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                <title>In transition</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2009 16:55:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I'm currently in transition. I'm moving from one large city (MTL) to (TO) another. I've graduated from my undergrad degree. I'm applying for a Masters this Dec. I'm working and in between I am volunteering. So hopefully there should still be plenty of time to edit photos. Especially photos of my recent trip through the states. Some photos i've already edited as can be seen in my gallery.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Note</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jul 2009 16:57:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I really need to revamp my deviant art. I find that there are photographs that border themes that are unoriginal. I know that even when I post but sometimes I find myself inspired by whatever movie or music I'm listening to. I don't think I can consider my deviantart as the official copy of my work because there are so many mistakes on here in my art. I guess you can see this place as a work in progress with its kinks and pluses.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Question</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jan 2009 09:24:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I got this gift certificate for Christmas from one of my dear friends and it's to make a book from <a href="http://www.blurb.com">[link]</a> and so I was wondering even though not a lot of people read my journals maybe someone could respond and let me know what they think about. I was thinking of taking some photographs from this gallery here and putting them in a book. I'm just not sure of what the theme should be or anything. Do you have any ideas? <br /><br />Thanks,<br /><br />Martina<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Winter</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2009 13:12:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So.. I've started my random course semester.. I'm kind of taking it very easy. I'm only taking 2 courses. I've completed my degree finally!! Yay! I'm going to be graduating in June I believe. I've applied to Grad school and teacher's college as a back up plan. But I also have several other routes that I could pursue that I didn't apply for but I could do, such as social work. I'm doing some counseling of students at Concordia with the peer support program. I'm also going to be relaxing and not getting a job because I still have some savings. I just can't wait until Spring. Even though it appears I have nothing to do, I find that so far I've had quite a bit to do.. Things I needed to get done before that I've put off will need to get done right about now. I was thinking of going somewhere tropical for a week in February with my boyfriend. I haven't left the country in a year which for me is long. Today i'm going to a lecture about climate change should be interesting. I seem to be in a blogging sort of mood.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Dec 2008 09:37:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />It's almost Christmas and I'm very excited. Just a few more exams left! I finally finished all the required courses for my degree now all I'm doing is courses that I don't need just to waste time. I have to be here until the beginning of April so I may as well take courses. My deviantart subscription is almost over, but when I looked to see how much it costs, the prices have really gone up and I don't think I'm going to pay that much for a one year subscription. I need to save my money for Xmas presents. I finished applying for grad school. Just need to keep my fingers crossed now! Lately, I've been quite addicted to sleep, has this been happening to anyone else? It's literally a struggle to get out of bed. I guess its partially because we only heat one room at a time so getting out of bed involves freezing. Maybe this is what being burnt out is like. That or I need to start eating more greens. My boyfriend and I we cook together as often as we can, and lately we made a lot of soups. We made cauliflower soup, and yesterday it was pea and turkey soup. So I have to go to study now..<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Grad school</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Nov 2008 12:20:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />So I'm applying for Grad school, the deadlines are all Dec 1st. It seems so far away and yet its so close. Somehow it seems i've reached a point where I've over completed my degree and I need to finish this. After all it's my 5th year at university. I seem to be under a lot of pressure. It seems like this semester, this short span of time is one of the most important times of my Psychology career. <br /><br /> I don't know what it is but seems like I've had enough of Montreal and I want to move elsewhere. I love it here, but I wish I came here on my vacations, it's such a relaxing place. Why am I always on the move? I'm constantly yearning to change my environment. It seems I get tired too quickly of the same old thing. I have a beautiful apartment in the center of town and still I'm looking forward to changing it up. Oh how I wish it were Christmas already! All this application stuff would be done with and I'd finally feel better as though I'm not being smothered. <br /><br />Good thing is my dear darling has agreed on the potential move. I think we shall move to Toronto. It's time to spend more time with my sister.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Fit as fuck</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Sep 2008 18:44:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />So i'm in Mtl as usual... Just started my 5th year of university this year is very exciting because I have a couple of advanced psych courses which happen to be very interesting. I finished working at my summer job with the homeless. I really liked the experience. I changed my degree and made it longer... I need that for grad school. I need a break from Montreal and I think I shall need to travel somewhere in the winter. My sister is in the UK and I wish I could visit her but I don't think I have the time with all the work from school and volunteer work at school. I need some new photography equipment it seems, i've been contemplating getting a portrait lens for my camera and maybe some better lighting equipment. It's hard to spend money when you know that your income has stopped still.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Summer</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jul 2008 05:24:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />It's summer and I love it.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Job</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Jun 2008 16:50:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />So, I've found myself a full-time summer job. I'm a community worker for a non-profit organization. I'll be helping to listen and counsel all types of people and to advocate for them for whatever they may need such as housing, welfare,legal aid... I'm very excited because this is the perfect job. The experience that I will receive from it will be golden for my potential career in counseling. Already the few days that i've worked there I feel very happy with it. I'm excited just thinking about it. <br /><br />Thats it for now.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Mar 2008 17:09:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />So I am one course away from graduation. It's almost all over.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Mar 2008 14:21:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />School is coming to a close soon. I was in Bulgaria for a short while during Feb 2008. I spent a short while in Rome also. Some family issues have come up, particularly with the illness of my grandfather who is not expected to recover. I've been pretty good in all. Just sort of extremely tired after the short trip to Europe. It seems as though I've never recovered from the jet lag because I feel constantly tired all of the time and am having trouble concentrating. I don't feel any extensive mood changes, I still feel relatively happy but I am getting frustrated with this lack of ability. Sadly, the 2 courses that I need to graduate from my bachelors are not offered this summer semester so I'll have to take two classes in September and apply for graduation in the winter. <br /><br /><br />All that's left to say is that I just hate statistics and hope that they don't catch up to me.<br /><br />Hope all is well with everyone!<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Dec 2007 21:16:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />Christmas time is coming and it's been really great. Exams are here and I've only got two so I'm quite excited!! Photography has come back to me I think. I always get back on track. I'm so excited about writing my christmas cards! I think I maybe graduating soon.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 20:11:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />I've reached a point, a road block in my photography where it doesn't matter if I pick up the camera or not the ideas won't flow. It's like there's nothing left in me to document. I have so much potential but it won't break through. Maybe its the stress from school, hopefully it's not permanent. DA seems a bit empty I don't know why but I wish that at least even if I took a bad photo there was someone out there to give me their two cents. It's really hard to explain this block but its like there's something standing in my way preventing me from producing anything meaningful and anything that I do produce seems bad or empty.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>lets make love on the grass and moon</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Sep 2007 19:21:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />I just wanted to thank all my watchers for all of their support! Thanks so much, you guys have been great! I hope to bring you some more original art.<br />
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P.S. I was thinking of changing my featured deviation have any ideas? Thanks in advance!<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>fly like paper get high like planes</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Sep 2007 20:05:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />so its been busy and my art hasn't really been flowing much lately. I think its cause I'm a bit tired. Soon the weekend will come and I will try my best to bring you something new.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>mon amour ma bien aimer</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jul 2007 16:08:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />Summer is going great.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Beau dimanche</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jun 2007 16:33:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />Yoga is not a joke.. It really works wonders for getting fit. I am now officially fit enough to wear short shorts and look good. People should do more yoga. This what I love about summer, the urges to workout are very strong.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I still believe in the phrases that we breathed</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 May 2007 11:52:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dreamy's Thoughts Online<br /><br />So busy with school...... Papers and readings... But summer is so nice.<br />
Soon school will be done and I will have time to do things that i've put off..<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>pijama pop pour vous</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Mar 2007 13:13:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />So i've been really busy with school and second midterms.. Finally they're over but now final exam studying awaits me. Doing really well in school and feel really good about it.. I'm going to toronto next weekend to visit my sister in Ryerson Rez, Easter in To its going to be. We will be moving out of our place now and moving into another one around sept 1st.. So I guess we should start looking. We're looking to move to downtown . I also want some morning sunlight in our bedroom. At the moment we don't get very much sunlight at all and we end up having our lights on for most of the day.  This way we can actually have plants that don't wilt because of lack of light. Hope to find a place around the same size as is now.. might be harder.. (2 bedroom). But it feels exciting.<br />
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Summer is going to be half in mtl and half in ottawa and possibly half in europe. Don't know much yet.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Feb 2007 11:33:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />So I got back from O-town and it was fun.. Did alot of outdoor sports, downhill skiing and cross-country.. Walking.. Got back and now i'm quite pleased with myself and my midterms.. Turns out in one of my classes got the 6th highest mark out of 62 people. Sweet.. I think I'm finally mastering the art of organized studying. I love how its so sunny and warm outside these past few days it really has been beautiful. I want to go out and never go inside.. But then again its too dirty outside to study out there. Turns out i'm probably going to be going to o-town this weekend too because my bf is going to a tournament in o-town. So I hope to do more outdoor sports.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Feb 2007 16:05:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />So I finished midterms and am going to go back to Ottawa for about a week to hangout with friends and family.. I get to see my sister which I never see! She's driving to o-town from Toronto as I write this. Meeting with alot of friends.. going to be busy busy busy...<br />
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Oh and Its Lithuanian Independence Day today!<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Feb 2007 19:19:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />going home for spring break. yay.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Jan 2007 09:49:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />twas during this time last year that I was preparing to board the spaceship to italy... I wish I could fly away this year too. and in fact I can. Am capable of doing so. But am stuck in choosing what it is that I want to do with my free time. My only free time in the next few months.. There are so many people I want to visit.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jan 2007 22:30:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />and now im older. and its no longer my birthday and I am happy.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Jan 2007 21:43:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />so maybe this isn't THAT wierd.. but it still merits a documentation in my journal. Bad grammar will follow. <br />
<br />
So we went to see a movie and so we took the metro and there was this dude with a hat sitting there.. I looked at him.. Seemed nice.. We went on.. Watched the movie and then somehow we managed to find ourselves on the SAME train and in the SAME cart with that SAME guy.. Its wierd.. especially after you come out of a theatre where you've watched "children of men".<br />
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<br />
Odd.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>aint got no girl to make you smile</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Jan 2007 11:14:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />so.. got a new camera for xmas.. a nikon d50. i think im going retro for a little while because i really like the retro feel.. hope you don't mind..<br />
<br />
<br />
Happy Newyear!<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The sky opened wide like the tide</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Dec 2006 23:15:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />So xmas is coming.. Finals are now. Outside its beautiful all covered in snow. Did I ever tell you.. my favourite holiday is christmas. I must be a hypocrite because I think I recall hating it at some point. It's also the time of bankruptcy at least for me.. will be spending hundreds of dollars.. <br />
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<br />
and your landscape is so wild, there are mountains on the sides.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I turn my camera on</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Oct 2006 09:12:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />Hi. So i'm looking to get some type of digital camera in the 400-600 CAN dollar range even used is a possibility. But thing is I don't know which ones or good or anything.. I'll have to do some research but does anyone out here in DA have any suggestions? My old camera was a Canon Powershot A80 and it was ok.. It broke though so I'm kind of not into getting the same one again. I was even thinking of getting an SLR but I don't know just how frequently I'd use it with school and stuff. I was wondering if I didn't get an SLR what cameras were good ones with lots of customizable features?<br />
<br />
Any suggestions?<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>At times rock stone is the only bed thats made.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Oct 2006 19:40:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />Never. bitter. and. never. twisted.<br />
Only. optmistic. about. the. main. statistic.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Oct 2006 09:21:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />I just have to say that the reason there is no real photo art on here coming from me is cause I have no camera.. None whatsoever, not even digital. I mean my praktica seems to have some problem with the shutter not closing all the way. Thats how a huge role of slides from the summer was over exposed. <br />
<br />
<br />
So.. Just wanted to say it sucks to not have a camera.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Sep 2006 08:54:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />School started, 2nd week now. It's interesting. Our apartment is finally starting to look like a nice apartment. We now have a nice looking sofa bed and we have nice lamps, curtains, laundry hampers, tables.. It looks much more homey.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>living in mtl</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Sep 2006 17:23:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />So.. we're settled in to our apartment. Rather spacious. Impressed our parents with our house hunting skills. Going to school now, at concordia university. Going between campuses, there's a downtown one and a non downtown one. I have a metro pass now. I have obtained most of my textbooks.. Been in mtl for about 11 days. I think i may go back to ottawa this weekend for a day. I have so much to do already that there is almost no time to move around from city to city. Been cooking almost everyday. Mostly pasta and salads and soups. My sister is busy in Toronto too at Ryerson U. Realized that living in a relatively nice neighborhood can be kinda expensive.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Adrenaline Tandem</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Aug 2006 11:00:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />My younger sister who just turned 18 today, went sky diving yesterday. She jumped from a moving airplane at 11 000 feet or 4000 meters or 4 km from the ground. She was attached to an instructor, basically bound to him during the free fall (to simulate one person free falling) the free fall lasted 45 seconds. The instructor pulled the parachute at 4000 ft. Therefore, they free fell for 7000 ft in 45 seconds. She said the most terrifying part was jumping out of the actual airplane, and that afterwards it wasn't too scary. Aparently you only feel like your falling for a couple of seconds and then afterwards you get used to it and the feeling is more of a kind of floating. While free falling they managed to do a couple of 360's in the air. We have pictures as well as video footage of her sky dive. The parachuting part is aparently a bigger version of parasailing. She landed safetly in a sitting position. She is very brave. Braver than I. She's normally afraid of flying in planes but yet she flew in a very small plane to get up there. (the plane had a max of about 4 people) <br />
<br />
My mother is maybe going to be going skydiving for her 50th birthday which will be next year. If she jumps then I may become the only member of my immediate family which hasn't gone skydiving. (My dad was a paratrooper in the bg military)<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Water babe</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Aug 2006 12:09:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />I'm back from my huge trip to europe. Loved the sea in bulgaria. Running low on money. Even though I'm funded from all sides. Rather be self-sufficient. Looking for a job. No longer have any kind of digi cam with me. Will need to buy one. Slide and film pictures to come from europe (currently being developed) <br />
<br />
Moving in with my darling. Going to be packed down with books, and work. Tied down for 2 yrs around, school for all seasons. Even summer. <br />
<br />
This summer got really fit. Fitter than i've ever been. I think I may have abs. Must keep the fitness. For winter.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>trekkin the world</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Jul 2006 09:23:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ in bgland. end of our trip.. 3 more weeks.<br />
<br />
fun times. sea. varna. coming soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Jul 2006 09:06:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />Flying to luganland, czech land, bg land,greece land.<br />
<br />
One day I'll fly away<br />
Leave all this to yesterday<br />
What more could your Love do for me?<br />
When will Love be through with me?<br />
<br />
<br />
Why live life from dream to dream?<br />
And dread the day when dreaming ends<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>euro</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jun 2006 13:35:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br />I watch the sun,<br />
as it touches you while you sleep<br />
You gave me something,<br />
that I wanted to keep<br />
<br />
Going on another eurotrip. 4 countries. expenses. Searching for a new home in a new city. Found a new school in a different province. pamper me silly. spa treatment. hello world.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mooses grow on trees</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 May 2006 07:27:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Living on video- Pakito<br /><br />Dudes... I'm out of here soon. (my city)Going away all summer, and won't be back for fall. Moving to a different city, with my own place. Taking education to a different level. And.. ~<a class="u" href="http://pavkata.deviantart.com/">pavkata</a> is coming with me.<br />
<br />
More pictures to come.<br />
<br />
I'll.be.ready.forever.and.always.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Maybe it was our anniversary recently?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 May 2006 08:31:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Baby love- mc solaar<br /><br />Petite Baby Love. Il faut que tu saches<br />
Reconnaître un mec honnete. Car beaucoup sont malhonnetes<br />
Jouent avec l'amour et font faire des plans sur la comète.<br />
T'es exquise. Il faut que je te dise.<br />
Ton coeur n'est pas une Tour de Pise en construction sur la banquise<br />
<br />
Look here: <br />
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 May 2006 21:17:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: In this world- Moby<br /><br />Lordy don't leave <br />
All by myself<br />
<br />
Good time's the devil<br />
I'm a force of heaven<br />
<br />
Lordy don't leave me<br />
All by myself<br />
<br />
<br />
So many time's I'm down<br />
Down down<br />
<br />
With the ground<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Lordy don't leave me<br />
All by myself<br />
<br />
<br />
Whoa, in this world<br />
<br />
Lordy don't leave me<br />
All by myself<br />
<br />
I like these pics<br />
<br />
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Apr 2006 09:39:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear Diary<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Sweetest thing mahogany mix- lauryn hill<br /><br />Let me be patient let me be kind<br />
Make me unselfish without being blind<br />
Though I may suffer Ill envy it not<br />
And endure what comes<br />
Cause hes all that I got and<br />
Tell him...<br />
<br />
Tell him I need him <br />
Tell him I love him <br />
And itll be alright<br />
<br />
Now I may have faith to make mountains fall<br />
But if I lack love then I am nothin at all<br />
I can give away everything I possess<br />
But left without love then I have no happiness<br />
I know Im imperfect [i know Im imperfect]<br />
& not without sin [& not without sin]<br />
But now that Im older all childish things end<br />
And tell him...<br />
<br />
Tell him I need him <br />
Tell him I love him <br />
And itll be alright<br />
<br />
Ill never be jealous<br />
And I wont be too proud<br />
Cause love is not boastful<br />
Oooh and love is not loud<br />
Tell him I need him<br />
Tell him I love him<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Apr 2006 09:10:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A broken hearted lullaby<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: survivor<br /><br />after your torn.<br />
and you have no eyes, just sockets in your skull.<br />
<br />
your body takes the pain.<br />
Like bullets.<br />
one by one.<br />
they stick. <br />
they're swallowed by your skin.<br />
<br />
and your laying there.<br />
upon impact.<br />
your body shakes.<br />
you explode.<br />
bullets.<br />
silence.<br />
and then.<br />
is that. pain.<br />
<br />
and you wonder.<br />
how will i ever get up.<br />
my arms<br />
and my legs.<br />
and my chest.<br />
<br />
//perforating gunshot wound.<br />
//left chest , left arm, right arm, and neck.<br />
//Atypical wound of entrance<br />
//Anterolateral left chest<br />
//Laceration left subclavian vein<br />
<br />
and you stare at the sky. <br />
you wonder. why.<br />
why was i so unlucky.<br />
<br />
your breathing slows.<br />
running blindly.<br />
false belief.<br />
that. the world.<br />
filled with.<br />
rotting bodies.<br />
actually.<br />
encompasses love.<br />
<br />
how .<br />
can.<br />
it. <br />
sit.<br />
waiting.<br />
to.<br />
slaughter.<br />
you.<br />
when.<br />
you.<br />
let.<br />
yourself.<br />
fall asleep.<br />
in its arms.<br />
<br />
and.<br />
you realize.<br />
your rotting.<br />
and the bullets.<br />
sink deeper.<br />
and you think.<br />
this is the end.<br />
i'm done for.<br />
<br />
and then suddenly.<br />
the pain ceases.<br />
you feel happy.<br />
for this moment.<br />
you feel happy.<br />
and you . wonder.<br />
how can this be.<br />
i'm happy.<br />
and i'm dead.<br />
but i'm happy.<br />
<br />
and the pain ceases.<br />
and you feel the strength.<br />
to get up.<br />
look around.<br />
blood.<br />
stain.<br />
pavement.<br />
you.<br />
stink.<br />
stink.<br />
rotting.<br />
flesh.<br />
but.<br />
your.getting up.<br />
and how is it humanely possible.<br />
<br />
and they teach their soldiers.<br />
blood, blood, blood makes the green grass grow.<br />
<br />
maybe.<br />
they. were right.<br />
<br />
and.<br />
i'm smiling.<br />
cause. my soul. is happy.<br />
on it's own.<br />
<br />
and. they. all think. your .dead.<br />
but. you. know.<br />
your. still. breathing.<br />
your still alive.<br />
among. the shell shocked fans.<br />
<br />
and the blood drips.<br />
to shock the passersby.<br />
but.<br />
once.you sit. watching.<br />
death.<br />
fathers killing. daughters.<br />
fighting for p.e.a.c.e.<br />
or pieces.<br />
and the images flash<br />
and you stare<br />
and then you look away<br />
and all you see is them<br />
an image burned into your head.<br />
then. it doesn't bother you.<br />
anymore.<br />
ANYMORE.<br />
Once you take it all in.<br />
the truth.<br />
you swallow.it.<br />
willingly.<br />
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By: (Dreamy346.deviantart.com)<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Apr 2006 11:49:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: survivor<br /><br />.You.thought.that. i'd. be .weak. without. you. but. I.m.stronger. <br />
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.you.thought.that.i.d.be.helpless.without.you.<br />
.but.i.m.smarter.you.thought.that.i.d.be.<br />
.stressed.without.you.but.im.chilling.you.<br />
.thought.that.I.would.self.destruct.but.i.m.still<br />
.here.You. thought. I. couldn't.<br />
 .last. without. ya.But. I.m. lastin.Thought. I. couldn't. breathe.<br />
 .without. you.I.m. inhalin.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Apr 2006 11:47:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Dido. thankyou.<br /><br />My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why<br />
I got out of bed at all<br />
The morning rain clouds up my window<br />
and I can't see at all <br />
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<br />
I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,<br />
my head just feels in pain<br />
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today,<br />
I'm late for work again<br />
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply<br />
that I might not last the day<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Mar 2006 06:40:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Good Luck- Basement Jaxx<br /><br />Tell me tell me is life just a playground?<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Mar 2006 10:30:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br />Montreal? Moving to montreal? Mcgill? Switching to Mcgill? Wondering. Lover leaving.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Mar 2006 07:52:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Frou Frou- Breathe In<br /><br />The word stoner where does it come from? stone? stones? sounds like some kind of medical stomach condition.<br />
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And I'm high enough from all the waiting<br />
To ride a wave on your inhaling<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Mar 2006 06:33:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br />Was looking through old notebooks and came upon some interesting bits of poetry from the dark ages. I think i'll post some. Introduce you to my hell.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Mar 2006 15:09:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br />Beautiful dawn. lights up the shore for me.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Mar 2006 10:46:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br />studies are difficult. spirits are low. life's events snowballing. sex is still good. italy still lingers in my dreams.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Broken pictures</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:10:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br />My baby broke.. It fell from my tripod and then now the lenses won't go back in and I got an E18 error.<br />
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So sad..<br />
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Goodbye firenze pictures.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Feb 2006 08:49:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br />Leaving on a jet plane.<br />
<br />
Florence.<br />
<br />
Italy. <br />
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Pictures to come.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Feb 2006 13:38:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br />I got a new roll of film for my camera. It's a Tmax ISO 100 film.. Black and white ! Yay! Fun.. I also got a used polarizer for my cam.. Thanks hun for all your help.<br />
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More pictures to come. <br />
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I promise.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Jan 2006 21:37:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Lady In Red- Chris Deburgh<br /><br />he is the sea. My sea.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Birthday</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Jan 2006 08:25:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br />Happy birthday to me.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Jan 2006 16:15:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Self- Yann Martel<br /><br />It's sad when good books end. You become so much part of the world you read about. Sometimes I feel like I become the protagonist. Exploring the memories of fictional characters bring about real memories that have been long forgotten.<br />
<br />
Self is my favorite book, could I give it such an honour? It has a nice ring to it. <br />
<br />
The only thing i disliked was the ending. The way it didn't seem to come to a close. I think the ending is in the middle. The middle is so interesting and wonderful that the end switches places with it. <br />
<br />
My favourite part: the pitbull named "fig leaf" just brilliant! It's way better than naming your minature dog "elephant". <br />
<br />
The sex scenes were succulent. <br />
<br />
A book isn't complete when describing life without sex.<br />
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Funny thing is a hated it the whole time I read it and somehow I loved it all at once.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Jan 2006 13:00:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br />Sometimes I feel like photography can't cover all of the surges of words and emotions within me.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Nightmare</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Dec 2005 19:19:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br />So yeah.. Was at work today.. My glasses broke in two.. Don't know how it happened really I was just cleaning them and they broke right down the middle. And I was being careful with them too. Well.. It was kind of upsetting, but shortly after I went to an optician store and they tried to reglue my glasses together while at the same time they gave me some contacts and i learned how to put them on during 45 mins. So now I have contacts too and never before have I ever had contacts. <br />
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So yeah... that's  my update. But really people have been really nice and great and I really have no complaints about anything.<br />
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Marty<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Winter is coming</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Oct 2005 16:00:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br />It's getting darker and darker everyday. Midterms are over finally. Worked my bum off. I guess I have to go back to work work. I need more daylight hours. It seems like this year the light is less than last year. Or it's lessening faster. <br />
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Nearing November. Nearing December. Nearing snow.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Oct 2005 21:35:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear diary<br /><br />First I'd really like to thank all the wonderful people who took the time to read my journal and respond. I really do appreciate it very much. Makes me feel like I am not writing only to myself. <br />
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The studying is hard, but I made several plans and I'm trying to keep on top. The main problem is that I'm doing CUTV courses, i.e. Carleton University Television. So my classes are dvds that are sent to me 11 days after the lecture was filmed. I have many lectures that I didn't have time to watch that I'm working on getting through and then there are readings. The main reason why I haven't watched the lectures is because I need to have read the readings in advance otherwise I feel as though I'm lost without some background info on the lectures. When reading, I like to take notes. Thus it takes me a bit longer to get through things. I want my looks at the book and lectures to be thorough (correct spelling or not?). <br />
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Another thing I have to worry about is work. Although I told them school was more important and I need time for midterms. I was supposed to work today i.e. wed, but I called in busy. Tommorow thurs, I work. 4:30- 9:30. It's long. <br />
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So I really must be going. I have to study.. Too much time wasted. <br />
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Thank you soo much for the support!<br />
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Take care!<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
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