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anywayz, i'm uploading stuff! i uploaded 4 things tonight. *nods* i'm very proud. tho i'm really supposed to be sleeping right now cuz i'm still kind of sick...

and so!

off to bed i go. and until next time, g'nite.

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]]> ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/24838735/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/24838735/ Tue, 19 May 2009 12:25:54 PDT i still have my 100 themes to work on too. i need to get on that. bleahhh.... someone inspire me to get back to work!

]]> ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/24230285/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/24230285/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 22:53:51 PDT thank yous to my wonderful friends who shared an artist alley table with me and also to the people who bought my artworks! it means a lot to me.i learned a lot from my dear friends and so hopefully i will be much more prepared next time i plan to sell art at another convention. thank you again for a fun, awesome sakuracon.


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if anyone has any feedback or suggestions, such as what kinds of fan art they'd like to see, it would be greatly appreciated.and i will try my best to see what i can do. thanks~

]]> ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/22735952/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/22735952/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 14:10:55 PST i'm so lost... good grief

i <3 my bf

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i <3 bf

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k, so it kinda is sad, like i finished playing Okami, that was fun, then i got Zelda Twilight Princess and then played God of War 2 kinda at the same time and then finished them like one right after the other....so my fun ended at the same time with that.....and then i got really into 12 Kingdoms....but then they stopped episodes at such and such.....so im kinda bummed about that, but I hear they might make more! But for now.....still bummed...got really really into Eureka 7, but i just finished that too...and now what am i supposed to do? summer break is just about to start!!!! and i have no games to play and no anime to watch! T_T ....altho i'm sure i'll find something....

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sad sad sad.....i'm just really sad right now...our cockatiel angel passed away today...sometime this morning i think..... she, or he, i dont really know...had this really neat whistle that she learned at the pet store, the whistle guys do when they see pretty ladies? as Fai from tsubasa goes: "wheet-woo" i think... ::sigh::

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by the way..... a certain someone needs to give me their devart sn so i can watch them....*hinthintnudgenudgetrimmy* and they owe me artwork.

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on to other things in life...

i need a job....i would like money to buy stuff... y'know? especially since i will be going to the sakuracon. that will definitely require money... *sigh* cosplay!~ yay~

ugh, i've been so tired lately....stupid charrette for school.... had to frickin' wake up at 6am....and i didnt get home till about 6pm...T_T so tired..... and i haven't caught up on sleep yet.

umm....huh....nothing else on my mind right now...i'm in class....im tired.....

oh, i should work on that themes list again...i almost totally forgot about it. i need stuff to draw anyways....

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oh clouds, how i wonder why you can't be dense enough for me to lay upon. you look oh so soft. ]]> ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/9697834/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/9697834/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 01:52:07 PDT ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/9555558/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/9555558/ Mon, 31 Jul 2006 14:45:14 PDT ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/9516106/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/9516106/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 21:00:02 PDT
1>> i'm not a fast drawer/artist. i take my time when i draw/ink/color. i just work that way. sometimes things come out better that way, when i take my time. sometimes things dont... haha.... i do not work so well with time restraints. but if i am given too much time, i hardly ever get anything finished because i'm lazy. if you don't believe me my gallery is a great example of things unfinished and un-updated, un-updated meaning i have a lot more work i just haven't put it up.

2>> i work best late at night, like between the hours of 11pm to whenver i go to sleep, which the latest has been 4am so far. i really enjoy drawing during these times, but it does have it's consequences. like, parent's unexpectedly barging into your room to scold you for being up so late...or ending up being really tired the next day because i was drawing instead of sleeping. i get some really good drawings when i draw at this time, or at least i'm very dedicated then. i have to be listening to music tho.

3>> i dont think i have a set style of art, although i think i do have certain characteristics in my drawings that you could probably just tell it was mine. i'd really like a set style of art, but i dont draw often enough or frequently enough and sometimes i just get frustrated cuz i dont like the style im currently drawing. sometimes i'm pleased with my style, but then later i can't get it the same again... -_-;;;;;

4>> i really like to work with copics and other traditional media. they are usually the only thing i color with. i'm too computer iliterate to do cg, although one day i hope to be able to. i ink with either the sakura micron pens or the Deleter comic G-pens. i really like the G-pens, it's just different from a regular pen, and i dont find it all that hard to handle. i also like how since i'm basically scratching the ink into the paper, theres that dip? or something from my nib which helps when i color. the copic ink won't bleed through my lines as easy as a regular pen i guess. just personal preference.

5>> depending on how i feel or the images in my head, i'll usually draw those circley blobs to really rough sketch an idea for a picture. sometimes i have an image in my head and i want to put it down on paper exactly, but my skills are lacking so i never really can do this, even if i lay everthing out with blobs. sometimes i can just draw, like starting with the eyes or face, but these often come out unproportional. so, GO CIRCLEY BLOBS!!!!

6>> i draw all kinds of stuffs. i used to be pretty good at chibi things and cute things and a wide variety of things. then idk where i went but i started to draw more realisticly. maybe it was other people's influences, but i got a few good things out of it. i got a bit picky with proportions, but it helped my sense of anatomy, which is always good. even with those inhumanly tall, skinny anime people. but i've been trying to get back into being able to draw all kinds of things. and im getting there, slowly. live and learn, ne?

7>> I CAN'T DRAW FAN ART!!!!! its not that i dont want to, well i kind of never have wanted to because i really want to be original. but occasionally i'll do fan art. it depends on the character and what mood i'm in. i can do some game characters, like Kingdom Hearts, and some anime characters, wont name them..., but i tend to want to stick to original works, even if they suck...

8>> oh! i'm pretty good at drawing tattoos and jewelry on my characters. i enjoy drawing demon gothicish like peoples so, its fun. i'll eventually put some of those pictures up for you to see. i dont have any piercings other than my ears, or any tattoos, so i'm not my own inspiration for that. this is where i can get really creative. i'm not so creative with other things like clothing and hair...i just suck at that, but i do try to get better.

9>> girls are just....hard. too many curves, and boobs.... breasts are hard! life drawing classes have helped, but i still prefer drawing guys to girls. guys are just so much cooler. i've come up with my own select styles for drawing guys, but i really haven't come up with my own style of girl. i have to take examples of other girls and kind of recreate or modify them, ish.

10>> i dont like fine arts. sorry, its not bad or anything, i just prefer things like video game art, anime, manga, and other such things. i find it very intriging sometimes and they can get very creative with their costumes and hair and whatnot. that's actually my dream.... to be either a video game artist who designs characters or something, or an anime artist. i can't do manga or doujinshi because i'm not so good at coming up with storylines and expressing them the way comics do.... ]]> ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/9450609/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/9450609/ Fri, 21 Jul 2006 17:07:19 PDT ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/8413968/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/8413968/ Sun, 09 Apr 2006 03:03:08 PDT ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/7607771/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/7607771/ Sun, 15 Jan 2006 05:08:27 PST































...and i feel infinite...
















*music: clocks~coldplay* ]]> ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/6312110/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/6312110/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 02:54:07 PDT ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/5378366/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/5378366/ Mon, 16 May 2005 22:26:52 PDT ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/3658594/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/3658594/ Sat, 23 Oct 2004 20:11:54 PDT ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/3282320/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/3282320/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 01:02:53 PDT i dont like pondering why this is this and that is that. i either accept it, immediatley or eventually, or i dont. i dont even know y im talking about this..... ciao~ ]]> ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/2046512/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/2046512/ Fri, 19 Mar 2004 23:17:46 PST ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1765141/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1765141/ Thu, 29 Jan 2004 23:59:54 PST
for the moment, i was feeling better...

now i'm pissed off, i dont want to do my homework, i dont want to go to my classes tomorrow, and i DONT want to be around my parents.
i basically dont want to do anything school-related.... i just want to get away... but i cant many things hold me down. good and bad.

i want to scream. i want to cry. i want to wish that i could die. i want to live. i want to fly. i want to not even try. i want to leave. i want to stay. i wish i could talk to someone all day. i want to fight. i want to save. i want to rest in peace upon a shoulder of one whom i care for..... ]]> ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1645122/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1645122/ Wed, 07 Jan 2004 19:30:12 PST ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1536222/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1536222/ Sun, 14 Dec 2003 23:04:07 PST
i think i've done enough here.... ]]> ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1523640/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1523640/ Thu, 11 Dec 2003 23:38:14 PST ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1504923/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1504923/ Mon, 08 Dec 2003 00:10:12 PST i dont do much on DA....i realized that not too long ago... i just check my messages...and check new art, MAYBE post a comment..., and then sign off...i cant add new art...id be too lazy to if i could anyway...

well, thats all i have to say!
byeeeee *waves* ]]> ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1491980/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1491980/ Thu, 04 Dec 2003 22:20:47 PST
i have a lot on my mind...

i want to tell someone but i dont...

theres so much to say, but idk how to say it...

theres no one to tell...

yet, there is someone to talk to...

always... ]]> ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1366433/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1366433/ Thu, 06 Nov 2003 19:34:08 PST ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1315746/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/1315746/ Thu, 23 Oct 2003 23:23:01 PDT ~deadheaven http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/828274/ http://deadheaven.deviantart.com/journal/828274/ Fri, 13 Jun 2003 02:14:31 PDT ~deadheaven