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]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/22532837/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/22532837/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 19:43:41 PST Now I am thinking I may have to take my sketchbook and things to Russia, at least I think I will be more comfortable there, no interruptions and I might have a little privacy so that I can draw my more naughty pictures for y-gallery
ARGH I know there are many things I'm going to want to buy while I'm there, I'm so worried I'm going to run out of money. I have saved JUST enough to make the four payments on my car while I'm out there T.T
phew, I hope I will have a relaxing time since I won't even have to work for four months! I hope it doesn't go by too fast >.<
unfortunately I'm going to be REALLY far from everyone I love >.< and the time change will be something, I will have to rotate many things like chat times and phones times around the time D: which is irritating >.<
OH! Avina! I will be able to call you from Russia before you go back to uni! I hope I remember to call :S

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]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/20923069/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/20923069/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 15:12:55 PDT
OMFG Everyone should play this game and I just found out last night when I was playing it after 10 hours that I can make it JAPANESE With English subtitles! EVERY GAME SHOULD HAVE THIS OMFG and the game is BEAUTIFUL and Ryu is HOT and the scenery is GORGEOUS I can't WAIT to get into the city! I've seen it on the demo and I mean come on.... a futuristic entirely Japanese old-world-looking city OMFG It's GORGEOUS it is JUST how the world should be, not out of touch with it's cultured roots!!!!! It is perfect and omg I would play it right now if I didn't need both my hands to eat supper! ARGH

OMFG I am off-the-wall excited about this game omfg.... ALL GAMES SHOULD BE THIS WAY OMG modern ninja kicking motorbike-riding bad-men out of their seats and cutting their heads off!!! (yes, this is the PS3 ninja gaiden where you aren't able to slice the limbs from the bodies like the Xbox360 version but that's okay with me)
Gorgeous Music, awesome voices IN JAPANESE now we just need the next few Final Fantasies to have this option and I'll be F-ING SET OMG! considering Nero the Sable's Japanese voice is..... dripping with .......*drool*........ ssssssssssmexxxxxxxxxxxx Oh God Yes .............................. I would..... sleep...... with that game *shifty eyes*
ssssssssmexxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

*droooooooooooooolz*

]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/20749275/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/20749275/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 19:46:46 PDT He came in again tonight so I snuck into the kitchen all army crawl-like and snapped about 10 pics of the little pest before shooing him out (actually he kind of left of his own accord because I kept blinding him with flashes. most likely.) and then I quickly and quietly set up the trap in hopes he might have a blonde moment and end up trapped. He is rather clever and escaped unscathed from my set up a couple nights ago D:< but I will try again... hopefully I don't actually catch one of the cats..... D:

]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/19426745/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/19426745/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 11:27:52 PDT I am going to re-upload my naughty Nero pic <3 with MANY Warnings included! <3

]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/19309252/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/19309252/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 11:24:10 PDT I cannot find my old drawings to scan on here
sometimes I want to scan my naughty pics on
but I am afraid of what some people will thing, especially fans of those characters
I don't want to be just some fan girl who has the hots for some character just cuz she wants to jump his bones >.<
Or one of those girls who just pairs up male characters cuz it's hot.
BLAH I don't wanna be one of those boring people.
Ugh. I am never going to get the pictures I want to finish, done. Everyone is going to think I am a bum. Nero needs more fans. Has everyone forgotten about him?
I am a lost cause and need help.
German is SO boring to me all of a sudden.
I am unmotivated tired and bored... and I just dun wanna go anywhere and do nothin T.T

T.T

I am going to bed instead of studying. Homework and studying don't give me ANY satisfaction anymore T.T

Showed my little sister Argento the Silver so she can see who I want to dress up as.
she's like "That's a WEIRD costume, that looks really hard"
I'm like "It's cosplay.... it's supposed to be hard, it's NOT weird! She's AWESOME"
Argento is still my hero <3 <3 <3

]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/17494982/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/17494982/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 15:23:49 PDT I have been busy playing Regnum Online and keeping on top of my new Polish friends comics <3 which are, like, THE highlight of my days ^^

And 's Someone To Love Me chapters are the highlight of my nights I have to wait until night to read them T.T I am so far behind, forgive me Aimee darling!

Good Lord Aimee that new NeroxArgento pic is the severe hotness! <3

and darling Avina has an amzing fic coming to fruition and she'd better write it!

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Ugh, I don't have to go through that, so I'm leaving it -.- So stupid... The world has definately gone down the drain...
Asses.
I can't believe how insulted I was after 3 minutes, how do these people become so ignorant? It's not like they had hard lives or anything, I mean, they've spent their little lives on the computer, it doesn't bug me much because they are much younger than me and I am above their league ^.^ they are still young and stupid, so I don't pay them much mind, still it's irritating.
Meh.
I'll be over it tomorrow.

]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/17290203/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/17290203/ Tue, 11 Mar 2008 17:04:04 PDT
I'm still not around DA much.

I still love you my darling friends And I'm still around to check out your new deviations and my favorite deviations

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]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16963396/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16963396/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 14:31:36 PST
This is not where I should be

I'm going back to my videos, and my darling website that I put so much work into.
It was nice being here for a little while, Oh my, now I know where I should be

MY VIDEOS :'( What the hell am I doing here in DA?????



*GONE TO VIDEOS* Friends, e-mail me if you wish to speak! I will come around once in a while to see your deviations!


~Later

Okay, I have had requests to stay, so I will just put up select new deviations. That is all, I won't be commenting or favoriting much.

]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16957104/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16957104/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 06:02:48 PST 's favorites and came across

O_o and this [link] O_o

no one knows this.... but I have always had a serious liking for my country's natives and Kokoum is FRIGGING HOT in this, I love you Leah! Thanks for faving Kokoum so I could share in the hot goodness. SOOO Amazing, HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLY cow... *drools* OMG, so now I have asked the artist if I can print it out so I can put it on my bedroom wall MWAHAHAHA OMG! Now I am inspired to look for more native photos. Specifically Dene and Cree and Chipaweyan <3 Hot hothothothot..... Woooh.... woooohoooo.

Today is a day off. I went to be so late last night Why am I up early again???? RAWR. Anyway.
omg I'm tired.

WOW, I have this MAJOR hankering to play Donkey Kong 64 O_o I want to play it so bad right now....
Argh, hungry

on another note, I LOVE YOU MASHKA (Avina, who else?)! You are the greatest! I love you dearly! Thank you! You are such support! Yes of course I will be on you about your homework as you are with mine >.< That's what best friends are for darling!

I am going for a while. I've realized I have suffocated the ones I admire most. So I must go. FOR A LONG WHILE, so as not to suffocate them further. I feel really dumb now, I didn't mean to be overwhelming and over bearing.............. why don't people just simply say "stop please" -.-




This is not my domain anyway... my domain is videos. NOT photography and drawings. what am I doing here.... I suck at all of it *runs to her video realm* "I'm coming my pretties! I still love you! I didn't leave you!"




I think I'm going to have a bite of of my 85% cocoa chocolate, it's like BOOM to the brain

Love you all my darlings

LOL Okay, I just had to say something, my rabbit Loppy just hopping into the living room, OMFG she is so cute ARGH. The expression on her face when I start to stare at her LOL she is SO cautious LOL. I think I'm just going to go stare at her now lol. Silly rabbit...
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]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16940674/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16940674/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 13:06:58 PST So I now have a headache.

I am thinking of more poems. Though the things that come to mind are so much different than they were during my angry angsty teenage days... More philosophical, more learned, not so... broken hearted pathetic crying your heart out kind of things.

I didn't bring my headphones, but I thought it was okay because I remembered to bring my book today. Instead I just sat idly on the bus watching the same old world go by, I haven't done that in a long while. It is still rather boring, the same old same old is just boring...

Maybe I am just feeling this way because it is dark, grey, rainy and cold. I cannot enjoy the rain until I get home. Now I cannot see it from where I am in this institutional like stone building >.<

hehehe, had to be the head of the Russian discussion today, and I took a picture of my REDICULOUSLY big spelling on the black board, I will send the picture to my dear Avina, she will think I am a nut but I thank her for the vocabulary

My neck is still very stiff from yesterday, so it is hard to turn it which makes doing anything hard, especially trying to look upward to take pictures >.< Oh well, there is not much good to see today anyway. HOORAY though I have Tuesday and Thursday off from work!!!! (unless I get called in) I cannot believe I do not have work until Saturday, I now have time to do things! I will work on my drawings more, and try and get more letters too and try and catch up with her. The only difficulty with this is that she will be busy... which makes me wish I were busy, so that I wouldn't have to sit around bored and doing nothing Ah well.

I hope today goes well for you all I love you all to death!

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Later~

MWAHAHA.

Okay, so last semester, before winter, I saw someone come out of one of our building’s lecture auditoriums while I was sitting at a nearby study area. I saw that he had long beautiful red hair (strawberry blonde to be precise). Hehehe, lower back long red hair <3. I have never seen a red head have hair so long. I had hoped that I would somehow see his face some time if I spotted that long red hair. Well, I came out of my other class just now, and lo and behold, long red hair, the same, tall and ……. ^.^…….I said to my friend “No way, I recognize that hair”. Anyway, he faced toward my friend and I and I said I had been wanting to see his face, but I could not see him clearly at all because he was at the other end of the hallway… I was rather disappointed, I tried to make it very discreet that I happened to be discussing him and very openly looking his way, but there were so many people in the hallway that my friend and I had to look between them, so it was not so obvious that I was looking directly at him. He left the hallway, then I did (making a stop before my next class) though that is the way I must go to my next class, his way. When I came back down the hall he was there again (must’ve spotted that I had been looking at him -.-) and sort of turned toward the wall as I went by. I was SO frustrated. BLAST. Will I never get to see his face? >.< I hope I will get to see him again…

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No one to talk to, no e-mails nor messages.
I am bored. Then sun is down, there's nothing to do.

Avina, where are you today?

I read a comic someone sent me, I read it twice already, and I e-mailed them 3 times today........ They're going to think I am such a nut bar when they open their inbox and see e-mails from me 3 times LOL... I just had to e-mail them again when I read it because the comic is hilarious and I had to tell them over and over lol.

I feel like I've been having my head bit off lately... There's people I want to make friends with but... then I think I should just leave them alone. They have many friends. They don't need me too.

I woke up much to early this morning, so I was irritable and out of it.

There is nothing good on TV and I haven't been able to find "Homeland" since Wednesday FRIG. FRIG FRIG FRIG.... At least I could be reading the book, where the heck did I put it? This happens ALL THE TIME. I always lose the things that I constantly carry around with me... WAIT... I think I put it in the truck. AHA. I am going to go look there right now!


3mins later~ Okay, no, it wasn't in the truck. Though I had vaguely remembered setting it on my beandbag chair (which resides on my bed and against my wall) Which I use to kind of curl up into when I sleep. It did indeed slide between my bed and the wall while I slept last Thursday night. Hehehe, I am actually rediculously happy that I found it and I am abandoning the internet to go read it now XD

I hope you are all doing well. Maybe I will send some wish notes to you all To wish you well because I love you all dearly



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]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16859824/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16859824/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 07:10:27 PST
ACK it's another snow day... For my sister >.< NOT me... SO here I am, at the university, unless the storm gets really bad, because then I will have to go home, but there are no windows where I am sitting, so I can't see...

I'm going to think about doing Avina's comic today.
I started my dragon pic last night, she needs bigger arms/legs... Though it's turning out pretty well! I knew I had a talent for dragons! MWAHAHAHA >.< Experience The Dragon Awesomeness!

Anyway... going to go... read... No, play Runescape... MWAHAHA.



no sun today...

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Me"awwww this is why I love you *glomps*"
Mashka"XD Because I'm honest?"
Me"because you make me feel better"
Mashka"YAY"
Me"I get all worried and stuff but you are the sun lol"
Mashka"Haha, me the sun? I'm definately nearing its roundness"

For the love of God, Mashka I love you HAHAHA lmao LOL ROFL. If I weren't at university I would definately be Rofl'ing.
*snicker* OH dear, classes will be interesting, what with me randomly laughing and all in the middle..

]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16846820/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16846820/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 11:12:02 PST so I am going to go get my sketchbook and draw in front of the big window we have in the living room YAY sun sun sun.

I am SO excited now, oh, but I will be drawing until sunset!
I slept WAY to long today (my only day off in a week) longer than I care to admit (though my Journal update time will be a slight give away)

OH! I want to start my dragon picture today. If I do it well enough then it will be worth buying Photoshop for OH dear, much too excited I must hurry up and start drawing!

I had too many dreams last night, I woke up with a headache. UGH the dreams were really dark and ... well... stressful mostly as well as wonderfully frightening X3 Dreams like I have never had before you know? Though I dreamt of taking pictures of people standing on the beams of unfinished bridges, I have been dreaming of unfinished/decrepit bridges for about a year now, and I HAVE NO IDEA why... They are beautiful in my dreams, I don't know why my dreaming self has such a fondness for these structures, though my awake self does not even think of bridges! It is so strange! What a strange dream, I even dreamt of people I have NEVER ever seen before! Entire groups of my 'friends' that don't exist in my awake life! It was completely different from my usual dreams! Anyway, light is fading gotta hurry up and do some drawing!

~A couple minutes later

Okay, took an ibuprofen, let the drawing commence!

]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16811592/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16811592/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 05:56:29 PST
I will probably update my journal after that. I am a little worried about work today, I will try not to frustrate my friend that I'll be working with... It seems that every time I work with her and it gets really busy, I make more mistakes in that time then I do the rest of the month!!! And she gets frustrated... though I don't take it to heart, she is just too uptight at work and I'm not haha.

I can't wait to look at more of 's artwork today I tried to look at more last night but I was so tired! I will eventually get through all of them X3


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~Later

Okay.

I had an AWESOME day. I talked to Ryan so much! (only select few actually know who this is) and I found out that he writes fantasy stories! One of them is 180 pages long! I can't even imagine that, that is a thick novel if it went from full letter size paper to novel size paper! I also learned that he owns The Thousand Orcs (which I was going to buy on Friday) I love how he loves orcs, LOL he's SO adorable when he geeks out ^.^ I wish I had a picture of him on here... :3 *sigh* maybe one day I will dress him up and take picture of him, he would be so handsome! He has the cutest smile, and .... oh I am on a cloud right now. We talked about DnD and I told him how I was almost always either a female orc or a female Drow Elf and he told me about his characters, his imagination is wonderful. He is ALWAYS happy and everyday that I ask him how he is he smiles and tells me "fantastic" and then we talk about maybe a couple of the latest things for five minutes (if we're lucky)

La lala. Sometimes I forget what he is like and that I like him so much because I don't see him much at all! I only see him maybe once or twice a week and that is at work, meaning I may only share a couple words with him. Luckily today I spoke with him for a half an hour!!! and we spoke so much, unfortunately he was still on the job and I had just gotten off of my shift
Oh dear. I could talk about him forever. I had better stop now LOL.

I got to see Terry (my friend who I've asked to model for me ) because she was coming on the shift after me, though she told me it would be hard for her to be in touch with me because she has a stalker(this is just how awesome she is LOL, she even has a stalker lol, but I do feel awful and want him to disappear) and mostly stays at home because he harasses her if he sees her out in daylight though we will talk on msn and then probably hang out and play video games!!!! her Ryan and I could all get together and play video games, oh this is so great! My hopes are too high haha... There are a lot of things Terry can't do because of this stalker guy, it's frightening, I got to hear a lot of stalker stories today.

I am thinking I might make Transformer chocolates for Ryan for valentines, he is, of course, working on valentines (he'd rather work than stay home alone because he dislike that day ) so I will probably have to take them to him while he is at work I don't know if I'll make more than one chocolate or one big one HAHAHA Oh dear, here I go WAY too happy right now. I think I'm going to go.... I don't know, OH, read Homeland.

Some people may not understand how important it is to me to be reading something. I read Garth Nix's "Shade's Children" back in October and I had read his Abhorsen trilogy (before it was a trilo... ]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16780410/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16780410/ Fri, 08 Feb 2008 06:07:55 PST
Avina would, but she lives 2000 Km's away from me, my old friends would, but they live 4000 Km's away from me, my sister might but she has a boyfriend and school -.- Yeah, would but she is married and has a life and lives far away too... Yeah that's about everyone...

I am thinking I might pull a random pretty person off the street and be like, "Do this for me for one second" I actually passed a pretty looking guy while I was on the bus and I nearly had the nerve to jump off the bus and go over to him HAHA This is why I don't have friends ... I freak people out before I even know their name ... Even though I'm so shy, I am SO spontaneous that it scares people because I still like to have fun even though I am so shy... but some people are too closed minded to be spontaneous

I have NO concept of social skills at ALL. I fail at meeting people, I just freak them out because I don't know how to talk to people! Not to mention people are a little wary of me because of the way I dress, I wear bandana's (I'm wearing one today...) and that's too different for my surrounding Square people... I wear lace gloves, and that's too different, I wear spikes, and that's too different... People suck -.- They need to lighten up It's the comfort zone, they are missing life because they still reside in their rather dim comfort zone... TOO RESERVED go *shoo shoo* get out there! Go dance on the sidewalk with a friend! Let it out! ARGH! Go absorb life and the surroundings! This is why people keep away from me My ideas are too different not like I care...

I need to get back to paying attention to Russian Class...

ACK the guy across from me is staring at me, it's distracting me from listening to the poems being read... I will refrain from making eye contact, AWKWARD!

I am going to put a sun here, because there is no sun out today

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]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16767103/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16767103/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 09:18:55 PST
(this is edited to be at the top of my journal though I wrote about Leah later in the day)
OMG OMG OMG I just found a girl who I knew at my old school in Saskatchewan! She's the only Leah Keeler that I know lol and I knew she was an artist (her and I had Garfield in common lol) but now I'm SO excited to find her here on Deviant!! I'm excited but I don't know if she will remember me at all, she was in a grade younger than mine X3 her and I also used to be friends with the same girl named Whitney (who I sat with on the bus everyday) Leah was the only one who I talked to in the grade younger than me lol, we got along well, I wish we'd kept in touch when I moved away 5 years ago, I know I always would see her in my friends yearbooks and be like "awww.... It's Leah, I wonder how she is now?" X3

Yay, Idea for a Dragon picture, titled either "Dragon Tears" or "The Death of my Rider"

and I came up with a composition that I was singing all day at work, then forgot it, THAT"S IT, I AM TAKING MUSIC SHEETS TO WORK! So I can write down the composition before I forget it!

Work was, well, AWESOME... though I don't know if anyone else sees it that way.
A woman came in and handed me a swiss franc in her change, as I was counting I spotted it and asked her if she wanted it back, she had never seen a swiss franc before. Now I wish I'd kept it -.- I LOVE switzerland it's my favorite country. I think I love it more than Russia!!!!! You know what, I should put my swiss pics on here... I took some REALLY sweet ones!!! I mean, we were on Mt. Lucerne on a SUNNY day!!! SUN! In LUCERNE! Yeah, it was just awesome, did some bird feeding. (<--love this emote too much)

Anyway. Yes, I must put my Venice pictures and my Austria pictures here as well.

Oh man, today just went good, I think I get the best customers! I love serving coffee & donuts & sandwiches <3 I hope I have this job for the next 3 years until I graduate because this is the best pre-career job ever!

Yay, today was a good day and I don't know why! How come it was a good day even though I had to wake up so early?...

hrm, didn't take my camera to the city again today but oh well, it was kind of an ugly day anyway

I am too tired to go on, to bed it is then.

<3
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]]> ~death-hymn http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16220254/ http://death-hymn.deviantart.com/journal/16220254/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 08:14:58 PST .< and those aren't as pretty. I want to color like Restrictor :'(

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