http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:digitaldaydream&section=today deviantART RSS for by:digitaldaydream en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 07:30:58 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/25687306/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/25687306/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 03:18:50 PDT
Trivia: My Dad graduated Summa Cum Laude from his Business Administration degree. My eldest sister Katie graduated Summa Cum Laude from George Mason University in Virginia. She took up American Literature. My other sister, JL, also graduated Summa Cum Laude from her course in Clinical Psychology. Mom on the other hand, graduated college Magna Cum Laude with a degree in Applied Economics. Haha! Wooot!

Anyway, my GMAT (General Management Admissions Test) reviews start this September--right after my first term of my fourth year in college. Harvard already sent me an invite for their MBA program, plus I already met some of their admissions officers last December. We had a sit down dinner and I got to understand the whole business school curriculum more. I really want to go to Harvard but I'm open to other universities as well just in case. Next to Harvard, I prefer Wharton, Yale, LBS (London Business School where a cousin of mine is based + where my uncle/Dad's brother graduated from) and Georgetown. My sister Katie got a full time scholarship to Georgetown for her MBA. I don't mind going there either since should that happen, everything would be simpler really. I'd have to live with her though. We'd have to share her loft in Virginia. Katie + Enzo in one roof = CHAOS! Lol!

Moving on. I've been so busy these past few weeks with so many deadlines, tests and presentations. On a much positive note, it's my retreat tomorrow! I'll be going to Tagaytay with some block mates plus other school friends.

I watched Transformers2 two weeks back and I must say that the movie was fun. I still like the first one more, though. Anyhoo, I'm glad that I've been able to spend some time with my good friend these past few days. Congratulations with the 5D MKII Zet!!!! HD video is AWESOME! Haha!


I have to end this blog now. I'm supposed to be at GB5 already to buy some stuff and to have dinner with my parents. Til next time!

P.S. Thank you for all the recent faves and comments on my artwork!

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/22113335/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/22113335/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 00:46:37 PST
I'm actually lending my room to her for the next three weeks, hence I will be staying in our attic at home. Monster TV here I come!

Also, I'll be having a Harvard MBA dinner tomorrow at Ayala Museum, Greenbelt 4.

Anyway, everyone's on Christmas break! I'm happy to say that I got into the Dean's List in my university's academic program once again. First honors baby! Haha!

I might just graduate Magna Cum Laude for my Management degree in DLSU after all!

*Crosses fingers*

By the way, belated happy birthday to my good friend,

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/20786006/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/20786006/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 22:50:09 PDT
Anyway, I'm really excited for Saturday as I will be having a shoot with some photographer buds!

PLUG: If you have spare time, please go to Assumption College in San Lorenzo Village Makati this Thursday, October 8. I will be teaching fashion photography to some 30-plus students. Outsiders are welcome to come as well.





]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/20549370/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/20549370/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 07:47:14 PDT
Good advice. Definitely good advice.

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/19820377/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/19820377/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 03:38:02 PDT And in the end I got an honorable mention

In the movie of my life
Starring you
Instead of me

When the moonlight
Hits your bright eyes I go blind
And maybe next time
I'll remember not to tell you something stupid
like I'll never leave your side~" (Fall Out Boy)

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]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/18362630/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/18362630/ Sat, 17 May 2008 06:42:09 PDT
This was my Junior year--almost four years ago.

Dated: November 17, 2004

"At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we were made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them...but there are some lines that are too dangerous to cross. Here's what I know:

If you're willing to take this chance, life on the other side--with HER, is spectacular."


Ouch.

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/18220869/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/18220869/ Thu, 08 May 2008 01:43:49 PDT
Simple.

~It's to submit ourselves to that one person who's worth being with despite the sorrows and heartaches of life, and still find the courage to move forward as long as that same person is beside us.

Otherwise, everything else would be useless--irrelevant.

Obsolete.

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]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/16622987/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/16622987/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 04:30:52 PST
~ Love in the Time of Cholera

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/16311987/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/16311987/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 07:15:14 PST
How is he supposed to know?

I won't deny the fact that when I look back at us, I still smile.

The thought of being with you still gets me every time.

But we live in two different worlds now.

You seem so far away.

I wish I could surprise you, just like before.

We could have a drink or two in Starbucks.

Use the very thought of you to come up with poetry.

Talk about anything til the wee hours of the morning.

Believe that we still have a chance to finally make things right.

Let me just clear something up.

I didn't disappear. I was always there.

It felt like you were the one who had no time for me anymore.

A summation of excuses and apologies.

Perhaps I got tired--tired of waiting for something I wasn't sure existed.



If You Forget Me

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

Pablo Neruda

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/15457506/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/15457506/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 02:11:51 PST
"Happiness is the longing for repetition."

"Optimism is the opium of the people."

"Solitude: a sweet absence of looks. "

"Without realizing it, the individual composes his life according to the laws of beauty even in times of greatest distress."

"Without realizing it, the individual composes his life according to the laws of beauty even in times of greatest distress."


School's really been a drag so far. Everyone seems so busy and preoccupied. Again, me and my sentiments. It just feels so unfair that the only measure of success people seem to have in their heads is via the route of education. I think that if one loves what he does, then there shouldn't be any reason to fail.

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/14448468/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/14448468/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 22:51:44 PDT I'm done with my finals and I'm really excited for the 2nd term to start!
I haven't had any photo shoots lately. Been photo-manipulating pictures from before.
Boooo!

It's September 2 in the Philippines already, so happy birthday to my best friend

We had a party over @ his house last night and it was just crazy. I think I had 15+ shots of tequila and illusion shaker!

Anyway, that's about it for now.

I must go to Rockwell to movie-marathon with my mom and sister..

I'll catch you all later

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/14081368/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/14081368/ Wed, 08 Aug 2007 20:56:06 PDT Take into effect these words I mumble
Far across the evening sky
The light that shines is soon to die
The clouds have long gone disappeared
This sight of darkness I know I fear
Cold sighs of the wind inept
Do I unveil these feelings kept?

I chance upon my life’s regrets
Memory deletion to forget—
The past tragedies and sins I hold
Mistakes I made, wrong words I told
Misery shatters like glass stained with blood
Visions entail of a long lost love
Will I chance upon a vision of you?
Perhaps only an image from a distant view

Tears shall cover this blank face
Maybe these feelings are but a stage
I’ll linger amidst confusion and pain
I’ll wait for untimely tides to change
Write some poems and parallel verses
Scribble some songs and silly letters
In time I know you’ll come around
What we both lost will soon be found

Until that moment I’ll opt to wait
There is love when there is faith
I’ll stand against the test of time
Prove these aren’t just silly rhymes
I love you now, and ‘til forever
This I wish you would remember
Forget everything about me if you must
Except my love that never rusts.

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13443282/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13443282/ Fri, 22 Jun 2007 07:32:50 PDT
It isn’t really a haunting, but more or less like a flashback of the old you.

They say that what we have is NOW.

I, however, say that the phenomena that occur in our existence are summations of our past, present and future lives.

Odd when you think about it, but it makes sense in a way.

Well at least for me it does~

Depression has become one side effect every time I try to recall my past

I guess there’s something about my previous experiences that aren’t worth remembering.

Don’t get me wrong. There were a lot of good times.

It’s just that whenever talks about the good ole day’s surface, my mind goes loco and starts pinpointing at all the sad and eerie moments that I had from before.

Perhaps a majority of these are self-inflicted.

It’s kinda crazy really. HAHA.

This is what school does to you. (I’m kidding~)

When the human mind has faced tremendous emotional pain, it has no choice but to protect itself. You've taken bits and pieces of your surroundings and created an alternate universe where you feel safe and secure.”

“What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right now”

...

Moving On~

...

Today was really slow for me.

It almost felt like everything was in REAL TIME or something.

I got a 53/60 in my Commerce Statistics Long Test which isn’t so bad really.

I got second highest next to some girl who's super good in math.

Boooo! Unfair! Hahaha!

I’m going to be having my second recollection over @ DLSU tomorrow.

8am-5pm! Whuuut?! @_@

But it’s all cool though—I like to get in touch with my spirituality every once in a while! ^_^

Nothing extraordinary has happened these past few days.

I guess the only thing I’m looking forward to right now is the arrival of my sister Katie and her boyfriend Jamie from America.

It’s been almost a year since I was last with them and yes, I fucking miss them terribly.

Now all I need for my life to be almost perfect is for Patricia Yap to come home in the Philippines. Haha! I just really miss you so much babe..I’m sorry. :]

I’m out to save the universe~ (one save at a time)
*poof!*

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13326049/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13326049/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 06:54:46 PDT [link]

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13247926/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13247926/ Thu, 07 Jun 2007 04:25:46 PDT for the feature!

go check his gallery! he takes really good pictures! does a fine job in editing and artwork too!~

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13209237/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13209237/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 00:00:54 PDT
boo for law subjects that require you to memorize one freaking book.

boo for gloomy days without coffee.

boo for girlfriends who are abroad. (i miss you babe~i heart you!)

boo for getting stuck in Taft especially during rainy school nights.

boo for professors who decide not to show up in class especially when it's so f*cking early in the morning.

boo for not being able to write poetry as much anymore.

boo for people who think that they're all that.

boo for eye bags.

boo for people who don't give a damn.

boo for high gas prices.

boo for school.

boo for not being able to eat ice cream lately.

boo for Philippine Politics.

boo for people pretending to be cool but aren't really.

boo for not having the same classes with my friends in DLSU.

RAWR~ @_@

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13105273/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13105273/ Sat, 26 May 2007 19:49:18 PDT
moving on--i was in rockwell yesterday with my sister and some of her friends and we decided to watch pirates of the caribbean three. awesome movie! the makers of that film devoted a lot of time in editing and in special effects. it was a bit too draggy though but what the hell, keira knightley was well worth it. that girl is just super..hahahaha! i'm in love! LOLZ~

my dad left for singapore yesterday afternoon as well. he's gonna be there 'til thursday. he's so freaking lucky! hahahaha! he actually asked me if i wanted to come along and join him, but screw our school for starting the first term really really early. my only consolation was that my dad promised to get me a speedlite and some lenses over there. we might *hopes* go to hong kong some time this year..it's either hong kong or perhaps bangkok. i'd prefer hong kong if you guys ask me, but hell i'm fine anywhere. we'll proly schedule our trip when my other sister (the one who's in virginia) arrives this july 4. yaaay! <3

anyhow, if you guys have the time and the money, go grab a copy of MAXIM Magazine Philippines Edition June 2007. i'm there 'coz i was featured in the "Maxim Street: Real guys, Real Style" segment. hooraaay for excellent fashion sense.

*Cheers* :]

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13071996/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13071996/ Thu, 24 May 2007 05:19:52 PDT From this wicked scene of death and closure
I dragged you in this scene so deep
Damn--it's freaking hard to breathe
You're all about the fame and fortune
I'm fed up singing you this tune
Stop feeding me all this poison
Free my heart from this lonely prison

Turn off the lights and jump to bed
"We wont talk much..just hush" you said
All it took was a minute or two
I knew, I knew that it was you
My blanket smells like that sweet scent
No second chances in a single moment
Let's play dead and just forget
Tomorrow, forever, from now 'til never

Like a record that keeps on playing
Our love song is singing
My heart skips a beat so fast
True love's been found at last
I'm having another stroke
Is this for real or is this a joke
I try to kiss your lips and nose
I stutter, clutter these words of prose

I'm growing, I'm changing
I used to think that chocklits were everything
And now I'm a' bit trembling and panicky
"Destiny's here" so brand me cheesy
I don't care
I don't mind
What once was lost
Has now been found

And I'll keep singing
I wont stop strumming
This song that's proof
Of a love so true
Let's drink tonight
~The Stars are bright
Here's to you, here's to me
Here's to lasting memories

You are my melody
Our love's a symphony.

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13059594/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13059594/ Wed, 23 May 2007 06:22:26 PDT
Your smile that glistens under the sun so bright
Makes me want to break free
Seeing you happy on your own
Isn't as bad as they say
Now I know that you'll be fine alone
But that won't keep me from holding on
I'm hoping still that I'd wake up next to you
And catch you everytime you fall

I'm fine like this, don't get me wrong
I'd rather be miserable all day long
Don't believe that I've let go
These days seem empty when I'm alone
Pieces of me scatter like stones
Leads my heart to crushing bones
Bring back our memories tomorrow
Enough of my life has been lived in sorrow

Waiting seems like such an eternity
Where does this leave me (from) here on to infinity
Will I hold on, will I go on
My love will last from dusk til dawn
I wouldn't be willing for us to change
Even if I get consumed of rage
Over losing you to distance or time
What's yours is yours and 'you' are mine

Next time I'll try
To live my life
I will get by
In passing time
What happened to our chances
Got lost in silly dances
Cloak my face and hide
My heart that's crimson tide

You are my queen
I am your king
You taste so sweet
Like pretzel sticks
Let's not put our lives on hold
Too much waiting causes molds
I know that I am but a mess~
To be seen with you in that gorgeous dress

Drink down some of that gin
Smoke signals like deadly sins
I'm dragging my self inside your car
Now is here while near is far
Sometimes things can't be perfect
But don't discout tonight's event
When you leave I'll stay
I'll be okay

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13011687/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/13011687/ Sat, 19 May 2007 10:02:07 PDT
You wake up expecting nothing more but your usual day-to-day antics. Then something or perhaps someone comes along and surprises you. They go out of their way to make things seem a little bit brighter. At that moment, you realize that life isn’t supposed to be as boring and as dull anymore.

You end up doing things together. You talk, walk, watch movies, visit theme parks, stare at the sky, take snapshots, drive around the metro like crazy, get drunk only at the expense of each other’s company, smile at the simplest of things and every once in a while, you have numerous first dates (because every new experience is but a sweet and tantalizing memory).

Everything seems to be in check. Life is perfect, except for this: all good things come to an end. And then you wake up from a dream—a dream that seemed so blissful yet seemingly inevitable to make its way downhill. Lost in translation is best to describe this feeling.

Now, it seems as if you are back to that normal ordinary life you once lived. Without the need for words, your actions however show that you miss her. You miss what the two of you used to do to keep yourselves preoccupied and busy. You miss her company, the touch of her hand, the taste of her lips and the warmth of her voice slowly touching your ears as she whispers sweet nothings.

It isn’t as easy as you thought it would be. Denial kept you sane all along. For now, you will look for a channel to release all of your emotions and frustrations. Yet you keep asking yourself, “What happens next?”

With her, you used to think, “Could life be any better than it is now?” At present, however, your thoughts only focus on your sweet escape. The world doesn’t need any more frustrated-love-struck people with major issues. You ponder if whether or not you should put your life momentarily on hold. You search for solitude, for light, or perhaps for a second chance at love.

All is lost though. She has moved on, and so must you. “Will you be able to?”—that is what keeps you up all night, with her distant memory and façade-like image of an angel haunting you down.

God this sucks.

Relief. All you ask for is relief.

You want to move forward, but you simply can’t. You’ve come to realize that you aren’t that strong and that brave. You’re a mere illusionist pretending to be fine. You’re weak and you know it—except that you keep on denying the obvious.

That’s what love does to you. It keeps you stunned and addicted to both the pains and pleasures you adeptly accept when you choose to go for it.

Love is the drug of my choice.

Warning! Side-effects may include: depression, anxiety, trauma, REGRET.

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/12959953/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/12959953/ Mon, 14 May 2007 22:54:14 PDT
Grayscales of made-up clothing

You make your way in Technicolor

To seemingly clear the vision’s horror

If the world would divide

Set the moon and stars apart

The sight of you is but enough

Whisper life to this bleeding heart

Neon lights and picture frames

Vintage floors with written names

You give me reason to raise a smile

Like giving candy to but a child

Resting my back against the wall

I heed myself to jump and fall

For this girl who beams the fragrance of spring

The only worst thing is her not knowing

Another episode of discontent

To fall in love I must prevent

But I’m not going home alone

I suck the most when on my own

So make me matter like a charm you wear so dear

Let me remind you that I’m always near

I want to keep us warm at night

Watch you dream and fight your frights

Let’s make things right this time

Let’s not stick to cliché rhymes

What we do together is ours and is fine

We’ll kiss through the day as we wine and dine.

Together—us both we’ll make this last

We won’t ever have to be each other’s pasts

Hide under the blanket in my room’s bed

What used to be ‘alone’ is dead

We’re finally good to go tonight

Together we always seem to shine so bright.

All we need is love.

Fall around me now.

**I'm out like John Mayer is dating Jessica Simpson.

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/12946155/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/12946155/ Sun, 13 May 2007 19:37:58 PDT
Anyhow--I spent mother's day over @ Red in Shangrila Makati Hotel yesterday. I missed eating French cuisine. The set menu was awesome too. Yummy prawn appetizer and flourless chocolate cake for desert. ^_^ After that, my sister and I went to mass and then immediately proceeded to Rockwell for day two of the Urban Bazaar. Cool cool stuff I must say...Make Love Not War actually had a booth set up there...i bought 2 shirts...NO MORE MONEY! huhuhuhu! hahahaha~ they got cool graphic designed shirts styled by Millie...she's one of the designers for some consigned clothes over @ the iloveyoustore in Makati Ave. XD

I'm thinking about getting a macbook. Not yet sure though. I've been hearing mixed reviews from people, thus I'm undecided. I was supposed to go look at some new laptops today, but mom won't let me leave home 'coz she says its too dangerous for anyone to go outside (elections). Whuuut?! @_@

I want to go to Hong Kong or Singapore so badly. I miss shopping outside the country. Waaah. Plus some of the high-end stores here only sell limited pieces (me and sis were debating about this last night~). I want to buy so much from Diesel and my sis wants to buy another LV Bag. Hahaha! This June and July, it'll be the Great Singapore Sale. Awww man...that sucks.

Some bands I'm loving as of the moment: Boys like Girls, The Academy Is, Funeral for a Friend, Anberlin, The Afters, Paramore and Mae.

I'm out like John Mayer dating Jessica Simpson.
LOLZ~

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/12921408/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/12921408/ Fri, 11 May 2007 21:04:36 PDT
“There are a million reasons as to why a guy and a girl won’t be able to make things work. There are however, a million and one solutions to every momentary conflict that all couples will experience—it just needs the patience and the perseverance to hope for the best.”

“Have you ever wondered if there was more to this life than a couple of course cards or evaluations that we all receive after every term? I sure hope there is. Otherwise, I’d be dead by the end of this school year.”

“Summer will always be summer. It’ll always be that season when family and friends will be considered a perpetual pair--endless drinking sessions, steady hits and good vibrations. Oh how I long for summer every day of the year.”

“I write not because I have to. I write because I want to. Writing has always completed me.”

“There are simple things in life that don’t always involve the glamorous or the fancy. Like a simple walk in the park under the evening sky, a cup of coffee shared with that special person, or a silent whisper made up of the words ‘I love you’.”

“So now I face the steering wheel, with your absence completely felt as I glance over my passenger seat. And I begin to drive the empty streets, and look for that place where we once did meet.”

“I don’t love you. I honestly don’t. Loving you is like hoping for the impossible to happen. It’s like praying for rain in this God forsaken summer heat. Was that just a drizzle that fell down on my cheeks?”

“All it takes is a single act of belief. Pray for love tomorrow, and never stop believing. Then you’ll realize that not letting go was the best decision you’ve ever made, and that the joy it brings is unparallel and incomparable.”

“I hope you’ll realize one day that it was never about us. It was only about you—that smile, that gaze, that giggle. Unfair I shall describe you to be, for having done this to me.”

“Good things come to boys who wait.”

“Let’s say we leave everything behind and disappear, would you want that? Would you be willing to leave the life you have and start from scratch once more? Am I enough to christen you of your rebirth?”

“I never stopped thanking God for the miracle that is ice cream.”

“Of poet’s whims and wishful wonders, everyday is a chance to ponder.”

“I have done a fairly wonderful job only in one aspect of my life, and that aspect is waiting.”

“I know I’m prone to accidents, hell I didn’t even grant you permission to crash into me.”

“Every life begins with an awakening. Each moment is signified like that of a tiny sparkle of the stars in the sky. Every waking day is another day to fight for that love. Every hour is but a chorus of some love song. Every minute is like a resounding tone of a poem. Every second like a hymn of lovers’ metaphors.”

I'm out like David Pomeranz sings love songs.~

HOLLER.

Rockwell Vintage Bazaar is LOVE.

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/12905976/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/12905976/ Wed, 09 May 2007 23:20:13 PDT
Anyhow, I got an email from my swimming coach asking me to try out for the DLSU Swim Team. He said in his email that he did a fairly good job of trying to convince the head coach of the team in making me part of the group. Awww. Haha! I’m still undecided though ‘coz it’s going to take a lot of time off from my social life and it might ruin my studies or something. Waah! I have to ask my dad or something pa. ^_^

Anyway, it’s only now that I realized that I did do something productive from yesterday’s laziness. Yaaay ‘coz I was able to book three new locations for our future photo-shoots. I am now officially the bookie of the year…err…fine, I’m stopping. I’m excited about something else too, although I don’t want to spoil anything first. Perhaps in my next journal entry. Hahaha! Secret muna ngayon. :] Raar~

I learned two new songs this week…The first being “Beautiful Love” by the Afters and the other being “Stolen” by Dashboard Confessional. Good to know that I still have time for my music. I’m kind of jealous over the fact that my acoustic guitar is so sucky na compared to Christian’s or Pomy’s guitars. Booo~ hahaha! I kid, I kid.

NBA Update: the Utah Jazz won over the Golden State Warriors in Overtime and took a 2-0 lead in the series. Boo…I’m in it for the Warriors to win in the playoffs. Sucks that they had to lose in OVERTIME! Waah! Stupid referees! They don’t know how to make freaking good calls in the game! @_@

I finally updated my deviant art account. Too much idle time I guess, thus the end result is coming up with multiple websites of thy self. I’ll still upload most of my pictures in my multiply account though. Haha! Moving on--I went to Serendra the day before yesterday and looked at some indie shops. Awesome stores they got over there, although the boutiques were mostly for girls. Harhar! Cupcakes by Sonja is LOVE! I recommend the Peanut Butter and Jelly Cupcake or the Flourless Chocklit Cupcake. Woohoo! I ate two in a couple of seconds laang! Talk about being a glutton (7 deadly sins much?!) :]

Me and Pat got to talk more over the past few days. We’ve basically been laughing over shallow and weird things happening between the both of us. Just last night, she told me about her incident over @ some grocery store in Cali. Awww…comfort babe! Haha! We all learn sooner or later, right? America needs more patient drivers though. Awayin ko sila lahat eh! Raar~ Hahaha! We were also talking about the things we’ve been wanting to buy but can’t coz we devote too much of our money to clothes! Hahaha! Must not be distracted right babe? Save save save! That macbook looks hella good! ^_^ haha! Must stop buying shoes and clothes from Hot topic, Hollister and rock and republic! XD

School’s coming up really fast. It’s also been really cloudy these past few days. Summer will be over soon. Huhuhu! Come to think about it though, we all need to snap back to reality. We can’t forever be bums even though most of us want to (obviously, i'm one of them). I was talking to my buddy Ice about growing up, and how I’d want to be super rich and go to Italy, Paris, Hong Kong and the Bahamas. Hahahaha! It’s not wrong to have a vision you know. It makes you want to be so successful and happy and fulfilled over time. :]

Happy birthday to my babe’s younger brother Jason who’s turning 14 tomorrow. Hooray! Go be a good ate and buy your kid bro a gift cupcake! (i'm kidding again~)

Some people I really miss: My babe, My sister Katie, My high school friends L

This is it for me. Must say goodbye for now.

Talk to you guys soon. Holler.


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"Metaphors are dangerous. Love begins with a metaphor. Which is to say, love begins at the point when a woman enters her first word into our poetic memory." - Milan Kundera

]]> ~digitaldaydream http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/12894776/ http://digitaldaydream.deviantart.com/journal/12894776/ Wed, 09 May 2007 01:21:38 PDT I haven’t read anything at all. I was looking for this book called “Twilight” by Stephanie Meyer only because a certain someone had recommended that I buy it. It sucks though ‘coz they don’t have the book yet. I was able to watch Spiderman Three already…I thought the movie was okay. Could it be that I’ve finally grown out of my Marvel fan-base addiction? Perhaps~

Random Thoughts~
I’m thinking about growing my hair really long. I was actually growing my beard already when my mom forced me to shave ‘coz she didn’t want me to look like Che Guevarra or Fidel Castro. Cubans much? Lolz! I just realized that I want to go to school already. It’ll be fun to see new people especially the frosh! Haha! We aint so much like babies anymore, huh? Our turn to be bullies. Kidding! :] Some friends of mine from CSA will be going to DLSU for college. Yaaay! Can’t wait. I just hope that by the time we go to school, the climate won’t be as hot anymore. I was actually on my way to the gym yesterday when the thermostat in my Camry indicated that the temperature was 40 degrees Celsius. Woah! Talk about major heat!!! Raar! People have been kidding me with the way I smile in pictures. The smiley “:]” is now officially know as ‘THE ENZO.’ HAHA!~

"Stay"

Solstice that yearns the sunset of yesterday
When spirit and heart were once united
Bridging dreams of sweet surrender
Under this vision of taintless whispers
Melodies that give a soothing escape
With you there is balance in this spirit
Going under the table to believe
That stars apart are stars so near
When dawn breaks and morning comes
Clouds shake the skies at once
Like when we used to smile and play
Kids so innocent of worldly pains
I am like you. You are like me.
We come from worlds that are the same.
Identities are homogenous and alike.
Blood for blood like freedom’s right.
Timely tales of closing time
“Goodbye’s” so often said and sung
But not the context of such scornful word
Tomorrow comes as our reward
Looking forward where we both shall share
A life of closeness and “we” as pairs
New tales to scribble and write
Waking up to that same light
Next to you I will be soon
We’ll paint the stars and kid the moon
No matter how far this distance is
I’ll walk the earth and swim its seas
Step outside that door and run
Leave everything else and come undone
Next to you is but a gift~
A privilege I know I still must meet
As soon as I arrive home
I know that’s where you’ll end up being
Cherish a future that we’ll both share
Nobody has to wind up missing
We’ll drink
We’ll laugh
We’ll smoke
We’ll cry
We’ll find our reasons of living this life
Look. Breathe. Hear. Feel~
I never left you. I was always here.
Wake up. The sun is up and the sky is blue.
I will come forth and rescue you.
I am there.
I am on my way.
Give me time.
Hang on for today.
Stay---Please stay.

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