http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:defarge&section=today deviantART RSS for by:defarge en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 11:21:55 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/7909895/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/7909895/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 18:51:20 PST ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/1267710/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/1267710/ Sun, 12 Oct 2003 14:30:53 PDT ]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/1135053/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/1135053/ Sat, 06 Sep 2003 18:04:20 PDT ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/702346/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/702346/ Thu, 08 May 2003 17:40:01 PDT ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/653960/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/653960/ Thu, 24 Apr 2003 01:36:44 PDT
Some I will talk to, not many, I am a very quiet person around those people I don't know.

Some will become acquaintances, people I talk to when I see, what people commonly refer to as 'friends'

'Friends' fall under something different for me though. I don't have many friends.. I need to be able to trust the person for that, and I don't give my trust very easily. Those are the people I care about, if they are in need I am there, for whatever they need. They come before me, that is how I am, that is how I've always been...

I don't expect the same in return, I'm used to people not caring about me, its nothing new, I've always been the 'interesting' one that everyone seems to think can take care of himself... HA... Some people though.. some people see me for me.. not many, and only the ones I let in.. Only the people who care.

Those people... Those few that actually care about me.. Those are my angels.. Those people have brought me through the harderst times in my life. Those few have taught me to love, and to love again. They are my light when I need it, and my shoulder to lean on, or cry on. They are my life, everything I live for, the reasons I go on, the reasons I try, the reasons I do my art, the reasons I do everything. If it weren't for those people I would be nowhere.. Thank you to everyone, it means more to me than you can possibly know. ]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/277463/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/277463/ Sat, 21 Sep 2002 01:32:10 PDT ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/243156/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/243156/ Fri, 23 Aug 2002 00:03:24 PDT
How many of you know what I'm talking about? How many of the people that are actually going to spend the time to read my rantings actually know love? How many of you people actually know what it means to love someone? To give you mind body and soul to them. To give your life to them... Trust them with every fiber of your being.. How many of you have had that.. and lost it? How many have simply given up from fear? If you have.. you are a fool.. NEVER give up on love.. I stuck with it.. through some of the hardest times of my life.. through depression, on both our parts, though the pain, through the death of a very close friend.. through everything.. she has always been the one i can count on more than anyone. for anything, any time...

ok.. i'll shut up now.. ]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/147630/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/147630/ Thu, 30 May 2002 15:12:58 PDT
at 1:50 there were 2 helo's were on the mountain at that time.. the 304th squad from the 939th based out of oregon dropped a litter and one PJ, leaving pilot and co-pilot, crew chief, and one more medic on board.. it apparently clipped the mountain.. they rolled at least 1/4 mile down the mountain, adding 1 critcal and 3 more patients to the list...

i work the the 304th a lot on various searches... there are a bunch of searchers up there right now.. and they have brought in about 8 more choppers since the one crashed.. this is not good guys..

i dont know what else to say.. ]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/140075/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/140075/ Wed, 22 May 2002 10:25:58 PDT ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/124676/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/124676/ Fri, 03 May 2002 07:56:24 PDT I don't know how to tell her that, she will probably think i'm just saying it to make her happy again..

g;fdlkghj;lk

I hate my life... ]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/90881/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/90881/ Wed, 20 Mar 2002 15:19:13 PST ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/75350/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/75350/ Sat, 23 Feb 2002 23:41:46 PST
-Florin"

...Xia is one of my best friends..... things are still unclear.. i have no idea whats going on..



[link] i got him onto dev a little while ago... he's posted 3 things..

if this ends up being true... this is one of the worst days of my life ]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/75058/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/75058/ Sat, 23 Feb 2002 11:40:29 PST
To forgive, is to forget.
To forget is to not care.
To not care is unforgivable.

]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/73764/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/73764/ Wed, 20 Feb 2002 23:30:45 PST
how cruel is that..

how fucked up is that?

as;lkfj;dslkgjfdgkjhgoerg;lkn ]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/72665/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/72665/ Mon, 18 Feb 2002 22:30:40 PST
bag em and drag em

]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/71300/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/71300/ Fri, 15 Feb 2002 23:23:20 PST

we'll see how it turns out, i dont think she's alive, been gone for a week ]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/69175/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/69175/ Mon, 11 Feb 2002 23:13:39 PST ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/59912/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/59912/ Wed, 23 Jan 2002 23:52:44 PST
i went at a punching bag for a few hours.. nice bloody knuckles.. felt good... tomorrow i'm gonna swim... and swim hard.. i have anger to vent... so who knows.. maybe'll i go 23 something in my 50 tomorrow... wish me luck... ]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/59010/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/59010/ Tue, 22 Jan 2002 08:14:04 PST

i hate you all...

no..no..

i love you all..

yeah... thats it.. ]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/41057/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/41057/ Thu, 29 Nov 2001 08:11:34 PST ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/41056/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/41056/ Thu, 29 Nov 2001 08:10:54 PST ]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/12010/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/12010/ Tue, 22 May 2001 18:40:18 PDT
great weather,

great everything ]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/10870/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/10870/ Thu, 10 May 2001 01:27:33 PDT ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/10554/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/10554/ Sun, 06 May 2001 05:27:25 PDT
a lil about myself....

well i'm a youngin of the age of 17, born and raised in Oregon. i love the outdoors, and "extreme" activities,

sports wise, through school, i'm the top swimmer, sitting with about 6 school records... and i'm one of the schools top Jav throwers and Pole Vaulters... although thats not a whole lot to be proud of

as for after school "sports" i do rock climbing when the weather is good. and i'm Quartermaster for a local SAR team... so dont get lost on me, and if you do... please PLEASE dont be stupid....

all you got ta do is hug a tree

-Defarge- ]]> ~defarge http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/10553/ http://defarge.deviantart.com/journal/10553/ Sun, 06 May 2001 05:26:25 PDT
a lil about myself....

well i'm a youngin of the age of 17, born and raised in Oregon. i love the outdoors, and "extreme" activities,

sports wise, through school, i'm the top swimmer, sitting with about 6 school records... and i'm one of the schools top Jav throwers and Pole Vaulters... although thats not a whole lot to be proud of

as for after school "sports" i do rock climbing when the weather is good. and i'm Quartermaster for a local SAR team... so dont get lost on me, and if you do... please PLEASE dont be stupid....

all you gots ta do it hug a tree

-Defarge- ]]> ~defarge