http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:desyou&section=today deviantART RSS for by:desyou en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 29 Dec 2009 01:36:05 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/29096281/ http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/29096281/ Mon, 21 Dec 2009 23:41:56 PST JOURNAL

well yeah moving out is hell.. always.. same like now, finally after 1 year i had been scammed by the old landlord (well my friend said so)i moved out from that place. need to remember that we got fight, a big one, before i moved out... with silly reason, because there was some yellow spots near the dining table and she thought i was the one who ate my breakfast n made it dirty... even thought she knew already that i've never eaten food on her table, coz i always bring it inside my room...

but she said that i've never admitted what i had done.. never..

n i said that my xhousemate said that she was crazy

n she went insane

n showed her witch side

XDD

oh well but everything is somehow ok now, before a b*tch suddenly canceled the room when i had already arrived there.. i was like "WTF??? y u didn't tell me earlier??" n she said, "i didn't reply ur msg it means it's being canceled"

n i was just speechless....

wtf these ppl thinking? don't reply mean a no? even thought we already confirmed the room like 2-3 days ago.. n now she just canceled it in the last minute.... without a proper explanation nor even said something about it.. just "don't reply she would get another room"

r u insane?

but well lucky before that i got another room x.x" nice indian guy.. well i always, always look for my privacy.. but somehow the one that i get now it's a bit.. err.. too much

i feel like a landlord

y?

coz he gave me the whole new painted house x.x n just he n his bro sometimes comes n overstay here (well coz he lives on the other block of this apartment) and he said that he's just gonna rent this room if he finds really nice person or if he stays here for along time, but it's gonna be hard i guess n i would be really lonely coz he's gonna travel for about 3 months soon

so.. well everything is empty here, but i'm asking for kitchen stove, coz i want to save some money as well o-o"" n everything would be alright.. i guess XD lolz need to buy some stuffs for the room coz it's like err 2x bigger than my old room >.<""

all of this just the start only.. need to do alot of things after december T.T" scholarship, work, save money.. well want to save my own money, like i did when i was in singapore.. *remember my 2k SGD* T__T

oh well XD xmas is coming soon n i join the secret santa thingy XDDDD hope i can finish the picture soon XD lolz

merry xmas for all of u guys




KIRIBAN http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/27936095/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 07:13:01 PDT JOURNAL

"you're a designer not an artist"

yeah that's what my lecturer said to me, i think she refers artist as a painter. well yeah artist more like to make something looks good n designer it's more about the concept n functionality...

am i a designer? or an artist? just coz of i'm used to make an illustration so i'm an artist, but i chose a major that make me become a designer, is it wrong? can an artist become a designer as well? can't artist n designer walking in the same road together?

more importantly...

am i not talented as an designer?

reply here what u usually do when u lose ur confidence

COMMISSION -is OPEN-

well if u want to buy a commission from me please note me ^^ n gonna sell it really cheap T-T i need money atm.. urgent T-T wanna try to buy tablet ^^ n u can see through my gallery for reference~
sketch : $3
color (depends on the details ) : $5-$10

i will draw anything except mecha, animals, yuri, yaoi, hentai

no paypal atm T.T so u have to send me through bank T.T sowwy someone teach me how to make pay pal 8D




KIRIBAN

5439 -> nobody catch it and i'm soooo happy because of it :3
8778 -> my sistah got it

i'll do anything except animal-mecha-landscape

http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/27679301/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 01:26:42 PDT [link] n if u guys have blogspot acc then just reply it :'D if not just type ur answer as the reply in this journal

T.T gonna stay in smelly kfc (coz got free internet here, no internet atm in my room) for tonight again... and please submit all the answer tonight as well T.T so... yeah... T.T"" please be kind to me n help me a little bit

]]> ~desyou http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/27110525/ http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/27110525/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 09:19:22 PDT JOURNAL

it's been almost 1 year i stay in this small but expensive room, it's not like i have so much money to spend so i rent this room, but i have no choice, i got unwritten contract with my landlord need to stay 1-2 years here, and there was no place in the hostel to let my butt stay when i came here

and no no, the problem is not just coz of the rent, but also with the landlord as well.. she's 40+ years old and unmarried... oh, should i say that she's a hygienic wh**e? and always think that she's right, or think that other race is lower than her race..? cmon.. e.e"

honestly, i'm not the type of person who's used to do house chorse... in my previous hostel there was washing machine n i always used that but here, i need to wash my clothes with my own hand, (idm, i know how to do that) or care if my room is messy, i feel comfortable with it, it's not like i'm gonna let it super messy forever n ever but i will have my own time to clean n tidy it up my mom knows that really well n let me produce 3-4 plactics bags full of crap everytime i clean up my room.

everything have started when i noticed her hygienic habit.. it's kinda alittle extreme (oh well for me) like for example :
"we have 3 sponges for the bathroom, 1 is for toilet, 1 it for the sink, n the other is for the container"
"u should take care of ur hygienic!! buy a detol n a cotton, n wipe it a little on the toilet everytime u wash the bathroom"
"omg don't touch the toilet with ur bare hand" "but i have just washed it n it's really clean..." "still.. it's gross"

n when she find something dirty (for her definition of dirty of course), she will keep talking n talking n talking n talking how dirty is that place, eventhought my housemate who's the one make it dirty.... it's wasted my time.. n i always the one who become a victim coz i always inside the house

n not just her freaking hygienic habit x.x" she also bother about my weight, my study, my food, my drink, everything >.>" idc i like weight now, idc if i lose some weight or not, i know i'm fat but i don't make u fat so stfu, i eat i drink what i want >.>" what if i like indian oily fried rice >.>" it's not like u who eat that, n what if i prefer spend my time in front of my comp, chatting with friends, playing game, browsing instead of walking around condo or use the sport facilitied there...

idm if she reminds me about my fat body once or twice, but it's like everytime e.e""" n it's really really annoying when i talk something important to ur friend or bf she knock my door for something like that e.e"

-ok to make it short-

i'm sick of her, we got fight sometimes. shouting each other, coz *sigh* i had just came in inside the house, i was still carrying my artwork n my bag n still near on the front door... n she asked me why the electricity bill suddenly increase..

ffs... idk why the hell she asked such a question to me but my housemate, coz he just moved in one month ago n i've been stayed here for almost a year n she asked me??? LOGICALLY, don't u think she should ask my housemate first???? coz before that the bill seemed ok, she never complained to me n suddenly like that.. wth..

that was the first big arguement with her n getting more n more until i got really sick n tried to ignore her n just say "yeah.. ok.. sorry" *smile*

but i couldn't helped it today... she has been bit**ing on me since yesterday, complaining about how dirty was the bath room n it was not even my turn to clean the bathroom!!! n more more more more more more complains... until i wanted to just throw my anger to my bf (sorry T.T" but lucky i didn't do that)

n today also.. i couldn't sleep at all so i just ended up clean up my room, doing my laundry, clean my shoes, clean the carpet in front of the bathroom, n i was freaking tired x.x was trying to sleep when she knocked my door n offered watermelon for me.. (i can't say no)n after that i watched utube n she knocked my door again "i see u're so free, here i give u something to do" n told me to change the newspaper on the shoes rack, n no no.. she's not just keep quite n watching me change the newspaper, she doesn't like with my work n complain again.. God.. if u don't like what other ppl do then just do urself..

n everything did not stop at that point x.x i needed to hang dry my clothes n she guessed me that i... ]]> ~desyou http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/26499183/ http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/26499183/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 06:54:48 PDT JOURNAL

I'm really dissapointed with my group leader atm >.<" we have to make a costume from the combination of 2 movements in art history, and the lecture gives us 3 weeks to do this project, n guess what x.x we just have 4 days to go n we don't even have the exact idea at all!!!!!

we chose her as our group leader, simply coz who want a student that they just meet every 2 days in a week to become their leader like me? e.e" n she always attracts everybody by bending her back really low until u can see her bra n boobs -.-" (oh guys, what a heaven for u, should i say she's kinda often to do that on guys?) oh, ok, she always has a good mark in all subjects(at least in 3 subjects that i know) -.- but w/e, she always submits her work late with 193482845498 reasons -.-"""

i (no, not just me, but every member that care about this project) were angry at her, coz after the history class we used to have a meeting about our project n she just went away with her lesbo partner! -.- WTF!! fgs, i just slept 2 hours at that day, trying to fill up my head with a bunch of names n art movements coz we got exam, n i still got an urge to do meeting coz at that time we just had 1 week! n others already making their costume n we didn't even know what our movements that we choose yet -.-"

at the first meeting that we held, we wrote what our fav movements -.- n i thought we just gonna make a skecth n explain y our sketch is related to those movement, but no, one of our group member named A, which her lesbo partner, said "better we choose one of the movement first after that it's up to u, u can combine it with another movement n focus on that". n our group leader was AGREED -.- n we chose "minimalism"

but u know what happened on the day we needed to submit our sketches?

"sorry, i think it's hard to get an idea from minimalis, i did think n i got no idea about it, so i think it's better to make a sketch base on ur fav movement" -.-

fk it....

so then we went home n made another sketch -.-

next meeting we argued (more like she argued) coz our lecture said if we could have just combined my idea n her idea -.- n she didn't seem like it -.-" coz she kept arguing n saying that she didn't agree with our lecture opinion, one of our member named S, cutted her fking BS n said, "ok better just do polling, development 1 idea or combine them together?" -.- n u know what she said?

"hey! but I'M THE LEADER?!" *laughs sarcastic*

but he didn't care n ask one by one, if we wanted to develop or combine n when it came to her lesbo partner, n A looked like she wanted to choose our leader idea but she said against it and OFC her lesbo partner was noticed that e.e so our leader said "honey, if u don't want to chose combination, it's ok, just choose w/e u want" n A kept "but... hm.. but.." n our leader came closer to her n looked into her eyes and..

damnit...get a room plz

-.- her lesbo partner should b the one who take photograph of our process -.- but she NEVER attend meeting at all -.- just after history class only, n i bet it was because we have class! not coz of that she wants to -.- n the worst thing, what we agreed from our previous meeting got ruined by her, coz our leader just listen to her....

so everytime she's there we always come out with a new idea n ZERO agreement

it's not like we don't try to think -.- we did submit our sketches to her, try to improve it, but she ALWAYS has reason to reject it -.- "but it's too simple, we would look like doing nothing if we did that" HELL! we don't have time anymore!!!

what a nice leader

oh -.- just received sms, tomorrow i got meeting on 10.30am~

KIRIBAN

5439 -> nobody catch it and i'm soooo happy because of it :3
8778 -> my sistah got it

i'll do anythi... ]]> ~desyou http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/24955689/ http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/24955689/ Tue, 26 May 2009 05:55:58 PDT JOURNAL

LOL XD i came back fro awhile... *sigh* >_> somehow a little bit bored lately.. played another online game named free sky but sometimes still play wonderland online also... college start busy on the next week and need to draw quite a lot in history class and i've just like "wth!! >< cmon.." idk D: really lazy lately.. D:

looking for an internship in internet and i didn't get the internship coz of my timetable >.<" dang.. but well they offered me another small job and i don't need to go there.. lucky coz i don't want to go there everyday thou.. coz it's so damn far >.<" need to take train n bus and i don't know exactly where the place is >.<"" RM 150 for monthly magazine, making 2 pages of comic ^^ i don't think that's bad payment for 2 pages comic only, and they provide the script sooooo... wish me luck

btw i open for commission ^^ if u're interested to buy one just note me if u want to

and the last thing, i wanna say happy birthday to my dear ^^ omg!!!! u're 25 n i'm.... 19 LMAO!!!! oh well xp age doesn't matter... (really??? )

KIRIBAN

5439 -> nobody catch it and i'm soooo happy because of it :3
8778 -> my sistah got it

i'll do anything except animal-mecha-landscape

100 CHALLENGE THEME

1. Introduction --> [link]
2. Love --> [link]
3. Light
4. Dark --> [link] [link]
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence --> [link]
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory --> [link]
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning --> [link]
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cats --> [link] [link]
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
~desyou http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/23504347/ http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/23504347/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 09:42:12 PST JOURNAL

so... i'm back hunnyyy e.e

well hm.. ok lemme think what to say x.x" hm.. still busy playing game.. helping ppl in that game and getting bored a little bit o.o but hey! thanks to that game i got some new ideas o.o

busy with project from school atm... and dang.. history class always killing me e.e"" but the last movie session that i had was pretty fun thou o.o about Rembrandt and it's called iconotigo.. somehow i was trying to remember who the hell is the main actor there but i couldn't get in from internet... e.e"" maybe because it was a very old movie o.o but well i enjoyed it very much XD

another project from my workshop class o.o making a poster and i choose P!nk aka pink as the main singer o.o why?? coz she's amazing, she's free, she's unique, she has her own rules 8D

one day i was looking at youtube to kill my time as usual and i accidentally saw someone said about "u + ur hand" from p!nk and then i listened to it and gawd. it was the song that i've heard before and i love it so much 8D and then for a whole day searched for another song and found "just like a pill", "who knew", "so what", "please don't leave me", "leave me alone (i'm lonely)", and many more 8D

just listen to the lyric o.o it's not a -oh so deep meaning- lyric, it's really honest XD that's the thing that i like from her XD and she does what she thinks it's true XD she shows that she's a troublemaker but (imo) she never try to use her "troublemaker" side to make herself famous, not like some ppl that we know.. make her head bald or doing stupid stuffs to get public attention e.e"

oh and this is some of her lyric from "leave me alone (i'm lonely)"

"I don't wanna wake up with another
But I don't wanna always wake up with you either
No you can't hop into my shower
All I ask for is one fuckin' hour
You taste so sweet
But I can't eat the same thing every day
Cuttin off the phone
Leave me the fuck alone
Tomorrow I'll be beggin' you to come home"

hahahahaha XDD dang.. XD omg XD i love this song

ah yeah e.e so need to make poster with retro color but rock spirit... e.e err. now still thinking what should i put on my poster.. got some ideas.. but kinda afraid when i need to apply the color.. e.e" and dang.. don't have good photo of her T-T i mean photo with good rock pose o.o and good quality OTL

but but o.o i'm excited with this thou XD just hope i got a nice result >.<"

ah yeah my friend got accident T-T but tomorrow she could get on line again and can chat like usual x3 glad that she's alright again x3

and thanks for someone who help me killing my time for this 6 months XD lmao XD omg.. just can't believe it's been this long o.o" coz we never expected we gonna be this long thou o.o"" err.. at least i never expected.. but really want u to come here and visit me some times ^^ hope he won't read this o.o"

ah yeah e.e"" 200+ more before someone hit my kiriban.. so.. let we see who's the lucky one. and sorry if it will take really long for the request T-T but but o.o;; please be patient...

so.. cya next time *waves* o.o

KIRIBAN

5439 -> nobody catch it and i'm soooo happy because of it :3
next kiriban --> 8778 woohoooo!!! XD

i'll do anything except animal-mecha-landscape

100 CHALLENGE THEME

1. Introduction --> http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/20012571/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 21:29:08 PDT JOURNAL

lol hi ppl.. it's been a while since my last update (it's about 2 months ago lol *proud mode : ON*)

well.. i don't have something really interesting to say -.- and i don't have a new artwork to be submitted, so.. let me (at least) update my journal entry >D (hope u don't mind )

I have been playing this online game >D
==> [link]
i have 3 accounts there, but just one account that i always use to chat >D i'm lvl 29 now XDDD and just need 12% exp to lvl up *w* yoohooo!!!! n other acc still in lvl 22 and my mage in lvl 10 LOL (the mage one, just have to do fishing -.-)

so guys!! if u play this game go to server ARIES2!! and just staring at WORLD chat, and my nickname NEKO2SHI will be appeared!!! XD hope to see u soon guys *w* (i will help u to finish noob quest for free :3)

my fav spot is PINE FOREST!!! killing cirrus, alone XDD but i don't mind if we are training together.. :3 (but now, i'm training with my husband.. err.. so.. yeah you know... *blushing*) need to stole Elin from that aliens!! after i'm lvl 40 of course need to check my armor quality ;_; i was training in Oslya, damn! dino lvl 90 D: with friends lvl 20 n 19.. -.- nice.. and need to catch volture for my friend.. ;_;

and 3 days ago i was getting married!! (in this game ok?! -.-a) LMAO!!! it was so damn funny coz we were training together and i was teasing him "who's your future-bride??? Don't forget to invite me!! how about milk~ she's cute :3" and suddenly he want me to be his bride and married in the same day because "I can't wait for tomorrow!!!" lmao~ still confused why he want to marry me coz he's the kind of type who doesn't care about this kind of thing in game (like.. "wow.. a new/rare item!!!!" n suddenly everybody wants it.. he's not that kind of guy -.-)

ah yeah.. my lucky (or not? XD) husband is dmonhunter (sweet husband.. but i need to PK casdy1025 because she flirted him.. i hope she still a noob lol)

then..... i have a facebook account!! (with some photos that might burn your eyes.. soo BEWARE!!! i've already noticed u ok -.- lol) my name is desy ruth nathasia :3

i'll accept ur request.. just tell me who u are lol thanks guys

and i have plurk account!! ARGKHHH!!! MY KARMA DECREASED AGAIN!!!! D: D: damn!!! my nick name is subarushou lol just add me as your friend ok? :3 it will increase ur karma XD lmao~

and for u indonesian watcher!! XD who has fs and join in "comics_lover" group (ah yeah.. i'm the founder of that group ) well.. we are moving!!!! XD coz fs is the worst place to gath ;_; go to this site ok
==> [link]

For everyone in DA ^^ please read this :3
==> [link]
don't do something like that -.- or i'll bite u!! (wuut? o.o)
lol i don't think she's a bad artist (i can't even make something better than her o.o) but yeah. it's too shiny @w@ DESU~ argkhh!! my eyes D:

*runs*

and thank u for ur CnC for my latest artwork guys :3
==> [link]
i DO really appreciated coz this is the fastest artwork that get fav o.o wut?? o.o it's at 5th rank on my gallery now with 25 fav, lol (i know i'm not popular, but who cares >D)

thank you.. thank you... o(__)o

well.... about KIRIBAN... lol.. I've decided >D
ok.. soooo.. my next kiriban is...... DENG DENG DENG...................

*sorry i forgot my PV, let me check 1st*

8778 XD

ok.. good luck to catch my kiriban ok :3 I'll do anything except animals, yaoi-yuri-hentai, mecha.. (i dunno about fanart, but i'll try to make it -.- but if possible, plz do not request fan art, and if u want me to do vector, plz give me a picture with high resolutio... ]]> ~desyou http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/18610824/ http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/18610824/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 15:58:45 PDT JOURNAL

OMG OMG OMG!!! sumpah gua masih shock n rada bingung atawa stress gua bener2 ga tau deh..

so.. hari ini 2 X-staff t4 kerja gua dateng ngunjungin t4 kerja gua, n akhir nya sepulang kerja (sekitar jam 3 subuh) kita pergi bareng2 ke orchad n ternyata itu adalah salah satu kesalahan terbesar dalam hidup gua

kita makan2 di orchad, dah gitu ke fountain deket situ, beli beer n liquor lainnya n minum2 + main2 lah XD; n setelah pulang (masih sadar sih) di taksi gua mau confirm ttg apa yang gua denger saat kita makan2 tadi

gua : "sha.. jadi bener si AA tuh GAY?:
sha : "hah? ga.. lebih tepatnya dia tuh dulu ce"
gua : "CEWE???? OMG!!! sumpah dia ga keliatan kaya cewe!! D:"
sha : "iyaaa.. beneran.. gua kira semuanya dah tau, lu juga, dah berapa lama kerja disitu??"
gua : "OMG!! WTF!!! (gua ga inget ada berapa banyak kata f**k yang keluar dari mulut gua) well.. lu tau kan dia sering "main2" ma gua? (main2 kaya ngomong sayang, dll dsb lah ya)
sha : "makanya.. apalagi dia single... makanya waktu itu gua bilang kan kalo gua ga tahan kerja ama dia (SHE)" (because he kept doing something pervert)

dari situ gua dah shock.. ZOMG!!! gua bukannya ngerasa jijik ato apa.. tapi absolutely kaget!! n dia pernah ngajak gua jalan2 (ato "JALAN2"??!!) n untungnya gua lagi sibuk saat itu trus.. lanjut..

gua : "trus.. si BB beneran LESBIAN??"
dia : "yup.. dia mah dah pasti lesbian.."
gua : *dah mau pingsan* seriuss???"
dia : ya.. loh.. emang lu ga tau (lagi)
gua : GAA!! SAMA SEKALI GAAA!!! D: D:

well.. emang sih dia dari luar nya keliatan kaya co, cuman menurut yang lain dia lumayann feminin kok... n di t4 kerja kan ada peraturan harus ngenyalain oil lamp tiap jam 6 (n kita harus ngebakar sumbu gitu lah) n gua perli lighter.. n gua pinjem ke temen gua.. tiba2 si BB nanya

BB : "napa lu ga minjem lighter gua aja??"
gua : "coz tadi lu lagi sibuk nganterin makanan..
BB : "ohh.. (suasana jadi sedikit ga enak) ya... lagian lighter gua rusak sih.."
gua : "tuh kan.. makanya..."

well.. I MEAN... C'MON!!!! IT'S JUST A LIGHTER!!! D: napa dia kayanya pengen gua minjem segala sesuatu ke dia.. err.. ok lah. kita emang lumayan deket.. (entah napa kita bisa deket =.=;; ) n itu yang bikin gua takut.. D: D:

n gua baru denger kalo SUPERVISOR gua ada kemungkinan LESBIAN!! D:

OMG!!!

god.. thanks for the "NICE" morning

oh my.. sumpah gua ga nyangka bisa dapet segini banyak info dalam 1 malam D: D: n masalah nya ini orang2 yang bisa dibilang deket ama gua D: damn~

i wonder, napa mereka ga pernah ngomong masalah ini ke gua D: dibilang ga ada waktu untuk ngomong juga gaaa.... gosh gosh!! OMG!! entah napa gua sekarang kadi takut D: D:

menurut lu?

list of my duty :
1. do portrait [ [link] ]
2. do landscape [searching the reference, target --> my college]
3. do composition [ [link] ] and [ [link] ]
4. pay my rent fee [settled]
5. catch up my sketchbook, especially semester II [pending]


KIRIBAN

5439 -> nobody catch it and i'm soooo happy because of it :3
next kiriban --> haven't decided XD;

i'll do anything except animal-mecha-landscape

100 CHALLENGE THEME

1. Intr... ]]> ~desyou http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/18208702/ http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/18208702/ Tue, 27 May 2008 00:21:11 PDT JOURNAL

gua cuman teringat kejadian menyebalkan yang baru aja gua alamin satu jam yang lalu! n ampe sekarang gua tetep kesel kalo ingat kejadian itu!! >(

well.. tadi gua habis dari griya n mau ke skul dd gua (mau ngejemput dia), gua ama nyokap gua jalan kaki n lumayan jauh t4 nya.. sekitar 500 m, ya kita berdua jalan pelan2 sambil ngobrol

trus gua ngeliat ada ce (kayanya sih ce) n co jalan berdua.. gua tau dari pakaian mereka yang kumal mereka mungkin orang yang tinggal dipinggirjalan ato semacamnya...

n gua yang ngangkat tangan gua supaya bisa ngelus2 rambut sambil minum fresh tea, ditonjok dengan siku D: dibagian dada kiri gua

WTF!!!!

anjrot!!! gua sih ga masalah sakitnya!! gua cuman mikir "EMANG GUA NGAPAIN LOE???? NGELIAT LOE AJA KAGA!!!!"

gua cuman diem, coz gua yang ga pernah ada dalam keadaan kaya gini bingung mau ngapain =.= ;; ya dah.. gua diem aja, menahan sakit.... trus gua balik ke belakang n dia juga lagi ngeliatin gua.. gua pelototin aja tuh ce!!!

anjrit!! maksudnya apa sih???? coz ini BUKAN kesenggol!!!! dia NYIKUT!!!! damn!!! ke tok** pula!! F*** napa sih? lu iri dengan punya gua??? kalo lu tonjok bukan punya lu yang makin gede!! F***

*gosh*

napa banyak orang2 aneh di dunia ini???

KIRIBAN

5439 -> nobody catch it and i'm soooo happy because of it :3
next kiriban --> haven't decided XD;

i'll do anything except animal-mecha-landscape

100 CHALLENGE THEME

1. Introduction
2. Love --> [link]
3. Light
4. Dark --> [link] [link]
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence --> [link]
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory --> [link]
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning --> [link]
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cats --> [link] [link]
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion --> [link]
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought --> [link]
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting --> [link]
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head... ]]> ~desyou http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/18020258/ http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/18020258/ Sun, 04 May 2008 03:33:48 PDT TAG

OMIGOSH!!! i can't remember all of their name >.<;; but i DO LIEK TEH STORIEH!!! XDDD HUAHAHAHAHA~ OMG! i'm so hyper today OTZ


WHO ARE YOUR FAVORITE:

1, Exorcist?
L-A-V-I!!! XDDDD huaaa.. he's hot *p*

2, Noah?
either Tyki or Kamelot.. but i think i prefer Tyki XDDDD coz he has 2 personalities.. liek meh! *be kicked*

3, Akuma?
aaa.... the 4th one XDDD gosh!!! he's so adorable LOL kill a lot of people... BLOODDDD!!! XDDD hyper mode : ON

4, In the entire show?
LAVI!!!!! OMG!!! he's funnieeeehhh XDD n hot as i said before *p*

5, Why is that?
why????? do i have to explain it?? he's everything.... *be killed because of my lameness*

ok2.. because he's really funny, i started to like him when arystar's story..

[link] --> it's really freaking me out XDDD

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:

6, Allen Walker?
HUAHAHAHAHAHA... a boy who will change his personality if he hears about DEBT XDDD [link] a pity boy who had been bullied (or it suppose to be HAVE BEEN bullied? XDDD;; ) by his own master HUAHAHAHA. i love his master too x3

7, Lavi?
MY FAV!!! *so far* HUAHAHAHA.. OMG!!! no romance script for Lavi pliiizzzz LOLZ

8, Yu Kanda?
I want to kick his ass =.= *be kicked by his fans* don't really like him ^^a

9, Leenalee Lee?
errrrrrrrr.... i prefer her with her long hair ; but.. she's quite cute though xp

10, Komui Lee?
smexy bastard!!!! XDD *be killed* well.. he's idiot and genius in the same time (do i have to remind you about the KOMURIN incident? =.

11, Reever Wenhamn?
Komui's slave? XDDD

12, Bookman?
really... i DO hate him =.=;;

13, Miranda Lotto?
remind me of desperate wives LOLZ

14, Arystar Krory?
OMG!!! HE'S SO FUNNIEHH!!! XDDDDD

15, Cross Marian?
AHHHH HIM!!! OMIGOSHH!!!! I LOVE HIM XDDDD HUAHAHAHAHAHAHA... i love his weapon ^^d it's so damn cool.. and please bully Allen MOAR!!!

16, Klaud Nine?
scariest woman ever >.<;; hahaha.. no lah. kiddin' so far i haven't seen her act ; she seems already get used to Cross dummy behavior XDD;;;

17, Froi Tiedoll?
not really sure about this chara

18, Winters Socalo?
errr..even though i already red wiki.. i still don't know who is it

19, Hevlaska?
weird creature? XDD;; well.. she always takes a good care of all of exorcists ^^

20, Daisya Barry,
No comment XDDD he died already right?? because of tyki mik.. i wanna see how he was killed by him DX DX

21, Jeryy?
Is he the chef? XDDDD well... i think he is the one who can satisfied Allen's hunger XDDD

22, The Earl of millenium?
remind me with the clown in the circus =.=

23, Tyki Mikk?
love him XDD huehehehehehe..... love his personality :3 that's why...

24, Road Kamelot?
love the way she "flirting" with allen XDDD HUAHAHAHAHA! nice skills dude x3

25, Debitto?
*checked my dictionary*
ah... ic... hehehehe... psycho girl (?) XD;;; weird, strange.. what else?? XD

26, Jasdero?
as crazy as debitto but in the different way =.=;; wew.. the one and only partner for debitto of course xp the one and only noah who paid for Cross bill XDDD --> [link]

27, Skinn Bolic?
i need more information about this chara =.= because i just see suddenly he came inside the story, not like tyki and others noah family =.=

28, Lulu Bell?
not sure about her personality.. but i hate HER!!! because of her a... ]]> ~desyou http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/17568891/ http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/17568891/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 06:00:46 PDT JOURNAL

OMG.. gua ga ngerti harus ngomong apa setelah gua nonton nih film (tentunya lewat bantuan you tube )

bagi yang belum nonton nih film, film ini kaya menguhubungkan bbrp peristiwa di dunia (ttg teroris -jihad-) dengan ayat2 di al-quran (sorry kalo nulisnya salah >.<;; )

well.. gua ga tau apa terjemahan al-qurannya bener ato ga.. >.<;; cuman kita emang ga bisa membantah kejadian2 yang ditampilkan disitu (contoh : WTC) coz itu emang bener2 terjadi n kita semua melihat itu... >.>;;

n yeah.. hahaha.. cara film ini disajikan emang bisa ngebuat darah bbrp orang mendidih aja LOL kaya misalnya wawancara dengan anak kecil ttg kaum yahudi, hahaha...cara polosnya anak kecil itu ngomongin soal kaum yahudi... hahaha...

gua ga bilang agama gua ato agama islam ato agama yang lain yang paling bener, tapi gua yakin ga ada agama yang ngajarin umatnya untuk berbuat ga bener.. n apa yang dilakukan kelompok jihad ato kelompok2 lainnya yang mengatas namakan agama... IMO itu cuman kelompok yang fanatik, n akhirnya malah penganut agama lain dan penganut agama mereka sendiri yang jadi korban..

yang gua cuman bingung sih... napa terus2an antara islam ama kristen sih >.>;;; emang ada apa dengan kedua agama itu? apa karena penganut kedua agama itu yang paling banyak di dunia ini?? >.>;;

btw.... masih diblokir ama pemerintah? 0.o

list :
1. DD : 3 abstraction (series) [HAVEN'T STARTED]]
2. DF : 3 figure, 3 nature + manmade, 30 x 30 [HAVEN'T STARTED]
3. 2D :
- prepare for the presentation for the logo [HAVEN'T STARTED]
- 50 fonts, 4 manipulation manually, 1 manipulation digitally n preparation for presentation [75%]
- make 27 abstraction, 1 abstraction digitally [80%]
- 20 layout, choose 3 for the presentation, and 1 do it digitally [95%]
- choose 1 lyric/poem and make a BOOK [0%]
4. 3D : think how to make a stupid cup go up and down inside transparent bottle, damn.. that's hard!! [DON'T WANNA DO]
5. CCS : e-portfolio and CV [PENDING]

ARGKHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KIRIBAN

5439

catch it if you can hihihihi~

i'll do anything except animal-mecha-landscape

MESSAGE
<-- my sistah XDDD;; watch her and give her a lot of comment >3 i know she can do so much better than now, all she need is COMMENT n CRITIC LOL

*runs*

MY FRIENDS X3
http://desyou.deviantart.com/journal/16909895/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 10:46:42 PDT TAG

i got tag [AGAIN?! 0.o] by : XDD;;


8 FACTS ABOUT ME!
1. Post these rules
2. Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves
3. Tagged people should write a journal\blog about these facts
4. In the end tag and name other people (sorry I change this, kinda dislike this rule)
5. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged!

err.. ok.. let's start :
1. i'm.... a girl *be kicked* XDD;;; well.. yeah, a lot of people think i'm a boy >.> in maya world i mean xp in reality OF COURSE they won't be able to think that i'm a boy!!! XD

2. i prefer doing something individually than doing with someone else >.> i dunno why xp

3. i... i'm such a CLUMSY girl!!! gosh D: D: why??? do you know how to make that stupid thing disappear???

4. i always confuse for something >.> even though its such a simple thing >.> i'll always make it complicated DX

well... my bad >.>

5. i like orange XDDD and any other color which is soft x3 but.. why i can't see orange in my art work? o.0;;;;

6. i'm a cry baby person 'A' ahhh~~ no!!! need to reduce this habit n personality xp xp

my connection is not good enough to go to 8 accounts TAT sorry~ so.. i tag you [with love *love* XD], 8 persons, who have a free time to do this xp xp

JOURNAL


AHHHH!!!! i do really want to come back to INDONESIA!!!! love u!! miss u!!! x3 x3~

well... i decided to coma back around 10 or 11 may x3 but i haven't booked a ticket DX DX well.. is it to early to book a ticket? i have planned to go to batam and then go to bandung x3 coz my parents say that the cost must be cheaper x3

btw.. finally.. i feel free again XDDDD my art block already disappeared one by one x3 dunno why maybe because i always eat fish n chip xp xp i do really like fish n chip x3

but still.. a lot of homework to do 'A' gosh~ still have 2 more weeks before this spesialism finish OTL

and i need to check to the policlinic tomorrow, something wrong with my body.. i hope nothing bad happened please God... o(__)o

wish me luck <3

BTW... I NEED YAOI SOURCES!!!!!!!! D: D:
someone who know some website which i can download yaoi [and probable not the soft one... and i'll appreciated if has masara minase's work, takanaga hinase's, and yamano amane's XD]

list :
1. DD : 3 abstraction (series) [HAVEN'T STARTED]]
2. DF : 3 figure, 3 nature + manmade, 30 x 30 [HAVEN'T STARTED]
3. 2D :
- prepare for the presentation for the logo [HAVEN'T STARTED]
- 50 fonts, 4 manipulation manually, 1 manipulation digitally n preparation for presentation [75%]
- make 27 abstraction, 1 abstraction digitally [80%]
- 20 layout, choose 3 for the presentation, and 1 do it digitally [95%]
- choose 1 lyric/poem and make a BOOK [0%]
4. 3D : think how to make a stupid cup go up and down inside transparent bottle, damn.. that's hard!! [DON'T WANNA DO]
5. CCS : e-portfolio and CV [PENDING]

ARGKHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KIRIBAN ~desyou