http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:dreamxobscene&section=today deviantART RSS for by:dreamxobscene en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 12:35:18 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/22700466/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/22700466/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 18:05:09 PST I loveloveloveloveloveeeeeeeee this program.
So expect to see lots of stuffs from me, kay?

<3

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/21465722/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/21465722/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 07:38:38 PST It's like I'm on drugs, but I'm most definitely not.

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]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/21124760/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/21124760/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 12:11:58 PDT SAY IT!

no don't I lied.

This is a random journal entry brought to you by:
me.

p.s. hopefully doing a photoshoot VERY VERY SOOOOOON

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/20789458/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/20789458/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 07:57:11 PDT OR WE'RE ALL FUCKING SCREWED.

PLEASE
I BEG YOU
DON'T LISTEN TO DOUCHEBAG HARPER. HE'S A BUSH KISS ASS AND LIKES TO LICK THE TOILET AFTER HE USES IT. YEAH. YOU HEARD ME SAY IT. HE LICKS GEORGE BUSHS TOILET TO GET CLOSER TO HIS ASS.

But seriously. If this douchebag gets voted into office again, we're literally all screwed. Because of the fact that he wants to cut the arts and culture funding, Canada will LOSE 80 MILLION DOLLARS A YEAR. AND MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY JOBS WILL BE LOST. He's talking about a recession, HE IS GOING TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN. We don't want what happened to the states to happen to us right? Fuck the conservatives, fuck the republicans, fuck the war, fuck anything they believe in. VOTE LIBERAL OR WE'RE SCREWED.

"You inherited the best economic situation than any other prime minister has had in Canada after the liberal years. After 2 and a half years, you have weakened the economy. Economic risk? You are the danger."

That is what Dion said to Harper in last nights french debate thing. And it's fucking TRUE.

We're going into a huge deficit with this retardo. plsplsplspls Canadian citizens, I don't care if you don't want to vote, because you don't care. But if you don't vote we're all FUCKING SCREWED.

PLS VOTE
AND VOTE LIBERAL.
OR WE'RE SCREWED
I repeat

SCREWED.

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/20002330/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/20002330/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 10:35:11 PDT There's probably more potential deviations sitting in that folder, but theres over 500 pictures that I have to go through. o_O

Perhaps more later

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/19869249/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/19869249/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 20:54:00 PDT
]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/19443748/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/19443748/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 10:29:10 PDT 3 new photos.

DARK KNIGHT IN T MINUS 10.5 HOURS.
!!!!!!!!!!
omgomgomg

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/17495798/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/17495798/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 16:10:29 PDT

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]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/15962008/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/15962008/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 16:06:50 PST Well, except for the fact that I was woken up from an AMAZING NAP.
But, yeah.

Happy (=

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/14599125/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/14599125/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 05:54:31 PDT AKA
Canon Rebel XTi!


I'm in love.


]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/14572063/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/14572063/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 07:42:52 PDT Mr. Canon Rebel XTi shall be mine in less than a month.
I think I just died.





SALKJHLAKFHLKAJHFLKJHLFKJHALKFHLSKJF:LAJS:FYSHJBVCLKSFC?L:AKUFPIHJOFA
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




So... what should I name it?
!!!!

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/11602290/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/11602290/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 16:55:55 PST GO ME
There might be more to come.

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/10507915/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/10507915/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 15:10:10 PDT
I need to.
Or I think I will die from outbursts of DOOOM.
I dont know what else to say.
I love you !???

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9669666/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9669666/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 20:20:50 PDT it's.... weird.
It'll take some time getting used to.
Couldn't they have warned us?
Or at least started updating progressively?
It was so all of a sudden type thing.
Aigh
oh well (= ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9547733/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9547733/ Sun, 30 Jul 2006 21:34:37 PDT I love art. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9324907/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9324907/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 19:21:36 PDT PWWWWWWWWWNED.

(= ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9272076/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9272076/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 14:36:20 PDT WE FUCKING OWNED GERMANY!
YEAHHHHHHHHHH MOTHER FUCKERSSSSSSS!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
ITALIA IS IN THE FUCKING FINALS!
OWWWWWWWWWWWNNNNNNNNEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDD!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
sorry
(= ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9232783/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9232783/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 14:34:52 PDT FORZA! FORZA!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Oh wow that game was one rush of excitement.
Sorry Ukraine, we kick ass.
WOOOOOOOOOOO

and if ANYONE comments and says we cry over nothing
EAT MY ASS
Buffon took a fucking pole to the head to save a goal and played for another 60 minutes.
AND
Cannavarro took a fucking soccer ball to THE NUTS
KTHX
Pretty sure you would cry too.
BABHAHBDLJKGHLDJ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


oh yeah and GERMANY WON TOO! WOOOOOT!
and we play them next. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9107961/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9107961/ Mon, 19 Jun 2006 12:45:06 PDT Leave me dreaming on the bed, see you right back here tomorrow, for the next round.
Keep this scene inside your head, as the bruises turn to yellow, and the swelling goes down.

And if you're ever around, in the city or the suburbs, of this town,
Be sure to come around, I'll be wallowing in sorrow, wearing a frown, like pierrot the clown.

Saw you crashing 'round the bay, never seen you act so shallow, or look so brown.
Remembered all the things you'd say, how your promises went hollow, as you threw me to the ground.

And if you're ever around, in the backstreets or the alleys, of this town.
Be sure to come around, I'll be wallowing in pity, wearing a frown, like pierrot the clown.

When i dream, i dream if your lips,
when i dream, i dream of your kiss,
when i dream, i dream of your fists,
your fists,
your fists..

Leave me bleeing on the bed, see you right back here tommorrow, for the next round.
Keep this scene inside your head, as the bruises turn to yellow, and the swelling goes down..

And if you're ever around, in the city or the suburbs, of this town, be sure to come around, I'll be
wallowing in sorrow, wearing a frown, like pierrot the clown,
pierrot the clown.

Bah. I hate downers.

But as an upside, highschool is OVER!!! ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9044150/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/9044150/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 07:15:08 PDT Bored, sitting in Vanessas tech class.
Hungry.

Expect some art, hopefully soon times. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8950667/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8950667/ Fri, 02 Jun 2006 13:43:47 PDT GRR I HATE PILLS
ADVIL DOESNT WORK EITHER


anywho

I got my wisdom teeth out. Now I am un-wise. I need smart food to make me smart again!! In the meantime, I've been eating moussey yogurt, soup and mushy apples. Tomorrow is ICE CREAM TIME WOOOO!

Good news: I am not swollen at all. I don't look like a chipmunk. HUZZAH! I rule.
The whole healing thing. PSH its a sinch. I'll be better by tomorrow night.
Sunday, is my MIKE VISITING DAY! I miss him ever so much.

As for now, since I have nothing to do.
English homework time?
YAY!
BYE BYE! ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8877727/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8877727/ Thu, 25 May 2006 20:00:11 PDT kicks major
Buttox.

Carmens friend
is WAY HOT. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8752092/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8752092/ Sat, 13 May 2006 12:48:39 PDT Alone.
This is number 4.
Thanks for friends who love to ditch
or
just not invite me anywhere.
Thanks to parents who want me to have a life
yet dont at the same time.

Makes sense?
I didn't think so.

EDIT
On a brighter note,
Yay for sex <3
/EDIT ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8715569/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8715569/ Mon, 08 May 2006 21:57:20 PDT HATE
ENGLISH.

Fuck
school
and its bullshit.
Fuck life
and it's bullshit
I'm gonna fucking
fail
in life
and I don't care.
The harder I try the more I fail
IN EVERY SENSE
THeres no fucking point to it.
Theres no point to this journal
Theres no point to the title of this journal.
Theres no point to ANYTHING. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8694447/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8694447/ Sat, 06 May 2006 19:42:48 PDT In the very chair I’m sitting in right now, there have been a lot of conversations. There have been a lot of thoughts. There has been a lot of life, yet, at the same time, not much of it. There have been many smiles, and many tears. There has been a lot of inspiration, and there has been a lack of. There has been a lot of a girl; a girl and her dreams, life, and fantasies. That girl is me.
Now, just some background history for all of you. Life up until the summer of ’99 was good. I was a child, running free. Now, that was the summer before the sixth grade. At that point, everything changed. Well for the most part, I hit puberty. Oh, what joy that was. To ask my mother not to tell my father and the entire world, and yet in return get three hundred or so phone calls from family, ‘congratulating’ me on becoming a woman. Boy, was that a changing day in my life.
Cut to grade six. I thought I had a lot of friends in grade 5 and such, but in grade six everything kind of changed. The friends I used to have drifted away. The friends I made that year, drifted away about 3-4 months later. I was then left alone, and have felt that way ever since.
Although I can say that I am completely alone, people will still listen to me. Apparently, they’re my friends, but can I believe them? No, I can’t; because with the loss of friends, comes the loss of trust, and caring altogether. Why should I even bother to try and care about people who obviously do not care about me? There is no point to trying, because the harder I try, the more fulfilled they get, which means the more drained I am. I give, I give, and I give. But do I ever get? Almost never.
I was raised to love people. I was never raised to only think about myself. I think I’m the only person in my generation to be the least selfish, and the least narcissistic of everyone I’ve ever met. Self-gratification has never really occurred to me. I’ve never thought about myself. I’m in the position now where I’m going nowhere in life, because I’ve never thought about myself. I’ve always thought about everyone else, and what they were feeling. The only times I do think about myself, I end up the one on the bottom. So is there a point? Is there a point to anything? No, there positively isn’t.
Here comes my existentialist rant of the day (month, year, decade, and millennium). I have always thought, since I was small, what is life? What is the point? Why are we all here, and what exactly put us here? All of these thoughts occur to me at least ten times a day. Will I ever solve them? No. Will anyone ever solve them? Perhaps. Will I be alive at that point to know what it is? Probably not. Although I do ponder about it extensively, I also see no point to that. All I’m doing is thinking, making up reason, after reason, after reason. Are any of them right? I’ll never know, because no one knows.
So the point we’re here, is nothing. We’re just here, and whoever put us here is probably watching over us, and laughing. Laughing until he cries (and that’s why it rains). Good people die, because it’s funny. Wars start internationally, because it’s funny. People suffer, because it’s funny. Whoever or whatever put us here, is one sadistic maniac. He just loves to watch everyone suffer.
So the only purpose of life, is for someone else’s enjoyment. Just to watch us. Or maybe, it’s all a dream in someone else’s head, that’s lasting an eternity. Maybe we’re all in someone else’s head, while some kid’s in a coma, and all his parents want is for him to come back. But, if this kid wakes up, then our reality would be over. Maybe that’s what the apocalypse is. Maybe that’s why everyone says the end of the world is coming.
Now I think I’m just talking nonsense. I really have no idea why we’re here. It just sucks when it’s Saturday night, and you’re stuck at home thinking about this because someone you believe cared has left you here all alone. But, that’s my life. I guess I should be used to it by now. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8612700/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8612700/ Fri, 28 Apr 2006 14:45:27 PDT It's all in your head.
Sometimes it doesn't come out the way you want it, but you can always change it.

Yay for a metaphor that I invented.
]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8593298/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8593298/ Wed, 26 Apr 2006 15:23:39 PDT
*insert random here*

Thank you for watching. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8520566/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8520566/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 12:13:13 PDT Gonna be some siiiiiiiiick fuckin day. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8497584/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8497584/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 08:30:58 PDT

Everybody Dance!
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

I don't know why I'm writing here.
All I know.
Is that I'm so happy
TEE HEEEEEEE
kajsfhkjashf
I want to go out.
Now.





]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8383761/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8383761/ Thu, 06 Apr 2006 12:02:38 PDT w00t!
I be cool.

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8197188/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8197188/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 11:28:56 PST I swear, I'm moving there.
Canada sucks compared to there.
I love Rome
Florence
Paris
and London
So many pictures
COMING SOONTIMES! ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8092317/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/8092317/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 10:32:53 PST I'm finally leaving Canada, bitches.
Europe 2006
FINALLY.
I hate this place. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7909125/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7909125/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 17:36:29 PST It's nice to know that I am the topic of great interest/insult at your "band practices."
It's nice to know how I'm like your lying cheating slut of an ex-girlfriend because I want the best for my boyfriend and I, and I don't want people like -YOU- ruining my relationship.
It's nice to know how people like you LOVE to stick their noses in other peoples business when it DOESN'T INVOLVE YOU AT ALL.

Listen, he refers to you as his best friend, and I'm cool with that. I'm not gonna tell him to stop hanging around with you, even though you're the biggest asshole on the planet, because he would hang around with you anyways because he considers you his best friend. If he's happy with you as his best friend (which I don't know why he would be) I'm happy too. All I want is the best for him. So if you're -really- his best friend, WHY DON'T YOU START ACTING LIKE IT? If you cared about Alessandro at all, you would want the best for him, and you would be happy that he's happy. If you cared about Alessandro, you'd want the relationship in which he's happy in, to work. But since you're a selfish bastard, all you want is what's best for you. You don't care about him. If you did, this wouldn't be happening.

Tree, if you read this, I know you hate me, but I'd really appreciate it if you read this to Mike. Maybe he'll fucking leave me alone after. I probably don't even have to tell you to read it to him, because you're good friends with him and you'd read it to him regardless. Whatever.

Mike, go to hell. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7868294/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7868294/ Sat, 11 Feb 2006 20:20:51 PST
I hate emotions/my brain/thinking.

jkfshdkjghksjgh

I'm gonna stop writing now, because none of you reeeally care anyways. I don't even know why I bother. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7788442/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7788442/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 08:52:17 PST
People tend to ruin other people's lives. I'd love to meet a bunch of people who really don't. Who aren't completely introverted. I don't think I've met a lot of people like that. Hell I think I've only met 2. I also hate the fact that I am one of those 2. I'm not trying to be concieted by saying this, but I don't really do much stuff for myself. I seldom ask people for advice, but I'm always willing to give. I always help people, I was brought up that way. I'm not a selfish bitch.

I hate people that try and ruin others lives in the most sly, manipulative way ever. That's just low. Really fucking low. But what do you get out of it? Is it for self-gratification? I don't understand how doing that would please someone in any way. But if your a fucking saddist, sure, why not. You've had your fun. Now would be your time to live your own life and stop interfering with others.

Oh, I almost forgot something. The greatest thing ever is when the people who ruin everything, try and make themselves look like the victim. You might have some fucking idiots stoners fooled, but not me. Not me. I'm not as stupid as I may seem. You are not the victim. Nobody should feel sorry for you. There's nothing that I could've done to make you a victim. But hey, it's only so that you'll get attention. To make other people pat you on the back and say, "Oh what a bitch she is. But it's okay. YOU didn't do anything wrong, did you?"

If you say no, then you are a liar. And it proves everything that I've been writing.

This is a message from the life committee. If you have a life, stop ruining others. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7787730/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7787730/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 06:47:49 PST They'd be really sore right now.

Damn you.
Damn you.
]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7753251/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7753251/ Tue, 31 Jan 2006 07:50:42 PST and some friends
who actually care.
and some friends who I can GENUINELY trust because people are assholes
But hell, where am I gonna find some of those? ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7726256/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7726256/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 19:11:16 PST if you exist,
you are one sadistic son of a bitch. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7689228/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7689228/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 19:54:13 PST Why bother trying if you'll never succeed?
Even when you try your very hardest.
There's no point.
I'll just try because I have nothing better to do.
I have no life.
Whatever.
No use living either. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7678608/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7678608/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 17:47:07 PST I salute you.



You have probably experienced the most amazing thing ever. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7586418/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7586418/ Thu, 12 Jan 2006 18:45:36 PST But you know what sucks?
The fact that I'm not getting in.
I'd really love to go to York for their graphic design program because it sounds really good and all of my teachers told me I should. There's just one problem:

IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

I'm not good enough to become a graphic artist. I'm not good enough to get into University at all. I'm just never good enough for anything. I'm not a good enough artist. I'm not a good enough writer. I'm not a good enough graphic artist. I'm just mediocre in every possible way. I hate being average. I wish I was more than average but wishing is all that I can do. I wish I was smart. I wish I had some sort of skill. But I don't. I hate this whole university thing. I hate the fact that it's a complete rip off and I'd probably get more experience at home playing on my computer. I hate that the Universities charge like 100 bucks to apply to 3 universities. I hate that I don't have enough money to pay for university. I hate that you have to write some BULLSHIT essay to get into university. Theres no way I will succeed in life.

I've had 2 3 nervous breakdowns today.
I hate being 17.

Everyone who cares to read this/watches me/randomly reads this:
I'm extremely jealous of you.
Why?
Because you all are extremely talented in one way or another or more and I am mediocre or just fucking suck gorilla nuts.

Al, if it wasn't for you, I'd say this would be the worst year of my life.
las;khglkjsfhglkjhlghasd;tfgluiag ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7476092/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7476092/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 07:46:37 PST Happy New Years!!

Another year.
Another source of inspiration (hopefully)

I'm working on my first ever vector in Illustrator.
Should be fun, no?

Oh for those of you in Japan (coughAlcoughcoughkrystal-moxcoughcough)
Happy January 2nd 2006 =O!!

Damn the 14 hour difference. ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7399914/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7399914/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 06:59:09 PST Happy Hanukah too!
Oh and Kwanzaa. Can't forget about Kwanzaa.

Yeah basically...
Happy freaking holidays peopleessssssssss! ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7356990/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7356990/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 17:43:46 PST . But a Journal!

How old were you when you had your first crush?: like.. 1 lmfao I dunno
How many crushes have you had?: A lot
How old were you when you had your first boyfriend/girlfriend?: 13? if you count the gay grade 8 over msn ones... because I wasn't allowed to go out. Then 13... but REAL boyfriend I was 14.
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?: counting the ugly ones 5.... real ones 3
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend right now?: yes <3
Have you been dumped in the last 3 months?: Nope haha!
Have you dumped someone in the last 3 months?: Nope haha!
Have you ever kissed someone/been kissed?: are you kidding.
How old were you when you had your first kiss?: 14 agh lmao
Have you ever made out with someone?: heck yes
Have you ever had sex?: Yes (=
Do you have any crushes right now?: Al!
If so, how many?: 1 because he is my one and only loveeeeeee

All About Him/Her-
Describe your boyfriend/girlfriend's personality: AMAZING. Sweet, thoughtful, caring, mental (haha), just altogether amazing.
Describe his/her looks:: Long brown hair, about 5'6? muscular, brown eyes, skinnyy! hehe so skinny he is.
Why do you like him/her?: because he makes my life 284572 million times better then it ever was and he's amazing and awesome and I love him
How did you meet?: Met him at this sars concert at the skydome (hahaha sars)
Do you think he/she likes you?: Well yeah we're dating.

Guys/Girls In General
Best part about guys/girls?: Best part about guys is that they can protect you even if you don't need protection.
Worst part about guys/girls?: THEY DONT LISTENNN aslkjfhsakljfas
Which part of them do you like best?: Their... face?
What is your biggest turn on?: Well you know if they're touching you there and you know... things lead to other things... haha im kidding... biggest turn on would be the eyes... thats the window to the soul...you could look into someones eyes and see what they're like.
What is your biggest turn off?: self-absorbed, uber-mature guys who dont get anything... and when they ignore you, or lie.
What's the meanest thing a guy's/girl's ever said/done to you?: Tell me they loved me and never meant/BELIEVED in it. Told me everything was a lie.
What's the nicest thing a guy'/girl's ever said/done to you?: Lemme think on this one.
Do guys/girls get on your nerves sometimes?: Sometimes.
If so, why?: They just do things to piss you off
If you could change anything about guys/girls, what would it be?: Guys should listen.
Do you prefer short guys/girls or tall guys/girls?: Whatever
Shaggy hair or short hair?: Uhm... shaggy ish to the chin hair?
Color eyes?: I like peircing green eyes... blue is pretty too
Does his/her apperance matter to you?: Nope it really doesn't

Relationships in General
What is the best part about a relationship?: Knowing that someone is there for you always, knowing you always have someone to go to during hard times... unless it's between you... knowing someone is out there who actually gives a shit. fuck I miss you Al, if you see this come home. Please.
What is the worst part about a relationship?: When they leave you for 20 dayssss to sit at home for Christmas and New Years and sufferrrrrrrr doing absolutely nothinggggggggg...
Do you get jealous when you see other couples?: No because I know I have someone amazing <3
(If you have one) Do you wish your relationship was better?: wish we could stay together
Have you ever stolen someone's boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
Has anyone ever stolen your boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
Have you ever been on a date?: yeah
Have you ever been on a double date?: not sure...
What's the best place for a date?: who cares
What's the best place to make out?: wherever

What do you think of guys/girls that...
Lie: hate
Cheat: get shot.
Steal: DONT STEAL AND GET ARRESTED coughcoughalcoughcough
Make out with you: that makes me happy in the pants lmfao joking but it's nice (=
Play sports: good for them they stay fit (=
Do ballet: Uhm... have fun?

Who do you trust? I'd trust Al with my life and soul. Vanessa too. And Smelly <3
What was the last CD you bought? Uhmm...Something Corperate - Leaving Through the Window
Why did you buy it? reminds me of Al. I'm sad I know. But they're awesome.
What song are you listening to right now? Nine Inch Nails - Where is Everybody?
When was the last time you wore a skirt? I don't remember
What movie do you want to see next in theaters? I don't know.
What shoes did you wear today? mY old ugly DC's
Si... ]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7217827/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/7217827/ Sun, 04 Dec 2005 06:21:41 PST "We've got enough fresh meat!"

x Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
My red Sharpie and System Of A Downs Mezmerize and Hypnotize (which are connected =O)

x What is the last thing you watched on TV?
THE NEWS which i hate

x Without looking, guess what time it is: 9:07

x Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 9:04

x With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? The fan spinning and the clock ticking and me typing

x When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Last night when I got out of the car and went into my house?

x Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
the computer?

x What are you wearing? my spongebob pj's =O

x Did you dream last night? yeah I just don't remember it... i will soon though

x When did you last laugh? Last night in the car on the way home from smellys b-day party with andreaa when we called Trinca and told him we wanted to have his babies and he didnt know who i was =O lmfao

x What is on the walls of the room you are in? STUPID BROWNEY BEIGEY COLOUR kjlshafja.

x Seen anything weird lately? probably

x What do you think of this quiz? "eh"

x What is the last film you saw? DONNIE DARKO

x If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
2 PLANE TICKETS TO AUSTRALIAAAAA for Al and I and a castle in ireland and a car because i need one and I'll buy Al a car too because he's sexy and I'd buy him anything that he wanteddd because he's awesome and i love him dearly <33

x If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would change people in some way.

x Do you like to dance?
ballet = i'd love too
dance classes = gimmee!
fucking wannabe im so ghetto dancing = GO DIE.

x George Bush:
Will be assasinated in the near future

x Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I don't want a girl ='( lmao I don't know...

x Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Alessandro <3 YAY ALESSANDRO THE 3rd

x Would you ever consider living abroad? whatever that means (=

x What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
There are no pearly gates. There is no God. There could be a place that we go when we die but I'm pretty sure it won't involve clouds, pearly gates, and God.

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6991870/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6991870/ Tue, 08 Nov 2005 15:32:12 PST Hey you, things aren't what they seem. Makes no sense at all.

I just remembered how much I loved Placebo.
's

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6718560/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6718560/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 06:26:07 PDT They call me rattlesnake.

Uhm, my dreams are officially retarded when they involve a McDonalds play area thats connected to an all-white house and Yoshi.

I am officially scared of myself.

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6678966/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6678966/ Tue, 04 Oct 2005 14:56:38 PDT Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky.

Al is one mighty awesome human being and I love him.

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6606332/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6606332/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 09:42:29 PDT She has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin.

I'm bored.

[] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[?] I listen to political music.
[] I collect comic books.
[] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[] I watch the news.
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player
[] I own something from Hot Topic
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes.
[] don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I paid for that cell phone ringtone.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[] I love Spam.
[] I bake well.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have a job.
[] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (long times ago)
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] like to laugh.
[] I smoke a pack a day.
[] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[] I eat fast food weekly..
[x] I've been out of this country. (USa?)
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[] I am really ticklish.
[] I see a therapist.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[] I bite my nails.
[] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games/video games.
[] I'm single.
[] I'm in a myspace relationship.
[x] Gotten lost in your city.
[] Saw a shooting star.
[] Been to any other countries besides the united states.
[] I had a serious Surgery.
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[] I have Kissed a Stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[] Been in a fist fight.
[] Been arrested.
[] laughed and had milk/RICE come out of your nose.
[] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] Made out in an elevator
[x]Swore at your parents
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[x]Been close to love. (how about in?)
[]Been to a casino.
[] Been skydiving.
[] Broken a bone.
[x] Skipped school.
[] Flashed someone.
[] Saw a therapist
[x] Done a split.
[x] Played spin the bottle.
[x] Gotten stitches.
[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone.
[x] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] Kissed a member of the same sex.
[] Crashed into a friend's car
[] Been to Japan
[] Ridden in a taxi.
[x] Shoplifted.
[] Been fired
[] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[] Stole something from your job.
[] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Lied to a friend
[] Had a crush on a teacher/sub
[] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans
[] Been to Europe.
[] Slept with a co-worker.
[] Been married.
[] Gotten divorced
[] Had children
[] Saw someone dying.
[] Been to Africa
[] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[x] Been to Canada
[] Been to Mexico.
[x] Been on a plane.
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[] Thrown up in a bar
[] Eaten Sushi.
[] Been snowboarding.
[] Been Skiing
[] Met someone in person from the internet.
[x] Been moshing at a rock show.
[] Been to a moto cross show
[] Lost a child
[] Gone to college
[] Done hard drugs
[x] Taken painkillers
[] Had someone cheat on you.
[x] Miss someone right now.
[] Don't like anyone in your town enough to call them a "friend".

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6562183/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6562183/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 09:33:30 PDT insert line from a song here

I am subscribed again (=

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6520272/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6520272/ Fri, 16 Sep 2005 12:55:11 PDT ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6425325/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6425325/ Mon, 05 Sep 2005 17:37:42 PDT Old school hollywood baseball?

Okay heres some updates.

1) The long weekend owned.
2) Andy and I broke up.
3) I hate people and their bullshit.
4) School starts tomorrow and I don't want to go (reason: people)

Yay.

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6098511/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6098511/ Mon, 01 Aug 2005 08:08:34 PDT These bonds are shackle free

Well, I had a weird dream.

Actually, I had multiple weird dreams last night. I was laughing pretty hard at most of them but yeah. Uh, tell me what you think.

So, First we're on some weird boat when we realize that theres some dark hooded figure trying to attack us. So everyone gets off the boat and its dark outside and the water is really murky except for one park where theres a light from the boat. You can see the dark hooded figure whip through where the light is so we're all really scared. So then the dark figure comes out of the water and then I dunno I think it turns into a movie of some sort and theres a whole lesson with what just happened.

Then it randomly turns into a weird thing where a whole bunch of people are in a bus and I'm sitting in a seat with a guy who has a gun and is trying to shoot this lady Josephine from work because she was trying to attack the bus? So the bus is flying (????) and shes jumping from building to building by doing cartwheels? So then I told everyone to stuff their jackets with gum because it would protect them from the guy with the gun even though the guy with the gun was a good guy? Then all off a sudden the back of the bus is ripped off and we have to try and jump out of the bus and land in one of the cars that were driving below us trying to catch us. So some people jumped and made it. In one car Brennan was standing there saying I'll catch you and his hands were cupped.

I dont get it. But the next part im not gonna give any detail ebcause there was an intimate sex scene between me and Andy.

I'll end it there = )

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6030659/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/6030659/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 14:45:00 PDT
Ahem...

I fixed it = ).

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/5961514/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/5961514/ Sun, 17 Jul 2005 18:38:52 PDT Everybody ends up here in bottles, but the nametags the last thing you wanted.

Why did HP6 have to end like that.

When is HP7 coming out I want it now. RIGHT NOW.

I showered !

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/5926212/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/5926212/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 18:49:10 PDT you shook me all night long =B

Hp6 in 3 days

Hockey is back mofo's

Heck yes!

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/5890089/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/5890089/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 21:52:16 PDT All that's left of yesterday.

Well, Lets just say I'm having a hell of a summer already. I'm already fucking grounded for failing English again. My stupid teachers the biggest fucking lying bitch in the world. Yeah bump me my ASS. Whatever. Now I have to fucking repeat that BULLSHIT course and read all those STUPID books again I'm going to fucking die. Hopefully I can take it in night school. Fucking bullshit. I'm already in summer school, and the stupid bitch didn't call and say I failed. Fucking Bitch I HOPE SHE GETS HIT BY A CAR AND DIES.

Anywho, other than that. I've been babysitting all weekend. I babysat on friday, so I couldnt go see War of the Worlds (also because I'm grounded) and I was supposed to be at a party tonight and take my stress away but nope I had to babysit again. OH YEAH I have an assignment due monday that I haven't started because I can't find an ad for a job position. Wonderful, just fucking wonderful. Another thing is that I have to work 9 FUCKING HOURS tomorrow. FUCK SAKES this weekend couldnt get any worse.

I just jinxed it, didn't I?

So tonight I was actually feeling okay, I was just watching the kids and watching the Rocky Horror Picture Show with them when Andy just HAD to call me and ruin it. "Oh for some reason everyone here wants to talk to you." Wonderful, keep going about everyone except me being there, also how everyone's drunk. Wonderful, I'm supposed to be there and somewhat intoxicated too. But I wasn't. Whatever it's over now I don't care. Hopefuly I'll be allowed to go to the concert on monday and see willy wonka next friday. I need to I cant stay in this fucking house any longer.

On a good note, HP6 comes out in 6 days . That should be my highlight of the week.

I think I'm gonna be one of those people when I'm older I'm just gonna snap and go crazy on everyone because I haven't let out my anger. I have no way of letting it out. This is getting quite long isnt it? Well no one really reads this anyways. Whatever. I'm in such a bad mood. Am I always in a bad mood? According to Al I'm always in a bad mood. Mind you, he was depressed for a year over Steph sooo hes one to talk, no?

What the hell am I gonna do with my life? Whatever. Hopefully I'll die before I have to decide.

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/5609361/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/5609361/ Fri, 10 Jun 2005 12:33:05 PDT Nobody said it was easy

I honestly have nothing to write about haha why the hell am I writing this? Oh well. My Subscription expires soon = (. I'm gonna miss you subscription.

Oh well, I have no money. Plus, me wants an Ipod! YAY!

Soon I shall get one

Until then,
Toodles!

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/5424127/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/5424127/ Sat, 21 May 2005 20:16:55 PDT Thoughts weaken the mind

ALCOHOL SUCKS

]]> ~dreamxobscene http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/5393832/ http://dreamxobscene.deviantart.com/journal/5393832/ Wed, 18 May 2005 16:22:36 PDT We'll regret all those things we thought of but didn't ever do...

Somebody save me. I'd love to be kidnapped from my house right about now. I really REALLY would love it. I'm so sick of living here.

RRRRRRRRR

Why can't I be older and NOT LIVE HERE ANYMORE. I'M SICK OF BEING CONTROLLED FOR FUCKS SAKES.






Sorry. Angry entry.

I wish I had friends.

Sorry, once again ]]> ~dreamxobscene