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We are having a pagan cerimony and my mothers friend Wulf is doing it. IM having my dress made in black and yellow. YES! a black dress. Black carnations and sunflowers and my fave so thats what were going with.
HUGE Reception/concert with lots of cookout food and drinks <3 its gonna be pretty cool and fun. i did my gift registry with target....what kind of bride puts an XBox on her gift registry??

THIS ONE! haha! and games...and some house things too.
i love gifts and he loves Metal and booze so i think everyone will get what they hope for.
im so excited.

thats whats up with me lately.
Really i could care less if he ever married me. we have been engaged a yea without ever even talking about it. Just the fact that he wants to and would marry me makes me happy all over!


]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/27605768/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/27605768/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 20:35:28 PDT
Starting a comic book. got a main character down. writing the story line until i feel i have enough to work with for now. going to sketch out some other char ideas and things like that.
Bacicly...
-Female Ninja/rouge assasin
-mother is a housewife/psychic, father is a japanese military man
-miracle child for a woman for whom it was very unlikely she would ever become pregnant and would not be able to again
- tomboy with no mind for oneday being married or becoming a baby factory like she is told she should
- daughter to a father who wanted a son and cannot bring himself to love her
-somwhere the parents die or get kidnapped or father becomes her nemisis (i think the last one maby)
-She posseses a secret mysical power
-other weird characters like anthro's,aliens(maby),demons and spirits coexisting with the normal poeple
but yea...im not going to submit anything about it or for it. i dont know why but i just dont want to untill i feel im really DONE with somthing...like some of the story, solid characters,ect.
thats what im up to.
bah<3
Jessi

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/27496341/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/27496341/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 23:04:40 PDT
- number UNO in my mind is somone i could call my BESTIE when it comes to internet friends.
dosent really come on here much anymore and i must admit i havent talked to him in a while. but he is one of the coolest,cuddliest,craziest, lovable mofos i know and i just lvoe him to death. weve talked about random bullshit and i was even honored enough to hear about some personal (some sad) aspects of his life. and i tried my best to help him or give advice or cheer him up. i just love that guy! I think ill message him on Myspace or somthing...i would really enjoy hearing how hes doing...I LOVE MY SHE-BANG! (shane)

Ive met some great artists or maby just silently watched them from afar on this site and i aspire to be as talented as they are. too many to name really...poets, photographers, digital and traditional aartists. but really everyone i watch is talented. YOU ALL ARE AWSOME! and if your reading this like " i wonder is shes talking about me...?" YES! ALL OF YOU! you you you...and you!

Lets talk dramma- BOY HOWDY! i have gotten wrapped up in some shit over the years. some with people i dont even know. Ive read old comments and Notes ( ive never deleted any of my notes lol) and jesus christ did i make some enemys, say awful things, had awful things said to me..ect...
I used to love murderously arguing with people on the forum....for weeks! people i dont even know! walkign right in to agruments that had nothing to do with me and MADE them all about me! (how stupid but i was young)

- i remember this one time my friend was having an all out drag out WAR with this other girl i didnt even know. (Maby i saw her at the mall once i think) This demon-chick was awful. BUT she was a great photo-manipulater she combined the two talents of being a wretched bitch and an awsome photo-manip person.(My friend was starting her modeling career and had gotten some pictures done of her *they were beautiful*) WELL this crazy lady took her modeling pixx and well...did some awful things to them. (basicly in one she was implying that my friend was butt ass ugly and in the other that she was an avid cutter..very imbelished photos but also i hate to say...very talented girl) well before i know it im wrapped up in cussing her out shes cussing me, spamming her page...metting with my friend and plotting to take her out. blablabla...got her booted off many times..but she created yet more accounts.....i dont remeber how it was resolved at all...but it was...
she was the bane of my existance for at least a year...when that dramma was resolved she poped up again a month later fighting with another friend of mine...the cycle restarted again...maby some of you remember leaving me commments to remove the spam on my page. lol.
she was the main one but their were many others i hasseled with. what bullshit. im an idiot. lmfao.
(not that anyone really cares about all this...but im chowing down on memories right now so tough cookies.)

In current news. working on another drawing. its another "celestial" type i swear after this one ill move on to somthing else.
I want some apple juice...
BYE!
Jessi

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/27401068/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/27401068/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 21:37:21 PDT An artist,cartoonist,illistrator....fuck. Is that what im trying to do here? Its that what i think i am or will be? I try. so fucking hard. and yes, i have grown...alot. but not nearly enough. i love drawing. so much. i love it with all of me. i feel so happy when i get done with one...i just love it. I see so many other people and they're all so good...great...
I used to think that they just had a different style than me. and they do..i have my own way of doing things. with no schooling what could i have possibly learned. but they are just plain better than me...so wonderful and beautiful. Ill try my very best to do somthing about this. tiny little step by tiny little step. but i wont compromise my syle that makes me happy. i have alot of other things to do and imporve on my life in general berfor schooling can even be thought of. My portraits are getting better (you havent seen those b/c they are on such big paper) and thats a start. I dont give a fuck how many dime a dosen cartoonists/illistrators there are...better than me or not...im going to keep it moving for me, because it makes me happy. and thats all that matters.
so there....
I managed to depress myself and cheer myself up in the frame of 5 minutes. lol.
...well thats me.
jessi

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/27349639/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/27349639/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 00:06:48 PDT and i suck. but i did draw some other new stuff that i like and uploaded so check it, yah herd?! Doing some kind of elemental thing. I did water and fire. Do you guys think i should do the basic Earth,Wind, Water and Fire?? :!: OR :!: Should i include others such as like...umm...other elements...i guess. you know what..nevermind. Ill just do the basics..if i give myself too big of a project i will just flake out and not wanna do it..so yea..:sweat:
but everything is cool on this end. just a livin with my mom and my man and its so much fun.<3
haveagoodone
Jessi BITCH!@

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/25481859/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/25481859/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 19:38:22 PDT s challenge thing!! there are alot of coolio subjects so get to it! yay <3


Hello, here's a "75 Drawings Challenge!!!"

Rules;
A. Only submit YOUR OWN work.
B. Only one piece per name, and link to YOUR work.
C. TRADITIONAL DRAWINGS ONLY.
D. Have fun doing this!



0 / 75

1. Introduction
2. Restrained Beauty
3. Darkness
4. Memory Lane
5. Smile
6. Broken
7. Innocence
8. Sadness
9. Rainbow
10. Pink
11. Deformed
12. Sun and Moon
13. Another World
14. Winter
15. Spring
16. Summer
17. Autumn
18. Venom
19. Passion
20. Love
21. Hate
22. Missing
23. Wolf
24. Bubbles
25. Flower
26. Pin-Up
27. Animal
28. Camp
29. Deviant
30. Dragon
31. Hero
32. Villain
33. Oppersit
34. Alien
35. Elf
36. Another Mudkip
37. ID
38. A Friend
39. A Member
40. Deviant Fella
41. Nymph
42. Symbol
43. Cupcake
44. Pyschotic Ninja
45. Harajuku (or) Lolita
46. Cute
47. Pokemon
48. Doll
49. Cyber
50. A Clown
51. Jester
52. Zombie
53. Mermaid
54. Cross
55. Heart
56. Addiction
57. Nurse (or) Doctor
58. Time
59. iPod
60. Hammer
61. Singer
62. Top-hat
63. Boots
64. Cherries
65. Cards
66. Locks
67. Stitches
68. Lips
69. Key
70. Pirate
71. Its Cold
72. An Artist
73. Pumpkin
74. Glomp
75. Anthro

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/21100667/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/21100667/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 18:50:26 PDT

also re-did my information and shit on my profile.

OH-MI-SHIT!

have any of you heard that rap song "lollypop"

well this emo band or scene or some kind of music band re-did it...and i love it so much i could kill myself!!!!!!!

download it! Lollypop (cover) by Framing Hanley!

amazing...the video is cool too so thats on Youtube! lookatit2!

so thats it. everything is fine really.
except for people being in my face all the time about me being depressed or somthing. maby for a few days i just wanna stay home and all of a sudden im an awful, boring, bitchy person. but even though nothing is wrong with me...im still pissed that its ok for eveyone else to be so depressed.

one day its..."JESSI DONT BE SO SAD!!!CHEERE UP! YOUR SO GRUMPY! YOUR NO FUN! WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS!?" in my face just becasue i didnt wanna go anywhere and entertain them that day. and i guess im just a shitty person for it!

the other its...."oh i hate everything so much. everything sucks i hate myself blablabla!jessi dont tell me its ok or try and cheer me up because its ok for me to be depressed because i have problems and noone uderstands how i feel!!!!"

jesus H christ!
ill get over it...ill just playcate them...because their always right and i really need THEM to tell ME how I feeel!

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/19110570/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/19110570/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 13:54:05 PDT
i havent been posting...but that dosent mean i havent been drawing. i have sketckbooks full of things i havent posted....but DA was fun when i was like 15...now i just dont care.

i might post everyonce in a wile...just out of boredome...or to participate in contests...or somthing...

I also am only staying on b/c i like some very special peoples work...and i want to fuck it with my eyes. ^_^ <3

i might post...maby not. but i am watching...eveyday i get on to see whats going on but thats about it.

b/c DA is just not fun to me anymore. actually....when i think abotu it...this site has been total dramma ever scince ive been here. lol.

silly...

anyway.
leaving now...

Jessi

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/18597946/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/18597946/ Sat, 31 May 2008 18:07:52 PDT you know what inspires me?.....

a cartoon all nighter... flip on cartoon network and just watch form 10PM to 7 AM

thme when your at your most tired...draw...just...do it!
yup...but i work now so i need sleep often.
but..ill try..

having your own money is good....yes.

i graduate on wed.
thats cool...
yup.
im tired now.
but im going...
BYE!

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/16563765/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/16563765/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 09:38:43 PST
and i still havent accomplished what it was i needed to do at the damn office...

BAH!

but i think i will be submitting some stuff soon..i think,maby.

i ho-pe all is well with everyone.
MCL
Jessi

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/13101416/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/13101416/ Sat, 26 May 2007 13:25:25 PDT
im bored and waiting for my mom to get home so i can go out tonight. i think imma try to hang with lumpy Jenny and christi and i guess whorever is at jennys house cuz you never know with her.

i dont really have much to say tho.

imma god fuck around on myspace....

peaces.

Jessi

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/11925118/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/11925118/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 17:40:40 PST as you can see...umm...i drew some new stuff and im getting back into the swing of drawing more and im enjoying what comes out of it! ^_^
not alot has happend to me.

i stoped being friends with a few people i really shuldnt have been friends with in the 1st place. im human so im allowed to make mistakes...i learned though.

so things are good hangin with my best friends (jenny and christi) and my boyfriend (lumpy) its nice being able to just sit bak and relax with them. *sigh* so nice.

its rainin' like a mug here in stephens city.....hope it stops though. i hate waiting for the bus in the mornings when its all wet and nasty out.
MCL
Jessi

i call myself on the telephone just to see if im at home. im a nut...im a nut...ima nut ima nut ima nut! i take myself to the movie show, sit myself int he very 1st row. i wrap my arms around my waist, i get so fresh i slap my face! ima nut...ima nut...ima nut imanut ima nut!

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/10479689/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/10479689/ Sun, 22 Oct 2006 18:49:26 PDT i havent been updating yo0o00o as of late sooooooo here i am. im hangin w/ my friend LeLe adn waiting or my BF to get here. ive had a good few weeks i guess. scho0ol is tireing and im always sick but i can get through all of this. a few probs ive had is people snooping in my relationship and seriouse artists block. its sucked but im ok now ^_^ i might be uploading some new shit somtime soon so keep a socket open for it.
MCL Jessi

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9930296/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9930296/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 13:14:17 PDT [link]

GO TO NEOPETS AND SIGn UP FOR ME!
PPPPPPLLLLLLLEEEEEEAAAAASSSSEEEEE!
i love yo0o0o0 all.





nothing much gouing on really....bored.bored bored/////and bored.
they cancled school cuz rain.
MCL
Jessi ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9795791/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9795791/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 17:49:32 PDT

NEW SHIT WHNE I GET BACK.

ive been drawing like a mad woman so be prepared.

MCL
Jessi ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9647170/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9647170/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 12:10:01 PDT
....i swear they will never grow up.....

it sucks to have so many people around you who think they have a right to intrude cuz they think they are doing some kinda noble deed....
i really wish they would get a life of thier own and leave me, me life, and my relationship alone.....

MCL


vermillion - slipknot ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9557953/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9557953/ Mon, 31 Jul 2006 18:52:54 PDT im kinda unhappy with life as of now. im not sure why. i miss my boyfriend. i see him less and less. but its ok i guess. i know hes buisy so i dont throw fits about it. i have a kinda bad headache and im bored and its hot in my house. soooooooo...yea. everyone should tell me how their life is going....unless you know i dont give a shit about how your life is going. (either because your life is going about the same as mine...OR you have no life.)
but whatever. ^_^
no bitching either....i bitch enough for the both of us today i bet

Much Clown Luv
Jessi

Listening to...."who must die" by Sepultura ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9515047/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9515047/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 18:56:37 PDT
ive heard so many people bitch about how they NEED a girfriend. its pathetic. if you cant find a girlfriend there must be a reason.....why dont you guys open your tiney little heads up. maby the girls know your gonna be a HORRID boyfriend. maby they see that you HAVE no LIFE. girls want guys who arent selfish.....girls whant guys who have lives....i have never met a girl who wants a lazy LEECH for a boyfriend.


I shouldnt be dealing with so much stree from people i call my friends. yea its ok if you tell me your problems but when you tell me your problems and get the advice you expect and then just dont take the advice ATT ALL....then you just BITCH again FOREVER about the same problem. any problem you have i can guarentee that ive heard it....you know why??? CUZ YOU HAVE TOLD ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN! I DONT CARE GO DIE!




this isnt directed at ANYONE. IF I GET ANY HATE BECAUSE OF THIS THEN MABY YOU SEE YOURSELF IN THIS RANT. so shut up...your dumb.. ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9482920/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9482920/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 19:52:14 PDT
I was at christi's house most of the weekend and we had some sort of mini-party i guess. we drank...i didnt really drink all that much. at least i didnt drink ANY of the REG beer cuz i cant stand that shit. which means i only had like 3 shmirnofs but i like them so i was good. I didnt want to get drunk anyway. i know how i get. all and all.....i fought with my boyfriend....another girl lost a boyfriend...a guy there might have got laid....and then their was alex,who says nothing and chills and watches. (hes cool)

I WISH SCHOOL WOULD START ALREADY!!!!!!!!!

I miss my friends...*weep*

Thats it i sposes`.

MCL
~jessi


Homies-ICP-The Wraith(Shangra-La) ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9298950/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9298950/ Fri, 07 Jul 2006 06:59:23 PDT BYES! ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9289185/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9289185/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 06:44:29 PDT
ANYWAY>>>>>>the project is...."the seven deadly sins"...but there is a twist. all the people in the pictures will be my friends. basicly im telling who of my friends are a perfect discription of the sins. YAY! im not trying to offend anyone...this is just for fun OK guys.

LIST: Gluttony- Greg
Lust- Melissa
Envy- Me ^_^
Anger- Lumpy
Greed- LeLe
Pride- Jason
Sloth- Christi


There ya go.


ive already done envy and lust and will submit them after i write this. i hope you like them but i know how much ive been sucking lately....
be nice to me....

i wont be able to submit anything OR be on the comp AT ALL cuz ill be vacationing in Orlando FL for a good bit of time. leaving tomorrow. ill draw wile im there. hopfully the ocean air and pretty people will give me somthing else to draw. ^_^

thats all....
MCL

~jessi

Listening to Disturbed ^_^ ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9213194/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/9213194/ Wed, 28 Jun 2006 17:50:56 PDT
eveytime i feel like i want to draw,somthing distracts me. then i just dont draw....anything...I WILL NEVER DRAW AGAIN THANKS TO THIS PROLONGED CREATIVE SLUMP! ....damn it....


oh well....other than that...im fine. my birthday trip is comming up and me and melissa are going to universal studios...tis gewd...

MCL

~jessi ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/8976145/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/8976145/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 08:22:06 PDT
ANYWAY!

Im at school. The 3rd to the last day of school. NO MORE SCHOOL AFTER THIS WEEK. i wonder if this summer will be as fun as the last few?maby...but i doubt it. Everyone thinks they're too old to just hang out anywhere.(or too buisy with more "grown up" things) I want to go to the pool...and party and all those other things i used to do but make some better choices.....its better to not grow up all at once....little by littel...it'll be fine.

Yup well thats . Im having a pretty sucky day so far and thats that.
MCL
~jessi

Im listening to these idiots throw things and well.....be idiots ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/8970018/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/8970018/ Sun, 04 Jun 2006 15:34:04 PDT ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/8847878/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/8847878/ Mon, 22 May 2006 18:20:56 PDT Im bored. Im so bored infact, that i think that i could eat my dog.....raw. Yea, thats the boredness. Maximum effect of mucho boredome! *drool* Someone pull me from my pit of DOOM! DOOM I SAY! I want somone to whip me onto a giant flying beaver named Chuck and take me to the land of buffalo sandwitches ,Billie Joe Armstrong kissing booths, and Free KoRn & ICP concerts every other hour with Free piles of gold and chocolate.....cookies and a pink hippo too wile we are being imaginative. ^_^......AND......a mokey in a littel blue....well...monkey suit....with a lil bow tie! *yay* How cute is my fantasy world huh?! OH! And sex when i want it.....and pot is the national plant....and everyday is April 20th! *sigh*......if only,if only...My friend Stephen came to visit me. He was being a bit of an ass most of the time but still good to see him. He kept hitting on me like all the time,until my boyfriend got their that is *giggle* Men are so cute when they are trying to establish dominance! Lumpy dosent have to worry though...*kiss kiss* I think thats about all....except that i havent been very active in drawing lately...artists block...you know how it goes ^_^
MCL
Jessi AKA SqKwIrL

Warning-Green Day-International Superhits! ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/8722672/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/8722672/ Tue, 09 May 2006 16:23:46 PDT I dont really have any complaints. I got a new scanner which means i will be more active in deviantart. without submitting things was getting pertty boring for me.But its all good....

moving on....


School is ok...The only thing that sucks is what happens aftter school. Im currently hated by someone who i could give a rats ass about. The only problem is that this person thinks he has power over everyone else....in all true-ness....well...he does. Every one else is afraid of him....i dont understand why though. Hes just a little boy...well hes actually a rather big boy but you know what im saying. The point is....he tells those people that we hang out with after school to jump....they say how high. Is really dumb...they have no brains of their own. (except for a few of them...LeLe,Mike,Cave-Man,Beaner and David...i love you guys!) Those few would never hurt me if their life depended on it....The others are alot more impressionable unfourtunatly. If he tells them to strait up jump me one day as im walking down to the circle after school.....i have no doubt in my mind that they will. the only problem is that hes scared of what he refers to as my "forces". Meaning my boyfriend,greg,beaner,mike,cave man and a few of my close guy friends who can and will fuck him up if he gets to hateful twords me. hes making all this some big war....i dont think of it like that. This whole thing could have been avoided if he could just tell the truth....Children are so hard to work with. Im just scared that one day he will pull up his pants and try to be a big man. Then he just might get his ass kicked....i dont want that for him. i dont hate him...i just hate how stupid hes acting. I love the boy to death and we used to be such good friends...he ruined it....what a dumbass. I guess the people he controls arent really my friends after all....oh well....i have plenty.

IM GOING TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS IN JULY! My friend Mel is comming with me. i wish i could bring more friends but i can only bring one. i hate when i pick one and some other friend gets all pissed off. Some of my friends act like if i bring a friend on my birthday trip besides them that im replacing them or somthing. Its pretty dumb. Any way....me and Mel are gonna have so much fun riding roller coasters and Chillaxing at either the Nick hotel OR the hard rock hotel. We're gonna camp on the way up there. We're going to drive for a few ours during the day and stop at a camp site and leave in the morning until we get to Florida And do the same on the way home....its gonna be premium
Thats all!
MCL
Jessi A.K.A. Sqkwirl

Listeing to: Trash By KoRn

"Does he keep it in a jar, hidden under his bed? for the nub fairy...FOR THA NUB FAIRY!" ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/8491621/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/8491621/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 17:05:21 PDT

anyway.... (my boyfriend, lumpy) met my family today beacause he had to drop me off at my grandmothers house. im glad thats out of the way.
(by the way hunni....they usually DONT run around the kitchen hitting eachother win the tits with oven-mitts):sweat:

i wish all my close friends, not so close friends, aquaintances, enemies and every day strangers i pass on the street a Happy Fucking Easter! (even the jews)

i guess thats it....i love you all.

MCL

~jessi ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/7974809/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/7974809/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 18:53:15 PST
im soo bored. i wish the weekend would come already. school is getting harder to avoid (giggle) i dont know if any of you know this but my step dad is in the horrid custody battle with his X wifey about my step sister...or should i say....was in a horrid custody battle...

WE WIN>>>WE WIN>>>>UH HUH! OH YEA! adain will be living at our house and going to the school by our house and yea....its awsome!
thats all
MCL

korn-make me bad ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/7886784/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/7886784/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 18:26:27 PST

i love you,hunny.

im going to protest against the Valentines day people who make the stuffed animals and crap cuz they dont have any FUCKING squrrils (sp) I HATE YOU V DAY PEOPLE!!!!!!!


i love evryone else!

MCL!
~jessi ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/7850035/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/7850035/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 19:04:03 PST
i went to christis B day party. it was so much fun!_! cake was evrywere...tattoos were being applied....and of course SOMONE got laid.it waznt me tho
but really.....im seriouse....
....it wasnt...

it was fun tho. im so talented....ive had sex in my sleep....ISNT THAT SO GREAT!!!!!?!??
i just thought i would share that with all of you. i really have nothing to say except that my Gmas gonna give me a scanner so MY ART WILL ONCE BE HEARD! *cough* um....i mean...SAWED....it will be saw?....um....SEEN!
yea that it....
MCL

Big Weenie~eminem~encore ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/7631553/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/7631553/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 15:48:24 PST
ive had a pretty good weekend i guess. my friend randal was supposed to come and visit me and for the last few weeks but he didnt and hes supposed to come out this weekend and we are gonna show him our stomping ground (the mall)

:iconwicked_pscho_bitch_04: (christi) , (mel) and another friend of ours (BRE) are ready to kick this persons ass. i swear...when mel and christi get mad its like a fucking flaming chainsaw going through your head.

My boyfriend is gonna get a new job and hes gonna be rich (for once) and im gonna get a huge bear...thats all i asked of him. his friend who wants to go into this line of work is having trouble convincing his old lady to let him. all he has to say to her is..."BUT DENISE,james's girlfriend is letting HIM!"
I WEAR THE PANTS IN THIS RELATIONSHIP,DAMMIT!

thats all i guess...MCL
~jessi

rain man~Eminem~encore
cuz,i aint got no legs...or...no brain. nice...to meet you...hi..my name..is...i forgot my name..my name is not to become what i became with this level of fame. my soul is possed by this devil. my new name is...Rain man...

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/7434861/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/7434861/ Tue, 27 Dec 2005 20:35:28 PST 5 sketch books
a shit load of cool socks
a bearded dragon (her name is snickers)
a carnival christmas~ICP (stocking stuffer)
The Urbs (GBA game)
HP:goblet of fire GBA game (yes im a HP freak! dont hate
new black/purple "the worlds most hated band" ICP hoodie
a few ICP shirts
The Green Book~twiztid
kick-ass "the Killers" hat from my wonderful best friend,mel
a necklace and a very very nice ring from my wonderful boyfriend...
my other best friend X-ti got me the t shirt i wanted..i just havent got it yet but i know i got it.
good pencils in witch for me to draw
a hat from aunt shelly...its very..."go-go"
pants...(tripps)
mall gift card (fitty-bucks wtf is up with that)you cant buy nuthin with a fitty any mo'

im pritty sure thats it...i thinx!
talked to some friends....went to lumpys house....greg was being an idiot as always....i still love him...dumbass..
MCL
~jessi
"homies"~ICP ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/7302923/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/7302923/ Tue, 13 Dec 2005 16:39:05 PST wow...not a journal scince nov. 6th. im so not good at keeping up with things. but for not submitting any of my drawings i do have an excuse....scanner is completely shot to hell. STOOPID TECHNOLOGY!
hey i made a song at like 3AM about killin emo kids....
wanna hear it...well...your gonna...here goes


Kill the emos!
Kill the emos!
kill the emos!
KILL THEM ALL!!!!

Kill them faster!
Put em' in plaster!
Break them, slash them!
Let them fall!!!!

Make them regret!
Those filthy rejects!
stop complainin'
Grip your knife!!!!!

Grow some balls!
Then chop em' off!
And bleed to death!
If you hate your LIFE!!!!!

Your such a pussy!
I'll do it for ya'!
Forget the shallow cuts!
Just chop it OFFFFF!!!!

Quiet house!
My headache ceases!
Look, a dead emo...
IS WHAT I FOUND!!!!!!!!!!!


the product of an exausted mind.....

thats all
MCL

music is kill the emos by me!!! ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6972268/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6972268/ Sun, 06 Nov 2005 14:06:26 PST ......give me candy....

thank you to.....
My baby....

My friendly friends who are my real life friends....

My DA friends....



so uh...thanx

song of the day is peaches by the presidents of the united states of america

"millons of peaches...peaches for me...millons of peaches...peaches for free" http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6915987/ Mon, 31 Oct 2005 12:36:25 PST on friday i went to waffle house to eat and then to my boyfriends house and we had hot wild monkey sex,HA!


on saturday i went to six flags with mel and we had fun,yip! we wehn throught a haunted house and i pissed off the chainsaw guy so he attacked us and mel ran away! i spent the night at mels house and it was cool.


yesterday i went to christis house and we got really drunk and we booty danced all over eachother! this guy kept hitting on me and watching my very small ass...i wish i didnt have a small ass...maby he would have had somthing more intresting to look at christi ent up blowing up on the poor boy and it was very funny.

evan is so out of jail and im so happy for him.i missed him so much and i cant wait to see him!
thats about it soooooo..uh....yea
MCL
~jessi

ICP~tilt-a-wirl


and for the record...lumpy,i do NOT get hangovers...so shut up! but i still love you in all your eternal wrongness!
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nothing really special. going on.i didnt go to school the other day so i cant go to 6 flags with my melissa.she wilst be sad.i also have alot of makeup work so yea...ya know...im gonna call her and tell her if she dosent read this 1st. *mel,if you read this 1st...im sorry but i cant go *duh* you should just find another friend and go without me this year..sorry..love you im still gonna call you*
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thats really all....i gotsta go to the docs again tomorrow...give them more of my blood so they may test me. OH HOW I LOVE IT! *sarcazim* pep rally also tomorrow...school spirit yay! whoo
*yip yip*

g2g
MCL

song of teh day izzz.... do it ~shaggy 2 dope




]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6764866/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6764866/ Fri, 14 Oct 2005 09:08:50 PDT ....yea...whatever.
im just going to take more tests and they will give me birth control and all that good stuff.i guess i should get ready cuz im still im my PJz....but PJz are cool.....PJz ARE SEXY!!!! but i am feeling much better than i did before.
i guess thats really all....
MCL
~jessi

current musica beee...cherry pie~ICP

]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6751846/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6751846/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 19:32:09 PDT
i hate being sick.....ive only been to school 1 day this week....im in a bad mood...im parinoid...i dont think im gonna have a very good weekend....i miss my boyfriend....*sigh* why am i telling you guys....you dont care
i guess thats all....
MCL....
~jessi

not listeing to any music today
]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6714227/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6714227/ Sat, 08 Oct 2005 16:58:51 PDT i couldnt go to six flags with mel czu im dumb and never go to school...:sad:
i guess im goin out with lumpy tonight and with luck i could go to his house and watch hockey with him mmmmm...HHHHHHOOOOOCCCCCKKKKEEEEEYYYY...the only sport i really like...
my lil siter just farted....omg...that sucks....
i guess that all...well like i said...my life is a boring-toxic-puss-filled-booger.....*good band name*
lots 0 Lobe!
MCL
~jessi

SIK~god is man


:booger: ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6681128/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6681128/ Tue, 04 Oct 2005 19:03:38 PDT Maby its cuz school is actually starting to feel like SCHOOL and no one has time to do shyt....except for the weekends...somtimes.
BUT
this weekend i am hanging with my # one homie G Melissa!!

oh yea....FRIGHT FEST BABY YEA!!!!
WHOOP WHOOP

but yea...another 100 pageviews and ill have 3,000! if somone claims my 3,000th PGVW ill draw you sumthin' perty!!
yes indeed i will!!! just from the kindness in my heart.....and the bordome in my liver.i was looking through my old poem books and found an unfinished poem that i started but never finished...so i re-wrote it and finished the "re-wright" and i like it much....but hey...lets face it...im no edgar allen poe,eh?
but i tried to submit it and DA wont let me for some reason so ill do it when it stops being all bitchie to me....
so um...thats all thats really hap-NIN in the toxic-puss-filled-booger that is my life. *i made me laugh....the word booger kills me*
P3@C3 3V3R7 1 <<<<
MCL
~jessi
My Axe Is My Buddie~ICP

*Me and my axe will give you forehead a buttcrack*
^thats just humor right there....
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......Booger.... ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6632774/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6632774/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 09:40:09 PDT
anyway...yea...
i got really mad yesterday...like the maddest i have ever been in my life.an im not friends with my "best school friend' anymore....i gave up my seat at the table to shelli and well....i moved...silver dosent need me anymore.its all good.i have plenty of friends....its not like without her my life will explode...nope...welp thats all....c yah
MCL
~jessi

juggao homies ~ICP ~the wraith

how weed affects people and why

Little gremlins lick the back of your eyes with their little red poison (it can kill elephats but only changes human eye color *to the traditional red*)

gremlins then set up an advanced civilazation actually ON your brain so the waste from their cities gets pumped into you stomach and little worms in the waste eats ALL food that was in your stomach.(this gives cats a bad side affect like head explosion...but again....weed affects humans differently....so we just get hungry *muchies* )

The gremlins in these cities love science and most of these experements need a warm moist place to conduct....so they use the toung....they use horibble chemicals that could take an emus toung clean off but for some reason it only sucks all the moisture on the toung *cotton mouth*

the reason me get the FEELING that smoking gives us is due to crime and drive-bys in the gremlins city...(shooting the brain and spraypainting)

but finnally we "come down". the reason of this is because (due to crime and a falling economy *a kinda great gremlin depression* ) all the gremlind commit suicide by jumping into your stomach *their waste mixed with your stomach acids makes a chemical that will kill instantly*......or somtimes its because an experement goes wrong and it destroys the city and everyone dies....either way the colony dies and so does the high...

somtimes when *after you "come down" * you feel like you need to smoke again.thats because maby a few deformed and dieased gremlins didnt kill themselves or get killed by that experement thing...so they keep living...but thiers not enough of them to keep you high. just enough to keep you wanting to.

its all the truth...belive me....i know ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6619912/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6619912/ Tue, 27 Sep 2005 19:10:43 PDT ...but the title is just the wrapper.....the journal is the cheese after all....ITS NOT ABOUT THE WRAPPER ITS ABOUT THE CHEESE!!!!!!!
anyway...i did a new ID with an actual pic of myself that i took today...whoooooohoo....well i guess thats all...nothing really intresting....at all....im so bored .....and now i want cheese ....LOOK WHAT YOU DID!
fuckers....

i think its funny when people fart....
MCL
~Jessi
crossing the bridge ~ICP

DO SOMTHING PRODUCTIVE!!!!!!
sleeping incrases productivity...when you wake up....sleep as much as possible....and you will get more done...thats my theory....
Good Night ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6486862/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6486862/ Mon, 12 Sep 2005 15:34:22 PDT Today, teh jessi hurt her back....very bad indeed...couldent move...and the pain was so bad it knocked the wind right outa me.i managed to make it back to my table and i sat...oh feeling like a pretzle...i sat....it hurt....after lunch everyone wa so concerned.they made me go to the nurse.i told her that i hurt my back and that the pain started in the middle of my lower back and shot up and down from my knees to my shoulders and it was giving me a real bad migrain.i laid down for a long wile until i was almost confortable ebough to fall asleep...i musta tried 1000000 different ways to lay without straining myself more...i finally found relief in the fetal position....i fell asleep.i woke up...went to english....went home....died on the couch....mom got home...did chores (painfuly)...played video games in my room and her i am....i still hurt alot but not as much as i did...at least i can breath now...but alas...no ciggs i have....frusterated i am...
MCL
~JeSsI

pulling teeth~ Green Day ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6486861/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6486861/ Mon, 12 Sep 2005 15:34:21 PDT Today, teh jessi hurt her back....very bad indeed...couldent move...and the pain was so bad it knocked the wind right outa me.i managed to make it back to my table and i sat...oh feeling like a pretzle...i sat....it hurt....after lunch everyone wa so concerned.they made me go to the nurse.i told her that i hurt my back and that the pain started in the middle of my lower back and shot up and down from my knees to my shoulders and it was giving me a real bad migrain.i laid down for a long wile until i was almost confortable ebough to fall asleep...i musta tried 1000000 different ways to lay without straining myself more...i finally found relief in the fetal position....i fell asleep.i woke up...went to english....went home....died on the couch....mom got home...did chores (painfuly)...played video games in my room and her i am....i still hurt alot but not as much as i did...at least i can breath now...but alas...no ciggs i have....frusterated i am...
MCL
~JeSsI

pulling teeth~ Green Day ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6422988/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6422988/ Mon, 05 Sep 2005 12:52:36 PDT
i spent the weekend at my boyfriends house and greg lives there too > and it was fun....greg woke up with anal lube next to him and no one knows were it came from.....so they say...
and i went to WH with him and greg met lumpys daddy and stepmom and he bought us lunch and it was good...yum...
so now im home again ready to get back to the unrelaxation that is my life....(its so nice at his house)
Lumpy and Gred recorded a demo....i was there...i helped...BOO YAH! its pretty good....i ddint know my big clumsy drummer boyfriend could pick up a sleek delicate guitar and not have it spontainiousy combust in his face yea but they were good....
MCL
Jessi

song of the day IZ fool the world by hazen street ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6363351/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6363351/ Mon, 29 Aug 2005 19:41:02 PDT (i dont think you wanna hear about it anyway)

ANYWHOO....

i had a great day....like uber-tastic-chubby-cheesecake great FUCKING day.soon im gonna start some new drawings...i dont know what yet but i can feel my fingers-a-itchin'.they want some action!!!! and they will get it cuz.....im gonna draw and...they willl....ummmm.....like it.but thats really all....nothing much else to say today just wondrfulness
MCL
~jessi

time of you life~greenday


DO SOMTHIN BYATCH! ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6336329/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6336329/ Fri, 26 Aug 2005 18:12:07 PDT i was talking to my boyfriend and he said hes gonna embarass the shit outa me at my graduation.he gonna act like and idiot....so ill have him whoopin and hollerin like a crackhead and my mom cryin (also rather crackheadish) my stepdad not really showing any emotion (cuz hes such a tough guy) and my little sister not really saying anything cuz shes secretly plotting to kidnapp my boyfriend......yup....
my friend alex and my friend chris came over today and i took a walk with them.we walked....and walked....stoped at the playground....played (well I played )then i was invited to go have dinner at alexes and that what i did.(mmmmm...pizza.... )
anyway thats really all....all is cool.
MCL
~jessi

song of the day is play with me by ICP ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6254582/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6254582/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 17:18:03 PDT Age: 16
Height: 5' 6
Natural hair colour: brown with blond things in it….
Eye colour: hazle
Skin color: white……but in a tan way…
Glasses/contacts?: no…..my eyes are perfect..PERFECT!!
Piercings: no….i don’t like them
Tattoos: some day
Braces: no thank god
Mannerisms: what the hell is a mannerism?
Other distinctive markings: I have a mole thing on my ring finger….

FAVOURITE
Colour: Green/purple
Band: ICP ABK KMK Blaze Twiztid Green day SIK Beastie boys….many others
Video game: bloody roar 2
Movie: big money hustlas…..space balls
Book: the harry potter series…a glory of unicorns…how to hold a crocidile
Food: cheese…chocolate…sketti…shepards pie
Game on a cell phone: I don’t own a cell phone…AND I DON’T WANT TO…cuz their not cool….YOUR ALL LOSERS
CD: Riddle Box-ICP
Flower: daisys
Scent: sweaty men
Animal: pit bull…wolf….dingo…..fox…
Comic book: Johnny the Homicidal Maniac…dazzler
Cereal: frosted mini wheats
Website: deviant art…halls of illusions
Cartoon: bugs bunny

DO YOU
Play an instrument?: not really
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: no….i have a life…kinda or atleast I don’t waste the endless amount watching TV…a lot…
Like to sing?: yes very much so….but not actually infront of ppl…I fear critisim
Have a job?: no….
Have a cell phone?: like I said befor….IM TOO COOL!
Like to play sports?: dodge ball and rachet ball….tennis
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: indeed…I luv him ^_^
Have a crush on someone?: famouse people
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: no…ive never been out of the us
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: only 3
Have any special talents/skills?: i can lick me own nipple…..HAH I DON’T NEED YOU!
Exercise daily?: shit no….
Like school?: oh yea I LOVE school….i just don’t like waking up

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: no
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: yea…
Speak any other languages?: JESSI LANGUAGE!
Go a day without food?: no…I love food…cuz im fat….AND I LOVE IT!
Remember your dreams: yes
Read music, not just tabs?: no
Roll your tongue?: no
Eat a whole pizza?: yes ^_^ *yum*

HAVE YOU EVER
Won something in the lottery?: no
Snuck out of the house?: yesum
Lied to get out of trouble?: I still do all the time
Had a computer crash?:……no……
Gotten lost in your city?: ….i get lost in my house….
Seen a shooting star?: yes
Been to any other countries?: nope
Had a serious surgery?: nope
Stolen something important to someone else?: yes….*walks away in shame*
Solved a rubiks cube?: them shits is impossible
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: yea
Cried over a girl?: yeah
Cried over a boy?: yea
Hugged a random stranger?: hugged kissed humped…..exclaimed eternal love to them
Been in a fist fight?: im more of a get you on the ground kick you then run
Been arrested?: yes
Done drugs?:….yea
Had alcohol?: im a 40 girl….
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: soda and beer
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: yea…..im scared of them tho
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?:.yup….urinals are so cool..
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: no
Swore at your parents?: yea
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: many a time
Been to a casino?:yes
Ran over an animal and killed it?:NEVER!.
Broken a bone?: no
Gotten stitches?: no
Had a water balloon fight in winter?: yez
Made homemade muffins?: yup….i wouldent suggest eating them…
Bitten someone?: I love to bite…
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: yea…I fuckin hate DL
Burped in someone’s face?: yup…*burp*

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: today.
Cried: I don’t know
Went to the bathroom: just like 2 seconds ago
Saw a movie in a theatre: um…..i don’t remember when but it waz lords of dogtown
Read a book: yesterday
Had a snow day: wow... last snowday I guess….
Had a party: I attend more then I have
Went to a doctor: LONG TIME AGO…I hate them
Tripped in front of someone: I do it a lot….
Went to the grocery store: like last year
Got sick: im sick now
Got cursed: that’s so dumb….
Called someone: like and hour ago

DO YOU PREFER
Fruit/vegetables: fruit.
Black/White: no prefferance
Lights on/l... ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6209832/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6209832/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 17:47:00 PDT :!: i get to spend the whole weekend with my boyfriend.if any of you do somthing to mess that ill be so pissed at you. (ill eat your bones) .opposite of popular belief to some of my more smothering friends.....i dont get to see him more that i see you....just chill out alright...its ok....you havent been replaced...god damn. and iv also been thinking about ppl who stick their very large noses into MY relationship. you have no buisness to do that.....just czu your bored and i might have not been with you for one second of your life dosent mean you just.....start shit. well anyway...i still love you guys (despite you meddlesome ways ) thats all
MCL
~jessi

song of the day is fantasy~Twiztid~Mutant vol 2 ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6189277/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6189277/ Wed, 10 Aug 2005 15:11:10 PDT

i went to my friend mels b-day HER --> shes 16 now...WHOOOOOO

i went to my friend stephens house..poor boys on house arrest...but he gets off tomorrow.were going to the mall to celebrate wooooo but ya know...we used to be abuncha mall rats so lets go for old times sake,yah know?

well thats really all.not much more important to be said.
MCL

song of the day is manikin~Twiztid

Peace yall ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6069954/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/6069954/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 17:26:36 PDT TOMORROW is the SIK CD release party show thing shits! and im going and its gonna be the shit and yes.....whoooo!

thats really all....nothing REALLY astonishingly amazing going on.
thats all
MCL
~jessi

song of the day IZ Know Good~Twiztid ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5849963/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5849963/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 18:16:20 PDT
Thank you Mongoose man
Thank you G-diddi you ol' pain in my ass
Thank YA to ma' Chrisi...you bitch
Much Thx to ya my LUKA
Love YA melissa my slut
AND to ma' shorti I LOVE YOU WHORE!

AND A BIG THANX TO ALL THOSE PPL I REALLY DONT KNOW BUT HEY THEY DO LOOK AT MY DRAWINGS AND EVERY LITTLE BIT HELPS

youz guys rock.....

i guess thats it with the thankyaz and shit....thats all...
MCL

http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5814687/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 19:04:58 PDT
im getting money from my gma and my aunt......yay.....

thats all....

MCL

song of the day Birthday bitches~ICP ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5771550/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5771550/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 12:24:07 PDT we hung out.the person we threw the party for didnt sow up but ya know its ok.after a wile we all fell asleep on his bed and yea.....we slept. we spent the whole day at his house the next day just chillin out.and then we hung out at ashleys house for a wile,listening to a story her mom is wrighting.then we went to waffle house and some lady asked us if we had any money cuz he waz stuck or someshit like that.we didnt have any.....lumpy and christi made fun of her when she walked out the door.asshole-ish behavior dont you think we argued about it then this guy wearing sandals came in and i made fun of him and i got bitched at. we just like to argue with eachother. i disowned them for like a minute but the waffle house guy wouldent be my friend and i waz lonely so i uhhhh....re....owned them....yea...
meNlumpy fell asleep in christis drive way we woke up and he took me home and...here i am.....my birth day is commin up...yes...
thats all
MCL
~jessi

song of the day is........push it~static X ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5716706/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5716706/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 18:13:31 PDT ) i drew some stuff that i want to submit but my computer is fuckin up like a bitch. fuckin computer....ill slap your liver. blah...thats all....im so tired..bye...
MCL
~jessi
song of the day is.....insane killers ~vanilla ice w/ICP & L.A. the dark man ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5678484/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5678484/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 16:31:58 PDT
C ya
MCL
Jessi
song of de day is....Pulling Teeth by Green Day ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5640028/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5640028/ Mon, 13 Jun 2005 19:20:13 PDT BAHH!my mom got a new car whooo fuckin HOO! thats good news to my friends....NO MORE SHITTY TRUCK YAHLL! FUCK YEA DOGGIE!

anyway i just now realized that i already put up a journal entry for today....I WILST DELETE IT BUTT MUFFIN
guess what guess what GUESS WHAT......my birthday is like next month.....what are yahll gettin me?!
ILL BE 16,YO

have i ever told anyone that i HATE when ppl pick their nose and then feel SO compelled to touch you!?!?!?! well....my dog did that to me today.....only...she didnt actually pick her nose she just kinda wiped it on me......oh well...same thing right?!
i just pulled a sample CD outa my moms truck and the band is called Hazen Street.i like them.
im goin to south carolina next weekend with a few friends and my boyfriend. shits gonna be fun,yyes?!
earlier i got a huge spurt of anger i waz gonna stab my mom in the eye...yea....but i got over it....anyone ever notice that anger starts with ANG....like...ANGus....ANGel....ANGle.......yea BALGHSHMUGGA!

imma go now....I LOVE YOU ALL BITCHES!
MCL ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5573420/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5573420/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 19:01:12 PDT ELLO FUCKERS !




Well,today i was pretty pissed off for no reason really......just mad at everyone i guess. i bitched a few ppl out about how some of their behavior bothers me. school lets out in a few days....i wont have to deal with their mass of shit anyway so what the fuck,right?
This chick whom i hate with a passion of 1000000 burning monkey balls was throwing things at this boy in my class. (hes less fortunate then her so its only appropriate to throw things at him. ) I politly tell her to stop being a bitch and watch the fucking movie and leave allen but no....she just said "shut up jessica" and went back to her fun....soooo...i felt the only appropriate thing to do waz throw things at her....(Ex: water bottles,my friends purse,paper,lighters,pencils,and my book bag :evil laugh: ) i have two teachers in the class and one waz (at the time) M.I.A and the other just dont give a fuck.she didnt even look at me or anyone else......i think she died for a little bit..... i waz asking anna how she felt and she told me to stop.i asked her why she could throw shit at allen but god forbode us to throw things at her cock smokin' ass. she gave me a look and stoped throwing shit at him so my work waz done. SCORE ONE FOR THE LITTLE GUY when i threw my bookbag at her the strap caught her greasy head and she just kinda ran into the floor...heh...stupid bitch.

Me-N-my boyfriend is gonna spend Me-N-him ONLY time cuz he have spent no real time with eachother since we started going out.there waz always me,him and a group of people. it will be gewd yes?!
I LOVE YOU ,YO!

welp i do think that is all...i will take my leave of you but i... ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5523176/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5523176/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 16:13:58 PDT
My god i feel fucking horrible. my throats closed up my head is stoped up and heavy.i cant breath MY TEETH HURT! and my hands itch!
DAMN THE ITCHING!


ppl have been pissing me off too.they just cant let things go.Just keep going and going.i think they enjoy being hated.
oh well..i have great friends and a wonderful boyfriend so ill just forget about it...

This weekend i think im going to see "lords of dogtown" and i think were gonna go back up to the top of Shawneeland (sp) AND then school lets out .theres gonna be a HUGE "no-more-school-fuckers-so-lets-party" party on the 11th i think it is.Woop Woop

welp i do think that is all...i will take my leave of you but i will return!!!!
MCL
~jessi ]]> ~dizzy-j http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5489684/ http://dizzy-j.deviantart.com/journal/5489684/ Sat, 28 May 2005 23:20:32 PDT we went bowling and waffle house and WOO DO I LOVE TEXAS TOAST!!! ahh yum

andway ive realized that alota ppl int his world are so uptight that it makes me want to kick them in the mouth.no im not talkin about one particular person but it is one person who brought me on to this realization.it just bothers me how ppl cant just sit back.they make things so much harder for them selves and others.

im so bored....i must go have a smoke
MCL
~jessi

song...funky town

"ya gotta move on" ]]> ~dizzy-j