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but, getting back on tangent: i've submitted two of my works for prints although i doubt that anyone will purchase them. won't hurt to try, right?

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if you'd like to see any of my other works in print, please let me know.

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i am freaking out.

because of this project.

and for those who respond:
bless your satiated hearts for being so patient and reading this all
if you can be fucked to do so.

so, if you would be so charitable
i am kindly requesting your assistance
to please criticise my project
in the most brutally and incisively honest manner possible,
because monosyllabic responses such as "it's shit" or "i like it"
will not suffice.
so please be as specific and as thorough as you possibly can
providing your busy schedule (as dictated by exam season) will permit as such
because i really need help.

i will not venture into meticulous detail of the piece's thematic concerns
because i wish to simulate the viewer's first encounter with the piece
but you may inquire about the project as much as you like

there are some photos in my gallery.
the most recent, collage-like ones.
the descriptions on them are indicative whether they are part of this project or not.

my project deals with adolescence
it is called hidden places
it deals with internal emotional responses of pubescents to external stimuli

the purpose of my layout is to create a space that is unconfident
clandestine
delicate and precarious
to reproduce the malleable state of adolescence
hence the wooden boards hung on the wall diverging into a corner (hiding)
and the cardboard pyramids scattered on the floor
the highest one is 1ft tall
and the viewer must strain to look at them
and be careful not to trod on them
by which i am attempting to evoke an atmosphere of fragility and reluctant revelation.

so, basically i want to know:

is it crap or not.

here are some more photos of the thing:

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[link]

hehehe.

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what i need you guys to do is to pick a few of the things listed below and try to describe your interpretation of them as accurately and as descriptive as possible. you don't have to do all, but that sure would be nice as hell.

for example, if i want you to describe a clock, i'd ask you to state whether it was a digital clock, one with roman numerals, the size, the colour of the face, whether it made noises or not, etc.

here's the list of stuff. i hope you enjoy participating in this project

- a chair
- bird
- house
- a drink
- colours
- music
- childhood
- adulthood
- fear
- loss
- humour
- corruption
- insanity
- peace
- agony
- ugliness
- beauty
- love
- death
- life

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i was going to go alone (that's how much i love them) but luckily jamie and mary came w/ me last minute. but omgomgomgomgomg wowwwwww. what a bloody amazing night. one of the supporting bands was fecking cool, i must find out who they are. they wear anoraks and golden masks and do a sort of experimental prog metal type thing which is lovelyyyy.

mono just fucking slaps you in the face. they slap you and you fall into a newly-opened crevace in the earth created by the force of their instruments. then you fall into a tunnel of wind and sound with the drums that sound like the ocean in all its states possible. the guitars just fucking like expel beams of lights that penetrate you until you can feel it in your bone marrow. WHAT THE HELLL SO GOOD. i could see the forest with giant redwoods in a circle around me as if i was in the only barren circle in the whole woods, all of them leant in at an angle ready to smother me. the drops were like floating or like being buried under the snow without feeling the incisive cold. the levels were just so good and it was fucking loud as fuck but you could hear every single subtlety and it the sound would just pound and pulse and undulate and kiss you all over.

that girl can play bass like a little bitch and the guitarists were just like SFDLFDS!!!!!! they used so many fucking PEDALS (always a good sign). it was like they were possessed by their own music. during the harder bits which are intense like a bitch, their faces would contort as if they were letting out fireworks from their bellies, manifested in an angry war cry. one of the guitarists was rolling on the floor, convulsing. and during the serene bits they seemed to be lulled to sleep by the sounds that they themselves produced. so much conviction but so modest as well. fucking great stage presence.

omg and omgomg and they mostly played shit from the new album and i was so scared they weren't gonna play halcyon because i lie down and listen to that song imagining how it would sound live. THEY PLAYED IT AS THE CLOSING SONG. I WANTED TO SHIT MYSELF IT WAS THAT GOOD. i just forgot about absolutely everything and let halcyon guide my senses.

oh and i bought a shirt!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

FUCK. if mono ever comes to your town you must see them or i'll fucking come to your house and rape your parents.

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i got my eyebrow pierced.

i went to brighton to see a bonfire and fireworks.

boys are confusing

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i am happy.....

]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/10322032/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/10322032/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 06:35:02 PDT In a sea of gold down next to you
So blurred and tired under summer sun
You whispered dreams of a world to come...
We were so in love
In this sea of gold so young and tired
Under summer sun hard by your side
Whispering dreams down next to you...
We were so in love
The happiest day
Yeah the happiest day I knew
But summer sun sea of gold
This perfect day oh so long ago
Whispering dreams so blurred and tired
We have to keep this day alive
Whispered dreams so young and tired
It's hard to hold this day inside
And the happiest night I ever had
Up next to you in silver sand
So scared and high under winter moon
You whispered dreams that would all come true...
We were so in love
Up next to you so fucked and high
Under winter moon it made me cry
Whispering dreams on silver sand...
We were so in love
The happiest night
Yeah the happiest night I had
But winter moon and silver sand
This perfect night in another land
Whispering dreams so scared and high
We have to keep this night alive
Whispered dreams so fucked and high
It's hard to hold this night inside
Yeah and every summer's sun I want again
And every winter's moon I want the same
My happiest day and my happiest night
Always next to you...
And held deep inside...
Keeps me alive

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i haven't used them in a piece in AGES. more than a year. i guess it's because in art class we were always pressed for time along with my other subjects. i never used oils or acrylics in or out of class because they took long to clean up and because using other mediums allowed me to fill up my sketchbook more quickly.

now, when i try to do an acrylic or oil piece i fuck up terribly. and i'm scared becauseee i'm starting my course soon and i will no doubt re-encounter these scarey mediums.

ALOODODLEEAGWG. oven. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9927913/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9927913/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 08:44:03 PDT ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9835197/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9835197/ Thu, 24 Aug 2006 05:00:45 PDT
the end. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9769793/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9769793/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 10:56:39 PDT [link]

yesterday my a level results were published.

however, i have yet to view them. there are two reasons why i have not yet faced the impending doom:
a. philippine postal service is amazing(ly slow)
b. to call overseas would cost moneys hehe.

i have been preparing how to handle the news. part of this preparation entails planning my funeral. i shall tell you about it because it's a much more interesting story than listening to me whine.

at my wake, i will have "kings of carnival creation" by dimmu borgir playing on full blast. for those who don't know, they are a norwegian black metal band.

before my cremation the attendants of my funeral (of which there will not be many) must adorn my stinking carcass with lovely fabrics and ribbons and flowers. i would like to be on the bottom shelf inside the human-sized oven with a thin-crust pizza with mushrooms and garlic and parma ham on top.

my ashes shall be put into various firecrackers to be shot into the sky in time to music. "memorial" by explosions in the sky will be playing. i want to turn death into art so i can celebrate beauty instead of sadness.


i really need to get out of the house more.. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9412381/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9412381/ Tue, 18 Jul 2006 03:13:20 PDT ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9350793/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9350793/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 04:57:05 PDT


Lily: The King of Ukeles enjoyed anarchy.
Like a gold explosion.

Me: There is a dark alley outside my flat
it is cold and damp
warm air passes through sometimes
but not much
push, yow worm!!

Lily: Slime and mud engulf my head
Blue sludge kisses my neck
I am a moose.
All members of the animal kingdom envy me.

Me: WOOHA HA. You can't be our guests
Water in the hole
flecks of poo are crusted around my eyelids
shit particles escape from my mouth
dancing in the air like confetti
faeces leaks from all my pores
like a fine putrid mist in the air
checkpoint a, chinese camp.

Lily: I overheat and burst.
I combust BANG BOO
The earth makes me cry.
Then I laugh with Global Warming
And other earth-destroying buddies.
The flakes are floating and settling.
on your brain.
They come from deceased Monkehs.

Me: The EU is a lethal monster
It will slash you to death
with its morally lascivious
incisive, abrasive...
...
foreign trade policy.
Tiddly winks lick my trousers
4EVER LOLZZ

Lily: Thimbles fly from nowhere
Crashing into the rat.
Killed by thimbles,
he eats the EU.
Mmm... yummy.

Me: The EU wriggles in the rat's bowels
being slowly eroded by
digestive acids
The rat shits it out
into a worthless, disgusting pile
which is eaten by communism

Lily: Then, reycling the shit to
produce eco-friendly power
Suddenly became the fashion.
It became the most sought-over profession
To Shit For A Living

Me: Except for the old pensioners
Who mutate into lifeless druids
Only to be killed by the restless youth
Who swallows the police
in the dark Room
where all the paper bloom

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- i. pop ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9317234/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9317234/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 00:58:18 PDT
now can sleep already.

yay. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9283058/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9283058/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 15:22:21 PDT
but even if i try, i can't.

sleep will help me forget about the day i had. sleep will stop me from being so tired all the time. but getting to sleep is so difficult. i lay there in bed with only my thoughts (and dog) for company and it's really quite frightening. i'm not keen on waking up to another painful day either and the nightmares are getting scarier.

i've been trying to be active to take my mind off things. i help my mum at work. i tidy everything that can possibly be tidied. the breadth of the internet i've navigated in the past few days is amazing to even the 1337357 (leetest). i've finished a book. i've ran until i hurt. i've taken the reccomended dose of sleeping pills +2.. and i still can't sleep...

it's been 39 hours since i last slept. i've slept about 6 hours in total during the course of 5 days. i've gotten to the point that whenever i lie down or sit still, i tremble rather violently.

ssdfjalsjdfalsjdfaljsflajsdfjasdfljkasld kfjalskjflaksjflaksf
good evening i am zombiedeadgirl. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9084722/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9084722/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 07:40:24 PDT
GRRRRRRRRRRR.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

art exhibit showing today.

very gay.

in 2 hours.

i wish it was sooner because I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERRREEE.

i am in a CRAPCRAPCRAPPOLA spot. no one can see my stuff.

however, this might prove beneficial since all my work is shitshitshitshitshit.

the end. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9054517/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9054517/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 07:52:31 PDT
i choose the latter.

it gets very lonely sometimes even when you're surrounded with people. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9034635/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9034635/ Sun, 11 Jun 2006 07:18:16 PDT
people are ugly. i can see the dirt floating out of their pores like a stream. i can see the ugly when they breathe, little flecks of dirtiness infecting the air.

brains are ugly organs that fabricate ugly thoughts. mouths are dirty, disgusting vehicles through which these thoughts are projected. hands and limbs create and make these sullied thoughts tangible. humans are dirty. the intonation of their words is tainted with malice and weighed down by spite. the words drop and adhere to the floor which is pulsing with filth. they become as worthless as the ground on which they rest.

i am not attempting poetry because poetry is also ugly. art is ugly. an ugly attempt to beautify decaying things like drilling diamonds into a corpse. ugliness and dirtiness are inescabaple and people and the world nauseate me. i just thought i would share. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9027899/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/9027899/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 12:42:32 PDT
although i am 18 finallyyyy i am not yet enduring the effects of being an adult. soon perhaps, when i reach the peak of my manhood. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8987555/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8987555/ Tue, 06 Jun 2006 10:49:28 PDT
HAPPY DEVIL'S DAY EVERYONE (06/06/06)

how have you celebrated this day of darkness? i for one have been sacrificing virgins to his infernal majesty the whole day ^_^

once i had a dream that hell was a giant rave. hopefully this is prophetic. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8774519/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8774519/ Mon, 15 May 2006 03:25:03 PDT
~II=IIo

i wish a car would hit me. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8378515/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8378515/ Wed, 05 Apr 2006 21:02:00 PDT
that is all. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8233488/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8233488/ Wed, 22 Mar 2006 04:53:12 PST
LOL I HAVE A FUTURE, WHO WOULD'VE THOUGHT?!?! ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8219168/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8219168/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 16:39:42 PST
pre-interview - get wasted
post-interview - get stoned, then get on a 14 hour flight.

DO NOT QUESTION MY CAPACITY TO MAKE RATIONAL DECISIONS.

omg. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8184606/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8184606/ Fri, 17 Mar 2006 03:10:50 PST ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8149524/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/8149524/ Mon, 13 Mar 2006 13:11:05 PST
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omg i should be doing an essay on the books mentioned above as i am writing this journal entry.

omg robert smith is not edward scissorhands (a true misconception).

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I like to pretend to be smart. It makes me feel like a real man. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/7130276/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/7130276/ Thu, 24 Nov 2005 08:14:09 PST
]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/6979307/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/6979307/ Mon, 07 Nov 2005 11:51:40 PST THE CRUELTY!!!!!!! they are coming all the way from TEXAS. when am i ever going to be in texas?!?!??!!

time to wallow in teenage angst. woo.

speaking of explosions in the sky, watching the fireworks on bonfire night, stoned....beauuutiful.

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please please would someone like to tell me why my mother is convinced she is the most-suffered martyr of the 21st century? she probably thinks she is going to go to heaven and be beatified by the vatican for all the "pain" she has endured trying to exorcise her satan-spawn daughter.

well, surprise surprise. ]]> ~demented-bunny http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/6816852/ http://demented-bunny.deviantart.com/journal/6816852/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 08:16:26 PDT
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short leave is coming and i finally get to rest after doing absolutely nothing. oh joy of joys.

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Cannot come up with ideas for pieces for my art class.

I lied.

I manage to regurgitate a few ideas which, initially, i think are good. then i shit them out on paper and they look like, well.. shit.

ugh. i am rubbish.

RUBBISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

note: i have just noticed my subject titles for my only 2 journals are "ugh" and "bah". how eloquent i am.

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does anyone know any paintings on or off deviantart inspired by songs?

would be great if i got some help. merci beaucoup.

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