http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:dearestme&section=today deviantART RSS for by:dearestme en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 24 Nov 2009 00:37:35 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/27934262/ http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/27934262/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 03:19:44 PDT
I'm leaving this account because of the chaos and starting new life on a different one
private message - if you're interested

but don't you worry, I leave your favourite TGS stamp

]]> ~dearestme http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/25291203/ http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/25291203/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 12:58:16 PDT
Geez, recently I've had the worst artist block everrr and I have absolutely nothing to submit. DeviantArt is a cool place, but it's not for me. Seriously, I'm glad that I've met so many fantastic people here, but it's hard for me to keep in touch with everyone by deviantArt. Sometimes commenting your pictures or journals is kinda hard for me, cause I have this feeling that every comment I write is the same.
Ok, nevermind.

I'm NOT going to leave deviantArt forever, I'll be back when I have some pictures to show you (more art, less drama and so on). But I won't visit this site too often.
However - I'm online on MSN everyday so you can send me messages whenever you want.

And now I'm gonna comment some of your pictures.


PS I love The Path and American McGee's Alice. And their soundtracks.

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So I woke up and guess what? The sun rised on the east (as it does every day) and then at the evening set on the west (as it does every day as well). There were some people kissing in the buses and parks (they are there every day). Maybe there was a little bit more of them than usually, but I don't think it's an anomaly or something. There were some people selling heart-like products, but there where also many people selling other normal every-day products.
So what's so special? It's just another simple day.

I don't celebrate the Valentine's Day because
1) I don't have anyone to celebrate it with
2) why should I? Look, I know it's beautiful and lovely (etc.) when one human being declares love for another human being. But wouldn't it be much more beautiful if people declared love for other people without any reason? Spontaneously? Nobody needs a special day for love (or to love).

]]> ~dearestme http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/23035021/ http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/23035021/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 06:13:45 PST From all the diseases on the world this was one of the most unexpected. I won't talk about the causes, it's too personal for me, however I think I'll take care, I'm not dead!
But definitely the worst thing about this is that I spend 3 hours everyday on my regular travels to school and to home, so that's kinda... tiring and problematic. As well as walking upstairs.
Also, the carrot juices. Damn, I hate them! But I have to drink at least 2 liters of water, vegetable juices and so on a day. Plus loads of medicines.

But as I have said, I'll take care.

]]> ~dearestme http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/22959034/ http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/22959034/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 07:28:39 PST [link] Part 1
[link] Part 2
[link] Part 3
[link] Part 4

Well done, Chis!



]]> ~dearestme http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/22936507/ http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/22936507/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 06:13:05 PST
nice one

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]]> ~dearestme http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/22305978/ http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/22305978/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 14:27:26 PST Let's just hope 2009 will be better.
It's 32 minutes left to modnight here, in Poland and I'm spending the New Years Eve in my house...
Playing Heroes III
So it's not THAT bad

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]]> ~dearestme http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/21877141/ http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/21877141/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 06:46:06 PST
Anyway, it's kinda weird when I can't sleep. I'm sitting in my room illuminated by a wan light from a lamp in a complete silence. It's dark and cold outside. Sometimes I turn on my mp3 and listen to music. And I feel great, cause I always have this strange feeling that every single picture I make is a masterpiece. Of course then in the morning I realize how shitty it is, but in fact most of my better pictures were made at 1 - 5 am.

Creepy
When I walk round the house I always look at the mirrors, doors and windows expecting Samara from "The Ring" to appear suddenly (or somebody / something like this). But I'm not scared. I know it won't ever happen. He he.
However this night I discovered definitely the creepiest thing in my house. After taking a shower (at 3 am) I looked at a steamed up big mirror. There are always some places on it that never steam over. I realized they formed into word "WHAT!". I know it's most probably only my imagination, but still isn't that creepy?

Random
When I'm very tired (and mostly it happens in the mornings) I'm delirious. And believe me when I say that this is hilarious xD
Ok... maybe I'm not very delirious, but I walk with my eyes closed and have VERY random thoughts, for example:
Ok, I gotta make myself a sandwich. Charmander evolves on level 16. Or 14. Btw, I'll be 16 pretty soon. Or 14. This flower is a bitch. She looks at me strangely. Yep, she does. Oh, my God, I am so tired. Turtle.
I just... love this part of a day.

I went back to sleep at 6 am and woke up at 1 pm.
I asked my dad to bring me my scanner. And my baby's already here with me Wheee.
Charmander evolves on level 16.
Now I'm sure.

Ok, I'd better end this journal here.

]]> ~dearestme http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/21850094/ http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/21850094/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 15:08:50 PST [link]
yeah im pretty bored

est estme eessttmmee dearestme

it's midnight already
good time to make a picture!

]]> ~dearestme http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/21724741/ http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/21724741/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 03:23:07 PST And so on.

Anyway, I know I've promised some people pictures, presents (Nick and Heidi know something about this...) and a comic (yeah, a short comic for some people, though I'm not sure if I want to submit it on dA), but I can't, I just can't. I'm too busy with the other things.
With one thing actually and the sound of its name makes me wanna puke my brain out. You guessed it, I'm talking about school.
What is more it's not learning that takes me so much time. I'm rather lazy and don't have really good marks (but I think I'll pass this year... maybe O_o). Though I think the situation would look much worse if not my positive thinking (which sometimes fails, but whatever).
The thing that takes me so much time is relaxation. Yeah, it sounds weird, but try to understand. Everyday I need about 1,5 hour to get to school. I get there by two buses and a subway. At Mondays I'm finishing school at 3/4 pm, because of extra art lessons. They are "extra", but not for our class. We HAVE to attend them. Usually at Mondays I come home at 6 pm. There are always loads of people in buses and in the underground and sometimes when I have my portfolio (for example at Mondays and Tuesdays) it's almost impossible to get in to the subway when there is such a crowd.
Also the weather is no help at all. I'm freezing on a bus stop and when I go home. And when I'm finally there I can't imagine doing any homeworks or learning anything.
Of course I got used to it, but it still is very tiring.
This Tuesday I'll have to go to school at 7 am and I have NO idea how I'm gonna do this.
Wish me good luck.


PS I almost took over the world yesterday.

]]> ~dearestme http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/21170733/ http://dearestme.deviantart.com/journal/21170733/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 12:07:17 PDT [link]

I know it's long. But it's worth watching.
Now... Let's hope it's true.

Thanks, *Digimitsu and *GloomyUnderwoods.

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