http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:defred&section=today deviantART RSS for by:defred en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 21:40:30 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/24981819/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/24981819/ Wed, 27 May 2009 15:17:16 PDT almost time for exams which is scary but the new york weather makes up for it.

good luck

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/24981818/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/24981818/ Wed, 27 May 2009 15:17:15 PDT almost time for exams which is scary but the new york weather makes up for it.

good luck

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/24146908/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/24146908/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 12:58:23 PDT its my favorite time of the year cause...WHO DOESNT LOVE CHOCOLATE?!
yay yay yay yay

on spring break right now and i am so happy cause...WHO DOESNT LOVE NOT GOING TO SCHOOL?!
hahah but anyways.

enjoy.

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/23748302/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/23748302/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 14:39:57 PDT But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

you belong with me - Taylor Swift

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/23365784/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/23365784/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 15:24:34 PST Butter.
Chocolate.
Jelly.

Gross right? Yeah i know.
My random mood calls for random journal titles.

We have moved out of NYC to the suburbs.
Which is cool.
School is at the end of the road.
Which is cool.

Geh. So. Tired.

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/22712697/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/22712697/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 12:26:01 PST
YES WE CAN - Obama

his speech was really good, go watch it on youtube, and inspiring as well. seriously, watch it.

anyway, snowy over here but still nice. i am in starbucks doing my homework as we havent moved into a house yet but its nice living on park hahaha thats right 36th and Park.

busy busy with homework so i have to go but until then...WATCH OBAMAS SPEECH PLEASE.

ciao xxxxxxx

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/22415379/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/22415379/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 13:51:58 PST HUGE but like I said..there are like more important things to worry about then getting lost.

Song to Listen to this week: Love Remains the Same - Gavin Rossdale

Have a good term at school guys

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/22354049/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/22354049/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 12:50:06 PST
]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/22018469/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/22018469/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 15:56:47 PST
I am in NY now and looking out of my moms Madison Avenue building and its snowing!
Its EXTREMLY COLD which i dont like..well because i dont like coldness but but i like snow. Which is strange but there you go.

When more news presents itself i shall write again but in the mean time i hope that all your christmas's are white.

xxxx

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21885134/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21885134/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 16:17:07 PST
Enjoy your holidays everyone!

Merry Christmas.

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21725296/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21725296/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 04:59:53 PST Let's just take our time
There's nothing else to do
What better way to spend the night
Than wasting it with you
The moon has won the war
The daylight waits to end
Stay here by my side
We'll watch the struggle start again

New favorite song thats to [link]! Thank you my dear as this is really an awesome song (download it).

School play all this weekend which is VERY fun I can tell you. As well as this, numourous homework and classwork to watch up on AND planning a leaving party AND packing up my room bit by bit.

Two weeks. And counting.

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21624296/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21624296/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 02:49:36 PST I don't need to say I'm sorry
I do what everybody wants to do
It's not so complicated
'Cause I know you want the same thing, too
So what you gonna do, what you gonna say
When we're standing on top and do it our way
You say we got no future
You're living in the past
So listen up, that's my generation

Generation by Simple Plan is a really excellent song. I first heard it when I was watching Star World (channel 37) and the ad for Heros Season 3 came up and they were playing this song.
If you havent heard it then you really should listen to it.

Answer to your question is : yeah ok im not really alright. i was depressed coming back from the ressie cause its my last, besides you were all to busy talking to even notice, as well as PDA right in my friken face. i wasnt alright. but im fine now and thats all. stop bugging and just leave me be. thank you very much.

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21607509/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21607509/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 03:05:31 PST

It was really fun and though i complained a LOT i am so happy that i did it and now in the three weeks that i have left, i can relax and get to know bangkok and everything i missed in the 7 years.

Pretchinburi (??) was actually a good thing for me cause i had a week away from school and with my best friends and really...wow i loved it

I pulled my muscle again, not by dancing, but by a trek up down around and even under the hills and though in pain, i did it.

Thats really all.

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21449371/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21449371/ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 05:44:00 PST My old ways have come back to me as I fall yet again for someone off limits to me.

Nothing else is new, going away next week and returning with many photos to upload and journals to update.

Until I can think of something.

Ciao xxxxx

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21293599/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21293599/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 02:22:05 PST Tiredness
Turn the lights on please
Time to wake
You know what you should do?
SLAP YOURSELF IN THE FACE!

The last two lines are a quote from my best friend but really thats what i need to do because of my newly developed sleeping issues.

News : I cannot really be bothered to continue diary of an idiot cause i just cannot. I think i am going to stick to photography and not writing.

REVISION. Why and who on earth picks ICT as a GCSE subject? dont. seriously.

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21135610/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21135610/ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 05:23:56 PDT let it go
let it roll right off your shoulder
dont you know?
the hardest part is over
and let it in

Got back from the beach today and MUAH i loved it there. We went to a fire show (which would explain the pictures of fire <3) which was amazing and i had so much fun!

Good to be home and i have to upload pictures and unpack so more later as well as another diary of an idiot

ciao bella

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21073158/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21073158/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 01:41:00 PDT
Can't believe its happening
When I least expect it
My prince under disguise
How you fooled me with those eyes
When I feel like letting go
In your arms is where I know
I am wrong
From the beginning we always belong

Hahaha i love this song right now, its like kindof expected but yeah still.

Home alone today, everyone is out or in another country.

Diary of an Idiot - my new thing you could say, it wont be like an often thing but when i am feeling random it might be my new thing. they arent like amazing pieces but a typical diary of someone who doesnt care. inspiration? cannot say.

anyway, lots to do. haha nah

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21025197/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/21025197/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 23:52:59 PDT So busy showing me where i'm wrong
You forgot to switch your feelings on
Oh-Oh-Oh
So so superior, are you not?
You'd love a little bit but you forgot

Bella left this morning, YAY nah not really. Everything is so silent without her screaming. gotta lover her.

Just me at home.
Listening to music.
And waiting for your answer.

<3

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/20368896/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/20368896/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 04:52:37 PDT
With my little blue fan moving the air around, I was just laying on my bed thinking about things when i changed my postion so that my head was hanging off the edge. I looked at the "new" image of my road and everything changed.

When the blood rushes to your head...Well I dont know about you but it makes me concentrate hard on something. This concentration put me in my own world where everything went my way, i got what i wanted always.

Wake up...Your a drama queen.

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/20178777/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/20178777/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 05:07:06 PDT Sometimes, this is not the case.

Once in your life time your life will really turn strange when you are faced with a problem, a serious problem or just maybe a small one, but a problem all the same.

Each problem is different and varies in difficulty to solve it quickly...or even slowly.

My problem, can be split up into 4 different catogories...or people and right now, sorting out each problem slowing and as less painful as possible is top on my list.

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/19933412/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/19933412/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 11:50:58 PDT
sitting here and looking out the misty window onto the lush green yard i see many things that you cannot see anywhere else that i have traveled this summer. instead of dust and brown i see green. i see blue. i see birds pecking the grass and fountain water trickling through the maze set. the peaceful brick cottage wing sticks out for me to see my brother playing WII through the window and missing the oppertunity to see the luxury of our settings.

although raining, upper durford estate is amazing. the garden stretches for miles and the trees sway in the fresh wind. the rose stands out amoung the bushes and the clouds move across the sea like sky.

the long winding stone walkway, from the coded gate around the house dampens as the rain falls and i see england in a much better way. not the cold, horrible place but the amazing luxury and well peaceful place.

things arent always as they appear.

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/19827275/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/19827275/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 12:42:24 PDT
today the most amazing thing happened to me but i am leaving and i feel so strong about it...ok not really...i am in unbearable pain and heart break is creeping up in my bones but i am so happy that it happened and happy that for once i was actually liked for me and no one was there to make fun or ruin my perfect moment.

this feeling sticks with me as the day comes to an end and i am most likely not to ever forget it. ever.

when i get back, i can already feel the confidence and things that i gained today...even though the person that made this possible will not be there...not for a year or more.

the summer is coming to a close and i shocked myself when i told my mom i was looking forward to going home and to school but its true.

remember your special moments from this summer and take them with you wherever you go because they matter, matter to you.

ciao <3

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/19762526/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/19762526/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 00:47:50 PDT Behind those hazel eyes lay the answer to the problem and the solution to what is going to happen.

These hazel eyes belong to someone who I have recently met and to someone who just is a mystery and I have little time to solove it.

Very little time. In fact till friday as this is when you leave and its the last chance to do something, to make something, to leave behind something.

I dont want to wait for this and hopefully you dont either but we can never be sure.

As the summer, finally, comes to a close.

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/19213327/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/19213327/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 04:24:34 PDT
That is where I am. I seriously love the holidays, no stress of work and you can take in a new setting and meet new people here and there. Our flat is coming together and family and friends have come to say hi and the setting in feeling is here, though taking a couple of days to find.

So to you guys, relax, chill and take in where you are and what you can do. Happy Holidays

]]> ~defred http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/14808612/ http://defred.deviantart.com/journal/14808612/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 02:53:02 PDT
If you want to use some photo or thing of mine then follow the steps below:

1. Add a comment on that paticular picture saying what you are going to take.

2. Include my name in your artists comments section.

3. Tell me when it's done as i will want to see it!!

4. Have fun with them!!

Thank you,

Defred

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