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        <pubDate>Wed, 16 Dec 2009 10:20:42 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>Lost thoughts</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Mar 2009 03:41:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ True you ride the finest hourse I've ever seen<br />Standing sixteen, one or two, with eyes wild and green<br />You ride the horse so well, hands light to the touch<br />I could never go with you no matter how I wanted to<br />Ride on, see you, I could never go with you<br />No matter how I wanted to<br />When you ride into the night without a trace behind<br />Run your claw along my gut, one last time<br />I turn to face an empty space, where you used to lie<br />And look for a spark that lights the night<br />Through a teardrop in my eye<br />Ride on, see you, I could never go with you<br />No matter how I wanted to...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~destroyerkid</author>
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                <title>silly me</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Aug 2008 18:34:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i thought i was over with it . thought the person couldn t get into my mind couldn to infiltrate me with his words .. but how he can how he used to . i simply have to say that i  love him no matter what no space  no time no sens its pure and evil sadistic love i ve got for him i just wanna talk with him throw myself into his arms and smell his scent i just wonder  why i feel this way why ive got myself into so much trouble why i cant even have love or whatever this is called to feel the human beeing form . i feel so lost and like an idiot to believe in somethimg like that . i just meet him for 7 hours and he is just getting so much under my skin like no one before i just returned to him and see whats left behind of so much great word and promises  i would do everything for him maybe i will hate myself for my words but its simple and pure i like him for everything he is its so sick and wrong but i can g help it i just wanna do so much for him even drive all miles to him just to see him . i wonder if it will ever will stop the pain and thw hrt the lonlyness- it s like i wanna have something i can never have .miss him so much .. and everytging i m doing every step i am doing he is still with me . strange but pure. no matter how much i drink no matter i an doing  i cabt get him out of my mind i wish i never meet hiÂ´m but in the sane moment i wanna never miss a single moment of it i wish i would be stronger wish i could forget him wish i .... i wish so much and i want him to became happpy that he don t have to fight find his way . i know i can never be the person anymore of that to be with him and guide or to help him with all his sorrows . i ve got to move on dom t know hpw but i will somehow even if i maybe will never my goal i hope he ist staisfed with everything he s got . i wish him all the best all the happines all the pureness all the love and to say that its torning myself into pieces i wish i wish so much . <br /> i miss him with every breath i will take  with every word i am saying with everything i ve got goodbye sweet love .. <br />ihis love is gonna tear us apart<br />maybe one day on a lonley white little ship in a known city its me who will wait for you but not today not now maybe never<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>fucked up</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jul 2008 16:58:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Unable so lost<br />I can't find my way<br />Been searching, but I have never seen<br />A turning, a turning from deceit<br /><br />Cos the child roses like<br />Try to reveal what I could feel<br /><br />I can't understand myself anymore<br />But I m still feeling lonely<br />Feeling so unholy<br /><br />Cos the child roses like<br />Try to reveal what I could feel<br />But this loneliness<br />It just won't leave me alone<br /><br />I'm fooling somebody<br />A faithless path to roam<br />Deceiving to breath this secretly<br />This silence, a silence I can't bear<br /><br />Cos the child roses like<br />Try to reveal what I could feel<br />And this loneliness<br />It just won't leave me alone<br />And this loneliness,<br />It just won't leave me alone, ohh no<br /><br />A lady of war<br /><br />Right now i m feeling so lost and lonley  it s like floathing in a sea with no horizon i don t know my direction anymore<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~destroyerkid</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Jun 2008 17:53:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Jesus it s even to hot to sleep in my room.... <br />Aaah and i need sleep really bad because tomorow i will meet two guys who are intressted in some kind of my pictures ...<br />maybe i should count some sheeps.<br />By the way i think that before sunris and after sunset are the most beautifulls and wunderfull film in my life<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~destroyerkid</author>
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                <title> Hot , Hotter , worst</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Jun 2008 03:35:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah yeah its really an  anoying thing this weather just to hot to think or do anything -.-<br />Wish i could put myself in the freezer i ve i had one ....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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