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i mean, my perception of "situtation A" just got killed and now I am SCREWED. like no idea how to deal with it. horrible. and horribly funny. the wors part is its distracting...every five second i have the tradition of thoughts of 'what the hell?' 'when did this happen?' 'how do i act?' 'why am i an idiot and worrying about this?' and it all could have been avioded if Z person being me had thought about things a little more! I mean i complain that people are oblivious. put me in that category too!

dammit. stupid preconceived perceptions.......

i mean what if i perceived that person J hated person C when really J and C were friends. or if i perceived that person G was really smart and didn't trully need help and was only being a tad bit lazy when really they needed the help? persceptions are bad. they hurt . or at least disarm them when proven false.

*sighs* this stupid. soooooooooooooooo stupid.

REMEMBER: PERCEPTION SUCK!!!!!

rinn xx

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/23996060/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/23996060/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 23:43:18 PDT
nothing special up today just refreshing the journals.....


HOLIDAYS are coming yes! much needed break yeah? well i'm talking to my self so blah.

bye ya

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/23564257/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/23564257/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 20:35:14 PST [x] You drink a lot of tea.
[x] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[x] It's football...not soccer.
Total: 6

Australian
[x] You wear flip flops all year.
[x] You call flip-flops thongs, not flip-flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[x] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[x] You're a bit of a bogan. (well so i'm told)
[x] You have an Australian something.
Total: 9

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces. (used to)
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[x] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some Italian.
[ ] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what a Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk with your hands. ( oh DEFS)
Total: 7

Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[ ] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[x] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr. (mAyBe)
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[ ] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total: 3

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[ ] You don't get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[ ] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 4

Irish
[ You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[x] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have hair everywhere.
[ ] You have/had freckles
[x] Your family get-togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 4

African American
[ ] You say ni#*a/nukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun. (but i rather shoot animals )
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You refer to people as 'dawg' or 'homie'.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 2

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[x] You are good at math. 9may be quiet debatable soemtimes though)
[x] You play/have played the piano.
[x] You have family from Asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 5

German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You went to pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2.
[x] You like Limburger cheese.
Total: 6

Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh. A lot.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some French.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched Degrassi.
Total: 1

French
[x] You enjoy pastry.
[ ] You like to walk most places or ride a bus/train, not drive.
[x] You enjoy wine.
[ ] You're rather rude to those who don't speak your language well
[ ] Love to speak formal French.
[ ] Butter and salt are your favorite condiments.
Total: 2

American
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non-Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[x] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at Wal-Mart.
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 2


well that was interesting. hmmm.

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/23410047/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/23410047/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 03:17:02 PST

i don't want the world to see me -- Iris by goo goo dolls

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/23165948/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/23165948/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 23:19:14 PST ... as valentine's day looms.

Lately i've been pondering the nature of love. truely i've become mystified by how in such small period time people's views, options and feelings of love and what is change dramatically as well how involved they want the concept to be in their own lives. I do not exclude myself from those people. in fcat i base it trully and mainly off my own ever changing view on love.

Our human lives are built off love, whether it be pure, untrue, hurtful, unrequited, unconditional, temporary, heavenly and so on. We thrive on it sometimes and despite it others. I think Valentine's day highlights and heightens peolpe's feelings of love as well as what i beleive to be some people' flawed theories and practices. Okay admittedly i'm bias but i believe that the practice of hanging on to a boyfriend for valentine's day an dmping him the next day is not the right thing to do. nor is the "competition" and rivarly between people on who gets the most flowers or valentine's days cards. And what is so wrong with giving your friends cards? why do people even look at that weirdly? isn't valentine's day for those you love? who can you love more than your friends? Why is it that some girls (myself bundled in here) feel so bad if we haven't gotten flowers or choclates apart from those from our friends? Is that not better? what about those who never got anything, even from their friends? Will we not, one day in the future eventually get them? why does it men so much when we are so young? should it not matter until we have found our one, our other part?

Does God send valentines? No. Do we send him any? NO. the reason: it is pointless, God has done the ultimate act of love for us, rescuing us from our sin by sacrificing his own son. Does any love besides God's matter? SHOULD IT? Why do we care? Why do I care? honestly i'm unsure.

Through my short span of a life and even shorter span of experience in reationships i must say love is a rare thing if it is true. i can't honestly say if i've trully been in love. i've been in like definietly. i've said i've loved someone, i thought i've loved someone, but in reflection i am not sure. i've had unrequited feelings. many many unrequited feelings...sometimes i'd say they actually came pretty close to love. I'm finding unrequitted love easier than returned feelings. You see i discovered something i doubt anyone would believe, especially those close to me. I find relationships, commitment and that openess scary. such a guy feeling, which is weird, but its the truth. being so close to someone, having no real boundary but the ones you make your self is this openess i can't deal with. so sometimes i run. once i didn't and that bit me in the arse didn't it? (it did. but the sting is gone) I seem to have a knack for making myself feel awkward. but short relationships seem to work for me. no time to get "close" i guess. maybe my only fear is commitment. i'm sure i'll overcome that. Maybe all i want is the thrill of love. That isn't right. I'm happiest before the relationship starts...when the feeling is strongest or even mutual.

Does that mena i can't saustain an interest of feeling? does that not mean its not true? can something not be true for a while before it fades? i wonder hy unrequitted love lastest the longest. Its my own fault about not having anyone on valentine's day (EXCEPT THE MOST IMPORTANT ONES>GOD AND FRIENDS)so this whole rant really is pointless is it not?


Fiona's contribution to the rant: The best love is a true friends love.


on a new point and fresh mind after having had dinner in between this and the earlier part of the journal, i believe love is a wonderful thing when it is pure, but day's like valentine's day are just a commerical excuse to spend more money. I'm renaming it love day. no gifts or flowers but hugs and cards to all your friends, your family, and hell even your respective partner (girlfriend, boyfriend, fiancee, partner, mistress, wife, husband....)

xxx

P.S. here the lyrics to an awesoem that i was listening to as i wrote this entry:

I see you there, don't know where you come from
Unaware but you're still from someone
Don't Appear to care that I saw you, and I want you
What's your name? Cause I have to know it
You let me in and begin to show it
I'm terrified cause you're headed straight for it, might Get it


Hear the song playin on background
All alone but you're turnin up now
And everyone is risin to meet ya, to greet you
Turn around and you're walkin toward me
I'm breakin down and you're breathin slowly
Say the word and I will be your man, your man, say when


(Chorus)
And my own two hands will comfort you tonight, tonight
Say when
And my own two arms will carry you tonight, tonight


C... ]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/23165946/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/23165946/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 23:19:07 PST
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holidays were so quick. did so much >< geez. wow. ecember was a blur, this place that place and this place again. go marghie's 16th !!! good fun and christmas was a nice family affair....i guess boring new years...so sad, too bad. lol. but the best part has defs been national camp with canteen whic finished like two hours ago. SO MUCH FUN!!!!!! bti miss eveyone already T-T. there were puppies, and the beach, cricket, japanese tv game shows, grafitti art and and ANDDDDDD rollerskating! ha ha ah that was fun! especially all the stacks...... not much on my side though *big grin*

ANYWAYS. i go away for a coulp days and BAM. they change the DA set out again., eh? eh? lol. need to learn how to operate again.

anyways... so tired.

night xxx

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/21967839/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/21967839/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 17:30:58 PST
Greetings to your freaky family
KATHRYN


WELL WELL WELLL - HI MARGHIE . i saw it on your page and thought i might as well do it. that was fun....

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/21607041/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/21607041/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 01:39:51 PST
that is why i am posting another journal! *internal yay* well my deviations of late have taken a turn...into poetry as i'm sure you've all noticed! i'm thinking that a couple people like it because of the increased comments on them so that is always good. BUT do not fear the peoples who hate my poems (as i'm sure many do) i will be loading some of my photos and stuff. but there won't be much "artwork" up because i haven't actually done to much as of late... i guess its another art block.

the term is comign toan end...what am i saying! tHE YEAR IS COMING TO AN END! yay. so that is good, more time to do some art and writing.

so look forward to that

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/21447743/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/21447743/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 23:54:11 PST
Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats. (DUH.)
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.(No its not cus its usually me)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team. (Touch can only be played with boys...its no fun otherwise)
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[X] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (Nintendo 64 )
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV. (hell yeahz!)
[x] Gory movies are cool
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps. (Kirsten:Who doesn't?....ME!)
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (Much to the dismay of my friends )
[x] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.

Total = 13


Your Girl Side
[x] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total = 21

~ Theater Kid ~
[ ] Ever been in a school play?
[x] Have you ever seen a Broadway/West End show?
[ ] Seen more than 10 shows?
[ ] Have you ever been/Are you in school shows?
[ ] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[ ] Want to end up working in/for theater? (I'd like to work in TV production..)
[x] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[x] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!! (Yet again, much to the dismay of my friends )
[ ] Do you like the Sound of Music?
[ ] Did you like the Broadway show?

Total: 3


~ Redneck ~
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch? (
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[x] Do you like to get dirty?
[ ] Do you like country music?
[ ] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat? (Just the one)
[ ] Do you live on more then 1 acres?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
[ ] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy movies?

Total: 1

~ Goth ~
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[x] Is most of your clothing dark?
[x] Do you think about death often? (ummmmmmm)
[ ] Do you want to die? (Not right now...)
[ ] Are you a social outcast?
[x] Are you pale? (Depends on your definition of pale...)
[x] Do you own something from Hot Topic?
[ ] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
[x] Are you mean? (haha. Lol. Sometimes)

Total: 6


~ Punk ~
[ ] Can you skateboard? (I wish)
[x] Do you wear Vans, dcs, converse, etc.?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends? (Oh yeah..)
[x] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do you have any piercings?
[ ] Do you like/wear a mohawk?
[ ] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[x] Are you a rebel without a cause?
[x] Have you called someone a poseur recently?
[ ] Does it piss you off when people say poser instead of poseur?

Total: 6


~ Prep ~
[x] Do you say the word "like" a lot? (Yeah, sometimes)
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[ ] Do the people in Hot Topic scare you?
[x] Do you laugh a lot?
[x] Have... ]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/21041957/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/21041957/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 04:51:54 PDT
RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female?
Hear me cry - utada hikaru (WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?)

Describe yourself!
I alone - live

What do people feel when they're around you?
as long as you follow - fleetwood mac

Describe your current relationship.
Bimbo Nation - TV Rock (so true its sad TT-TT)

Where would you like to be now?
UFO - sneaky sound system (uh huh)

How do you feel about love?
Herd 'Em Say - Kayne West

What's your life like?
Security - Pete Murray

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
My party - kings of Leon (SO ironic)

Say something wise.
POSION - (HAS NO ARTIST) ((DEAR ME))

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Beathing - Yellowcard (good anwer i think...we all must breathe)

How would you describe yourself?
It had to be you - folk song

What do you like in a guy/girl?
what you waiting for? - gwen stefani (Apparently someone who jumps in......)

How do you feel today?
Down the river - bernard Fanning

What is your life's purpose?
Born to be wild - Steppen Wolf (woop woop so rigth)

What is your motto?
Broken Hearts Parade - Good Charlotte (about right)

What do your friends think of you?
Leave Out all the rest - linkin park (0_o)

What do you think of your parents?
Thriller - Micheal Jackson

What do you think about very often?
Misery Business - Paramore ((the song's about stealing boyfriends...that ain't good))

what is 2 + 2?
Freedom - Pete Murray (?)

What do you think of your best friend?
I'll whip ya head boy - 50 cent ft. Young Buck

What do you think of the person you like?
Baby Don't - fabulous ft. T-pain (UMMMMMMMM)

What is your life story?
Smile - lily allen (eh! we got one right!)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
One of those girls - avril lavigne (......no comment.........)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
god only knows - stephanie mcintosh (um?)

what will u dance to at ur wedding?
slide - goo goo dolls (yay!)

What will they play at your funeral?
Bleed it out - linkin park (haven't i already?)

What is your hobby/interest?
All over you - live (><

What is your biggest fear?
I can't help myself - four tops (does that = i'm afraid of not having control over myself???)

What is your biggest secret?
Last night's man - whitestarr

What do you think of your friends?
You give me something - Jamiroquai

What will you post this as?
Awake - seconhand serenade ( i like that song...)

WELL WELL,

bout time i finally did this thingy...

I tag (sorry no icons cause i ain't fancy)

sheffie
marghie
sarah

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/20106544/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/20106544/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 02:15:46 PDT
-- as much as i say it, the number 8 isn't actually my favourite number, 38 is, if i makes any difference at all

-- i have a vendetta against King's boys

-- i dislike pork greatly

-- dancing is something i am terrible at but something i love

-- music is oxygen

-- there's nothing that's worth more to me than a hug when i'm sad

-- i can't paint anymore without coming close to tears. thats why i don't do it.

-- photography is my favourite kind of art. i really like taking photos...its something i can do, unlike most other types of art.

-- country music gets on my nerves

-- i find visual arts is one of my most stressful, if not the most stressful, subject i take.

-- my favourite kind of movie is a tragic romance (now THAT is tragic)

-- this is my 14th journal entry that i actually hit send on. its my 37th journal entry i've written.

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/18263198/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/18263198/ Sat, 10 May 2008 20:05:55 PDT
RAWR

...

don't have much to say really....

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/17224581/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/17224581/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 13:04:06 PST
not really...but rthe school has like usual, swamped us with work. gez i never knew year 10 was gonna be so much work. I'm about to go into a break time, so a lot of artwork coming up (hopefully)

I noticed that i hardly every posted jopurnal entries last year, so this year i've decided to post more, either that or get an actually blog...... meh... i never seem to have that much to write about do i???? again meh.

Holidays were ... interesting ... im sort of happy to be back at the boarding house sort of not. I want my holidays at the boarding house, but that would just be really weird......... well i now have a baby sister, which is, just a little weird.

Things at the boarding house are loud as always, but i dont mind anymore considering i make a lot of the noise!! not really, but i guess its slightly true. There is a bunch of new girls in our year now, and the majority seem to be really nice. *sighs* its too early in thew morning.... like always i awoke this morning to the silent buzzing off my phone telling me that somebody has no clue of what time i wake up! DAMN U, IT WAS 6 AM! but i was plainging on getting up at 7 anways, so it isnt that bad.... but still, it isnt the best way to wake up.

Im happy to be in year 10, if you set aside what i said about work earlier. I see it as my last year before i have to put my head down and do a whole heap of serious work. So at the moment im just having a whole heap of fun (between assignments). It feels good to have a break every now and again, otherwise i think i'd go crazy. wait i already am. its so hard to always concerntrate on work! im finding it so hard, i spent the holidays doing practically zilch so my mind sort of wants to catch it up here at school. which i shouldnt probably be doing...

I seem to have reverted back to my old art style.... yet every now and again i do the new graffiti like style, but none of my work is something i could post on DA at the moment. by i think from now on a lot of my work will be a mix of the two, which i hope everyone likes. thanks for those who commented on the new work, it helps. please if you dont like it, tell me how to make it better!

BIG DECISION TIME: this has been on my mind for a while, and i dont have to decide yet (well another term) and it sort of relates to deviant art. do i want to take art for year 11 and 12 or design and tech? or both? some how i think i'd be crazy to take both, yet it is so hard to choose, i do better in design and tech yet i enjoy them both equally. Yet i SUCK at art theory, i think i failed the test i had on friday about Rodin....

so thats my dilemna, but no need to stress yet..... not yet, i have more to worry about....WORK EXPERIENCE! at the whole my life is one big heap of stuff to do....quickly!

speaking of which i really should write my english essay....
so for now, i bid you farewell.
thanks for reading

PS. MARGHIE GETS THE HUG THIS TIME
OH AND SARAH!!!!!
PSS. i was debating between the high and tired emoticon for my mood, so keep that in mind.

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/17224580/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/17224580/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 13:04:06 PST
not really...but rthe school has like usual, swamped us with work. gez i never knew year 10 was gonna be so much work. I'm about to go into a break time, so a lot of artwork coming up (hopefully)

I noticed that i hardly every posted jopurnal entries last year, so this year i've decided to post more, either that or get an actually blog...... meh... i never seem to have that much to write about do i???? again meh.

Holidays were ... interesting ... im sort of happy to be back at the boarding house sort of not. I want my holidays at the boarding house, but that would just be really weird......... well i now have a baby sister, which is, just a little weird.

Things at the boarding house are loud as always, but i dont mind anymore considering i make a lot of the noise!! not really, but i guess its slightly true. There is a bunch of new girls in our year now, and the majority seem to be really nice. *sighs* its too early in thew morning.... like always i awoke this morning to the silent buzzing off my phone telling me that somebody has no clue of what time i wake up! DAMN U, IT WAS 6 AM! but i was plainging on getting up at 7 anways, so it isnt that bad.... but still, it isnt the best way to wake up.

Im happy to be in year 10, if you set aside what i said about work earlier. I see it as my last year before i have to put my head down and do a whole heap of serious work. So at the moment im just having a whole heap of fun (between assignments). It feels good to have a break every now and again, otherwise i think i'd go crazy. wait i already am. its so hard to always concerntrate on work! im finding it so hard, i spent the holidays doing practically zilch so my mind sort of wants to catch it up here at school. which i shouldnt probably be doing...

I seem to have reverted back to my old art style.... yet every now and again i do the new graffiti like style, but none of my work is something i could post on DA at the moment. by i think from now on a lot of my work will be a mix of the two, which i hope everyone likes. thanks for those who commented on the new work, it helps. please if you dont like it, tell me how to make it better!

BIG DECISION TIME: this has been on my mind for a while, and i dont have to decide yet (well another term) and it sort of relates to deviant art. do i want to take art for year 11 and 12 or design and tech? or both? some how i think i'd be crazy to take both, yet it is so hard to choose, i do better in design and tech yet i enjoy them both equally. Yet i SUCK at art theory, i think i failed the test i had on friday about Rodin....

so thats my dilemna, but no need to stress yet..... not yet, i have more to worry about....WORK EXPERIENCE! at the whole my life is one big heap of stuff to do....quickly!

speaking of which i really should write my english essay....
so for now, i bid you farewell.
thanks for reading

PS. MARGHIE GETS THE HUG THIS TIME
OH AND SARAH!!!!!
PSS. i was debating between the high and tired emoticon for my mood, so keep that in mind.

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/16021241/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/16021241/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 21:39:15 PST
BUT GOD DO I LOVE THE SUMMER HOLIDAYS!!!
so much time to lazy about. some of u may have noticed i picked up a new style. i like it...but do any of you??? its easy and doesnt require much thought. AND ITS ALL MATT"s fault. any problems withit should be directed at him cosit all started whilst i was on the fone to him. I, like a lot of people in the world, doodle while being on the fone...usually it never gets to the size of an artwork becaus ethe conversation ends. yet wen ur on the phone for 48 minutes u get a lot of time to draw..........

which reminds me: any of my friends out there (u know who u are)- if you like it im taking orders to do peoples folders wen we get bak to skool. 5 a folder and i'll do excerise books for 2. want more information? call me, u know my number or you can email. but only people i know face to face.

see yas.
have a great christmas and happy new year

- Sheffiie gets a hug

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/14069436/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/14069436/ Wed, 08 Aug 2007 02:57:28 PDT
I cared

On the day that we met I was of your size,
You and I were both so new,
Into the world,
We both came,
Same time,
Together,
But since that time you have grown,
Older in your years,
Bigger in your height
Wiser in your ways,
More open with your heart
I have not,
Although I can remember all our years together,
When we were younger,
While I was not so worn,
And you not so changed,
More free,
All our trips around this world,
To all the wonderful places,
On happy adventures
New, exciting places,
Unique memories,
Your hands were always wrapped in mine,
Clinging to my paws,
Or around my floppy body,
Holding me carefully,
So close,
Everyday was always different for us,
Swimming in summer,
Snow all around me,
Dancing in leaves for autumn,
But together,
Then there were all our times at night,
Your body so close to me,
Hold me in your sleep,
Soft breathe against my face,
With each other,
But I can always remember your sadness,
When no one but me,
Would watch in silence,
The tears run free,
Helplessness,
All those times I wanted to speak and comfort,
I hated how you would pour your
Heart, fears and problems
Yet no one would see and comfort,
No one cared,
You thought,
But really I did,
I loved you,
All our happy memories,
I’m glad for each one,
Because they are together
And we been through life together
Even if I am only your lifeless teddy,
I cared.

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/12561116/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/12561116/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 23:41:00 PDT Afternoons are lazy Truth is the only lie Faith can change Algerbra sucks! * Nagging doesn't help.EVER! Tell me something... Anything. Stories are the greatest! Yours especially Bear...(u know who u r!) Got to hate Lauren Advent children!!!!HAHA best movie ever My fav colour is a rainbow!!! or pink, or red or... Ever felt really random?
Right now I do!

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/11245263/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/11245263/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 12:53:08 PST
I now have been with DA for a grand total of 6 months!!!!!

happy happy happy time!!!

Anyways, I leave south america tomorrow, so excited!!! can't believe we eave tomorrow, it just kinda crept up on us. Anyhow. wish you all a good new year!!!

Bye ya!!!

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/10885353/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/10885353/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 23:31:29 PST
TOTAL HAPPY/CRAZY TIME!!! 2 DAYS LEFT
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Okay I'm kinda ova that now....

VERY high on Chocolate and junk food due to loads of partying today! Do you know what I have somehow gotten rid of 4 science tecahers and boarding residents in a year! SO SAD. Anyway kinda sad cos I won't be uploading much during holidays due to the business and content of what is happening. Lots of travel....

So looking forward to holidays but not Speech day, the ultimate punishment!

but it will all be over soon, well at least this year will be! : )

... and taken the whole world with her! ]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/10885350/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/10885350/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 23:30:42 PST
]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/10342106/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/10342106/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 21:34:51 PDT
So bored! my dad decided it was time to do all this cleaning around the house, starting with the garden. I wish someone had shot me then. There are SO many spiders in our backyard (weeds to)!!! Now dad is downstairs doing the garage... In about 10 minutes my father has decided to take a break and watch HP4. Why not a different movie i saw that last night!!! The holidays have been good otherwise. Spent a week with a friend and a few days up in Brissie. in a hotel room. I still want a chainsaw!!!! haven't learnt the piano piece yet... got another few days to do so and i don't have a piano anywhere near by. HELP!!!!

HP4 time...kill me!

]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/10092828/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/10092828/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 16:02:38 PDT Hi

FINALLY AT HOME! the computer has decided that it doesn't like any of my technology (ipod, camera....etc). I hate & love computers! they are so frustarting but make things so easy...sometimes .

I want to run away. from the world. and now it is offical I'm bloody addicted to DA (on at last 4 times a day, even through class...)My school work is pilling up. . I am also v annonyed. the sun is out. "shivers". One bad thing about the sun is that it is bright and that when sun and oxygen mix they make a hell of an oxygen drunk. ....that would be me most of the time.

On the positive the girls in the boardin' house are in a massive fight which is V funny to watch!!!! but now we are all bit closer. finally stop bitchin but all my friends even when their around! BIG IMPROVEMENT. I have an urge to be evil. don't know why. must be clarke..... i think the boarding skool is really stupid. they put us in rooms of 6 and leave us to fight until the screaming can be heard down the street. poor year 10 doing exams.... Life is tiring....don't know why. maybe it the 12am nights and the 6am wake up (5am most days....) they just won't shut up!!!!. I think i need my clueless sign stuck to my back cos i really am getting lost in most my subjects apart from VA,Maths,English and christan studies. I'm so dead. haven't learnt my piano piece for exam in two weeks. I DON'T EVEN PLAY PIANO?!?!

I definitely need a chainsaw....

Bye! ]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/10023977/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/10023977/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 03:15:44 PDT
Had a random weekend! it rained, yay!!!! I wrote the poem for trapped within...
see scraps...
did random pictures ... ]]> ~dragon-lova http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/10005090/ http://dragon-lova.deviantart.com/journal/10005090/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 02:03:08 PDT Hi all

This is a first... My computer really is annonying. I just wanna kill it . I piling up under heaps of work!!! !!! V STRESSFUL. horrible teachers... plotting to kill..... My head feels like it will explode. 10...9...8...7...6....5...4...3..2...1...BOOM

PLZ VIEW MY !!! ]]> ~dragon-lova