http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:doctorsagree&section=today deviantART RSS for by:doctorsagree en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 22 Nov 2009 18:51:56 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/27784440/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/27784440/ Thu, 15 Oct 2009 16:50:32 PDT So he's gone. Totally gone. It wasn't pretty and he's gone for good and I'm sick and sad and I can't believe it. I'm surprised and not at the same time, and it's like a part of my brain just had the lights turned off and they won't ever come back on again. I'm not sure how I should feel. I'm not sure if I should be stoic and glad he's not suffering, or if I should be miserable and wail like I'm three years old again and he's still my hero. I don't want him back. No. I'm just sorry.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/26341775/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/26341775/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 16:32:44 PDT Have some free time? Want to let your watchers get to know you better? My original 20 Questions Challenge may still be found here: [link]

<sub>So hello there, fellow deviants! I've been having a totally super summer thus far, and I hope I've got another whole month left to go. Here are some random anecdotes and observations that I hope will give you all some idea of where I am life-wise. Or at least in my progress therapy-wise.

So, first things first, I've recently returned home after a week-long vacation at the guesthouse. It's a fantastic thing being up there. It's like camping with a really, really cool tent. Kitchen, real beds, plumbing, etc. And less bugs! Well, okay, USUALLY it means less bugs, but this year I was extra tasty so I can't count that as a perk. But yeah, the plumbing is from the lake... or the well, I'm not sure, actually, but basically it amounts to: Anything liquid that might go into your body has to come from a bottle. So brushing teeth, washing dishes, ice cubes = all with bottled water. Not so bad, but if any of you have been forced (forced!) to keep toothpaste in your mouth for 7+ minutes then you'll know what I'm talking about when I say I'm glad to be home.

I honestly didn't take out the camera too much whilst we were... housecamping. Mostly I was reading indoors, since it rained a bunch. I took some on the ride there, but until I can decide whether or not to photoshop a big powerwire thing out of one or not, I'm not posting those. On the last day, and I mean that literally (we were packed and on the way home) we stopped by the beach. It wasn't particularly cold or anything, but the wind was crazy. It was the kind of strong wind that made you feel like you could be picked up and blown away. It's not particularly wonderful on its own, but it inspired this crazy, roller-coaster laughing from me which I actually enjoyed. I got some nice shots there as well - it was really beautiful.



Those are three shots of about eight I suppose. I'm not going to submit them all at once to cut message-spam. Or I'm lazy. You can make up your own mind on that one.

Anyway! Moving right along, there's some other stuff I'd like to address, and will begin doing so right now.

First of all, the August 8th, I believe, is another Toronto devmeet. It's one of the first all-ages meets I've seen, so I'm definitely considering going. Distillery district scares the ghoulish activity right out of me, though, so I'm not sure I'll make it. I might be sick that day. I might not have anyone to go with. We shall see.
Anyone planning on being there? Let me know!

Next, the opportunity has been presented to me to attend the TOorontoFC v. DC United game later in August, and I could not be more psyched to maybe get the chance go. 4srs. I'm not sure if anyone knows this about me, but I'm a big TFC fan, and although I'd have preferred to see them against Columbus, I'm not complaining. DC is great, but not too great, so I won't feel like the outcome of the game will be ruined for me before it starts. Anyway, yeah, I'm little-girl giddy about this. Any MLS fans reading this, perchance?
ETA: So that didn't pan out. But that's alright! It gives me wiggle room to purchase fun crazyfan merchandise to wear at future games.

So yeah. Also, I've bought the Next to Normal Soundtrack and it is awesome. Seriously, some OBCR musical soundtracks are like... kind of bad, since the magical shindiggery that is so heavy in the live performances is kind of lost in an audio track. This is not the case with NtN and I highly recommend it to anyone with ears. Ooh, so happy. :3

Oookay, I'm winding this down now, don't worry. (I'll probably have a bunch of ETAs here since I've forgotten a bunch of crap,... ]]></sub> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/25588232/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/25588232/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 13:55:23 PDT Have some free time? Want to let your watchers get to know you better? My original 20 Questions Challenge may still be found here: [link]

So I went to the Toronto meet on the dA World Tour stop. I didn't stay forever, because my cousin had to be home early and I was basically her ride. Anywayyyy, uhh... I stayed for about two hours? Enough for a crapload of group photos and I'm sure even more moments wherein I looked incredibly lame. Here are some of my observations of the time I spent at the event:

We got there on time. Yayyy. We stood around for a while, looking for someone with name tags. Finally, we found and got some. Then we stood around talking... to each other. My cousin isn't on dA, I brought her in case I was accosted or... I don't know, mostly moral support. Yeah, so I found the event awfully cliquey and not... not that friendly? I mean, everyone was nice enough, but nobody was like... making an effort to talk to people who were clearly by themselves. And the few people I tried talking to just kind of ran away like I was RUINING THEIR DAY BY SAYING HELLO OMG. Seriously, I said hi to people walking by on more than five separate occasions and every single time I got a weak "hi" back and they would just walk away with this look on their face like I just toppled their Jenga tower.

After a while at the top of the hill where everyone was meeting we kind of started moving down to the more open park-y area. Listened to $spyed talk for a while, and then some other idiots making noise and being stupid while he was trying to say stuff. Aaaaand then... uhm. There was an annoying kid trying to spray everyone with a sprinkler, which I wouldn't have minded since it was so hot... but the shrieks of girls (and some boys) was enough to make me wish he'd stop. From there we split into groups regarding our style of art. Digital art... traditional... I don't know, I couldn't hear anything after he said "photography group, follow this guy" and then I just decided that applied to me well enough and followed him! In the group we stood around... introduced ourselves, and then sat down to talk about the site with $Moonbeam13. It was nice, but that portion was for the site. People who spend loads of time here and browse and actually take the whole thing seriously.

I am not one of those people.

Anyway, that's about the point where I left.
I got in the car at about 4:00pm to drive home.
I had arrived at 2:06pm.
Two hours was not enough to make it worthwhile for me.
But then again, I didn't stick it out until the very end, so perhaps it got much better as the day went on.

So, my overall opinion:
-Not really the place for networking. Nobody introduced themselves to me. Nobody let me introduce myself to them. It's definitely a place to go WITH or TO MEET WITH someone you already know/talk to from the site. The people there already have their groups and it's not likely they'll let you into them.
-If you don't have much time to spend there, don't expect it to be fabulous. I'm not at all clear on what happened once I left, but it was fairly unexciting for the time I was actually there.
- If you're a fan of the site and spend a lot of time here, definitely go to one of these. There's so much for you to learn about and people you can suggest things to.
- Easily amused? Loud? DEFINITELY GO TO A MEET WOOOO OMG LOLOLOL WOO.

Anyway. Yeah. The end. That's my assessment.
I'll definitely go to another one of these in the future, but not before I "haz buddeh" to meet up with.

... I also have just found pictures of me from the event.
I look awful.
... And will most likely be joining a gym in the near future.
Ew.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/25545420/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/25545420/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 16:11:53 PDT Have some free time? Want to let your watchers get to know you better? My original 20 Questions Challenge may still be found here: [link]

So that DevMeet is tomorrow! Any Toronto-dwellers going? I think I might, but I'm absolutely petrified.

I think it might be different if I had already known somebody from online who I'd be meeting up with there. But now it's like... yeah. It's pretty scary, not knowing anyone. It's like the first day of school, except I'll probably not ever see these people again. So, while that may seem like a perk at first glance, I also am fairly certain that translates pretty directly to: ONE CHANCE FOR A FIRST IMPRESSION MAKE THEM LIKE YOU OR DIE.

If you replace "die" with... "live forever knowing there are random people across the country who may dislike you or have untoward opinions of you" then that's pretty accurate.

Who wants to take votes on whether I'll pee myself or vomit?
I vote vomit, personally... but then I've been wrong before.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/23413827/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/23413827/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 10:27:58 PST Have some free time? Want to let your watchers get to know you better? My original 20 Questions Challenge may still be found here: [link]

So. I feel I should probably start with the obligatory apology for not having submitted anything at all recently. I must admit, I've felt a tad disillusioned with this site and its members, especially as of late. Certain people with bad attitudes and even worse vocabularies, who overreact and can't shut up and get a clue. This isn't a site to fight on, doing some sort of verbally violent man-dance to earn your boyparts. This is a place to learn and be better and by all means make some friends. Oh, and that pesky "art" thing.

Idiots are idiots.
Anywayyy...

I'm not here to be all meanieface. My pimpface is much more pleasant. And sparkly.
Now, as I've said before, if "OC Tournament" makes you giggle until you cry and break wind, YOU MUST SEE BRC NOW. I have the stampthing, and I'll link you.

News article: [link]
How to join: [link]
BRC intro/info (Flash): [link]

Now, the original deadline was the 25th, which you must already know was yesterday. It has been extended, and then re-extended because there weren't enough auditions submitted. I URGE YOU ALL TO TAKE A LOOK. Even a casual glance. It's a beautiful tournament and it would be even more so if we could get the roster of members it deserves.
Just consider your options.
If you've got a new character you want to build up, get to know a bit better, this could be a good place to start. Or, if you have an old, dusty character who is probably bitter and angry with you because you haven't paid him any attention lately, this may be a good way to make things up to him. Or her. Or yourself.

So. Give it a shot. I'm on as a judge. I want to see people participating. JOURNALSPAM TIEM. Oh yeah.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/22738700/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/22738700/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 15:32:17 PST Have some free time? Want to let your watchers get to know you better? My original 20 Questions Challenge may still be found here: [link]

So about a month ago when I got a new computer, I thought: "Wow, hey, this is great that I didn't have to buy a new monitor with it, 'cause that would have been expensive."
Yeah.
Instead of the "Wow, if my computer is dying now maybe my monitor could use replacing too, and I could bundle it and get a better deal on both."

Yeah, so, um, about a week ago-ish, my monitor made a noise like FZZTTTTcrackleclick and just dimmed out and finally blinked off. If I turned it off and on again it would work for about a second, which is the only way I was able to shut the damn thing down without having to freak out poor Lil Vader.

Aaanyway, my sortofnotmyuncle gave me his old monitor. Which, a few days ago, he asked to have back, so he could sell it with his old computer? I don't know. The whole thing was incredibly asshatty and I'm not even going to get into it now.

So, another thing I hadn't known before -- monitors are mostly widescreen now. Which means that when I play TS2 (ie: the only game I really play religiously on PC), I cannot take pictures without it automatically adding an extra chunk of image to the top and bottom of my shot. So I can't be entirely sure what I'm catching in the shot without some serious recalibration and I hatehateHATE messing with these things. Hate.

Odds are I'll have to order a new monitor from someone somewhere. I've been scouring the interwebz but so far nothing resembling what I had before or what I'm using now has come up. I may or may not be MIA for a while.

To the people watching me for new art bidnuss, I'm sorry, but that probably won't be happening any time soon. I haven't had the balls to go out and take pictures in this weather, and my scanner software does not work with Vista so I'm basically screwed trying to scan in drawings. That's how I draw, by the way. On paper first. Ugh.

Well anyway, I just wanted to update this. I think I had something to say about the new profiles but I can't remember it now. All I'm going to say is howdy @ my watchers. Oh! And I'm weirdly psyched for the Inkheart movie. And, don't quote me on this, but I think I may even brave the cold, cruel theater to go see it. I know. Epic, right? Okay. Well. HOWDY @ YOU GUYS.



]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/21929336/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/21929336/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 11:06:50 PST StripeyMistress's By Random Chance (BRC) tournament. I've signed up to be a judge, which makes me happy, and I'm hoping I can convince some of you to join. If "OC Tournament" makes you giggle until you cry and break wind, this is something you can't miss!

Find the BRC joining info here: [link]

It's the holy grail of grab-bag randomness, with extra awesome on the side. If I wasn't so OC-lazy I'd join myself, but for now, I'll just stick to being picky and critiquing you guys. Tell your friends!

Aaand I guess while I'm here I'll pimp some other things.
Like, say... my 20 Questions Challenge: [link] Self-pimpage ftw?

Aaand um. Oh! I suppose I can talk about what I'm doing now. I'm kind of doing quite a few digital art-related things, so if you were hoping more photographs from me soon, I apologize. You can expect some crappy drawings though. I have two things to finish up, one being my contribution to ~ShhSantas, another being my ref sheet for my judge-y likeness in that BRC thingy mentioned above. I don't actually have a persona yet, so this should be fun to hash out. I hope it doesn't take TOO long.

Alright! WELL THAT'S IT. Hope you're all well and having a wonderful festive season.

OH AND. I got a new computer. <3 My new RAMbuddy.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/21404565/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/21404565/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 12:28:22 PST [link]

I think it's really quite neat, and I'm seriously considering doing it.
Of course, everybody got the event update thinger, so I'm mostly just putting this here to remind me so I don't back out like the sissy I know I am and will be in a couple hours from now.


Oh holiday cheer.
You get me every year.

EDIT: Mailed those a couple of days ago.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/21341877/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/21341877/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 14:30:17 PST

So okay, I wake up this morning, at nine (instead of eight as I specified) to my mother going "HURRY! D: WE LATE 4 APPOINTMUNT." So great. Lost an hour there. (But I'm not bitter, see?) Then, I had a snack and did my hair and got dressed three times. I know it's a bit excessive, and even moreso when my appointment was at the hospital and I'd be taking half of it off anyway. I still find it's easiest to not fall apart when I look reasonably put together.

We go to the hospital, and I had a... crap, I can never remember. Echo something? Yeah. I've had like eight of them and I still can't remember. Damnit. Ah well, anyway, the difference between those past ones I've had and the one I have now? Boobs. Apparently my left one does a dandy job of protecting my heart from paparazzi, so the very nice lady doing the scan was like jabbing it. I think there's a bruise there now. Ah well. Had to be done, I guess.

After THAT, we went to the lobby and got some Starbucks because mum wanted a coffee. I got a Green Tea Latte which was surprisingly delicious, some kind of cold drink, and two giant cookies, which I am eating now. So from there we went to the parking lot where mum succeeded in dropping and spilling her entire coffee. I find it oddly coincidental that mum NEEDED THAT COFFEE and ended up drinking my peppermint tea from the morning. And I got a latte, two cookies and some funky kiwi drink out of the deal? Wtf, universe?! I didn't ask for this. It's like the cosmic forces are trying to make me fat with lattes and giant cookies. Which for some reason I feel obliged to have, because it's like, I didn't ask for it so it's free? =/ Wtf. Okay, getting off topic here.

I think when you're done reading this you'll see the irony of that previous sentence, actually. There's no topic here. Oh, and I'm just assuming you'll finish reading it, because you've come this far, and well... frankly you really ought to finish.

SO WE GET IN THE CAR, and drive for an hour in the wrong direction on purpose. This is a thing we do called "driving". I know, simple verb, we didn't invent it, etc. It's just how we sum up driving randomly around to do absolutely nothing, and it usually ends in some serendipitously amazing instance where we're absolutely convinced we didn't just waste an hour or two of our time.
This feeling quickly passes, but it's nice while it lasts.

Somewhere around the end of our... drivething, we came across a lake. Lakes are big and hard to miss, so naturally we saw it and thought, "Oh, a lake! " and had to pull up to walk around and stretch and breathe and take a couple pictures (that was mostly me). Now, okay, I'll just put this question out there: Why do people have parking lots when you can't park in them? =/ We pulled up, parked, just stepped out of the car and walked around a bit, and some waymetro ticketmanguy with frosted tips and shorts (which were unseasonably short but who am I to judge?) told us we needed to move. "There's another parking lot OVER THUR!" He said.

Now, I'm sorry, but we looked for that lot, and didn't find it.
He said to turn left, and the first left turn took us to the highway.
Well... no okay, maybe the first left turn took us down some residential street, but it still wasn't a parking lot.
So he's a liar.
I've decided I don't particlarly like him.

Anyway, before he corralled us back into the car and shooed us away, I did manage to take a couple of pictures, which I have submitted. So I'm just going to apologize for the picspam and hope my watchers (both of them, yes) aren't too upset with me clogging their notices thing.

And... we came home! Whew, okay, so that wasn't as long a day as I thought.

Oh, and I'm just going to throw this out there too: American election coverage aired instead of Eli Stone last night. This made me sad.
I'm sorry, but it's not like I couldn't have seen that on the news the next day.
And the results weren't entirely shocking either.
Which poses the- OH ONE MORE THING AFTER THIS I HOPE I DON'T FORGET. *ahem* T... ]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/21230862/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/21230862/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 18:01:07 PDT Bee-tee-dubs, The 20 Questions Challenge may still be found here: [link]

From ~Kegawa.

Basically, you comment this journal, I'll give you a letter, and you post ten things you like starting with that letter. (In a Journal of your own, that is. Like this one.)

Simple? I THINK SO.

1. Dark.
2. Doodling. lololol / Drawing.
3. DULE HILL OMG.
4. Doing my 20 QUESTIONS CHALLENGE. /pluggg
5. Dastardly schemes.
6. Devilish... devilthings.
7. Deviantart. (Can't forget that now...)
8. Dr. Horrible's Sing-along Blog. (downloaded the soundtrack yesterdayyy~)
9. Dr. Dog.
10. Dumb quizthings kind of like this!

Whew. Ten D-things. o_o Who knew that'd be kind of challenging?

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/21185529/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/21185529/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 11:54:03 PDT Why yes, The 20 Questions Challenge may still be found here: [link]

(Yes I know it doesn't make sense. I've been wanting to do it and birthday journal was slightly depressing. Oh, and Midem, dear, I'm sorry. D: YOU COMMENTED ME LAST SO YEAH. Andandand I edited the spelling a tad 'cause capitals IN WRONG PLACES bother me.)

Dear ~malevolentmemory:


I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when I quoted Santa in your camping car and I saw you sit on my avocado plant. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand how awful I've felt. I'm returning your Darth Vader-poster to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about our friendship.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,
~doctorsagree

RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The co... ]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/20775796/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/20775796/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 12:01:58 PDT If anyone cares, The 20 Questions Challenge may still be found here: [link]

So today is my seventeenth birthday. I must remember to change my profile on... all the sites I'm on.
That may take a while.

I don't know where the last year went, but it certainly didn't prove to be productive. Although, I do think this year has helped teach me to be much more confident, and to like myself alot more than I used to. I don't feel particularly older or anything... I guess I still feel like a kid. It all seems so fast, you know. One minute you're just standing there watching the waves and the next... you're being washed away by the tide.

It would seem now that I am older I would be more mature, but in truth, I can't say anything I've wanted to do or pictured myself doing as an older person has actually happened. I don't have a job, I don't have much of a school life right now, and I certainly don't have friends or a social life to speak of.

But you know what? I'm happy. Not about what I don't have, or what I wish I could be, but who I am now and where I am makes me perfectly content with my life. Sure there are moments where I feel absolutely miserable and just wish I could be like someone else for a little while, but I can't really say that's the case 100% of the time.


I've been thinking about college or uni, and I still haven't decided. It seems like a big step, and I don't really want to go, but maybe I should? I can't say. I'm so indecisive and scared of everything; how am I supposed to be an adult?

So my wish for this year is to just not be so pathetic. I don't want to be scared anymore. I want to be everything I can, and not hold back, and try my best not to care. No, trying not to care is kind of stupid, isn't it? I'll care if I want! Fuck 'em.

I'm going to believe in myself and learn. Give chances, take showers (not that I didn't do this before, but they'll be extra long ones with fancy soap), and just basically LIVE.

I know this may seem strange, but I've always felt a bit like if I didn't really LIVE, I wouldn't have die? I don't know how that makes sense, but there's always that nagging fear of dropping off the face of the earth without a trace. No proof or evidence of my stay here, and I want to make a difference. A huge, colossal, exponential difference. One big stupid fucking KAT WAS HERE across the sidewalk.

Yeah.
That sounds good.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/20363662/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/20363662/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 19:27:31 PDT The 20 Questions Challenge may still be found here: [link]

So I have this thing for school. It's a photography assignment that technically should've been done like... a thousand yesterdays ago? So um. Yes. I'm thinking I'll do it. The problem is, I have no idea what to do.

It's supposed to be inspired by the urban environment, specifically this city. All photos (there ought to be about eight or so) must relate and have a similar "theme" of sorts. They should be put together in a professional-looking portfolio and accompanied by a three page essay about the "theme" and why I chose these pictures, discussing my use of shading and textures, etc. Each piece should evoke emotion.

So I can't really say much.
I mean, the city doesn't have THAT much that doesn't scare the crap out of me to begin with, and "things that scare me" seems like too broad a theme. I don't have models or people I can MAKE model for me. None. So no people shots, please. (I am total fail when it comes to photographing myself.)
My lenses aren't the greatest, and I can't really catch moving things that well. I'd try it, but I don't know how good it'd be.
So I need something that stays relatively still, doesn't involve a person or people, and can easily be done in eight different ways that all still relate to a main theme.
Which I also don't have.

Yeah. Good times.
Whomever said homeschooling was easy should be shot.
That is, assuming they're not already dead.
If they are, I'd suspect something stress-related.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/20296010/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/20296010/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 11:46:19 PDT The 20 Questions Challenge may still be found here: [link]

What I wrote originally is now here: [link]

So then. I'm not entirely sure what to say today. I was in an extremely weird mood yesterday and nothing seemed to fix it. Nothing but a few weak eighties references and a butt joke or two. Maybe a boob joke in there as well.

Bananaaaa.

SO. I'm looking for really stupid names. Not names that are really ugly or ones you don't like, but names that are just plain stupid. Like names that make you go like "O_O WHAT?! HOW DID THAT HAPPEN? WHYYYY?! DEAR GOD WHYYY?!"

Yeah, those kinds of stupid names.

Suggestions plz.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/19933958/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/19933958/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 12:22:50 PDT
I don't really remember now what it is I wanted to say here. So um. How about a song?! I like songs. You don't even have to be blind to write them which I think is neat. Equality, y'know? I don't really know where I'm going with this, but I think my lack of sleep is now translating itself into something that closely resembles serious mental illness. Oh! Sleep! That totally reminds me, last night, I was sleeping, and I kept feeling a tickling on my arm like something insect-like was walking on it. But I didn't see anything there so I don't know maybe it was just my hair landing on it or something. Creepy though. You know that fact that no matter where you are you're no more than 8 feet away from a spider? I like that one. My bed isn't really 8 feet long or wide though, so I suppose that should be a safezone from the spideys. Maybe not, though, since it did imply the distance from the aforementioned spider could be less than 8 feet. I don't mind spiders, really. I catch 'em and put 'em in the garden to eat those little mites that ruin the beet leaves. Mites are nasty. Little bugs freak me out. They make me want to wear some sort of net apparatus to avoid them crawling into my orifices. Orifi? Orifici? I'm not entirely sure what the plural is of that. Hm.

Well I think I'm done now. That was fun. If you've read all the way through that, commiserations on losing those last minutes of your life. You won't ever get them back, so I sure hope you learned something. Perhaps not to follow any long-winded paragraph of mine blindly. Although I do suppose if you were doing anything blindly it would certainly not be reading. Don't worry, though, I'm sure there are other hobbies you may take up. Songwriting, perhaps?

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/18852872/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/18852872/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 16:05:49 PDT The 20 Questions Challenge may still be found here: [link]

So I have no idea why I'm writing this, other than to include the commentsy thing at the bottom which I totally stole from *Jupeboxgal just now.

I know! I'll make some lame excuses as to why I haven't answered any questions for my own challenge yet. Well, for one, school doesn't ever actually end for me and it looks like I'll be working on it nonstop over the summer holidays. Shot. Secondly, I don't have like... any models available to me, which I need, but I don't want to ask random people to pose for a picture. Thirdly, I can't find several things I need - such as a cauldron, a dinosaur figurine, models, a police station that'll let me into one of the holding cells, and many more! Seiously, if anyone knows where I can find a cauldron, one that has preferably not been cursed or used in the rituals of actual freaky shit, let me know.

That is all.

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Ask me to in your comment, and I will...
a) tell you why I friended you
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
c) tell you something I like about you
d) tell you a memory I have of you
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you

In return, you must post this in your journal.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/18137595/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/18137595/ Fri, 02 May 2008 18:02:23 PDT 's journal, 'cause I thought it'd be interesting.

1. Pick 10 of your favourite movies.
2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. Fill in the film title once it's guessed.

!! NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search functions for answers !!

*bonus cool points if you can name the character(s) speaking

1: "If I'm not back in five minutes... just wait longer." ~ Ace Ventura (solved by *AmyMudPie)

2: "I am wondering... what is in the bag?"

3: "You don't remember your name?"
"No, but for some reason I remember yours." ~ Spirited Away (solved by ~DuskFlower)

4: "You are the worst wedding singer in the world, buddy!"
"Sir, one more outburst from you and I will strangle you with my microphone wire." ~ The Wedding Singer (solved by ~Allycat100104)

5: "I don't know any songs."
"Well, I'll teach you some. For the moment, I'll name you assistant choir master."

6: "Prison."
"Albuquerque. See? I can do it too. Snorkel."

7: "What's he doing?"
"I can't ask him what he's doing. I'm supposed to tell him what he's doing. I ask him what he's doing and I'm gonna look like an idiot."

8: "Oh my God. Oh my God, is he nuts?"
"He no nuts, he's crazy!"

9: "Surely you don't expect me to believe this is your first time cooking?"
"It's not."
"I KNEW IT!"
"It's my third, fourth, fifth time. Monday was my first time." ~ Ratatouille (solved by ~Aiaki)

10: "I can't believe I flew 10,000 miles for this shit!"

I like some PRETTY WEIRD STUFF, so good luck getting these. Some of the quotes I picked are pretty obvious, while others are kind of... I dunno, just random.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/17766338/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/17766338/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 15:35:20 PDT Yet, I looked outside, and did I see rain?
No. No I did not.

It is now unbelievably sunny out, albeit windy, and I'm just a tad doubtful this weather won't stick around.

And I'm bored. O_o; Can't you tell?

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EDIT LIKE TWO DAYS LATER.

FOR A RANT. OKAY.

Wtf is it with people putting '...' or '.' as the descriptions for their deviations? Especially on those ones where it's like a naked person on a boat covered in melted chocolate or something? EXPLAIN THIS. UGHHHH ANGER ANGER HATE.

Oh, and WHY THE FLARN CAN I NOT FIND A DECENT RP PARTNER WHO WON'T QUIT THE RP RANDOMLY KTHX!?!?


]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/17444633/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/17444633/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 19:52:16 PDT I have been officially rejected for the job below and I am happy.

Alrighty. Well that was interesting.
Aside from the chick who kept saying "in somewhat ways" instead of "in some ways" everyone there seemed relatively sane.
Now, I don't think by any stretch of the imagination I'd be getting the job.
Because compared to the other people there, I suck.

I've decided I don't really care, and I would rather be stabbed in the eye while dancing on broken glass than work retail. I hate people. I'm not kidding. People suck butt.
Er... but if I DO get that job... uhh someone remind me not to link my future co-workers to my dA page. Thanks.

But the good side to all of this is now I can start looking for other jobs! I'm thinking something like an IT intern, since those pasty nerds would be all sproing at anything remotely resembling a female humanoid. Or... not humanoid. Hey. Whatever.

So. Yeah. That's pretty much it. Oh, and I have shoes.
I love shoes.
Srsly.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/17272707/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/17272707/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 14:38:12 PDT OH YEAH.

So very impossibly awesome.

I may or may not have just gotten a job interview.
For Tuesday the 18th, 4PM, which I will now be treating as 3:30PM because I really suck with being on time. I must bring references, which I don't exactly have.
And it sounds like fun, I think.
It's a group interview, so I should be fine.
I think.

The 20 Questions Challenge may still be found here: [link]

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/16965596/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/16965596/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 16:48:52 PST
Don't ask me where it was, 'cause the answer is somewhat (very) insane and embarrassing.

In other news, our happy-go-idiot internet provider decided it'd be fun to screw around with us. They shut off out internet, saying we had a virus, and to scan our system then call them back so they could turn it on. We did, they didn't. We had to pay quite a chunk of change for the virus scanny program, and they didn't do anything at all. They were like "Oh, well, it could still be in there."
Oh that's right. Why was I stupid enough to think this would be enough? Oh wait, 'CAUSE YOU SAID SO YOU FLAMING BAG OF TURD.
-cough- Okay, so anyway, skip to the end = the computer is reformatted and empty and shiny and new-like. And I have internet.
Idiots.


The 20 Questions Challenge may still be found here: [link]

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/16839940/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/16839940/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 20:36:05 PST [link]



Went and done gone tagged me. So. Yeah.

Here are the rules:

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post 8 aleatory facts of themselves.
3. Tagged people should write a Journal\Blog about these facts.
4. In the end, tag and name 8 more people.
5. Go to their DA pages and comment saying that they are tagged and hugged.

Hm... let's see what we've got here... hm. Something you guys don't already know? Well... some of you may know these.

1. I'm obsessed with "smellies". This includes soaps, candles, etc. Seriously. In a very annoying talk about it all the time sort of way. Coming to a store near you, it's... SOAPZILLA. Yeah. Like that.

2. I like buttons. I have a large orange one on my monitor that says "The beatings will continue until morale improves."

3. Both my mother and I are vegetarians.

4. A lot of times when I knock something over, and try to put it back, I'll knock down five more things in the process.

5. I still can't find my lens.

6. I have glow-in-the-dark silly putty on my desk that I play with whilst I wait out loading times.

7. There is a mounting stack of books upon my dresser, many of which I will probably never read.

8. For some reason, my room seems to accumulate empty cups and forks. Don't ask me why, there aren't any plates in here, there are just... lots of cups, and lots of forks. o_o


I tag:



And that's all for now 'cause I'm lazy. ^^

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/16529324/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/16529324/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 21:49:57 PST EDIT: My lens has been found! So I will now start attempting to answer questions! Yay. Oh, and if you haven't done so already, please leave me a question. Thanks to everyone who has agreed to try this challenge.

20 Questions Challenge

So, similar to the '100 Themes Challenge', this is a '20 Questions' one. Instead of themes, there are questions. Questions you get from other people. See? And since 20 is a smaller number than 100, it's considerably less intimidating to start and hopefully finish.

Here's the deal:
20 people give you 20 different questions, and you have to answer them with a piece of art, instead of words.
Simple as that.
It can be a really deep, serious question, or even something totally random and bizarre.
"Do you believe in gravity?"

Of course, the title of each '20 Questions' piece submitted should probably be the question. If the question is too long, stick it in the description along with a link to whoever supplied the question. Remember, none of these should be out of your own mind, mmkay?

No super strict rules. The point is to have fun with this, people.

And since I'm a bit of a nerd when it comes to message boards, it'd be nice if you'd link back here, since I will SO not be peddling this on the forums.

Anyway, yeah, that's pretty much it. Feel free to drop me a question, 'cause I'm gonna start this as soon as I can locate my lens. And to all of you, anyone reading this, I challenge you to try this. Really. I do. Get your friends, family, watchers, mailpersons, EVERYONE to give you a question so you can get to answering!

If you've got any comments or questions (they won't count ) feel free to share. Also, let me know if you decide to start this. ^^ Thanks.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/16514180/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/16514180/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 23:06:19 PST
I think someone took it. e_e Yeah.

Whoever took it, seriously, please, give it back. ;-; I'll order you something online? I'll MAKE YOU SOMETHING. Uhm. Yes. How would you like a nice DEATH.

YEAH THAT'S RIGHT. 'CAUSE I'M GONNA FREAKING KILL YOU, JERK.

But yeah, give it back plz.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/16243073/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/16243073/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 16:18:42 PST That's officially the most anything I've ever had. Ever.

So my New Years celebration (if you can call it that) went reasonably well. We went to visit my cousins and played games and were just generally lame people. It was nice.

So we had soup and pizza for dinner then we played Mad Gab (farking boring btw, but it was fun to watch my uncle try to say the words. I don't think he ever quite caught on to what the game was about. Poor guy) and then we watched the countdown on TV. They don't have cable. It's sad.

THEN we opened a whole bunch of crackers and I got a whole bunch of those paper hats. I like those. I got a measuring tape out of one of my crackers. It goes to 3FT which I think is stupid. Although it was useful to say "we're going to get THIS much snow tonight" and hold up 12CM of tape. That went on for a while.

As we were getting ready to leave, my uncle pulled out this paint meter reader things, where it'll tell you the name of the colour of whatever you scan. We enjoyed that for a while, then my cousin suggested putting it on our skin to see what colour we are. Nice. Well the stupid little thing deemed me a lovely "Nordic Gray". Everyone else was like "Summer Peach" or "Woven Gold". I sulked for a bit after that one.

So then, I hope you all had a wonderful holiday, and your back-to-school transition goes as smoothly as possible.
Oh, and if anyone sees my lens lying about, please let me know.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/16154297/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/16154297/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 15:12:06 PST Titles suck.

SO then. I've recently decided photography was much more interesting and worthwhile than I ever gave it credit for, and I would really like to get back into it.

This story is long and altogether uninteresting, so you may want to save yourself and turn back now.
Just a warning.

Aaanyhoozle, first I pick up my camera and am like "Geez, normally that little light is on, what's up?" and so I spent about twenty minutes trying figure THAT out. Turns out my battery was deaddeaddead. RECHARGE TIME, I said. Nope. WRONG. I couldn't find the little chargey cable thing. So I looked for that for about four hours. Then I found it, plugged it in, went to sleep. I woke up the next day, put the newly charged battery BACK in my camera, and thought, "Y'know, Self, this lens isn't really that great for those close-up shots. Let's find the close-uppy lens." NOPE WRONG WRONG NOT HAPPENING. I still can't find it. God. I've looked every-freakin'-where. My room, my mum's room, several closets, the basement, and every other sundry spot it may or may not have been at one point in its sad existence.

So basically, mum said she'd get me a new one if I can't find it in a month. BUT I DON'T WANT A NEW ONE K. I want /mine/. -whinesob-

asiudhajdasd. Basically I'm letting my little page (and any unfortunate soul who happens to be watching me) know that there will be nothing new added until I can FIND THAT STUPID FARKING LENS.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/15165849/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/15165849/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 22:03:33 PDT Hahaha.
I slay me.

Wicked. So. I'm still a dork. No change there. I'm also still homeschooled. Big fan-freakin'-doo. I know. The only thing I think I'm going to be changing starting like, right now, is my total neglect towards this site. I have art. I still have a camera. I still need excuses not to do homework. So hey, works out for everyone. Well... okay not everyone, but for me, and that's what's important.

So, Halloween is coming up and I haven't found any turnips to carve. I suppose pumpkins will have to suffice again this year. Now, if I were to go trick-or-treating, which I don't think I will, but hypothetically, I'd probably be very anxious about not having a costume at all.

My friends have all come up with wicked ideas for costumes, including several video game characters and a pizza guy.
I for one think I'm just going to end up going as a crazy person.
They always look normal, so I don't think I'd need much of a costume.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/12354178/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/12354178/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 18:29:19 PDT
No new photos, I'm busy with being bad at something else for a change, and hopefully I won't be this incompetant when I actually have an interest in the task at hand. I actually thought I /was/ interested in the current assignment, but now that I've got that small bout of insanity over and done with, I honestly can't remember what I was so jazzed about in the first place. Hm...

It'll come to me, eventually.
I'm sure of it.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/10573208/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/10573208/ Tue, 31 Oct 2006 16:16:40 PST

I love Halloween, but this year, I'm boycotting. Now, I guarantee you this has nothing to do with the fact that I have no friends to celebrate with, or the fact that I've just spend the entire month in therapy rather than in school where I should be. Nope. I've come to the conclusion it is the lone fact that because my mum bought the Doritos instead of the Smarties, I will not even help shell out.

I'm a rebel.

The evil voice in my head, that is telling me I suck, has now been identified as 'it'. Yes. e_e Oh how I loathe thee. So far so good, but I prefer to look at it as a jury, and the 'it' is like... the evil guy on the jury, who tries to make everyone think the wrong thing and yeah.

So, with 2 pumpkins on the steps, approximately 7 trick-or-treaters I've hidden from so far, and about 5 juice boxes who've seen better days.

I make no promises, but I hope to begin creating again soon.

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/10235396/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/10235396/ Sat, 30 Sep 2006 10:15:57 PDT
Anyway, someone has a birthday tomorrow, I'll give you three guesses. No, stupid, William Shatner's birthday is... well... that'd just be wrong if I knew when that was. Try again.

Ooh, yeah, it's mine! And with one guess left. That's awesome.

So yeah, I do have a... slight... problem with birthdays. I don't know how to deal with cakes and singing and ugh... it's just not going to be happy. I find ways to resent all of my gifts too. "Oh, cash? Thanks. Shows you care, really."

So, should I submit any birthday-related pictures in the next week or so, it is done out of spite and pure hatred for the event that will take place tomorrow. The act of pointing and shooting to capture the moment will most likely be done, albeit begrudgingly.

I will try to act as (im)mature about this as possible, but I'm warning you, right this second, a happy update should not be expected.

Oh, and, to refresh on Megan/Dad/Ihatelife saga... Megan and Dad are no longer speaking. DNA test has not been discussed. I'm starting to wonder if either of them know it's my birthday tomorrow. Not that Megan would care or Dad would be invited, it's just... yeah.

Happy Birthday, you know?

]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/9867727/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/9867727/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 23:04:57 PDT
Oh well, they were too much for me anyway.


DAMN YOU EMPTY GALLERY.


I'm going to take/post some pictures when my life becomes less busy. School, shopping, freaking out about school and shopping. I hope the ideas I've got aren't too big.

And I hope I'm not too lazy to take the damn picture before it gets dark like last time. -_-

Oh a completely unrelated note, I need to remember to buy a wallet. Because if I have no cash, and store that in my wallet, I'll always remember I'm broke and need a job. Better remember to get one of them, too. ]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/9774733/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/9774733/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 18:04:41 PDT


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WOO. That's right. e__e Super pwnage.

I feel special in a not really kind of way... o_o

*enjoys the super journal powers*



]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/9763881/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/9763881/ Thu, 17 Aug 2006 18:56:32 PDT
Okay, I drew a couple crappy pictures, ate half a pizza by myself (SO never doing that again... -.-), and realized I hate sleeping for less than 10 hours at a time.

Not nearly as productive as I usually am. So, I've done /practically/ nothing.

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Lately I've been getting this alot:

"Why not live your life instead of wasting it playing games all the time?"

I still like replying...

"Dude. You are freaking kidding me. You say life like I /have/ one."

It's just getting old, though.

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Maybe I'll post some old pictures later on in the week, if this bad bad unproductiveness continues. >.> ]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/9607015/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/9607015/ Sat, 05 Aug 2006 11:02:31 PDT The only difference is it doesn't limit itself to an hour on weekday afternoons, it's all the time, every day.

To start us off on this saga: My dad is dying, still, and we haven't spoken in over a month. Probably more. I have issues with him, and I always have, I just hate that this is happening now.

Plot twist: I may have a half sister. I knew this before, but no one ever really talked about it, so I assumed it was a dead subject. She contacted my dad a few days ago, and wants a DNA test. This is so Maury Povich. ._.

Her name is Megan.

Until next time: They're meeting again on monday, I'm not too pleased with this whole "SURPRISE, a sibling!" thing, but still, it'd be nice to have one... kinda... I don't know.

My mum always says it's either laugh or cry, and I fear this time I will be crying. Last night, trying to sleep, I couldn't help it. Everything at once, everything piled up on top of everything else just... ugh. I'm not saying I'm the only one this is happening to, but it really, really sucks. ]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/9511714/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/9511714/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 12:55:45 PDT
How fucking stupid can I be?

In four days I managed to be burnt, bitten, flooded out of my tent, annoyed to bits by our neighbours, driven out of the shower line-up TWICE by the cleaning lady, didn't see any wildlife except for poison ivy which I fell/sat in, and on top of everything, I haven't really slept at all in two days.

"Did you have fun?"
"Mrrphgh..."
"Is that a yes."
"Shut. Up."

Right now, I'm looking forward to not living next door to a family of 5 guitar-playing, perpetually-farting man-boys. Who seem to think flinging a plastic ruler at each others' chests and hearing the slapping sound it makes on contact is good fun. OR the gaggle of twelve (maybe more) kids who just played poker and.... some other card games all day. I can't remember. They yelled alot. -_-

Yup. That was my holiday. All in four days my friends. All in four days...


Missed you all. ]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/9020910/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/9020910/ Fri, 09 Jun 2006 17:40:45 PDT
Anyway, aside from that, no new pictures. But I have some new music to listen to. So. Nyeah. With good music and a camera bigger than your head, life is sweet.

Thinking about getting a microphone. No good reason for wanting one. Or, a new lense for my super freakoid of a camera which is so huge has it's own tote bag but can't zoom more than three inches. (This last part isn't here for any good reason, I just feel like making my journal that little bit longer.)

Happy weekend everyone! ^^ ]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/8930875/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/8930875/ Wed, 31 May 2006 13:40:25 PDT What? It's really hot outside...

I'm trying to work up the courage to go and visit this new school. o_o People are scary whilst learning, let me tell you. All I can think of is being the new girl again, and that hasn't gone over too well in the past. Either I've been beaten up, yelled at, beaten up AND yelled at, or liked... and that was the worst of them all. >.<
Don't get me wrong, it's not like I'm saying there's no way this place can win with me, it's just that... I dunno... I hate having attention brought to me under any circumstance.

Yeah, maybe I need to work a bit more on this. But this is something I hate being told how to handle. Either way, I'm off to find some skittles and some iced tea for the time I plan to spend wailing away in front of the computer. Indeed. ]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/8853810/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/8853810/ Tue, 23 May 2006 11:20:14 PDT
Some of what I've posted already is going into scraps, because none of it is recent. Just a warning to anyone who's seen it and might be wondering where something is. That's where. I'll be posting some of the new things and probably a couple more old things as I've been just oh-so-productive this weekend, I guess I want to prove it.

Hope everyone had a great weekend.
]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/8792059/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/8792059/ Tue, 16 May 2006 19:17:00 PDT At least it's not me. At least it's not completely, totally, inexplicably my fault. Accidents do happen...
Not. Fair. *tantrum*

In other news, I think I've fixed the problem... and I'm gonna upload some pictures here later on tonight.
Old ones though. Old, stinky, pixelly ones. e.e ]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/8781080/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/8781080/ Mon, 15 May 2006 17:23:35 PDT and I hate it.

Other than that I'm bored. And hyperr. Sooo... I guess I'll be off to... I dunno... crap I'm really bored! O_O;; This is what I get for only adding five people to my new msn list. e.e; I'd love to talk to the personality who was in charge that day, boy they'd get an earful.
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My computer dude also deleted AIM... so... I can't talk to anyone cool. ._.;

I'm just ranting pointlessly. I need a social life. >.< ]]> ~doctorsagree http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/8763206/ http://doctorsagree.deviantart.com/journal/8763206/ Sat, 13 May 2006 21:38:54 PDT This is kind of the part where I'm taking care of making an Av and ID (that'd happen tomorrow most likely), and then I set off to make new friends. XD
Ouch.
And I thought the Av part was tough, what with sizing issues and all. >.<
I don't know though, I think this site might be fun now that I've actually joined. I've had a few users from it on my favourites list for... a long time. I would just keep going back to see pretty pictures. ^_^ Anyway, I got a camera for christmas last year and now I'm, to say the least, a little obsessed.

Aaaaanyway, this would be more interesting, but it's late and I'm tired and I've actually resorted to singing songs to staying awake. ._.; Goodnight... nobody. Gr. That's sad. Eh, I'll comment on some people tomorrow, make friends. ]]> ~doctorsagree