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]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/28078678/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/28078678/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 04:02:27 PST
::WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I...::


I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I stole something:

I was murdered:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:

::WOULD YOU::/

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

Keep a secret if i told you one?

Hold my hand?

Study with me?

Cook for me?

Love me?

Date me?

Have sex with me?

::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?

Broke my heart?

Thought I was unbearably annoying?

Hated me?

Wanted to tell me something but didn't?

Wondered about my sanity?

Wanted to do something to me?
If you're bored.


::More::

When and how did we meet?

Describe me in three words.

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When's the last time you saw me?

Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

Do you care?

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/27848734/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/27848734/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 06:33:48 PDT
No one's MAKING you read it. So don't bitch.

Chose 10 of your OC's. Or ten of your favorite people.(like friends,family,celebreties. Anyone you think is cool.) But you can't chose yourself.


1: Jett (M)
2: Tink (F)
3: Ganara (F)
4: Adon (M)
5: Mela (F)
6: Nassu-Rin (M)
7: Boshkir (M)
8:Kiki (F)
9: Cavrik (M)
10: Bishima (F)


1) Adon invites Ganara and Kiki to dinner at his house. What happens?
Adon OKAY! BOTH OF YOU CHILL THE FUCK OUT!
Ganara COME BACK HERE YOU BALD BITCH!
Kikki -shoots Ganara multiple times-
Ganara STOP THAT! IT'S ANOYING!

2) Cavrik tries to get Mela to go to a strip club.
Cavrik. You will come with me.
Mela -thinks about this- you've got ulterior motives don't you.
Cavrik -nods- but if you DON'T come I'll slit your throat.
Mela -raises middle finger- fine.

3) You need to stay at a friends house for the night. Do you chose Jett or Nassu-Rin?
Rob -clings to Jett- please! Help! If I stay with him he'll kill me!
Jett -pushes him to the side- I'm sure it's not THAT bad.
Nassu-Rin -shakes head- no, I will kill him.

4) Tink and Boshkir are making out. Bishima walks in...Their reaction?
Bishima what are you doing? And why is she tied up?
Boshkir -shrugs- cause I can -grabs her butt-
Bishima -bitch slaps him-

5) Ganara falls in love with Nassu-Rin. Kiki is jealous. What happens?
Kiki -bound and gagged-
Ganara. Now next time. DON'T TRY TO KILL MY NEW LOVER!

6) Adon jumps you in a dark allyway. Who comes to your rescue? Bishima,Tink or Boshkir?
Rob, ummmmm, BOSHKIR!! PLEASE! These two are useless!
Boskir -sighs- you owe me bitchtits -knocks out Adon-

7) Jett decides to start a cooking show. 15 minetes later what is happening?
Jett -smiles into the camera- this audience has been held hostage, the following are my demands.

8) Mela is in a car crash and is critictly injured. What does Cavrik do?
Mela HELP ME!
Cavrik Well that depends, what do I get in return?
Mela,, ummm, undying gratitude?
Cavrik. Can I sell that?
Mela. Fine, I have a ten thousand year old amulet.
Cavrik -smiles, tears the car off her- there we go.

9) Ganara has to marry either Kiki,Adon or Cavrik. Who do they chose?
Ganara -smiles, I already have Kiki bound and gagged. I'll marry her
Kiki -screams-

10) Boshkir kidnaps Tink and demands something from Mela for Tink's release. What is it?
Boshkir -clicks fingers- strip, both of you.
Tink wait, you want us to do,,, you?
Boshkir. No, I want you to do each other.
Mela -nods- I can live with that.

11) You get to meet either Jett or Nassu-Rin. Who do you chose?
Rob- JETT
Jett. The whole 'I won't kill you' thing?

12) Bishima challenges Adon to a chariot race. Why?
Bishima, something I know I can beat him at! Horses are my thing!

13) Everyone gangs up on Ganara. Does Ganara have a chance in hell?
Ganara -stands in the street surrounded by collared tied up everyone else- Tonight should be fun.


14) Everyone is invite to Tink and Bishima's wedding except for Kiki. How do they react?
Kiki -shrugs- I don't care, I don't know them.
Tink MIKEY!!!!! MIKEY!!! WHERE ARE YUUUUU!???

15) Why is Nassu-Rin afraid of Boshkir?
Nassu Rin, because he could kill me, in his sleep, with one hand and no legs.


16) Bishima gathers everyone around to tell them a fairy tale. How does it go?
Bishima, and then grumpy snuck up behind the evil queen and stuck his pickaxe in the ugly bitches spine, then slashed her face up with a knife so she'd never be pretty again. The end.

17) Jett arives late for Tink and Bishima's wedding. What happens? And why are they late?
Bishima. Hi, your -points to tink- boyfriend told me to find you.
Tink -sighs- THANK FUCKING CHRIST!

18) Mela and Cavrik get roaring drunk and end up at your house. What happends?
Rob, you two, stop that,,,, and put down the video camera! And the whip,, and the, wait, what is that thing?

19) Ganara,Kiki,Nassu-Rin and Adon all go to the zoo for Kiki's brithday party. How does it go? What presents do they get 8?
Adon For your birthday present, I'll protect you from that -points to Ganara-
Ganara -swings her warhammer at Kiki's head- HERE'S A PRESENT FOR YOU BITCH!

20) Everyone gets together and start protesting something outside of your house. What are they protesting? What do you do?
Tink GIMME BACK MY MIKEY!
Ganara KILL THAT BITCH KIKI!
Kiki KILL THAT BITCH GANARA!
Mela GIMME MORE LOVERS
Nassu-Rin GET DOWN HERE SO I CAN HURT YOU
Cav... ]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/27773316/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/27773316/ Thu, 15 Oct 2009 00:53:00 PDT

Chose 10 of your OC's. Or ten of your favorite people.(like friends,family,celebreties. Anyone you think is cool.) But you can't chose yourself.

(Since some of my names are gender ambiguous, I'll put an M or F afterward)
1: Kayi M
2: G M
3: Kaji-Rin M
4: Temiri M
5: Shayda F
6: Maranian F
7: Ariabelle F
8: Sirian M
9: Orion M
10: Mengshai M

Me: Rob


1) 4 invites 3 and 8 to dinner at their house. What happens?
Temiri good evening -greets them with a kiss-
Kaji-Rin if you EVER put your fucking lips on me again.You die,,comprende?
Sirian -smiles- play nice childre
Kaji-Rin Fuck you, I'm off.


2) 9 tries to get 5 to go to a strip club.
Shayda girls or boys?
Orion Both
Shayda Strippers or 'Strippers'?
Orion 'Strippers'
Shayda SWEET! I'm getting laid.-links arms with Orion-


3) You need to stay at a friends house for the night. Do you chose 1 or 6?
Rob KAYI
Kayi You'd have to stay with my owner and her family.
Rob I know -smug-


4) 2 and 7 are making out. 10 walks in...Their reaction?
Shai -pervs-
Ariabelle WHAT THE FUCK? THERE'S NO WAY IN FUCKING HELL I'M KISSING ANYONE WITH A PENIS!
G -growls- I have a wife and child Fuck you, with a rake.
Rob -hands up- WASN'T MY IDEA!!!!


5) 3 falls in love with 6. 8 is jealous. What happens?
Sirian -stands over Rin and Mari's unconcious bodies,picks up Mari- Mine.


6) 4 jumps you in a dark allyway. Who comes to your rescue? 10,2 or 7?
Rob -being raped- G, you stay away, this is better than owing you anythig.
Ari -shoots Temiri-

7) 1 decides to start a cooking show. 15 minetes later what is happening?
Kayi -has already made a banquet- Aerlee! Dinner!


8) 5 is in a car crash and is critictly injured. What does 9 do?
Orion -tears the car off her and heals-
Shayda Thanxu!
Orion I own you now. -shoves in a duffel bag-
Shayda -muffled- Coolio!


9) 3 has to marry either 8,4 or 9. Who do they chose?
Kaji-Rin you -nods at Orion-
Orion WHY?
Kaji-Rin Mutual Spousal abuse.
Temiri -sulks,wearing a wedding dress-


10) 7 kidnaps 2 and demands something from 5 for 2's release. What is it?
Ari -has set up a trap to catch Shayda-


11) You get to meet either 1 or 6. Who do you chose?
Rob KAYI -hugs-
Kayi -sighs- if Aerlee wills it


12) 10 challenges 4 to a chariot race. Why?
Shai to prove that I'm better than him without actual effort.


13) Everyone gangs up on 3. Does 3 have a chance in hell?
Kaji -has killed everyone but Orion Shai G and Kayi- now. I'm boned
Orion I'm keeping him -duffel bags-

14) Everyone is invite to 2 and 10 wedding except for 8. How do they react?
Sirian -asleep-
G and Shai FUCK THAT


15) Why is 6 afraid of 7?
Mari because she's a pshycho who kills people for money.


16) 10 gathers everyone around to tell them a fairy tale. How does it go?
Shai once upon a time there were three pigs in houses, the wolf came through the window and messily devoured them.
Kaji-Rin Tell me another I love stories where things die.

17) 1 arives late for 2 and 10's wedding. What happens? And why are they late?
Kayi I don't care about either of them.
G and Shai WE ARE NOT GETTING MARRIED!

18) 5 and 9 get roaring drunk and end up at your house. What happends?
Orion -ties us both up- funtime
Rob -calls for help-
Shayda -giggles- DO IT! DO IIIIIIIT


19) 3,8,6 and 4 all go to the zoo for 8's brithday party. How does it go? What presents do they get 8?
Temiri -is wearing a ribbon and nothing else-
Kaji-Rin -throws him a shotgun- for his benefit -points to Temiri- I'm gonna go climb into the bear enclosure.
Temiri -sulks- not nice
Marianan -hands priceless jewels like they're nothing, staring at Kaji-Rin bare knuckle fightng bears, looks sad.-


20) Everyone gets together and start protesting something outside of your house. What are they protesting? What do you do?
Kaji STOP MAKING US DO THINGS TOGETHER!
Rob -goes back to bed- you'll beat each other senseless soon enough


21) 9 murders 2 best friend. What does 2 do to get back at them?
G -fires Orion, then gives him to Kiesla as a pet-

22) 6 and 1 are in mortal danger. Only one of them can surrvie. Does 6 save themself or 1?
Marianan If I can't put your life before mine, then all I stand for is naught
... ]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/27353233/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/27353233/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 08:41:01 PDT
But in all fairness, my life is royally fucked right now.

Here's some stuff that's happened recently

Two of the people I rely on more than anyone else are no longer talking to each other, they're both completely shattered, with me and then both in this state we can't support each other.

My muse has, died, whenever I try to write something, it's shit. Everything about it I hate, every part of it is pathetic. None of it is up to my standards, I've stopped RPing and stories and poems. The only stuff I do anymore is chatplay over msn, and even that's shite.

Ser and I are no longer together and I don't think she's talking to me anymore, the hardest part is that I still don't know why.

I think most of my friends are royally sick of me bitching about 1 2 and 3.

On the plus side I went to Gencon with M and Tony and bought a sword.

There's other things too, but, if I keep writing I'm gonna start crying and,,, fuck that for a joke.

I'm finishing this with the one good line from anything I wrote recently, and I've probably accidently stolen it.

I've always relied on the fight to push me forward. But honey, I'm all punched out.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/26869112/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/26869112/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 03:28:24 PDT It's been changed a little lately.

I've dropped a couple of characters and added a couple of new ones in, I built a more solid story.

Oh, also, they're a part of a race of genetically altered superpowered beings who use the band as a cover for hunting beings that attempt to assimilate into society, take it over from the inside, then destory most of humanity. But that's just a minor point isn't it?

More will come on this later.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/25704725/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/25704725/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 21:31:37 PDT Australia may not be the best country in the world, but next to Hong Kong and the Phillipines, it's paradise.
Hong Kong has no soul, it's all blocky and grey and depressing. And I like blocky and grey things usually. Everyones in a hurry and pissed off all the time,, I hated it there.

The Phillipines is hot and muggy and makes me angry,all the people either want something from you or are jerkfaces, there's only one good thing about it and that's my little cousin Charlie, he's three years old and oober mega awesomely adorable. I have three other cousins too, but they're not as cool.

It's been too long since I spoke to you guys and I miss you SO MUCH.

Hoping to talk to you soon. But I won't be back until the 12th

Rob.

PS Also, the food here is fantastically amazing.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/25580750/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/25580750/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 04:44:08 PDT
Love you all! Goodbye!

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24982054/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24982054/ Wed, 27 May 2009 15:29:04 PDT (x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(x) Are/Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 7

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone/Something Die

SO FAR: 10

Level 5
( ) Had/Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 11

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 13

Level 7
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship (Depends on your definition of abusive.)
(x) Taken Pain Killers
( ) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (Someone you can't have doesn't exist, just someone you can't have now, or won't resort to the measures you need to to have.)
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 17

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone Off-roading
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 21

Level 9
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work/School

SO FAR: 26

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 28

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed/Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 32

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
(x) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car/Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 35

Level 13
( ) Had/Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 37

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 41

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 45

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons/Coloured Pencils/Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 50

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't (SO many times DX)
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 54

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or Anywhere

SO FAR: 56

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Roller-skating/Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (That has happened to someone once?)

SO FAR: 58

Level 20
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" (It's the game you fool!)
( ) Swam With Dolphins.

SO FAR: 60

Level 21
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 62

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done/ATTEMPTED A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 4 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 66

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (did it anyway, but I was scared)

SO FAR: 69

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts (still do)
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
(x) Gone Streaking
(x) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 72

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 75

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(x) Made A Porn Video/Got asked to make one (I didn't DO IT! But I got asked)
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24936479/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24936479/ Mon, 25 May 2009 05:30:31 PDT
Sorry, I already ate the pancakes.

Well, by the time I awaken in the morning tomorrow it will be the 26th of May, as on every 26th of May, I must present to you the story of how a creature came upon the world.

Once, a worthless fat man decided to mate with an equally fat and worthless woman. Since their first child had been an utter failure at everything ever they were dim enough to think a second might be better.

But, a dark wizard by the name of,,, ummm, Blagaraburgon,, Johnson, decided this would not be allowed to happen. Posing as a doctor Mr Johnson entered a maternity ward during the woman's ultrasound and magically twisted and warped the fetus into something else, something that would rise above it's humble beginnings.

This creature, was born on the 26th of May 1992, it's parents named it.

Rob

Yupyup, my birthday is, in my time, less than 2 hours away!
Now some people, most people, make resolutions at New Years, I make them each birthday.

This marks the year of keeping one of the four I made last year.

I haven't been in a fight for a year and a week, considering my longest stretch between that birthday and grade 6 was 3.5 weeks it's quite an achievement.
Sure it was one of four, but it was a step. I keep 2 this year, 3 next year, all 4 the year after! That's a total of 10 over the course of 4 years, 15 over 5 21 over 6 and so on.

This years resolutions

1 Stop worrying about tensions between me and my friends that I'm not certain exist.
If someone has a problem with me, they'll tell me and we'll work it out together, if not. Why are we friends again?

2 Never do another theatre performance.
QACI taught me that only leads to physical spiritual and emotional pain.

3 Stop trying to force my help on people.
If they want it. They can ask.

4 Write more!

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24852725/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24852725/ Wed, 20 May 2009 08:13:45 PDT Depends which one.

What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
Hmmmm, make someone explain to me what the fuck just happened.

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
They don't even know.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Nope

Are you wasting your time on someone?
Yes, but it's not the person I'm in a relationship with and I refuse to say who.

Explain the last time you threw up:
No, fuck you.

Last thing that made you cry:
My bitch breakdown a couple days ago.

Do you have a bad temper?
I have a short and furious temper.

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
It would take an AMAZING amount of skill for someone to get me married ever.

How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
I don't know

How often do you think about suicide?
Not anymore

What is your deepest fear?
Becoming boring

Do you REALLY love all your family?
That's funny.

What are your standards regarding the opposite sex?
They have to appeal to me on at least two levels, and it's not just the opposite.

Do you have a secret crush on someone?
No.

Are you proud of who you are?
Fuck yeah!

Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
More alone in crowded rooms.

What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?
Anything but a betrayal.

You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?
Thanks for the memories.

...to your worst enemy?
Same thing as friend.

Do you care if people hate you?
No.

Freedom or safety?
Freedom.

Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:
Love you!

Has a song ever made you cry?
Yes

A book ever made you cry?
Yes

Is the world crumbling to pieces?
It's already in pieces.

Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage:
I,,, if you wanna know, talk to me in private.

Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:
I was standing on my balcony, about to jump off.

For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all:
MONKEYS CHEESE AND HAME! DOUBLE SCOOP WITH A STEEL TOED BOOT AnD a puppy! With a side of monkeybacon and a pizza hat!

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24852525/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24852525/ Wed, 20 May 2009 07:52:39 PDT
"IF A PERSON CALLED SIMON ASHTON ( SIMON25@HOTMAIL.CO.UK ) CONTACTS YOU THROUGH EMAIL DON'T OPEN THE MESSAGE. DELETE IT BECAUSE HE IS A HACKER!!

TELL EVERYONE ON YOUR LIST BECAUSE IF SOMEBODY ON YOUR LIST ADDS HIM THEN YOU WILL GET HIM ON YOUR LIST. HE WILL FIGURE OUT YOUR ID COMPUTER ADDRESS, SO COPY AND PASTE THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYONE EVEN IF YOU DONT CARE FOR THEM AND FAST BECAUSE IF HE HACKS THEIR EMAIL HE HACKS YOUR MAIL TOO!!!!!...

Anyone using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail titled 'Mail Server Report'

If you open either file, a message will appear on your screen saying: 'It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful.'

Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC,
And the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password.

This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti virus software's are not capable of destroying it .

The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself 'life owner'..

PLEASE SEND A COPY OF THIS TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS, And ask them to
PASS IT ON IMMEDIATELY

I don't know if this is ture but you can never be sure! SO WATCH OUT!"

On a more personal note, if anyone ever pulls this shit on me, I am not joking, or overstating, I will quite literally hunt you down and burn down your house, with you and possibly your family inside.

Okay, maybe a small overstatement, your family did nothing to deserve death,, so just you.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24783929/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24783929/ Sat, 16 May 2009 09:22:00 PDT I'm not going to be okay.
I need help.

But there's nothing anyone can do to help me.
I want someone to make this okay, to make this stop.
I want things to be how they were a couple of months ago.

But they won't be, maybe they weren't then either, maybe I just didn't notice anything.
I'm crying, and I want to scream.

I'm not okay.

Yeah, I know this is a bitch rant and I know any new visitors to my page will dismiss me outright for this.
I don't care.

There's no point to what I'm writing here, it changes nothing and it dosen't make me feel better.
I don't care.
NO! I'M NOT O FUCKING K!

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24740388/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24740388/ Wed, 13 May 2009 15:54:35 PDT I will not choose such things. They mean little to me.
2) What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
The Blue Smoke Barbeque.
3) What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
The same food? For two weeks? You're kidding right?

4) What are your pizza toppings of choices?
Many different kinds of meats.

5) What do you like to put on your toast?
baked beans

6) How many televisions are in your house?
Depends, mothers 2 Fathers 4, but one is busted.

7) What color cell phone do you have?
Blue black and silver

8) Are you right-handed or left-handed?
right handed

9) Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A piece of my scull

10) What is the last heavy item you lifted?
I don't remember!

11) Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
I fell unconscious, was never knocked.

12) If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
No, I'd spend my whole life preparing for it. It would suck.

13) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Reed, or Axel.

14) Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for £1000?
I'd drink that to prove I could! So yeah.
15) How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
One.

16) What’s your goal for the year?
Graduate.

17) Last person you talked to?
Either Steph or Marlee, not sure which.

18) Last person you hugged?
I don't know.

19) Favorite Season?
Winter, of course.

20) Favorite Holiday?
I have no favorite, all holidays have equal significance to me.... Very little.

21) Favorite day of the week?
Sunday.

22) Favorite Month?
May

23) First place you went this morning?
Kitchen

24) What's the last movie you saw?
Mallrats

25) Do you smile often?
Nope.

26) Do you always answer your phone?
No, sometimes I don't notice it, sometimes I don't get up.

27) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
I don't know, I don't get up.

28) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Scarlett and gold.

29) What flavor drink do you get at Sonic?
Huh?

30) Have you ever had a pet fish?
Yupyup.

31) Favorite Christmas song?
I'm not big on Christmas songs.

32) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
Don't know, it's in less than two weeks though. Eh, I'll find somethin'

33) Can you do pushups?
Yup, I can even clap at the peak of them. Like those freakazoid peoples do.

34) Can you do a chin up?
Yupyup.

35) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Excited. It could only get better!

36) Do you have any saved texts?
Of course.

37) Ever been in a car wreck?
Nope.

38) Do you have an accent?
No I don't, no matter what stupid foreigners say.

39) What is the last song to make you cry?
One blood by Terrance Jay. GOD I LOVE THAT SONG!

40) Plans tonight?
Finish memorizing my script, get some work on my 8835983649863984294623049826304985623409856239846293465238460923465032 essays done.

41) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yeah, that period was called years 9 10 and 11.

42) Name 3 things you bought yesterday.
Coke. Nothing else yesterday.

43) Have you ever been given roses?
Yesh.

44) Current hate right now
Theater and my inevitable fail.

45) Met someone who changed your life?
Of course. Two of them, if they don't know who they are, they should.

46) How did you spend this past New Year?
Don't remember.

47) What song represents you?
can't think of one.

48) Name three people who might complete this.
Martin
Lfangirl28
Izzi

49) What were you doing 12 AM last night?
replying to Gio on chatplay. WVing with Lizzy, watching mallrats, doing 2 msn convos and editing.
That's right, THAT'S multitasking for you!
50) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
Another day... Fuck. (that's what I'm like in the mornings.)

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24711132/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24711132/ Mon, 11 May 2009 20:22:13 PDT [ ] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[ ] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[ ] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[ ] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[ ] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[ ] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.
[ ] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 1

Elf:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips (be honest).
[x] You are very intelligent.
[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[x] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[ ] You look very young for your age.
[ ] You rarely get sick.
[ ] You are a very hard worker.
[ ] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 3

Fairy:
[ ] You are happy a lot of the time.
[ ] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[ ] You are very shy.
[ ] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[ ] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[ ] You are young and short.
[ ] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[x] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[ ] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 2

Gnome/Dwarf:
[ ] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[ ] You are short for your age.
[x] You are an isolationist.
[x] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[x] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[x] You look older than your age.
[ ] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper.
Total: 6

Harpy/Siren:
[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[x] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you.
[ ] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[x] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[x] You love to trick others.
[ ] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 6

Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[ ] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[ ] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[ ] You are good at swimming.
[ ] You like to collect shells.
[ ] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 3

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are extremely pale.
[x] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[ ] You are not religious at all.
[ ] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[ ] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 6

Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[ ] You have a lot of body hair.
[x] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[x] You prefer gold over silver items.
[x] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[x] You like to be alone.
[x] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it.
[x] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
Total: 9

Wizard/Witch:
[x] You love chemistry.
[x] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psychic.
[ ] The most amazing supernatural power to you is controlling the elements.
[ ] You are a nature l... ]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24407453/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/24407453/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 08:43:58 PDT
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME (fave ice cream flavor, favorite type of shoe): Cookies Doc Martin (not for wearing, I just think they're cool)

3. YOUR NATIVE AMERICAN NAME (favorite color, favorite animal): Crimson Eagle (I LOVE)

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, city where you were born): Christopher Brisbane

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 of your first name): Barro

6. SUPERHERO NAME (2nd favorite color, favorite drink): Blue Coke

7. NASCAR NAME (the first names of your grandfathers): Thomas Milton

8. STRIPPER NAME (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy): Hypnosis Snake

9. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME (your 5th grade teacher’s last name, a major city that starts with the same letter): Steven San Diego

11. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower): Winter Scarlett Carson

12. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you’re wearing right now) Orange Boxer (I'm in bed, don't judge me)

13. HIPPIE NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree): Omelete Palm

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/23996205/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/23996205/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 00:04:05 PDT I wasn't
But it's this or go out of my mind. I'm gonna post some more stuff from my meme earlier. I'm bored enough to post some more without request. No one's asking you to read it.

Here's the ones I've already done.
G
01. Full name
My full name is Gianaro, however, you may, if you wish, call me G
02. Best friend
I have two friends, and only two. Dea and Hasarn
03. Sexuality
I have, at times, been known to sleep with anything with a pulse.
04. Favorite color
Crimson -licks blood off his fingers-
05. Relationship status
I have many relationships, mostly business.
06. Ideal mate
I have no possibilities for a long term mate, I can't see the value.
07. Turn-ons
Beauty, vice, sin, corruption, strong spiritual energy.
08. Last sexual experience
I recently, forced copulation upon a lesser demon.
09. Favorite food
Souls.
10. Crushes
The lesser demon mentioned above.
11. Favorite music
Classical, Mozart, Bethoven.
12. Biggest fear
Losing my own soul.
13. Biggest fantasy
I live my fantasies.
14. Quirks in bed
Sadism
Control
Bondage
Violence
Tatoos
Piercings
15. Bad habits
I have no bad habits. I'm perfect.
16. Biggest regret
I have no regrets. I'm perfect.
17. Best kept secrets
If I told you, would they be secrets?
18. Last thought
I really should fix that hole in my face.
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
After the, forced copulation mentioned above I felt bad, then he beat me senseless, it alliviated the guilt, but then I was in pain.
20. Biggest insecurity
What was that thing about perfection I just said earlier? Do you people LISTEN?!

Miguel
01. Full name My full name is Miguel Enrique Talon Santarosa. The Talon part, I think my brother added in sometime.
02. Best friend Family dosen't count, so none
03. Sexuality Pansexual
04. Favorite color Black, FUCK YOU IT'S A COLOR!
05. Relationship status
Married with children
06. Ideal mate
Saphia
07. Turn-ons
Find out for yourself.
08. Last sexual experience
I had sex with Saphia a while back.
09. Favorite food
It runs through your veins
10. Crushes
Saphia.
11. Favorite music
Flamenco
12. Biggest fear
The death of my children
13. Biggest fantasy
What do I need with fantasies? I have a woman, children, and immortality. For what else could a man ask? I also have a really awesome guitar.
14. Quirks in bed
Nothing but Saphia really attracts me anymore, I will do whatever she desires in bed. To be honest, i don't have the imagination.
15. Bad habits
I drink too much. The other habits I have are all good. Especially ripping people to pieces and drinking their blood.
16. Biggest regret
That time I made Saphia almost kill herself and our babies.
17. Best kept secrets
Just one, my brothers and I were not the first Santarosas.
18. Last thought
I hope Anastasia's ok.
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
None, only good ones
20. Biggest insecurity
That I can't be a good father.

Dea
01. Full name Just call me Dea. Nobody remembers the other part any more.
02. Best friend Probably Giano, but it's hard to tell, I have a lot of good friends.
03. Sexuality Hmmm, well it has to be sentient, other than that, I'm not fussy.
04. Favorite color Deep purple
05. Relationship status Bigamist
06. Ideal mate Mates sweety, mates.
07. Turn-ons Beautiful people, roses, black leather, -continues for about ten minutes-
08. Last sexual experience
-smiles, points to the crowd behind her, then the head in her lap- I'm kind of in the middle of one.
09. Favorite food
Chocolate sauce served off a naked humans stomach.
10. Crushes
That's, quite a list.
11. Favorite music
I don't have a favorite genre, I just like what I like.
12. Biggest fear
Being alone and unloved.
13. Biggest fantasy
-smiles- I can't list that here, children use this site.
14. Quirks in bed
See the last question.
15. Bad habits
I don't really have any, 'bad' habits.
16. Biggest regret
Letting the practitioners of my religion die out aeons ago, now I am left with so few.
17. Best kept secrets
-places her finger to her lips-
18. Last thought
Hmmm, I've been requested to take a survey, should I tell the others to stop? No, no sense inconveniencing them.
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
I got turned down once. It was, cruel.
20. Biggest insecurity
Was the death of my people my fault?

Tarconis
01. Full na... ]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/23980173/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/23980173/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 05:00:02 PDT
And I'm not going to.

Am so fucking messed up right now it's actually affecting my health.

Everything is going to shit in my life and I'm back in my most fucked up of states. I'll still be looking and commenting but there'll be nothing new.

So, yeah, doubt anyone actually thought I would post anything, but I won't.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/23669986/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/23669986/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 01:48:55 PDT Yup, delving into MY weirdest habits, and weird as I am that's something.

1 I stare, at everyone, no matter who, no good reason, I just, stare.
2 I occasionally go crazy and start punching inanimate objects.
3 When I stressed I gouge my shoulders with my fingernails, this relaxes me, somehow. (I know several of my friends are disappointed in me right now.)
4 When I can't cope, I make my characters take over my body, react how they would, deal with things their way.
5 I don't fall asleep, I pass out from sheer exhaustion.
6 I have a weapon obsession, if you place me near a weapon of any kind I can sit there, handling it, playing with it, examining every detail. I once spent an hour doing it.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/23636909/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/23636909/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 01:35:49 PDT
ANYTHING I can do to set things right between me and anyone here. Please tell me.
(Martin, Heather, you two are, of course, excluded from this. Having issues with you is somehow unimaginable.)

ANYWAYS FOLKS AND OTHERS time for ME to get on to more important things. CHARACTER MEMES! ISN'T IT WONDERFUL I HAVE CHARACTER MEME'S AGAIN!

Yoinked from dear Izzzzzzy (yes, her name needed more Z's)
-------------------
Pick ANY character of mine and I will tell you their:
01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Turn-ons
08. Last sexual experience
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks in bed
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity
--------------------

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/23454710/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/23454710/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 16:30:44 PST
You have no idea how hard that is for me to admit. Everyone who knows me knows that being afraid is the last thing I'll confess to.

But I am, I'm fucking terrified.

I'm scared I'm losing you, all of you. All my friends but one of you especially.

I don't think any one of you really knows just how much I care about you all. I don't think any of you has a clue how much you mean to me.

Yeah, that's all I have to say.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/23354061/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/23354061/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 22:45:45 PST
PASS THIS ON!!! THIS IS SERIOUS O_____O

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22878287/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22878287/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 02:44:06 PST [x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blond.

TOTAL: 6

[x] you know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 12

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling

TOTAL: 15

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.[ask Martin, or Heather, or Lizzy, Serena, Eliz, Tanja, Emy)
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’.

TOTAL: 19

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.[homework]
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it.
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL: 24

[x] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don’t. (I don't ANYMORE! I just DID!)
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you’re confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[ ] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of your ceiling.
[x] The word “um” is used frequently.
[x] You don’t know what “um” means
[x] You say “what” and “huh” a lot.
[ ] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

TOTAL: 31

GRAND TOTAL: 31

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
Great! I'm 124% insane

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22835187/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22835187/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 00:13:22 PST
A: Easy to Fall in Love With
B: You Like People
C: You Are Really Silly
D: One in a Million
E: Great in Bed
F: You Love To Drink
G: You Never Let People Tell You What to Do
H: You Are Quirky
I: You Are Popular with All Types of People
J: People Adore You
K: Your Wild and Crazy
L: Unbelievably Great in Bed
M: You Like to Drink
N: Best Kisser Ever
O: Crazy
P: Great in Bed
Q: You Are a Hypocrite
R: Fucking Crazy
S: You are dead sexy
T: You Really like to Chill
U: Your Loyal to Those You Love
V: You are Not Judgmental
W: You are Very Broad Minded
X: You Never Let People Tell You What to Do
Y: best boy/girl anyone could ask for
Z: Always Ready

R Fucking Crazy
O Crazy
B You like people
E Great in Bed (Well, that's good news)
R Fucking Crazy
T You Really Like to Chill

Nice

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22748488/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22748488/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 21:56:42 PST
Yeah, tell me something you want me to write a story about, or a poem about and I will. I swear.

DO IT!!!!! Please! I'm soooooo bored!

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22607180/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22607180/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 01:34:46 PST
I'm back after four days away from DA and you bastards have left me 61 deviations and 27 fucking journals.

(sighs) that's a sleepless night for this little ninja.

Anyways, I'm back, but it'll take me a while to read all this, my attention span is only so long.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22427399/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22427399/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 04:01:37 PST

She is in DIRECT violation of the DeviantART terms and conditions, yet she has not been banned. Other artists, who have done hardly anything to get in trouble, have been picked on by the DA Admin.

SIGN THIS PETITION!
[link]

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22098112/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22098112/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 07:50:43 PST
Get a life! is my new idea for a play, am working on it now!!!!

(UPSIDE DOWN DANCE OF IMMEASURABLE JOY!)

Yeah so, while all the other people on my watch list are miserable, I'm leaving elated yay messages like this (except you )

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22063237/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/22063237/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 08:59:41 PST
Life sucks assssss.

Goodbye all.

(The Ninja disappears)

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21972897/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21972897/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 00:16:01 PST
Level 1
(X) said LOL out loud (I was drunk!)
(X) forgotten your own age
(X) tried to lick your elbow

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(X) said the wrong name in bed
(X) had unprotected sex (No consequences happened! Fuck you stupid biology, I was right!)
(X) hurt yourself sexing
(X) sexed yourself hurting

SO FAR: 7

Level 3
(X) Licked your toe
( ) Licked a frozen pole
( ) Licked a dog bone
(X) Licked a dog

SO FAR: 9

Level 4
() drank old milk
( ) drank milk right from a cow
() ever thought chocolate milk came from brown cows
( ) drank Qwik right from the brown cow
( ) pushed a cow over

SO FAR: 9

Level 5
() Eaten bugs
( ) Eaten garbage
(X) Eaten food off the floor after 5 seconds
(X) Eaten a booger

SO FAR: 11

Level 6
( ) Been in a 5 seater Car with more than 7 people
( ) Been in a 7 seater van with over 12 people
( ) Driven in a 7 seater van by yourself
(X) Driven a tricycle past the age of 3
( ) Driven yourself home to the wrong house

SO FAR: 12

Level 7
() Put dirty dishes in the fridge
() Put bowls of food in the dishwasher
() Put a full glass of juice in the cupboard
() Put salt in your coffee (it wasn’t coffee but yeah)
() Dropped the cap into the glass your drinking from

SO FAR: 12

Level 8
() Jumped over a car
(X) Jumped out of a moving car
(X) Jumped into a thorny bush on purpose
(X) Jumped off a bridge
(X) Jumped off your house

SO far: 16

Level 10
(X) Forgot where you live
(X) Forgot your own birthday
(X) Forgot to zip up in the morning

SO FAR: 19

Level 11
(X) Walked into a Pole
(X) Walked into a Wall
(X) Walked into someone
(X) Walked into a parked car

SO FAR: 23

Level 12
(X) Won A Burping contest
() Burped the alphabet
(X) Burped just to break the silence
( ) Burped too hard and threw up

SO FAR: 25

Level 13
(X) Eaten a whole bag of chips
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) Eaten a whole pizza so no one else could have a slice. (That's common practice in my household.)

SO FAR : 28

Level 14
(X) Caught picking your nose
(X) Caught going to the bathroom outside
(X) Caught with your pants down
( ) Caught having sex
(X) Caught sexing yourself

SO FAR: 32

Level 15
(X) Shoved something up your nose
(X) Picked your nose and studied what came out
(X) Picked your nose till it bled
( ) Let your nose bleed to see the awesome blood all over you
() Blew your nose so goddamm hard your whole body hurt

SO FAR: 35

Level 16
(X) Told a lie
(X) Been caught in a lie
(X) Lied to cover a lie
(X) Lied to cover your ass
( ) Lied to an undercover hooker cop (not yet!)

SO FAR: 39

Level 17
(X) Laughed at someone in pain
(X) Laughed too loud and embarrassed yourself
(X) Laughed at a funeral
(X) Laughed so hard you pissed yourself

SO FAR: 43

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Believed in Santa past the age of 8
( ) Believed your folks that a bunny laid chocolate eggs outside
(X) Believed you were never too old for trick or treating

SO FAR: 44

Level 19
( ) Threw a party for yourself
(X) Threw a ball at yourself
( ) Threw up on yourself
(X) Threw a ball at a wall that returned directly to your crotch
(X) Threw a superball in the house and took it right in the face

SO FAR: 47

Level 20
(X) Pretended to know what you are doing
(X) Pretended you were hot shit
(X) Pretended you weren’t listening
( ) Pretended you were Spiderman

SO FAR: 50

Level 22
(X) Fell on the sidewalk
(X) Fell down the stairs
(X) Fell UP the stairs
( ) Went Sledding down the stairs

SO FAR: 53

Level 23
( ) Tried to do a real cool back flip
( ) and busted your ass
( ) Tried to do a real cool cartwheel
( ) and didn’t lift your feet, idiot

SO FAR: 53

Level 24
(X) Ate food that you just kind of found
(X) Ate the mystery food in the back of the fridge
(X) Ate something nasty to get a laugh
( ) Cried when no one laughed

SO FAR: 56

Level 25
(X) Cried when you hurt yourself
(X) Cried when you didn’t get your way
( ) Cried over spilled milk
(X) Cried after sex (Tears of laughter)

SO FAR: 59

Level 26
(X) Gone swimming naked
(X) Gone swimming in a... ]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21619460/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21619460/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 18:43:28 PST [link]

Name: Rob
Date: 11/22/2008
Colorgenics Number: 27310645

You are trying to prove to others that nothing can really affect you. You are pretending to be stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure and indeed even superior to any form of weakness. As a result, more often than not, you unfortunately act with undue harshness or severity by adopting an autocratic and self-willed attitude.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You are being very dogmatic, insisting that there is to be absolutely no equivocation whatsoever about your achievements and accomplishments.

I bow to him, for he knows,,,, stuff

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21479184/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21479184/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 02:45:55 PST
I can fix my internet, I just saved my dad like 100 bucks getting it fixed.

On other news, I've discovered Kid Rock, don't ask me how, for some reason the music interests me. If you laugh I block you, no conditions, got it?

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21463754/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21463754/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 02:19:33 PST yes

2. painted your room?
no

3. made out with a member of the same sex?
yes

4. drove a car?
no

5. danced in front of your mirror?
yes

6. have a crush?
yes

7. been dumped?
no

8. stole money from a friend?
no, technically he loaned it to me, I just never repaid him.

9. gotten in the car with people you didn't know?
some of the people in the car I didn't know, one was driving.

10. been in a fist fight?
yes

11. had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?
yes

12. had feelings for a friend?
yes

14. made out with a stranger?
yes

15. met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?
yes

16. left your house with out telling your parents?
yes

17. had a crush on your neighbor?
no (ewww)

18. ditched school to do something more fun?
once

19. slept (not had sex) in a bed with a member of the same sex?
yes

20. seen someone die?
no

21. been on a plane?
yes

22. kissed a picture?
yes *shame face*

23. slept in until 3?
yep

24. miss someone right now?
yes

25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
yes

26. made a snow angel?
no

27. played dress up?
yes

28. cheated while playing a game?
yes, it's rarer to find one I didn't cheat at.

29. been lonely?
everyone has, if they tell you otherwise, they're fucking liars, slap them.

30. fallen asleep at work/school?
yes

31. been to a bar?
yes

32. felt an earthquake?
no

33. touched a snake?
yes

34. ran a red light?
not me personally but I was a passenger of someone who did.

35. been suspended from school?
yes

36. had detention?
yes

37. been in a car accident that you didn't cause?
yes

38. hated the way you look?
yes,,,, every second of my life.

39. witnessed a crime?
yes

39. been the person doing the crime?
yes

40. pole danced?
yes (it was a bet, I won.)

41. been lost?
yes

42. been to the opposite side of the country?
no

43. felt so sick you thought you might die?
yes

44. cried yourself to sleep?
yes many times.

46. sang karaoke?
no, even I draw a line somewhere.

47. done something you told yourself you wouldn’t?
yes, so many times.

48. laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
yes!

49. caught a snowflake on your tongue?
no

50. kissed in the rain?
yes and it was amazing.

51. sang in the shower?
yes

52. had sex in a park?
yes. No further comments.

53. had a dream where you were married?
yes, it was a nightmare.

54. glued your hand to something?
yes

55. got your tongue/”arm” stuck to a flag pole?
no

56. ever gone to school partially naked?
no

57. been a cheerleader?
no

58. sat on a roof top?
yes

59. didn’t take a shower for a week?
Yes, it was holidays we were at the beach i swum every day.

60. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?
yes

61. played chicken?
yes (I was stoned.)

62. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
yes

64. broken a bone?
no

65. been easily amused?
yes

66. laughed so hard you cried?
YUPPPPP!!!! *dances*

67. mooned/flashed someone?
yup

68. cheated on a test?
uh huh

69: forgotten someones name?
yes

70. slept naked?
I always do, except when I'm at someone elses house.

71. gone skinny dipping?
yes

73. blacked out from drinking?
no

74. played a prank on someone?
yes

75. gone to a late night movie?
yes

76. made love to anything not human?
no, ewwwwwwwww

77. failed a class?
many times

78. choked on something you’re not supposed to eat?
yes

79. played an instrument for more than 10 hours in total?
no

80. been cheated on?
yes, no further comments

81. did you celebrate the 4th of July?
no

82. thrown strange objects?
CD's my mobile, my computer chair.

83. felt like killing someone?
yes

84. felt like running away?
yes

86. did drugs?
yes

87. had detention and not attend it?
yes

89. made a p... ]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21351254/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21351254/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 01:59:15 PST
I'm sorry, I'm an idiot, I'm an even bigger idiot because it took all of you saying what an idiot I am. (In many more kind and sentimental words of course, you're all far too beautiful and nice to tell me I'm an idiot properly.) And even THEN I didn't get it. In the end it took to show me what an idiot I am, she did it by being really sickeningly nice to me when I was in a bad mood. Go figure.

Anyway what I'm trying to say is, I'm back in form. Sorry for worrying 'yall. (If I did of course)

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21225857/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21225857/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 23:52:36 PDT
and they hate it. So I'm leaving everywhere I know people well because I know that eventually you'll see it.

and you'll hate it too. is the exception, he's seen who I really am and he didn't turn away.

I'll still be on, but I won't be doing anything as personal as I've done before.

My words and my muse have left me, now I'm a fucking shell, reminded once again what a worthless piece of shit I am.

Goodbye, I want those of you who I talked to regularly that I love you all, especially Kiki and especially especially Izzi, most of all Izzi.

And that's why I have to leave, before you know me too well.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21196418/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21196418/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 02:54:28 PDT My desk

3. Your hair?
Needs a fucking cut.

4. Your mother?
Is a bitch.

5. Your father?
Doesn't give a damn.

6. Your favorite thing?
My computer

7. Your dream last night?
I fell in love with a junkie, let my brother fall to his death and had a whole bunch of other stuff happening in between. It was the best dream I've ever had, ever.

8. Your dream/goal?
I don't have any.

9. The room you're in?
My sanctuary.

10. Your hobby?
Writing mostly, also RPing. (I STILL haven't finished that fucking Crime Of Passion chapter.)

11. Your fear?
Silence.

12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
In London, preferably with a beautiful woman, but that seems unlikely

13. Where were you last night?
In my other room.

14. What you're not?
Hopeful

15. Muffins?
YAY WHERE? TAKE ME TO THEM! NOWWWWWW!

16. One of your wish list items?
I'm never telling anyone a single thing on my fucking wish list, there's not a single one of you who wouldn't mock me.

17. Where you grew up?
The same shithole I'm in now.

18. The last thing you did?
Tried to finish my fucking theater journals, and failed.

19. What are you Wearing?
Pants

20. Your TV?
Is making me feel a little less lonely.

21. Your pet?
Died.

24. Your love life?
Died.

23. Your life?
Apart from a few of the people in it, it sucks.

24. Your mood?
Highly frustrated.

25. Missing someone?
Always.

26. Your car?
Nonexistant.

27. Something you're not wearing?
A shirt.

28. Favourite store?
None.

29. Your summer?
Looking forward to it.

30. Love someone?
Yes, but I'd never have the balls to tell her.

31. Your favorite color?
Red/Black

32. When is the last time you laughed?
Today, HER EYES SAY YES! (only martin will get that)

33. Last time you cried?
About,,,,, thirty minutes ago.

34. Who will resend this?
Anyone as useless and bored as me.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21056600/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/21056600/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 02:08:53 PDT 1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player etc on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

I.IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Candy Everybody Wants by 10000 Maniacs. (Hehe, that would be more like something Tony would say, you know random and nonsensical.)

2.WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Face The World by Dropout Year. (Fuck yeah.)

3.WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Time Of Dying By Three Days Grace (Well it's about devotion, in a way)

4.HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
White And Nerdy by Weird Al Yankovic. (Well, actually this is surprisingly true.)

5.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Sinner by Drowning Pool (I'm here to do wrong, I can live with that.)

6.WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Heaven's A Lie by Lacuna Coil (YES)

7.WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Gunslinger by Avenged Sevenfold (Hmmmmmm, I don't know if that's true or not!)

8.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Lights Camera Action by Bliss N Eso. (huh? That dosen't make even the smallest amount of sense.)

9.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Terminal Disease by Operator Please. (I'm not touching this one.)

10.WHAT IS 2+2?
The Lock Down Denial by Cute Is What We Aim For. (Hunh???)

11.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR Best friend?
How You Remind Me by Nickleback. (Weirdly enough, it works in a way.)

12.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Sidewinder by Avenged Sevenfold. (Whenever i think of this I think of a snake, the person I like does have some snakish qualities NO ERIN IT ISN'T MARTIN)

13.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I'm Going Hungry by Temple Of The Dog. (I take what I need, no more no less, this song works)

14.WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Nymphomaniac Fantasia by Nightwish. (Collapses into laughter, that is too fucking great a response.)

15.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
If It All Ended Tomorrow by John Cena. (Hmmm, kinda)

16.WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Take Me Or Leave Me (Don't know the artist) (Ok, WHAT THE FUCK!???)

17.WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Hit The Lights by All Time Low. (HUH?)

18.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
The Unforgiven by Metallica. (Yes, I am afraid of losing my spirit)

19.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
So Hard To Swallow by Nickleback. (It's not my biggest secret itself, but it describes how I feel about it)

20.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Things I Want by Tenacious D (Well I do want my friends I guess)

21.WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
There's A Good Reason Why These Tables Are Numbered Honey. You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet. (I KNEW THIS WOULD BE THIS ANSWER! SERIOUSLY I FUCKING KNEW IT!)

The full song title wouldn't fit.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20981039/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20981039/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 05:45:51 PDT 002. Nickname → Rob, that, thing, over there. Soulless bastard, Twitch.
003. Status → Single.
004. Zodiac sign → Gemini
005. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → Somerset
007. Middle School → I'm Australian you stupid fucking survey
008. High School → Kedron QACI
009. Smart → Damn right.
010. Hair color → Brown or black, depending on the day you ask.
011. Long or short → short
012. Loud or Quiet → quiet. Until I get comfortable.
013. Sweats or Jeans →JEANS
014. Phone or Camera → Both.
015. Health freak → (laughs)
016. Drink or Smoke? → Not telling.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yahuh.
018. Eat or Drink → Drink
019. Piercings → No
020. Tattoos → Not yet, in five years most of my body will have them.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → None
024. First best friend → Don't know, don't care.
025. First award → Same as above.
026. First crush → Three in a row, do I win a prize?
027. First pet → my mouse dusty. Fuck you he was cute.
028. First big vacation → Same as 24
030. First big birthday → None

Wow, I'm not good with this section am I?

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → nothing
050. Drinking → nothing
052. I'm about to → You might want to know, but I don't want you to.
053. Listening to → Nothing.
054. Plans for today → today is over.
055. Waiting for → Another day of the same fucking bullshit.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → I wouldn't do that to a child.
059. Want to get married? → No.
060. Careers in mind → Writer, actor, journo

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? – shorter
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → stomach
074. Sensitive or loud → Preferably they'd know when to be either.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Depends on the individual.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Same as 74

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → no
081. Ran away from home → yes
084. Broken someones heart → Ask them.
085. Been arrested → Sooo fuckin' close.
087. Cried when someone died → no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → no
090. Miracles → Yes, (just because it's BAD dosen't mean it's any less miraculous.)
091. Love at first sight →no opinion.
092. Heaven → Don't know, not an issue for me.
093. Santa clause → no.
094. Sex on the first date → same as 75
095. Kiss on the first date → see above

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes. But I'm not saying who.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → I want to die.
099. Do you believe in God → To quote Riddick, "I absolutely believe in god, and I hate the fucking prick."
100. Post as 100 truths and tag →what?

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20786961/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20786961/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 01:38:55 PDT
It's a deceleration of intent.

I intend to go back to being what I once was. I'll still talk to you all, and I still even consider some of you friends. But I won't be as close to any of you as I was before.

I'm blaming myself, not any of you. I said I was ok with things I wasn't, I said I was fine when I wasn't. I said I could handle this when I couldn't.Laughably enough I did it because I didn't want to hurt you, and I'm sorry if this hurts you more than any of that would have. I want you to understand IT ISN'T YOUR FAULT!

It's mine, I fucked up, I did wrong, this is all on me. I've realized I can't be close to anyone, It's just not meant to happen. Because the only person I can really feel comfortable telling the truth to is me.

Also I intend to go back to doing nothing but poetry, everything else I tried I was shit at, and no matter how hard I try I can't make anything I don't hate that isn't a poem.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20679208/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20679208/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 00:19:30 PDT
True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it

Copied from a Ninja

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20679187/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20679187/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 00:17:08 PDT
1. Find my Mexican friend and get released from my promise not to die.
2. Get my tattoos
3. Since I WANT to die, there is no three.

Three Names You Go By:

1. Rob
2. That, thing, over there.
3. Bitch (that's probably the most common one)

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:

1. Face
2. Chest
3. Stomach.

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:

1. Dutch
2. Irish
3. Russian

Three Things That Scare You:

1. Silence
2. Tunnels
3. The thought of losing my friends

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:

1. Music
2. Wallet
3. Computer

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:

1. Black martial arts pants
2. Underwear
3. There is no three.

Three Of Your Favourite Bands/Musical Artists:

1. Bliss N Eso
2. Nightwish
3. Dropout Year

Three Of Your Favourite Songs:

1. Ghost Love Score- Nightwish
2. Right Now - John Cena and Trademarc
3. The Call Out- Hit The Lights

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:

1. Freedom
2. Trust
3. Love

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):

1. I live only for my friends.
2. I consider myself dead inside.
3. My contempt for the human race has lessened.

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:

1. Legs
2. Eyes
3. Intelligence

Three of your Favourite Hobbies:

1. Dolling
2. Writing
3. RPing (Yeah I'm a nerd, drown me)

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:

1. Write another poem (my inspiration is DEAD)
2. Die
3. Talk to my real friends, (I haven't done so in a week)

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:

1. Journalist
2. Actor
3. Author/Poet

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:

1. USA
2. Russia
3. Mexico

Three Kid's Names You Like:

1. Raven
2. Gabriel
3. Raphael

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:

1. I bitch with the best.
2. I spend a long time on my hair most days.
3. I'm not afraid to say I love someone.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:

1. I take part in meaningless male competitions.
2. I play action and driving games
3. I have a ridiculously high sex drive (don't worry, I don't use it)

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20415387/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20415387/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 22:31:01 PDT
This dosen't mean my account has been taken over by magic or dark forces, well apart from the usual dark force in charge of this of course.

BTW tell me if I stole it from someplace, somatime I don't notice. This does not mean I'm admitting plagiarism, nor does it mean any dumb cunt can copy my designs and say I stole it from them. I will notice, and you may just need a new computer k?

Good class (pats yall on the head)

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20368305/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20368305/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 03:15:42 PDT Start with 100%. X everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% virgin.

1. Smoked.X
2. Drank alcohol.X
3. Cried when someone died.X
4. Been drunk.X
5. Had sex.X
6. Been to a concert.X
7. Gotten/given a handjob.X
8. Gotten/given a blowjob.X
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.X
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.X
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.X
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.X
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.X
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 85%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.X
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.X
23. Kissed a stranger.X
24. Hugged a stranger.X
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.X
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.X
30. Done serious drugs.X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78%

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball.X
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Ran away from home.X
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.X
38. Made porn.
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.X
40. Been in love.X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 73%

41. French kissed.X
42. Laughed so hard you cried.X
43. Cried yourself to sleep.X
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.X
45. Stabbed yourself.X
46. Shot a gun. X
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. (Not my style.)
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.X
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.X
50. Watched an animal die.X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 64%

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.X
53. Pranked somebody.X
54. Put somebody in the hospital.X
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.X
57. Dressed punk.X
58. Dressed goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 59%

61. Avoided somebody.X
62. Been stalked.X
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.X
65. Played an instrument.X
66. Ridden a horse.X
67. Cut yourself. X
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.(Again, not my style.)
70. Been to a wild party.X

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 52%

71. Got caught stealing something.X
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.X
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested. (They let me off it dosen't count!)
76. Been pregnant.(That would scare me if I ever got pregnant being a guy and all)
77. Babysat.X
78. Been to another country.X
79. Started your house on fire.X
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.(Hard to have an encounter with something nonexistant no?)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 47%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.X
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex. (With a family like mine, you don't cry over them often.)
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.X
85. Sat on your butt all day.X
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.X
87. Had a job.X
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.X (SO MANY TIMES!)
90. Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 41%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.X
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.X
95. Raped somebody.(I would sooner die)
96. Danced in the rain.X
97. Been rejected.X
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.X
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.X
100. Been raped.(Funny, same answer as 95)

Total Percentage: 35%

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20282540/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20282540/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 01:11:20 PDT
♥To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"

♥To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her

♥To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.

♥To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls

♥To every guy that said he would die for her.

♥To every guy that really would.

♥To every guy that did what she wanted to die for

♥To every guy that cried in front of her...

♥To every guy that she cried in front of...

♥To every guy that holds hands with her.

♥To every guy that kisses her with meaning..

♥To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

♥To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

♥To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.

♥To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.

♥To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to
see her for ten minutes

♥To every guy that would give his seat up...

♥To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

♥To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

♥To every guy who told his secrets to her.

♥To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath.

♥To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

♥To every guy that believed in her dreams.

♥To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them

♥To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

♥To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door

♥To every guy that gave his heart.

♥To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.





Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...

I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image

If you are a nice guy repost this with: "nice guys STILL finish last "

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way
repost this with: "To Every Guy"

Personal note. The ones I love are all that matters to me, I cry when they cry, I bleed when they bleed.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20214131/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20214131/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 06:48:36 PDT
(Disclaimer I will not right an ode to anything I REALLY hate. Like Nazism or Erin.)

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20212488/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20212488/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 03:09:01 PDT 1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

Are you male or female?
Gothic Sanctuary,Nightwish. (huh?)

Describe yourself!
Hey Jealousy, Hit The Lights. (Yeah, someatime)

What do people feel when they're around you?
Nice Guys Finish Last, Greenday. (SWEET I MAKE PEOPLE ACT LIKE BASTARDS!)

Describe your current relationship.

The Rock Show, Blink 182. (Well I am in love with a random weirdo. Does that count?)

Where would you like to be now?
Pig Latin, Gym Class Heroes. (HUH? I DO NOT WANT TO BE ARRESTED!)

How do you feel about love?
I Put The Metro In Metranome, Cute Is What We Aim For. (Ok, apparently I hunt rich girls. *shrugs*)

What's your life like?

Born Like This, Three Days Grace (WEIRDDDD)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Drown You Out, Crossfade. (YES, DROWN OUT EVERYONE I HATE!)

Say something wise.
Hip Hop Blues, Bliss N Eso. (That is the wisest song EVER it really is)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Your Day Will Come, Bliss N Eso. (NICE!)

How would you describe yourself?
I might need security, Jamie Foxx (Ok, so apparently I'm angry or paranoid, judging by the title)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Falling Again, Lacuna Coil (Well i do want someone to let me be myself)

How do you feel today?
There You Go, Pink. (Defiant and angry? Meh, if it works!)

What is your life's purpose?
Feeling Way Too Damn Good, Nickleback. (YES I wanna feel good!)

What is your motto?
The Freshman, Verve Pipe (Ok WTF!)

What do your friends think of you?
Pigs in the porn trough, Bliss N Eso. (My friends think I'm a horny little fucker. Ok.)

What do you think of your parents?
Rapid Roy, Jim Croce. (Just like him, they left the one who loved them alone.)

What do you think about very often?
Animals, Nickleback. (I don't think about animals!)

What is 2 + 2?
Wanderlust, Nightwish.

What do you think of your best friend?
Don't look down. (Ok, I have a lot of best friends, I pick Izzi for this song. You need to stop looking down and being hesitant.)

What do you think of the person you like?
Welcome To Paradise, Greenday. (sweet)

What is your life story?
Camisado, Panic! At The Disco. (ok, I can't get ANY sense out of that song, or my life for that matter)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Mr. Tambourine Man. (*sarcasticly* Yes, I want to be a random wandering guy with a tambourine)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Situations, Escape the Fate (Gawd, I AM a horny little fucker)

What will you dance to at your wedding?

There's a good reason why these tables are numbered honey you just haven't thought of it yet, Panic! At The Disco. (YES! I WILL DANCE TO THAT AT MY WEDDING I WILL DANCE TO THAT NOW! IF YOU ANIMATE MY BODY I WILL DANCE TO THAT AT MY FUCKING FUNERAL!)

What will they play at your funeral?
If It All Ended Tomorrow, John Cena. (YOU SPITEFULL LITTLE BASTARDS!)

What is your hobby/interest?
The Kinslayer, Nightwish. (No, killing my brother is an AMBITION! Not a hobby.)

What is your biggest fear?
I don't want to be like you, Anti-Flag, (To my family, this is true)

What is your biggest secret?

Marrige To Millions, Cute Is What We Aim For (Another WTF moment)

What do you think of your friends?
Reminded, Drowning Pool. (They give me memories!)

What will you post this as?
Conversations With My 13 year Old Self, Pink (An internal monologue to a past me? OHKKKKKKKKKKKK!)

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20109488/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20109488/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 08:22:56 PDT 1. Alexi
2. Mila
3. Johnnie

1. Number one, what was your childhood like?

Alexi. Looks at him irritatedly. "My mother was a junkie slut and my dad used to beat my little brother and me every day. Then I killed them, then I mugged god and became a priest," he grins at the interviewers what the fuck? Expression.

2. Character number three, if you could go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? (It can be something regarding your personal history, or something that is in the history books.)

Johnnie. "I'd choose to have not seduced a demon, then I wouldn't be in this fucking mess."

3. Number two, would you rather be immortal and eternally miserable, or live a mortal, blissfully peaceful life?

Mila smirks. "The more time I have to do what I want, the better, I'd take immortality."
Johnnie looks at her with disgust.

4. Say, character number three, how much do you weigh?

Johnnie shrugs. "Fuck do I know?"

5. Have you ever loved and lost, number one? I'll bet it was your fault, wasn't it? Tsk tsk...

Alexi dosen't respond, he just punches the interviewer so hard it breaks his jaw.

A new interviewer enters.

6. Oh, no character two! You've just strolled into a department store to admire the lovely washing machines when a guy with a nylon stocking over his head runs in and holds the whole store at gunpoint! How will you save the day? (If you are a coward and do not wish to save the day, what do you do upon Stocking Head's arrival?)

Mila. "I'd offer him sex, then break his arm, neck, and eye socket."

7. Number Three, tell your best "Yo Momma" joke.

Johnnie shakes his head. "I hate those things." He rolls his eyes. "Fine, yo momma's so ugly she gives Freddy Kreuger nightmares."

8. Who is the one person you cannot live without, character number one? Why? (Please don't say Oprah, please don't say Oprah...)

"My little brother,' he grins. "Or my Mila."
Mila smiles. "Damn right motherfucker."

9. Hey, number two, tell me one of your deepest, darkest secrets. To make you feel better, I'll tell one of mine: I don't have any deep, dark secrets.

"I killed my last boyfriend," she looks down at her hands.

10. All characters: What kind of music do you listen to? Do you play any instruments? If so, which ones? (Yes...the kazoo counts. Your nose, however, does not.)

Johnnie grins. "Metal motherfucker!!!!!!!!!!" he gives the metal sign. "I play the drums."

Mila shakes her head. "I'm not fond of music, but when I do it's punk, I don't play anything."

Lex looks at them. "Metal, punk, grunge, whatever, I play guitar with my brother, Milla, and his lover."

11. What is the most annoying thing in the world, character one?

Lex grins, "ametures."
Mila rolls her eyes. "Cocky fuck."

12. Finish the statement, number three: Art is...

"Something you can find in any part of life," Johnnie looks into the interviewers eyes and smiles.

12. Finish the statement, number two: People are...

"Like sifting for diamonds," she grins. "Most of the time, you get mud and shit, occasionally you get a real gem."

13. Finish the statement, number one: Imagination...

"Shouldn't be given to gods," Lex shrugs. "They're all bastards."

14. All characters: Out of the three of you, who is the most outgoing? Reserved? Humorous? Stinky?

“Mila's most outgoing," Lex nodded. "Johnnies most reserved. I'm the other two."

15. Quick, Number three! Write a poem!

Johnnie grins.
"One two three four, let the bodies hit the floor."

16. What is your favorite word, number one?

“Yes," Lex grins. "Especially when I'm asking for sex."

"You won't be hearing that anymore," Mila whispered. Lex shoots the interviewer a death glare.

17. Character number three, what is one weird thing that you can do? (i.e. wiggle your ears, fold your tongue, play 'amazing grace' with your armpit...)

Johnnie shoots himself in the arm, the flesh regrows quickly.

18. Speak any other languages, Number Two?

"Spanish and Portuguese," she grins. "Mother wanted me to speak all Latin American languages."

19. What is your nationality, character number one?

"Russian, I was born in Moscow before I moved to England."

20. Pick, number two: asparagus or canned peas? Please elaborate.

"Peas, I can throw the can at someone."

21. What scares you the most, character three?

"The fact I'll live forever," Johnnie replies softly.
"Moron,... ]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20107980/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20107980/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 05:55:50 PDT
I wrote it, little did I know it would captivate millions, well many, well, some people internet wide!

It's called the firstborn series, it's on my old account, but since I'm shutting it down I'm editing them and moving them here.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20107024/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20107024/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 03:37:03 PDT
Tagged by:

RULES
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Tag three, blah blah blah....

CHARACTERS I CHOSE
1. Jack
2. Leah
3. Tarconis
4. Michele

How old are you?

Jack. 19, I think, I may have lost track of a birthday.
Leah. 432. But I'm an immortal.
Tarconis I don't know, tell you what, I fought for Rome, back when it was an empire So older than you.
Michele I'm 19, my occupant is older than words can express.

What's your height?

Jack 5.7
Leah 5.2
Tarconis 7.4 Yes, I am very tall.
Michele 5.5

Do you have any bad habits?

Jack, smoking, drinking, fucking, fighting, hell there isn't a bad habit i don't have.
Leah, you're a cocky little fucker, same deal as him I guess. Only I don't fight much.
Tarconis. I drink, And I have meaningless sex with people whose names I won't remember tomorrow.
Michele. Not that I know of, I chew too much gum I guess.
(Jack smirks, and Leah laughs)
Michele. SHUT UP!

Are you a virgin?

Jack (just collapses with laughter)
Leah (chuckles) with a job like mine, you can't be sweety.
Tarconis. I answered that question already.
Michele. Yes

Who's your mate/spouse?

Jack, no one, today.
Leah. I go through a new one every few years, my current one is a lesser deity named Sariyon
Tarconis. My handler is Janya, that's the closest to a spouse I have. The rest, I assume they probably have names.
Michele You guys are all gross!

Do you have any kids?

Jack, I don't think so.
Leah, I've had 50. 1 is still alive
Tarconis. Infertile.
Michele. I'm a virgin.

What's your favorite food?

Jack, Tacos, no no hang on pu (Tarconis looks at him threateningly) Tacos.
Leah, Chocolate, rich dark chocolate
Tarconis. Steak
Michele Gum.

What's your favorite ice cream flavor?

Jack, like I can afford ice cream bitch.
Leah, don't be mean! My favorite is caramel ripple
Tarconis, none.
Michele BUBBLEGUM FLAVOR! (hyperactive twirling. The others watch with disgust)

Have you killed anyone?

Jack, Once,
Leah not yet, I'm planning to though.
Tarconis. Many times, and I will many times more.
Michele. I didn't, but I let the other me do it.

Do you hate anyone?

Jack, yeah.
Leah, not anyone in particular.
Tarconis. Many, many people.
Michele I'm not really a hateful person.

Do you love anyone?

Jack, tell you what, I can slit your throat, or we can skip this part.
Leah. I love two people forever, others I love only for a few days, then we part ways.
Tarconis I did once.
Michele. I love a few people.

What is your job?

Jack, whatever comes my way.
Leah, I'm a possession, basically a glorified hooker.
Tarconis (raises an eyebrow) demon hunter. And she's a liar a possession is a-
Leah SHUT IT! (Death stares him)
Michele I sell clothes.

Boy or girl?

Jake, I'm all man baby.
Leah, female, till I ask to be otherwise.
Tarconis. Male, Although I was female for a short time.
Michele, I'm a girl, the other is female too.

What do you do to relax?

Jake, you know the bad habits thing?
Leah, I sleep, alone. And I eat and smoke, other than that I sit in a perfumed room and talk with friends.
Tarconis. I do not relax.
Michele I dunno, listen to music, watch TV. The other likes classical music.

What song do you think would best describe yourself?

Jake, hmmm, drop the bombshell I reckon.
Leah I know the song others would describe me with.
Tarconis I don't have one, and what would that be dear Leah?
Leah I touch myself (grins mischievously)
Michele you guys are GROSSS!

Any hidden talents or something no one else knows about you?

Jake I have a few hidden talents, but I aint telling em here, they wouldn't be hidden then.
Leah, you're a pretentious bastard. No, I'm fairly vocal about my talents.
Tarconis. Here's a talent. (Chains shoot from his shoulders)
Michele. I have an angel that takes over my body sometimes.

What do you think of your creator?

Jake, he's a nice enough kid. Bit of a pussy though.
Leah (slaps him) You're a prick, Rob's a good guy. He's done right by me.
Tarconis. I like him a lot, he sees me as a masterpiece of his creation, and that makes me proud.... ]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20071077/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/20071077/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 02:48:49 PDT
IF YOUR LIFE WERE A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool!


Opening Credits: Boulivard of Broken Dreams by Greenday. (Wow, i hate the song, but it's a kickass opener.)

Waking Up: Let the Flames Begin, Panamore. (GREATEST TITLE TO A WAKEUP SONG EVER!)

First Day At School: What's the matter here, 10000 Maniacs. (YESSSSS! I LOVE THIS TEST!)

Falling In Love: Born Like This, 3 days grace. (Ok,that could work in a way I guess.)

Fight Song: Teasing to please, cute is what we aim for. (I do like to tease and make people look stupid when I fight, and it's from a perspective of someone yelling at a selfish bitch, so I could be fighting over one I guess.)

Breaking Up: Planet Hell, Nightwish (THANK YOU! GREATEST BREAKUP SONG EVER! JUST LOOK AT THE TITLE!)

LIFE: I hope you die, bloodhound gang. (Could, kinda make it something like work?)

Mental Breakdown: Coffee and cigarettes, Augustana. (Well they ARE what people turn to during breakdowns)

Driving: Get Caught in no drought, Bliss N Eso (If you hear it it might make sense)

Flashback: Flow Easy, John Cena, Trademark, Bumpy Knuckles. (GANGSTA FLASHBACK BITCHEZZZ!)

Getting Back Together: Festival Song, Good Charlotte (Would call for a celebration I guess, and it does include the words it's on tonight )

Wedding: Coppin it sweet, Bliss N Eso (Ok, that songs about relaxing and chilling out, so I guess it'll work.)

Birth of Child: Writing on the walls, Underoath. (I think that song's about doom SWEET I GET A SATAN SPAWN!)

Final Battle: Eternal Rest, Avenged Sevenfold. (That's right motherfucker, you dead!)

Death: So Hard To Swallow, Nickleback. (Well I wouldn't really wanna die I guess)

Funeral Song: Lake of fire, Nirvana. (NOW THAT WOULD FUCK WITH YOUR HEAD LADIES AND GENTLEMEN! That is SO my funeral song)

End Credits: A Little's enough, Angels and Airwaves. (Hmm, that could work!)

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19909738/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19909738/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 04:46:38 PDT

You're my 20th view. I'm happy now!

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19908824/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19908824/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 02:40:02 PDT

Leave me a comment on this journal and I will:

a) Tell you why I friended you (whatever that means ...)
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you,
d) Tell you a memory I have of you,
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) Tell you my favorite user pic of yours,
g) In return, you must post this in your journal.

Comeon, take the challenge, people.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19801562/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19801562/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 02:33:22 PDT

Yeah I have very little to be proud of lately, so I'll be proud of that.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19763269/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19763269/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 02:25:55 PDT
I learned how to use icons.

I is smiley!

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19714640/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19714640/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 08:34:42 PDT
This is her. [link]

Her name is Jordyn, do not EVER insult her around me,,,,,, I stalk the night, with pickaxes.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19602587/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19602587/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 06:52:32 PDT
And now I'm in an impossible situation, and there's no helping me.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19350569/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19350569/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 08:14:50 PDT
It's hard to believe this is the same family fuckup who was breaking down just a couple of days ago, but then the slightest change in circumstance can bring grand things.

I've got a girlfriend again, I'm going on my first date with a girl I've wanted to ask out for a long fucking time this weekend.

Be happy for me.

(no martin, it was not heather.)

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19285271/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19285271/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 03:18:10 PDT The unbreakable armor is cracking.

I cried last night for the first time in a long time, and I had still had a promise more important to me than my life to keep, if I hadn't had that, lets just say I wouldn't be writing this right now.

I'm better, for now, but I can't help but wonder, what if the armor keeps cracking? What if the armor breaks, is there anything that me still left inside?

I don't know, and I hope I never find out.

I probably won't be posting here as much for a while, but who knows?

If you bothered to read this, and if you cared at all about what it said, I love you.

And Grace, if you're wondering why I've been so damn difficult lately, this might be it.

Rob.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19268847/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/19268847/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 07:36:48 PDT
What loose ends would you tie?

Answer if you can, but I don't expect any.

]]> ~deminex http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/18883604/ http://deminex.deviantart.com/journal/18883604/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 23:31:00 PDT
I got a fair few responses from my little cry for help, I guess i needed to be reminded that I still matter to someone.

I was shocked to see that someone I don't think I've ever talked to gave me some helpfull advice. Thank you.

Also I got 2 people from Dart add me on MSN and one add me to the watch list.

So to all my dear ones, from those who have been dear ones for years, to my dear ones of only today.

Thank you.

Twitch
(I'm taking my goddamn old nickname back. Despite it not being relevant anymore.

So fuck you)

]]> ~deminex