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deviantART: by:dpluva http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:dpluva&section=today deviantART RSS for by:dpluva en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 31 Dec 2009 16:51:44 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png --SUPER IMPORTANT-- http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/29295282/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/29295282/ Wed, 30 Dec 2009 02:44:40 PST Yahoo. o3o; And a horrible memory. ;;;;

MSN BUDDIES:
I don't want to lose touch with you guys D: so... Can you give me your email addresses so I can re-add you? My account has the words 'easily amused' in it, just so you know that it's me who's adding you to my contact list.

]]> *dpluva Wanted: http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/29133701/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/29133701/ Wed, 23 Dec 2009 17:48:59 PST --EDIT--

OMFGGGGGGG.... The earth has restored to it's natural order thanks to ~chamsky. THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH for helpin' me find it. I honestly would have never thought of looking for it on SLG's online store to be honest. *is retarded*

BUT THANK YOUUUU again! Hurrr.

Dib figurine --> [link]

If you find one available anywhere I will fucking love you. And if you buy it for me, I'll probably give you my soul omfgggggggggg. <3

]]> *dpluva TO DO LIST http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28899708/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28899708/ Wed, 23 Dec 2009 04:32:39 PST

* RQ for =ectoranium (DONE)

* RQ for ~1-Girl-Army (NEXT)

* Contest Entry for *Z-A-D-R

* New devID

]]> *dpluva OMGOMGGG http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28873210/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28873210/ Thu, 10 Dec 2009 20:39:24 PST
_{That is all. ~<3}

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IT'S BEEN DOING THAT FOR FREAKING I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG NOW. It's not the first two reasons for sure. I know it has something to do with my computer but I don't know how to fix it.

_{help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee}

]]> *dpluva ...Oh..... um, well. o: http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28671304/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28671304/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 13:21:30 PST
BY THE WAY GUYTH... I'm alive. U: I'm in, uh _{don't remember if I already told you this but} I left for Denver, CO last Thursday, and well... I'm still there. : D So, I really can't do much. Considering that I have limited access to zee internet around here. Our hotel doesn't really have wifi, so I gotta use the computers in the lobby. And, uh.. I don't know if it's costing me for every minute I'm on the computer SO.. I should probably get off soon.

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Yeh.

_{_{I love you alllllll ;3;}}

]]> *dpluva Hay guyth.. http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28441609/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28441609/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 21:05:58 PST Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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Uh.. sorry for being lame and inactive-y. >:

Only excuse I can come up with is school and work again. Blah. And lack of motivation to draw/post stuff.

On another note... is anyone other than *FreeMySins and I, planning on going to the 2010 Comic-Con? I really wanna gooooooooooooo.. x3x

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva Wanted a cheer up... http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28340898/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28340898/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 20:02:46 PST Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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hehehe.....

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WELL. This is actually

that hacked into *dpluva's account. C:< She doesn't know that I posted this journal, as of yet. Until people comment, that is. Haha.

This was fun. I just wanted to say that I still love you as a best friend, not just a friend. c: So, brownie points there. I can't stop laughing right now, you have no idea. xD

So, there you go. Your surprise journal that I wanted to post when I was at your house. c: But I posted it now. LU. C:

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva We're still buds.... http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28251633/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28251633/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 18:01:50 PST Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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......

We're still buddies. Just... minus the romance part. Yes. I'm hurt. A lot. I'm not gonna lie, or sugarcoat anything... I'll probably cry some more after I'm done with this journal.

But... you know what? I'll get over it. It's life, ye'know? Teen-love doesn't last long anyway. I was stupid to think our relationship was any different. I even went out of my way to ignore the obvious signs that it was going to end soon. I knew right away when she quit RPing with me, and made the switch back to LoZ and became close with her old friends again. I can't judge, though. They used to be super-close buds before she even KNEW who the hell I was. Who did I think I was, thinking I could ever compete with them? >-> No. I have no hate. It would be fucking retarded of me to hate someone who can take better care of my girly than me. Anyway... those were only warning flags. Not the actual cause of this relationship's demise. She said that she couldn't handle being in a closet relationship anymore. She didn't like having to hide our love from the world. But... I don't believe that's why she stopped loving me.

Things just simply changed. Her life changed. Things are completely different now than they were the day we started going out. Time can easily change someone's heart. That's nobody's fault.

I just need to conquer one of my weaknesses right now: my heart.

Ye'see... I recently discovered that I don't like to keep my heart locked up, hidden away inside me. I like to give it to someone else to keep. When I fall in love with someone, my heart is almost literally in the palm of their hands... whether they know it or not. It can be beaten and torn and stabbed several times and I still won't want it back. Sure, I can get angry and pissed, or upset, or depressed, or feel neglected, or get hurt... But I wouldn't dare take my heart away from someone. They'll just have to find a way to give it back to me, or continue to stab it until I'm dead. On the inside, and maybe even literally.

She doesn't love me anymore. I still love her. See the problem? The only choice I see right now is to just let change happen. And take more control of my heart. And not be so secretive about who I truely am.

I am going to draw some more vore now.

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva Ecty left today ;^; http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28224586/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28224586/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 18:25:50 PST Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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I saw =ectoranium off at the bus station around 10 hours ago, and she's still on her way home. It's a long ride. .n. We had fun, but not nearly as much as we would've if she wasn't sick. But that's nobodys fault.

I did get to cuddle with her a little, and look at the stars with her. *3*

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*siiiiiiiigh* I already miss her. ;n;

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva Can't sleep... http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28117279/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28117279/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 23:57:25 PST Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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So.. um... I'll right a journal. U: ;;;;;

My girly =ectoranium came over friday. With the flu. I mean, come on. What are the odds of her getting the flu the same freaking week that she comes over here. xD I feel sorry for her. D:

Day (Night) 1--
I pick her up at the bus and we give eachother a big hug o3o <3. Then we head over to Walmart to get some pocky, because sadly... I've never have pocky before. She says that every Walmart would have it somewhere in the grocery section. Apparently not in Nebraska. x'D So instead of having that trip to Wally-World be a total waste, we decide to get some chocolate covered pomegranates (sp)instead. Mmmmmm. We get home and settle things down, and play a bit of Zelda. Then, my friend calls me at midnight in tears (she has issues with her stepdad .n.), telling me to come pick her up. So there me and Ecty gooooo. After picking her up, I get pulled over. o_o And I don't have my driver's liscence with me.

Thankfully though, my friend and the cop that pulled me over know eachother somehow, and the cop lets us go with not even a warning. o: Thank. God.

Day 2--
8D Halloweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen. I was supposed to buy tickets for the concert this day, but I was still debating on whether or not I could afford it, and whether or not it was worth it. Then it turned out they they were all sold out. x: So Ecty and I wene t to a haunted house (which sucked balls x'D) and then went to the Red Box and rented Monsters VS. Aliens. Cute movie. I've seen it before, but Ecty hasn't.. so we rented it anyway. o3o And that was pretty much it for the day, other than playing Zelda.

Day 3--
Daylight savings, I suppose. Both Ecty and I woke up really confused. xD Neither her or I had a clue that it was daylight savings, but meh.. we managed. Ecty and I went back to town to get her some medicine for her sinuses (flu still D: ) and played Nicktoons Unite: Battle for Volcano Island or something along those lines. Then for supper, we went to a Chinese buffet because we both like Chinese food so, why not? U: .... Then Ecty ate a sushi roll and found it rather... crunchy. o_o I don't blame her for losing her appetite. xD We got home, and played some Zelda a little bit... and then played Wii Fit. According to the game, I'm 22 years old. D8 Ecty's 33. XD Wii Fit can be kinda mean sometimes. I did homework while the family played the game some more and then we got ready for bed, and we pretty much snuggled until I fell asleep.

Day 4--
D: Monday. Apparently Ecty didn't sleep at all last night. I got up around 5:45 in the morning and took a long shower... and then went to school, leaving my girly all by herself for the rest of the day. D8> I still feel bad. All she could do while I was at school, was either go on the internet, play the Wii, or sleep. I guess she played on the Wii for a little bit, then got on the internet... only for it to go down. And then she pretty much took a nap. When I got home, we played (or more, I watched her play.. but I honestly don't mind) Zelda some more. o3o It was interesting to see how fast she can beat Twilight Princess. I like Midna. *3* She's prettyyyyy.

We had Runza with fries, and fry sauce for supper. U: Runzas are a Nebraska thing. I dun' really want to explain what they are. Look it up, or something.

Now, It's waaaaaaaaay past my bedtime. And my girly decided to sleep upstairs tonight. Maybe she got tired of me suffocating her at night. D: xD

And now I can't sleep. Hence... why I wrote this journal. Mlegh, school's gonna suuuuuuck in the morning. Dx

Seriously, I was sooo tired before coming down to my room. And I actually fell asleep. But I woke up about a half an hour later and I haven't been able to go back to slee... ]]> *dpluva 8D http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28001136/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/28001136/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 18:49:05 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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Three moar daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays sjdFJDIAOPFJVXFAKDHSL

Cx I can't wait to be with my girly again. Also, wish her luck. D: She isn't looking forward to riding a bus halfway across the states.

*hugglesmooch* I love you, hun. =u=

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva Owwww http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27862682/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27862682/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 20:43:19 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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Why does the female reproductive system have to be so painful? xC
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On an unrelated note--
I just realised today that there are a few people that used to talk to me frequently on Messenger, who now don't ever seem to be online anymore. It worries me, because there's no other way for me to CONTACT them other than MSN. What if they're dead? This is really eerie. D: >
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On another unrelated note--
I'm starting to feel that just about all of my really close friends online have simply stopped caring about the IZ fandom. That's.. very depressing to me. I remember when I would RP the show on a daily basis, and now, I don't see so much as a simple drawing of Zim anymore.

On yet another unrelated note--
My girly is coming over in two weeeeeeeeeeeeeks. Cx> *cheers up instantly* HOMG we're gonna fawk Nebraska UP with our faggotry. Ho yus. We might even go to a concert on Halloween night if I can afford it. Buckcherry's gonna be there. Saving Abel's gonna be there. But I just wanna go because dEAf PEdESTRIANS are gonna be thar. You probably haven't heard of them, but MAN. THEY KICK ASS.
*starts singing* It's good to be a geek. It's good to be a creep. It's good to draw my piiiictures that no one will ever see~

dakl;fdasfas I can't wait to see mah Zimmy in rl again. Cx ~<3

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Wow.

I didn't expect this journal to be so long. I was just gonna say how painful it is to be female. xD

Which it is. D:

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva iScribble.net is PISSING ME OFF. http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27840790/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27840790/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 17:29:43 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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Everytime I try to draw on a board, I get signed out. And I don't know what the fuck the problem is or how to fix it. iScribble was pretty much my last resort for making anything deviantART worthy for posting, because I don't have Adobe Photoshop. So... yeah. Don't expect anything from me anytime soon. >'C

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva Hrrrrm. http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27623007/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27623007/ Tue, 06 Oct 2009 19:52:43 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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I can't really think of any new ZADR-related ideas to put up here on dA. I might just draw a few scenes of the RPs that I used to do frequently.

Some of them, a little more odd then others. But the ~MiniZ-A-D-R club needs moar entries soooooo... OH and I wanna enter the dev-id contest in the club o3o if it's not too late.

And if I stop being lazy, I'll put a splash of fanart from OTHER shows (maybe even a certain band) here and there... but mostly IZ i guess. Also, crossovers are fun.

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva als;jflasjfaksl;fj http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27521888/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27521888/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 13:37:53 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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I needz a new journal. My journals seem to be getting more and more depressing lately.

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Am I emo? D:

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva ._. http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27459855/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27459855/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 00:20:55 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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I just need somewhere to get this off of my chest.

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I fucking hate my school. I fucking hate my job. I fucking hate Hastings. I fucking. Hate. NEBRASKA. OH MY FUCKING GOD there is nothing to look forward to here. >C There isn't even an Art Institute.

I feel like I'm doing constant labor and getting NOWHERE from it. My coworkers AND BOSS are all potheads, and at least half of the people there are whores. They treat me like shit. The customers treat me like shit and most of them don't even tip, while I only get payed 3.50 an hour. My last paycheck was less than 14 fucking dollars. But I feel like, if I quit.. I'm just gonna find another job that will be exactly the same way.

What the hell am I gonna do with myself? ;n; I already feel like more than half of my life is drained from me. What the hell am I gonna do after I graduate? If constantly working at a shitty job and being miserable is all I have to look forward to in life, then what's the point?

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva Got addicted to SSBB again. ;;; http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27138459/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27138459/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 18:18:24 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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Does anyone here wanna Brawl? o3o My girleh got me into SSBB again, but she's not online at the moment.. and she's pretty much the only one who actively plays online with me.

My friend code is 3910-1589-7751. I can has yers pl0x?? U:> ;;;; Then you get to kick my ass. 8D

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva Baaack~ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27081088/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27081088/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 18:03:05 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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I'm back! 8D

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Whaddaya mean "you left?"?? o: PFF. Of course you missed me. I know it. I KNOW IT.

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva And I don't have the balls.. http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27024771/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/27024771/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 21:55:47 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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I don't have what it takes to speak what's burning in my mind right now. I can't hurt people. I can't. I just can't. I can't defend myself, no matter HOW hurt I feel right now. Deeply. If someone doesn't notice something, and just says it never existed in the first place, then so be it. I'll just hide under a rock while everything falls apart, and someone ends up injured somehow and I get the blame anyway.

I have no fucking clue how growing up the way I did turned me into such a coward. I just am one. Emily's right about what she told me a few years ago: I need to stick up for myself. But what she doesn't get is, that IT'S. NOT. IN. MY. BRAIN. I can't speak my mind. Even when SHE was one of the people that hurt me recently.

Sure, yes. It's my fault. What chance do I got in proving otherwise? It's my word against yours. You win. I'm not good enough.

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You can comment, but I ain't replying to anyone. 'Tis just an emo-rant anyway. I've had a lot of those lately.

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva I don't hate love... http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/26981819/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/26981819/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 16:55:52 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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I just can't brag about it like my friends can. My friend Heather at school, was talking about hickeys that her and Sam would get from their boyfriends. And that Sam and HER boyfriend had sex for the first time. D:>

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IwishIcouldshowoffhickeys. ;3; *whiney jealous emo rant done*

ME AND LEXY KISSED FIRST AND HAVE BEEN GOING OUT LONGER. TAKE THAT, BITCH!!!

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Kay, NOW done. ;;;;;

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva I hate thiissssss... http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/26806712/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/26806712/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 21:43:26 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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I can't get online for more than an hour anymore since school and my JOB started last week. It's just non-stop.. slave-labor, pretty much.

It's killing meeeeeeeeeeee. xmx

Don't expect much from me for like.. er... well, maybe EVER. Because once school ends, I'll hafta find take multiple jobs plus college afterwards. And then life.

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God damn it all.

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva OH SHI- http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/26591922/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/26591922/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 14:46:39 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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You know what I just realized? ...I'm 18. 8'D That means.. I can see deviations that can only be viewed by users at the age of 18 or older!!!

GIMME ZADR PRONZ, PLZ. LINKS. LIIINKKSSSSS.

If you know of any really good pictures under the mature-warning-label. I wanna seeeeeee it. D:

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

]]> *dpluva Why does everything hafta fall apart or die? http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/26581720/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/26581720/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 02:09:25 PDT Gallery | Favourites | Watch me | Note me

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My life is continuing to fall apart as my mom and stepdad fight, and dreading the start of my senior year in highschool. The highschool principle and half the teachers hate me now.. and I'm not just saying that. They reeeally do hate me, due to an incident last spring. But that's a different story. Also, my JOB starts on the same day as school does, and I can already smell the impending stress and depression heading my way.

If that's not enough. One of the very few things I'd go to COPE with all of this is dying as well. Why must everyone leave the ZADR fandom? ;n; Not only that, but the IZ fandom all together seems to be dissappearing. =m=;

I just feel like something inside of me is dying, too. What should I do?

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

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That means my birthday is over. :c *doesn't feel speshul no moar*

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

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There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free. I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

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I read every one of them. And it cheered me up to know that people care. ;u; I just didn't know how to reply to any of them on my last journal, because I thought my 'thank you's would sound.. well, meaningless. I DO appreciate the good thoughts and the hugs and support, though. Making a new journal because this last one seemed too melodramatic. If I used the right word. ;; ANYWAY, I'm feeling a lot better than last night.

SO..

I've been jobless this whole summer and it was kinda bumming me out. The only money that I got this summer was from farmwork/fieldwork (yes, I live on a FARM. fyi o3o) and it was just barely enough to be able to go on my lovely trip to San Diego with my girlfriend. But now, I'm kinda sorta broke. And I owe money. Lul. ;;; And so the job hunting began. Or more like.. er, sitting around and waiting for one to pop up (I'm LAZY, ok? Dx).

Nothing happened of course, and my family was starting to get pissed at me for being a lazy-ass, and preaching to me about how I'm not gonna make it to college. And then last week my friend Heather texted me asking how I'd been this summer, and I told her the situation. Lolll turns out that her job at the Italian restaraunt has a few openings and is looking for employees. And they'd prefer to find friends of employee's that already WORK there. So I'm like.. "hot DAMN." and drove over there as soon as possible and filled out an application. I went to the interview today. And got the job. *glee* I start out on the 19th (which is the first day of SCHOOL I found out Dx;; ) instead of this coming week, because.. you know... funeral. ;;;

BUT ANYWAY. I has job nao. o3o And I might get to see my girlfriend in Utah this faallllllllllll. <3

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~Song by 'Cage the Elephant' (quoted by Jordan Glawe in her last facebook post)

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I want to scream.

Her face won't leave my head, and every memory of her is flooding into my brain as I'm typing this. God, my eyes must be cherry red by now from all this sudden outburst in sobbing. Jordan was always nice to me, even if we weren't CLOSE friends. She always was fun to talk to in art class, and was a GREAT drawer herself. She would even talk about how cool I was... NOBODY says that to me in school. Most everyone else would just avoid conversations with me at all. And I was very ignorant of this. I never really talked to her like I should have. I didn't know how great she was until it was too late.

I COULD HAVE BEEN A BETTER FRIEND, BUT NOW SHE'S FUCKING DEAD.

So.

I just found out that two of my friends got into a car accident a couple of hours ago. One of them is pronounced dead, while the other is being airlifted to the hospital right now. Her arm is broken, and her brain is bleeding right now. So.. I don't know if she'll make it either. ;n;

We need support over here right now, and if you're religious. Pray. Please. TT_TT

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It's late and I had a long day, so... Well, my original plan was to break the trip down to each day. But, I'm too exhausted (lazy) to follow that plan, SO.. I'll just show you a shit-load of pretty pictures and tell you about'em. Yes?

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Let's start with the awesome ~Bloodbabe2003 and ~Wicabeth. C:

I'm not gonna tell you who is who, incase they don't want you to knooow. But, first thing =ectoranium and I did when we came to the Con was hunt these two down and stalk them and Jhonen for the rest of the day.

Second day, the one in the blue dressed up as Dib. And had fuckin' awesome boots. *want* And Wicabeth gave us cannnndyyyyy. <3

Tony Stark and........some ugly faggot. Lul. ;;;

Er, it's still undecided if this was the real guy or not. Ecty says he probably is, but three other people have said that he's just a look-alike. A pretty damn close look-alike if you ask me. Plus there was a freakin' huge crowd around him, so.. *shrug* You decide.

Some Iron-Man models and shiz.

And that ugly faggot again... wtv. Erm, not much to explain here, except that these were taken before we ran into Tony.

Alphonse!! *glee*

Yes, I am a fan of Fullmetal Alchemist. U:

FUCKING JHONEN VASQUEZ *GLEEEEEMOAR*

OK, note that this was taken the second day.. in case yer wondering why my hair is down and I'm wearing different clothes (MSI ftw). But I did get to see him on the first day. We were all walking towards where he was supposed to be signing, and then I saw him... and started going "Ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygod" until we got to the SLG area and I bought a shitload of his posters and comics. And got them signed. While waiting in line, Bloodbabe2003 (aka Naomi) and Wicabeth (Steph) were talking with him as if they'd known eachother for years. And they gave him canddyyyyy, and commented on the hand sanitizer he still has from LAST YEAR that Steph gave it to him. And so, I'm standing behind them in line... shaking. Lul.

So I finally get up to him and have him sign a couple posters (yer only allowed to have two signed at a time), and... I apologized about how I can't get him anything awesome like Naomi or Steph and that the only thing Nebraska has to offer him is corn. Ffff he just laughs and said "Well, why didn't you? Who doesn't like CORN? " and I'm like.. "er.. next year?" and then started stuttering and left awkwardly. FORGETTING MY POSTERS. Lul he had to get my attention so I wouldn't leave'em. And then I went to the end of the line. Again. And again. That pretty much lasted for the rest of the weekend. x'D

Holy shit, that one was long. D:

Lollll Bumblebee 8D

Ffff.. you can see My Little Pony under his crotch. U:

Me, Butch Hartman, and my girl Ectyyyy <3

LOLLLL.. I brought my 5-year-old Nickelodeon magazine which had the Danny Phantom: The Ultimate Enemy featured in it, "Just in case I run into Butch Hartman". I feel so freakin' lucky. xD And even luckier to be able to GET a picture with him... ]]> *dpluva Uuuuggghhhhh... http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/26244936/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/26244936/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 23:40:13 PDT
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Coming back HOME is so depressing though. Dx I'll update on the whole trip when I get over this.

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Then it's g'bye cornfields.. HELLO COMIC-CON.

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NEED ZADR. NAOOO.

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1-[x] you like to be consent in everything
2-[x] when a person confesses his/her love to you and you donÂt like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you donÂt know what to say
3-[x] you enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music
4-[x] you are quite hyperactive
5-[ ] if you really donÂt like something, you start crying and you donÂt care if you start talking too loud
6-[x] you love candies or any type of caramel
7-[x] you like making others blush
8-[x] you sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand(So WHAT if I do? ;;;; )
9-[x] youÂre usually shy with the gender you like (I'm shy around either gender)
10-[x] you like romantic- funny anime
11-[ ] between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L
12-[ ] you have listened Âan cafÃ©"
13-[ ] you like listening to it (the above band)
14-[ ] you have 1 or 2 song in you pc of Âan cafÃ©Â
15-[x] you are innocent and a little clumsy (a little?)
16-[x] you smile at kitties
17-[ ] you usually say Âkawaii- (Oh dear god, no.)
18-[x] you like plushies (tried making a Dib at one time... his unfinished, headless body still resides in a closet at my house ;;; )
19-[x] between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue
20-[ ] you hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot (I don't really care enough to hate Paris Hilton)
21-[x] you have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema
22-[x] you have called to the mistaken number twice or more
23-[ ] you cried with Pocahontas' ending
24-[x] you have used a very feminine dress or shirt (doesn't mean I liked it. >/ )
25-[ ] you call your pets with cute names
26-[x] you believe that yaoi/yuri is the best (YAY ZADR CB)
27-[x] you're easily to convince (I hate being gullible >C)
28-[x] some men scare you (hell.. some CHICKS scare me ;;;; )
29-[ ] you have seen Pucca and you like it
30-[ ] you have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers
31-[x] sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space
32-[ ] youÂve said ÂKyahÂ or something like that before
33-[x] when a person of your same sex gets angry with you, youÂre at the defensive
34-[x] you like j-pop (very much so <3)
35-[x] you have cried for more than one movie/TV series (yup. probably only twice. xD)
36-[ ] you watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi/you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa
37-[x] you smile with no reason
38-[x] you usually are very positive
39-[x] when thereÂs a rainbow, you run out to see it
40-[x] you usually donÂt understand what your parents say
Total: 27 Ahaha.. knew it. xD

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[x] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of bottom half are you wearing?
[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[x] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[ ] Jeans = prep
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Skinny jeans = beast
[ ] Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ] Black = with a sexy smile
[ ] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[ ] Brown = who loves to be different
[x] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ] 1 = who ate
[ ] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who shot
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who smoked with
[ ] 7 = who farted on
[x] 8 = who ran shirtless with
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*dpluva From Poo to the Theory of Eternity http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/25598934/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/25598934/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 02:57:46 PDT

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This is a convo between my 'not-uncousin' Josh and I about our absolute biggest fascination and fear. Eternity. Space/Time. Honestly, I think this should be EVERYONE'S biggest fear if they cared to try to fathom it all in their own mind. It's baffling, I tell you. Anyway.. here we go. (I'm TheDib, btw. Also, I mention a Kristy in there somewhere, too. She's my adopted cousin and Josh's blood sister, if anyone cared to know.)

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TheDib says:
Which is why I use the nurse's bathroom at school. x'D It's only one toilet.. and the door locks, and nobody can hear you.
TheDib says:
I usually don't mind public restrooms as much when someone doesn't have to poo.
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Yeah.. Public restrooms are actually my third greatest fear sadly ebough
TheDib says:
what's your second and first?
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
2nd- spiders
TheDib says:
oh gawd
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
lol
TheDib says:
*shudder*
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
And 1st.. its kinda wierd
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
I fear eternity. It is the only thing that has given me a severe panic attack/mental breakdown
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holy shet...
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that's the same for ME.
TheDib says:
Eternity.. and the 'fact' that there's no edge of the universe
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
OMG! I am not alone in my thinking!
TheDib says:
I think you, Kristy, and I have had this talk before.. because it freaks her out too.
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And I think eternity in Heaven would be almost as scary as it would be in Hell.. eventually.
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
Yeah.. I mean it is IMPOSSIBLE to comprehend. It is the ultimatum. And yeah I thibk we have talked about it before
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
My thoughts precisely
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I think I'd rather be a ghost, then go either places. At least you can see all the changes to the planet Earth after you've passed away.
TheDib says:
Heaven and Hell would be the same... for eternity.
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
I have prayed to God that I will lose all concept of time in death, but yes I have thought that exact thing.
TheDib says:
And I think the worst of all.. with hell not far behind.. would be non-existent after you die.. for eternity.
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
I know. I cant imagine eternal life but oblivion is far from a pleasent ending
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Which.. brought me to the conclusion that (if it exists) reincarnation would be the best OVERALL.
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because you won't remember your past life.. and you always start over.. and there's an end.. and then a beginning again.
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
I wonder if that is possible. That might explain certain Deja Vu or Past Life feelings or experiences
TheDib says:
Having a daily short-term memory loss in Heaven would be just as good, though.
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
That also ties into a theory I developed, but I dare not pursue the thought...
TheDib says:
short-term memory loss, or reincarnation?
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
It is an idea I had that would explain eternity, God, all supernatural experiences anyone has ever experienced and so on and so forth, but it oppoeses several things in the Bible, while at the same time enlightenin a great deal of all of it
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GOD.......... that ALSO baffles my mind. How could someone just live in oblivion for an eternal past with no beginning, and all of a sudden create space/time and EVERYTHING IN IT for the REST of eternity... and not be completely insane!?
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
My theory also explains that
TheDib says:
Can I at least hear your theory?
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
Absolutely.. Gah, my buddy Paul is talking my ear off on the phone with his consperacies, so I'm having troubles concentrating
Soldiers of the Twisted Faith says:
Oh good hes done. Here we go
TheDib says:
(btw.. can I post this part of the conversation as my next journal, titled: From Poo to the Meaning of Life? xD)
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I'm upset. My gf is having a reeeeaaally shitty time, and I feel somewhat at the fault of it. And we might not even make it to the Comic-Con anymore. Due to my lack of planning and my ignorance of possibilities and risks, there's a big chance that my mom is going to be throwing a LOT of money.. because I didn't understand how poor =ectoranium 's relationship with her family was. And I go ahead and drag her into this by making her pay for her tickets while she was at my house... which WAS REFUNDABLE until sometime this month. All was fine in my head, because I tend to view life as a children's movie and that everything will be OK in the end. It doesn't matter how fucked up things are right now, it will be OK.. and everything will mysteriously work out in the end.

It just hit me today that life ISN'T like that.. and that I'll most likely be a failure after I graduate. I can already see my mom kicking me out into the streets because I'm too helpless to get a job, or to plan for college, or to save money the right way so I have to mooch money off of her, and steal money from my stepdad. And I mooched HUNDREDS of dollars off of my mom to pay for most of this trip that I promised to pay for, myself. It turns out that Ecto can't afford anything right now other than gas money to get around the city. And I count on her DRIVING to San Diego and then back home with me tagging along (because I told my mom that I didn't need a plane ticket back FROM San Diego), and afford nights at the hotels we're staying in.. and pay back my mom. All the while my mom has ALREADY payed for my sister's and my plane tickets to there and back.

Well, her relationship with her dad is already over.. and he isn't going to help pay for ANYTHING anymore, while her mom simply hasn't saved up enough for this trip. And I was SURE to myself that nothing like this would EVER happen in a perfect world such as this. If Ecto doesn't make it, my mom is going to lose WHATEVER faith she had left in me, and either rip my head off.. or not have anything to do with me ever again. I feel horrible now, that I put Ecto under such pressure, by putting MYSELF under such risk at losing everything I know.

Because of my flaws, I drag everyone around me down because I don't have what it takes to pick myself UP from the ground and GROW UP and plan and pay for things on my own. I make too many mistakes and it hurts everyone else I feed off of. I feel like a flaw on this planet now, and needs to be rid of. I don't deserve to live, and I certainly don't deserve the relief of death that I want to recieve right now. I deserve to be left on the streets, and use my mistakes as example for other people of who NOT to be like.

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It's not even worth the trouble to actually submit that thing on here as a deviation. ._.

I'M TIRED. G'NIGHT.

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I JUST HAD A HUGE WAVE OF DP-NESS COME OVER ME.

Dunno if it'll last long enough for me to create FANURTZ of the show.. BUT.....

Don't be surprised if you find some new DP shet on heeerreeee. Thank HotTopic for that. >3>;;;

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No more online fighting, please. Don't bash me when I never did anything to youuuu guyss... I'm a very peaceful person. Fights kill. Especially me. Literally, on the inside. It's physically impossible for me to fight back anymore. ;-;

When I'm depressed, I'm depressed. It's nothing personal against anyone, I just wanna leave when that happens.

And why do arguments trail off so quickly to pointless (but still hurtful) insults about who someone is, or what problems they have?

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There was a fight on iScribble today. It's long over, and we're all getting along now.. but some of the comments about me and my GF still hurt.. really bad. ;-;

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Is the date that mothers nation-wide are appreciated, and seniors at my highschool finally graduate.

AndthatIgetmyfirstrelationship.

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We're going. <3

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Cx <3<3<3 And now a few words from Zimmmmmeeehhhh

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Haaayyy, he was sucking on a unicorn. Anyway, this is the 2nd! Time we did this. -D- I forgot what I saaaaaiiidddd....

DPluva's tuuurrrrnnnnn....

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I FORGOT TOOOOOOOOO.. .3.

GLUB GLUB.. GLUBGLUBGLUB... *watching American Dragon with Zim*

THAT FISH HAS AIDSS..

yer girlfriend's a kelpy. <8U

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MOOOOT. Idk....*is passing out*

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NO.. YOOOU'RE THE KELPY.. awww maaaaaann. I'm pretty much.. fried in teh brain rite nao... so.. nite. oOo

ISSFLU ZIM.

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WHO DID ET.

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COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN.--> [link]

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Homework is piling up.

My subscription ends this week.

The A.C.T. is next weekend.

My computer is crashing.

When it does, my photoshop and more than 550 of my iTunes songs will be gone.

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http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/23717924/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 18:28:29 PDT

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COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN.--> [link]

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KAYFOUNDET.

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http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/23714429/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 15:08:59 PDT

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COMMISSIONS ARE CLOSED. but you can still look here anyway .n. --> [link]

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I lost my tablet pen. ;o; I think the couch ate it, and the only way I'd get it back is by cutting the couch open with a knife to retrieve my pen.. FAWKIN' couch. D< Either that or buy a new tablet. Which will be impossible, as I am broke.

Guess what this means...

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This means commissions are CLOSED.

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http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/23616655/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 19:34:59 PDT

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COMMISSIONS ARE STILL OPEN --> [link]

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But, I'm not going to be uploading much stuff other than commissions. Otherwise I'm just too freakin' busy with schoolwork.. and prom crap.

IF YOU STILL WANNA COMMISSION ME..

I have the link with that journal dedicated to the whole subject and whatnot in my header. And when my subscription goes extint again, the link will be in my shoutboard, and in my signature. c:

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SCRATCH THAT SHOUTBOARD part... >>; didn't know that would go away as well. So then, on my profile on my devpage instead of shoutboard. :U

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Kaybye.

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http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/23244558/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 21:43:28 PST

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ARE NOW OPEN. C: butlimitedopenings.. >>; in case people actually do give a shit about my doodlies and actually ask for sommmmeee..

WHAT I'M ABLE TO DO

*Pairings

*OC's and Animaallllss

*Fanart in general

*(non-animated as of now) 50x50 Icons for your dA account

*Holiday related things C:

*170x600 Bookmarks o:

If there's anything else you can think of, please let me know. xD;;

WHAT I'M NOT ABLE TO DO

*"FANIME"
I cannot, and will not, draw characters from anime such as Bleach, Naruto, Death Note, etc.. because I FAIL. D: I CAN'T DRAW ANIMEEEE...

*Realism, and making it awesome..
I'm a cartoonist, dude. I can draw in my more serious looking style (which you can maybe catch in the more recent deviations I've made.. to a more comical, simplified "damn-cute" (as someone has mentioned on iScribble o.o;; about my cartoony Dib xD;; ) kind of style. Examples will be shown later >3>;;

PRICES AND PAYMENT TYPE

Payment as of right now will be through paypal. Note me for my email address. I might do cash/check/money order through actual MAIL, when I'm more trusting of this site. xD;;

Bookmark -- $6

50x50 icon -- $9
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Simple Sketch - very little to no colour -- $1

Coloured Drawing - flat colour - no background -- $5

Coloured Drawing - full colour - one colour/no background -- $10
(basically what takes up most of my gallery >>; )

Coloured Drawing - full colour - graphic background -- $14
(simple shapes, designs, prettyful coloursss

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Coloured Drawing - full colour - simple nongraphic background -- $18
(grass, sky, trees, chairs, tables, etc.)
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*size can be adjusted*

Small (around 350x500 or vise versa) -- +$1

Medium (around 500x650 "") -- +$2

Large (around 700x850 "") -- +$4

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http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/23130299/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 21:46:40 PST

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Everytime you're hurt in any way.. it fucking stabs me right between the eyes, no matter how far away I live.

Even though you fought them off, I sure wish I was there beating the shit out of those bitches for what they've done to you in the first place.. D< Those cowards have absolutely no right.

If you haven't stopped limping by tomorrow, I swear.. if I ever come over, I'll see to it thay they'll pay in some way.. NO ONE. Hurts mah gurl.

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http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/23130166/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 21:35:37 PST

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I seem to be digging myself DEEPER into my own shithole from whatever comes from my mouth..

I'm considering keeping my other fan OC's to myself and just submitting the two original characters that I have later.. not tonight though, I'm trying to calm down. x.o;;

My heart's in my fucking throat, and I'm getting dizzy.. do I have problems? ;-;

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http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/23049659/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 21:18:07 PST

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looky! New matching icons for me and =ectoranium ! Also stamps in footer ftw. lawlidunno.. >>;;;

OC's may come in tonight or tomorrooooowwwwwww..

GAWDimsolazy ;o;

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lawl i know it's a delayed reaction but.. n-n <333333

I also feel really bad though because I'm not gonna be able to take advantage of this until AFTER this semester is done. >>;

You know you got an internet addiction when you go to bed at 9pm instead of AFTER MIDNIGHT because you're grounded from being on the ' pooter. >>; Plus the world wide web was really hurting me school-wise because I tend to mess around and talk to mah' friends on msn rather than doing HOMEWORK. ._.;;; That being said, I'm not gonna have much time to pretty-up my journal and all that jazz for a while. This makes me wish that there was a feature that made it so you could choose WHEN to activate your subbie so it's not wasted. ><;;; Lexie I still love yew! O: <3

OFF TOPIC <3

Last Wednesday I sent a lovely package to mah' girly ~dannyphantominsane in New Zealand, which I promised WEEKS ago...

I.. THINK.. she got it yesterday? Jaxie, HOW DOES YEW LIKE YO' DINO-SHIRT!? 8D and teh Wall-E movie? o3o;; And.. the other random spam that I promised to send ya? xD I was so scared that it wasn't gonna make it to you because I had to write the address all weird on the box.. but I gave up on that and wrote it the way you did. 8P Seeing you wear that shirt really cheered up my day, because that same day.. I got a Saturday School. D8;;; OH OH OH! I can't wait to see wat yew sent meeeeh!! *bounces*

OFF TOPIC (some moar)!!! <3

I feel really stupid. >>;; Because last night I was doodling on my arm with a permanent marker.. and made the DP symbol, the Irken symbol, and the Swollen Eyeball Network Symbol. I thought that they didn't turn out that well, so I wanted to wash it all off. I took what looked like a normal white sponge and soaked it in hot water and started scrubbing on my arm... after a while, instead of like a sponge, it felt like I was rubbing sandpaper on my skin.

Me: Ow.. geeze I'm such a wimp, and I haven't gotten all the ink off yet! D: *scrubs harder*
Me: *30 seconds later* Oh my gawd, why does this HURT so bad?? The sponge isn't even that rough. DX Almost gone.. *scrubs even harder*

SO THEN.. just a moment later my whole arm felt like it was ENFLAMED, so I was like.. SCREW IT I'm rinsing off. D8

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Turns out, my mom bought the "Mr. Clean's Magic Eraser". O.o;;; And there's acid in that thing.. and which I found out, along with the ink, I was rubbing my own skin off. D8 So yea, my arms reeeeaaally smarting right now, and it looks all red and black (from the ink that I never got to wash off >>; )

YAAAAAAAAAAYYY FOR CHEMICAL BURNS!!! DX

PlusIalmostgothitbyatrainthismorning...

]]> *dpluva I wanna spam you... http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/21721185/ http://dpluva.deviantart.com/journal/21721185/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 20:55:37 PST

[link] Lol I hate Scrappy..

[link] real Ed Edd n' Eddy music video.. <3

[link] Plank.. 8D

[link] ... just because.

Cartoon Network.. this is what I was watching when my brain was still developing. 8'D Now here I am.. so fucked up... but holy crap, I miss this era of Cartoon Network. It didn't SUCK back then. D:

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