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When bad things happen to good people. This is my own personal proof there is no God. God never did shit for me.

I want to fall asleep and wakeup in a year.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/18992646/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/18992646/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 23:45:08 PDT
in one way or another:

everyday i am living; everyday i am dying.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/16456355/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/16456355/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 08:20:17 PST slowly, but surely i am learning patience.
it's one of my strongest feats in a long time.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/15656261/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/15656261/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 21:12:31 PST
it's amusing how being in a big city only makes me lonelier.
i have accomplished nothing these past few days. i'm sick of myself.

same story.
different setting.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/15398393/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/15398393/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 20:42:21 PST and you probably don't know me.
and you probably never will get the chance to.



my inspiration is dry.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/14429959/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/14429959/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 18:00:26 PDT I felt you in my legs
Before I even met you
And when I layed beside you
For the first time
I told you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
I was nineteen
- T & S

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/14122792/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/14122792/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 17:39:03 PDT

i'm tired of falling for all the wrong people.



i just can't shake this loneliness.
i'm afraid i'm drowning it in friends and booze.

---


my birthday is in 7 days.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/12976851/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/12976851/ Wed, 16 May 2007 11:57:12 PDT i wish i could buy back the woman you stole.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/12846477/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/12846477/ Fri, 04 May 2007 23:24:27 PDT


p.s. college has been the biggest letdown in my life thus far.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/12800886/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/12800886/ Tue, 01 May 2007 08:55:21 PDT


sometimes, i'm so lonely, i want to drink myself to sleep.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/12463166/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/12463166/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 21:38:59 PDT

RIP Kurt Westfall

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/11532036/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/11532036/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 16:02:20 PST



and i could never explain this to you but;
your lips felt so perfect against mine.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/11488500/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/11488500/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 23:12:30 PST "This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath

No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood
And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again"



life in a nutshell.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/11421202/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/11421202/ Sat, 13 Jan 2007 11:13:07 PST
parents. fuck college.

on the good side, i'm in a darkroom photo class.
i'm stoked about it. so, expect new stuff from me soon.

oh and i met a boy. he's beautiful & amazing.
i just wish he didn't have strings attached right now.
but i'm tryin hard not to rush anything. i'm impatient.


i'm pretty much obsessed with underground, alternative rap.



i've never been so lonely in my entire life as i have since i moved back into this house.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/11068730/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/11068730/ Fri, 15 Dec 2006 02:17:44 PST
i think i'm tired of sleeping alone

i think i'm tired of beautiful love songs and no one to send them to

i think i'm tired of being alone

i think i'm tired of being tired of everything




i want so badly to believe that there is truth, that love is real.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/10945628/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/10945628/ Mon, 04 Dec 2006 08:13:21 PST Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear"





this past two weeks has madeup for the last 3 months of my life.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/10729450/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/10729450/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 01:05:54 PST holding your head up is hard when you just want to stay on the ground.



forget boys. i'm just gonna get more tattoos instead.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/10270106/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/10270106/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 11:08:49 PDT


i walked on the beach, found a tattered butterfly. it sat on my hand for a while as i walked, calm as can be, and then, as if magically healed, it flew away good as new. i named it opal.






the beach is calming and i definitely needed that.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/10102614/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/10102614/ Sun, 17 Sep 2006 15:13:09 PDT i stopped leaving the door unlocked knowing you weren't coming home...


i miss falling asleep to your heavy breathing.
i miss coffee and smoking packs of cigs at 4 a.m.
i miss singing songs together waiting to fall asleep.
i miss knowing i wasn't waking up alone anymore.

i'm still livin in the mess of a room you left me with.







i'm a mess and this is a mess and life, love, it's all a mess. ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/10065333/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/10065333/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 22:12:12 PDT & life behind the lense of a camera.


sometimes, i don't blame her for leaving this town.




"that sweet taste of confusion that would sit on our lips, knowing this was wrong in more ways than one. we did it anyways. we lived for the danger in illegal action. skin on skin but this was nothing short of lust. you said you wanted to hold her forever but those words were never meant for me. all these times, i was the one who never let you down but you're an addict for dramatics. "i broke my fist, you broke my heart," i called out through the dark veil of my lonesome room. you left smiling; this was all a game to you. how silly of me to think you'd be the one to fix me yet, even more pathetic to think i could be fixed at all."



talons scratch my suite... ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/9485204/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/9485204/ Tue, 25 Jul 2006 00:35:59 PDT



i'm not feeling very receptive today.
no, i don't think i'm feeling very much at all.




you left, you left me hanging like a noose. ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/9410666/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/9410666/ Tue, 18 Jul 2006 12:08:13 PDT i think i'm beautiful...i just don't think anyone else sees that in the way i do.


if someone could, maybe i would be in love.
everyone always wants to be in love, or be loved.

there is a difference, they say.


---

i'll be eighteen in exactly a month.

---

back from my weekend in new orleans;
from a memorial for a woman i knew my whole life;
who took her life. i saw her last in april.

there was nothing i could do.







p.s. i passed my AP studio art exam! ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/9072490/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/9072490/ Thu, 15 Jun 2006 20:53:11 PDT On the night you left I came over
And we peeled the freckles from our shoulders
Our brand new coats so flushed and pink
And I knew your heart I couldn't win
Cause the seasons change was a conduit
And we'd left our love in our summer skin
-Death Cab For Cutie


i need summer skin.
i need new skin.
i need new.



just end this with us both smiling for unfortunate reasons. ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/9028275/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/9028275/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 13:33:11 PDT Don't waste your lips on words I've heard before
Kiss my tired head.
And each letter written wastes your hand, young man
Come and lead me to your bed
You gave me hope that I'd not lost her
And then thought it rather strange to see me smile-
as I don't do too much smiling these days.

She put on happiness like a loose dress
Over pain I'll never know
"So the peace you had," she said,
"I must confess, I'm glad to see it go."
We're two white roses lying frozen just outside his door
I've made you so happy and so sad,
But which should I be more sorry for?

Come kiss my face goodbye,
that space below my eye and above my cheek
Cause I'm faint and fading fast, I see a darkness
And I shall be released.
I'll pass like a fever from this body,
And softly slip into his hands
I tried to love you and I failed,
But I have another plan.

How long, My Lord, how long to sing this song?
And my Lord, how much more of this pretending to be strong?
When she stands before your throne
Dressed in beauty not her own
All soft and small, you'll hear her call
"you brought me here, now take me home."
-MeWithoutYou


these are the only words i can seem to come up with to explain everything and they aren't even my own. i've become a failure of my own equation when you + me ends in nothing but negative numbers. i tried so hard for too long and i can't continue to live this way without a collapsed lung.

can i say i loved you more, now that it's over? ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8727952/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8727952/ Wed, 10 May 2006 07:42:51 PDT


i'm a wreck over you. ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8704661/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8704661/ Sun, 07 May 2006 20:24:57 PDT
1. in both images, nothing pornographic or offensive is depicted.
2. in both images, neither model is underaged.

i'm sorry, i've just lost alot of respect now for dA administration.



Links to the images deleted from my gallery:
HoldTightToThoseYouLove: L&A
We Are Alive : Mari and Steve ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8640295/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8640295/ Mon, 01 May 2006 11:07:21 PDT
just keep singing along with me while we ride in my car, never letting go. we are but fools to feel so alive, and i'm just a fool for you.

you make me smile so big, my face may split in half one day.
how i could ever explain this feeling in poetic words is not possible.


we are silly kids but at least we're silly together.


prettyboy
prettygirl



"you have to learn how to die, if you really want to be alive." ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8528462/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8528462/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 06:24:27 PDT For me, this is number 9. Lucky number 9.
Don't let me down. Don't play games with me.

He's different. This is different. We are different.

But we're taking it slow. This has to be done carefully, with a past like mine and recent events. With a weak heart, you have to be fragile. Slow-motion sounds good right now.


I'm just a silly girl that falls for silly boys with razor-sharp hips and perfect lips. You make me shiver in my bones.


This is just the beginning.



I'd break the back of love for you... ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8474013/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8474013/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 22:38:42 PDT I am losing nothing here.
Try Me, Asshole!

Really, fucking try me.



"someone call the ambulance
there's gonna be an accident..."
-Placebo




I don't need a man, but I do want a good one. ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8457902/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8457902/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 21:57:26 PDT Jennim

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic 6 weird habits/things/secrets and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.

--------------------------------------------------------------------

These are my secrets & weird habits:

1. I've got this weird phobia of not being able to see things while I am touching them, or they are touching me. Not like people, but objects. Like sticking my hand into a dark box, hole or the like. I'm deathly afraid of it.

2. I still have sex, or have had sex with my ex-boyfriend after we brokeup even though he treats women like objects and I don't like to tell my friends about it because they would be dissappointed.

3. I'm OCD so, I get really weird and upset about things not being certain ways, as in a spatial reference. I am also an avid perfectionist.

4. I'm an insomniac because I have a fear of waking up alone. I'm a lonely girl.

5. I'm too forgiving because I believe people are really good at heart deep down and people take advantage of that. It's a weakness.

6. I've never had meaningful sex.


This was only hard because I'm such an open person, I don't keep many things a secret but I am OCD so, I definitely have some weird habits.



I'm going to tag:

*Commisare
~TheWorldVeil
~rage-cage
~shallowfashionista
~cuntnectar
~penguindkm847 ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8270037/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8270037/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 22:31:24 PDT
because i am.




this is all. ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8092291/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/8092291/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 10:29:01 PST
make it chemical, chemical. ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7994583/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7994583/ Fri, 24 Feb 2006 22:10:39 PST "When I came to visit you, that's when I knew that I could never have you. I knew that before you did. Still I'm the one whose stupid. And there's this burning, like there's always been. I've never been so alone and I've never been so alive." -3EB


guiltless and free; i hope you take a peice of me with you...



hopeless, maybe.
romantic, never. ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7938281/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7938281/ Sat, 18 Feb 2006 21:47:24 PST on people who have fucked me over.
i have to learn to stand up for myself.
these last few nights have taught me so much.

i can't surround myself with people who make me look stupid.

this is a turning point.
i'm saying no from now on.

my kindness has been taken advantage of. ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7597192/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7597192/ Fri, 13 Jan 2006 22:29:38 PST
the imperfections make us human.

roxy

current obsession: Wet From Birth - The Faint ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7511999/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7511999/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 20:09:51 PST - Complete my AP Studio Art Portfolio
- Focus more on my photography
- Get back into writing
- Work on the two novels I started writing a while back
- Spend time w/friends before they move on
- Have a smashing good summer - Road Trip!
- Find someone to call my own

Happy [belated] New Years! ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7362341/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7362341/ Tue, 20 Dec 2005 09:53:28 PST seriously.
i love hot apple cider + eggnog.
&late-night phone calls with kevin.


i want to go back to chicago so badly.






happy fucking holidays, kids! ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7166785/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7166785/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 11:36:23 PST i've been drinking your words.

New Orleans is like a graveyard full of Spirits.

on the drive home, i felt weary.
i almost died saturday night.
in a hydroplaned truck in the rain.
on a bridge that i couldn't even burn.

made it out alive.
just to say, i love you all.




"All alone on the overpass
Wired and phoned to a heart of glass
Now I'm falling in love too fast
With you or the songs you chose

And all the stars
Play for me
Say the promise you long to keep

I can hear you sing it to me in my sleep
I can hear you sing it to me in my sleep

I've been living in your cassette
It's the modern equivalent
Singing up to a Capulet
On a balcony in your mind"
-Semisonic ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7034092/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/7034092/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 09:08:20 PST amazing boy kissed me goodnight.

he makes me laugh until i lose my breath.
he laughs at all the stupid jokes i make.
he walks me to my car and hugs me tight.
he makes me promise to see him tomorrow.
he sings fall out boy and taking back sunday with me.
he's probably the most amazing songwriter i know.

any boy that can write like that has my heart.



My eyes are so sore from staring in your deep blue eyes
And I swear I'm gonna save the day
Only hesitating long goodbyes
No heavy breathing as your sleeping
If you up wake I'll start this over
And you wake up as I roll over
-Kid Named Chicago ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/6998815/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/6998815/ Wed, 09 Nov 2005 11:32:43 PST Everyone's fallen between the cracks in a broken heart- Secondhand Stories "The Evening"

this song has been on repeat for days.
or so it may have seemed to me.

got dissed by jeff monday. i go on.
it's not like i didn't see it coming.
i'm bummed-out. not heartbroken.
and yes, there is a huge difference.

lizzie and adam brokeup.

started learning to do monolith printing.
[i hope i'm spelling that correctly.]
sherri taught me how. i really like it.
i've got so many ideas. this could be good.
she's also going to teach me linoleumblock printing.

i'm slowly becoming obsessed with the way words are shaped in foreign languages. i don't know why. but maybe, maybe it's a good thing. this language of america seems so passionless sometimes. oh, and i like robots and elephants alot, i have decided. might experiment with that subject. who knows. lately, i've been so uninspired.

more to come.




p.s. mick moved back to texas.
yes. i'm gonna miss him alot.
who's gonna be my asshole,now? ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/6881119/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/6881119/ Thu, 27 Oct 2005 10:35:42 PDT I can't believe I've let you in
and now here I am telling you
that I'm suffocating in here
just like the drugs you are keeping me
I felt shark teeth underneath my socks
before I lost much blood
around this world will I be enough?
-Tegan & Sara





oldshoes.newfeet. ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/6725665/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/6725665/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 23:04:00 PDT if i had a heart, i'm sure it's robotic by now.


--cut and paste-- ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/6391403/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/6391403/ Thu, 01 Sep 2005 19:43:13 PDT [link]


My Aunt and my grandparents are staying with my family right now because they live in New Orleans. My aunt's house is most likely flooded. We're not sure about my grandparents because they live just outside of New Orleans in Jefferson Parrish. My mother grew up there and she has many friends there still that have also probably lost their house. New Orleans is like my second home because my family visits there often. I've been glued to the TV for days now watching the news. It's devastating even to me to watch this town I love so much being destroyed by nature. The town will never be the same. All the old buildings that have survived all of these years will never be as they once where. It's the death of a city that I grew up being amazed by.

In fact, I was just there this summer with my best friend, Marissa. I can't even imagine how it looks now. I wish I hadn't seen some of the images that are on tv because I don't want to imagine it looking like ground zero. I want that image of mystery, magic and jazz left in my head forever...

My heart seems more destroyed by this hurricane.

]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/6223285/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/6223285/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 09:10:47 PDT intense.
My neck feels like it's gonna fall off.
I've got bruises everywhere on me.
My leg is sore as hell from bangin out.
But damn, it was totally worth it.

School starts tomorrow.
I can honestly say I'm glad.


Oh. My 17th birthday is in 4 days.


roxy xo








p.s. my danny boi is coming back in a week and a half! ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/6120205/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/6120205/ Wed, 03 Aug 2005 07:22:58 PDT
My 17th birthday is in 15 days. Yay!


Went to the beach yesterday with friends. Had such an amazing time. Got intoxicated and went skinny dipping in the ocean. It's really what I needed to end this summer.

Warped Tour is tomorrow. Fuck Yes!

Summer is almost over.
I'm a senior now. Damn.
The time sure does fly.
This school year is gonna rock.


roxy xo ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/5603961/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/5603961/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 21:37:20 PDT School is out for the summer.
I'm a senior, finally.

Seems like the years have been flying by. I think my parents are starting to realize that I am growing up and that after this school year, there won't be much they can do to stop me from being who I want to be and going where I want to go. I had a conversation with my dad tonight and the way he made it all sound, I felt like I gained a bit more respect for him. This makes me have hope for some soulful freedom, but one can only hope for the time being.

This summer, I hope I am able to take alot of pictures so I can work on perfecting my skills and my perception of art. I also want to start experimenting in more things. I'd like to learn how to do screen printing. That's definitely something I've been interested in learning to do for a very long while. I just wish I had more money for it...

Sometime in July, my whole family is taking a trip all around the West Coast, which means, I'm gonna get to go surfing again. This makes me extremely happy mainly because I remember how great it made me feel. It really is the main reason that I didn't want to leave California when we went there before. But even more exciting, this also means that I will have many opportunities for pictures that comes along with the change in scenery.

Life is only what you make it.
I'm still trying to make myself.

Roxy ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/5193275/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/5193275/ Tue, 26 Apr 2005 09:16:51 PDT
There is nothing like the city at night to calm me deep inside.

Roxy ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/5092672/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/5092672/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 05:08:37 PDT Me and Lizzie are Gonna Tear It Up.
Be Back Friday.
Leave Me Some Love On My Gallery To Come Back To.

I'm gonna bring lots of pictures back.

Roxy ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/4985791/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/4985791/ Sun, 03 Apr 2005 07:59:39 PDT
I'm trying to work on bringing a camera with me everywhere I go so I can just practice taking more and more pictures. I'm starting to build my portfolio for the AP Art class I'm gonna take next year. It's coming along nicely. I still think Becky is one of my best subjects as of recently. For some reason, all of the pictures that I take of her come out beautifully. Go figure.

And all I want back is the hour that was lost this morning...

Roxy ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/4774220/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/4774220/ Thu, 10 Mar 2005 01:31:21 PST
i'm starting a new individual project for photography. it's hard for me to explain it on here, but it will be a set of photos, each set will be of only one person/model and i will have, in the least, 4 sets, if time permits me, or i may have more. but i'm very doubtful of that because there are only a few months left in school and then i won't be able to do my own darkroom work. i wish i had my own darkroom!

i'm really looking forward to working on this project because i've been thinking it up for a very long time now and i'm hoping this will be some of my better work. because i'm using my own experimentation and imagination to form the basis for my project, i know it will show more of me than ever, even if i'm not the one being captured on film.

to all whom i love so much and keep leaving me comments and showing support and replying to my comments and showing they care and have been listening all alone, thank you and please, stay with me through this.

i am still blossoming through this pain...

Roxy

p.s. The NEW Mars Volta Cd - "Frances The Mute" is the best thing that has come into my life recently. Everyone, go buy it. It's really a masterful peice of art, in my oppinion, and has gotten me through these lonely nights, since the boy that has walked into my life has left temporarily leaving only a smile thats waiting for him to return. ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/4259645/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/4259645/ Thu, 03 Feb 2005 05:07:13 PST
hope everyone is doing well.
things have been up and down for me.
but as of right now, they're going fine.
could be better. could be worse.

Roxy

p.s. I'm obsessed with the new Blood Brother's cd Crimes and the old Coheed and Cambria cd The Second Stage Turbine Blade. I highly recommend both of them. ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/3865729/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/3865729/ Mon, 22 Nov 2004 05:16:52 PST


i'm in love with this Pocket Novel Mystery cd. it's amazing and beautiful. perfect music for driving on rainy nights, holding hands. i can feel a memory coming on in my bones.

Roxy ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/3531692/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/3531692/ Thu, 07 Oct 2004 02:42:36 PDT
Roxy ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/3396579/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/3396579/ Sun, 19 Sep 2004 06:23:01 PDT
sheesh. so much film, so little time.

- Roxy ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/2983656/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/2983656/ Wed, 28 Jul 2004 06:56:44 PDT Coffeestain's stock photos. i've used them several times in my photo manipulations and i just can't get enough of them. i don't even think they should be stock photos but i do love using them.

anywho, i've been really pleased with my newer photomanipulations, courtesy of photoshop 7.0. i'm really getting better at this and i'm loving it. i still need to play around with it more so i can figure out how to do better and fancier photomanips but that i AM looking forward to.

school starts back in less than a month. i need to take more pictures. i need to read more. i need to write more. i need to learn more.

for all of you who have commented and viewed my art from curiosity, thank you for the support. i look forward to more feedback.

-Roxy ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/2917444/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/2917444/ Sat, 31 Jul 2004 18:58:24 PDT In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth: 3. I've already started on this but I'm looking forward to doing more. I want to submit it all at one time once I complete it. So, that is what is new with me. Keep rocking and leave me some feedback !!!!

-Roxy ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/2816979/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/2816979/ Tue, 06 Jul 2004 12:01:55 PDT -Roxy ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/2752202/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/2752202/ Mon, 28 Jun 2004 00:58:14 PDT
My grandfather has decided to let me borrow his really nice camera for as long as I want to. Yay! I'm really looking forward to experimenting with it. It's a very nice camera.

New Orleans was great. Just the thing I needed to clear my head and set me back on track for creativity.I wrote alot and took a ton of pictures. I went to a graveyard and took pictures as well as pictures in the rain of puddles and some sculptures at the sculpture garden that i'm really looking forward to seeing how they will come out. We went to this amazing photography exhibit and I loved it. It was all in black and white and just simply beautiful and I wish I could take pictures half that good.

-Roxy ]]> ~dissectme http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/2709895/ http://dissectme.deviantart.com/journal/2709895/ Mon, 21 Jun 2004 07:06:31 PDT
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