http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:deppgirl&section=today deviantART RSS for by:deppgirl en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 03:05:12 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/26724906/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/26724906/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 23:55:57 PDT
That was the most epic fail ever. I actually get the incentive to write this damn thing at two in the morning I may point out only to have it quit when I'm about halfway through. I had to retype all of this again. Awesome.

Okay the quote is from a song that has become my rallying cry. It's called "I'm not that girl" from the musical Wicked. Very good song, even better musical.

Alright, school had ended and I have graduated, scary, yes. Imagine my feelings on the subject. One funny thing though, at graduation practice I fell backwards off of the platform we were sitting on. Amusing, yes, painful, another yes. Thankfully I didn't fuck up at graduation and my speech went rather well. I was choking on sobs the entire time but people told me they liked it so it's always a plus.

I'm currently working almost twenty four seven and that shouldn't stop me from having a social life and it doesn't. More than anything I've become a hermit of my own free will. People annoy the hell out of me and my patience is wearing more and more thin these days.

I've been seeing SMB (Screaming Mechanical Brain) on an almost regular basis...well if you count once a month a regular basis. I'm not even going to go into some of the drama surrounding the conerts and stuff but it's always really fun to go to one. Lauren is coming down on August 28th, staying the weekend and we get to see them on the 29th.

Also taking place on the 29th is my tattoo. I know none of you will probably understand but I'll explain it anyway. It's a treble clef and at the bottom it's a peace sign. Sort of a symbol of my passion for music. It's the only thing that brings me 'eace' sometimes. It has meaning and it's going to be small and easily hidden so I really have no qualms about getting it besides the fact it's going to hurt and it's going to be an awkward hour or so, don't ask why.

Other than those few things not much has been going on. I'm going to HAVE to get my license here real soon because my dad is getting fed up with his 18 year old daughter being immobile. Not that I have a car but he think it'll help somehow, yeah right. Also if I get around to it I'll be signing up for classes for college starting in the spring. Whoopee joy.

Don't ask about dating. It's pretty much gone out the window. Don't get my wrong, I've tried. I've tried and failed and frankly it's getting sickening so I'm kind of trying to ignore the whole, "I'm single, I'm miserable" feeling. As I stated before. People are annoying.

If you hadn't noticed all the dry humor and sarcasm I'll point it out for you. But hey, give me a break it's two in the morning. I'm alone, I can't sleep, and my Ipod is playing nothing by sad sad songs. I have a right to a little sarcasm at this point in time.

Well there's the update. I do not feel so bad now. Although I probably won't update this thing again until November...I'm just THAT lazy...

***EDIT I've got four different social network sites open AND dA and NO ONE is on to chat....That's how amazing I am..

]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/24826624/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/24826624/ Mon, 18 May 2009 17:07:22 PDT No one else will get this quote but Lauren and I...big surprise......

Alright I haven't done a journal in forever and things have gotten better since I've last spoken to most of you through my journal.

School: School is winding down, quite literally! I graduate in two days! Freaky huh? I'm going to be out of highschool and into the world. Plans are to work for a year and take a couple of courses before seriously going into college. That's what I'm going to stick to because I'm sure as hell going to college.

Work: Work sucks, what's new? . Oh well, it's not too bad. There are some cool people left working there and the remodling is slowly getting done and it's looking alot better.

Misc: Well, Lauren and I went to two concerts in a row, both of them about two hours away from here. It was to see the same band, Screaming Mechanical Brain. They're from MN and I demand you all go and look them up right now because they totally rape minds....Seriously I love them. Probably one of the most fun things was after the concert. They have the most hilareous guitarist, Turff. Lauren and I got him to sign our CD's mainly because we're both like, in love with the guy and then we made fun of him cause he's so freaking skinny and he pulls off his shirt and then his belt and we're both like WHOA! And he goes "no, no it's okay" and proceded to prove to us that he has no organs. Then the time for pictures came and it looked like he was just going to do the whole leg up around the person thing at first but NO he procedes to jump into Lauren's arms. It came my turn and I just looked at him and he's like "it's alright" And guess what all 140 lb.s of him doesn't feel like that. It feels more like fifty. The other concert we went to was filled with a freaking dead crowd and ALL scene kids. Pissed me off. After ward he came over and put his arms around Lauren and I and jumped into our arms and was like "Carry me to the table!" So we did LOL. Lauren said she'd put some pics up so you'll alll get to see them

Yeah..this was mainly put up here just to rant about how freaking awesome the concerts were....

]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/24544970/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/24544970/ Sat, 02 May 2009 09:11:38 PDT
Alright, since I haven't done an update in god knows how long I figured I'd do it now. After all I've got nothing better to do.

School: School has been hectic as usual but my grades are coming up to where I want them to be right now. Anatomy is kicking my ass, or at least it was. If I can do well on the next tests the grade should be perfectly fine. Pre-Calc is going to be like a C but I'm alright with that.

Writing: Writing has kind of gone off the deep end for me. With the exception of my ever constsant rping, I haven't been writing much. I had that spur of the moment poem a few weeks back, but I'm not too pleased with it. Go ahead and read it if you'd like but for the most part it's just some ranting on my part.

Work: Working has turned out just as shitty as I thought it would be. I hate working there every second of every day. But who cares...I mean honestly...it gives me money and I really need it what with graduation coming up. Ugh...May already....FML

Me: I've been doing I've flatlined and I really feel like shit at the moment.

]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/23897851/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/23897851/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 11:03:24 PDT
Alright instead of listing the things off in nice, neat little paragraphs I'm just going to go at it. I haven't updated this in forever but I can't say that it really bothers me.

Kay, so I recently got a job at the local grocery store. I went through the interview and had training in on Wedensday of this week. It was alot easier than I originally thought it was going to be, but my feet are killing me. I'll probably not wear my converse when I"m standing that much again, it kills my feet. But I was actually surprised at how easy it was to force being happy when I was there. I'll keep you guys updated on how that's going.

School has been a complete mess. My grades aren't really where I'd like them to be, so I've been scrambling to get them back up. I'm not failing anything but I definetly have a case of senioritis.

This week has been really REALLY busy. On Monday I had large group contest for band, on Tuesday I had knowledge bowl. We lost and we got beaten by the TRITON BOY!!! NOOOOOO!!!!! lol. On Wednesday I had my first day of work and training in, after that I got my prom dress altered at Lauren's house. It's orange by the way. Ugly color I know, but it looks awesome and the dress actually fits me well. On Thursday, aka today, I have to do a BUNCH of editing for the paper because the teacher in charge of it is pissed at me because it's supposed to be out today but it won't. PS not my fault I've been busy!!! On Friday I have radio show. On Saturday I have speech subsections and on Sunday we get to go to RENT!!! So yeah...my week...I don't do well with stress at all...I juts want to die right now..I swear if I have to do one more thing on top of all this I'm going to break down into tears......

I actually have two chapters of my new story up as well so watch and see how that goes!!!

I'M SO FREAKING TIRED!!!!!!!!

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/22893717/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/22893717/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 20:18:08 PST
Home- Things have been like always, a little tense but otherwise fine. My mom is getting a little less uptight which is cool...

School- New semester's started and classes are going smoothly. Most of mine are hard but hey, at least that gives me an excuse to stay home on the weekends. And about the whole me-selling-a-painting-thing. Yeah it's not gonna happen. At first I said two fifty, I was told that was too high so I lowered it to like 50 and then I guess he's not gonna buy it now...big surprise there...And then there's the snow daze talent show tomorrow, I'm gonna be in that with a few friends. We're doing the evolution of dance 2 so yeah...then the Snow- Daze dance which is going to suck I"m pretty sure because dances are never fun when you're single.. ugh..

Me-Yeah feeling more and more down by the day it seems. I'm just in one of those mooods and I think I just wanted to get some stuff out in this journal. I'm just sick of feeling like I'm never good enough for anyone or anything and then things happening that make me feel like that's really true....I'm pretty sure if it weren't for Lauren and a select few of my other friends I wouldn't be enjoying life at all right now. Thanks guys.

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/22676493/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/22676493/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 15:16:59 PST
School: School's been hectic and stressful lately, due to finals that I just can't seem to study for. Well I do study I just can't retain the information. We had a five day weekend due to two snow days, the actual weekend, and then no school today (Teacher's workshop). They've extended the semester though and it ends on Wednesday so on Thursday we start the new semester and I get new classes. Snow-daze is coming up. There's a talent show and some friends are getting together and we're performing the evolution of dance two and then of course there's the dance...yippee...

Writing: Like all of my other journals I've been doing next to no writing. After reading some awesome books I really want to write something. It's not like there's a lack of want here, just a lack of ideas or really...motivation.

Me: I've been depressed to say the least lately. Increasingly lonely and rather irtitable sometimes. (And no it's not PMS). I dunno. Whatever. I went to Rochester this weekend with Lauren, her boyfriend, and then a friend of his. It was pretty fun and I"m glad I went. One amazing thing that's happened to me is alright. I did a series in Art class and my teacher put them in a local art show. A professional artist dropped by, saw them, and wants to buy them. Most likely for around 250 bucks! Probably the only up thing in my life right now.
**Edit. Wow if possible my life just keeps getting worse and worse. I feel like a complete failure at the moment. But oh well. School's coming tomorrow, I have finals, I won't get enough sleep, I'll forget what I studied, fail, and then not graduate....yippee........

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/22193049/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/22193049/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 14:44:41 PST
School: Well as you all probably know it's Christmas break and there's no school! Yippee!!

Writing: I've been doing a bit of background work on a few characters and trying to get a few others to click into place. I think I might start up my story again if I get some inspiration soon. One can never be sure. Though I really do want to get a short story written. I'll keep you guys posted on that.

Me: Well I'm far more mellow than I was last week, sorry about that. It was just a bad week for me in general. I mean I'm not happy this week but I'm definetly better. Having fun at Christmas and happy to see the relatives but just some issues.

Christmas: Well since I'm sure you're all dying to know I'll tell you what I got for Christmas, it's actually been an amazing haul this year! I got, an Ipod nano, Guitar Hero: World Tour, Sleepy Hollow, a Twilight t-shirt and poster, some money, converse, an awesome necklace with a real pearl in it from my uncle, and then the boardgame clue. All in all one of the better Christmas's I've had. And we're going up to my Aunt's on Saturday so I'll get more presents then!

And since Lauren did it in her journal, it sounds like a good idea so I'd just like to stop and thank all of the people on here who actually take time to read this at least every now and again. It legitimately means alot to me. Especially now when I feel like my 'friends' really don't care. But one person really stands out above the rest. Lauren I love you like a sister and I know you don't get why I'm still your friend but you help me just as much as I help you. Thank you.

I hope you all have amazing Christmas's or just a nice holiday break!

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/22021985/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/22021985/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 19:19:18 PST
School: There's not shit going on in school right now other than the fact I'm going to fail connections and not graduate. At least that's what the pessimist side of be wants to believe and I'm being a pessimist this week, deal with it. Other than that school is going alright. Started crying on Mondy which sucked royally but oh well. I feel really cut off from all of my friends here, like they just don't really give a damn how I feel but then again like I said, I've been having a bad week and that's probably got something to do with it.

Writing: Not much going on. That story I started kind of trickled off and I haven't had an idea so I'll probably just end it and delete the other two chapters off of here. I made a few new vampire characters but that's it in this area.

Me: Well as you can probably tell from the rest of the journal I've been feeling rather down and not doing the best. Partially because I feel like I'm not getting anywhere with fairy and party because I feel like I've been abandoned by my friends, thank guys really.

Other: Not really much else going on. Christmas is coming up and mom and dad are stressed as ever yippee...

This was basically a journal to rant so if you read it thank you for getting this far.

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/21806254/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/21806254/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 19:41:54 PST
Things have been going a little rocky lately, it's been a little hectic what with the first snowfall of the season but we're getting along.

School: School's the same as always, boring as hell except for the occasional fairy siting . Connections is kicking my ass and I'm pretty sure I'll just barely pass that class. We should've had our first snow day today seeing as one of my friends nearly skidded off a cliff on her way TO school but our superindendent is a bitch so what can you do about it? Bad thing is we were all counting on a two hours late and missing our connections test so none of us studied. We weren't two hours late so I'm pretty sure a bunch of people got screwed.

Writing: I started a new story on here. It's gonna be easy because I'm trying to base it on things that have actually happened to me. I'm gonna try to get one chapter up every week so be sure to check out that and give me some feedback.

Social: Alright I don't even know where my social life is going. I'm gonna hang out with Lauren, her boyfriend and some other friends at the movies on Sunday and fairy will be there so we'll see how it goes. . . .

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/21654480/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/21654480/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 19:44:38 PST
Now onto the real fun part, the actual update.

School: School itself, as far as classes go, has been alright. The social part of school, not so much. There's some real drama going on between the girls of my little group of friends and I just feel rather betrayed by the whole situation...God I hate highschool.

Home: Things have been okay, my parents have been getting into a few more fights but my room is clean and my brothers aren't being complete assholes alot of the time. That's always an up.

Writing: I'm starting to formulate the plot ideas for another story. One I might actually write instead of saying I'll write. Not sure if I want to though.

Reading: I just read one of the most incredible books. It's called Rainbow Boys by Alex Sanchez and I actually found it by mistake whilst looking for a vampire book at the library. It's a three part series about three gay guys coming out to their family, friends and school. It's an amazing series. Honestly, if you haven't read it an need another book go find it!!!!

Other than that there's not much. I'll update whenever I feel like it And here's a little fun crap for ya!

1. Spell your name as it sounds. Da-Nee-El-Ka-th

2. Are you available? Yep

3. What's your favorite number? 49494

4. Favorite color(s)? lime green today, don't worry it'll change tomorrow

5. Does your home have a bookcase? my mom's house does

THE HAVES:

1. Have you ever been to Canada? totally eh

2. Have you ever gone fishing? yeppo

3. Have you ever seen a celebrity? no...

4. Have you ever been on a motorcycle? no

THE HOWS:

1. How much money do you have on you right now? Like 6 bucks

2. How many cars have you owned? none

3. How many jobs have you had? One

4. How tall are you? 5' 3" or so and I think I'm shrinking

THE LASTS:

1. Last person to call you? Lauren, she was mad cause I called her at work...oops

2. Last thing you yelled out loud? SHUT THE F*** UP NOAH! ( my brother)

3. Last person you were in a car with? My dad and brothers

4. Last time you ate at McDonald's? like last weekend

5. Last thing you had for dinner? pizza

6. The last thing you bought? dunno

7. Last person you saw? brothers..ug...

8. Last time you cried? Monday

9. Last time you laughed? a few hours ago

THE WHATS:

1. What is the temperature outside? Freezing!! Literally, below zero!
I hate freaking winter in MN

2. What time did you wake up? 7:00

RANDOM:

44. Do you have a best friend? Well DUH!!

45. What goes best with a soft drink? PIZZA!!

46. What did you do two nights ago? 2 nites ago? computer!!

49. Is your birthday coming up? in April....it depends on what you mean by 'coming up'

53. Where were you at 3:02 AM this morning? asleep

59. What was the first thing you thought this morning? Where the heck am I? ...I get really. REALLY disoriented in the morning...i was in my own bed...I had rolled over so everything looked different...

61. What are your plans for this weekend? Nufin

64. Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi or Coke. . . I dunno

67. What did you dream about last night? can't remember

68. What's the last movie you watched? The Golden Compass. ...Don't watch it, it's awful

69. What is your favorite piece of jewelry?necklace

70. Name 1 person on your Top Friends who is the most like you? Lauren

72. Are you on any medication? nope.

73. Have you ever cut your own hair? yeah...didn't turn out so good..


74. What is your favorite frozen treat? CAKE!!

76. Where's your favorite place to be? on my comp. or in my bed...or in bed on my computer!!

77. Is there someone you haven't seen in a while and miss?

78. Who was the last text you sent to? don't text

79. Do you care what people think about you? to a degree

82. Last person you talked to on myspace? I don't have MySpace..... .It ish dumb..LIKE ORLANDO BLOOM

83. Have you ever moshed? NEVAH!!

84. Last person to make you cry? myself

85. Who can you tell anything to? lauren

86. What are you doing today... ]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/21102176/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/21102176/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 20:39:27 PDT
I haven't done an update in forever so I'm just doing the basics to save time and a possible hand crap from typing.

School: School's been going for awhile and I must say, senior year is turning out to be extrememly fun. From hanging out on the benches at lunch to listening to the senior radio, it's just alot more fun that I thought it would be. The classes are all easy except for one and that makes it alot easier. My independant study, an art thing, is going awesome! I just recently finished my first piece, a surrealism painting. And I must say it turned out well. I might take some pictures and upload them on here....

Writing: Almost nothing is going on. I've done a few huge revamps on some of my characters and done a bit of rping but nothing much. We had to write a sonnet for English 12 and I'll probably be putting it up so keep a look out if you're interested.

Social Life: As usual, I have next to no social life. I just got back from Bemidji. I went up to Lauren's mom's cabin for the MEA weekend and it was a blast. Apart from the paddle boat we weren't sure would float and the awesomely amazing couches it was a pretty freaking fabulous weekend. And we didn't fight once which was even more amazing. Nothing else is really going on. A few parties and stuff but other than that, not much.

Me: I'm doing pretty good. A little stressed out since school is picking up but I love it. I mean it's better than sitting around on my butt all day. I've been reading a really good book lately. The dead zone by Stephen King. Almost done with it so when I am done I'll let you guys know how it went. I'm also the editor of the school newspaper this year and that's turning out to be awesomely fun!

So, I'll try to update this thing more often, not that any of you really care enough to actually read it ;D

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/20199306/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/20199306/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 10:03:11 PDT
Nothing really new, exciting, or intersting has happened in my life since I last posted a journal. The last bandcamp of my highschool career has come and gone and I must say I'm rather sad to see it go. I mean sure I've always complained about it, but I'm definetly going to miss it.

As for school I got my schedule last night. I have Advanced English 12 that I'll probably be switching out of to get into A.P. English, Connections (basically geography), Band, Animal Care that's going to be switching to an independant art study, and then World History. I'm going to be glad to see school come. A little order and structure will be welcomed.

Summer, I'm not too sad to see it go. Sure it's fun for like a month and a half but I'm ready for school. All I've been doing lately is sleeping until one, then again I don't fall asleep until three in the morning so that's to be expected. Still, I'm excited for school. Senior year is going to be fun and sad all at the same time but I'm also excited to move on to bigger and better things in college. Hopefully.

As far as writing goes, I haven't been doing much outside of rping. I'm getting frustrated with myself and I really want to start a new novel but I'm at a loss for a plotlines and ideas not to mention what characters I'd use. If anyone has any suggestions, please don't hesitate to say something. Critique and suggestions are always welcome.

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/19553246/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/19553246/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 10:41:25 PDT
So, this weekend. The family reunion was a blast. I always love seeing my dad's side of the family becuase it's rare that I DO see them, the all live so far away. I got to see all of them, my two aunts who live in the Twin Cities, my uncle who lives in Colorado, and my Uncle who lives in Seattle. I never realized how much like them I really am. We got to talking one night I was up there and I learned my one uncle almost got kicked out of school for skipping. Lol. And what's even funnier is now he works on lazers. On Thursday we got up there and went to the zoo, on Friday we went to the outdoor theatre and watched Dark Knight, on Saturday we had a picnic at the park and then Sunday we came home. Then when I came back on Monday me and Peter went to the Dark Knight again. I get to see it next weekened with my mom too ^^.

Other than that my life has been boring. I might be getting to do my senior pictures out in Colorado which would be amazing because they would be sooooo original. I really want to do it but we have to convince my mom.

Band camp starts soon ugghhh. But on the brighter side of life Lauren also moves down
soon so


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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/19133479/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/19133479/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 18:36:32 PDT
The top 5 things that piss Danielle off aboud D.A. or the people on D.A.

1) When people ask me into a chat room to ask about Lauren then proceed not to ask how I am. Ask her yourself!!!

2) When I'm innocently typing away and the chatroom decides to kick me out.

3)When some mornon in a chat room posts a huge wall of words and it lags up my computer.

4)When random people I DON'T KNOW try to tell me that yaoi rp's are not allowed on D.A. (They are as long as you dont' call them yaoi)

5)People who act like they know me and confuse the HELL out of me.



So that's it. Those are the top five things about D.A. or about the people on here that totally piss me off. ^^.

Now for some quotes and then some meaningless updates.

"To see if you were dead!"

That is a quote from my favorite recent movie, Georgia Rule. Quoted by Harlan Wilson played by Garrett Hedlund. Kind of predictible ain't I?

Other than watching I Love The New Millenium I've been doing nothing much. Sitting on my butt in pj's all day, eating. That's my summer

]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/18956230/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/18956230/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 19:39:47 PDT
Alright I haven't been doing much of anything lately except for Florida which was amazing! At magical kindoms I saw a Jack Sparrow impersonator that looked EXACTLY like him! It wasn't though cuz I checked ;D. My favorite ride had to either be Rockin' RollerCoaster, Tower of Terror, Everest, or Dinosaur. If I'm not too lazy I'll update more about that later...

Other than Florida my life has been blissfully empty of anything. I mean it's summer. You're not supposed to do anything right? I rarely change out of my pajamas unless I HAVE to do something

Other than that, Lauren moves down soon so I'm

Oh and before I forget I'm writing a new story so keep an eye out!!

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/18600987/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/18600987/ Sat, 31 May 2008 21:52:39 PDT
Wednesday, one of the seniors that just graduated got in a car crash. Steve Daskam. He was wearing his seatbelt, no drugs were in his system and he was sober. The seniors had been haning out at abonfire and some of the guys decided to go to another friends house. Steve was by himself in the car. He flipped it and broke his neck. He was pronounced dead at the scene.

I didn't know Steve that well, I talked to him during speech and plays but I wasn't very close friends with him, but still I feel as if I've lost an older brother. It's been hard so I can't even imagine what his girlfriend and family are going through.

We were told on Wednesday and that was just a really bad day..Yesterday, Friday, was the wake and that was probably the hardest thing I've ever done. It was an open casket and as soon as I saw him I started hyperventilating or something and I dunno, I half expected him to wake up...Today, Saturday, was the funeral and the choir sang "Amazing Grace". Luckilky we only had to sing the first two verses, I barely got through those.

After the funeral we went to the cemetary and that was hard, I mean I saw guys. Some of Steve's friends, crying harder than I was at times and I just felt so bad for them..I'm glad I went though.I got to give Jordyn (his girlfriend) a hug.

But yeah, that's basically what's been happening with me. Sorry if the update hasn't been in awhile. I leave for Florida and Disney Land on June 8th and I'll be there for a week so I won't be on, dont' worry though.

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/18300451/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/18300451/ Tue, 13 May 2008 05:50:33 PDT
Alright, update on me since I haven't done one of these in about a month. I mean come on it's getting to be the end of May and I my last journal was in the end of April. I'm getting really bad at updating these but .

First off, play is finally done. For those of you who didn't know the last few weeks have been spent working on my part for William Shakespere's 'Much Ado About Nothing'. I got a really small part and only had three lines (I was the 2nd watchman). But practices were fun. Even if they did run relatively late. We had our performances on Friday and Saturday of last week so I'll be glad to be rid of that.

Last night we had our last choir concert as well, so the work in that will drop to next to nothing now. That is a big releife. I always like the end of the year about these weeks because everything starts to get really easy. We had our last band concert about two weeks ago, but we're working on marching stuff for Florida when we go down June 9th. I'm so excited for that!! I get to spend a week at Disneyland with all my friends and stuff!!!!!! Oh...Beaches *dreamy sigh*

Other than that I really have nothing to report...Wait there was one thing..Oh yeah. I might be getting editor for our school newspaper next year. Apparently one of my friends heard that both of us were big considerations for editors since most of them are seniors and are leaving this year I'll be the grammar editor I guess because they think my grammar is sooooo good They'll be in for a nasty surprise.

Let's see, what else to talk about. This weekend was pretty fun. Me and a friend got to go visit a Hispanic family for Saturday for Spanish three. It was really fun, but they didn't want us to leave, lol. They had really good food and I'm really glad I went. But I can't wait for this weekend really. I'm going to Prince Caspian on Friday which looks absolutely AMAZING! And on Saturday I get to hang out with Peter because it's Trout Days. So this weekend should be pretty awesome.

Oh, and I found this new musical, well was introduced. It's called Spring Awakening and I love it!! Check it out sometime!!

I Peter

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Alright first off I totally figured something out quite recently! I cannot, for the life of me, say the words 'fabulous' or 'fierce' without the whole gay, guy, lisp, t hing! It's pretty much amazing! I spent almost an enitre Spanish Three class devoted to trying to say it normally. Normally, mind you. I couldn't!!

And now on to the best joke in the history of existance. It's a Harry Potter one so for all of you who don't know the characters, you won't get it. But the joke is:
Harry was talking to Lupin and he goes- "So you're a werewolf" Lupin nods and says- "Yes I'm a werewolf"
Harry replies- "Are you fucking serious?!"
Lupin nods again- "Well....that too....."


I LOVE THAT JOKE! If you don't get it...think about it...sirius/serious..get it?

Anyway, on to the actual upadate. Today we went to the Guthrie Theatre, a very excellent theatre in the cities. We got to go see "A Midsummer's Night Dream" and it was AMAZING! I mean, the costumes, the actors, everything was great! I loved it!! Afterward we went to the Mall of America and the only thing I bought was two pins at Hot Topic. One that says. "It's always the quiet ones" and the other says "Mwhahahahahahhahahah..." well you get it. It was fabulous. My friends dragged me into shops like Holister and Victoria Secret, but I made it out of there alive. We only had an hour to eat and everything so we only got to go to a very, very, very small portion of the shops but it was fun.

Other than that, life has been going pretty good. School is going okay and Prom is coming up, which I'm terribly excited for. Not the getting ready part, but the actual dance and after party. It's going to be a blast (partly becuase my dress actually fits me and my flat chested self)

And that's pretty much it for me!!

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/17635275/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/17635275/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 14:33:15 PDT
Anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! Yep, it's my birthday today. That explains alot doesn't it? It was also a full moon when I was born...

We went on a field trip for science today and that's all I really had to say. This was just because I needed to update and it's my birthday and yeah...

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/17062406/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/17062406/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 17:52:11 PST
Okay, I've been playing DOC almost obsessively lately. I've beat the game once but there's so much extra stuff to unlock I'm going back and beating it again. I absolutely adore the game! And it's got Vincent in it so ^^.

School wise, things have been pretty mellow. I haven't had much homework and my classes are relatively easy. My favorite is art.

Writing wise I've started on a new story, if you haven't read the chapter please go do that. I NEED CRITIQUE!!

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/16664765/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/16664765/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 19:25:39 PST
2. Are you available? nope

3. What's your favorite number? 87648736249173598734859795824375982

4. Favorite color(s)? green, crimson

5. Does your home have a bookcase?

THE HAVES:

1. Have you ever been to Canada?

2. Have you ever gone fishing? yeah, I never caught anything though

3. Have you ever seen a celebrity? no...

4. Have you ever been on a motorcycle? no

THE HOWS:

1. How much money do you have on you right now? totally broke

2. How many cars have you owned? none

3. How many jobs have you had? One

4. How tall are you? 5' 3" or so

THE LASTS:

1. Last person to call you? a friend, nicki

2. Last thing you yelled out loud? SHUT UP!!

3. Last person you were in a car with? My dad

4. Last time you ate at McDonald's? a while ago i think

5. Last thing you had for dinner? toast.

6. The last thing you bought? um......food?

7. Last person you saw? brothers..ug...

8. Last time you cried? last night

9. Last time you laughed?a few minutes ago

THE WHATS:

1. What is the temperature outside? Freezing!! Literally, below zero!
I hate freaking winter in MN

2. What time did you wake up? 6:30

RANDOM:

44. Do you have a best friend? Well DUH!!

45. What goes best with a soft drink? PIZZA!!

46. What did you do two nights ago? 2 nites ago? computer!!

49. Is your birthday coming up? in April....it depends on what you mean by 'coming up'

53. Where were you at 3:02 AM this morning? asleep

59. What was the first thing you thought this morning? Where the heck am I? ...I get really. REALLY disoriented in the morning...i was in my own bed...I had rolled over so everything looked different...

61. What are your plans for this weekend? Science olympiad stuff

64. Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi

67. What did you dream about last night? My friends gramma as a vampire who was trying to kill me and moving heath ledger's dead body...then going down a water slide..

68. What's the last movie you watched? Constantine

69. What is your favorite piece of jewelry?necklace

70. Name 1 person on your Top Friends who is the most like you? Lauren

72. Are you on any medication? nope.

73. Have you ever cut your own hair? yeah...didn't turn out so good..


74. What is your favorite frozen treat? CAKE!!

76. Where's your favorite place to be? on my comp.

77. Is there someone you haven't seen in a while and miss? lauren...

78. Who was the last text you sent to? don't text

79. Do you care what people think about you? to an degree

82. Last person you talked to on myspace? I don't have MySpace..... .It ish dumb..LIKE ORLANDO BLOOM

83. Have you ever moshed? NEVAH!!

84. Last person to make you cry? myself

85. Who can you tell anything to? lauren

86. What are you doing today? nothing

87. Do you have a crush? lots of people.....mostly famous people

89. Do you like ketchup? it's okay

90. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? I hope

91. What color is your pillow case? it's flowery

92. Do you wear a bikini during swimming in school? no...we do'nt do swimming

93. Have you ever been to California or Chicago?nope

97. What is your favorite fruit? Raspberries

98. What do you want to do today? sleep

99. Are you cold? yes It's freaking winter in minnesota of course i'm cold!!

100. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call or text but don't? YES!!!


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Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/15685093/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/15685093/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 19:33:01 PST
I like how I simply order you people around

Anyway, just got done with a day with lauren which was utterly amazing. We walked around the mall and I was being emo, more than usual. I cheered up when Lauren bough a fedora and we realized that I looked like johnny depp in it......Seriously! No freaking kidding! I............look...............like..........................Johnny Depp.......................in that hat. It was scary.....

Anyways lauren bought me the whole twighlite series which I've nearly finished reading. I got two picture frames, a poster, and a CD which I left with lauren and hate myself for doing that.

Anyway that's pretty much it if you look at my life right now It's me, can't expect anything too exciting guys


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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/15488934/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/15488934/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 05:49:45 PST
Alright an update on me, I haven't done one of these for awhile and I'm not quite sure I like it without the whole subscription thing but I'll try.

School wise, things are getting monotonus. School in the winter ya know? Nothing very interesting except pyschology which is always interesting but Chemistry we're starting a new unit and Econ is as boring as ever and don't even start me on Algebra 2.

Writing wise I finished one of my shorter novels and I'm planning to enter it in a contest if I can find one.

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/15351678/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/15351678/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 20:08:06 PDT

Hey all, though I'd update this thing since I've aquired the habit of doing it every month or so...

I've been trying to think of something to write about lately but it seems everything I write is crap. Damn writer's block....

I haven't been doing much. We had a bonfire at my dad's tonight but I didn't' go out cuz it was cold. Tomorrow we're heading up to my aunts for the day which should be uh...interesting to say the least.

I've started to read Stephen King, who I like immensly. The book I'm reading now, Bag of Bones is amazing.

Other than reading, trying to write, and school I haven't been doing much.

Aishiteru
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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/15197709/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/15197709/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 05:49:24 PDT

Alright here's an update on me!!

I haven't been doing much lately. It's way too cold here to do much of anything outside. Yeah it's freezing! I hate the bloody cold!! Anyway I've been working on getting new ideas for stories. I want to write a purely fantasy one but I'm not sure how I should do the plot. If you have any ideas on either characters or plot lines the help would be greatly appreciated.

Other than that in actual school: We're talking about sleep and dreams in pyschology which is pretty cool. In Chemistry we're doing somemore hard stuff (ugh), in Government we're doing president reports (Mine is Chester Alan Arthur) and talking about assasinated presidents and then in Algebra 2....well I'd rather not think about that class this early in the morning.

Other than that I haven't been doing much of anything lately. Surfing the net alot, going on youtube, on here. Not much of anything else to say! Yesterday we had an assembly during last period (Algebra 2 was missed!) And it was on drunk driving. Though I'm about 99% sure that I've seen the same exact one before so it was rather boring and all the same stuff......blah blah 'Don't drink and drive' blah blah...after how many years of pounding the message into our heads and how many assemblies you think they would realize that WE GET IT!!!

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/14973750/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/14973750/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 16:16:06 PDT

Alright update on me

Staying home from school today because I was throwing up last night, but hopefully it'll pass. I should be back in school by tommorrow, i feel better

Alright I've been doing alot of rping and not much of anything else, lol. I'm back into the habit of having absolutely no life. Oh well. Marching band is done which is awesome and I can finally play my normal instrument. I was getting sick of doing flags.

I've kinda been wanting to write something for awhile now but I haven't gotten around to it yet When I do you guys shall be the first to know. I'll post it on here no matter how crappy it is and that's a promise ^^

Jared Leto=

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/14775409/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/14775409/ Mon, 24 Sep 2007 16:30:37 PDT
well I'm back!!

I just got back from Lauren's yesterday and it was amazingly fun up there. I've missed her so much and we had a completely emo day one of the days and it was just really fun. But now that I'm home it's the classic case of depression that sets in each time I come back from seeing her...though I'll see her soon!!

Okay other than seeing lauren and the amazing time we had together. I haven't been doing much. I was thinking of submitting one of my more recent, and better, stories on here but I'm not sure if I want to go to the time to put it up here to have only lauren read it. So if I get lots of people telling me to put in on here i will!

Well yeah......I got nothing....

And P.S. lauren- "OH MY GOD IT'S AARON!!!"

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/14489388/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/14489388/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 15:09:31 PDT
Okay just wanted to give you all an update on how my first day of school went!

My first class is pyschology which is going to be interesting, i've always liked that sort of thing and I'm actually thinking about being a therapist. Anyway. I have the class with most of my friends and the class is huge!!

The next class is Chemistry, the teacher is cool, the class is small and again I'm with people I like so it's good.

Then I have band/lunch/ choir and after that Government which is going to be a bore, I don't much like the teacher, and the class is huge, but i'm with people I like.

Then the last class is Algebra two which is going to be a bore for the same reasons as Government.

All in all this year should be good. We have a new kid, kind of skittish looking, named Aaron and an adorable new art teacher that I sadly enough won't be having

But yeah, that's it!

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Not much else to say other than
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!



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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/14070513/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/14070513/ Wed, 08 Aug 2007 05:51:01 PDT alright though it could've been alot better.

Okay last night at like 9:30 I was sitting in DPS minding my own business when this person came in and asked us if we were all active..well i kinda missed him because I had too many windows open but then like 10 more admins came in and it was utter chaos. I kept telling them that i didn't do it and blaming people then they said that all four of the people in there had won a subscription! So that's like

Only problem is....I really don't know what I can do with it...*sigh*

Other than that Lauren comes down this weekend...wait....OMG LAUREN COMES DOWN THIS WEEKEND!!!

I have bandcamp also this week which SUCKS ASS! Seriously I have blisters on my hands and i was sweating so much yesterday it looked like I pissed my pants...I don't want to go back but on the bright side i'll be keeping fit

I haven't been writing much lately just rping it's addicting what can I tell you?

Not much else to say other than
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!



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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13773791/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13773791/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 18:45:49 PDT

Okay I'm bored and I just want a different journal...I already wrote all this but I deleted it so let's try this again...

I've been listening to alot of music lately. More specifically MCR (My Chemical Romance for all you slow people out there) I have three official songs I love 1) disenchanted 2) Blood (a hidden track) 3) Teenagers. I really wanna buy their newest CD bujt I like their older CD too (HINT, HINT jk) I love Gerard! He's funny in the interviews I've watched.

I've also been writing alot. I dunno I've just found alot of inspiration and I love it!! I've written a few things in both poetry and prose. My newest work so far 'The Fight' turned out pretty well in my opinion. I'd really appreciate it if you guys read it and commented and critiqued, I can't get better if no one tells me anything!

Other than that not much has happed. Lauren comes down in like 3 days and I'M PSYCHED!! But only bad news is, since I was sick I haven't seen my bf in awhile . I get to seem him soon though ()

Yeah looking over this it's pretty sad...my life consists of music, writing, lauren, and my boyfriend....pathetic

Not much else to say other than
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!



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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13758279/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13758279/ Mon, 16 Jul 2007 14:33:31 PDT
1. Where were you 2 hours ago?
um.....here...?

2. What do you think of your last kiss?
never been kissed

3. Do you kiss a lot of people?
no..read above question

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
no

5. When was the last time you went out of state?
i got out of state regularly. Just this morning I crossed the iowa/minnesota border. Dad lives here

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 day?
no I've been sick so I've stayed home all week

7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
kool aid...at least I think it was... it was blue so how bad can that be right?

8. What are you wearing right now?
lime green tank top, torn jeans, headphones

9. What was your last purchase?
um...................I can't remember I haven't bought something in awhile

10. Last food you ate?
Trix cereal

11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My boyfriend ^^

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
no

13. Do you have a pets?
3 cats, a hamster, and 4 fish, and 2 brothers

14. What did you do last night?
didn't sleep, I was an insomaniac and read harry potter all night

15. What kinda car do you have?
I don't have a car

17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
never done that

18. One thing you hate about yourself?
my tendancy to regret things I've done and linger on things that happened in the past.

19. What's your favorite soup?
alphabet.

20. Do you miss anyone?
yes...

21. Last movie you saw?
A Knight's Tale

22. What are your plans for the day?
do...nothing...well write a bunch of shit but that's it.

23. Did you have fun today?
no

24. Who is your last text message from?
i don't text

25. What kind of cell phone do you have?
verizon

26. What do you know about the future?
it's not written in stone

27. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
my dad

28. What are you looking forward to?
lauren coming down

29. Do you have a tan?
no..i'm a vampire..sun burns me *hiss*

30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
idk.....33? I really haven't thought about it much I live day to day

31. Did you meet anyone new today?
no

32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
yes

33. How do you like your soda?
um.........................>< THIS IS A TRICK QUESTION I KNOW IT!!!

34. Do you like hot sauce?
no

35. What are you doing tomorrow?
again....nothing....

36. What day is tomorrow?
Idk....i dont' really care

37. What is your current mood?
meh...

38. Do you live in a house or trailer?
house

39. Do you like someone?
yeah
in fact I love all my friends and my boyfriend

40. Why?
why what?

haven't been doing much as of late. I can't wait for lauren to come down!!

LAUREN COMES DOWN SOOON!!!!!!

Not much else to say other than
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!



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Deppgirl

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http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13710073/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13710073/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 15:58:18 PDT What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

Okay I just wanted to post these lyrics because I've fallen in love with this song. It's called Hey there delilah by the plain white t's and i it

I haven't been doing much as of late. I can't wait for lauren to come down!!

LAUREN COMES DOWN SOOON!!!!!!

Not much else to say other than
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!



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Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13633310/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13633310/ Mon, 09 Jul 2007 15:41:36 PDT
Okay quick update on me because I don't want to have to do one huge long enormus journal to tell you everything that's happened. I dunno I just haven't felt like doing journals lately. I mean it's summer you know what's happening. I'm sitting on my fat ass watching TV and eating. That's what I do in the summer.

Oh well even if you don't care (but I don't see why your reading this if you don't care) i'm doing...you guessed it....nothing. My cough has gotten alot worse lately. Last night I was up all night ...well not from only the cough but it did contribute. I got off our computer at about 11:30 and I stood up and had to sit back down because I was coughing so dang hard. My eyes were frigging watering. It sucks. My dad said that if it doesn't get better he's going to bring me to the doctors.

And just FYI I'm not being emo no matter what some people (*cough cough* lauren) may tell you. I just feel really shitty. It's hot, I'm sick, I have to watch my brothers and a few other things. Life has definetly taken one of those downhill turns. But as always things have to get better sooner or later. Hopefully sooner than later. If I'm not coughing next week I'm gonna go to the pool on Wednesday night for teen swim, but that all depends on how I'm feeling.

This weekend I don't think i'm doing anything. Hopefully my mom takes us to Rochester so I can go to Barnes and Noble to buy the latest FMA manga. I'm really behind on those.. Oh well. I'll catch up soon.

But yeah this journal was probably just alot of complaining but hey I felt like complaining. I haven't done it in awhile and i think it's just one of those days today so yeah. Have a great summer and see you all soon.


*Edit

Okay I'm simply just too damn lazy to write another one of these so yeah.

My mom woke me up early Saturday morning and tells me that we were going to a campground to visit my aunt. I said I didn't want to go because I didn't feel well. She said okay and asked if I had a tempreture. I said no and was then asked if I wanted to go to the doctors. I said 'No I just want to stay home and rest okay?" The next thing I know my mom tells me I have a doctors appointment...It gets better. I go to the doctor who was by the way INSANE!! and she tells me that I have bronchitis. I figure my mom would bring me home because I'M SICK!! But no we go straight to the campground where I get to spend the entire day watching my brother's at the pool....not fun at all

Then on Sunday I got to stay home all day because I'm sick. My mom get's home and I take a shower then she starts yelling at me because I supposedly treat her like dirt, I don't treat her with respect *rolls eyes* yeah I treat her like dirt...right...

On Saturday we did get to watch two movies. Blood and Chocolate which was really good (but it doesn't follow the book at all) and Casino Royale which wasn't as bad as I thought it would be


The more [x]'s the dumber you are.
Be completely Honest!

18 or lower means you're not stupid.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.

[x} You have ran into a glass/screen door.

[x] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.

[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks.

[x] You have ran into a tree.

[ ] It Is possible to lick your elbow

[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.

[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.

[x] You just tried to sing them.

[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen

[x] You have choked on your own spit.

[x] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.

[x] You didn't notice that in the last question "the" was spelled twice

[x] You just looked at it

[ ] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.

[x] People have called you slow.

[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire

[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.

[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

[ ] You've fallen asleep in class

[x] If someone says "fart" you laugh.

[x] sometimes you just stop thinking.

[x] You are telling a story and forget w... ]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13620025/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13620025/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 11:06:08 PDT awesome movie by the way.

I haven't done an actual journal in forever so here goes.

Awhile back I went to a teen dance. It was at a church in some really tiny town and it was okay...I danced a bit and ate pizza. But there was only like 20 people there. Night before last I went to some really awesome fireworks which was a blast. The only bad part was that I've been coughing like nonstop for about 4 days and the smoke didn't help. Then yesterday I marched in the 4th of July parade for band and then hung out with my boyfriend. Then at like 8 I watched fireworks with my dad.

In writing news. I've been working on a few stories but I'm not sure if I'm going to submit them. After all what's the point in submitting a huge story if no one reads it? i dunno if I will yet...

LAUREN COMES DOWN SOOON!!!!!!

Not much else to say other than
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!



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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13327704/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13327704/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 09:53:57 PDT
Okay here we go
1. Three weird habits of yours?:
1. I am afraid of cobwebs and old things in my closet
2. I bite my nails
3. I used to have a shrink (and she was craaazy)

2. The food you want to eat HERE and NOW?:
pizza rolls....now i'm hungry...

3. Your favourite bed sheet/blanket/bed thingy?:
My Jack Sparrow throw blanket and my Roy pillowcase

4. The last object you've talked to?:
Myself.....

5. The last game you played?:
Fate (on comptuer. It's a roleplaying thingymabob..)


When was the last time you...

6. Played a Pokemon game:
yesterday.....what?!....is there something wrong with a 16 year old playing pokemon?...I've almost beat the game...

7. Said "Gotta pee" to someone?:
yesterday to my mom. We were at the gas station and I told her I had to pee so she said okay i have to pay for the gas. It took her like 45 minutes and I asked her when she got back why she took so long and her reply was oh i was looking at movies....I wasn't too happy

8. Bit your nails?:
Today

9. Played an instrument?:
um...i dunno awhile ago. I haven't played my flute since school ended in may

10. TOOK A BATH:
today

What do you...

11. Do to alot while on the comp?:
talk to lauren

12. Like to talk about?:
stuff.... I dunno i'm pretty random....

13. Can't stand?:
Homophobes

14. Do when you drink too much?:
I don't drink

15. take pictures of a lot?:
random things...they don't generally let me touch cameras...they're often pictures of people's shoes or stuff like that..

16. Do to your OCs a lot?:
I have absolutely no idea what an OC is......

What is....

17. That hard long thing just there o_O? *points*:
i think that's the leg of the chair i'm sitting on...i dunno.....

18. Something you want to ask?:
why do I not have a life?.......

18. Your favourite trash can in the house?
mine.....i think....i dunno maybe it's the neighbors....

19. Your main physical problem?
um....nothing..i dunno i haven't been to the doctor in ages

20. Your reaction when you're startled?
I very high pitched and what i'm told annoying screamish/squeal thing...just ask lauren...

Now....

21. Lick your elbow D< :
HA! You can't lick your elbow *smug* i've tried.

22. Type "peek-a-boo" with your elbows:
peek-a-bvoo

Not much else to say other than
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!



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Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13098985/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13098985/ Sat, 26 May 2007 09:23:28 PDT
Okay I've been really bored and in attempt to write something I'm trying to come up with a new species of characters. They're supposed to be blood enemies with another of my species called the Phoenix's. They're supposed to look avian like. But I'm having a bit of trouble with some of it. If anyone has a few tips and or ideas. Please feel free to comment. I do know that their hair is supposed to be all feathers (any color) and they transform into a specific type of bird.

Okay now onto my life. I have done absolutely nothing since my last journal so yeah.

Not much else to say other than
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!



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Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13088784/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13088784/ Fri, 25 May 2007 12:58:31 PDT
Kiss me:
fuck me:
Hug me:
Date me:
Kill me:
Love me:
Hate me:
Hold me:
Lie to me:
Hurt me:
Sing with me:
Dance with me:
Grind with me:
Stare at me:
Cuddle with me:
Let me make a move on you:
Make a move on me:
Play with me:
Watch a movie with me:
Get me a B-day gift?:
Let me borrow your car:
Be there for me:
Buy me a drink:
Bring me around your friends:
Give me a massage:
Take me to the club:
Ask me out:
like me:
Drink kool-aid with me:
Hangout with me:
Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good:
Hold hands with me:
Do something incredibly sweet for me:
Tell me you love me:
What would you do if you woke up next to me:
Will you repost this so i can do the same for u:

]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13059385/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/13059385/ Wed, 23 May 2007 05:51:32 PDT
Okay I just wanted a journal to make sure you all know I'm not dead and lying in some ditch. I've just been really busy lately what with the end of the year and all. We have a week and half a day left. Today is the seniors last day and that stupid, sad graduation song is playing in the hallyway. I'm really gonna miss these guys. We have a kickball game today, the whole school is playing though they split me from just about everyone I like. oh well I probably won't play anyway.

Okay Saturday was trout days and I was constantly runnning i mean from 7-11 i watched my brothers and then I was running the whole day I think i sat at home for a total of half an hour. I went down to this car show that was at the fairgrounds twice and I hung out with peter. We went to the parade which was a blast. The only bad part of the day was that I got sunburned on my shoulders. And the day before I burned my arm badly on our stove. oh well shit happens. But yeah, saturday night there was and ASSL concert ( a local rock band) The lead guitarist reminds me quite a bit of one of my characters and as he was singing all I could think about was 'I would love to hear him swear' lol. True story. They stopped for the fireworks and then the lead guitarist tom got to sing vocals instead. He is my favorite guy in the band. ^^ i currently have him singing as my ringtone on my phone. I got to hang out with my boyfriend and it was totally awesome. They had to stop because their mics died lol. Well all in all Trout days was awesome this year. Tommorow I get to go to POTC 3 with a bunch of friends and I'm totally psyched. I'm also going to reserve my copy of the new Harry Potter book.

Well that's all I have to say. This was really long!!

Not much else to say other than
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!



Catch you on the flip side!
Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12720782/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12720782/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 17:05:56 PDT
Okay before I say any more I want you all to read this. No don't just ignore it actually read it [link]

Okay now that you've read that I'm going to tell you all that I am starting a discussion chatroom. It's called discussionboard. I'd like to have an actal discussion going in there it would benifit us all I think. The rules are simple
1) no yelling
2) no teasing (ect.) people about their belifes. They are free to belive what they want and no one can change that. The first time you will be banned.
3) If there is a fight you will be banned
Okay there it is guys it's up and running and I''ll have the topic set soon

Infact I'd like to start a discussion right here and now....here's the question

What are you views on gays, gay marrige, and homosexuality in general?

There you have it

Not much else to say other than
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!



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Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12628368/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12628368/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 05:49:57 PDT
So what's been new in my life? Well I'm going to enter this writing contest open to only 5 states. The work has to be no more than 4,000 words and the grand prize is $10,000 so i'm pretty excited though I seriously doubt I'll win.

This weekend was fun. On friday me and my boyfriend () went to the movies along with 2 friends. We went to see 'Blades of Glory' and I must say that is a hilareous movie. I loved it!! On Saturday I spent the whole day watching my brother while my other brother and my mom went shopping in Rochester and then on Sunday we all went up to LaCrosse to the zoo but it was closed so we just ended up going to the huge park instead.

Last night we went to LaCrosse again with my dad and went to Chucky Cheeses. I thought it'd be fun right? Well I learned when I got there than I only got 4 tokens, I didn't get to go in the crawly tubes, and any tickets I did win with my 4 tokens went to my brother!! So I sat in the booth drowning my sorrows in pizza (I ate 6 pieces) and Sprite/pink lemonade. Then we went to Petsmart and bought him a hamster. Mine (Roger) gets to have it's own cage and his rat gets a smaller one ^^

In writing....I've been doing a bit lately. I'm trying to finish submitting my Sons of Brimstone story but I haven't been able to find the time yet. I've actually started writing another Fade story but I don't know how good it is actually um...

Other than that

Not much else to say other than
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!



Aishiteru always,
Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12525176/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12525176/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 13:12:18 PDT

1) First Name: Danielle

2) Your nickname on dA: Dani

3) Birthday: April 1st 1991

4) Horoscope sign: Aries the Ram

5) Birth Town: Rochester, Minnesota

6) Religion: Agnostic

7) Nationality: German, Norweigian (sp?), Irish

8) Parents: Divorced

9) Do you love them: Most of the time

10) Brothers or sisters: 2 Younger brothers

12) Color of your eyes: hazel

13) Height: 5 foot 3

14) Weight: 112

17) Do you work anywhere?: nope

18) What do you want to be in your life: Fictional Author

19) Your life: Pretty good

20) Personal quote: "Put down the magic wand and step away from the unicorn" or "Murderer? Well that's a harsh word..I prefer to think of myself as a .....'mortality technition'

21) Lucky number: 7

22) What are you interested in: writing, reading

23) Good side of your character: i'm crazy wait...that's probably not good um......I'm really loyal just ask one of my friends

24) Bad side of your character: you hurt my friends your dead

25) Is your life happy: most of the time

26) Do you think you're crazy:........no yet those people in the white jackets keep coming to look for me i was never here!

27) What is the time: i dunno and i'm too lazy to look

28) What is the date: april 9th

29) What's the weather like: *hisses and burns* sun

30) Favorite day of the week: Saturday

31) Favorite music: rock in general

32) Singer: i like lots of them

33) Band: Good Charlotte, Hinder, Killers, Backstreet Boys, Seether, Evanessance there's sooo many of them

34) Song: at the moment 'There coming to take me away' by Dr. Demento

35) Best concert you have been: none

36) Actor: JOHNNY DEPP!!!...or Adam Pascal.....or Hugh Jackman

37) Film: Any johnny depp, Rent, any hugh jackman, the illusionist, FMA, Trigun there's so many

38) TV: Full Metal Alchemist, Inuyasha, Trigun, Trinity Blood, Criss Angel: Mindfreak

39) Theater play: Rent...wait that's a musical

40) Film Director:....huh?

41) Do you want to be famous: only if people leave me alone

42) Do you want to be a singer: not really

43) Book: way too many to list

44) Colors: crimson or army green

45) Food: i live on pizza and candy

46) Drink: mountain dew

47) Sweet: ..huh?

48) Fruit: all

49) The worst food: onions

50) The worst drink: i really dislike the taste of beer..too bitter for my taste

51) The worst singer: probably me...

52) The worst band:

53) The worst actor:

54) The worst actress:

55) The worst movie: Napolean Dynamite

56) The worst book: O_O i've never heard of a bad book

57) Do you drink alcohol: i've tasted it but not really

58) Do you smoke: nope

59) Do you take drugs: despite what my doctors say i need nope

60) What do you adore to wear: jeans, anime shirts, lots of jewlery, boots

61) Do you think you're pretty: absolutely not

62) What languages do you speak: english, spanish, gibberish (if you consider that a language)

63) The most beautiful person you have seen/male: johnny depp duh

64) The most beautiful person you have seen/female:

65) The most beautiful person on dA/male:

66) Most beautiful person on dA/female:

67) 5 friends on dA/male:

68) 5 friend on dA/female: lauren...um...........

69) Ugliest person on dA/male:

70) Ugliest person on dA/female:

71) Person on dA that you love the most/female: lauren http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12481042/ Fri, 06 Apr 2007 08:35:46 PDT
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Name:Tucker Deloncour
Age: appears about 23. Actually around 2,000.
Race: Vampire
Sexuality: bi

Appearance: Wild black hair, mid length, usually messy since he usually doesn't have time to brush it. Or rather he doesn't really care about his appearance all that much. Deep emerald eyes that have a tendency to change with his mood. Tall and lanky. Pale. Very handsome. [link]

Personality: Very kind and concerned about others. Has a tendency to lose himself in his work. Loves his job. Very open heart and easily lost in relationships. He loves helping people and making lives better though if he develops feelings for someone he's usually too shy or worried about rejection to mention anything to them. He's doesn't do very well on his own, but can do it. He prefers to be around people.

Past: (this has a tendency to change with the rp) He and his brother were created at the same time. Currently works at a hospital.

Themesong:[link]

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Name: Mikah Hayden
Age: 27
Race: human
Sexuality: bi

Appearance: Tall and average weight. He has very light joints and a dancer's frame (even though he's an awful dancer). His skin his pale most of the time because he often works himself to the point of sickness and stays inside alot although he likes outdoors. Dark brown eyes, narrow face. Short, messy brown hair that curls slightly and a goatee and mustache. Has a favorite coat that is way too big for him.[link] [link]

Personality: Very kind, bleeding heart who likes helping others more than he likes helping himself. Opens his heart easily and as a result he has many friends but often gets hurt. Tends to blame himself for things going wrong but doesn't like to linger on the past.

Past: Grew up with a younger foster brother who was abused. This gave him his interest in helping people. He began working at his current job, a homeless shelter, when he was 20. At the age of 24 he met a guy and they planned on getting married but he was left at the alter.

Themesong:
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Name: Caelan Shenandoah
Age: Appears around 19 was actually created in 1260 B.C.
Race: Vampire
Sexuality: Bi

Appearance: Wild, long black hair that stands on end and very tan skin for a vampire. Silvery eyes that seem like they have no pupils. Very long fangs that he can keep hidden very skillfully. Appears to be a teenager or a young adult. Relatively tall and slightly muscular, the muscles are more hidden beneath his skin but definetly there. Since he's a vampire he's stronger than average. [link] [link]

Personality: Very demanding and childlike. Skillful at turning the conversation away from subjects he dislikes. Kills very often and is very violent when he kills. Very promiscious though it often changes with his moods. He loves very hot weather and gets terribly depressed when it rains.

Past: Raised in ancient Egypt as the son of a pharoh (Ramses II or Ramses the Great). This is why he's so spoiled. He was turned by a vampire he stayed with until the American civil war. They went their seperate ways when the other vampire grew angry at Caelan for his excessive killing.

Themesong:

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Name: Strife Syco
Age: 18
Race: Werewolf
Sexuality: Bi

Appearance: Midlength white hair, slightly wavy and it usually hangs in his face because he doesn't get it trimmed unless he absolutely has to. Large blue eyes that seem to large for his narrow face. Usually he wears clothes that are far too baggy for his thin, dancer's frame. He doesn't like to wear tight clothes and feels uncomfortable in them. Far more comfortable in baggy things and likes to feel invisible. [link]

Personality: His moods change very rapidly. He is a realist, not an idealist. He loves to play cards but more often than not no one will play with him because he always plays with ve... ]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12440483/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12440483/ Tue, 03 Apr 2007 05:58:23 PDT ___________________________________________________
Name: Benjamin Allan
Age: 19
Race: werewolf
Sexuality: bi

Appearance: Mid-lenth, messy black hair and very bright blue eyes. Very pale. Tall. Narrow face. Rather feminine features. Full lips and wide eyes. [link] (his hair is a tad bit longer)

Personality: Masochist. Loves pain. Rather quiet sometimes but generally is rather forward. Doesn't like much attention but does enjoy the occasional compliment.

Past: To be changed in accordance with the rp.

Themesong:[link]
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Name: Lipp
Age: 21
Race: human
Sexuality: gay

Appearance:Violet hair, to shosulders, spiky on top, right half is buzzed and the other half is long. Green eyes. Tall and thin. Pale. [link] (When his hair isn't dyed or cut)

Personality: Dark, brooding and anti-social. Very independant. He likes emo poetry, horror movies, and eyeliner. He dislikes pop music, romance movies, and coffee. His style consists of mostly emo with a little goth. He has the Latin phrase "Oderint dum metuant" (Let them hate so long as they fear) tattoeed on the inside of his left arm. Openly gay.

Past: To change with the rp.

Themesong:

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Name: Elmo
Age: 20
Race: human
Sexuality: straight

Appearance:Red hair, mid length, messy. Dark blue eyes. Relatively tan and built. [link]

Personality: Quiet and down to earth, uncomfortable with alot of attention. Relatively independant. Pracices martial arts in his spare time and can be found at the gym when he has a free moment. Classic southern gentleman.

Past: To be set with the rp.

Themesong:
___________________________________________________

Name: Rabbit
Age: 21
Race: human
Sexuality: Gay

Appearance: Bleach blonde hair that sweeps across his eyes usually. Hazel eyes. Short and average weight. [link]

Personality: Dependant on other people. Very hyper. Lives up to his name. He likes dancing, Starbucks coffee, and jellybeans. He dislikes sleeping, reading, and dating girls. His style is very trendy. He loves getting attention and shopping.

Past: To be set with the rp.

Themesong:

]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12375788/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12375788/ Thu, 29 Mar 2007 13:12:33 PDT
I haven't been doing much of anything lately. I've got my spark for writing back finally and I've been writing alot. I'll try to submit some of it but i'm not sure how much I'll be able to get on. I've been really submersing myself in work lately its just so easy to get caught up in work and forget everything else. Yesterday I helped at the Easter party at my church and I got to paint faces. I did mine (without a mirror) and did a whole bunch of swirls and all the little kids were staring at me lol. But yeah there were two other little girls who wanted to paint MY face and I told them no. They were so cute though. So anyway not much else going on with me. Tonight will be my first night without anything to do so I can sit back and relax at my mom's. On saturday we have speech subsections which is basically a huge contest. If you rank good enough you go onto state and I'm really hoping i do. I'm sooo nervous.....

Aishiteru always,
Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12345892/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12345892/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 05:44:42 PDT
Okay despite popular beliefe I am fine. That goes to you Lauren.

Nothing new with me i'm 16 in 5 days. April first yes I am an April Fool's day baby and yes I know that explains a lot. I wrote a Rent fanfiction i've been working on for about a week now and I'll try to submitt it and a new chapter to me SB story. Other than that i've been doing much of nothing lately...

Aishiteru always,
Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12307233/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12307233/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 08:46:09 PDT

*sigh* i've been a mess lately. Yesterday we had career day and we got to sit in the gym for 9 hours. To say the least it wasn't fun. but anyway. I submitted two new poems and i'm still gettin around to finishing my SB story (for those of you that have been reading it..

Aishiteru always,
Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12280222/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12280222/ Thu, 22 Mar 2007 05:46:57 PDT Rodger is so awesome. My dad thinks it's all depressing but it has a happy ending cuz Mimi and Rodger fall in love but they do have AIDs so they're gonna die.......

Okay update on me...

Lauren came down this weekend and I had the time of my life it was so awesome. On saturday we went shopping and then went to a dance and on Sunday we sat around her gramma's house eating candy and watching movies all day. They brought me back on monday morning. All together i had 17 hours of sleep this weekend. It was awesome then I had a band contest on monday night and I didnt' get to bed until 11....

Other than that my life has been boring

!!!!!!!!!!!I NEED HELP I FOUND THE BEST AVATAR BUT IT'S TOO BIG IF ANY OF YOU COULD COMPRESS IT TO THE RIGHT SIZE AND FILE I'D BE ETERNALLY GRATEFUL!!! PLEASE HELP ME <[link] IT'S THE THIRD ONE PLEASE HELP!!!!!!!!!!

So yeah that's all with me......

I'm STILL waiting for more votes on my possible new avatar! GET YOUR VOTES IN PEOPLE!!
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Aishiteru always,
Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12177225/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12177225/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 05:46:36 PDT
Okay update on me....

Lauren is coming down in like 2 days and i'm excited for that. but other than that my life has been pretty boring. I started to submit my art if you like anime i suggest you check out my gallery. I wrote 7 chapters in my SB story last night! It's coming along pretty well..

Well that's all folks..

!!!!!!!!!!!I NEED HELP I FOUND THE BEST AVATAR BUT IT'S TOO BIG IF ANY OF YOU COULD COMPRESS IT TO THE RIGHT SIZE AND FILE I'D BE ETERNALLY GRATEFUL!!! PLEASE HELP ME <[link] IT'S THE THIRD ONE PLEASE HELP!!!!!!!!!!

So yeah that's all with me......

I'm STILL waiting for more votes on my possible new avatar! GET YOUR VOTES IN PEOPLE!!
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Aishiteru always,
Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12103459/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12103459/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 08:47:07 PST
Okay update on my is...ugg.....things have been really hectic lately and bleh......In other news on monday I got to skip school to go to rochester and get my eyes examed and get new glasses. But yeah in the eye exam the dude dilated my eyes and I looked like friggin gollum! My eyes were huge. Then ontop of that I had to wear these stupid sunglasses and I looked like a blind person. But I did get to eat cheese fries for lunch and go the the library and hang out at the mall so all that was okay..

I've been working alot on one group of my characters. The Sons of Brimstone. Their a group of 5 teenage guys in highschool (present day) and they're all werewolves. Real bad asses too. It's pretty cool. I'm not sure if i'm going to start a story on them or what but I should probably finish my other stories first.. Also we finally have internet at my house so I'll probably be putting my drawings on here if I ever figure out how to use our scanner in the first place...

!!!!!!!!!!!I NEED HELP I FOUND THE BEST AVATAR BUT IT'S TOO BIG IF ANY OF YOU COULD COMPRESS IT TO THE RIGHT SIZE AND FILE I'D BE ETERNALLY GRATEFUL!!! PLEASE HELP ME <[link] IT'S THE THIRD ONE PLEASE HELP!!!!!!!!!!

So yeah that's all with me......

I'm STILL waiting for more votes on my possible new avatar! GET YOUR VOTES IN PEOPLE!!
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Aishiteru always,
Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12025410/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/12025410/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 11:01:39 PST
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. (yes, this actually happened)

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"

I am the gay male student that had to switch to another high school on my senior year, because I told my teachers that I was gay. One said that I was going to hell the other wanted to cure me.

I am the person that can not act/be themselves in fear of what others will think of me and if they will accept me.

I am your best friend, the same person you grew up with, and told your secrets too. The person you can't talk to anymore, because my partner is a women.

I am the daughter and best friend, the girl you raised and loved. Now you wont talk to me because i shattered your dreams of ever having children, And you your afraid of how to tell your friends about me and not be embarrassed.

I am the person, with the same fears, hurts, needs and wants as you. I bleed, I breathe, I understand, I Live.....With our hearts open and our eyes closed we are all the same people. Living life the best way we know how, with what we have been given.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong

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"Every magic trick consists of three parts or acts. The first part is called 'the pledge.' The magician shows you something ordinary. A deck of cards, a bird, or a man. He shows you this object. Perhaps he asks you to inspect it to see that it is indeed real, unaltered, normal. But of course, it probably isn't. The second act is called 'the turn.' The magician takes the ordinary something and makes it do something extraordinary. Now, your looking for the secret, but you won't find it, because of course, you're not really looking. You don't really want to know. You want to be fooled. But you wouldn't clap yet, because making something disappear isn't enough. You have to bring it back. That's why every magic trick has a third act: The hardest part. The part we call ' the prestige.'"

But my favorite quote from the whole movie is "No one cares what happens to the man in the box" Awesome movie and it really makes you think. I mean you think you have it all figured out and then something happens to make you go "Wait a minute...what?" it's a really good movie....

Tommorow we'll be getting internet so i'll be able to put my drawings and actual good pictures of me on here...

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11990749/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11990749/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 17:01:42 PST
*sigh* I am officially hating snow. We got 16 fucking inches and I didn't get to do a damn thing and lauren didnt' get to come down and neither did my aunt and uggg.......i hate it. Also today at school they decided not to shovel the freaking sidewalk. So I walked through other peoples tracks and fell down a couple times so I said fuck it and made my own goddamn path.and got freezing in the process....

I've been feeling really down lately and i really don't know why. I dunno I just can't shake this feeling that I've been replaced and I"m not needed anymore. I think it's upsurd but who knows maybe that's a lie like everything else in my life....sorry being emot just ignore it i just need to get it all out and this is one of my few ways of doing it....thanks for putting up with all my crap guys....

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11918353/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11918353/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 07:58:50 PST
Okay I just watched an awesome movie last night 'UltraViolet' The movie itself was a little far fetched but it was pretty awesome. My two favorite characers (for those who have seen the movie) are Nerva and Garth. My favorite part is when uh..Violet is being mean to Garth after he brought her back and all. I mean it's soooo sad but so cool ^^

After seeing UltraViolet I've decided to do a little tweaking on my sons of Dracula Tucker and Seth. I'm still working on making them more different from each other... It's going pretty good.

In other news it's lauren's birthday today (happy birthday lauren!!) *sigh* and I guess lauren isn't coming down........................................whatever shes coming down in a few weeks.................................

Other than that school's boring and everyone hates me but life's all good ^^

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11905967/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11905967/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 08:57:03 PST < go see it!!

Okay updates on me......

Lauren is coming down in 3, yes 3 days. I'm sooooo excited because I've been really missing her and I get presents when she comes down and we get to rp and.. it's just going to be awesome..

This morning sucked. I had to wake up my brothers cuz my mom went into work early and me and my brother got into a huge fight and he said all sorts of crap like i'm on drugs, and i copy lauren and i'm fat and eat too much and...ugg i hate him. Ontop of all that crap i'm walking up the steps to the freshman hall which I have to go through to get to the sophmore hall and I tripped up the stairs...It really wasn't fun....so i'm not in the best of moods to say the least..

I'm still working diligently on my current story and this is big news. My dad is getting a brand new computer and it's going to have internet!!!! I'm sooooooo happpy. I finally have internet yay!!!!!

Well that's about it. I'm going to continue to post the avatar thing until i get more than one vote..............
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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11891973/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11891973/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:29:13 PST
Okay in this journal i'd just like to give a few thanks

First of all...Lauren, my fallen angel. ^^ You've given me a shoulder to cry on, someone to rant to, and so much more. Thank you for helping me through all those tough times and also listening to me bawl over the phone. You're more important to me than you could ever imagine luv ya like a sister lauren

Second..emillio. I know we don't always see eye to eye and we've known to get into heated arguements but you've always listened to my problems and you're a great friend

Not that everyone else hasn't been important to me but emillio and lauren have both had a big impact on my life and they've always been there for me. If I didn't specially mention you above and we're friends I'm sorry all my other friends are so important to me also. You guys are my support network and once again thank you


Okay now that all the sappy crap is done updates on me! ^^ Okay I've been writing like mad lately but I simply haven't gotten around to submitting anything. Lauren is coming down in 4 days I'm soooooo excited for her to come down and I can't wait to see her ^^ I also got 2 new cd's over the weekend. Seether and the Disturbed ^^

Other than the previously mentioned stuff nothing is going on so yea....

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11811225/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11811225/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 08:25:50 PST
Okay first of all Happy Valentines Day (yuck) I really don't care all that much for Valentines Day......so many love song so depressing....

This week is snow daze week at our school so there's all sorts of dress up days. Monday was comfy day (wear pajamas) yesterday was....um.....let me think.......red light green light yellow light day (if you have a bf or gf you wear red, if you have a crush you wear yellow and if you're single you wear green). Today is red day (i'm wearing my shirt that says 'my evil twin made me do it' and i'm trying to look as anti-valentines day as possilble) tommorow is twin day and friday is pink day...so all in all this week is really fun even if it is valentine's day week..

In other news i haven't been doing much. I seem to have gotten rid of my gian writer's block finally. I submitted a poem today and if you want you can read it. I'm also working on a story which i'm not sure I'll submit.

I've been kinda down lately (not that any of you other than lauren would notice or care.....) that's most likely why my writing's been so horrible.

God I hate this song......it's the one from titanic.......the really slow sad one... I really miss you lauren.......I'm so lonely no one talks to me at school and it's just depressing...........*deep sigh*

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11732554/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11732554/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 08:35:41 PST
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I killed someone:
I was jumped and barely won:
I was killed:
I got into a fight and had to use uber weapons:
was going to fight against impossible odds even though it was for someone I love:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalised:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

WOULD YOU EVER:
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

AND M0RE...
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?



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Deppgirl

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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11695893/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11695893/ Mon, 05 Feb 2007 11:01:49 PST
Okay this weekend was pretty cool. On friday I went to the roller skating rink and skated for like 4 hours and then on saturday I had to get up at 5 so i could go to a speech meet i got a ribbon for it so i'm pretty happy about that.

and about me quitting writing i've decided to continue maybe...probably...most likely....yea.......

Other than that I've started a new story and finished a short story that is just hilareous i'm going to try and submit them this week but I can't promise anything...

Btw if you have nothing to do I suggest going to fallenpoeticlover's page and mine and view our little comment war. ...it's actually quite funny.

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Aishiteru always,
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]]> ~deppgirl http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11632601/ http://deppgirl.deviantart.com/journal/11632601/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 08:29:26 PST
Okay I was just looking around and here's a bit of vampire lore for you
1)Only a woman can break his frightful spell - a woman pure in heart - who will offer her blood freely to Nosferatu and keep the vampire by her side until after the cock has crowed."
2)A human might become a vampire if they: practiced Black Magic, were of absolute evil, committed suicide, were a victim of a horrendous and violent death, were buried without proper rites, died excommunicated from their religion, were bitten by a vampire and lived or were bitten by a vampire and died.
3)Vampires are great lead characters for stories, books and movies. Modern vampires have become more sensual and seductive and very alluring. Blood is known to be very powerful: it is the source of life and health and sexual passion. The sensations excited by the flow of blood are real and oftentimes intense. The image of a vampire embracing its victim, cradling the head and neck in strong hands while it gorges on the victim's blood can be an attractive scene in a movie or book. But a vampire that drinks blood is not the only vampire found in lore and literature. There are also psychic or spiritual vampires who draw the life energy of their victims and sometimes, the very soul.
4)Garlic Wafers, crosses and Wolfbane can be used to repel a vampire
5) Stake through the heart (oak, hawthorn) Silver dagger Beheading Daylight, sunshine can kill a vampire
6) How to kill a vamire STEP 1: Look for a hole above a grave. Sometimes vampires have to dig their way out. STEP 2: Scatter salt on the floor in the vampire's latest victim's room. Help the vampire lead you right to his or her tomb. STEP 3: Use garlic, hawthorn branches, or a cross to trap your vampire in a corner. Protect yourself from revenge by making a cross of tar on your front door. STEP 4: Dig the vampire up on a Friday. According to the early Greeks, that's when a vampire is weakest. Take advantage of the day when vampires can't come out to play. STEP 5: Pound iron stakes through his coffin and straight into the ground if you catch him at rest. STEP 6: Bury his body under running water - vampires can't stand it. STEP 7: Fire a silver bullet blessed by a priest into his heart. STEP 8: Drive an aspen, ash or white thorn stake through his heart with a single blow if you want to make a lasting impression. STEP 9: Pour boiling water, boiling oil or holy water into his grave. STEP 10: Cremate his body

Just a bit of randomness. I've started a bit of research on Dracula for one of my characters.. Tucker and Seth Dracula the sons of Dracula so yea.......

Other than doing that not much to report here...

Aishiteru always
Danielle

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