 3 more days of school left?

Sure doesnt seem like it.

This weekend i meant to study for them. Dont think thats even gona happen. Yesterday spent the night with Kyle and his buddy Mike. Today I woke up around 8 but now im just procrastinating doing work. and im gona have to call a few people later. I always get mixed feelings when calling people I hate it. Then Im supposed to go to puttputt around 3 to wait for Kyle to get off work. I should go so I can get in some driving, but I dont know If i really want to or not. Idn if I should just wait for him. Im not gona have any time tonight to study.

Oh man I hope we can go to the drivein tonight. We were gona go yesterday, but after that big storm we decided not to cause of the rain and wetness. Icky. But I did love that storm.. So if we do that then theres a ton of driving. Hmm..

And tomarrow Im supposed to go to Cory and Dans grad partys. Sorry I wont be visiting family for another week. i really dont care. I dont want to see Karen or any of them really. They make me so frustrated. They pull me every which way. They all ask nonstop if I need math help and all this crap. I used to love my family and seeing them. Now I seriously am afraid. My aunt is just always rude to me. I can see it in the way she looks at me and talks to me. Karen is just a rude person and I really dont like talking to her. My uncle cousin and his wife they all tell me to do different things for Lakeland. At least Dianna agrees with me and what im doing. She thinks taking the classes i am wil be just fine. But my cousin and uncle want different. I cant beleive my uncle even had the nerve to tell my mom this about my brother. He just changed his major again a few months ago, and my uncle said to her last week "were gona have to do something about that" You dont control our lives. We're doing what we want. I dont even want to see them because they're gona be mad and dissapointed in my class selection for next year. Too bad we already turned in the paper. Im not changing it. I dont care of your opinions.. ughh GOD!!

So moving on... next week is gona be really interesting to say the least..

Art Its time to start finishing old peices and getting some nice ones for next year. Im not happy with anything I did this year in art, so I have a summer to change that.

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions or anything with anyone. Maybe even some gift art here or there if I like ya If anyone is interested please send me a note!

Started working on:
Crash Bandicoot drawing. sketched
sad girl coloring
present, coloring
Villie graphite drawing sketched
person playing DDR coloring
blue butterfly. coloring
Resident Evil 0 drawing sketched



]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5533197/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5533197/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 14:45:23 PDT
Music SOAD "Old School Hollywood"

Happenings So mentor sucks and we still have about 9 more days of school. I want to just give up right now. Im so sick of it. The teachers are being assholes and im sick of it. And I cant take the people. Im being so bitter and mean to everyone, I just dont care. I cant beleive I havnt snapped on someone yet. Grr!

Buuuuuuuuuuuuuut Saturday is one year for Kyle and I. Dear god its been that long? It seems like it and then it doesnt. Time just really flys by though! So even though Ive got a ton of finals to study for, Im looking forward to Sat. It jsut makes me mad that at this same time last year we were taking finals and had one more day of school.

But I must finish his present!! eeek!

Art No more school art, YAY! Now I guess its just time to start away at everything I've started. I hate finishing peices. I get so lazy. I have so many ideas to do, and Id like to do some really nice peices over the summer, so I can have a heads up for my portfolio next year. Maybe re-do some projects that we did this year in art over the summer. Im just not happy with them.

But i will have some new art to be posting soon. Art projects, and old peices that got fixed and are better.

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions or anything with anyone. Maybe even some gift art here or there if I like ya If anyone is interested please send me a note! My better work is done with colored pencil, and graphite. I wish i had more examples to show.

Started working on:
chinese/goth horror girl, inking
Crash Bandicoot drawing. sketched
sad girl coloring
present, coloring
Villie graphite drawing sketched
person playing DDR coloring
blue butterfly. coloring
Resident Evil 0 drawing sketched

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5304618/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5304618/ Sun, 08 May 2005 17:47:12 PDT
Music NIN "The hand that feeds"

Happenings This weekend wasnt as promising as Id hoped. Not much good happend. Saturday everything went wrong that could go wrong. My sketchbook and messenger bag got covered in pop, so the sketchbook is more warped than ever now. Everything in my bag got wet, so we took it all out and washed it. Well my cell phone accidentally went through the wash and died. No more celly. O well, I get a new one anyway. Every plan that we had didnt work, and when I tried to talk to my friends, they just dont seem happy and like they want to talk to me. So fun...

Today I feel like a pig. I ate so much, seems to be in reaction to everything thats happend. I dont feel any emotion, but I just keep eating. Yay now I get to burn off that this week. I worked my ass off to finish my art project. Now it just needs fine tuning to it and it shall be all good.

I just want summer here...

Art I got some pictures for my final project, but I dont really like any of them. There is one shot that I like, but we need to get the right lighting so I have to wait another week till I can get to Lost Nation and get the pic. One more art assingment in class and another OA and then we're done. Yes!

My goal this summer is to finish any and all unfinished art peices so I dont have to worry about them anymore. I think I can do it *is hopefull*

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions with anyone. Maybe even some gift art here or there if I like ya If anyone is interested please send me a note! My better work is done with colored pencil, and graphite. I wish i had more examples to show.

Started working on:
horror story
brothers bday gift sketched, needs colored.. who knows if ill do this
sad girl coloring
present, coloring
Villie graphite drawing sketched
person playing DDR coloring
blue butterfly. coloring
Resident Evil 0 drawing sketched

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5214934/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5214934/ Thu, 28 Apr 2005 17:20:12 PDT :tired:
Music Dirty Vegas "Days Go By" (its playing on max2)

Happenings Umm sooo not much has happend. Heh, Ive been busy with school and my own problems. Ummm last Saturday we visited my brother at Bowling Green. He comes home in like a week. Blech. And the fights shall return... *sigh* It was alright though. Worked on homework and my art a lil. We rented one of those new mustangs too. Sweet V6 yellow mustang. Idn, im not a huge fan of them though. It still looked nice though. Oh and it was even sweeter when they played Long Train Runnin on the radio. It was the original by like the Doobie Brothers, but hey, it was still sweet. Made me wana play DDR. The only thing that sucked was the weather. It was so cold and miserable. And it still is. Yuck.

I started writing a story of mine again. I started it about a year ago, but I have inspiration to finish it. Hope I'll be able too. And also, my friend Jame wants me to be in this movie he's making. He's into all the sweet film stuff ya know? I miss acting so much... But he wants me to be this french spy warning the main charecter about something so he doesnt die. It sounds fun so hopefully I can do that. I think im so excited about it cause I can brush up on the acting a tad. Its been over a year and I miss theatre and all that soooooo much. I get so depressed when they have all the plays n stuff at the school. I wish i would have joined but I dont have the time for them anymore. * le sigh* O well.

Ermmm not much else has really happend. Im slacking on the art alot. Stupid me. i havnt had time really. Now I finally do, but ehh im just not in the mood! Grr..

Art Must start taking pictures for our last art project. Self portrait. Figure drawing. Dramatic pose and lighting. Yes Ive got an idea. Yes you guessed it, DDR. Im thinking some dramatic freestyle move, not sure what yet. I'll just do a bunch and see what I like. Then get some shots of the lights off the machine. Photoshop a bit and voila. Then Im thinkin colored pencil. Ohhh yeaaa. lol I should finish this damn one this weekend and take pictures for the next one and start on it. Knowing me and colored pencil... we dont get along too well. It takes me forever to finish with it. Especially outside of class. Bad work ethic I know...

Oh yea... and I saw some art project in the art room on the drying rack, and it a picture clipped to it and it was a pic of the DDR pads at Tony G's. Ack!! Whos is it??? They rule!!

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions with anyone. Maybe even some gift art here or there if I like ya If anyone is interested please send me a note! My better work is done with colored pencil, and graphite. I wish i had more examples to show.

Started working on:
horror story
brothers bday gift
sad girl
School project all graphite drawing
huge colored pencil drawing
Villie graphite drawing
person playing DDR
blue butterfly. coloring
Resident Evil 0 drawing

http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5087814/ Thu, 14 Apr 2005 14:31:58 PDT
Music Slipknot "Vermillian"

Happenings So im still not getting much better. My throat would be better but since I talk to everyone at school it just hurts so much when I come home. Grr its hard to shut up! And plus my eyes are all bloodshot and itchy and I dont know whats wrong them. The hurt and water and it wont stop. And it sucks because I cant wear my contacts and I really dispise wearing my glasses... *sigh* i just feel so uncomfortable and vunerable when I wear them. I know its kinda crazy but I havnt worn them since 7th grade sooo... its a change for now. My friend said its probably scratches on my eye, and to wait a couple weeks. It does make sense cause I had lied down for about an hour and when I woke up my eye was like that. The one damn time I leave my contacts in, it does that. Who knows... I just wana get better.

I felt like shit when I came home but now I feel alot better. Im happy actually! It felt like a monday today for me but tomarrow is friday, and Im really looking forward to working on my art. Im really excited about this art project we're doing. Finally I can do whatever I want. I have to write out all the stuff tonight for it... and I dont know what to do yet. I have a couple ideas but Im not sure what to do. And then come monday no more homeroom!! I really dont like my homeroom so it makes me happy. I can just go strait to the cafeteria with KFJ.

But now its makeup the homework I missed time since I didnt go to skool yesterday. Blech.


Art working here and there on some art, and getting ready to start our OA and figure drawing in class. I love figure drawing. And were finally gona start matting too. Took her long enough... i gave up doing it in my free mod 'cause both sides of the room are packed and there's no room to do it.

Id love to start any sort of art trades or commisions with anyone. Maybe even some gift art here or there if I like ya If anyone is interested please send me a note! My better work is done with colored pencil, and graphite. I wish i had more examples to show.

Started working on
sad girl
School project all graphite drawing
huge colored pencil drawing
Villie graphite drawing
person playing DDR
blue butterfly. coloring
Resident Evil 0 drawing

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5063017/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/5063017/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 17:45:00 PDT
Music DJ Sammy "Heaven"

Happenings *cough cough* Ahhh Im still sick. Its horrible... agghh! So much stuff still to do... and I dont wana do it. Its not even Tuesday and I need the weekend. Mer... um so whats going on... Well I havnt done a whole lot since I got sick Thursday. Havnt played DDR in a while and im having withdrawls. Argg. Playing Kingdom hearts, since that was the only thing to do when I was sick. So im finally making myself get 100%. I didnt before cause im lazy like that. Bunch of new projects and crap coming my way at school, which isnt fun. And dealing with my emotions is so much fun too. Hurray!

Art Yesss we're starting a whole new thing in art. And this time we get to make everything ourselves. I always love it when we can choose a project we wana do. We make the objectives and do anything we want. Im not sure what to do. Maybe something with colored pencil, but that always takes me so long to do. Maybe something with graphite. I love graphite. If i had pastels id do that, but i never bought any yet so ya know how that goes. But im doing another huge colored pencil drawing just for fun at home so thats why I might not do another... ill never wana see colored pencils again. Hmmm we'll see.

Started working on:
cleaning up this cause most of this stuff will never be done
sad girl
huge colored pencil drawing
Villie graphite drawing
person playing DDR
blue butterfly. coloring
Resident Evil 0 drawing

Then of course theres a million bajillion other projects half started, some never gona get done, and others i really wana do but have no time. Just the way things go I guess.

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4987416/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4987416/ Sun, 03 Apr 2005 11:43:43 PDT
Music Offspring "Gone Away"

Happenings So Spring break has ended. Makes me completly sad. Had to switch the clocks forward and I hate that. Idn, all in all it was a good spring break I guess. Too many different emotions I felt though. But more things from the past have been straitend out and I feel good about alot of things. Im just really grateful for the friendships and relationships I have with people. I wouldnt trade any of them. But all I know is Im ready for school to be over. Ugh!!

Art Finishing my school art projects and trying to finish up little ones here and there. Coming along ok I think. Soon im gona buy alot more art supplies and really get my art out there. Hehehe, I cant wait!!

Started working on:
Villie graphite drawing
watercolor for school
person playing DDR
present for someone
charecter sheet of Kyle
charecter sheet of Dan A.
blue butterfly. coloring
couple drawing. roughly sketched out
Yoshimitsu drawing
Resident Evil 0 drawing
small watercolor

Want to start:
a regular painting... not sure of what...
fully colored drawings of all the Tekken charecters...
rest of the charecter sheets I need to start.

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4947265/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4947265/ Tue, 29 Mar 2005 20:56:07 PST
Music My Ruin "Now Youve Got Something To Die For"

Happenings Uhh today was kinda good. Alvarez picked me up today and Dan Beef Kyle Sarah and I all went to puttputt for freeplay. At first there was no one there minus Mike Stegh and thee annoying 12 yr olds and they were tolerable for the most part. They got really annoying really fast though. Ermm but I had a great time playing. I did amazingly good, considering I was playing like shit the past few days. Meh, o well. I friggin AA'd Dead End. That was just effing sweet and out of nowhere. I hadnt played Dead End in a long time. Kim took a pic for me since my cameras battery decided to die. Got alot of good scores. 85 on bag with a miss (fucking god!! almost full comboed and then near the end, bam a fucking good). I would have AA'd Destiny lovers and Rebirth if I didnt get misses... grrrrr fgdisafdahfkjhfdsjhfa Ok enough with random DDRness.

Then tons of people came and it got slower, and the kids became more annoying. I got fed up with them a few times and yelled, but I really dont care. Got to talk with Sarah alot which was really nice. Left and talked with Kyle and Sarah at his house for a while then beef and dan showed up to get the computer, and we watched bits of Family Guy. Then I came home and now Im here. Doing nothing. O well. Breaks been good, I cant complain at all. And tomarrow I get to spend with Kyle which makes me happy. I havnt been able to be with just him in a while. Looking forward to it all.

Art Im working here and there on things. More of my drawings are more on their way done but nothings really finished. Did a new peice last night and finished this morning. Now why cant I do that with the rest of them?!? Gahhhh I still really havnt worked on my school art projects. Ugh i need to. Oh yea, and I got a hot new portfolio finally. No more cardboard!! Hurray!

Started working on:
Villie graphite drawing
watercolor for school
hand study for school
person playing DDR
happy girl on a couch
present for someone
charecter sheet of Kyle
charecter sheet of Dan A.
blue butterfly. coloring
couple drawing. roughly sketched out
Yoshimitsu drawing
Resident Evil 0 drawing
small watercolor

Want to start:
http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4861041/ Sun, 20 Mar 2005 08:18:43 PST every emotion possible
Music Cradle Of Filth "Nymphetamine"

Happenings Dear god so many things have happend to me. OGTs finally over. Friday hung out with Kyle Sarah and then KFJ. Friday night... it was overload of emotions. After over a year I finally was able to talk to Dean. Lots of emotions sprung, and I was shaking uncontrollably the entire time I was on the phone. So much releif came over me and weight was lifted off of me when I talked to him. I kept getting an apology and it was just crazy because I thought I would never hear from him again, and I'd be left with so many unanswered Next morning I woke up at 6, after going to bed around 12 - 1 wide awake. It was weird.. But all day Saturday I was a mess. We went to Squires, Kyle and I and took pictures and had alot of fun. I told him and we both were kinda acting weird afterwards. Then we went to Tony G's and I got pissed there cause its Tony G's. Picked up KFJ from there and then went to puttputt. Matt and Mike were there and so we danced a lil and I got a new AA. Ok i s'pose. Then Kyle and KFJ wanted to go see Heather and I really didnt wana... I was starting to get weird then and I wasnt in the mood. So they left and I just stayed and drew and got even weirder. Thinking of everything that had happend to me, I just about exploded because it was so much to handle. They came back and I was really upset and I hurt both of them because they didnt know what was wrong. All I can say is I'm sorry for it, but Ive got alot to handle and I have my reasons. All I know now is I cant do shit today and Ive got retarded homework to do Gr...

Art Nothing really new... trying to finish up old peices that need to be done, started a ton of new ones, and I should be working on my art for school but I just hate doing that.

Started working on:
watercolor for school
hand study for school
person playing DDR
happy girl on a couch
present for someone
charecter sheet of Kyle
charecter sheet of Dan A.
blue butterfly. coloring
couple drawing. roughly sketched out
Yoshimitsu drawing
small watercolor

Want to start:
bunch of really cool images and ideas i have in my head
graphite drawing of a picture i found, really hot.
a regular painting... not sure of what...
fully colored drawings of all the Tekken charecters...
~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4831151/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4831151/ Wed, 16 Mar 2005 18:07:51 PST -_-
Music Killswitch Engage "The End Of Heartache"

Happenings OGT's suck. Theres nothing else to say about that. They suck. Im still sick, which sucks. Ive got tons of crap to do all week, this weekend and shit due before spring break. Friggin sucks!! I swear I need like 5 extra days just to myself. I hope this weekend will be good. I think were supposed to meet with Heather again, and possibly hang out with Beef. But who knows. I just want sleep.

Art So I found out im in "honors art" next year. Woo! honors!!... Idn. Its cool, i'm happy. We've got a retarded watercolor to do in class, and Im not gona finish, nor is anyone else, by the time its supposed to be due. But we can take it home over spring break. And we've got a hand study to do too at home. I just hate hands so much... im so bad at drawing them. O well. Im gona try and not complain about the projects this time. Ive got better things to worry about.

Started working on:
happy girl on a couch
present for someone
charecter sheet of Kyle
fairy drawing started during exams
charecter sheet of Dan A.
blue butterfly. coloring
couple drawing. roughly sketched out... ill never finish...
Yoshimitsu drawing
small watercolor

Want to start:
bunch of really cool images and ideas i have in my head
graphite drawing of a picture i found, really hot.
a regular painting... not sure of what...
fully colored drawings of all the Tekken charecters...
rest of the charecter sheets I need to start.

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4762605/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4762605/ Tue, 08 Mar 2005 17:31:06 PST
Music From Autum To Ashes

Happenings Schools stressing me out. OGTs next week. How fun. It makes this week suck even more with tests and reveiws being crammed in. Bullshit. Im getting sick of people too. They all just bug me. And Kyle is sick and I think he got me sick. I feel bad cause I hate seeing him sick, he has to get better, and now im sick and i dont want to. Im so afraid I'll be sick for next week. This is the worst time ever to get sick. urgghhh!!!! I just need the weekend. I have so many ideas running in my head and i want to do them and there just isnt any time. So many things i want to draw and things to do, and not enough hours in the day. *sigh*

But I get my temps Saturday!!! WEEEE! Finally another step towards freedom. And makes it even better, we might buy my brother a new car, so I either get his grand-am or my dads cavelier. hmmm red older, crappier car, kind i like, automatic.... or new black car, moonroof, but stickshift... Idn. The caveliers tempting with the moonroof... but it reeks of smoke and the seats already broken. Haha. Crap car. Idn, we'll see I guess. Im just so excited because I hate still being treated like a little kid half the time, everyone in my family thinking i have no work ethic, lazy, no responsibilitys... god if only they knew they were wrong. And then also when i get bitched at, i can just leave

Art So our watercolor was due today. I still wana work on it a bit more, but im mostly happy with it. But stupid me finished it so late last night, I forgot to take pictures. O well. I'l get it back soon enough I guess. I got lots of praise on it though. Heh, idn. I didnt think it was that good, but also everyone else in my class sucks ASS at drawing it seems. Most of the projects were done really horribly, and it pissed me off because she said if we did really good paintings in class and out of class, we could do whatever we want next project. And i wana do that!!!!! >.<

Started working on:
present for someone
charecter sheet of Kyle
fairy drawing started during exams
charecter sheet of Dan A.
blue butterfly. coloring
couple drawing. roughly sketched out... ill never finish...
Yoshimitsu drawing
small watercolor

Want to start:
bunch of really cool images and ideas i have in my head
:rightr: graphite drawing of a picture i found, really hot.
a regular painting... not sure of what...
http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4638354/ Mon, 21 Feb 2005 13:49:21 PST
Music Final Offset "Jam & Marmalade"
Happenings So this weekend has been good but I dont wana go back to school. Friday hung out with KFJ and Kyle. Ate mcdonlads and talked about stupid stuff. Saturday went out to FnS with Kyle and Dan. It was really awesome. Stopped at a gas station and got lots of food, then played ITG and DDR all day. Mel and Mike Stegh were up there but other than that I didnt know anyone. At one point Kyle and I were dancing and Mel said to me "I think theres a lady over there taping you guys" I didnt believe her till I looked and we started laughing. This huge black lady was taping us, it was so awesome. Then when we got tired of the place we went to puttputt and danced there since there was no one there minus these 3 little annoying kids. well the 10 year old was sweet, he was so cute. But the other two ughhh annoying!! >.< We got taco hell, ended up my treat and paid for it, and then we got ice cream on the way home. yumm yumm. At Kyles the 3 of us watched supertroopers but when it was over kyle woke me up and Dan looked passed out as well.

Yesterday sucked cause i had to go out to eat, but then later that night hung out with Kyle Sarah and KFJ. Started watching supertroopers again at Sarahs but we quit halfway through. When I came home I got yelled at just because parents like to do that, and today has sucked because ive done nothing all day. I dont wana go to skool, and Im tired. Blah!!

Art I inked and started coloring the cuban drawing ^-^ still has no face... its gona take a while to finish.

Started working on:
finish coloring new Sally drawing
fairy drawing started during exams
charecter sheet of Dan
blue butterfly. coloring, have plans for this one...
drawing of KFJ2 und lesbainds (its what we call eachother, big joke) anyway, its modeled after a picture in the back of the Suikoden book.
couple drawing. roughly sketched out... ill never finish...
Yoshimitsu drawing

Want to start:
a water color paintng of something. Im not sure what yet.
a regular painting... not sure of what...
fully colored drawings of all the Teken charecters... wow... that will take years...
rest of the charecter sheets I need to start.

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4552702/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4552702/ Fri, 11 Feb 2005 08:51:38 PST
Music Melissa "Fantasy"
Happenings Soooo... I really didnt feel like going to school today. So I faked sick and stayed home. People told me no I dont care, I did anyway. Feels good man! But then I remembered I've got a hist test today so.... im gona have to make that up. Fuck that! I really needed a day of rest. I just wanted to relax and not think of all the bullshit flying around and maybe try to finish some art. I need a shower but I'm so comfy in what im wearing, I dont feel like doing anything.

I just wana go play DDR really bad... and I have an urge to dress up for some reason. Skirt or something Idn! Everyones going to the stupid dance tomarrow so its our day tomarrow. Sarah Kyle KFJ and I are probebly gona go to Parma. Idn bout KFJ. We'll see, I havnt talked to him in a while. But itt'l be nice cause everyones going to the dance. And next weekend Kyle and I are supposed to go to Parma with Matt. I hope it all goes well!

Art My friend Cathy wants me to draw her a huge fairy drawing after she saw the fairy I had been working on. !! Im just afraid its gona take me forever and I've got so much other art to finish. Blah! But im gona try I suppose.

Started working on:
finish coloring new Sally drawing
fairy drawing started during exams
charecter sheet of Dan
blue butterfly. coloring, have plans for this one...
drawing of KFJ2 und lesbainds (its what we call eachother, big joke) anyway, its modeled after a picture in the back of the Suikoden book.
couple drawing. roughly sketched out... ill never finish...
Yoshimitsu drawing

Want to start:
a water color paintng of something. Im not sure what yet.
a regular painting... not sure of what...
fully colored drawings of all the Teken charecters... wow... that will take years...
rest of the charecter sheets I need to start.

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4464372/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4464372/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 17:19:39 PST
Music Nightwish "Crownless

Happenings So skool sucks more than ever now. I really dislike my new history teacher. The binder thing is overdoing it. The only upside is we never need our books... which carrying that, my math book, english, and supposed to bring my science plus all my binders and books was just rediculous. Of course we hardly ever needed the english, and i never bring science, and I hardly brought history as it was. But it hurts my back. Im small, I cant carry all that weight. Ok well anyway, the OGT's are in um what... March?? Only two of my teachers have talked about them and are going to start preparing us. Its like a month away and were not doing anything. >.< Hello this allows me to graduate. I dont want to wait another year to forget everything I learned and have to retake it. Bullshit. *sigh*

well 1-2 officially sucks now. My table is swamped with people now, half of them I dont want to talk to. Gr.... I like to be left alone, I liked how it was before like 5 people there, having fun. But KFJ is still in intervention and probebly will be, so im stuck with all those people... god... and my normal lunch sucks because theres like no one to sit with in there. I think i might end up going into the library now... *sigh* Stupid crap. Im really looking forward to not being there next year, but all this stress of what to take and not to take at Lakeland, and all this other crap.. grr. Im beginning to loose it. And I thought I could finally rest. I was wrong.

pstt... look in the scraps section!

Art I got lots o comments today on my drawing, and therefore I think I'll treat you all and show you my progress. Oh boy!! not.. lol ok well im gona put it in my scraps section, so check it out there.

Started working on:
finish coloring new Sally drawing
darken values and polish up art project. Niiice portfolio peice
fairy drawing started during exams
charecter sheet of Dan
blue butterfly. coloring, have plans for this one...
drawing of KFJ2 und lesbainds (its what we call eachother, big joke) anyway, its modeled after a picture in the back of the Suikoden book.
couple drawing. roughly sketched out... ill never finish...
Yoshimitsu drawing

Want to start:
a water color paintng of something. Im not sure what yet.
a regular painting... not sure of what...
fully colored drawings of all the Teken charecters... wow... that will take years...
rest of the charecter sheets I need to start.

]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4464274/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4464274/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 17:05:57 PST
Music Nightwish

Happenings So midterms are over. Thank god. I think I did alright on all of them except math. I know i failed. I lost my caculator and didnt have one, and it had equations and tons of stuff stored in it. Luckely I used my math teachers but... I still failed. But thank god I got the calculator back. We found it. But im mad because the math midterm was all screwed up, so we had to take the Fundies midterm test and it was harder because theirs wasnt a mult choice test like ours. We had more questions, but it was mult. choice. Grr... So we had an essay ques, tons of messed up mult choice questions and this other test I did bad on... I hardly finished.

But anyway, since open campus is sweet, both days Kfj Kyle Sarah and i went out to lunch. We got Wendys first day and Dairy Queen the second. Yumm yumm. Yesterday afterwards Sarah couldnt come, so the rest of us went to the mall and got Subway and browsed stores. When I didnt have any money I wanted stuff... again. Heh. Then later in the night when Sarah got off work we went to Lost Nation. Played some rounds. I havnt played Irrisistablement in forever, and the last song on my last round I played that. I was dead tired but I had a AA going. Very last two steps I got a good and a miss. I had 30 some greats.... god I woulda had a AA!! Fuck!!!! I wa so pissed off. and NNR is still down... fucking god. O well... I was up really late last night. Talking to people. I wasnt tired, but I went to bed around 2 because my dad came home and I went upstairs. Today we're going back to the mall, weee so I can buy what I wanted. I'm looking forward to today. I want to go and buy prints of all the pics I've taken with my camera too. But god.. Ive taken so many its gona be pretty expensive. blahhh o well. Im in a money spending mood. Why not?

Art I started a new drawing during exams. I really hope I can finish it. Everytime I start something I never finish. Im always like that. Grr... I have a million art projects started and wanting to do... but I dont feel like I'll ever finish them.

Started working on:
finish coloring new Sally drawing
darken values and polish up art project. Niiice portfolio peice
fairy drawing started during exams
charecter sheet of Dan
blue butterfly. coloring, have plans for this one...
drawing of KFJ2 und lesbainds (its what we call eachother, big joke) anyway, its modeled after a picture in the back of the Suikoden book.
couple drawing. roughly sketched out... ill never finish...
Yoshimitsu drawing

Want to start:
a water color paintng of something. Im not sure what yet.
a regular painting... not sure of what...
fully colored drawings of all the Teken charecters... wow... that will take years...
~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4436013/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4436013/ Fri, 28 Jan 2005 10:13:19 PST
Music HIM "Your Sweet 666"

Happenings So midterms are over. Thank god. I think I did alright on all of them except math. I know i failed. I lost my caculator and didnt have one, and it had equations and tons of stuff stored in it. Luckely I used my math teachers but... I still failed. But thank god I got the calculator back. We found it. But im mad because the math midterm was all screwed up, so we had to take the Fundies midterm test and it was harder because theirs wasnt a mult choice test like ours. We had more questions, but it was mult. choice. Grr... So we had an essay ques, tons of messed up mult choice questions and this other test I did bad on... I hardly finished.

But anyway, since open campus is sweet, both days Kfj Kyle Sarah and i went out to lunch. We got Wendys first day and Dairy Queen the second. Yumm yumm. Yesterday afterwards Sarah couldnt come, so the rest of us went to the mall and got Subway and browsed stores. When I didnt have any money I wanted stuff... again. Heh. Then later in the night when Sarah got off work we went to Lost Nation. Played some rounds. I havnt played Irrisistablement in forever, and the last song on my last round I played that. I was dead tired but I had a AA going. Very last two steps I got a good and a miss. I had 30 some greats.... god I woulda had a AA!! Fuck!!!! I wa so pissed off. and NNR is still down... fucking god. O well... I was up really late last night. Talking to people. I wasnt tired, but I went to bed around 2 because my dad came home and I went upstairs. Today we're going back to the mall, weee so I can buy what I wanted. I'm looking forward to today. I want to go and buy prints of all the pics I've taken with my camera too. But god.. Ive taken so many its gona be pretty expensive. blahhh o well. Im in a money spending mood. Why not?

Art I started a new drawing during exams. I really hope I can finish it. Everytime I start something I never finish. Im always like that. Grr... I have a million art projects started and wanting to do... but I dont feel like I'll ever finish them.

Started working on:
finish coloring new Sally drawing
darken values and polish up art project. Niiice portfolio peice
fairy drawing started during exams
charecter sheet of Dan
blue butterfly. coloring, have plans for this one...
drawing of KFJ2 und lesbainds (its what we call eachother, big joke) anyway, its modeled after a picture in the back of the Suikoden book.
couple drawing. roughly sketched out... ill never finish...
Yoshimitsu drawing

Want to start:
a water color paintng of something. Im not sure what yet.
a regular painting... not sure of what...
fully colored drawings of all the Teken charecters... wow... that will take years...
http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4396345/ Sun, 23 Jan 2005 17:46:53 PST

Blech... I just went and read some old entrys in my journals. Why do I do that to myself? sometimes they bring back good memories, but other times it just is like wow.... no... Its tempting to just delete them all. ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4386345/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4386345/ Sat, 22 Jan 2005 15:07:19 PST blank
Tunes MSI "Tornado"

Happenings Yea! So yesterday I hung out with KFJ, Kyle and Sarah. It was so much fun. We picked up KFJ and we ate pizza in the car then went to Los Nation and played a round each. I hadnt played in so long. Blechh. but after two rounds we had to leave and go get Sarah at Wendys. When we got there she was gone. So we bought Frostys and made fun of the pics of Shore and MH on the wall. We saw beef and Mrs A in the parking lot and I fell on my ass in the snow. Cold!! So then we went to Sarahs and hung out there. We played Atmosphere and had fun. Her parents came home and it was funny. Then after atmosphere we tried played 7 Deadly sins. The game looks alot funner than it actually is. O well. We all got hungry so we gave up on it and KFJ and Kyle went and got pizza. Sarah and I sat around till the pizza came back. We ate and chilled and then after laying around the guys left and it was Sarah and I. We just talked like the entire night. It was so awesome. We had the music channels on and this one dance song just wouldnt end. So great. but it was freezing in her house so we were so cold the entire time and about falling asleep. Finally we went to her room and went to bed. Its so sweet, theres two beds in her room. I passed out and was out cold for so long. When I woke up i thought I was in my bed, then realized I was there and didnt care and went back to bed . I kept drifting in and out and heard funny stuff from her parents cause you could hear them. Finally we woke up around 11. After that my mom came and got me around 11:30 and I came home and studied the entire day which sucked. Im so sick of studying. Screw it. GOD! o well. Kyles supposed to call me.. shit like right now. He's gona come over and watch movies. Fun stuff.

these are what I'm working on

charecter sheet for a guy I started to make up. He has no face as of now... I cant draw one I like
butterfly that im going to color and hopefully do something with
picture out of my mind that came to me after reading a poem.
a huge picture of my close friends.. more details later.. havnt started.
chareter sheet of Dan A. He's based off The Dude on The Big L
planning on starting sheets for Kyle, Sarah, KFJ, Beef, and myself(possibly). I'll worry about others later, I dont even have those started yet

Thats it... ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4324926/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4324926/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 07:38:48 PST
Tunes Nightwish "Wanderlust"

Events *sigh* Im so stressed out right now. Exams are coming closer and closer and I know almost nothing. Ive got a big art project due Tuesday and it's hardly started. Just emotions with friends and relationships are high and tense. Im just glad we have monday off. I'll be even more glad when this semester is over. Two more quarters then schools out... ugh but we go longer... and get a short summer... Fucking seniors dont have that. Gr.. !!!

I think it's time for some art no? One day in history I drew up this girl, so I've been working on a charecter sheet. But then I decided why not make them of my friends. Well its really hard to draw your friends out of memory. I cant seem to remember what their faces look like. So I need to get pictures of them. Blahhhh. I hope I can finish my one sheet later today..

these are what I'm working on
still life for art class. Due Tuesday... hardly started
charecter sheet of a girl, loosly based on me, I still have no name for her
charecter sheet for a guy I started to make up. He has no face as of now... I cant draw one I like
gift for a good friend who has helped me through alot of the bad stuff that has happend lately
chareter sheet of Dan A. He's based off The Dude on The Big L
planning on starting sheets for Kyle, Sarah, KFJ, Beef, and myself(possibly). I'll worry about others later, I dont even have those started yet.

So as you can see I'm going to be busy busy busy. I hate the stress of it all. Ughh off to study some and then possibly work on the art project. But I guess Im glad because I have 2 new Nightwish CD's and I cant get enough of them both. Her voice is so amazing. And the music is just... wow its so good. Im off! ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4312302/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4312302/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 06:51:55 PST
But this weekend im gona be like studying and doing so much homework. fuck that. I swear I gave up on art. I hate it so much sometimes. I dont like my teacher... and i hate my class. And I just got mad today when my peice got rejected after all that effort we put into it to fix the tear... *cries* I was upset. Fuck you art show! I dont care what you think! I like my art!

Yea... ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4251871/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4251871/ Thu, 06 Jan 2005 06:00:41 PST ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4247584/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4247584/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 16:30:27 PST
and... yesterday was 7 months. Makes meh happ-ay! It was a speeecial day, we didnt hardly do anything, but just talking and spending time with him was great

O and Derek is letting me borrow his Darude CD tomarrow, and hes got Armond Van Dahl on it. HELLS YEA! ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4227652/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4227652/ Mon, 03 Jan 2005 08:54:28 PST
Today I'm going to try and enjoy. Spend time to myself drawing and whatnot, and hopefully with Kyle. This weekend was so unproductive I feel awful about it. Blech... ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4213580/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4213580/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 15:50:14 PST ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4213546/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4213546/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 15:46:02 PST
The next day I hung out with Kyle and we played video games on the sega and hung out and had fun. When we got bored of that we went up to Tony G's and hung out there. It was ok at first, but then all these stupid people kept coming around and then scrub joe showed up. i kept getting more upset as the night went on and it wasnt fun. I was so glad to just come home.

Last night was the lockin. It had its ups and downs thats for sure. Kyle picked me up around 7-ish and we got Kris and Sarah. We chilled at each place for a little bit then we went to Speedway to buy coffee and good stuff. There were creepy guys in there that stared at me. Eww, but I got coffee and I was happy. We went to Los Nation because we didnt wana go to puttputt just yet but they were closed, and so we just went there. There was lots of people there all night. It kinda sucked because everyone was fighting over the free DDR all night, and then when Dan changed it to 2 songs instead of 4 people got mad, but Rob told him to. Sarah and I kinda just wandered all night. played some perfect dark, house of the dead, and a racing game. We wandered alot and talked to people, and mostly hung out with KFJ since Kyle was at his computer all night. It was funny when we were playing perfect dark because the clock said it was past midnight and we got sad taht we missed new years, but then I got my cell and it was almost 3 minutes to midnight. we ran around telking people but they didnt seem to care. They cared when we were in the snack bar counting down. Its so good to be rid of that year, you dont even know. Emotions were up and down. There was some bad stuff with some people there, and I got really upset as well. I was told that Dan seriously said that im a skank, and some other stuff along those lines, and since now is not a good time to upset me, I got very upset, and pissed off. I told Kyle, and then he went and talked to Dan, then him and KFj did, and thats when Dan came and talked to me about it. I didnt even wana see him, but Im glad I talked to him. He explained everything, and I know Dan never says anything serious, but I wasnt thinking. Then I finished talking to him about what I wanted to a few days ago. The only thing I'm still worried about is that when I went into the bathroom Alyssa wanted to know what was wrong. I didnt want to tell her, but she was so persistant to know who said it, I said "some girls here.." and then she guessed. So to anyone who reads this, if you here that she is saying you called me that, disregard it, dont beleive it. I wasnt going to tell her it was her own boyfriend that said it. Well, anyway, after that Dan had some more stuff to sort out and then when he came back we played some DDR. Speaking of that I got alot of good scores last night. Weird, but cool. ummm as the night went on I got so tired I went over in the corner and tried to sleep. I was half in, half out. Kyle kept coming over with me, but finally he left, and he said he'd come back. Well after a while someone came in front on me, and I dont know why I moved, but I looked and there was a face right in front of me. I thought It was Kyle and then it serisouly took me like a minute to realize that it was KFJ. He was even talking and I thought he was Kyle. Hahahaha. He told me they were gona give us doughnuts and coffee. I got up after that and then once they gave us them I ate, and then we got ready to leave. I got home around 8:20 and crashed. I was gona take a shower, but I was too tired. I woke up at noon, and I probebly could have gotten up then, but I kept tossing and turning till about 5. I was gone though from 8 till noon. Haha. Now it sucks cause my day is wasted, but it is good that we have monday off. I knew we did, but people were telling me we didnt. Hehehe. ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4180151/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4180151/ Tue, 28 Dec 2004 19:25:41 PST
Today I accomplished so much. For starts I woke up and tried to play some Sonic, because I was told the background music from the song "So In Love" is music from the original sonic. Well I got to level two and got so pissed off at the game. I dont even remember past that. Haha. Long time no play Sega. Well anway, then it was off to do some clothes surgery. I resized hmm 4 shirts and then did a major project on my AFI shirt. I resized it, cut it up the front, added a white collar and voila. Sexy shirt. Im happy. Theeeen after that I wow i dont remember. I do remember I practiced inking, and i ate mcdonalds. I watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre and after that played DDR. I got the funky part in afronova when you turn on your side and do the weird crossovers alsmot down, and I finally got the one little set of crossovers down in Spin the Disk. Then I finished my drawing of Nina, did a little more art, talked with Kyle, and now I'm here.

I guess I am going to the lock-in at puttputt Friday. There was a tourny today and I didnt even know about it. Grr... it's the chinamans fault. Woo I think I need to watch the Big L. Well anyway, today has been good I suppose, im just really moody... oh joy. I hope tomarrow will be alright too.

-lisa ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4159688/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4159688/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 06:07:15 PST
Yesterday I got some pretty good stuff. I got a whole new bed set. It's black with grey and white dragons and chinease symbols all over it. It is so hot, oh man. I also got curtain rods and curtains lol, but its all to finish my room up. It may seem weird but im glad I got them. Then I got odds and ends like socks, sweaters and chapstick. Kyle's family got me these cute scooby doo socks, an angel keychain and a $50 gift certificate to hot topic. Oh man, thats gona get spent today already. It was all so nice of everyone. Then we went to my other grandma's house and I got $140 from everyone combined, a sweater, an art book, and a makeup set. The sweater is unbeleivibly big. It's a medium, but I'm swiming in it.. do I look like a medium? Ahh well anyway, my aunt is going to get a smaller size because it is a nice sweater really. Then I went to Kyles house afterwards and fell asleep while watching Underworld. Im good at that. O well.

Today we're going shopping and he wants to hang out today. We'll see I suppose because my mom wants to go shopping with me too. We kinda have to for this gay science research project. Ah I dont wana think about it. ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4135424/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4135424/ Thu, 23 Dec 2004 11:05:27 PST
I just wish I could get out of this town.. ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4020244/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/4020244/ Wed, 08 Dec 2004 15:35:44 PST ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/3996943/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/3996943/ Sun, 05 Dec 2004 17:12:13 PST .< I drew a smily face on KFJ's fluff. It was so funny. I was laughing so much the entire time. We just kept bullshitting and then we decided we wanted to watch a movie. So we started watching the core, and Kyle and KFJ sat down on the futon and I layed across them. It was so comfy. Resting my feet on the fluff and my head resting on Kyles chest. I started falling asleep. Then Dan showed up and we all got up and they discussed what they were gona do afterwards. Dan drove me home and then they all went to his house. Idn it was a good and bad night.

I think i've updated enough for today... dear god... good night. ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/3996375/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/3996375/ Sun, 05 Dec 2004 15:53:28 PST
I need to get moneeeyyy. I need to buy a few things for xmas. Crap... what am I gona buy my parents? Ahh! I'll be glad when its over. My plan is after xmas, start saving my money. Hah.. PLAN. I swear ever since february I have been flat broke. It's impossible to save my money. Grr. I'm not wanting to go to school tomarrow. Im so sick of it already. God damn school.... ok enough complaining im gona go now. ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/3985378/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/3985378/ Sat, 04 Dec 2004 07:15:18 PST
Yea, my plan was to last night stay up late and do my homework, but I fell asleep downstairs. Kyle and I went to the mall and saw Pasquel and others and they made me flick off the camera and say grundle kill... Hokay whatever. Hah I saw the short kid from DDR whos a senior... i forgot his name. O well lol. I got uber jealous in hottopic cause there was all this nightmare before xmas stuff. I wanted to scream. Then we went to the big bookstore near the mall and then went to his house. His sis was there and she was leaving so we left too. Her hair was sweet, it was up in these two little bun things on her head. I got jealous because whenever I try to do that, it just doesnt turn out right. Bah! But I talked with her and then we left. Got mcdonalds and went to my house. OMG they've got friggin custard pies there now, and they got sprinkles on em, omg they are soooo good!! Even better with whipped cream. Yum. Haha, but I feel asleep on the couch with him so then he went home and I went to bed early.

So I woke up early today and did some science homework that took an hour, then started my art project. we have a progress check tuesday and I havnt even barly started. Its retarded.... I love art, but I hate having to do the assignments they make you do in there. Ahhh!!! Now im trying to upload some art, but i have no clue why its taking so slow. Its retarded. Whatever, im starving and Im going now. ]]> ~dazedlithium http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/3934476/ http://dazedlithium.deviantart.com/journal/3934476/ Sat, 27 Nov 2004 19:55:10 PST He came out of nowhere, and just jumped on us. Hahaha, you could smell him *shudders* I almost threw up cause my stomach hurt so much. Then Kyle showed Dan the pocketwatch he acidentally took from a certain person and didnt realize it was his. Hahaha. Then they took me home and went out driving to the same creepy road. Of course they get to go when its night... do I? No lol. O well. My bracelet broke. Im sad. Im going to bed now cause im tired. ]]> ~dazedlithium