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                <title>journals...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Jul 2005 10:40:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ soo.. i really don't do my journals here. so if you are that interested in what is going on in my life, check out my xanga: <a href="http://www.xanga.com/deathofwinter">[link]</a>  thank you and enjoy my gallery. ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>I NEED HELP ON SUMMN! PLEASE HELP!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Jun 2005 20:25:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OK, so im trying to submit a new ID and everything is going well until i come to the browse box.  i find the pic and get it all submitted and crap and then i get this: "The preview image must be in either JPG, PNG or GIF format."  what does this mean?  if you can help me, please let me no!?! ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>masterpiece, symphony?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Jan 2005 20:17:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ what is a masterpeice?  a masterpeice  is a work of art done by someone  special. they put everything in to it  and just left it behind for the whole  world to see.<br />
what is a symphony?  a symphoney is a  work of art done by someone speical.  they put everything in to it and just  left it behind for the whole world to  hear. ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>catching up</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Jan 2005 11:34:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Its been a long while sence ive updated  and much has happened since.  I hope  everyone had a very merry christmas and  also a happy new year.  well....last  monday i got my wisdom teeth out and  they are still hurting.  its mainly  just the bottoms because they were  deeper i guess...but like blood has  been caught under my jaw bone and it  has hardened,  its called summn but of  course i can't remember.  but today is  the last day of holiday break and  tomorrow i have to go back and learn  which isn't that bad.  but in 4 days i  get my license, i CAN'T wait!  finally  some freedom away from here!   im sorry  for those that i missed anything with  over the break!  i have been brain dead  for most of the time!   well i guess  that much didn't go on but still, it  seems like it has?!? ]]></description>
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                <title>catching up</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Jan 2005 11:32:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Its been a long while sence ive updated  and much has happened since.  I hope  everyone had a very merry christmas and  also a happy new year.  well....last  monday i got my wisdom teeth out and  they are still hurting.  its mainly  just the bottoms because they were  deeper i guess...but like blood has  been caught under my jaw bone and it  has hardened,  its called summn but of  course i can't remember.  but today is  the last day of holiday break and  tomorrow i have to go back and learn  which isn't that bad.  but in 4 days i  get my license, i CAN'T wait!  finally  some freedom away from here!   im sorry  for those that i missed anything with  over the break!  i have been brain dead  for most of the time!   well i guess  that much didn't go on but still, it  seems like it has?!? ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>merry christmas</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Dec 2004 18:38:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmassanta.gif" width="22" height="20" alt=":santa:" title="Santa Clause" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmas.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":xmas:" title="Christmas Tree" />MeRrY cHrIsTmAs<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowing.gif" width="27" height="37" alt=":snowing:" title="It's snowing." /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xmasrudolph.gif" width="24" height="26" alt=":rudolph:" title="Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowflake.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":snowflake:" title="Snowflake" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>weekend w/ mom</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Dec 2004 18:01:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its been a little while since ive added  a journal.  well this weekend i was  with my mom and sara all saterday and  sunday.  We pretty much went christmas  shopping and just pretty much hung out.  ...sounds kinda weird to hang out with  ur parents?  i don't think so  my  parents are koo.  well my dad is kinda  weird but my mom also has her flaws  like....umm..being to proper i guess u  could say.  i have to pull the laughter  out of her or nothing happens  but im  just close to my mom so it easy to do  that.  well i got a couple of things  this weekend and the funny thing was  when i got home i wrapped all my own  christmas presents  it was funny   atleast i thought so.  i love christmas  with it being my saviors b-day and just  the cheer it brings. i just love giving  to others  it makes me feel good!   although this year is gunna be a small  christmas   it will still be a good  one!  the only thing is that i don't  have wednesday night church for the  next 2 weeks so i don't get to see  jillian, corey, kayla, sin, or britt  until i dunno when  but i do no i am  going to the new years eve party we are  having there  it will be fun i  guess..it better be!  jk  anyways  i  feel sooooooooooo fugly'n bad! i missed  sin's party but not because i didn't  want to   its cause my dad had to work  and so i didn't have a way to get there  cause the party was 45 mintues away so  its not like i can ask my neighbor to  take me   lol  my neighbor is 1/2 mile  away from me   i don't even no there  names  and ive lived by them for 5  years  o well...  anyways  im really  sorry sin and yes kayla i did call her!   lol   but im out  bye ]]></description>
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                <title>playing in the singing c-mas tree</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Dec 2004 22:18:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well  this week has been so long!  it  seems like c-mas is coming around cause  time is going by sooo slow!  but guess  what c-mas is coming around <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />   this  weekend (10,11,12th) i have orchestra  everyday.  I'm playing in the singing  c-mas tree in the musical pit.  ...with  my viola  hehe  but its exausting but  soo much fun!  the concert is an hour  long and im constantly playing the  whole time  fun stuff!  but that takes  up this whole weekend and im kinda not  gunna have much free time to chill with  friends but just one more week till  break so i guess i can wait!?!?  so  peace out   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bye.gif" width="25" height="16" alt=":bye:" title="Bye" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Good turns to worse at the parade! :'(</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Dec 2004 19:55:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok   today started off so good!  i was  in the christmas parade playing my  viola.  When i got there the first  thing that happened was that we found  out that our float won second place out  of the whole parade *exciting* and then  we started walking and playing  so much  fun!  and then everything was going  great and we were just having fun  playing our instruments(there were  about 20-30 of us)  well  about half  way through it  the worst thing that  could possibly happen happened!  I was  walking behind the float and i saw the  trailer go up 2 times like as if we hit  a bump that was huge!  and then i kinda  looked and a little boy(about 7 or 8)  that was on the float was lying on the  ground kinda stuned and then i heard  one of the adults scream...and he tryed  to sit up off the ground and in the  back of his head was a HUGE gash and  blood was just running out and all over  the concrete was blood!  i was like   OMG!  and he started screaming and by  this time everyone was crowded around  him and some people close to him were  crying and his mom came down and grabed  him and sat him down in her lap on the  concrete.  The driver had gotten out  and called the ambulance.  the whole  parade was stopped for about 10 minutes  because of us  but as i heard  he was  trying to get off the float and he  tripped and on the way down he hit his  head on the trailer side and thats what  cut him but then he went kinda under  the trailer and about half the people  were on the trailer so it was pretty  heavy and the tires went over his  stomach, head, and legs twice(2 sets of  tires).  i was so bad!!! i felt so sick  because i just wish i could have been  there to help him.  but we had to go on  so we all went on with the parade and  played and then i caught up with the  brothers and sister of the boy(friends  in the orchestra) and they said that he  was doing better than they thought and  that he was going to the hospital and  he didn't have any internal problems as  far as they knew and that he should be  fine but just the thought of being ran  over just gives me the chills!  but  then i caught up with johnelyn my  bestest friend! and talked just for a  little bit  then i went to the Cupboard  to buy my sister a c-mas present and  spent an hour in there and then i went  home and slept for a little while  then  i went to becca's house and painted a  little bit and painted a project for  her school class.  but thats about it   but i please ask for prayers for the  boy    i think his name was Jake Landry   or it might have been jared?  i dunno   i just atleast ask for prayers for the  Landry family  cause i no they will  need it!  have a great holiday!  God  bless u! ]]></description>
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                <title>c-mas is almost here</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Nov 2004 19:18:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ thanksgiving was OK i guess  just kinda  had it easy. My pepaw and memaw came  over to my moms house and so we had a  small thanksgiving  and then i spent  the night with my mom on thursday  night.  That night we put up the tree  which is very pretty(my mom can do all  the decor that is really designer-ish)  and so that went up and then just kinda  had an easy night and watched mission  impossible!  its pretty good!  and then  friday i helped my sister move her  stuff out of her app. and so that took  all day.  saterday(today) i went  shopping for c-mas with my dad and step  mom.  i got a couple of shirts and a  tie.  then came home and put up our  tree...well actually we have 2 trees   one I do all by myself cause im a big  boy  actually cause its the one that  comes out the prettiest each year...not  that im conseded or anything?  but i do  the small tree which is about 3 feet  tall and sits on the side table in the  living room and i do all the crystal on  it and acsents of red and gold...very  pretty.  but the large tree looks kinda  crappy.  only 1/4 of the tree's lights  are working and so my step mom is gunna  play with it morrow(good luck)  but yea  im excited about the c-mas season  just  doesn't feel like it should be here  already.  but i hope yall have a good  holiday and stay warm. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bye.gif" width="25" height="16" alt=":bye:" title="Bye" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>cause Cynthia and Kayla told me to...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Nov 2004 19:57:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well...to start things off.  Kayla  really didn't think that i would write  about how beautiful she is!  well she  thinks im a dork so im gunna do it just  to show her wrong!  She is very  beautiful!  long black hair, very  pretty, and an awesome personality.  <~~  proves u wrong! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/poke.gif" width="44" height="14" alt=":poke:" title="Poke!" />  and also Cynthia told  me to write a journal cause, well just  because! and so i did.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /> tonight i  played Jesus in a skit at church.  well  actually i just wore a white shirt <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/whisper.gif" width="31" height="21" alt=":whisper:" title="Whisper sweet nothings in my ear!" /> and  helped a girl up from crying which  symbolized me being Jesus.  it was fun  and it went over good  atleast thats  what some told me.  but i can't wait  for this week to be over cause i get to  have thanksgiving and i get to paint  all break long!  very excited!  im  doing a pink flower(about 60x80) and  then im doing Cynthia's wings on the  back of her hoody.  so its all  gravy...sure.  also i get to do a  mission trip saterday with the church  and help needy people but the only  thing is that jillian isn't gunna be  there.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crying.gif" width="20" height="17" alt=":crying:" title="Crying" /> but it will be ok i  guess....well im off.  hope ya'll have  a good holiday.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bye.gif" width="25" height="16" alt=":bye:" title="Bye" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>head like a hole</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Nov 2004 18:36:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AFI LYRICS<br />
<br />
"Head Like A Hole"<br />
<br />
[Originally by Nine Inch Nails]<br />
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god money i'll do anything for you.<br />
god money just tell me what you want me  to.<br />
god money nail me up against the wall.<br />
god money don't want everything he  wants it all.<br />
<br />
no you can't take it<br />
no you can't take it<br />
no you can't take that away from me<br />
no you can't take it<br />
no you can't take it<br />
no you can't take that away from me<br />
<br />
head like a hole.<br />
black as your soul.<br />
i'd rather die than give you control.<br />
head like a hole.<br />
black as your soul.<br />
i'd rather die than give you control.<br />
<br />
bow down before the one you serve.<br />
you're going to get what you deserve.<br />
bow down before the one you serve.<br />
you're going to get what you deserve.<br />
<br />
god money's not looking for the cure.<br />
god money's not concerned with the sick  amongst the pure.<br />
god money let's go dancing on the backs  of the bruised.<br />
god money's not one to choose<br />
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I was listening to Rock 93.9 and they  were having what is called the cage  match of the bands and they mintioned  afi and I was like  YAA! and so i  turned it up expecting like girls not  grey or something and that^ song came  on and it was the first time i had  heard it and the singer isn't Davey or  he has REALLY changed his style cause  it didnt seem like him at all!  but it  was a really good song! and it was the  first i had even heard it!  but yea   hope u like it when u hear it! ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>...why</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Nov 2004 19:11:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i feel so bad right now!  cause i mean  im sure that telemarketers are nice  people and that they are just like me   its just that they call under the most  strange conditions sometimes!  i mean i  just hung up ...well actually i let her  hang up on me.  i just didn't say  anything and now i feel REALLY bad  i  just wana call her back and like give  her a BIGGG hug!  i don't no...i mean  that is just their job and trying to  support their family and so they call  others.  but i just feel bad now cause  she seemed to be really nice! ugh   im  not gunna sleep good tonight because of  that!  ugh...i should have just said no  thanks but she was just like   "hello..mr gordon...hello...have a nice  day,  bye"   :tear: she was just so  polite about it..... ]]></description>
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                <title>random thoughts for the mind...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Nov 2004 16:24:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well...im kinda upset cause i didn't  get to go to church tonight!  its all  cause my family were being hethens!   but yea...i can't wait to drive  it is  almost here though!  and tomorrow i  don't have to go to school  im gunna be  on a field trip to a safty club  convention...fun<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ..yea  but i get to  spend all day with my bestfriend  johnelyn!!!!  yaaa  and then on friday  i get to go to jillians( :dollsfall: )  birthday!  i can't wait and johnelyn  and becca are coming to that and also i  think phil...but not real sure?  but  yea...i had a good halloween, hope yall  did to!  but im out   ttyl  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bye.gif" width="25" height="16" alt=":bye:" title="Bye" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>halloween!!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Oct 2004 08:08:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ finally!  its here!   mwahahahaha!!!!!!!!!  i love halloween,  even though i'm not doing anything  special, i still love it!  and tonight  im going to a church bonfire and im  dressing up in my costume<dark angel>*i  made it* and i don't think my church  will like it that much but i dont care <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/plotting.gif" width="18" height="20" alt=":plotting:" title="Hmm. Evil plotting in progress." />  this is like a once a year thing...for  most people  hehe  and we can dress up  as anything we want to be!  and even  though i usually dress like my costume  everyday...its still fun!  hahaha  i  hope u have a horrifying halloween!   and try not to pee in your pants to  much this year, i mean that man without  a head wasn't even real..or was he?  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bye.gif" width="25" height="16" alt=":bye:" title="Bye" />   BOO! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pumpkin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":pumpkin:" title="Pumpkin" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/skullbones.gif" width="20" height="20" alt=":skullbones:" title="Skull and Crossbones" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>blah blah blah...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Oct 2004 19:16:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today...well it was very good actually  for a monday!  I was wearing my new  shirt and I got alot of comments on  it(black and white striped w/ a pink  skull at the bottom) and also its  almost halloween! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/headbang.gif" width="47" height="16" alt=":headbang:" title="Headbang!" /> and so im happy!   and also i love my costume and so I  might wear it friday to school...hehe  and get in trouble! *mwhahaha* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> but  yea...and tomorrow is another prep  rally  and its red ribbon week! and so  we get to wear red all week  yea....<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":yum:" title="Yummy" />  that was sarcastic if u didn't catch  it! but also im happy cause i get to  see my mom tomorrow   and also  omg!   this weekend i heard some great news  for my sister   she got excepted into  the disneyworld college program  its so  koo!  only 4000 people in the WHOLE  WORLD get chosen for this program and  she was one of them.  its was just  really exciting and she gets into all  the parks for free! and so im like  "im  gone to see my sister!"  lol but yea   im really excited for her!  also   I  love sushi! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sushi.gif" width="21" height="17" alt=":sushi:" title="Sushi" />  its so good  ~random  thoughts for the mind!~  well im out   ill ttyl  bye ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>first time, but not the last! OMG!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Oct 2004 16:29:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok...well first you have to understand  that ive NEVER flown in an airplane  before!  but today, that changed BIG  TIME!!!!!  well at first, my dad was  like  "owen, tomorrow we're gunna go  and ride in an airplane" which was one  of his friends, well we got there  i  was like  ok lets go and so the pilot  did the check over the plane and then  we were set.  Well as we were getting  in he told me to go on the other side,  which was the drivers seat of like a car< the left side> and i was thinking, *ok   its different on a plane* so i didn't  worry about anything, then he said you  no your gunna be driving and i was like   haha  yea....and then he said yea, im  british and I have a dry sence of humor  and so i took it as a joke and then he  started telling me all these things  that I should do and I was  like..ummm...ok?!?  and then it hit me!   I WAS GUNNA DRIVE THIS AIRPLANE!!!  i  kinda got really nervous but I was ok  with it and then i started listening to  just what he told me to do, and so he  would tell me to do summn, and i would  just do what ever seemed right.  well,  I took this plane up and flew it above  my house(clinton) and the reservoir and  all over  jackson/madison/richland/brandon.  it  was so much fun!  but its kinda weird  how the first time i fly i drive!  haha   and that was 1 hour out of my driving  and i am able to get my pilots license  if i continue to do this. ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>can you help me? :(</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Oct 2004 19:30:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why do I feel this way?  I am always  confused and I have mood swings.  <not  the kind of my last journal, thats a  differ kind of mood swings> and I feel  like I'm pissed at someone and I don't  know who or why!?!?!?  Like I will be  like  all OK in the morning and then  during the day I just am happy at  certain points and then I am just  really quiet! and I feel pissed at my  dad and I'm not so it makes him feel  bad and I feel pissed at hime and I'm  really not so it puts both of us in a  bad mood!  does anyone know what I can  do to help this?  please let me know! ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>mood swings</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Oct 2004 21:59:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today I got to hang out with one of my  bestfriends. it was so much fun!  but  the real thing that made today exciting  was meeting her dad that owned/managed  a comic book store and I was told to  act like I liked comic books cause I  really don't, and so i met her dad and  everything and then started looking  around and at first I saw some posters;  looked through them, and then becca  GASPED and said "OWEN! come her quick!"  and so I was like ok  what? and then I  saw it,  it was a jack skellington  collectors doll in his casket and it  was soooo beautiful!  i loved it!  i  almost bought it on e-bay but i didn't  wana risk it, and so i dropped the  subject but then i looked at the price  tag, and figured i would bring my mom  to the place  ::hehe::  and then i  heard "OWEN, omg look up there!!"  and  i turned around and there they were!  3  AFI collectors dolls!  i was like  OMG  catch me! and i was like  omg!  and so  i looked at the tags and they said  $11.55 and i was like  umm...ill buy  one of them today and then i saw  another price tag on it that had been  marked down and it said $5.50 and i was  like BOOYA! and then he started talking  and i didn't hear anything cause I was  in lala land over these dolls and i  asked him how much? and he said "$2.00  each!"  i think i peed in my pants, but  it was raining outside so i plaid it  off  (j/k) and i was like  ill take um!   and so i got 3 AFI dolls today and i  was so freakin happy! and then to make  it even more better, i went to party  city to get my halloween costume which  I'm being a dark angel (in the shadows  growing wings is the name of it) and so  we got there and we walked in and i  knew were to go to find them, but  didn't expect what i saw!  It was a  whole friggn isle of just wings  (you  don't no how exited i was cause i LOVE  wings) and so i was like  omg which  ones do I want, but i finally chose  black wings and then we hung there for  a lil while and left.  then we went to  get summn to eat and went to the life  way christian store and got an ichthus  for becca's car and then went home!   but today was so much fun!  i loved it  and its only saterday!  peace out! ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>about me in AFI terms:)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Oct 2004 09:13:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *Choose one band or artist and answer  using only their song titles: A Fire  Inside :AFI: (surprised, anyone?)*<br />
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Are you male or female:   He Who Laughs  last, The Boy Who Destroyed The World.<br />
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Describe yourself:  Bleed Black,   Totalimmortal, Aspirin Free, Silver and  Cold.<br />
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How do some people feel about you: The  Lost Souls, Dont make me ill.<br />
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How do you feel about yourself: The  Great Disappointment, Two of a kind,  Shatty Fatmas.<br />
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How do you feel right now: Smile,  Self-pity, No poetic device.<br />
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Describe your ex-girlfriend: Sacrifice  Theory, Cereal wars, The prayer  position, The last kiss.<br />
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Describe your current girlfriend: Of  greetings and goodbyes.<br />
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Describe your family: I Want To Get a  Mohawk(but mom wont let me get one)<br />
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Describe where you want to be:  Morningstar, The hanging gardens, Paper  airplanes, but home is nowhere.<br />
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Describe what you want to be: The  Checkered Demon.<br />
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Describe your past: At a Glance.<br />
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Describe your future: Ever and a day.<br />
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Describe how you live: Cruise control.<br />
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Describe how you love: Catch a Hot One,  Strength Through Wounding.<br />
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Share a few words of wisdom: Keep out  of direct sunlight. ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>wedding...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Oct 2004 19:25:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well...it all starts here!  some say it  all goes down hill from here but its  the beginning of my brother and his  awesome new wifes life together.  i  just now got home from the rehearsal    im so full!  and i hope everything goes  well!  cause i don't really no what to  do cause we only went through it once  and i mean it was all easy and stuff  its just that im a grooms man and im  gunna have a tuxedo on and like tux  pants up my butt::j/k for those who  have a weak stomach:: and shiny shoes  on and im already gunna have alot of  attention on me and i don't want to be  squerming around alot up there   but  its outside on a peer infront of a  really pretty lake!  its really pretty  and tonight we practiced at the time it  is going to be and the sun is setting  right beind them! it was so awesome!   but enough of that!  how was your day?    ..i really wana no  ::sarcasm!:: ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>...ugh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Sep 2004 17:32:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ did I ask for your opinion?  if not  then please don't give it to me.  don't  expect the best of anything when you  look at my site...just expect the love  and time I had put into it   cause I no  im not the best speller or the greatest  at grammer but I hope some just  understand this and then those others,  you don't have to be rude!  if you  can't say anything nice, then don't say  anything at all!  have a nice day!   loves.... ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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                <title>why is life so short</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Sep 2004 12:16:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i feel like i have so much to do and  there is so much going on that i can't  get near to completion!    Im so  confused with everything but somehow i  am on top of everything that is going  on.  is this normal?  my mind is  spinning out of controle!  i need time  to myself but im scared to be alone.   Help if u are asked, but i can't speak.   hold my hand when im in trouble; i  have a gun held up to my head by a  stranger.   am i needed or am i just in  the way of growth?  ...... ]]></description>
                <author>~deathofwinter</author>
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