101 truthshis

1. last beverage → Coffee
2. last phone call → ~Ginger-Biscuits
3. last text message → " " Nope, I won't tell you
4. last song you listened to → Mogwai - I'm Jim Morrison, I'm Dead
5. last time you cried → Last night

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice → Yes
7. been cheated on? → I don'T think so
8. kissed someone & regretted it? → Yes
9. lost someone special? → Yes
10. been depressed? → Yes
11.been drunk and threw up? → Nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Blue
13. Purple
14. Orange

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends → A lot
16. Fallen out of love → Yes
17. Laughed until you cried → Yeah (:
18. Met someone who changed you → "Yes, I think I have now (':"
19. Found out who your true friends were → Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you → Yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ Nope. But there is one I want to
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → none
23. How many kids do you want to have → "No idea XD Less kids, more sex! XD" ©~Ginger-Biscuits
24. Do you have any pets → A budgie
25. Do you want to change your name → I wanted to, now I'm sure, sebastian sounds good ^^
26. What did you do for your last birthday → Nothing really. I haven't even drawn something XD
27. what time did you wake up today → NEarly every time between 3:00 AM and 3:00 PM
28. What were you doing at midnight last night → I've been phoning
29. something you CANNOT wait for → The day, I meet some friends on my frendlist
30. Last time you saw your father → 3 Weeks ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → Wanna be less shy
32. What are you listening to right now → 100 Days | Sofa Surfers (Really great song)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → One time XD
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? → MY HAIRRR
35. Most visited webpage → deviantART

36. Whats your real name → Sebastian Marz
37. Nicknames → Marzi, Sebb, Marzipan, Harzi, Schmarz, Buschdi, Basti, ... (Loads XD)
38. Relationship Status →
39. Zodiac sign → Capricorn
40. Male or female or transgendered → I thought, I was male... wait, I'll check ou XD
41. Infant/Elementary? → er...
42. Primary/Middle → Middle
43. High school → LAter... maybe...
44. Hair color → Blonde
45. Long or short → Mid-length.
46. Height → 5'8"
47. Do you have a crush on someone? → Oh yeah
48: What do you like about yourself? → I'm creative.
49. Piercings → I wish, I had one in my ear ^^. But I like ear-piercings on girls.
50. Tattoos → Well.. I'm drawing on my skin a lot. But it removes after shower-bath
51. Righty or lefty → Leftly, rightly... Every thing in another hand XD

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery - erm...
53. First piercing → none
54. First best friend → Markus
55. First sport you joined → "Swimming XD I'm like a fishy."
56. First pet → Piepsi
57. First vacation → Bavaria
58. First concert → Die ART , I've been ...10 ?
59. First crush → Josi. (Josephine (Could be spelled wrong)) Had her 7 years, lost her in class 6 of my middle school

RIGHT NOW:
60. Eating → Right now? Not anything
61. Drinking → Still Coffe XD
62. I'm about to → Leave to bed (Dun wanna)
63. Listening to → The Cure - Love Cats
64. Waiting for → Calling someone


YOUR FUTURE :
65. Want kids? → .. I dunno.. maybe...
66. Want to get married? → Maybe.
67. Marry the current person you are with? → Erm.. ... yes
68. Careers in mind? → Programmer (if it works)

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
69. Lips or eyes → eyes
70. Hugs or kisses → "Bo... ]]> ~dragonofmarz2343 http://dragonofmarz2343.deviantart.com/journal/27662829/ http://dragonofmarz2343.deviantart.com/journal/27662829/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 15:40:09 PDT

I cried because of this

Comment:
I am honestly impressed. not really much peoples write something like that. Shall I say, it's a lie? . That would be a lie. Whoever wrote this is partly right. on some things, you can'T have influence. maybe because you just couldn'T but at least try. And whern you learned to use the brain (probably with 10) try to do all that you maybe could make wrong here.
Whoever wrote it: Good work.
And this really doesn't need a tag list.

Copied from:

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When you were 1 year old,
your mom celebrated the first birthday of you,
you thanked her by crying all day long.


When you were 2 years old,
your mom started teaching you how to talk,
you thanked her by saying ummmumumumumamamama.


When you were 3 years old,
your mom brought you to the park,
you thanked her by running around the pond, and chasing the ducks.


When you were 4 years old,
your mom bought you some toys,
you thanked her by breaking the toys on the next day.


When you were 5 years old,
your mom bought you a story book and read it to you,
you thanked her by ripping it piece to piece.


When you were 6 years old,
your mom sent you to the kindergarten, so that you can start making friends,
but you thanked her by fighting with your classmate.


When you were 7 years old,
your mom made you a very nice lunch for the first day of school,
you thanked her by throwing your foods around the class.


When you were 8 years old,
your mom handed you an ice cream,
you thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.


When you were 9 years old,
she paid for piano lessons,
you thanked her by never even bothering to practice.


When you were 10 years old she drove you all day,
from soccer to football to one birthday party after another,
you thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.


When you were 11 years old,
she took you and your friends to the movies,
you thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.


When you were 12 years old,
she warned you not to watch certain TV shows,
you thanked her by waiting until she left the house.


When you were 13 years old,
she suggested a haircut that was becoming,
you thanked her by telling her she had no taste.


When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp,
you thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.


When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug,
you thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.


When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car,
you thanked her by taking it every chance you could.


When you were 17, she was expecting an important call,
you thanked her by being on the phone all night.


When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation,
you thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.


When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus carried your bags. You
thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm
so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.


When you were 25, she helped to pay for your
wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply<... ]]> ~dragonofmarz2343 http://dragonofmarz2343.deviantart.com/journal/27643275/ http://dragonofmarz2343.deviantart.com/journal/27643275/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 23:29:11 PDT

Work experience + Sorry

I'ts ... Thursday... On Monday, I started with Work experience. It's a pretty nice day so far... I did not hurt myself but I got up as late as always: too late.
I am sitting here on a pretty difficult task. as last time, I've been at the same place, I have to work with PHP and HTML. I enjoy, stil it'S hard.

But.. there is something, I am worrying about. I've been quiet lately because.. all this things that happen, becoming adult and getting a job... difficult. I am really stressed, I didn'T coment anything or faved and only replied some few things. I hope you'll understand.

I am sorry...
And I guess, there is still a lot to do, but I'll try to be there for you all...

PROJECT 100MILLION

I had a talk with my friends, with and I got a wonderful idea... It's not done yet, but...it's possible.

She showed me this video: [link]

I thought about, it could be the internet... the whole world wide internet...
How far... al peoples slowly sart to miss each other, still that they'Re there... We all can meet in the internet, but ... we can'T touch, speak touch the skin of the others.. to meet someone in real. Who hadn'T this desire? It's nearly a dream... and so, I suddenly got it. About 100 million peoples at on e place....

TOGETHER is a important word... and it would become possible. One place in the middleside of this planet... a trip of everyone to one point. the whole dA community. All on one point. None would be missing. it would be a longer trip and maybe a little expansive, but worth. One point, millions of peoples. and if all work together, it'll be possible. Firstly a little group... messages to all peoples to all friends... friend's friends. All peoples finally... one point in world, where we're comming together.

WHy not? How wonderful would it be? all would meet each other... then the border that'S called "internet" is broken... All together. ;any new friendships will grow tighter. Many relationships will grow up. So many peoples. a message in dA ... an article in the newspaper in the whole world... world biggest meeting... a reporting in TVs. So important, so famous, so puplic that all will come .. the community will grow up. THe whole world will maybe come and makes a day who none has to work, no school....

Just everyone meets everyone... A dream, a important life. Suddenly the best day ever... all together... all friends.. never alone again... to draw with friends without "iscribble2 without computer...

And it's possible... one day.. and it will come, if the group grows up

...project 100million... huge number

STOP IT!

Please stop this cruel part of life. I can't stand it anymore. I am nearly crying all day. I thought, there wasn'T a possibility to get a worse life. Really wrong! I lost, besides having trouble in school and with parents, a good friend . SHe ... died. She's away .. deleted of my life... ... ... Her last words were, ... She actually loved me to the very end...
I have a wonderful relationship running with my current mate (no names) but... It still feels... So sad, that she... fell in love with me before she died so unexpected. She's away... I wish, I could reply, what she said ...

As life is...

...just horrible. I feel empty... I feel... filled with sadness... a nightmare which hasn'T an end. I am looking forward into nothing... should that be my future?
Well... to explain:
As you maybe all know already, my father found a girl in Bavaria besides his mate in Saxony. HE works in Bavaria. And he comes home if he doesn'T. ... usually... This weekend, he didn'T arrive. He had a lot of work to... He said, he would have...
HE didn't. He had no work the whole weekend and lied to y mom the first time... And it'S horrible... guess, where he was... Right: he was at this girl... his FUCKING GIRL! HE let us wait. Says, his childs are important to him... WHy I can'T feel that?
My mother cries 24 hours a day, 365 days a year... This can'T continue like that. Also my brother is mean to me...
I know, I have great friends here, so I wrote a journal.. I need a better life than to watch sadness at home and get trouble in school. I have no reason to smile at the moment... I need you all... I wanna get out... of this sadness... complete out...

Yours all: dragonofmarz2343

STAMPS

http://dragonofmarz2343.deviantart.com/journal/26590055/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 13:03:34 PDT

STAMPS

STAMPS