http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:dragon-illution&section=today deviantART RSS for by:dragon-illution en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 14:49:50 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/21687725/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/21687725/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 19:53:50 PST
First of....... I HAVE A FREAKING LAPTOP!!!!! Finally cost $550, Features:
- Intel Core 2 duo processor
-Wireless LAN Technology
-DVD/CD drive burner
-XBRITE-ECO LCD technology

I say for $550 is not bad... has no web cam but who cares I don't really use it.

Got 2 Jobs, Babagge's (I've been working only 1 day per week... 5hrs.) and Macy*s got quite a few hrs with them. Ugh but the thing is I have to wear a whole suite X_with a tie X__X and here in Puerto Rico is to warm to be wearing such a thing.

There is some one getting me art designing and animation side jobs (what I should be working on... damn it I've been studying it for 7 years now)

Also mot importantly... I made a last minute animation.... I didn't sleep at all.. got home from work on Monday at 11:45pm and sat down on the computer... when I looked back it was already 7am and got to get ready for college )__) (you guys don't wanna see my eyes >_< ..... anyways... I presented the crappy animation and guess what??
THEY FREAKING LOVE IT!!! loved everything about it, even the sketchiness of it. so the thesis's animation is going to be a lot more simpler... except when it come to the furry world.. it has to be full color... and now... to do a complete storyboard... so I'll still be very busy but all is going well ^__^ lets see what'll become of my car if things keep getting this good.

]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/21589338/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/21589338/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 21:11:17 PST [link]

Guess what they said?......... that it was a POS yes those words exactly, Piece Of Shit!!! I say it again, Piece Of Shit!!! .... That what I heard ALL saying... *sigh* Why? well:

1- cuz it lacked my drawing skills
2- I'm no being sincere with this work.
3- The Furry Fandom Thing is more interesting than this
4- Needs more Conceptual load, like meanings and changes

So Next presentation is in less than 3 weeks, I need to come up with something new... from scratch basically... ... *sigh* it seems like I'm not graduating again T^T

This work represents a part of my life... All the 12 years of school, it was until I got to college That I found myself as an individual, different and special in many ways, I used to be abuse every freaking day. The Faculty wants me to incorporate the new happening of today (the furry stuff) in the animation (yes they've seen my porn stuff and all... everything I've posted in [link])...

hm.. I'm going to upload the script to see if any of this makes sense. If there is a number of you furies or anyone willing to help and interested on this scrip please let me know and I'll post it.

this is the only thing holding me for graduating... but I just wanna give it up and send them all to hell....

]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/19301284/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/19301284/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 22:22:59 PDT
#1.
My Computer is half busted!! it works when she feels like it, it seems the main problem is the electrecity in the house.

#2.
we couldn't even afford internet back @ home.. things were going down economically. Right now we are a little better... we got internet BUT!!! my sister got a laptop, she took over the internet little box and somehow destroyed it... yes completely pulverized... how? I have NO idea!!!

#3. A few months before December I was entering a depression and all of my desires to draw were gone... after the horror in December (My stupid thesis teacher admitted me she failed me on purpose & Jeffery & I broke up after 4 years and 6 months *sigh*) it's been hell many other things happened... some asshole killed my puppy, the same day of braking up the house Power was Cut!! and many more Shit!...

in order to not loose my head I'm currently working with a fashion designer + my job @ Old Navy, barely got any time for my self.

I'll try to submit the little thing I've done so far. keep in touch. I appreciate always words of encouragement... I really need it...

]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/16302260/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/16302260/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 14:32:04 PST , arius , Ivy and I have more of a clear Idea for the
PuertoRican FurMeet.

This is be held the 2nd of Feburary! (Saturday)
it will be in Paradise Bowling Ally in puerto nuevo.

afterword, hang out in old San Juan to draw in el Morro.
and to end it up a nice dinner out.

Please let me know if anyone will be coming, COMMENT HERE!!
and the deadline to comment or (RSVP) is UNTILL the 20th of January, to get things settled
and set budgets and all that fun stuff.
there will be cake! :3
byyeeeee

]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/15695904/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/15695904/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 15:56:55 PST
]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/10458185/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/10458185/ Fri, 20 Oct 2006 17:03:11 PDT as you all may know, there is a anthrocon coming in july.. I guess it was in pensilvannia... where I don't really remember... well the thing is that me and my boyfriend Bliss wanted to go this summer.

But has things keeps going economicaly I won't be able to do so and I don't think Bliss would like to go alone.... My car has left me stranded twice in a week. And all my money, gone to the flatbed trucks. Plus they gave me a parking ticket cuz where Il eft the car was a turistic area... yeah right parked. junked I'll say..

Now I have two Jobs, but have to pay my credit card, a lot of car repairs to be able to sell it and buy a new one.

PLEASE!! if it some how possible to get some help, with comissions. I'll make it all by hand or digital as you prefer. prices are 100% negotiable. if you do you'll get to C us on the furcon in july ^___^ please send me a PM or e-mail me @ dragonillution@gmail.com. I know not many people read journals but it would help if you copy & paste this to some friends.... Thank you all.

]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/9674491/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/9674491/ Thu, 10 Aug 2006 07:32:44 PDT I'm sorry I havn't been around but right now back at home we are in a economic pinch. I don't have phone, internet, car, food in the fridge back at home. My mom havn't been paid in two months and my chek is less than $110 a week. it's been hard for us but thing are slowly catching up...slowly...

My car was taken away cuz my tag has expired... jut by one Fucking day and I was driving and now I have to pay $551 in total for the ticket and tag. its been a month and 2 weeks and still got around $250... DAMNT IT and also my credit card has a max of $500 balance and becouse of the interestes now I have to pay $560 and increasing... now my credit will be ruined... somebody kill me please!!! ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/6527209/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/6527209/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 08:57:59 PDT
So I have here 3 full Sketch books to submit SO .... I'm on to the Furry art and there is one Sketchbook in wich I practiced everything and all is pure anthro. Almost imposible to believe it was only when I met Jeffrey when I knew That existed hehehe.

I'll be submitting most of that process in Scraps and thouse which I believe they are complete pieces I'll put them in gallery...
Every drawing has a date so if you want you can compare and tell when it changed and tell the diference.

I'm also open for comission, throu mail, I have no pay pal stuff.

every hand drawn work comes in a 11"x14" paper

100% Hand made
$15.00 Normal Drawing with ink
$18.00 With BackGround (inked)
$42.00 Normal Drawing colored with pencil
$65.00 Hole page colored with BG (color pencils)

50% hand made 50% Computer
$35 normal drawing simple BG
$55 Hole page With BG

All digital works can vary on price depending on paper size. But this is all the standards. I also do posters... a max of 18"x24" but the price also vary depending to a standard of $68 to $90 if you want details or make an agreement with me just messege me ^__^ ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/6354708/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/6354708/ Sun, 28 Aug 2005 20:55:34 PDT I FINALLY have the PC Back in my room with internet and all. Everything so far its running normally, they way they really should

So I still can't submit too much stuff cuz the sacaner its a real pain in the but but hey something is something. Its been more then 2 years now since i've lost everything i've worked so hard for (yeah drama queen)

Now I have to get back the feeling of it. Me and Jeff are doing wonderfully. Things havn't been easy at all but we are still hanging in there now for 2 years.

any way!!!

I know I'm not so good artist as many here, but....
I'm also open for comission, throu mail, I have no pay pal stuff.

every hand drawn work come in 11"x14" paper

100% Hand made
$15.00 Normal Drawing with ink
$18.00 With BackGround (inked)
$42.00 Normal Drawing colored with pencil
$65.00 Hole page colored with BG (color pencils)

50% hand made 50% Computer
$35 normal drawing simple BG
$55 Hole page With BG

All digital works can vary on price depending on paper size. But this is all the standard. I also do posters... a max of 18"x24" but the price also vary depending to a standard of $68 to $90 if you want details or make an agreement with me just messege me ^__^ ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/5950780/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/5950780/ Sat, 16 Jul 2005 12:06:01 PDT
Guess what? my B-days is in just a few days July 20th ^__^ I'm gonna be 21 an all gowned up Man, I havn't been drawing much ately don't know why... lack of inspiration maybe or out of ideas... I have improved a lot and also got lots of stuff to update when ever I have the chance I'm gonna blow everyone up with a tidal wave of deviations hehehehe

oh I have backed up again furries don;t know ahy I can't draw them enymore i'm still trying my best
and Also can I get lots of request too? I wanna draw and pencil color.

you know what a good b-day present would be... a subscrption but... since I have no PC and I can't come in lots of time it would be more of a loss... *Sight* Well I would like art gifts. someone could send it to my home address all you have to do is ask and I'll give it to you. Something tells me that is not gonna happen hehehehe..... oh well.... ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/5645623/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/5645623/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 11:02:28 PDT
ok I'm taking summer class math! it suck but atleast I'll be done in 3 weeks. Also I have drawn many thins specially furry stuff but since i have no computer can't submitt anything. anyways...
also I have change my icon it was about freaking time hehehe

Oh how I miss everyone I have seen a lot of stuff hehehe but don't have the time to comment. so I'll let you know what up soon ok got a lot to tell hehehe.

I will submit a lot of goodies soon.
BTW I am also found in [link] and in furaffinity.net as illution.

oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL


DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!
http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/3524638/ Thu, 07 Oct 2004 05:15:01 PDT
I don't know what is with my stomach now.... I feel like I'm hungry but actualy I'm not, cuz just ate... and still that pain from hunger persists, and can't sleep with that. It has calm a little now, but still... weird.


I'm drawing Anthors now, but I'm out of Ideas, please would anyone ask for a request so I can keep up with furries I love Furries xD



oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL


DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!
http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/3471246/ Wed, 29 Sep 2004 07:13:22 PDT I've been staying at Jeff's house these days hehehe I behaved so far.... One day I was in my house with JEff and Ivy Warching a Inuyasha movie. After it ended I was going to go with JEff to stay there but my Older Brother Tony ( 22 ) He DId not let me go... so I went to a rapage and fought with him.. JEff almost got involved I was so afraid he touch Jeff... and if he ever dares to do so I sweart I kill him it does not matter if is my Brother. So Jeff the wisest was not to do so... I'm sorry hunny for all this is cousing you pain. But its not your foult at all ok. My Bro has nothing against you. I just went mad about me staying out side i don;t know why thou....

So I don;t wanna touch my house's floor for now don;t wanna C that idiot. My dads is frustrated about me being gay, he said he is ashamed and all.... I know I have to give him time but it hurts.

I'm in a facet of depression... and the one that makes it all go away is Jeffrey and his Family who is always there for me I feel like I have found a new family to count on I'm so happy on that side. ^_^

RIght now I need a lot of support cuz this what I'm going throu is not easy and i can fall deep into the depression and start crying (like yesterday, I had no one to confort me at the moment) I'm in need to constantly feel loved.

Proyects
Well I'm doing Wall Papers of my 7 Seals of Dragons characters ^_^ I have 5 so there is only one left... Tatsue koniwa... but I can't draw him anymore don't know why :confusion:
I bought a brand new big sketch book to dedicate it to draw Furries I've done a lot of them so far ^__^ I wanna submit them ALL!!!!!!
I also wanna make a few gift pics for some DA Friends ^__^


oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL
http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/3353224/ Mon, 13 Sep 2004 08:35:41 PDT
Now that very same day I wrote the las Journal I Faced my Dad FINALLY!!! We Spoke about it. about JEff..... He will not Accept it Ever and he does not whant JEffrey to step into his house wich I don't Care..... All the Crap he spoke before he had to swallow it and shuv it up his A@#$.....

To make thing better Today at 4:00 am I was sleeping like a baby, Tired from work and had to wake up early for college.... so... at 4 am A FREAKING Centipede bite me behind the knee It hurts 0 times more than a sting from a bee. I'm scared cuz I don;t know if it was poisonus.... It was about 6 inches big maybe more.... it was very big. i COULD NOT SLEEP AND NOW i'M A WALKING ZOMBEE...


Got too much work to do also so I wont be around for some cuite time but I'll be cheking in when ever I get the chance. well Take care my friends... Lets hope I'm not dead from a poisoness....



oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL


DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!


PEOPLE I ADMIRE ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/3325577/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/3325577/ Thu, 09 Sep 2004 14:34:03 PDT Its been quite some time since Jeff Changed.

Still don't know the reason. But Still I love him more than anything in this world, more than I could possibly tell... but does he feels the same way? Why you always act like you don't care... do you still love me the same way you used to?..... Why are you so mean to me?..... Why I can't show you some fondness? am I that sticky?
....I've tried so many times but i can't... but this time i got no more choice... I'm giving him from hes own medicine... so if he won't listen to me then... I'll make you understand.
Its the only way but it totally hurting me cuz i melt every time I see him.
Today I spent 2 hours at his house... he ignored me for a complete hour... so I slept on his bed while he went to take a bath... he was in there for 45 minutes...so I got tired of waiting and prepared my self to leave (he had to go to work in 15 minutes) right before leaving he went to me hugging me and trying to make me horny.. but I acted like if I didn't want it... like I don't care.... he got mad and pushed me away.... Now I regret every minute I acted like that, cuz I really wanted to hug him, I wanted to kiss him and all.

and thats when I'm hurt... I cannot do this...
I'm sorry JEff but I had no choice i got so mad for being ignored... it the last thing i ever expected from you... We need to talk this out without getting mad or not trying to understand. lets put our point up front and the we might understand each other please understand I love you... I love you so FU@#% MUCH... I could not bare to lose you JEff

oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL


DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!
~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/3216241/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/3216241/ Thu, 26 Aug 2004 10:38:56 PDT I get more and more work to do and also there is my job wish is very tireing (is that the word?) Well and also my intestinal problem is getting worst by the minute with the exeption that it does not hurt anymore... I don;t mind talking about it but many people would find it gross and not apropiate so hehee If you'll like to know some details then ask me and I'll be happy to answer

me and jeff are alright... I'm still very paranoic but I'm trying to control it... I should never doubt that he truly loves me even when he dosn't say so.

I won't be able to be around much V__V But you can still write to my e-mail and got MSN too i don't get in too much cuz got no internet back at home.... but i still chek you guys when I can

Dragon_Illution@hotmail.com every Thursday & Friday I'll be on MSN (My dad's house)


oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL


DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!


PEOPLE I ADMIRE http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/3153923/ Sat, 21 Aug 2004 17:25:47 PDT ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2920171/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2920171/ Mon, 19 Jul 2004 15:58:05 PDT


My B-day is tomorrow July 20 :boggie: :cacke:
yey!!! I Will turn 20 now I still don't know what am I gonna do that day thou...


oh by the way... I think I will be doing comissions cuz I really am in bankrupesy this stupid job does not pay too good even thou I have to work my butt off... prices can be modyfied... don't worry... I wont masacre your pockets...promise




oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL


DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!
http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2769940/ Thu, 01 Jul 2004 10:31:22 PDT I went a long time ago and filled their solicitud (that paper with your info)
I took the mmonths but they called and I had the interview for monday ^__^ I went all well dressed with a long sleave & Bottons shirt, dockers and nice shoes Seems like it helped They told me I have Training the next day ^_^ I took the training uesterday and it was lame, but kinda' fun... Today is the practical training and I start all on my own tomorow... the day of my anniversary (I will ask to work morning shift and have the afternoon)

I Can't believe its been already one full year since I heart exploted the words from my mouth (In spanish) TE AMO! Its such a strong word there is "Te Quiero" But a "Te Amo" Is the biggest word the tell someone you love him/her so
Still got no plans whatsoever, Don't know what to do. My normal job did not payed again. so I'm a little short of money. Still got to find the finest present for Jeff he deservs it.

happy anniversary for me!!


oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL


DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!
http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2622412/ Fri, 18 Jun 2004 09:44:01 PDT chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL


DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!


PEOPLE I ADMIRE
http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2565430/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 14:37:10 PDT
any way I've made a lot of drawing and want to submit them all but still got no internet at home V_V well sorry if you see lika an entire list so suddent but its just that when I have the chance I placed them here ^__^

Remember I got MSN please add me ^__^ So we may talk from time to time once I got the internet at home there no way I can break apart of MSN hee hee Dragon_Illution@hotmail.com

oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL


DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!
~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2445891/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2445891/ Mon, 17 May 2004 08:01:13 PDT I've open up my accout so every one can contact me From hot mail

Dragon_Illution@hotmail.com this is my msn too!!

I know I Owe some Fan pics so please Remind me cuz of lately I'm forgetting everything and if you like one of a caracter or to color something feel free to tell me... (even thou I know I'm not all that)

Other News My mom told My dad already about me (saturday/16/may/04)
I'm scare to stay at his house this tuesday. but I saw my dad that day and he did not say squad... oh well I better prepare for what is comming.



oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL


DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!


PEOPLE I ADMIRE
http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2397886/ Mon, 10 May 2004 09:09:03 PDT
Yesterday morning I woke up With a terrible pain in my back. I have a Spasm. It hurts so bad I could not get up the bed. (they are double or... twin is it? ) I used the little pipes from bellos the upper bed to be able to stand up but still it hurted so much. I cannot bendover, look down, twist my heap or pickup something.... And Yet here I am at college Carring two stupid bookbags... I'm going to the mall to C If I can get a New Job.

Today I talked to Brian Wear One of my favorite Artists throu MSN. I was so surprised of how lovebable he is such a nice person.



oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL


DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!


PEOPLE I ADMIRE http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2356489/ Tue, 04 May 2004 22:13:51 PDT
"More than you parents we are your friends, you can trust us, we must discuz anythying you need"

BULLSHIT!!! Right after they gave me that letter I readed it and stred to laugh, and Convinced them that it wasn't mine. Right there in front of my mom he said

"I won't aloud you to become the SHAME of the Family, If you become that... Forget you got a father, I'll reapoff you last name"

And other stupid shits like that... And now she is going to C my dad and tell him everything... about me... about Jeffrey... My dad already is having trouble about Jeff's manerism. He don't like me to be there too much... but he cannot prevent me from going there anyway. Jeff is the one who take me to his house. I'm scared to death... This even will occur tomorrow night (5/May/04)
Lately I've been in a touchy mood, like... I get depressed easyly. I speak slow.. and a down tone.... Many things happening at the same time.

Jeffrey is saying Im being too stiky... and that I'm "obsessed" with him. I don't think thats true. I love him beyong telling. I wanna spend the rest of my life with him. I want ot be with him.. Is that ...bad?... am I making him tire?.... I don't know anymore ... Maybe I'm just being stupid.... what ever...


oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL


DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!
http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2282121/ Wed, 28 Apr 2004 05:16:19 PDT I need a vacation from the vacations hehehe cuz that was very tireing. I found a few good gifts for some friends but only a few cuz everything was so expensive there were so many thing ^_^.
Seaworld tricked me... I bought a little sculpture of dolphind for Jeff in $32.99 plus the stupid tax. after jeff opened the box under the dolphins sai it was 12.99.... I was so pissed at the end of the day when we went to Seaworld, noneo f us knew were the car was hehe so we spended around 1 hour looking for it, we even pressed the panic button but it activated the alarm for other two cars than hours.
I went to Islands of Adventure, SeaWorld, Universal Studios, Magic Kingdom & Epcot. The famouse Gigantic Ball was the first ride we took.... that suked ass so bad... so boring.. dark, cold, and nice sweet little music and a lot of colors... it felt like a brain wash or something. we got out of there drooling in slowmotion hehehe. well we had fun.

when I got here Jeffrey visited me at my dad's. SO no kiss nor nothing... for a while hehehe.
My dad had to go to this reunion so I took this oportunity and went to Jeff's house. Were I hugged him and kiss him like there was no tomorrow.



oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL




DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!

http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2227279/ Thu, 15 Apr 2004 06:57:55 PDT
so I'll comment and chek the deviatons wich right now I got 64 ^_^ but I'll chek them out its nothing compare to Jeff's hehehe who gets more than 100 every day!!!
well wich me luck for the plane... I'm very nervouse... it never happened before thou... I've travel only twice in my life.



oh well...
chek this out

~ he is my love and soul mate
~ Jeff's and I best friend

COLLEGE PEOPLE THEY ARE KOOL




DA FRIENDS YOU MUST MEET THEM!!



PEOPLE I ADMIRE
http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2213490/ Tue, 13 Apr 2004 08:41:11 PDT I called to his Cell phone and he asked
A- "How dare you called huh?"
P- "What?... I just called you like every day"
A- "You are worst worst person ever, you are just like all other people I've got rid off... saying they died of Cancer"

He made me enven more angry, My was going to explode. He told me many things... most Stupid things. I know I've feiled a few times... but I don't think I'm perfect I got may flaws. he told me:

A- "I don't wanna ever C you nor hear you anymore, Don't call me cuz I'm not gonna answer it, I'll get rid of everything that reminds me you... even your friends I don't want them to be around me... Specially Jeffrey"

What the fuck... they never did anything wrong. The problem Is with me.
he was so stupid... friday was a festive day ( Viernes Santo ) The day before I told him:

P-"Come to my house there is going to be a family dinner, join us ^_^"
A-"I can't cuz I'm working 15 hours tomorrow... all day.."

After hearing this terrible news I fored my self to personaly take some food to his work... but It was all a rush that friday cuz I had to make my bags cuz I was Spending the weekend in Jeffrey's Family Villa in Palmas Del Mar... My mom started to Cook late so it was a Rush!! My mom was in pijamas ok!!!
so I forgot to call him to tell him I was not going to be able to take the food to his job. I know I failed there... And I'm so sorry, but this was the drop that spiled the glass. Now I've lost a Dear friend. Maybe I've been careless with my friends... maybe I'm not a good friend.

Today I've been laughing and joking lika a very happy day... but on the inside I feel dark... Cold... Hurt... Depress... I just wanna shout and cry... But just Can't... All I do is laugh... Aren't I supid or what?... I'm sorry... but don't know what to do any more.... sometimes I just wana banish from the world to C me..... ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2171764/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2171764/ Mon, 12 Apr 2004 08:51:55 PDT SO anway I got early to my work and been here 6 hours doing shit, so Nothing new. FInally I Joined the Yaoi Lovers Club
After a few months of none answer. BTW If I promised some fan art to some one please remind me PLEASE!!! Cuz My mind is out of here right now!!!


oh well...
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~ Jeff's and I best friend

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... ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2127939/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2127939/ Thu, 01 Apr 2004 06:11:11 PST to all of you ^_^
Now I'm at the cough facet (even it hurts my throat this way I can take it all out this way) I got scared yesterday cuz I stared bleeding, but it was cuz the infection was too dense at the moment but now its all right
Oh and my dad confirmed me about the trip and we are going woohoo!!

The Holy Week will star now so we are al free for an entire WEEK YEAH


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~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2113867/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2113867/ Wed, 31 Mar 2004 04:39:29 PST Nah just reporting from time to time. I'm cuite sick and I don't know what I have. I Got poisoned by drinking from a public drinking fountain.
My throat feels horrible my eyes burns and can barely keep them open, I fell tired out of no reson, and I easyly get headechs, My nose is leaking whater a fraking lot.
Some times I get Dizzy too. My mouth taste like blood after a rough cough. But for some reason I don't think is anything serious. Still I'm here at College, trying to survive. Now I cannot talk or my thoat hurts. And after talking for a few minutes my voice fades away.

I need someone to hold me and feel his warmth. I'm like a little kid ^_^ but I don't care...


oh well...
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http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/2075509/ Fri, 26 Mar 2004 06:24:45 PST
My dad is planning a trip to ORLANDO Florida And of all my brothers and sisters I'm going alone with him.. AWESOME!!!
It would be just a week ^_^ from april 15 to 20 something :carzy:
any way I've been producing drawings like rabbits repredeuse themselves Got around 20 drawings to submit but since i have no Internet yest ... oh well...
anyway sorry if one day you'll see a lot of deviations at once
oh and I stayde at Ivy's house Oh I had so much funn I wanna do it again
i been thinking stuff like if one day there is a DEVIANT ART CONVENTION... now that will kick ass, people can even sell stuff there, meet friends ^_^. ok I will shut up now.

oh well...
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http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1956606/ Sat, 06 Mar 2004 17:29:34 PST ^____^ WEE
And last night after a big struggle, Now I have a Scanner I'm soooooooooooo happy
Now i can do What ever I want :evelplotting: All I need now Is Internet (I'm gonna steel an account) sorry but can't pay for it i need a line only.

any way I've been lazy like you have no Idea All I been doing is play Starfox: Adventures Damn that game is fun. And Fox is so Cute


oh well...
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~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1890154/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1890154/ Wed, 03 Mar 2004 05:05:45 PST
I talked to my mom the day after. We startedt talking normally when suddently my sister and brother in law jump to the scene. We oviously had to stop our conversation I was despered Cuz I Wanted this over with and that day there was going to be a Stay over in Jeffrey's house SO!... I had to talk to my mom first. any ways it was getting very late and my mom still talking shit I started to Play the very Fisrt NINTENDO!! I played Soltice and finish it...( Yup she took that long) I draw 2 of the request i got any ways I hurried her to hell so she took me to Jeff's And in the way we finished talking. She is very conciouse now about what is going on but all she really wants its for me to trust in her. I will from now on and C how thing turn out ^_^
Thanx to all of you who gave me your support


oh well...
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PEOPLE I ADMIRE ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1877857/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1877857/ Fri, 20 Feb 2004 13:06:14 PST my mom does not want me to go to my dad's becouse if it. She got pissed and wants to have a big talk with me. Today I will tell her everything. I'm tired of hiding from her, my brothers and sister know it and they don't care, they still love me they even support me.

my dad threated my once already so oviously My mom won't tell him that. I'm so scared thet everytime i think about it my hands start shaking. In the day after Valentine's... My best friend hate me now. Cuz I did not called him on valentine's. I was pissed that day so I did not called anyone. But thats no reason to end a friendship. Iknow it was wrong for me not to calle him cuz I was pissed. I'm really hurt by this. Jeff and my friends say that I'm different these days. Maybe cuz I'm hurt and scared I don't know what to do anymore... I'm just so sick and tired of the same shit pherhaps I'm not a good friend after all...



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http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1837828/ Tue, 17 Feb 2004 17:10:45 PST well maybe I'm not too good for people asking me that.. any ways
this san valentine will not be too good. since I cannot be with Jeff, At least we had some fun these days toghether.

I want everyone to be happy this Valentine with their special someone and Friends I love you all maybe I'll do A san Valentine drawing for all my dev. friends


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http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1754642/ Fri, 13 Feb 2004 07:56:18 PST oh well... Ican't wait to use The scanner that Jeff gave me
I have this Craving for playing Piano again. But I hav't been able to.
But I wanna play it so bad but my room is so small I cannot play it when i have people around. Only when there is no one in my room so i can take it put easely. Believe me my house is extremly small for 10 people who lives there
well enough crap. hee hee hee
BY THE WAY I'M OPEN FOR REQUESTS TELL ME AND I'LL DO IT... SINCE I'M A LITTLE BLUCKED LATELY. BUT FEEL FREE TO ASK ANYTHING YOU WANT I'll be happy to do it for you


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http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1713635/ Tue, 20 Jan 2004 17:10:22 PST now a few months have passed and it was almost to the shoulders. And on January 19 2004 12:00 pm
I've cutted my hair completely no long hair at all its like a little punk now

and i feel so weird And I Miss my hair But don't worry I Will put some photos soon and Yup that was my big surprise


oh well...
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http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1713617/ Tue, 20 Jan 2004 17:08:16 PST now a few months have passed and it was almost to the shoulders. And on January 19 2004 12:00 pm
I've cutted my hair compleley ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1689174/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1689174/ Fri, 16 Jan 2004 08:48:29 PST My boyfriend give me a Desk For my PC. And they have repaird my PC and they were even able to sve all my stuff in it too so I got all my animations back he he lets C If I can submit them My mom said it will by at home by january 17 And Jeff got me a Brand new Scanner School will start january 20 FINALLY Even thou Jeff dos't want it to be like that but we will See each other more often now and I Love that College And I will C All my friends And I got a big Surprie for every one and ... I'm Scared about it he he he but I will Do it don't Worry my Dev Friends i will show you too

oh well...
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http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1616165/ Thu, 01 Jan 2004 20:36:36 PST - and a special edition of Zelda :+lovefav: also) I Went out with my Boyfriend for 3 days in a row.
maybe its becouse Im tired of being presure in my home. Since the person I've choose to love its a man like me. Or maybe I Just miss everyone of my friends.
Ivy, Yaniel, Ely, Nichole... i don't know. I'll do my best to be happy cuz i really have no big reason to be like this now. i love you all have a very happy Christmas and a wonderful new year.

iconoh well...
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~ Jeff's and I best friend

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http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1547896/ Thu, 01 Jan 2004 16:48:15 PST
hope ow My mate and I have more time to share its been hard this days. I' Spended a lot of money for this chiristmas. but I don't really care cuz I Know I will make somebody really happy and that makes me even happier - Just wait love what I got for you . (the one gatting almost all the presenst it jeff I think I Over did it A little) o well i love him

I'll be doing an Art book. it got to be ready for January (When class starts) its a goal that Yaniel and I Have so... Marry Christmas people

oh well...
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MUST CHEK THEM OUT ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1480015/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1480015/ Wed, 03 Dec 2003 07:15:00 PST hope ya' like it. All I do its anime, but my own, some of them based on real life, some here are also "YAOI" wich means a both male relation ship. An some sugestive themes with yaoi too.




ok I know I said I was submitting my high school portfolio but hav't been able too. So I'll be submiting my sketch book for now. As you can C the date they are from july and foward ( this sketch book was a present from Alkelis in my B-day )

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~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1462528/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1462528/ Fri, 28 Nov 2003 11:56:10 PST thanx a lot every one for your concern and support don't worry people the worst its over
thanx agian ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1450642/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1450642/ Tue, 25 Nov 2003 16:18:39 PST
oh well... school got me stressed too... so won't be visiting here too often. ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1419272/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1419272/ Tue, 18 Nov 2003 15:54:31 PST but oh well hope you all enjoy them
Maybe efrom now and then i'll submit from my new scketch book wich got all wet in this tropical storms lately i got this itsy bitty little umbrelly wich only covered my head. Oh well... Since the sketch book its big (11"x17" or more... don't really know) i have to sacan the drawing in 2 or 3 areas since don't have enough time i won't be able to submit them for now .
I got 14 proyects from college so.... Please understande me im a little stressed now
Thanx a lot to all my DA friend I love you all Always sheering me up thanx a lot you guys ^_^ It really makes me feel special ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1390375/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1390375/ Wed, 12 Nov 2003 07:00:53 PST I was Planing to go Out with my mate and with a friend of mine
It was raining. And could not contact my firend Moby. He had a Carr Crash and still don't know how he is i only got that short info.
My love Jeff he got mad. He said he could have made a lot of stuff that day instead. I only wanted to Spend some time eith him since its been a while we've been toghether like that. But everything went trou the toilet.
I could not help my self and cried... alone, outside of my house while it was raining... there was nothing else I could do. But its not my foult that car crash is not my foult. ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1378131/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1378131/ Sun, 09 Nov 2003 15:49:46 PST its like someone is leaving me slowly alone... but I don;t get it.... Could it be a Sing of somthing?
last night when i grab my pillow i could not stop crying. such sorrow, such lonelyness. what is going on?. Jeff? I need you now more than ever. I feel you so far away. I don't know why I feel this thing... ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1356991/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1356991/ Tue, 04 Nov 2003 08:55:28 PST I still Owe some people presents but I'm Not telling cuz is a Surprise and we don't want to ruin that don't we?

anyway, I'll be trying to submit the highschool drawing i've made
( colored with Crayola pencils ) miracles wit. well jope everyone is ok love you all my dev. friends ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1289610/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1289610/ Fri, 17 Oct 2003 16:36:59 PDT thank Jeff That little note make me cry of happiness and it even touch me im glad i too love you like no one have an idea ^_^
so
i went to work and finally got some cases to do FINALLY im gonna get some money, geez all this days diying of hunger to hold some money.
oh well!! ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1283802/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1283802/ Thu, 16 Oct 2003 06:38:37 PDT
I Don't know what is going on. I Havn't done anything wrong. I Never said anything bad. I Had been honest, lovefull, cheerfull and stuff. Then why is this happening now?
Jeffrey has being acting rather strange. He is so sad now, and no matter how much I try to cheer him up it only seems to bother him, he gets angry and get up with attitudes. Im worried about him... why I cannot be worried. I LOVE HIM!!! with all my soul, I even make a sacrifice for him why I cannot be worried is it bad? is he like that cuz of me? is it my foult? what? What is it? IT HURTS !!! this hurts a lot deep inside my heart. If I Get worried why woul you get angry? I do care for you Jeff... i love you....
If I try to show some kindness and love to you, it only bothers you... why?.... were is the Jeff i Know?... I whant Jeffrey.

Am I really that anoying? ... all I do is get people pissoff.
I can't believe this is happening again. Am I Gonna end up all alone again? ... maybe i diserve it ... just for being me...

Jeffrey im sorry for being a bother... I never intended to.... But if I lost you I don't know what would I do... you are part of my soul....

GOD, WHATS GOING ON, THIS HURTS!!!!

Its gonna be Jeff's B-day on october 18... I wanted to do something for him... Im not asking all the time "Whar are you going to do?" im not doing that.... I just told him to give me some hopes and to cheer up a little so that way I can do something special.... but he does not looks like he cares at all for that.... my bad.... maybe giving a little detail bothers people. Why?

WHATS GOING ON? Ivy... talk to him... im scared to... if I say something may be he'll get so angry that will ending up doing what he said he is going to regret... plz ... i don;t know what to do... help me!!!!

WHATS GOING ON?!!! ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1245949/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1245949/ Tue, 07 Oct 2003 07:58:01 PDT
oh! and lately im havving this .... mania of doing Backgrounds on photoshop don't know why. in college i started making somthing and got hook up for 4 hours ( I've been much longer in front of a computer )
i think im liking this Wish me luck ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1167952/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1167952/ Tue, 16 Sep 2003 08:03:40 PDT si i took only the nesessary stuff to my room, When I put it all together the tower does not react...
it seems that during the place switchung, somehow the hard disk was damage... you know what does this means???
everything that i had there is gone.... gone for ever no way to restore it...
all the animations i had, all my projects, the drawings, the programs, the pictures and the music that cannot be found anymore any where....
i wanna cry... im so upset that i don't know what to do..... everything is totally lost.... this means no more deviants.... un till i get a new pc...
and that means it will be until a really long time...( cuz of the money to get a new hard disk or pc )
i hate my life ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1096725/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1096725/ Mon, 25 Aug 2003 05:47:17 PDT bored... i drew a little something for Ivy she really liked it i was so happy when i saw her expresion
it turn out so kool that i did not wanted to give it to her but oh well that what i did it for enjoy Ivy its all for you a little token of my admiration to you ^_^
and still got no pc nor internet :sad: there are a lot of new draws and improvments i wanna ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1082259/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1082259/ Wed, 20 Aug 2003 05:48:54 PDT i still don't have my pc ready neither internet.
oh well....
any way i have done pleny of drawing including the ones that i still have't submited its around 110 in total AHHHH!!!! I can only chek deviants in the class room ( in this moment im on 's class ... I feels so out of place )

anyhow !

everything is ok now about the problem before im still thanking my friends. I love ya all ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1054853/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1054853/ Sun, 10 Aug 2003 09:45:41 PDT arigato gosaimas Chaypeta, Ivybeth, and my love blissian
everything is turning out cuite well now
thanks again i love you all.
I still don't have pc at my home ~U_U

and i don't understand this new desing of deviant art
Where is my Dev. Watch? and how do i know now when people write me and leaves a note or comment or submited new deviations AHHHHH!!!!!!!

Help *_* ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1036083/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/1036083/ Tue, 05 Aug 2003 10:24:45 PDT I think im loosing one of my dearest friends, i love him so mucho but maby things has happen and I know is my foult
I don't have internet anymore for the time being ( soon i'll have it again) i've mooved the computer to another room and got no energy nor internet so i won't be able to C Deviants or submit. ~__~

any ways sorry for the inconvenients. And I really need some support from my friends cuz i feel like shit... ]]> ~dragon-illution http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/949926/ http://dragon-illution.deviantart.com/journal/949926/ Tue, 15 Jul 2003 21:53:41 PDT ( Fom a real lot ) of my hand Drawings thanx JEFF I LOVE YOU
ok these drawings are made on 2000 and on when i was on 10th grade on high school.
and got some from my 2002-2003 Sketch book there really is a difference on anatomy and color but C For your self hope you enjoy my gallery, and remember always leave your comment let me know your opinion ok thanx a lot ^_^ ]]> ~dragon-illution