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                <title>Breakfast</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Nov 2004 07:51:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Been gone for a long time...getting  back into things now.  More of the  obvious!<br />
<br />
Life is good.  It scares me.  In a good  way.<br />
<br />
I've forgotten all of the emoticons for  here soo...*dance* ]]></description>
                <author>~devilspawn</author>
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                <title>The Quiz...Again!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Aug 2004 18:14:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes, and taking it off of Tomay from  Mezzie...from Lilly-person... I can't  resist quizes for some reason. *twitch*<br />
<br />
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:<br />
Ilanna<br />
Tree<br />
Faile<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:<br />
-general personality<br />
-hair<br />
-...ability to tackle!<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:<br />
-sounds irrational, but not being the  best<br />
-being weak too often<br />
-not completing <blank> task<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:<br />
-Why I can't keep my bow straight while  playing violin.<br />
-Why the fruits in the ziploc container  on my desk are all watery and...ew...<br />
-Why some uncontrollable things occur.<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:<br />
-smirks<br />
-not being able to make people  understand<br />
-being interrupted when I'm in a mood  to do something<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:<br />
-burning (or watching someone else get  burned)<br />
-drowning ("           " drown)<br />
-losing something or someone I love<br />
<br />
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:<br />
-Rynwyk<br />
-music (playing and/or just singing  along...and listening)<br />
-food<br />
<br />
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BRANDS: <br />
-President's Choice food and drinks!<br />
-No Name Brand (matches...for candles)<br />
-Papermate...make great pens<br />
<br />
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE  MOMENT:<br />
In the Car by Barenaked Ladies<br />
You Won't Be Mine by Matchbox Twenty<br />
The Click Song by Miriam Makeba<br />
<br />
THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME  WITH:<br />
Katie, Courtney, and Beth thus far this  summer...<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:<br />
-draw/paint<br />
-sprint better than average<br />
-groin toss *laugh* I've completely  forgotten<br />
<br />
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:<br />
-Playing violin<br />
-Rugby<br />
-History...just learning about it<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE:<br />
-a purpose<br />
-wisdom and general ...vast knowledge  (not very general, but...yes)<br />
-a new violin case<br />
<br />
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:<br />
-anthropology<br />
-medicine...possibly sports medicine,  but probably more like family or  something more specialized...<br />
-<blank><br />
<br />
THREE COLORS YOU LIKE:<br />
-deep or ...pea green<br />
-robin's egg blue<br />
-rich yellow<br />
<br />
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:<br />
-Newfoundland<br />
-British Columbia<br />
-France to go around WWI and II sites<br />
<br />
THREE THINGS YOU JUST DID TODAY:<br />
-achaea<br />
-practiced violin<br />
-watched Freaky Friday ]]></description>
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                <title>Scraps</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Jul 2004 11:45:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Putting things in Scraps for now since  actually finishing things is... taking  a while.<br />
<br />
Got my violin exam mark...I'm happy,  but not too happy.  At least it's my  first year, so I can definitely say  I'll do better next year.  76% with  honours standing - I don't know what  the honours means and couldn't find out  on the rcm examinations site, but  hopefully something good.  Waiting for  the marking form to be put up.  I could  kick myself for how badly I screwed up  the scales/technique stuff relative to  the rest.  *puts her cheesy "I made  MUSIC today!" examinations sticker on  her notebook* Positive reinforcement!   Yeah!<br />
<br />
I think I'm going to be putting up  scraps on descriptions of people's  emotions...so how they look when they  feel a certain way, the feeling itself,  etc.  Hopefully it might develop my  stories so I can get better character  sympathy and show a character's  emotions better or something.  I know  what I mean.  Do you? ]]></description>
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                <title>Charlemagne to Cottage</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Jul 2004 22:12:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm going up to the cottage for about a  week starting this Tuesday.<br />
<br />
Waiting for my exam results.<br />
<br />
I actually did pretty damn well this  year marks-wise, considering... And I  kicked the ass of at least one history  exam, so I'm pleased...although  plotting how I can do better next time.   Hopefully reading through the ancient  history text will somehow help me next  year or maybe in the future. *imagines  herself at a dinner party: "So that  Charlemagne!  What a guy!  I mean, a  surprise titling of emperor by the  Pope... Hopefully he didn't say "Holy  cow!" *geekish snort-laugh* *  Ahh,  yes...<br />
<br />
Hopefully I'll be busy enough at the  cottage to stay out of everyone's  hair...and keep them out of mine.   Nothing more amusing than shutting  Ilanna up in a smallish place with like  5 other people and no computer/violin,  personal space, or time alone and  timing how long it takes for her to  explode.  Maybe I'll set a new personal  record and last a day.  I'm horrible to  live with.<br />
<br />
Hmm...done rambling and ready to read  about William's invasion, fiefs and the  middle ages in Europe. ]]></description>
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                <title>Short Story Requests</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Jun 2004 15:21:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If anyone is feeling bored or just  interested, and you have any random or  not-so-random request for a short story  just send it here.  I'd love the  practice and a challenge <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
Send a note or make a comment with a  title for it, subject, or character(s).<br />
<br />
For a sample there's this: <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/7623399/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
Thanks! ]]></description>
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                <title>C'est fantastique, non?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 May 2004 13:23:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've started working on The Road to  Somewhere again.  I'm also thinking of  trying out a fantasy-type story...kind  of like my own RPG world.  Just me  thinking it up!  I can't help being  fascinated by the thought of making up  my own people and worlds... and then I  always wish I could draw. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />  <br />
<br />
I'm thinking of trying to teach myself  to draw (with the help of my mom who's  handily an ex-art teacher/artist) after  school ends this year.  I'm going to  have to unlearn being a perfectionist  for the first bit, though... All my  attempts at drawing have failed just  because the drawing didn't look perfect  which made me frown, erase, redraw  (repeat steps 3 to 8 times), and then  finally throw the paper away in disgust  and annoyance.  Needless to say, the  life-long popular adjective to describe  Ilanna is "fretful".<br />
<br />
The Music Room is going to go on hold  until I finish stage three of The Road  to Somewhere and/or when school ends.   I'm going to take a break from my sorry  excuse for poetry until I can learn  some techniques, styles, and forms.<br />
<br />
This summer will hopefully be a busy  one.  <br />
<br />
Ilanna<br />
<br />
P.S.  Please pray with me on June 21 at  9:18 AM (EST)!  I'm not religious, but  it will hopefully give me some  confidence for my violin exam. ]]></description>
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                <title>Three Cheers for... Bleh.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 May 2004 20:24:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Two parts of the music exam are  done...after much stress.  Tonight  might be an all-nighter for this  American history presentation tomorrow.   The performance exam for music is  tomorrow as well (doing parts of Carmen  and Lord of the Rings...basically the  hardest parts I could find.  Possibly a  stupid idea, but I'm better at complex  fingerings than getting really good  tone on flute, and generally harder  pieces get marked more easily).  This  week is hell on a stick.  <br />
<br />
"Labour Day" (nice way of saying Slave  Day)was today, and Becky and I dressed  up our two "slaves" and gave them signs  etc.  Not as much fun as I expected,  although I enjoyed being rolled around  in my chair to some of my classes (if  you get beyond my embarrassment of  it... It was my idea, and I still blush  at the thought!)  Meh, I don't expect  much enthusiasm over anything from  anyone anymore... I've decided to dress  myself and make up wacky things to do  if my masters when I'm a slave don't  think up anything good.  I'll enjoy my  last year even (especially) if it means  going out of my way!  Only problem is  if I take an extra year of high school  I'll have to graduate with the year  younger and be slaves with them instead  of most of my friends... We'll see what  happens.  Hopefully one or two of my  friends will also stay back.<br />
<br />
I'm just rambling, but I'm tired and  this is a great way to get emotional  baggage off my chest.  So, please  forgive ... bleh.  I think I'll leave  on a brain fart note.  At least I still  have some tact.  Hmph. ]]></description>
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                <title>More P.P. and Scrapbook</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 May 2004 17:04:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The last passage was from <u> The Great  Gatsby </u> by F. Scott Fitzgerald.  And  here's a new one:<br />
<br />
<blockquote> As he sat gazing into the clear  running of the water, Archibald Craven  gradually felt his mind and body both  grow quiet, as quiet as the valley  itself.  He wondered if he were going  to sleep, but he was not.  He sat and  gazed at the sunlit water and his eyes  began to see things growing at its  edge.  There was one lovely mass of  blue forget-me-nots growing so close to  the stream that its leaves were wet and  at these he found himself looking as he  remembered he had looked at such things  years ago.  He was actually thinking  tenderly how lovely it was and what  wonders of blue its hundreds of little  blossom were.  He did not know that  just that simple thought was slowly  filling his mind - filling and filling  it until other things were softly  pushed aside.  It was as if a sweet  clear spring had begun to rise in a  stagnant pool and had risen and risen  until at last it swept the dark water  away.  But of course he did not think  of this himself.  He only knew that the  valley seemed to grow quieter and  quieter as he sat and stared at the  bright delicate blueness.  He did not  know how long he sat there or what was  happening to him, but at last he moved  as if he were awakening and he got up  slowly and stood on the moss carpet,  drawing a long, deep, soft breath and  wondering at himself.  Something seemed  to have been unbound and released in  him, very quietly.  <br />
"What is it?" he said, almost in a  whisper, and he passed his hand over  his forehead.  "I almost feel as if - I  were alive!"</blockquote><br />
<br />
I've started putting some stuff in my  scrapbook.  I think I'll be putting a  lot in there since I tend to write a  lot of blurbs and only polish some of  them.  I hope you (the undefined -you-)  enjoy! ]]></description>
                <author>~devilspawn</author>
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                <title>Passage Paraphernalia</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Apr 2004 16:44:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is sort of a version of *<a href="http://davenit.deviantart.com/">Davenit</a>'s  quotes.  Basically, there are just some  passages in novels/plays that really  stand out sometimes... and what better  way to share them?  Plus, if you like  you can try to guess the book! *cackle*  I'll give the author and title of the  previous passage in the next entry.   Generally, I only read "classics" thus  far with the only offshoots being some  historical  fiction/biography/autobiography novels.<br />
<br />
This was spurred by someone's journal  entry on reaching thirty.  I decided it  was a bit too...depressing...rather  than encouraging, so I didn't use this  as a comment.<br />
<br />
"Human sympathy has its limits, and we  were content to let all their tragic  arguments fade with the city lights  behind.  Thiry - the promise of a  decade of loneliness, a thinning list  of single men to know, a thinning  brief-case of enthusiasm, thinning  hair.  But there was Jordan beside me,  who, unlike Daisy, was too wise ever to  carry well-forgotten dreams from age to  age.  As we passed over the dark bridge  her wan face fell lazily against my  coat's shoulder and the formidable  stroke of thirty died away with the  reassuring pressure of her hand.<br />
<br />
So we drove on toward death through the  cooling twilight." ]]></description>
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                <title>Woot for Spring!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Apr 2004 09:34:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Time to break out the ol' rhyme:<br />
<br />
Spring has sprung!<br />
The grass has riz!<br />
I wonder where the birdies is!<br />
<br />
Why, little Bobby, they're right  outside yon window!  Because spring's  here!<br />
<br />
And now when I have rugby practice I  won't freeze my buns off.  Although,  being my pessimistic self, this does  also mean my violin and school exams  are creeping up...as well as too much  heat... *slaps back the cynic in me* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/achfoo.gif" width="32" height="32" alt=":achfoo:" title="Achfoo" /><br />
<br />
Hmm....what are all of your favourite  spring-time flowers? <br />
<br />
Mine are definitely lilies of the  valley.  They're beautiful, and they  can be quite aggressive.  *stops  rambling* ]]></description>
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                <title>Synonyms</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Apr 2004 21:00:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Anyone know some good synonyms for  softening?<br />
Weakening...dulling...unstrengthifying.. . I need better synonyms!  The synonyms  microsoft word gave me for soften (the  context being something like "the  warmth <i> softening </i> the cutting wind")  were "make softer" and "become softer".   I laughed.  In fact, I'm laughing  again.  I need to read more. ]]></description>
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                <title>Writing a Story!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Apr 2004 12:33:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm finally writing a story...by  planning it out!  Which means this  story (The Music Room) might actually  go somewhere.  So far I have characters  with descriptions, quite a few plot  ideas, and...and well, that's it so  far.  But that's the best I've done in  my life.  So...let's see what happens! ]]></description>
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                <title>Small note before I get some socks...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Mar 2004 18:34:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I finally watched Girl,  Interrupted.  I really like it.  Only  problem is I now have "Downtown" (that  the title of the song?) stuck in my  head.  On top of one of my violin  pieces.<br />
<br />
I screwed up on the game.  I feel like  I've screwed up out here, and that I'm  giving up when I shouldn't be.  Letting  go of what I should be taking a firm  grasp of... It feels wonderful to write  new submissions, work on old ideas, and  put my heart into playing violin... but  it would feel nicer to be able to do  what I used to in school.  I'm stuck  behind while some other part of me  watches and struggles vainly to push my  mind and body ahead to where I could  be.  Where I should be.  I know I can  be the best to anything I put my mind  to.  But right now my worst subjects  are my favourites, and I'm only  scraping by with the help of extremely  kind teachers.  I want those history  and english awards so badly, but I  won't be getting them this year unless  I pull a miracle.  Being able to answer  questions and participate in class is  only worth so much in comparison to  doing homework and getting  essays/ISUs/exams/tests completed  properly.  <br />
<br />
Even knowing that I just need to apply  myself makes me sit around...and write  journal entries about what I should be  doing!  I feel like I have the mental  and physical capacities of a fucking  baby.  Well, advanced baby.  ...Very  advanced.  But you know what I mean!<br />
<br />
I think I'm going to go immerse myself  in Band of Brothers. ]]></description>
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                <title>Feeling better</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Mar 2004 09:05:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I'm kicked off Achaea and MSN for  a bit...and it's not so bad as usual.   Maybe because I copied some work to do  while I'm gone...and there are a lot of  new ideas I can develop when not having  to concentrate on actual things  happening IC.  But, don't let that make  you think I'm actually able to do that  stuff right now... I'm getting some  homework done for once.  This makes me  a bit happy.  I'm also sleeping  okay...although people waking me up  before I'm ready unleashes a very  bitchy Ilanna.  -very- bitchy.<br />
<br />
Violin's going great!  And this made me  realize I haven't played IC in a  looooong time.  But, playing OOC is  more important, anyway.  So <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lick.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />  Almost  have my small RCM-book piece  memorized...and the Vivaldi....hoo boy.   I'm glad I chose the hardest one, but  how I'm going to get those 16th notes  -that- fast...and memorized!  *pulls on  spandex and underwear on top* *attaches  long, flowing cape* *puts on mask and  then takes it off when she starts  suffocating*  Super Ilanna!  Oh, and in  case anyone reads this and is  curious... The piece is Concerto in A  Minor, 3rd movement, by Vivaldi.  I  love listening to this piece...it's  -so- much fun.  And then comes the  really hard 16th-notes-galore spot  where you can hardly hear the  un-accented notes by the soloist  because she/he is playing so fast... Oh  well!<br />
<br />
I need to get out running, but I really  don't feel like it.  I think this is a  problem since I'm going to be really  out of shape when the first rugby games  start... If only playing violin could  give be a strenuous cardiovascular  exercise!  That would be amazing...<br />
<br />
Anyway, I'd better start working on  something...or eat... Bah, mornings!  (and yes, I know it's now the afternoon) ]]></description>
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                <title>Rugby and Bob Marley</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Mar 2004 15:38:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Got my gr6 violin application in  finally...*gets to go to the elitist  RCM building for the exam* Woot!<br />
<br />
Rugby today was great. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I think I  concentrate too hard, but I can barely  hold onto thoughts in the past year or  so which means I don't have much  choice.  So, my body's nice and  relaxed, and therefore my mind has  calmed down a bit...and thanks to Bob  Marley I'm getting into a nice groove.<br />
<br />
Of course, this groove doesn't last  long when you have to complete two ISUs  for tomorrow with research done for  only one (and not even fully done for  that one).  Do I procrastinate?  Not at  all.  I avoid.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fork.gif" width="37" height="18" alt=":fork:" title="Stabbed with a Fork!" /><br />
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Ooh...and I think I'll sign off as the  first jabs of stress pierce my already  swiss-cheese guts.  I'm starting to  think I have mentally masochistic  tendencies. ]]></description>
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                <title>Mah baby has come back home!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Mar 2004 17:32:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (Listening to: LoTR Fellowship  soundtrack)<br />
(Just finished practicing: Second Suite  in F on flute and trying out some of my  flute pieces on violin)<br />
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Wee!  My flute came back from the  workshop!!  It's a gorgeous silver  again with no black!  And the pads and  cork have been replaced...and the  higher notes are much easier due to a  nice lack of air escaping through the  pads (the flute's about...10-15..maybe  20? years old, and this is its first  major overhaul) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bounce.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":bounce:" title="Bounce" />  I forgot how much fun  it can be to play flute <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  However, my  cleaning cloth was apparently taken  from the case (I knew I should've held  onto it) and the cost: 350 Canadian.   Let's just hope my dad doesn't see the  bill...<br />
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School will soon be kicking back into  full swing with ISU due dates coming,  but hopefully rugby will help me keep  my mind off things.  Oh, and another  happy thing: Snow thawing = rugby  practice in mud!  Woot!  Nothing more  hilarious than practicing jumping on  loose balls (and of course our coaches  strategically place the balls in the  middle of huge mud puddles).<br />
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It'll probably be maybe a week or so  before I upload anything.  Although,  I'm currently working on the temple  designs for Achaea (long overdue, I  know *sigh*), and I should be able to  finish them tonight.<br />
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But first: exam practicing.  My first  RCM exam/testing on violin.  Should be  interesting...and hopefully will get me  over my horrid habit of adrenaline  rushing when I have to play in front of  people *laugh* Great vibrato when your  hand's shaking like a leaf...<br />
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*snuggles up close to carton of  mint-chocolate chip ice cream*<br />
Food, music, and something to write  about.  Nothing better <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lick.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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Ilanna ]]></description>
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                <title>Daydreaming as usual...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Feb 2004 18:21:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (Listening to: Ava Maria, Mozart)<br />
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If I close my eyes<br />
If I count to ten<br />
I can feel your touch<br />
I can hear your breathing<br />
A tiny dream<br />
A tiny prick of reality<br />
The sound floats up from downstairs<br />
The sound of a knock on my door<br />
My eyes open<br />
My eyes see what's real<br />
You're not here<br />
You're just a dull ache<br />
Replacing what never was ]]></description>
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                <title>Ahh music...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Feb 2004 19:19:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Nothing moves me more than music like  the theme in Schindler's List (anyone  know the piece's title and composer?),  The End by The Doors, Adagio for  Strings by Samuel Barber... My dream is  to be able to play/make music like that  one day (preferably on violin) and make  my audience cry.  Step 1: Work on the  vibrato!  Step 2: Get some confidence!   Step 3: Bake at 350 for 20 minutes  until golden.  <br />
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Bah...I'm no cook. ]]></description>
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                <title>mood swing!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2004 12:28:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hahaha that musical guy  looks...hilarious.  And I want to  change my name!  I still can't believe  I made "devilspawn" a bloody  name...DEVILSPAWN!?  Well, I did always  joke that my parents were satan 1 and  2, and I would take over hell  eventually...but I was just joking!  *weep*  I might move everything over to  bodaciousmarmot someday...meh. ]]></description>
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                <title>Hello, Hecuba!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2004 11:27:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey...if Jesus owes you 3 bucks then  how much does Satan owe you? ]]></description>
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                <title>Emotion Sickness</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Feb 2004 21:52:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Good song...good way to describe it  too.<br />
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I'm feeling used, abused, and  under-used all at the same time.  Mixed  with love, sympathy, inadequacy,  jealousy, and a dash of pent-up rage.   I've also decided that I've seen and  heard enough CRAP to leave me smelling  quite bad these days.  The things  people will do.<br />
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Ilanna<br />
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PS On a bright note I might be visiting  Cawthra soon!  Woot squared! ]]></description>
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                <title>Exams are over!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Jan 2004 11:04:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woooot!  Exams are over!  I should be  writing a bit more.<br />
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Already added some to The Road to  Somewhere and edited it a bit.   Planning to try my hand at some "good"  poetry too.  Oh, and I should be adding  my little whimsical start to an overly  happy story soon.  Cheers to that!<br />
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Ilanna ]]></description>
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                <title>piles of homework</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jan 2004 14:37:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *peeks up over a pile of books*  *twitch*  You finish one thing...and  the pile looks the same size!  You know  why?  Because you left some of the less  urgent stuff.  So you finish one thing,  look to tomorrow or the week later, and  THERE'S MORE!  AAAAAAH!  *stabs a  pencil into her math notebook*<br />
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I'm coping. ]]></description>
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                <title>IT'S ALIIIIIVE!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Dec 2003 12:01:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My god...I'm back!  And hopefully a bit  more writiful!  I'll post up some stuff  soon that I've written for achaea and  whatnot...hope you like it.  *sings*  I'm in the money. my mother's home.   *tapdances* gotta go before someone  gets killed!<br />
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Ilanna ]]></description>
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                <title>blah</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Feb 2003 20:47:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Is it just me or are my weekends always cow pattyish?  Yes, I think  they are...although today looked up since my parents went out for  dinner and I was able to blow my nose in solitude (I seem to have  gotten a slight cold from sleeping for 14 or so hours straight).  And I  watched Amelie...which was a very good movie!  unfortunately it left me  feeling very lonely...but, heh, the happiness of anyone makes me feel  that way so I think this is a minor case.  Wow, I'm sad.<br>
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Pity me for I am sad! ha..don't..please don't...<br> ]]></description>
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                <title>blah</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Feb 2003 20:09:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I've had a migraine for the better part of this weekend..and I  discovered that what I had indeed was a migraine and that I've been  having them for a while now...on rare occasions...rare, painful  occasions...So, after the huge, head-splitting headache and nausea my  father gives me a tylenol 3 and three gravol (evil comes in threes I  see) and I have been rendered "high" for the rest of the day...it's not  fun...I can't even play flute without the back of my eyes going  numb...it's an interesting feeling when it first hits you though...You  know how you get that weird feeling when you sit up to fast?   Yeah...like that...except it doesn't go away...lol<br>
...and you'd think it would be gone by now, but NOO...my system feels  so screwed up...trying to sleep in the middle of the day and succeeding  in being half-asleep for about 2 hours...one of the worst feelings I  have ever experienced...other than the actual migraine, of  course...anyways, I'm done with my "migraine rant"...god I love being  able to talk about myself without the guilt of being selfish of others'  time or whatever; if you don't want to listen, you shouldn't be looking  at this! mwa a a aaaa... ]]></description>
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                <title>gyargh</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Jan 2003 19:44:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ bloody parents....I'll thank them for causing me more stress than  school does...and believe me, that's a lot of stress....<br>
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anyways, yeah...I just wanted to write something out and I didn't want  to submit it so..here it is in all it's wonderful "morbidness"...<br>
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The corpses hung from the trees like rank fruit, giving warning to all  of the dangers ahead. The unbeatable obstacles that get you sooner or  later in this place of evil.<br>
Some of the bodies had died young from some of the dangers, while  otehrs died of old age, years of running, hiding, constant fear. It was  a horrible way to live and die.<br>
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I wrote some interesting things a year or so ago...<br>
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Okay..and something's screwed up with my journal...or something...this  site really doesn't like me...*looks around* ]]></description>
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