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start again
with a brand new name
with a brand new name

]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/1126167/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/1126167/ Wed, 03 Sep 2003 20:49:03 PDT we're gonna be
big stars ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/1084499/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/1084499/ Wed, 20 Aug 2003 21:47:01 PDT you could be
cautious
as the words roll over
your tongue
i'm stung
with sick discovery

I'll be updating at justus_runaways on LJ now. DA has become this stale taste in my mouth that I wince at, and the recents are unfufilling. Side7 went though it, VCL went through it, it was about time this place did as well.

You'll be fine without me. Hell, you'll be better off. Without the screaming git in the lampost with the megaphone cursing you for everything you're worth and everything you hold dear while you somehow manage to smile at her and let her go on with it.

It leaves me to wonder why anyone lets me anymore. Why the tolerance. Why the lack of defencive snarl. Why even the assholes don't try with me. The ones that try with the more hardcore. But not me. Not after I start my siren.

But who knows. I suggest you check out justus_runaways. It's most of what everyone bitches that art communities don't have. With a lack of assholes and drama.

In any event, IM me. Who knows, maybe I won't break your face right away. Because I love you... and you know you like it anyways.

{bleachfilledkisses3 ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/1061512/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/1061512/ Tue, 12 Aug 2003 14:05:38 PDT
It's a community on LJ for us to post our artwork. It is a closed community. Where WE make the rules. Where we LISTEN to what the artists have to say. Where your voice is not small, but important and you won't get blown off.

Where those of you that don't want your art on DA or VCL or Side7 or anywhere but the community can post it as friends only, and those that are logged in as members of the community can only see it.

Where there are no flames or fights. Or you leave.

I think I'm finding paradise. It makes me happy. We're located at:

[link] ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/1034327/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/1034327/ Mon, 04 Aug 2003 22:59:23 PDT
I feel bad for the fucking guy that owned the shop. I feel bad for the kids, though they should not have lied. If they had honestly asked if they could screen a shirt of mine, I would have said ok to it.

On another note, I'm making a LJart journal under push_tyber. Reason? More personal freedom..? I dunno.. some of the rules on DA are limiting to my content, and I do not want to step on toes. However it makes quiestions:

¿Will my art dissapear with me?
¿Will I "return"?
¿Is Push really leaving?
¿WHY CAN'T WE SEE YOUR ART ANYMORE?
¿Is This a publicity stunt?

My art may go with me to my journal. there's a thought process there. In all honesty, I may not even leave. I'll still be running around commeting, faving, and the like, but my art may pop up now and then. Fuck that. it will. I'm as addicted to attention, favorites, and comments as the next fucker.

Hell I may not even LEAVE. DA has just made me feel stagnant for a while, and after the whole shock-thing, leaving DA and just setting up that journal I've been thinking about is like a walk through the countryside. So I'm not REALLY leaving. I'll still be here in some sense if I leave at all.

YOU WILL STILL SEE MY ART. It will be in my journal. Also, this allows me to go past all the rules DA holds down for the sake of still being visually-friendly. I don't WANT to be visually friendly anymore. I may want to dip alittle deeper into my mind. And pull out something. Something I haven't wanted to look at for a while. It will be sooooooo angsty. You know you're all looking foward to it. Don't lie. And this way I can also post the more personal things that.. um.. yeah.

Wow. That's the first time in a while that I've actually stitched my mouth back up. Back to point.

Finally the one I know EVERYONE WILL JUMP ON. No. Not a publicity stunt. MY style of publicity stunt has already been done, and that was the me and Kim hate shit. You know. The one no one thought was very mature or smart of us. See THAT'S a stunt. This is not. This is just Tyber kicking in and needing the sancity of his cold, dim room over the bright lights of DA.

And hey. You can still comment. And I will upload any [IF any. how rare do I make this shit?] GIFTART to DA. Yeah.

And lastly it will lower this pressure I feel so deeply in my lungs. Heart. Chestcavity. That stops me from working. On anything.

But you will still be able to see my art. Because I love you guys. You made me known. And I won't snub you for that.

bleachfilledkisses ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/1028986/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/1028986/ Sun, 03 Aug 2003 20:12:42 PDT [link]

I'm enraged. Extremely enraged.

Mom and I went to the grocery store today, and I saw something weird. There was a very tall, blonde-haired girl with a black t-shirt on. On the tshirt was one of Push Tyber's pictures. Since I know Push lives in NYC, I wondered if it was her. I walked to the girl and said hi, she looked at me funny. Conversation goes as follows.

Me: Um... hi. / Girl: Hello. / Me: Uh... Are you known as Push Tyber? / Girl: ... / Me: Ok, I guess not. I'm sorry. / Girl: UM, OKAY. / Me: Where did you get that tshirt? / Girl: At a store down the road. All Mixed Up. / Me: Okay...

So I go to tell my mom, and after we're done, we stop at the store. I go inside and I see. The most horrific sight of my life.

Art. EVERYONE'S ART. I go to the counter and ask the girl to get me the manager. By that time, I'm pissed off. I KNOW none of the artists have given permission.

Manager: Hi, how can I help you?
Me: May I see the permission you've gotten to use the artwork of those artists on tshirts?
Manager: Excuse me?
Me: A bunch of the tshirt designs you have were made by artists... are they receiving compensation for those?
Manager: These tshirts are being screened here. The artists work here.
Me: That's a bunch of bullshit. I happen to know some of the artists work you're using.
Manager: Give me proof.
Me: I'll be back tomorrow.

So I need everyone's help here. The following artists had TSHIRTS displayed of their work. I need you to give me your gallery address and emails. If you know someone who wont see this because they aren't my friend or on my friend's list, please pass this along.

Push Tyber
Heather Reedy
Megan Giles
Ashe Root
Hilary Penna
Lyx Deluxe
Lee*Lee
Gene Catlow
Anya Schwartz
13:11
Kyot
Maui (Ji-suk Cho)
XianJaguar
Kazera
Those are just the people I recognized. There was at least one or two others whose art I'd never be able to recognize. ;__;

Edit: Holy fuck... thankyou everyone for responding, this is going to be a HUGE help. I'll be printing the comments page out, as well as saving a shitload of stuff so I can prove to them that those artists DON'T WORK THERE. But um, so everyone knows, the one that has the web page and address and everything listed is NOT the place I was at. I know that place way too well (not for the smoking shit, either.), and they don't do that crap.

Edit2: GREAT. I'M FUCKING SORRY. I just spoke to my BROTHER and he told me that I have the god damned store names MIXED UP (hah, irony.) He was just out driving, and he passed by the store I told him, and he called me and yelled at me that it wasn't All Mixed Up, that it was an associate OF All Mixed Up, and that's what their sign said.
BEING THE FUCKING GENIOUS HE IS, HE DIDN'T TELL ME THE STORE NAME. and he's still out driving.

maybe the fact that she noticed a shirt with y design on it first or that without that girl walking by with the shirt on, this may not have been found so quickly. but. if I could cry. there would be tears down my cheeks.

maybe I wish I could cry. but for right now.

I'm choking ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/1020329/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/1020329/ Fri, 01 Aug 2003 19:49:10 PDT
hey waiter, there's SEX in my water!

On the note of sex, Tyber is sexier than Push. You can argue you can cuss you can spit and pull my hair, but fuck all if I think otherwise. Because Tyber is the sexiest thing in the world to me. And he doesn't even exist.

He's probably sexier just BECAUSE he doesn't exist, and because I can never be him. I envy him for being able to walk around with his shirt open. For being a fucing cool ass motherfucker without trying. For being a great cook. A great fighter (bare knuckle boxing)> a great singer and guitarist.And the lack of confidence. The way his eyes are. His hair.

fuck you Tyber you're everything I want to be. Even with your drinking problems and smoking habit.

I'll punch you in the fucking mouth, boy. Dun sass me. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/994316/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/994316/ Sun, 27 Jul 2003 02:31:43 PDT
It's just the way the TV flickers and sparks, letting the buny-ears wobble about to the rythem that she rocks, her voice loud and echoing out the wooden door and down the landing stairs and she just sits in the soot and sparking-rain from the broken lightbulb. Just the soft flashes of light over her black fur.

The laughter. Relentless, never ceasing laughter as she pulls either side of the snare's wire and slowly cuts off the lemur doll's head. As the stuffing breaks out and the stitches snap with soft popping noises. Twangs. And the organs caught inside, the arteries, the heart, they pump into the jugular. And you look away. You look at the wall. And she screams that rabbit whistle. It drones. It carried on. It splits you and thr world. It makes you fall to your knees screaming bu there's no noise. And the wall.

There's weaklittlegirl blood on it.

hahahaha haha. hahahaha haha. hahahaha haha. hahahaha haha. hahahaha haha. hahahaha haha. hahahaha haha. hahahaha haha. hahahaha haha. hahahaha haha. hahahaha haha. hahahaha haha.

[ ] ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/986201/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/986201/ Fri, 25 Jul 2003 02:02:00 PDT No Opinions. Just Art. = Lie

[werd: Kura and I talk and she knows this is what I would do when I saw that comment. If she didn't know that, then she has never listened to me. Cause come on now. Aren't I truely predictable on this?]

Deviant: ~kurage
Date: Jul 24, 2003, 01:19PM
Vote: No Vote

wow that totally isnt obvious at all. AT ALL. you kinda make me wanna puke :d

this was posted on Coma's [morbiddivinity] DA gallery. It was in mention [I assume] to the fact that kura was in the girl's favorites. And [I assume] because of the content of how Coma's characters look. Lemmiebreakitdown though to see how the girl is a blatent rip of kurage's shit.

+ Big ears, although many of us draw those and we're not rippin shit
+ Big ears then contain assorted objects for peircings. Now while MANY other people do this, Kur is yes, well known for it. However if we want to fall back to what seemed to be the heaily-peicred big ear movement, we'd have to tag Lee-Lee, but I wonder if that crossed Kura's mind
+ Bright clothes [because you know, Kurage made those up. dye and everything]
+ Boys looking like fags [because you know, no one in real life looks like that. ever.]
+ Good choice of fashion [which is a sin now?]
+ Hairclips
+ Bright necklaces or just necklaces and collars and wrist/arm shit even though the girl wears it in her fucking dev id pic. Because in real life she's a rip too.
+
+ Lanky bodies [I am only skinny cause I asked Kur if I could be. She said yes.]

Now if you mush it all together, anyone could call it a rip. However. If you must it all together you could also call that my two newest characters, one of which Kura has seen. And did not accuse me of shit. Big ears with peircings. Boi. Gay. Priss bright clothes. Hair clips. Peircings. Accesories. Not only that, I showed her these characters atleast a week ago. And not a word. So.

I call this unfair and foul play. I point the finger. I scream "FIE!".

I'm sure however when the situation is explained to me this entire entry will seem stupid. Because this is all assumption. etcetcetcetcetc

But fuck if I care. lala. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/976048/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/976048/ Tue, 22 Jul 2003 19:40:44 PDT
A moment later he went still. I assume it was in the manner that most rabbits do when scared, but then he began the spitting noise. And then he screamed.

Rabbit screams are the most horrid, sad, breaking noise you will ever hear. It's a shrill whistiling scream that peirces everything, and with the soft, limp kicks of their legs and the wide, terrified eyes.. jesus.

I quickly removed him. His breathing was shallow and he was in shock. I called for Sue, and we dried him and I wrapped him in an old work shirt. We incubated him in a tank with warm lights.

He died. That scream... jesus. First Watership Down, the The Maxx, now this. Why is it always RABBITS that traumatize me?

White Blindness is raging, screaming and throwing things. She's mad, frothing raving mad.

fuck.

changesubject.



Black Star doesn't want popularity or anything else as much as she just wants her artwork to be known. Not liked. Known. The girl has fucking guts. If not visit for her, then visit for me. She has some very, VERY fucking nice art. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/960415/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/960415/ Fri, 18 Jul 2003 20:30:13 PDT
Nah nana nah nah.

changesubject.

We all know Kur's return means that she's going to get the soon-tobe bomb of what her return and leaving was due to. I already heard the "OMG it wuz dun for da attention, yo" in my ears, and while it's spitable and something I'm sure she'll be laughing at through a set of lovely jaws of hate, I gotta say something in prepreperation. Though I'm sure the cycle has already started, I might as well march on in my delusion that I will be the first to say something about this return in pure defence due to a non-suckup manner.

It was hard for Kura to come back. No one should mistake such things. I'm very happy her art has returned.

changesubject.

So if I informed the world I was really a boi/boy... [no, seriously], and the only one that had known the truth besides Will, and Saylo was Kim... I'm wondering who would beleive me? Seemingly everyone takes a bite of such things after the Kura idea. But know knows.

As if Tyber wasn't enough metephorical hinting.

changesubject.

I've forgetten how to feel. It's not depressing.. it's just that when you put all your eggs in a pan and scramble them, you can't tell which eggs is which anymore. It becomes a mush. It's a fluid ability to be without anger or joy. I can laugh, cry, grin, and act a fool, but I'm not feeling much of the whys and why nots behind it.

changesubject.

Ow. Stop hitting me. I don't want to get broken again. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/945415/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/945415/ Mon, 14 Jul 2003 19:17:22 PDT
my body hurts more than it should. I lost weight again. i eat so much.. but I lost 5 lbs. I'm 117 now at 5'7''. My metabolism is murdering me. I ate half a chicken for lunch and was still fucking hungry. I may bye glucose pills, but I don't want to. I don't like them.

maybe everyone will understand the name now.

A lack of pity comments would make me feel better than getting pity comments. If you have to then do so, I'm just expressing an opinion. on that note anyone that bicthes that I'm skinny and should shut up about my weight, do me a favor.

Everytime you eat, and I want you to eat so much you're sick, make yourself feel like you're gonna gag. Force yourself to still feel hungry but after every bite that passes your lips, make yourself gag. Make your hands get numb. Get dizzy spells. Migranes. Shivers. Tempeture changes. Etcetcetc.

Then come apologise to me and let me shoot you in the fucking face. Asshole.



I got an RP sn. it is pushtyberrp. this is inspired by the fact that my characters/emotions need some serious playing. however. iming me on this name does not mean you can often choose a character. who is there is who is there etcetcetc.

i want it to be a strictly rp name. so don't IM me otherwise unless it is THE super urgen like you're dying.

and in those cases you should call 911 and not IM me. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/928133/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/928133/ Wed, 09 Jul 2003 22:37:50 PDT

Trend hopping. Kur blew up after the rest of the world did and I honestly have to say:

Unless you will give up half the tings you enjoy, like, etc, stop. I understand slamming on the ©ing kids or those that say others are ripping you or something, but as for the actual trend, think about something.

NOTHING YOU ENJOY THAT OTHERS ENJOY WOULD BE HERE IF NOT FOR A TREND. THIS INCLUDES.

+ clothes
+ music
+ foods
+ movies
+ comics
+ furniture styles
+ religions
+ governments
+ culture

Goth would not exist. Punk, Pop, Raver, mixes of them. Us girls would not be wearing pants or skirts above the ankle. Rock and Roll would not have happened. Hell, music may still be banned or not exist in many cultures. I can't LIST all the things that exist due to TRENDS.

YOU MAKE TREND AND TRENDY A DIRTY WORD. Realize the history that is made due to TRENDS before opening your fucking mouth. DANCING WAS A FUCKING TREND. One day some fucking caveman started moving funny when someone else was beating a drum. betcha they made fun of him at first and then others started trying it. Then more started to be in with the ones dancing. Then dancing became popular. Then a norm.

Now you can dance freely due to the fact that dancng was once a trend.

I will freely say and mean that I hate the word Poseur. I hate how it is spit carelessly. Half the people that spit it only due so because what was so selfishly their's is now cathing on and then it can no longer BE selfishly their's. And hey, before that many of you were bitching for being teased and persecuted for being the only one doing it and no one understanding. I understand you NEED your fucking angst butshut the fuck up.

People have been doing this forever. They will continue. Who are you to stop them? Who are you to think you'll even make a fucking dent? So it looks ugly how they slap the markings all over their characters? It's stupid looking? So? Plenty of fucking cool haircuts look ugly and stupid. Plenty of music out there sounds ugly and stupid. Plenty of clothing is GOD DAMN ugly and stupid.

THIS WILL BE UGLY BEFORE THEY LOOK GOOD. It is growth! It is evolution! Premordial slime wasn't pretty! Babies aren't cute when they're first born! A movement happens and once it does it will run it's course. If it is HURTING no one then honestly, drop your fucking loud ass pride and get over it.

And on that note, something just as equally important, and while the same can be said for life in general I will break it down to this because it is otherwise "unfair":

What you do in the artwork may one day have an effect. I doesn't matter if you don't want it. It doesn't matter if you're completely against the idea. Once you put something out that others like, it will be done again. And again. And again. It will become a trend. Then the norm. Then passe. Then last week. It will add to the evolution of this world of art.

IF YOU ARE NOT PREPARED FOR THIS POSSIBILITY YOU SHOULD NOT BE AMOUNG THIS STUPID FUCKING COMMUNITY. You should LEAVE and save yourself and all of us the FUCKING greif.

This goes for anyone and everyone. As an opinion and a warning that too many of us know to be true.

And for those of you that wish every moment of every day that your art could be popular like "teh kool" artists, I want you to look at all the fucking drama you will get caught up in, all the people that have left fed up and angry and sometimes even in tears, all the fucking crap you get for giving so much:

and rethink that wish. If you still wish it after really thinking about it, and I month from now I see you bitching

i.will.laugh.inyour.FUCKING.face. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/916261/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/916261/ Sun, 06 Jul 2003 17:06:48 PDT I

+ am working 45 hours this week at Petland, having quit Blockbuster

+ feel guilty about quiting Blockbuster because I was raised to please everyone and apologise for everything

+ am God and Christ in a handful of people's eyes

+ find that to be endearing, terrifying, and hilarious

+ find the reactions of those that don't agree with such things to be terribly heartwarming in their personal mud-slinging mannerisms and death-plot inuendos

+ walked from east side to west side and back again

+ got some chaching on me. nice change

+ now own 3 mice (Sushi, Moo, and Michael), 1 cat (Kasha), too many newts, 2 frogs, 4 bettas (Tonic, Summer, Tumor, and Passive Agressive), 1 ribbon snake (Inertia) 2 garters (Glutton and Envy), and too many fish

+ will be able to buy liqor for minors next year

+ sigh at the sight of the young and ill-informed XXX'ers that persecute those that choose to not be otherwise

+ still sneer at the word "poseur"

+ still cough at teenagers in general due to means of being just like you

+ talk about the "good old days" when none of the old days were all that good

+ blame you.

+ am terribly vulgar and expect others to deal with it

+ bought huge ass headphones for $9 while everyone else pays $20-$50. hahahahaha

+ am housing too many in me right now

+ will take a message

+ bow to many and bless few

+ have an icecreme man fetish thing. like the icecreme truck person. though I'd prefer some hot chick. long story. yeah. I'd like a vanilla cone with crunchies and you, mothafucka

+ am inspired by all the wrong people

+ am a self proclaimed politician or something which.. made my day. i can't remember what it exactly was

+ like being called names over the internet

+ WILL own a female albino garter and name her Sickle Cell Ophelia

+ make friends with only those who are cool at the moment

+ laugh at anyone who beleives that

+ thank whoever made the 30,000 hit and the 33,333 hit, and everyone who got me to this point

+ think everything is laughable, a joke, and is taken far too seriously

+ am far too serious

+ the #1 contradiction

+ a jetpackstrappedhoudini

+ would give head for a chocolate covered banana

.. no. wait. i wouldn't

+ am laughing. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/887614/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/887614/ Sat, 28 Jun 2003 20:59:56 PDT
call me jesus and staple me to a sign-post. hardy FUCKING har.

I think I honestly miss the days where I would "get in trouble" and people would mouth off at me. No. I DO miss those days. I miss people tellings me to my face that they hate me cause I'm a loud-mouthed uncaring snotty bitch who brainwashes people so I can con them into doing things to defend mah oh-na (honor).

I miss those people. They've been replaced by motherfuckers that assume they know me, kiss my ass, and then talk shit about me elsewhere. If you don't like me, tell me. Attack me on my page. I'm not a fucking steryotypical "popular" kid, I can defend myself, and any asshole (including my friends) that defebds me and is actually out of line in doing so will be told to please back down.

I guess this is all due to the fact that I really envy the people who constantly get attacked because they KNOW who they are getting attacked by. They KNOW who dislikes them. I however get my slit sucked all damn day and then I hear about whispers of dislike about me. I get no names, no nother. Just the words spoken.

Seemingly no one has the balls to even annonymously write insults on my LJ. Wow.

updates of my life:
+ we own a male mouse named Moo. He's a sweetie.
+ work work work

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BETTERTHANYOU


:iconsuper-foreigner:


:iconbasilj: ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/850441/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/850441/ Wed, 18 Jun 2003 20:15:12 PDT
a] I AIN'T NO FAD HAG, SORRY!
this applys to all that fad this that is getting fucking annoying. I'm in a damn good mood so I don't why it bothers me. hate to tell the world but some hilarious shit gets OLD. FAST. and the people that bitch about what's cool not being cool cause it's cool to say so piss the shit out of me and... hypocritical. PANDA.

b] PUSH IS YOUR FANGIRL! USE AND ABUSE!
i am the private fangril to anyone on my sig-tags and a bunch others. anyone on my sig-tag, feel free to slap me around some. However I am UPER FAN GIRL to Jenna and Kim for OBVIOUS reasons. Don't take it personally, it just is how it is.

c] 2 JOBS, STOP BITCHING
I now work 2 jobs, 1 part time 1 full time. I am HAPPY about it, but they aren't things I love or anything (well, I love animals and movies, but the jobs are diffrent than the love). I work at Blockbuster part time and Petland full time. However, I've noticed that everyone and their mother lately has been bitching about their jobs and I have to say:
If you don't like it, then quit. You'll find another job. You're not diabled or retarded, so it won't be that hard. Otherwise, do shut the fuck up. Once again: hypocritial. POW, BABY!

d] POSTAGE
Anyone that wants to mail me anything ever just say so in a comment and I'll note you my adress. I'd be super squealy and shit. It'd be amusing. Promise. That and some people have just wanted to know lately.

e] PLUSHIE?!
Jenna made an ANTI PLUSHIE! :: screams and dies :: YOU HAVE NO IDEA!

f] Being Helpful
GREAT TPRP's going on between me and Jenna, and they're helping her write too, which is great

g] So. Cute.
Tyber and Ruthe like eachother. AWWWWWWW.

h]MOVIES!
Seeing Sinbad on Tuesday for free, and 28 Days Later at some point very very soon


and other shit. but wait! there's more!

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BETTERTHANYOU

:iconwerecarrot:



]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/837657/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/837657/ Sun, 15 Jun 2003 16:50:49 PDT and I'm screaming daisys. from 14 miles away

Tonight, on the 10 o'clock news:

Push Tyber was seen citing a riot in Times Square about the injustices placed on religions for the sake of scapegoating for choices that people have made.

Push Tyber breaks the heart of some fan by now giving them their due attention.

Push Tyber has sex with a willing twelve year old and laughs about it.

Push Tyber gives the first American cooking lesson on how to cook a human torso.

Push Tyber blackmails congress for World Peace and fails. Again.

Push Tyber jumps off the Empire State Building.

Push Tyber takes the place of Jesus in the eyes of modern day americana.

Push Tyber speaks out against the inane reasoning behind the "Anti-God = Cool" theory, amoung others

and many more. but first, a word from our sponsor..

[feel free to add. harharhar]

point is, just because you hear it DOESN'T MEAN IT'S TRUE! blarghfph! and that wasn't keyboard pressing shit annoying stuff, that's a sound! MAKE THE SOUND!

:: chokes and falls out of her chair dead ::
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BETTERTHANYOU





]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/837555/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/837555/ Sun, 15 Jun 2003 16:18:38 PDT and I'm screaming daisys. from 14 miles away

Tonight, on the 10 o'clock news:

Push Tyber was seen citing a riot in Times Square about the injustices placed on religions for the sake of scapegoating for choices that people have made.

Push Tyber breaks the heart of some fan by now giving them their due attention.

Push Tyber has sex with a willing twelve year old and laughs about it.

Push Tyber gives the first American cooking lesson on how to cook a human torso.

Push Tyber blackmails congress for World Peace and fails. Again.

Push Tyber jumps off the Empire State Building.

Push Tyber takes the place of Jesus in the eyes of modern day americana.

Push Tyber speaks out against the inane reasoning behind the "Anti-God = Cool" theory, amoung others

and many more. but first, a word from our sponsor..

[feel free to add. harharhar]

point is, just because you hear it DOESN'T MEAN IT'S TRUE! blarghfph! and that wasn't keyboard pressing shit annoying stuff, that's a sound! MAKE THE SOUND!

:: chokes and falls out of her chair dead :: ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/829930/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/829930/ Fri, 13 Jun 2003 13:38:40 PDT
I have every god damn right to change my sig-tag, and you have every god damn right to feel as if I abandoned you by taking you off of it. Then you have the right to listen to me say that you're a fucking fool. I change my sig-tags cause I feel like it. There's nothing personal behind it. it shouldn't be a battle for who the FUCK is on my sig-tag. I don't love you more or less if you're on it. I wish I could fit all of you but I can't.

So who wants to bitch, moan, suck dick and die this time?

AND WHO CAN TELL PUSH, TYBER, AND ANTI HAVE TAKEN CHARGE, EH?

Anti
you should be only so elated to have been glanced at by us, you fucking pig.

Tyber
leave me alone.. I DON'T WANT THIS SHIT. I justed wanted some love, from anyone, but I didn't want this. I don't. Everyone just stop. WHY DON'T YOU JUST FUCK OFF AND GIVE ME SOME PIECE?!

Push
well ain't you so fucking sly with the god damn repititon of a guilt trip that a child could muster on a snowy day. I ain't lettin you in, you ain't gettn my candy, and I hope the snow plow caves you in. Expecting so much from one life, one being? Who the fuck are you to kid? God can't handle it, why can we?

Nessecary stupidity tajeoff regress OMG PUSH WE H8 U FUXXOR lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol??????////////




I love those that love me. don't assume anything else. but those that grab and wring me dry. fuckoff. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/815227/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/815227/ Mon, 09 Jun 2003 20:05:40 PDT

visit her or die. this is one of my idols, kids. I adore her. visit. now.

2 jobs, working hard, sore and tired. truely. tired.

.. I love it. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/756132/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/756132/ Sat, 24 May 2003 20:09:20 PDT
Innocuous Spirit: Actually, I wanted to talk to Kim's friend. I hope your not insulted that I don't view you as the cool kid?
rougesublet: oh no I LOVE you for that
rougesublet: thank god. thank you

beforeimingme.read

+ i'm not a bitch. i'm wonderful. you'll most likely like me

+ i like it when people argue and/or disagree with me. i don't like lapdogs that agree with everything I say. it's annoying

+ you can IM me about anything

+ i can go from fast conversationalist to superturtleslow in .0000005seconds. don't take it personally

+ if I panic, and I .WILL. ... I'll go afk. for the love of god don't take it personally. i'm sorry. but i need to breathe amoungst all the people.

+ if you wanna IM me and tell me off cause I'm seemingly such a cunt and all, go for it. i welcome personal critisism. in my own manner

+ i'm not always an amazing conversationalist. blah and finally...

+ i spell horridly sometimes. i don't do it to be cool, I'm just gonna gonna use a spell check for a god damn im. i type fast, it causes me to spell wrong. i don't care and you shouldn't either. jesus.

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PRINTS AND MERCHANDISE
I got a [link], and will be selling any prints, posters, etc that you people request. Want a peice on a shirt that you WILL buy? Suggest. Lunchbox? Suggest. Sticker? Suggest. A damn thong with a push-symbol (aka the mask) on it? Suggest. I'm up for anything that's drawn right now or is a 5 second piece to make. Lala.

and you people should be responding to this since seemingly people WANTED TO BUY my art and LOVE it. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/750168/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/750168/ Fri, 23 May 2003 00:37:04 PDT ------------------------

quizes while typing minority report in the background this is the 55th 56th morethan that time of veiwage veiwage veiwage of this movie again. pianist was wonderful. wow your life sucks so much more than the holocost fuck all my parents don't like me wahwahwahwahwahwahwahwahwahweallcry.

what the fuck happened to me. this is the third time fourth time around. third time was the charm i was charming the charm's gone oh no you won't like me anymore. nice character design what a fucking bitch we don't like hr mouth run her mouth in her mouth mouthing off. where did we start what was i where did this go?

nytemayir [ wowthat'sgothyhurhur ]--> deadthin [ wowthat'saninsidejokethatneverlefthurhur ]--> push [ OMGEVERYONEHEARTSPUUSH!OMGDON'TLEAVEUS! ]--> push tibro

you never saw me coming. not like this. why so angry why so mad PUSH CALM DOWN YOU SO ANGRY BLAHBLAHBLAH fuckoff. here. I'll lend you my strapon and you can go FUCK . OFF. aim to please? AIM! harhar the puns! OH THE PUNS! the assumptions? that I don't like you? don't need you? threw you? like garbage? fuck my nonexistant 21' bigone you slick fuck. make it a guilt trip little case doe-eyed why'd you leave me like the puppy in the middle of the freeway. when the puppy put itself there. and it's a stuffed animal. and this is all a joke. a trap. i don't trust you. i don't need this angst. aggrivation. telling me how i am what do do how this how that hownowbrowncow?

oh. oh really? taking this personally now? where's the warning? SHOW YOUR FUCKING WARNING! this is pirated. my channel. push isn't here anymore it's push tibro time you slick motheruckerdirtycuntlickingsonofabitch.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PUSH YOU SOZ AMAZINS I HEARTS YOU LALALALALALALALALALABUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZflatline.

don't like reading this? don't like it taking up your friends page? don't like her anymore for me? you wanted me to grow? you killed the bitch and I ate her. I got some 100% Original in my stomach. up in arms. hand grenades. with your GOD . DAMN . NAME . onit. don't preach to this fucking piper you slickmotherfucker, I have no time for this. time is fleeting, we're a big girl now. too big for you. to big for myself.

SO DEMAND MY SHIT. let me rest for a week and someone come along and DEMAND . MY . SHIT. you think I'm talking about you? then there's guilt there, isn't it. because I'm not. this isn't pointed. this is generalization. you DON'T KNOW THIS only FIVE PEOPLE KNOW THIS and they're the ones that most likely will NOT falter when reading this.

Kim we need to work on me. on this. I need repairs. I need a new mouth guard. to catch all shit spit. because this shit doesn't safeguard the untimely masses what wanna piss some love all over my new shoes. THEY ARE NEW SHOES YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE. NEW!

never assume I'm amazing. never assume I'm cool. never assume I'm nice. brilliant. smart. friendly. harsh. cruel. a bitch. a good artist. original. unoriginal. boring. talentless. anything you can think of except what i hand you. what do i hand you then? need a clue? ¿QUE?

+ i'm beautiful, but then again so are you
+ i'm human with raw emotions and the ability and right to be a cunt when pressed without logical reason, but then again so are you
+ i'm the one and only individual that you don't know me as, with a name and nothing else. I'm a fucking label to a society and I don't give a blasted fuck. how about YOU become a label. spread YOUR name around. but do me some favors.

Don't come up on my ass and not hand me a fucking paper towel. wet nap. tissue. one ply. you peice of shit how dare you give such an indignant violation and not even give me some satisfaction up in this peice of shit one room no window whorehouse that you just had to type in some letter in a while box and click. I'll take PUSH TYBER for the next ten... ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/740082/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/740082/ Mon, 19 May 2003 18:26:37 PDT
newcomers




:iconfreskin:

:iconladytr0n:



previouslyplugged







:iconratbastard:


:iconzoni:

and the winner of the newest section....

100%Brilliance


This chick the FUCKING brilliant. WHy she doesn't have any skyrocketing amount of pageveiws fucking BEYOND my ass. You WILL visit her archive. She's surreal, realistic, draws INCREDIBLE down to earth people
that portray the grungeyness that we as true people posess. It's real. Its like a fucking punch in the god damn face. Personality-wise so far, she's a genius. She's amazing. And ontop of all that, she has balls. How do I know this? Well.. she sent me the following note:

seen the entry at the top of the page and wondered if i could suggest
someone who needs pimped..........Me!...do you think its to
egotistical....

NO ONE has asked me for a self plug yet. No one! And NO, I DON'T see that as selfish, egotistical, or anything as long as you have a low amount of page veiws and watches, and you think you deserve it. I was grinning my ass off when I read that shit! Beyond fucking bravo!

So check her out. Her work is amazing. It'll blow you away.

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Why Push Created BETTERTHANYOU
Every day atleast one new artist joins DA that many of us would adore, but unless they have friends that plug or more people check the recents, they're often left to fend for themselves. There's pressure with being the new kid, and let's not lie and not say many of us, when we first joined, were nervous about having our art amoungst some of the greater names. While some of us mass 100's of hits in a day, and far more when we upload, some of these new kids take over two weeks just to gain their first 100. So, why not help them get discovered?

I have to say it's intensely mushy on this end when people thank me for plugging them, and I'm happy I'm not the only one to have a plug section out here on the DA journals.

Keep droping me lines about new kids, or kids that deserve hits and watches that haven't yet gotten.
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PRINTS AND MERCHANDISE
I got a [link], and will be selling any prints, posters, etc that you people request. Want a peice on... ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/738898/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/738898/ Mon, 19 May 2003 13:00:31 PDT
newcomers




:iconfreskin:

:iconladytr0n:



previouslyplugged







:iconratbastard:


:iconzoni:

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Why Push Created BETTERTHANYOU
Every day atleast one new artist joins DA that many of us would adore, but unless they have friends that plug or more people check the recents, they're often left to fend for themselves. There's pressure with being the new kid, and let's not lie and not say many of us, when we first joined, were nervous about having our art amoungst some of the greater names. While some of us mass 100's of hits in a day, and far more when we upload, some of these new kids take over two weeks just to gain their first 100. So, why not help them get discovered?

I have to say it's intensely mushy on this end when people thank me for plugging them, and I'm happy I'm not the only one to have a plug section out here on the DA journals.

Keep droping me lines about new kids, or kids that deserve hits and watches that haven't yet gotten.

PRINTS AND MERCHANDISE
I got a [link], and will be selling any prints, posters, etc that you people request. Want a peice on a shirt that you WILL buy? Suggest. Lunchbox? Suggest. Sticker? Suggest. A damn thong with a push-symbol (aka the mask) on it? Suggest. I'm up for anything that's drawn right now or is a 5 second piece to make. Lala.



Verity is becoming her own shit, slowly. I've sketched out a Ret-art boy named Bently... he's perfection. We'll see where it goes.

And I'm working at Petland now. So 2 jobs. Working every day... for the rest.. of my life. I refuse to die of fucking exhaustion. Refusal.

{heartstoeveryone3 ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/733322/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/733322/ Sat, 17 May 2003 22:23:31 PDT
newcomers



:iconfreskin:

:iconladytr0n:



previouslyplugged







:iconratbastard:


:iconzoni:

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Why Push Created BETTERTHANYOU
Every day atleast one new artist joins DA that many of us would adore, but unless they have friends that plug or more people check the recents, they're often left to fend for themselves. There's pressure with being the new kid, and let's not lie and not say many of us, when we first joined, were nervous about having our art amoungst some of the greater names. While some of us mass 100's of hits in a day, and far more when we upload, some of these new kids take over two weeks just to gain their first 100. So, why not help them get discovered?

I have to say it's intensely mushy on this end when people thank me for plugging them, and I'm happy I'm not the only one to have a plug section out here on the DA journals.

Keep droping me lines about new kids, or kids that deserve hits and watches that haven't yet gotten.

PRINTS AND MERCHANDISE
I got a [link], and will be selling any prints, posters, etc that you people request. Want a peice on a shirt that you WILL buy? Suggest. Lunchbox? Suggest. Sticker? Suggest. A damn thong with a push-symbol (aka the mask) on it? Suggest. I'm up for anything that's drawn right now or is a 5 second piece to make. Lala.



Verity is becoming her own shit, slowly. I've sketched out a Ret-art boy named Bently... he's perfection. We'll see where it goes.

And I'm working at Petland now. So 2 jobs. Working every day... for the rest.. of my life. I refuse to die of fucking exhaustion. Refusal.

{heartstoeveryone3 ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/733311/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/733311/ Sat, 17 May 2003 22:20:53 PDT
newcomers


:iconfreskin:

:iconladytr0n:



previouslyplugged







:iconratbastard:


:iconzoni:

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Why Push Created BETTERTHANYOU
Every day atleast one new artist joins DA that many of us would adore, but unless they have friends that plug or more people check the recents, they're often left to fend for themselves. There's pressure with being the new kid, and let's not lie and not say many of us, when we first joined, were nervous about having our art amoungst some of the greater names. While some of us mass 100's of hits in a day, and far more when we upload, some of these new kids take over two weeks just to gain their first 100. So, why not help them get discovered?

I have to say it's intensely mushy on this end when people thank me for plugging them, and I'm happy I'm not the only one to have a plug section out here on the DA journals.

Keep droping me lines about new kids, or kids that deserve hits and watches that haven't yet gotten.

PRINTS AND MERCHANDISE
I got a [link], and will be selling any prints, posters, etc that you people request. Want a peice on a shirt that you WILL buy? Suggest. Lunchbox? Suggest. Sticker? Suggest. A damn thong with a push-symbol (aka the mask) on it? Suggest. I'm up for anything that's drawn right now or is a 5 second piece to make. Lala.



Verity is becoming her own shit, slowly. I've sketched out a Ret-art boy named Bently... he's perfection. We'll see where it goes.

{heartstoeveryone3 ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/726814/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/726814/ Thu, 15 May 2003 21:51:37 PDT
newcomers

:iconpocketpill:
:iconladytr0n:
:iconnezumousii:


previouslyplugged







:iconratbastard:


:iconzoni:

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Why Push Created BETTERTHANYOU
Every day atleast one new artist joins DA that many of us would adore, but unless they have friends that plug or more people check the recents, they're often left to fend for themselves. There's pressure with being the new kid, and let's not lie and not say many of us, when we first joined, were nervous about having our art amoungst some of the greater names. While some of us mass 100's of hits in a day, and far more when we upload, some of these new kids take over two weeks just to gain their first 100. So, why not help them get discovered?

I have to say it's intensely mushy on this end when people thank me for plugging them, and I'm happy I'm not the only one to have a plug section out here on the DA journals.

Keep droping me lines about new kids, or kids that deserve hits and watches that haven't yet gotten.

PRINTS AND MERCHANDISE
I got a [link], and will be selling any prints, posters, etc that you people request. Want a peice on a shirt that you WILL buy? Suggest. Lunchbox? Suggest. Sticker? Suggest. A damn thong with a push-symbol (aka the mask) on it? Suggest. I'm up for anything that's drawn right now or is a 5 second piece to make. Lala.



On a side note, Ret-art push is now named Verity. Yum.

{heartstoeveryone3 ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/722579/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/722579/ Wed, 14 May 2003 17:16:09 PDT






:iconratbastard:


~zoni

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I haven't been online much. sorry. getting another job to add onto the one I have, and then working on commisions and shit. Yeah. Life.

{heartstoeveryone3 ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/704919/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/704919/ Fri, 09 May 2003 14:51:14 PDT





is brand new here, and is already promising. was suggested by , and has some very nice work.

HEY , what's your hits at? I may put you up in here.

more will be added later. give suggestions.


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I have. A Gloworm. Pink body and a white hat, original Gloworm, not a remake. Gloworms are 80's things. Or early 90's. Yum. On another note..

Legacy of Kain: Defiance is coming out in about 6 months. Raziel. is. my. fucking. LOVESLAVE. He has been since I played the first Soul Reaver, and it's gonna remain that way. And I don't mean ugly ass vampire Raziel, I mean soul reaver assasin I ain't got no crotch, stomach, or lower jaw, lookit me and my sexy lack of body parts, hide my face, float with broken wings, SEXY ASS HELL LOVESLAVE. All mine.. ::snuggles her Raziel action figure::

fuck you yes I'm a fangirl. Fucker.

Jenna take off the Raziel clothes! Don't do that to me! !!

lala ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/688074/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/688074/ Sun, 04 May 2003 13:53:52 PDT



more will be added later. so it looks like I'm back to my old ways. speakup about anyone you want me to checkout (I know 's good for showing me people )

lala. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/685306/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/685306/ Sat, 03 May 2003 17:10:38 PDT
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You should draw more of your own characters and less of the flavour of the moment ones though.

that was a comment on a drawing of Glittercunt. Cause I'm just here for the fucking moment, and so are my character. Cause you know this fucking novel I'm working on doesn't mean shit to anyone. Nope. No one. That's why I made the RP, LJ community, and DA community cause I was... asked? Because if I DON'T draw like crap and CAN throw together something seemingly orginal it is a "flavour of the moment".

Kim? Meg? Weren't we talking about this? Didn't I say this?

OMGOMGOMGPUSH! Yer artz suxxors but I ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/611572/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/611572/ Thu, 10 Apr 2003 21:19:27 PDT
http://pub99.ezboard.com/brougesublet

Push and NeoGeen and Jennadelle are on it? more people are joining and you should too? you could get your own forum on it? what aare you waiting for?

... I honestly don't know. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/591460/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/591460/ Thu, 03 Apr 2003 20:52:12 PST
But the books that I need to finish my training are late. By weeks. This can't work, not with bills to pay/ Terrance is already giving me as many hours as he can. And I don't want to steal hours from people. Jen's leaving cause she's pregnant but that's not enough. I'm an adult, I have to treat this like an adult.

So I'm going to tell Terrance that I'll either need to become a manager within the next two weeks tops, or be assured that I'll be one DAMN soon (or atleast get the raise and better hours.. or just EXTREMELY better hours)... or I'll have to be trained while being a messenger (messengers make atleast $200 a week, can wear whatever you want, get a free unlimited metro card every week.... etcetcetcetc... i's great but I like Blockbuster and it's free rentals alittle too much)

.... so. this is where it may become important to you.

¡¡¡PUSH MAY DO COMISSIONS!!!

I'm concidering doing COMMISIONS. It depends one who would respond saying they would want one. It'd be $15, and I'd do you a picture. Full color, most likely a border, everything. In Maniq, Ret-art, or my normal style/form. Furries or ferals (cats, dogs, wolves, etc). G - GTU (god that's unholy). That simple. Mind you that's amazing because I don't really draw for ANYONE anymore.... so you'd be kinda lucky. I'd just need character info and shit, and a referance pic if you had one (I'd prefer one since I'm a fucking perfectionist to the extreme). And you'd have to pay by Money Order... which is easy. No personal checks because Push has no bank account like so many other NYCers... just a simple check cashing place for work checks.

I'm also selling all my art in my loose-notebooks for $5-$10. All of it. Even the original antiworld peice, which is in pen. ALL.OF.THEM. So anything you see in my VCL or DA, I ask if I have the original pencil/pen peice. I'll even sign it (not like that causes any $$$ to it )

The only reason I DO NOT get my hopes up on this is because everyone if often like I, broke. SO I don't expect anything or much.

..... on another note I split my lip multiple times today. it was not a good day.

reply to this if you want a commision or a peice of my art... no "i would but I have no $$$". that doesn't help me. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/591451/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/591451/ Thu, 03 Apr 2003 20:49:34 PST
But the books that I need to finish my training are late. By weeks. This can't work, not with bills to pay/ Terrance is already giving me as many hours as he can. And I don't want to steal hours from people. Jen's leaving cause she's pregnant but that's not enough. I'm an adult, I have to treat this like an adult.

So I'm going to tell Terrance that I'll either need to become a manager within the next two weeks tops, or be assured that I'll be one DAMN soon (or atleast get the raise and better hours.. or just EXTREMELY better hours)... or I'll have to be trained while being a messenger (messengers make atleast $200 a week, can wear whatever you want, get a free unlimited metro card every week.... etcetcetcetc... i's great but I like Blockbuster and it's free rentals alittle too much)

.... so. this is where it may become important to you.

¡¡¡PUSH MAY DO COMISSIONS!!!

I'm concidering doing COMMISIONS. It depends one who would respond saying they would want one. It'd be $15, and I'd do you a picture. Full color, most likely a border, everything. In Maniq, Ret-art, or my normal style/form. Furries or ferals (cats, dogs, wolves, etc). G - GTU (god that's unholy). That simple. Mind you that's amazing because I don't really draw for ANYONE anymore.... so you'd be kinda lucky. I'd just need character info and shit, and a referance pic if you had one (I'd prefer one since I'm a fucking perfectionist to the extreme). And you'd have to pay by Money Order... which is easy. No personal checks because Push has no bank account like so many other NYCers... just a simple check cashing place for work checks.

I'm also selling all my art in my loose-notebooks for $5-$10. All of it. Even the original antiworld peice, which is in pen. ALL.OF.THEM. So anything you see in my VCL or DA, I ask if I have the original pencil/pen peice. I'll even sign it (not like that causes any $$$ to it )

The only reason I DO NOT get my hopes up on this is because everyone if often like I, broke. SO I don't expect anything or much.

..... on another note I split my lip multiple times today. it was not a good day. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/580862/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/580862/ Mon, 31 Mar 2003 01:42:18 PST RPers OR lovers of Anti, please listen up. Even is not.. please read this.

FIRSTLY, anyone who has drawn Anti (preferably feral form but otherwise so compltely works), I'm asking you right now if you would like to post the picture in the Agony Cometh community on DA, seeing as she's a big part of it.

Your art would be much appreciated and loved. Now. More Importantly.

I have an RP that's been dormant some time, a message board rp. I'm trying t bring it back, and infact we have a gallery under . Though all that's up there for art right now is Mazdivs and Chyriths, EVERYTHING is involved in this RP.

Vampires, wolves, furries, humans, elves, dragons, fae, mages/wizards/witches, ghosts, a creature you came up with in your own mind.. it's all welcome here. And it's a HUGE board, so it's not like you wouldn't find a place for it.

Most importantly this is a very, VERY community-run RP. This isn't some elistist shit where you have no say, and feel left out or not part of the group. Everyone's opinion is so damn important there, to the point where there's not just an OOC forum, but a Mun/Players Bios forum and a Suggestions forum.

There are cities of all kinds, ranging from deep urban to fantasy (we even have a sky city). There are vast lands, from beaches to plains to mountains, to a giant peak of pure metal that can only be reached by flight. Oceans, rivers, a canyon filled with rotten bones and corpses where some of the greatest battles were waged, and now many of the dying go to pass away. A forest so poinsoned that the plants are venemous and the air is like a gas chamber, choking you. Fields of endless high grass where the only way for the average human to see in some areas is by climbing some tree, and even then the grass rolls like waves into the horizon.

There are species specially made for the rp, two of which are Chyriths and Mazdivs (Anti is a hybrid of both), which are a forced species of Anthropomorph, Fae, and Dragon (for the Chyriths it was lycanthrope (aka werewolf, canine) and for the Mazdivs, bastet (aka werecat feline)).

There are 24 Diffrent Breeds for BOTH Species, and more are getting added all the time by other people (see? that community thing again). They range from small with thick manes and diffrent sets of wings to ones with tens of tails, or spikes covering the shoulders, or a massive glass-type ball in the middle of a tuft in their tail. Tails can bear sythes, spades, spikes, shards of bone, a tuft, or simply nothing. Wings can dissapear into the body when not needed. Their powers rangs by breed, which are Earth, Chaos, Astral, Dream, Water, Fire, Titanium, Air, Poison, Light, Harmony, Dark, (2nd Gen) Spirit, Mystic, Eclipse, Jungle, Electric, Mud, Magma, Angelic, Arctic, Fae, Mist, and Temporal. You want better?

Every breed gets a breed leader and heir, and a great deal of these are up for grabs. Funny how you can just walk into a RP and after a single post, proving you are a good RPer.. you can have a character that will lead an entire breed. And with the more breeds that show up, the more leaders.

And you have an entire GOD DAMN deviant artchive where you can post almost ANYTHING as long as you play it in the RP and therefore get more publicity. What more do you people want?! Sex? Money? Drugs?

...... well sorry I can't do that but... I can make a good Rp..? and be nice..? you love Push. show your love. come on. SO MANY OF YOU RP! Everyone ALWAYS says "oh if there was only a place where we could all RP with one another.." :: points :: eh? EH?! Should I LIST everyone's RP characters? I'm begging! BEGGING!!!

There's almost nothing you can't do there or play... it's a fair place where if you get picked on by a single person, I'll be in it (and come on now, honestly, you all know I'm good at mediating. you do.).

So please... check it out. The message board is here and the site here, though I'm currently updating and upgrading it so it'll look better for *gasp* you and everyone else!

.. thank you for taking your time to look at this journal entry if you have. and if you're clicking those links, i love you. and if you're joining... then honestly.. from the deepest part of my heart, thank you. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/574587/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/574587/ Fri, 28 Mar 2003 12:50:34 PST
my characters have journals (a few don't, but they will soon), and therefore if you want tp RP with me.. we can RP in the comments. Just comment and start the RP up (it CAN'T be anything to do with the post though, because the post wuld technicaly be in the past), and I'll respond as quick as I can.

this way other people can see us RPing too... and I'd like that. Anyone that doesn't have a LJ can just do it anonymously and sign the bottom of the post/comment. so... let's do this.

character journals:
+Anti
+Tyber
+Glittercunt
+Funshower
+White Blidness

and of course they're all characters in:
+Rouge Sublet

lala. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/555376/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/555376/ Thu, 20 Mar 2003 11:32:10 PST commented on on 's gallery saying this:

too much like roux's style, but has cute ideas.

she's a new girl, , but that's no fucking excuse. I'm sick of seeing "this is like this person's style" all the time. and unlike everyone else who just frowns at such statements, i said something. fucking hell.

firstly, as a friend of HILLARY'S (aka roux to you), that's the kind of shit that every intelligent artist hates. Suzi's artwork is only like hill's in that it's in the "alternative style" area, like half of the other fucking "popular" artists. It's nontraditional, but then again I could point out about 20 diffrent artists that I'm guessing you would say had "art like Roux's".

Don't drag people's names into shit. It offends people and the artist that you name does NOT appreciate it. Artwork and style spans beyond the supposedly big names. And ontop of that, have you ever seen :iconglittersniffer:'s art? Hillary loves her, as do I. But wait, very similar style. But guess what, the only people that say "that looks like Roux's style" are the people that a) didn't get to know the person b) don't know hill or c) pull shit like that out of their ass.

I'm sure you ment well, but think in deeper water next time before commenting saying "looks too much like so and so's style", because if we all stopped ourselves from drawing because it looks too much like so and so's style, there would be no art. And if you doubt that, walk through a fucking decent art gallery or online art gallery.

no one's fucking original. lala

and in the long run I don't give a fuck if you didn't like me saying that to her. because what she did was fucking rude and the reason why so many artists leave or never show up in the first place.

jesus. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/547500/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/547500/ Sun, 16 Mar 2003 18:57:42 PST
i'm an ugly beautiful person. no wait, i'm not. i'm beautiful. ugly was ment personality-wize but... i don't mean that. i don't know where I'm going with this, i don't know where i went with it.

i got distracted and lost my train of thought. something something.

.... lala. however....... i do have another subject.

FUCK EVERY SINGLE MOTHERFUCKER OUT THERE THAT TELLS YOU I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE. FUCK . THEM.

you got that? so the next time some asshole, friend, foe, or anything in the middle, tells you that I'm a bitch, or unfriendly, or mean to my "fans", or rude, or ignore people, etcetcetc, tell them this exact message and say that I said it.

hey, you, the ugly fuck that just pulled that shit from your ass. this is push tyber. do me a favor and suck my fucking 33'' spiked, magenta glitter strap-on and choke your petty self on it. don't ever mention my fucking name again, you peice of shit. i don't hate people, i hate you. i want you to come to my house so i can eat your fucking tongue and razorblade your eyeballs. no, this shit isn't supposed to be humorous. this isn't some stupid funny-ass violence zim shit.

infact, how about you make up for all of this and save my tired ass some energy by stripping the chord to the computer and strangling yourself. and make sure to have the suicide note mentioning something about how I was the cause of all of this so people can further assume through you that i hate people. you kiddiehopping, talentless, computer obsessive, life wasting, shit eating, wacking off to little boy magazines in the shower, labotomized prick.

because if I get one more shy note, email, or IM mentioning how I hate my "fans" and people, i'm going to honestly cry.

so don't make me fucking cry to I'll curb your spine. asshole. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/533688/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/533688/ Sun, 09 Mar 2003 14:24:53 PST
With the soft prance of padded paws, bowing her head, bobbing her head as she goes. She knows her beauty, tendrils of red locks flying high behind her with the help of of wind and powers unseen. Silk of fur under catching of net under soft of leather, metal tempting like some forbidden sex shop. A muse of her own and everyone's desire.

She pauses, halts before the gate and fence, eyes teasing those watcing her, before throwing her head back in defiance. A reminder that she can not be touched, this sick beauty, mask and muzzle still to the sky. A sigh escapes the crowd, envy and awe mating in a breath, her flesh shivering at the love and hate she lives for.

Turning, hips swaying to some unknown sultry stripper beat, tail curled in the perfect head, she leaves them with only a memory of what they could never have.

the peice will be on my favorites tomorrow and is located here: [link] ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/527186/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/527186/ Wed, 05 Mar 2003 13:58:36 PST
I now have a Betta [more info on him can be found in my LJ], who we have named Pisces. Along with him we have Eve and Adam, two guppies [long story, stupid joke], Sucka the cleaner fish, and a albino water frog Will will get when it grows to big named Crack Cocaine or CC for short.

The name really suits him. He's a fucking psychopath.

lala ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/518327/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/518327/ Fri, 28 Feb 2003 09:39:54 PST , just got accused of that shit of a girl that likes my art. my a FUCKING note people, I . DECIDE . WHO . RIPS . ME. it wouldn't be so bad if this were the FIRST time but it isn't. this is the second masked character that is said to be a rip of Glittercunt, and I got something to tell you people.

Despite the fact that i CREATED GASMASKS and ALL MASKS that look even REMOTELY similiar [even if the only similarity is black leather over the mouth area], and that i'm the FIRST EVER artists to draw a female with a gasmask on, and everyone should BOW to me for it, and because i'm SO. FUCKING. ORIGINAL. like that...

do you HEAR how STUPID this is? do you?

then why the FUCK do you go off and say shit to people like that? "this looks like a push rip"... suck my nonexistant. seriously.

but for BETTER news...

YELLOW IS GETTING ME A BETA FISH!!!!! :: screams! :: yellow came over yesturday and we had a great time and I gave her a buckaball [wateryoyo.. squishy and gooey and FUN!] and we wandered around and peter, her, and me had a fight with them [peter FUCKING hurts when he hits] and YAY. everyone loves her here. they want her to come over more often [hinthintmissay].

I CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE MY FISH! EEEEEEEE!!!!!

lala ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/498278/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/498278/ Sun, 16 Feb 2003 23:54:54 PST i'm officially twenty. rejoice.

push [me]
.. is a Self-proclaimed Genius
.. is a deviant since May 4, 2002
.. has 13,100 pageviews

131.. good #'s. anyways.

lala.

and.. [ YOU . SHOULD . JOIN]: lala.

]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/495256/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/495256/ Sat, 15 Feb 2003 09:17:10 PST
the people in my sig-tag has recently been updated. if you people haven't checked out junk-went-bang [], do so now. Danz is gonna be the next artist-god, i promise you. With characters with braided tails and originality and genuis style and... jesus, worship.

and.. [ YOU . SHOULD . JOIN]: lala.

]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/484954/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/484954/ Sun, 09 Feb 2003 02:51:06 PST
new kids on the sig-tag [count 2]. push joined a HP rp [countmealoser?] and Matrice's rp [WHICH . YOU . SHOULD . JOIN]:

lala. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/478796/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/478796/ Wed, 05 Feb 2003 00:36:26 PST ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/473409/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/473409/ Sat, 01 Feb 2003 22:25:23 PST
:iconbasil-j:

and if your's not you should go take a look, shouldn't you? ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/473292/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/473292/ Sat, 01 Feb 2003 20:54:57 PST
.... i'm GOING to DO THIS. dammit. :: shakes hands all about and tries again :: MOTHERFUCK.

[dun you wory, Kay. this stress is natural. i will do eet. dammit] ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/467652/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/467652/ Wed, 29 Jan 2003 18:20:27 PST
so you wanna be up next? leave a name and AIM sn. lala. i am now on DJ and UJ and LJ under push_dot_com. spreading my disease. wanna bite? ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/467649/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/467649/ Wed, 29 Jan 2003 18:19:08 PST
so you wanna be up next? leave a name and AIM sn. lala. i am now on DJ and UJ and LJ under push_dot_com. spreading my disease. wanna bite? ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/467637/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/467637/ Wed, 29 Jan 2003 18:16:39 PST
so you wanna be up next? leave a name and AIM sn. lala. i am now on DJ and UJ and LJ under push_dot_com. spreading my disease. wanna bite? ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/465601/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/465601/ Tue, 28 Jan 2003 16:42:59 PST i've done my worst and no one knows
one more day
to fool them all
one more day
to drop the ball

god i hate that bitch push. me too. LOL. she's such a fuck. she all these truthful things in her own journal and expects us to not care when she doesn't give a fuck about our opinions on what she says i hope she fucking gets the shit she deserves. fucking wanna be profit selfhelp abuse cunt i'm like so totally concidering being antipush i am wouldn't that be cool, push? just being antipush and being like "just go and FUCK yourself, push" no... maybe you don't understand.

i AM antipush ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/457322/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/457322/ Thu, 23 Jan 2003 19:37:36 PST
i'm burnt out. sometimes that happens to people. where you stare into space and nothing comes. your eyes water and your mouth waters and your heart slows, but you're staring and there's nothing.

i'm taking a short break. i love all of you. this isn't a plea for attention. this isn't because i hate anyone. this isn't for any reason. will i upload? if i draw i will upload it. but i'll be aimless. or.. i'll be making a new aim name. which only 1 or 2 people will know. i may contact you now and then. and the block you again.

because i need space. i'm drowning in my own mind. and i need to process. i'll pulling a neogeen [HAHA! !]

you're all so lovely. and it's wonderful.

now to go drown myself in a bath. anyone got a chord?

this isn't a dissapearence. this isn't because i got "popular" and it's the "popular" thing to do. this isn't due to any of you. i'm not deleting my artwork. i won't stop commenting on DA. i won't stop being me. and I'm not gone.

but I'll be aimless for a while. because i need to breathe and sort me out. i need to sit down with myself. i need to speak to anti, reassure tyber, sedate white blidness, kick and coax crib death [ids], sooth glittercunt, and tell push to relax. i need to let funshine stop protecting and mothering the world.

i need to write alittle. i need to go to the library. i need to get #'s 2 and 3 of MEK. i need to hold peter alittle longer. i need to veg out on the TV. i spend too much energy ranting and raging and taking on the online world. i need to research beta fishes so i am prepared for the day that i get one. i need along time with kim and kendra. i need to stop choking.

and i need to draw.something.amazing.

i need to walk in 12 degree weather again like i did today. i need...

me time.

if you want to email me at Pushdeadthin@aol.com, i will respond to EACH and EVERY email. i PROMISE this. but it will take time.

lala. fuba. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/457296/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/457296/ Thu, 23 Jan 2003 19:25:19 PST
i'm taking a short break. i love all of you. this isn't a plea for attention. this isn't because i hate anyone. this isn't for any reason. will i upload? if i draw i will upload it. but i'll be aimless. or.. i'll be making a new aim name. which only 1 or 2 people will know. i may contact you now and then. and the block you again.

because i need space. i'm drowning in my own mind. and i need to process. i'll pulling a neogeen [HAHA! !]

you're all so lovely. and it's wonderful.

now to go drown myself in a bath. anyone got a chord? ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/450643/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/450643/ Sun, 19 Jan 2003 18:51:04 PST
..... disgusting. now for something more pleasent.

i ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/448581/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/448581/ Sat, 18 Jan 2003 14:54:53 PST
yeah, kim's hosting it for me. because she is my lovely.

Crib Death is...... coming along decently. he's so small.... and creepy but cute. so very small..

it's almost 10000 veiws now. jesus. i'm still... middled.. over the samtron shit. i'm waiting for her to get back to me. it doesn't leave me angry as it much as it does leave a used feeling. or not even. i don't know.

i'm going to work in like.. 20 minutes. need $$. I saw L.I.E. fucking great movie. saw Bourne Identity. Fucking greatassmovie [those fight scenes..].

I'm beyond tempted to draw a HP fanart girl.. like an Push RP version.. human of course.. Ravenclaw. Why does no one like Ravenclaw? poof.

everyone's pulling the "I'm doing something no one has done before" shit. it's being terribly annoying. it really is, people.

i'm in a good mood though. i just need to do something. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/441624/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/441624/ Tue, 14 Jan 2003 13:41:37 PST
it's funny that I don't put up with your stupid shit just because people like your art. it's funny that people think they have to like you for that reason. it's funny that when I said I was downloading the justin timberlake song Cry Me A River, people thought i was joking.

i'mlaughingi'mlaughingi'mlaughingi'mlaughingi'mlaughingi'mlaughingi'mlau ghingi'mlaughingi'mlaughingi'mlaughingi'mlaughingi'mlaughingi'mlaughingi 'mlaughing

but it's not that funny anymore

i wonder if the lack of comments on the stories is because [a] it's easier to just glance at something and say you love it [b] because my writing seems to confuse people or [c] no one cares.

long run I don't mind the lack of comments, though this will be my attempt at a maybe published novel. i'm just curious. ]]> ~deadthin http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/440505/ http://deadthin.deviantart.com/journal/440505/ Mon, 13 Jan 2003 20:19:39 PST spatula's da. she's all alone and she has some great fucking art....

you people should be ashamed for not noticing the new people. reallynow. ]]> ~deadthin