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]]> ~drevan arrrgh! the cake is a lie!! http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/15417924/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/15417924/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 09:22:20 PST

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So, it's been ages since i updated my journal, n i thought i'd let you know what's been going on with moi.

Firstly, the move was ok but the drive up was a nightmare... we only got about 3 hours sleep, and very very stressed out (don't ask). Scotland is awesomesauce, really it is. The area we're living in is so beautiful, and Glasgow city center is fabulous. My first time into Glasgow itself was awesome, because it was a devmeet. I met =in-art-we-trust `switchbladeserenade ~AuntieTheft *starlightofdawn =diamond281 ~ArdentRam ~UnityWhispers =Del2004 ~dinktheenforcer and ~Anti-batman... sorry if i missed anyone out

Since then I've been looking for work, and I started the application process to join the army... which is on hold until after Christmas because i broke my ribs playing football with the Scots Guards (the regiment i want to join) during 2 day look at life course. I really enjoyed the course... we did the mile and a half run, which i managed to complete in 9 minutes 55 seconds, a new personal best. We then played football, and i broke my ribs (i suck at football). After that we went to Castlelaw farm, and took part in a command task which was fun... we had to get our entire team (5 guys) across a stretch of grass and back without touching the grass, picking up a weighted ammo box half way through the first stage. We had a metal barrel, traffic cone, two tyres and a 5 foot plank of wood to work with. Then we had a few lessons on the type of kit an infantryman carries, the rations, and poncho positions (all inclusive outdoor accommodation

), as well as the warrior armoured personnel carrier, which i'd love to learn how to drive. The night recon patrol exercise we did was ok, but it could have gone better than it did. The next morning it was up at 6:30am, and we all chipped in on cleaning chores n stuff before vacating the farm house and going back down to the barracks for breakfast and paintballing, followed by another game of football (no, i didn't pick up any more injuries).

So yeah... now my application is on hold till january, waiting for my ribs to heal. I'm pretty pissed off about it, but shit happens and i'll deal with it. There's not much i can do about it, and i'm well aware that it was an accident. Life goes on, no? I just hope my fitness level doesn't suffer too much because of this. I recon i'll be able to start running again in the next two weeks, though sit ups and stuff that taxes the abdominals might take a bit longer before i can manage.

and oh yeah... the cake is a lie!

P.S: i've noticed i'm coming up to 10k PV... so, i thought i'd do something special... the person that gets a screeny of my 9,999th page view gets a special lil something.

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]]> ~drevan August 7th... move day! http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/14048173/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/14048173/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 18:08:02 PDT

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Well, at 8am, Tuesday August 7th, a removal company will be arriving to empty the house. Then, at some point between 12pm and 3pm, the new house owners arrive to take the keys. Once the house is totally empty, we'll all be setting off for Scotland. We plan to spend the night in a hotel by the road, arriving at our new house mid morning, Wednesday the 8th... our stuff will be arriving there mid afternoon. So, happy birthday deviantart... i hope it's a good one

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Tagged by =frostdemon

- Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4
ÂFaintly, above the screaming horses, came the shrieks of men and women, a sound that pierced the girl's heart.Â

- Stretch your left arm out as far as you can
Quake 4 and my game / dvd rack.

- What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Something about the communist revolution and Chairman Mao. Depressing shit.

- Without looking, guess what time it is:
Bout 2am

- Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
2:40am

- With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
=DesiredAdoration, giggling her tits off.

- When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Earlier today. Went to buy booze at the store.

- Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
#DigitalMedia

- What are you wearing?
Black tee, jeans, no underwear or socks.

- Did you dream last night?
Yes >_<

- When did you last laugh?
Bout 10 minutes ago, talking to Katrina on Skype

- What are on the walls you are in?
Absolutely nothing. Paint.

- Seen anything weird lately?
Um, every time i look outside the window.

- What do you think of this quiz?
I've never done one before, it's interesting.

- What is the last film you saw?
Pirates of the Caribbean 3

- If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A house, a render farm, a girlfriend, cookies.

- Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I started getting drunk when at age 13.

- If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'd make pubic hair a criminal offence.

- Do you like to dance?
Only when nobody is watching.

- George Bush:
war crimes, high treason.

- Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Amariel

- Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Arutha

- Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes.

- What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"The ladies are waiting, straight up the avenue, second door on the left."

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]]> ~drevan css testing.. please disregard http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/13062682/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/13062682/ Wed, 23 May 2007 12:15:51 PDT

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=DesiredAdoration is building this for me. She is awesome and she kicks ass.

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]]> ~drevan Subbie! http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/12837665/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/12837665/ Fri, 04 May 2007 08:41:28 PDT anyways...

]]> ~drevan fanART.com http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/12738255/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/12738255/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 03:02:31 PDT
]]> ~drevan happy freaking birthday http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/12359771/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/12359771/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 07:40:43 PDT
]]> ~drevan merry christmas http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/11182357/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/11182357/ Sun, 24 Dec 2006 23:59:06 PST

]]> ~drevan birthdays... http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/11014229/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/11014229/ Sun, 10 Dec 2006 07:34:49 PST
]]> ~drevan this is fubar... really really fubar. http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/10412593/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/10412593/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 13:30:34 PDT
yesterday (sunday 16th october), at around 4:30pm i get a call from my ex girlfriend (my next door neighbor), telling me she and her new boyfriend were stuck out in derbyshire with no money to get home. so, being the soft twat that i am, i foot the taxi bill for them to get back. they had been out picking and eating magic mushrooms all day. now, i've known she was on her way towards another manic episode (bipolar manic depressive), but i didn't really know how far gone she was. when she gets back, she kept on telling me how fucked up she was, which isn't unusual. she's always bragging about it. anyway, i go back to my house, n she goes to hers. about half an hour later her 11 year old son comes round n tells me she wants to see me. i'm not keen on the idea (i've been trying to break contact with her for the last 4 / 5 months, but i decide to see what she wants. well, turns out what she wants is to get me fucked on shrooms. no dice... but the kids needed someone there who wasn't totally fucked up on god knows how many different drugs, or manic so close to psychotic it was fucking scary. anyways, she tells me her gas card is missing so she can't cook (her house is a fucking pig stye at the moment. it happens when she goes manic / psychotic. she gets too busy in her head with the things "god" aka: the voices she hears are telling her, that she doesn't have time for things like cleaning or cooking meals for her kids) so muggins here does some beef and garlic roast. admittedly, she supplied the beef (well, rather a friend of hers supplied it a while ago. don't ask, she wasn't making much sense.) before it's done cooking, she calls me and tells me her boyfriend stormed out in a temper, and i don't blame him. he tried to tell her she needed to take her medication, and she verbally assaulted him, like she does anyone who tries to help in a way she doesn't like. i go round, he comes back, and we end up having a chat outside the house. i take the beef back round to hers when its done, and then she really starts losing it. she starts arguing with me as if i was saying something, when really i'd said jack shit, just sat there quietly. then she starts screaming about how we only want her for her body and her drugs (i don't want either... i had enough when i was with her), n saying she's going to afghanistan as a missionary for god, and screaming at the top of her voice "do you know who my father is??" and that ain't even 1/100th of the shit she was spouting. at one point, she was trying to kiss me (grossed me out completely, i find her repulsive now) and asking me if i still want to marry her (???!). when i reject her, she says she knows i'm gay because god told her (yeah... right.) and then tells me that if i go near her current boyfriend again, she'll kill us both because he's bi and would be up for it (no offence, but YUKK!). i think someone must have called the local vicar, cuz he turned up n tried to help. he ends up calling the mental health services, and getting permission to take her kids into care. we hadn't told her yet, but she grabs my phone and walks out the house with her dog, in nothing but her underwear and a short leather jacket. the vicar stops me goin with her, cuz he needs me to decide where the kids go... to my house or his. we decide it's best if they go to his... it's farther away and has spare beds. my house is small, and doesn't have any kind of facilities to accomodate them. her current boyfriend goes off to find their signed legal guardian, who had been looking after them all weekend (her previous boyfriend before me). she comes back an hour later, and starts on about how i played her, then tells me she's given my phone to someone else to keep safe, and that i won't get it back until she gets her kids back, and i pay her £500 that "i owe her" for the RENTED television she stupidly put in a pawn shop and couldn't afford to get back. her friend Andrea is with her at this point. i threaten to call the police, so she dials the emergency services, gives a false name and address and then procedes to tell them "he's dangerous, a south african. he's round at her house, you better send a riot van to pick him up, he needs to be sectioned. i want it in the star newspaper." (paraphrased), and then gets her friend to kick me out of the house. i leave, call the police and report the theft of my phone, the death threats and her mental state. by this time, i'd had more than enough. at 2am, she's shouting outside my window that she's trying to get me on the rowan ward for my own protection, because pakistani's are coming to burn down both our houses. she then asks me to phone her, and i remind her that she stole my phone and gave it to someone. "shit" she says, then carries on ranting about how she loves... ]]> ~drevan the exestential questioning of cake http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/10222066/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/10222066/ Fri, 29 Sep 2006 04:35:49 PDT [link]
been chatting in #digitalmedia on dAmn a lot, which is a really fun room with some great people there. i preordered neverwinter nights 2, as mentioned in a previous journal, and yesterday i went out and bought Lateralus by Tool. silly me. i've gone a bit money stupid.

yesterday, my router decided to die. so we had to go get a new one or go insane due to the lack of internet access. web junkie alert!

]]> ~drevan stupid http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/10169501/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/10169501/ Sun, 24 Sep 2006 07:00:35 PDT
]]> ~drevan deviations... http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/9906817/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/9906817/ Wed, 30 Aug 2006 11:19:53 PDT ~drevan ishkness http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/9103265/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/9103265/ Sun, 18 Jun 2006 07:59:19 PDT ~drevan happy birthday? http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/8290608/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/8290608/ Tue, 28 Mar 2006 01:31:51 PST
anyway, i got a good easle so i can paint now

and i also got: a wacom intuos3 a5 wide... which maps to my 16:10 monitor perfectly. the thing is HUGE. i don't know if i'll be able to clear enough space on my desk.
my girlfriend bought me a cool figurine of the witch king and fell beast, so i've been working on putting it together and painting it. its looking pretty cool as it stands, but it definately needs some more work and stuff. anyway. i'm signing out for now. ciao ]]> ~drevan Its Nice To Be Out http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/5972414/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/5972414/ Mon, 18 Jul 2005 21:38:19 PDT Let me think now let me see
I stood once where Hitlers feet
had stood when he made his speech
In Nuremburg in thirty eight
When he tried to build the perfect race
He said black man ain't gonna run
Alongside our perfect sons

There was Dallas too, the library
The place they ended Kennedy
We stood where Oswald took his shot
In my opinion there's a bigger plot
Costners back and to the left
The picket fence the better bet
Paris came and summer went
The tunnel's now a flower bed

The famous turf that made Jeff Hurst
The vodka stops to quench my thirst
The Golden Gate stroke Alcatraz
And the fat man failed to get us passes
Jimmys corner in Raging Bull
De Niros jokes and bottled pills
Elvis tales from Mr Woodward
Any Richard Burton if you could

Tourists stare at tourist stops
One more picture one more God
Another top up for a change
It makes you think, it makes you sane
Talking more about yourself
There's a mirror too, have a check
Cheques are always passing through
Some depart but a lot come too

Restaurant talk or pick your teeth
You bite your tongue or chew your meat
Sleep or drink or drink to sleep
And one more week and we will meet
We'll talk of what we haven't done
Since we departed back a month
We argue why we have to shout
All in all it's nice to be out.

Sterephonics - Nice To Be Out. Track 6, Just Enough Education To Perform ]]> ~drevan well what the fuck do you want me to say? http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/5832340/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/5832340/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 20:56:31 PDT
i have every fucking memory of every time my parents beat me till i couldn't breathe for screaming and choking on my own spit and tongue. crystal clear. i can still feel it. and i wanna do the same fucking thing to some fucker. doesn't matter who. except i know i won't stop untill the fucker stops screaming and choking and attempting to breathe.

and then the schools. 10 years of being told that i wasn't supposed to fight. of believing that if i fucking lifted a finger to defend myself i would be evil. 10 fucking years of believing that i deserved what was happening to me. the name calling, the beatings. Runt, Stupid, Ugly, Retard, Cripple, Spaz, Freak.

i have 20 fucking years of pure hell moving from one shit fucking situation to the next. oldest sister, parents, psychological beatings, physical beatings, disapproval, being ignored completely. wants to pick an arguement. try to tell him calmly your side of things. "DON'T BE DEFENSIVE" as soon as you open your mouth to try and slow the fucking tyrade of abuse. red face. vein popping out from his forehead. looked like he would have a coronary. always wished that he would.

nothing more than an over grown school yard bully. holy man. minister. great listener for the fucking congregation who meant more to you than your own fucking kids. but then, we are objects you own. not old enough to be considered human by your definition of the word it seems. slave. prisoner. blow me yah fucking dickwad. blame us for things you didn't do, when really you just didn't have the fucking balls or backbone to do. fuck them all. come into my room and die you fucking pigshits.

i am no longer your child, object, slave, prisoner, inferior. we are not even equal. i am your superior in every fucking way. i am 20 years old, and i know more about being a father than you ever fucking will. father is not just money and authority. it is listening, understanding, doing things, promoting, developing. helping. not beating, ignoring, abusing. you weak, pathetic fucking excuse for a man. you never had authority, you had fear. and intimidation. well, i haven't been afraid of you since 14. and you're too pathetic to intimidate me. punch me. i fucking dare you. see what you get. only way i can see to get you to listen is to fucking beat it into your fucking thick neanderthal skull. you deserve no less. get me angry, and i swear they won't even be able to recognise you by your fucking dental records.

don't even have enough backbone to defend your daughter from your lecher paedophile friends. i'll fucking kill them too and smile when i do it. they make me sick. you make me sick. i become more father than brother, as i protect the family. you don't deserve the title. i figure i owe you every fucking second, every fucking screaming nerve ending, every self doubt and self loathing inspired by you. every beating i got at school, every guilt trip you ever gave me. all of it. 20 fucking years worth that i have in my head. crystal clear. you would cease to exist if you went through what i have. then i'd have to talk to mum about how much growing you have still got to do, and how can someone like her be interested in someone so young. its not natural... when your 40+ friends are free to lech and make advances on your own daughter. then theres the moving and uprouting us ever 6 monts - 2 years and the change of countries. leave me fucking unable to form bonds with people. you have FUCKING MAIMED ME. i figure i owe you all that. and all my fucking anger and rage. and when its crushed your spirit, destroyed your soul and left you feeling as crippled as i do, i figure we'd be about square. even stevens. and all that fucking crap. though there is no square only spirals. and theres no fucking balance to any of it. theres no justice. cuz you'll grow old and you'll die and you'll go to your precious heaven. and i'll be fucking stuck here.. exactly what you have made me.

All of this quality parenting done in the name of god and your unshakeable faith. i think you made jesus puke again.

i won't leave today. they better not come in. cuz make no mistake. i'll kill the first fucker that even looks at me funny. i no longer have a happy place.

can't you see... i just fucking love my parents to bits. and don't even fucking get me started on what god and the devil deserve. ]]> ~drevan what does that button do again? http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/5227267/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/5227267/ Sat, 30 Apr 2005 05:36:46 PDT ~drevan OMG!! http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/3875292/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/3875292/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 23:37:12 PST like wowness! ]]> ~drevan i hate christmas http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/3839541/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/3839541/ Mon, 15 Nov 2004 08:19:18 PST ~drevan i'm really tired http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/3514700/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/3514700/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 20:46:27 PDT
god i am such a looser ]]> ~drevan WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/3344585/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/3344585/ Sun, 12 Sep 2004 04:22:27 PDT ]]> ~drevan verse http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/2625741/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/2625741/ Thu, 10 Jun 2004 01:20:46 PDT When imprisonment is self inflicted
Insanity comes to make us numb
And leave us dumb as they predicted

Find, find your happy place
A blank space where it was before
A man is where there was a chair
To ask what happened to the door ]]> ~drevan FINE http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/2486900/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/2486900/ Sat, 22 May 2004 21:49:10 PDT ~drevan bullshit fuckin media http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/2353352/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/2353352/ Mon, 03 May 2004 18:03:51 PDT
its like.... "lets ignore the largest crime rate in the world and history, lets ignore the fact that whites are not LEGALLY allowed to work anywhere besides their own farms. lets ignore the fact that whites (And blacks) are being forced off of their land by criminals who the police are in league with and just as bad as. lets ignore the fact that if you go there, you have a 70% chance of being raped or murdered, and lets focus on the bullshit story that aparthied ended 10 years ago when it was really 20"

oh yeh... i forgot to mention the fact that south africa has so many HIV and AIDS infected that in 20 years, the population will be less than half what it is now ]]> ~drevan moooo! http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/2210577/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/2210577/ Mon, 12 Apr 2004 20:33:25 PDT ~drevan 19.... last year of being an angsty teenager http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/2111913/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/2111913/ Mon, 29 Mar 2004 20:41:14 PST
CHECKERS DEATHMATCH!! ]]> ~drevan Slippery pessimist hypocrite master..... http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1976515/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1976515/ Mon, 08 Mar 2004 18:22:12 PST Novel written on my door
My life unfolds on yellowed gloss when
Your legs are open
Your mind is closed
Yell for S'more
180 degree turnaround from page 10
I'm neutral now was happy then
Round the camp fire
Your legs are open
Yell for S'more
I was young, things were new
and worrying
1 of 3 never happy
Mommy, can i shoot the bully?
Round the camp fire,
Only friend, I was young
Picture me, shoot the gun
Age 11, known as creep
Sister's fav nickname
for me. stuck on my, turned back
watershed 15
i am on my knees, leave me be
forget how to read
150 at 18
moist and wet,
bloody sleeves
eat the eggs my mother gave me
pop a pill
dissconnect the egg that made me
the doctors advised abortion
i hole heartedly agree! ]]> ~drevan Why don't i submit stuff anymore? http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1504647/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1504647/ Sun, 07 Dec 2003 22:08:23 PST ~drevan well yay :| http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1351390/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1351390/ Sun, 02 Nov 2003 18:55:05 PST ~drevan it feels... http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1318103/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1318103/ Fri, 24 Oct 2003 16:01:50 PDT ~drevan yarr.... http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1246276/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1246276/ Tue, 07 Oct 2003 09:51:18 PDT
Clubs -

]]> ~drevan YEEEEEE ^_^ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1208459/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1208459/ Sat, 27 Sep 2003 03:46:17 PDT Wacom Volito, and it works like a dream

]]> ~drevan WOOOO http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1156575/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1156575/ Sat, 13 Sep 2003 15:55:28 PDT [link] ]]> ~drevan ok... freaky http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1106270/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1106270/ Thu, 28 Aug 2003 08:58:15 PDT

we're so alike, i'm getting confused about who is who... ]]> ~drevan Devious Journal Entry http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1098181/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1098181/ Mon, 25 Aug 2003 16:11:10 PDT ~drevan ffs! http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1066686/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/1066686/ Thu, 14 Aug 2003 13:38:27 PDT ~drevan i am listening to.... http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/870542/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/870542/ Tue, 24 Jun 2003 02:43:01 PDT ~drevan FOOD FIGHT!!! http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/788538/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/788538/ Mon, 02 Jun 2003 16:20:35 PDT
right now tho, i need to get to sleep, before i die of excess insanity and sleep deprivation. i know ur all burning to get going on this wonderfull game....
]]> ~drevan mooogish magarfible http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/771988/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/771988/ Thu, 29 May 2003 02:59:03 PDT ~drevan humperdink miggledotwiddle.... http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/746658/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/746658/ Wed, 21 May 2003 23:01:02 PDT [link] is finally up (beta test ppl) and is looking sweet. we're assembling the first artpack, and i've made my submission. can't wait to see what the other members come up with. watch it glow and watch it grow ]]> ~drevan ooooOOOOoooooh Scotland! http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/665449/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/665449/ Sun, 27 Apr 2003 15:56:58 PDT I'm gonna go back as often as I can. ]]> ~drevan yay!! viva Torvaldis! http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/626607/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/626607/ Tue, 15 Apr 2003 22:06:22 PDT Bill Gates can sit on a ...... and light it :| (Blank Stare)

:| (Blank Stare)

or better yet, he can bend over and take it up the ass from a bull (or Tux)

VIVA Linus Torvaldis! ]]> ~drevan whut? http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/581503/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/581503/ Mon, 31 Mar 2003 09:59:49 PST ~drevan last http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/576322/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/576322/ Sat, 29 Mar 2003 07:24:01 PST i'm bloody tired ]]> ~drevan b/day http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/573396/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/573396/ Thu, 27 Mar 2003 22:47:13 PST :) (Smile)

:) (Smile)

my dad got me a cd re-writer. which int too bad :p (Lick)

:p (Lick)

its a 52x 24x 52x so i'm happy =p (Razz)

=p (Razz)

. its my 18th, so i can legally get drunk, which would be good if i drank. ]]> ~drevan EMAIL!!!! WOOOT! http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/554280/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/554280/ Wed, 19 Mar 2003 21:43:28 PST who wants to touch me??? =p (Razz)

=p (Razz)

]]> ~drevan written http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/498086/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/498086/ Sun, 16 Feb 2003 21:39:42 PST k. wrote my first poem in ages, got rid of the literal constipation. now watch out for the..... ok. nuff of that. i'm trying to sleep, cant sleep. sitting at computer talking cuz i just cant sleep! help ]]> ~drevan close http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/462672/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/462672/ Mon, 27 Jan 2003 00:17:47 PST would love that :p (Lick)

:p (Lick)

]]> ~drevan loverly http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/457046/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/457046/ Thu, 23 Jan 2003 17:12:19 PST loverly ]]> ~drevan lazy http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/439669/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/439669/ Mon, 13 Jan 2003 11:35:19 PST ~drevan wierd http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/404054/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/404054/ Sun, 22 Dec 2002 18:26:25 PST ]]> ~drevan please note: http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/394298/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/394298/ Mon, 16 Dec 2002 09:19:38 PST ~drevan oh yay :| http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/383349/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/383349/ Mon, 09 Dec 2002 06:52:28 PST ~drevan :w00t: yipeeee!! http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/341518/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/341518/ Mon, 11 Nov 2002 18:20:41 PST sweet :) (Smile)

:) (Smile)

thank god for 3d art and abstractism. :D (Big Grin)

:D (Big Grin)

]]> ~drevan iggy. now. is that snozzberry? http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/326789/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/326789/ Fri, 01 Nov 2002 11:36:55 PST !!!), and had a crazy time. was pretty good weekend. found an old writing of mine and decided to post it, seeing as u freaks (and i mean that as a compliment) seem to like the bizzarre and exestential. don't worry, i do too. i still feel like i'm unplugged from reality. been walking round in a daze, even tho i haven't left my room for anything but food, drink and the toilet since i got back, so as u can imagine its kinda hard for me to walk round in this confined mess. i'm going to shut up now. ]]> ~drevan ITS ALIIIIIIIIVVVEEEE!!!! http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/297633/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/297633/ Tue, 08 Oct 2002 17:38:26 PDT happy happy Pills

Pills

Clap

yippeee

w00t!

computer computer computer!!!! MP3zzzzzz.... Deviantart...... a whole world of internet sites waiting for me.... but if im so happy, why did i just scratch this silly little tatoo design into my skin??? hmmmm...... deviation in progress.... laterz all. ]]> ~drevan RIP my computer http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/273611/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/273611/ Tue, 17 Sep 2002 13:30:13 PDT , so im accessing from my dads computer Depressed

Depressed

awwww

:( (Sad)

well. im going, cuz i don't have college tomorrow :wOOt:. sound enginnering is fun, music performance is kinda boring, but still. laterz. ]]> ~drevan music theory http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/252944/ http://drevan.deviantart.com/journal/252944/ Fri, 30 Aug 2002 14:35:23 PDT ~drevan