http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:destroyingangel&section=today deviantART RSS for by:destroyingangel en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 18:11:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/1194957/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/1194957/ Tue, 23 Sep 2003 11:25:34 PDT ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/1083311/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/1083311/ Wed, 20 Aug 2003 14:16:56 PDT ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/860703/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/860703/ Sat, 21 Jun 2003 11:35:06 PDT T- if you read this, which you prob won't, I'm gonna miss you... ]]> ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/817009/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/817009/ Tue, 10 Jun 2003 09:14:27 PDT ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/808481/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/808481/ Sun, 08 Jun 2003 07:08:59 PDT ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/752007/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/752007/ Fri, 23 May 2003 15:25:22 PDT ]]> ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/629067/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/629067/ Wed, 16 Apr 2003 17:45:45 PDT ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/607263/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/607263/ Wed, 09 Apr 2003 12:28:19 PDT (the school, not the nice ppl). i should go running cuz my practice was cancelled, but i'm too lazy. i've lost three pounds in the past month, which isn't a lot but is something. and i've been eating just as much, just at different times, so i'm happy. so if i keep it up i will lose 30 lbs in ten months. which is how much my dr told me to lose. i dont' really think that will happen, but i dont' really care. i'm happy. and that's all that really matters. i just need to ignore stress, without giving up on everything. ]]> ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/581903/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/581903/ Mon, 31 Mar 2003 13:17:41 PST ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/563293/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/563293/ Sun, 23 Mar 2003 20:22:57 PST ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/523664/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/523664/ Mon, 03 Mar 2003 14:02:36 PST ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/513938/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/513938/ Tue, 25 Feb 2003 16:07:22 PST ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/478161/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/478161/ Tue, 04 Feb 2003 15:36:51 PST ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/465777/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/465777/ Tue, 28 Jan 2003 18:26:59 PST i really hate the mirrors there though. and all the skinny ppl who stand next to me. i'm not sure whether it's good for my self esteem or bad for it. the bellydancing. well whatever. i just need to accept the fact i'll always be fat and ugly. ::laughs:: then maybe i'd be happy. my parents keep urging me to lose weight but i like eating too much. and why the fuck do my parents care if i'm fat or not? if they dont' like how i look they just shouldn't look at me. if you don't like how i look than don't have sex with me... very simple. ]]> ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/463904/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/463904/ Mon, 27 Jan 2003 17:46:11 PST ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/461687/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/461687/ Sun, 26 Jan 2003 14:19:20 PST ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/457364/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/457364/ Thu, 23 Jan 2003 20:07:45 PST ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/455014/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/455014/ Wed, 22 Jan 2003 12:00:52 PST ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/451191/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/451191/ Mon, 20 Jan 2003 06:51:06 PST it took me 10 min to get out of bed this morning cuz everything hurt to move. between getting up and falling all my muscles are sore and i feel like i have bruises everywhere, even though i only have a couple visable ones... i don't bruise very easily. i woulda been better if i hadn't totally wimped out after wiping out trying to use the towrope and then falling backwards at a downward slope and getting the wind knocked out of me. I only went down the longer version of the bunny slope once cuz i couldn't see straight anymore cuz i'd hit my head too many times and i'd fallen forwards too much so my arms could no longer lift me up. my friends (one of whom it was their first time, and the other their third or something) went down twice more, while i rested and messed around at the bottom of the bunny slope, which is actually scary cuz there are so many ppl to hit into. Perhaps I'll go again sometime... after I've fully recovered that is. And I'll wear football pads and a helmet and a pillow stuffed down my butt next time ]]> ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/445578/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/445578/ Thu, 16 Jan 2003 18:39:20 PST ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/444057/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/444057/ Wed, 15 Jan 2003 20:21:23 PST it was better than running in the cold, i didn't give myself an asthma attack. which is a good thing. i'm way too fucking self centered. that is not a good thing. i'm way too hyper too. i say stuff i dont' mean to say out loud all the time. and i interrupt people all the time. i feel bad, but i can't stop. it's like whenever a thought comes into my head it comes out my mouth. and whenever i say stuff ppl never understand it cuz it never comes out right. it's like my brain switches topics too quickly. i really wish i could dance. that, and play piano and guitar. but really i wish i could dance. if i could dance i'd dance all the time, i really beleive it's the greatest expression of inner emotion. i dunno. i get to sing tomr, i'm happy. i'm sorry i didn't do chorus for the musical, i'm gonna regret it. oh well there are just some things that you regret in life, and you can't change that. when i was trying to go workout i couldn't find my gymcard or my workoutpants. it was annoying. i looked everywhere. i always misplace important stuff. it's really bad. i didn't get yelled at by any of my teachers today. it was nice. i think some of them have given up on me. i did my english hw during physics and took physics notes simultaneously. i think i got more out of that clas than ones where i've tried to pay attention. that's kinda sad, that i pay better attention when i'm not trying. i think i just need to get more self confidence. but self confidence isn't easy to come by. some ppl have too much of it. ::laughs:: sometimes i wish i could see myself and sometimes i don't. i'm afraid that i'd hate myself if i could see beyond the mirror. ]]> ~destroyingangel http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/431773/ http://destroyingangel.deviantart.com/journal/431773/ Wed, 08 Jan 2003 15:46:45 PST ~destroyingangel