http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:dispiacere&section=today deviantART RSS for by:dispiacere en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 19:32:30 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/9515522/ http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/9515522/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 19:48:48 PDT ]]> ~dispiacere http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/9515510/ http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/9515510/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 19:47:21 PDT ~dispiacere http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/6531679/ http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/6531679/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 19:51:58 PDT
Its so hard, to know that after moving every couple years and after you have finally found a place and setteled down that you might have to start over again. I dont want to have to get used to a new school, or make new friends. My mom told my boyfriend that we probably wouldn't move, and in the car after dropping him off she said that might have to move. And last night I heard my dad talking to someone saying that he wants to move. It might be all the worrying and they are just talking about this stuff to calm them down but im still worried. I like my life, and my friends, and my school, and my enviroment. The worst thing of all is that the one person who I love more then anything, who is more dear to me then anyone else, would be left behind. The thought of this is killing me, but the most I can do is keep my hopes up make the best out of the time I have with him now. If this turns out to be nothing then great, but if not I want my love to remember me doing some of the better things with me. I felt so bad today, when the whole thing finally sinked into my love it looked like he was about to cry. I honestly dont know what to do, maybe thats because there is nothing I can do. If we do decide to move then im leaving my life behind and starting new, I will never forget my love and as long as I do that I will never want to be with anyone else and I will wait for him. I hope he does that same, but if he doesn't then I honestly can't blame him. But, there is always hope that I dont move and my life would continue. Everyone that reads this, pray for me and my life for if im torn away from everything I wont ever recover, I can garentee this. ]]> ~dispiacere http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/5849942/ http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/5849942/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 18:13:48 PDT ~dispiacere http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/5829007/ http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/5829007/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 12:26:17 PDT ~dispiacere http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/5767389/ http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/5767389/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 00:14:59 PDT ~dispiacere http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/5524276/ http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/5524276/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 18:20:04 PDT ~dispiacere http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/5055523/ http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/5055523/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 21:16:37 PDT Today was pretty boring, I got up and did nothing but played some games. My mother bought me a new computer game and that has been loading since 5 pm. Another thing I hate about myself is how I whine about everything all the time, like I expect people to fix my problems. I dont have anything like my last journal entry to write, just complaining about my personal self centered shit. ]]> ~dispiacere http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/5019886/ http://dispiacere.deviantart.com/journal/5019886/ Wed, 06 Apr 2005 19:49:39 PDT ~dispiacere