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THE FACKING LIST:

Bright Blue Gem
Triangle Signs
Wicked Cybernetics
Pluto Hack
Pluck and Thump
Half Muse
Vengeful Wind
False Purity
Black Velvet
Berserk
Lancer
Unfastened Muzzle
Autumn Rain
New Scars
Fragile Rock
Gentle Earthquake
Soaring Dreamer
Of FIRE
Lost Memory
Delicate Hands
SPEED Racer
BAD LUCK
To Wander
Silent Beetle
Behind Shades
Calloused Touch
Sensitive Pallet
Garden Leaf
Don't Forget Me...
Ugly Duckling
Spinal Chaos

Progress... 3%

_{Dash forward, boy...! Don't you dare look back.}

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/28610564/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/28610564/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 13:02:58 PST
]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/27469850/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/27469850/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 15:02:47 PDT From ~yamiaki's journal:

"As you may have heard Philippines has just been hit, there is a tremendous amount of damage and many, many losses.

But all isn't lost, I know I'll only reach a few people with this journal but I hope that there's a difference that's going to be made with these words I write.

I've recently come back from a vacation there. I've confirmed that my friends are safe and sound but I haven't heard yet from my family. I praying that they're safe but I can't stop worrying. I don't know what I'd do if something happened. I have so many brothers and sisters most under the age of fifteen. I am a god-mother of a four month old baby and a cousin of a 2 year old. I am a daughter of a hard working father and a step-child of the most loving woman.

I haven't heard a single word from them.

I fear for all the people who are the same as me. People who have families. I worry for the people who've lost it all, for the people who lost their homes, their loved ones.

Please help these people. Find it in your heart, even to just pray and wish them well. To hope that everything will turn all right in the end.

To find more information about how you can try and help. Read *behindinfinity's journal. [link] "

Please help in any way that you can... My prayers will be heavy with thoughts of the families and victims of this insane typhoon.

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/25785819/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/25785819/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 11:48:39 PST
By: Lalo

Edit:

High Class, Main Street Shop.

5-hour session with Joe.

END edit.

I've been told to keep a record of these things. <3

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/25034288/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/25034288/ Sat, 30 May 2009 14:00:02 PDT
Am...

OBSESSED.

With this emote. Wtf.





...that is all.

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/24428520/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/24428520/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 13:34:18 PDT Kinda late for this but I finally got to sneak onto dA for a sec.

Just wanted to let everyone know that my internet got taken out to a dark alley and beaten to death, so I'm not sure when I'll be getting it back. >x>;;;

I haven't checked my deviations or my messages. So I'm not ignoring anybody >x

Net's back! Thanks everyone for the support. ^x^

I miss[ed] you guys! ;x;

-eX

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/23291280/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/23291280/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 15:25:57 PST
So ~xxpo0k13x made this pin for me for Christmas, because of a retarded inside joke. [I apologize for my ugly face but the pin rocks. >x>] So for her birthday I drew a picture of it again because I liked it so much, and included a little crappy hairpin [literally] to see if anyone would notice it.

Needless to say, she noticed...

...LMFAOROFL -done-

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/22295379/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/22295379/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 06:34:04 PST
At the beginning of this month I sat down and wondered why I did art, when my family didn't really support it, and all I did was put myself down and say how much I thought I sucked every time I did it. After putting up with all that shit I kept throwing into my own face, you'd think there was a reason I kept going for so long, right? So I decided to give myself a challenge.

Draw at least one thing every day of this month, and see if I could stand it.

Just from pushing myself to stop thinking so much and DO something every effing day, I figured out why I kept doing art despite the shit I put myself through to do it.

...Turns out I can't live without it.

I get BOTHERED when I can't think of something to draw. I get ACHES when I start something and can't finish it. I will stay up until my eyes are BURNING and BLURRY and STILL want to just keep drawing, even until the sun's already out and everyone's getting ready to eat LUNCH.

I honestly have no idea how I lost that WANT before. Maybe my self esteem and doubts clouded everything that I was working towards.

Shit, I'd have to say that I think I've improved more within this month than I have in YEARS. My stuff still isn't amazing, I'm still stupidly shy and obviously my self esteem is still crap, but damn, it's actually going somewhere except down for once. I'm finally getting a little more comfortable.

Of course, I didn't do it alone. Thanks all you guys that have been giving me tips, supporting me and putting up with me all this time, especially this month. [You and your laughs, demands, requests, GENDER-BENDING ideas, head-patting, son-beatings, asian genocides, SMUT threats, metal slipper-maces and all the lovely stuff in between. xD;;] Really, you have no idea how much it means to me and how much it really did for me... Or shit, maybe you do.

Not only did my art improve, but my feelings about it and mindset towards it took a giant leap in the right direction thanks to you guys, even if most of the time I was just being a creepy person watching you guys draw. >.>;;

Finally, something that actually worked for me came around, huh? And it seemed like such a NO-BRAINER. Now I definitely know that I WANT it, I just need hold onto it and not lose sight of it again.

Hell, I know what MY New Year's Resolution is. ...What's yours?

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/21777862/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/21777862/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 04:01:47 PST
Anyway. The non yay is because I'm going back and realizing how BAD my last monitor was. All the colors and gradients I saw on the old monitor? ...Yeah. Crap. Man the tones and shades were WHACK on that thing. I didn't realize how crap some of my shading/brightness/color was until I see it on this GIANT BRIGHT AWESOME SCREEN. ^.^;;

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/21397581/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/21397581/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 00:53:44 PST
...I hurt. ...A lot. -curses mauled fingers- Everyone loves to kick them! >D

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/20929034/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/20929034/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 22:32:26 PDT
I SMELL LIKE BURNT WOOD!!!

That is all.

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/20414793/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/20414793/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 21:23:29 PDT .>;;

So submissions will be slow (not that it ever wasn't slow anyway) ... She got my drawing hand. Lol ;-;

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/20088013/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/20088013/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 00:18:43 PDT
GRATS May/Walsh and Dalhausser/Rogers on the gold medals!!! <333

The best volleyball games I've ever watched, and with my favorite players evar. ;-;


/ENDSPAM

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On another note I started drawing my round 4 stuff finally x.x;; It's going extremely slow.

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/20048723/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/20048723/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 19:58:54 PDT
I got tagged by [go check her out btw, she rocks xD]

1-POST THESE RULES IN YOUR JOURNAL.
2-EACH TAGGED PERSON MUST POST 8 FACTS ABOUT THEM SELVES IN THEIR JOURNAL.
3-AT THE END, YOU MUST TAG 8 PEOPLE AND POST THEIR ICONS IN YOUR SAME JOURNAL.
4-GO TO THEIR PAGE AND SEND THEM A MESSAGE THAT THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
6- NO TAG-BACKS.

Crap, I don't even know where to start. >.>

1. I cut my own hair.

2. I haven't had a dream [or remembered one] for well over three years now. [Not enough REM sleep with only a couple hours a night >.>]

3. My favorite color is green. <3

4. I work as an instructor at a Tae Kwon Do studio.

5. I own almost 500 mangas. [No wonder I'm broke all the damn time...]

6. I've got 8 piercings on my ears alone. [5 on one ear, 3 on the other]

7. I have a tattoo! [I think this has already known though. xDD Stupid wedding!]

8. I play bass guitar.

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I'm not gonna tag anyone because I don't really know anyone who hasn't done this tag yet >.>...

...EXCEPT So I guess you've been tagged >.> HAR!

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/20006391/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/20006391/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 14:45:23 PDT
I hate being sick, because I don't get sick often, but when I get sick, I get sick BAD.

UuuuUUuUuUuughhh... x-x

Anyway! Two weeks left until round 4 is due. I've had the story done for a long time but now finally the panel planning is all done. So now it just needs to get drawn! Hopefully I can at least put up a fight. xD;;

Once this round is over I'll probably play around with a really short backstory comic for Colossus Jae, it'll be fun. [Really short like not even 10 regular sized pages, I'm thinking.]

But yeah, my comp also got fritzed in that giant random thunderstorm we had, so I'm looking to upgrade my poor, tired motherboard and cpu pretty soon.

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GO USA VOLLEYBALL!! May-Walsh ftw ;-;!!

...TKD ON THE 21ST WOO!!

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/19820157/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/19820157/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 03:07:36 PDT
...

Like I always say... THAT'SWHATTHEYGET! My cousin's wife's family will LOVE me for it, I'm sure. >.>;; [Though I know my family won't give a damn xD]

But yeah, I'll be gone from this afternoon until Sunday morning. Have a great weekend everybody!

<3

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/19774155/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/19774155/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 15:33:54 PDT
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I swear I have like just two papers left on the last page and I'm just being LAZY. WHAT THE EFF! They've been planned out forever! I just need to sit my ass down and draw them.

I've got big plans for the next round and should be working it already! (So excited and freaked out that I wrote the entire plot for the next round in just a night. Most of it's already drafted out too, I just need to blow it all up and get drawing x.x my gosh.)

I'M GOING NUTS.

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/19366055/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/19366055/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 04:17:29 PDT
It keeps getting funner and funner, and I'm really considering actually DOING one finally. Makes me kinda nervous. This tourney made me realize that it's actually doable, not some kind of far off dream to reach for. I mean sure, it's not like it'll be perfect or amazing without building up even more experience, but it's POSSIBLE. And that's always the hard thing to believe sometimes.

...Random semi-emo, ranty X.

Oh, and page 3 and 4 are underway. It'll carry a part of the story into the next round, so keep an eye out!

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/19032884/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/19032884/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 05:36:54 PDT
A week 'till AX and I've got two pairs of weapons along with a single weapon to finish, and.. pretty much almost my entire costume. (Yay for 5am work-nights for the rest of the week.)

As for ER:VII, it's still looking pretty grim. I'm hoping I can at least squeeze a page in before the deadline and finish afterwards, but with the hectic to-finish list next to training and working out on the side? ...Man.

My poor drawing time is suffering...

No rest for the wicked.

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/18847870/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/18847870/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 01:54:55 PDT
But yeah. Having trouble with that ER:VII round. I hope I can finish it in time with all this crap to do at the same time.

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/18314367/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/18314367/ Wed, 14 May 2008 01:20:55 PDT Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/18205662/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/18205662/ Wed, 07 May 2008 01:06:08 PDT

My like... second tag evar xDD ...Not that I really mind, stabbing's just fun >.>;

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
-shuffles through manga- Okay... A book with WORDS right >.>?

"Definitely!! - TALAGA!!"

2. stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
I'm about an inch away from my tv.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Probably CSI Miami. >.>;; -don't remember-

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
1 am o_o

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:53 >.>;

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
CLAYMOAR MUSAKS.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
I just came inside from driving home.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
New watcher's page! :3

9. What are you wearing?
An Etnies hoodie, military green cargo pants and a matching legion cap. (with mokona pins!!)

10. Did you dream last night?
Never do.

11. When did you last laugh?
At In n Out a little while ago... Friend squeezed out a fart. xDD

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Ugly posters I drew (except my Jae one <3) and a dry erase board. OH and my signed avatar poster <33

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Every damn day. xD <----- I can sympathize xD

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Pointless but time consuming >.>! And we all need a taste of some time consumption that isn't... stress related sometimes.

15. What is the last film you saw?
IRON MAN! AHHH!!! <333 Actually just came home from watching it.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
My parents a new house. x.x (Or at least pay off the one they want.)

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I'm deathly afraid of large bodies of water. (Smallest being.. a pool. ;-; Shush.)

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I... honestly don't know. I'd have to think about that one for a while.

19. Do you like to dance?
Sometimes? D:

20. George Bush
.....Y'FOOL ME CAN'T GET FOOLED AGAIN!!?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I'M GONNA DIE AN OLD CAT LADY!!

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
See answer 21.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
I did for a little while, and yeah I'd do it again, probably.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"...What are you talking about? All that malicious intent you built up over the years was just so you would build character!"

25.Tag people who must also do this in THEIR journal.
NOH!! ;-;

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/18022404/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/18022404/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 03:42:08 PDT
I'm sad a little ;-; I shaved off a full page and crapped out the beginning so I'd finish it on time, but we've got an extension! o_o Looks like I'm sticking with this version anyway x.x, no time to do it over again now. I'll probably still try to post it by Thursday, if only for the sake of seeing what I can do when I push myself. -fistpump-

Hell, having a REALLY good time with it though, even more so than the original version I had planned. xD I could be making a mistake and could let this round slip through fingers because of it, o.o but I'm having one hell of a good time, and that's all that matters. xD [Seriously, I was laughing for a half hour and couldn't finish drawing one panel because I kept laughing at it while trying to finish drawing the thing. >.>]

Deadlines make people edit their work appropriately to fit into the time frame, and I've finally found how how I handle that issue. o.o I'm learning a lot from this tournament. <3

Might fill in that extra page I shaved off with a mini epilogue if I can finish them in time... Or I might just do it anyway xD

On another note, my wrist is fucked again! Yay.

-end retarded rant/self-reassurance that no one really wants to hear about- oxo

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Go check out my opponent's awesome stuff:

Her character for the tournament: [link]



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]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/17806043/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/17806043/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 02:51:32 PDT .>;

-kicks puny self confidence- You've failed me! D:

On the other hand, been getting back into woodworking again. [Bah?] Ilena/Irene's Claymore on the way. [She rocks, leave the poor girl alone! She's got the typical X-Character-Favorite complex xD haha... >.>;; SOMETHING BAD IS BOUND TO HAPPEN... er... WORSE, I MEAN?! Stupid characters I like always get messed up. ;-;.. Stupid CLAYMORE! Stupid tragedy mangas... >.>;;] I should make a separate deviantart account for the weapons I make.

ER: VII Round Two - Match is planned out. Just need to get it organized and get to work on it. This one's gonna be hard, but that's the idea, right? xD

As for the Laws of Vice Versa [...I always forget how long the title is...] It's... going somewhere. Sometime. Keep your eye on ~eXSillie for updates. I've got a couple sketches relevant to the next chapter ready, but you won't see them until the chapter actually comes up.

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]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16834552/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16834552/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 01:37:58 PDT
Sorrysorry. For spring break I literally took a break... From DRAWING. Isn't that crazy? I thought I'd be drawing all week but I ended up sleeping and sitting on my ass most of the time. So I'm sorry about the non-activity for the past couple weeks. Should have some stuff up moderately soon.

--End lamenotsosatisfying update--

Because I'm awesome at pixel manipulation. Ha har.

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Chapter two is up now. Constructive criticism is encouraged.

Chapter 1
Chapter 2

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16714367/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16714367/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 20:24:00 PST DigitalSuki and I decided to go nuts.

Remember Jae and Xiu? Yeah. Full story planned out and the first chapter is up!!!

Anyone interested? You can read it here on fanfiction.net... or simply go to:



And read the first chapter there so far. (It's a new dA made specifically for the story, since I'm damn sure we're gonna continue it... And the only artwork up there will be pretty much stuff you've already seen here for now, but with more shorts by ~DigitalSuki and I guess anything not ER:VII related later on. I'm still trying to decide whether or not I should just leave all of that up there after the tournament's over.)

Anyway yeah. It's a joint story so my nasty writing is in there too.

We'd love some feedback if anyone has the time to read it!

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16506910/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16506910/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 04:44:51 PST [EDIT:]

AUGH. I PUSHED OUT A WHOLE PAGE IN A DAY. [The equivalent of about 5 sheets of computer paper?] YARR BUT IT FEELS GOOD! Three more to go... ;-;

So far I'm really happy with what I've got... I'm REALLY sticking to my saying, and making the BEST thing I can so that even if I lose, I'll be DAMN HAPPY WITH IT! [Totally am in a way already, and it's only one page xD!!] Watch... I'll hate it when I wake up in the morning...

I don't think I've worked this hard on drawing something this massive since... I was in highschool o_o;;... And it's only my SECOND attempt at a REAL FULL BLOWN comic x.x;; ... The first one being my PROLOGUE. >.> What a disaster...

My poor, poor eyes... ;-; OH. And I forgot to eat today >.>;; LMFAO AREN'T COMICS FUN?!

[END INSANITY-... I mean EDIT.]

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I really should do a journal for this thing, because it's driving me nuts and I don't want to drive the people I go to for advice nuts. >.>'

I was lucky enough to get paired with an opponent that made their character in a way that's fun for me to work with! *WingedNovelist's Sa-Ly-On.

I did a few sketches of the character and did a whole written layout for my match with her, and it was FUN as hell! But I find myself getting damn stuck every time I try to actually draw out the layout and panel compositions. I guess I'm a little worried about making the pages all the same size while not losing image quality, and of course compositions are damn scary, especially when you're trying to make them more dynamic and all that good stuff. Then there's always BACKGROUND NIGHTMARES, and AHH. I'm just going crazy, and I haven't really even DRAWN anything yet.

Anybody have any advice on getting rid of the stuck bug? I've been told to just DIVE into it, but I really don't know where to dive in! I can't very well make all the pages different sizes. -.-'

I met up with a friend last night and pretty much told him a few plans I had for ER:VII if I manage to survive, and he really liked it! (Wow xD!) Said I'd make a great storyboard artist haha... I told him I LOVE writing stories and making scenes, but I can't translate that thought process into DRAWING. ...I need damn work on that. How the hell am I supposed to? -huff- Art classes do nothing for me. Stupid self taught mindset. -.-

My attitude toward ER:VII (or "Ervy" as we call it xD) is that of Jae's. Learn as much as possible at every moment. Give it everything I've got so that, even if I get eliminated in the first round, I'm happy with something that I threw my whole self into, and learned so much out of it.

Anyway, so far, production for this round has been really fun and interesting, I'm so glad I decided to join this tournament!

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! -cheers-

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16372843/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16372843/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 13:20:42 PST .>' (I'm totally not gonna re-bother you guys so you see it again though xD)

Something hit me really hard recently: I'd almost forgotten what the hell my most favorite series of all time had been. And damn, going back to it felt so good. It'd been so long since I read it that I literally almost started crying. xD

Felt like home again. -SHOTFORCORNINESS- I can't help it!

...SECHS LOVE! (LOL)

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Oh yeah, Level up on my icon...sorta! Woo! [That bright green shirt was starting to bother me >.>'']


....ERVY'S COMING AHHH!

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16323714/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16323714/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 00:10:37 PST
New semester! Gonna be an interesting one. A bunch of classes that are pretty much all focused around my damn WEAKNESS in art: design. I suck at it, and I’m taking three damn courses of it at once… That’s what I get for putting it off. Lol thankfully, I’ve got some damn good teachers, at least they seem cool so far. One’s a teacher I had for another drawing class, she’s already on the cool list xD, one’s totally open about stuff and cracks GOOD jokes >.>’… And the other…? …Doesn’t give a SHIT about anything xD LOL

A student asked: “Umm, so when we get started after you give us the material to work with, are you gonna like… show us what to do with it?” And he just stared at the dude and was like “…No.” xD I love art teachers that give you the freedom to do whatever you want and just instruct you as you make your mistakes, because it gives you more versatility in general. If someone shows examples first, a lot of times students feel the need to ‘meet’ the examples as standards or will deviate more towards making something LIKE the examples instead of trying to figure out through their own experiments how to make something their own way. At least that's how I feel about it.

Why I hate art students? Because in this area, they’re arrogant little bitches that I want to just SLAP ACROSS THE FACE SOMETIMES and tell them to SHUT THE HELL UP. >.>’ –anger- No, we DON’T care about your life story that you randomly interrupted the teacher with while he’s trying to explain his syllabus. No, we DON’T give a crap about how great you think you are, we may like your work but don’t be an ASS about it. And NO, I don’t want to be your damn friend when you’re being an ass and judging other people and talking big just to make your art-balls feel better. DAMN.

Stupid kids. –is an angry old person apparently-

I LOVE, the newbie art students. They’re not tainted yet by the stupidity of the other retarded “bad veteran” students. And they’re SO OPEN about everything. I LOVE awesome veteran students. They’re just DAMN cool people to talk and relate with, even though most of them don’t talk much at all. (That fact is also part of what makes them damn cool sometimes.) xD

So yes. I’m sorry for the random rant. I hate art class kids. They talk too much about themselves and their apparent self-proclaimed greatness. I mean… I hate them? But I LOVE them at the same time. After being in the department for so long it’s just damn FUNNY sometimes. Doesn’t mean it’s not annoying still. >.>’

I guess this just came up because I’d forgotten about this since last semester had like… mostly cool people in class. xD The beginning of the semester always shows the tarded art nerds straight away. There just seems to be a lot more this semester than last. So wtf design kids >.> grow up and be cool like the drawing kids! –totally kidding- xD

By no means am I saying I'm a "cool art kid zomg" xD it's just me observing o_o I'm damn neutral in class and keep to my damn self unless someone asks me questions. >.>'

I was explaining to a teacher after class that I might be late every once in a while because I have my martial arts class right before that one and it ends with only 10 minutes to change and get to the next class down the street… And of COURSE one of the damn art nerds goes “WHAT?! I HEARD KROTTY.” (Yes, that’s how he said Karate. The sad thing is that I didn’t mention my style at all. NOT ALL MARTIAL ARTS CONSTITUTES AS KARATE, THANKS... Not that there's anything WRONG with Karate at all either. o_o) I was trying to talk to the damn teacher and this random kid like… interjects when none of it’s his business >.> “I TAKE KYENPOH!” (Kenpo. Yes.) I love and respect other martial artists? But not ones that ANNOUNCE THEIR DAMNSELVES… Humility is part of martial arts, bitches. So I wouldn’t think he was a very good practitioner, REGARDLESS of his skill. (Does that make me a bad practitioner for saying so? Maybe.)

On that note! My master asked me to become an apprentice instructor at our studio O___O! xD So that’ll be fun too. I hope it’ll teach me in more ways than simply training alone, I’d guess that teaching does that for people.

…Why am I randomly blabbing about random shit…? –such a nerd- I think I’m becoming a DA addict. D:!! Maybe it’s because I don’t usually keep a journal but after that shout it out project it feels good to get it out every once in a while in writing x.o’

Anyway… SORRY FOR THE SPAM! Please don’t be offended, I'm not directing this at anyone but the tards I saw in class. By no means am I saying all people who do art are... jerks. (Though I'll have to say sometimes I feel like a lot of them are.) >.> I love art students, especially when... ]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16248387/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16248387/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 23:44:48 PST
That and finishing 4-5 panels in an hour and a half?! WUUUT?!? I have no idea why I was in the groove over there. I was pissed as hell.

Maybe it's that 'change of environment' stuff that works. I can't draw at home anymore. (Doesn't that SUCK?!)

Ervy high. I'd better damn well finish in time after going through this much for it! (Even though most of it looks like SHAIZAAAH.)

GOGOGOGOGO!

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And drunk aunties and uncles and cousins and SUPER drunk dad = FUNNIEST NEW YEARS EVER. HAHA!

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Oh yeah happy new year everybody xD!

]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16140185/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/16140185/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 14:41:52 PST D, (first time in years!) so I probably won't be around until after New Years day D:! I don't know if I'll have internet access anywhere >.>' (Wtf, dA withdrawals...?)

I'm bringing two sketchbooks and all my ER: VII crap >.>'... Although I DOUBT I'll work on anything up there oxo.

Happy new year everybody!


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Ha-Kun >.>' I'm gonna have to color my half of the collab when I get back, but if you finish your half before I get back, you can send it to me and then I can just finish it off D: ? Sorrysorrysorry x.o'

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Time to draw WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT.

My printmaking teacher gave us some really good advice.

- "Set problems for yourself in order to grow in what you want to do."
- "Sometimes you have to completely destroy something in order to create or find something new."
- "Broaden your range in material and styles and you will be more valuable and rare wherever you go with your art."

I never really realized it, but these three things are things that I've sorta lived by as an artist for a while. And damn it shows. My style keeps changing, just in little areas and especially with my figures, but I don't know if you can see my hand in my drawings. I LOVE a good challenge when it comes to art, but I found that I took so many so willingly that now I SUCK at doing regular standing poses. (But action poses are SO fun D:!) And now I'm taking so many different art classes and forms that I feel like now I either don't have my own style, or I'm trying so many things that I'm not improving in any of them.

Bah, the whole point of art is to enjoy it though, right? RIGHT... Even though I'll beat myself up for thinking too much about it later. xD

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The X needs sleep but can't from all the hype ;-;!

Stupid random airbender trying to kill me nightmare! Stupid stupid stupid!

I can't get Avatar OUT OF MY MIND!

AAHHHHHHH!!!


-SO immature- xDD

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FINALS ARE COMING! AHH... Isn't college fun? Good luck everyone out there D:!



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Oh yeah... And karekare + lumpia + ramune = HEAVEN. <333

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In other news.

Spammage. Sorry, did another photoshoot. Just wanted to apologize in advance before I spammed like seven deviations at once.

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All I have to say is that athletic tape = <3.

For some reason despite the micro fractured bones, bruised palm/knife edge and sprained wrist, I ended up wanting to draw more, and actually did. ._. (Usually wanting to draw more doesn't really do anything for me actually DRAWING anything.)

Anyway. BRICK BREAKING FOR THE WIN. I swear during testing I'm gonna do it in ONE TRY. Even if I have to paint someone's face in the center of the damn thing. [edit] We totally had another practice run and I killed the brick in the first shot after a pep-talk. I had great form! But the brick bit me on the way down and sliced my palm open... YAY FOR EFFING UP THE DRAWING HAND. [end edit]

No rest for the wicked! I'm still pickin' up my bass guitar tonight and I'm sure as hell gonna try coloring some of the crap I put up today... Now if only I could feel this passionately about my homework...

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On another note...

FIRES!!! AGAIN.

Malibu's in flames and the wind's going nuts, so we're all sharing some good ol' cancerous ashy air.

I'd have to say, I kinda like the fact that the sky is already dark at 3 pm? But the fact that you can just see the RED sun through DARKASSED brown clouds is still a little creepy, and it's only just begun!

[edit] So my parents were watching the news this evening... and Arnold [the governator] was like "Don't even think about it, you just have to get out of there." When he was talking about evacuations? My dad and I looked at each other [since I was peeking my head in their door to see what they were watching] and simultaneously we were like "....GET OUUTT!!" In our really bad... impressions of him. I dunno. It was fun. <3 [end edit again]

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Sorry for the spam ._. but this was really fun anyway xD]

Directions:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Three Days Grace - It's All Over For You [APPARENTLY SO!]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Daphne Loves Derby - Aware, Rust and Repair [....Okay? Yes I love machines more than people. I guess the song... really makes sense for that though.]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Incubus - Consequence [Damn straight. "You think you're on the brink... The shit hasn't even begun to hit the fan!"]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Bowling For Soup - Girl All the Bad Guys Want [...HAHAHA YES! 4LYFE wtf]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Thrice - The Melting Point of Wax [...? "I'm willing to find out what impossible means..." I dunno I'm trying to find a meaning in each of these somehow >.>']

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Three Days Grace - Over and Over [Dayum? I guess that kinda works in some cases. "Why do I do this over and over? I fall for you. Over and over I try not to." Sorreh guys >.>]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Nine Inch Nails - Only [...LOL]

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Magic Knight Rayearth - Mokona Ondo de Pupupu no Pu [THERE's my damn anime songs >.>'' .... LOL but WTF WHY THIS ONE]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Olivia inspi. Reira (TRAPNEST) - Starless Night [...?]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Pillar - Sunday Bloody Sunday [wtf? xD]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Burden Brothers - Shadow ["I AM THE SHADOW AT YOUR SIDE!!!" Be a stalker...? LOL]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Miyavi - Selfish Love: Aishitekure, Aishiteru Kara [._.?!]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober [I KNEW IT. I AIN'T GETTIN' MARRIED! xD]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Fukuyama Yoshiki (Busou Renkin) - Makka Na Chikai ["Forever, forever we continue to chase. Wherever, wherever, for the courage to the tomorrow. Wherever, wherever, and boil our heart, together." Till death apparently?]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Road Of Major - Play the Game [How appropriate. xD]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
Shindou Naomi (Fujino Shizuru) - Katakoi Enka [OH MY GOD SHE HAUNTS ME. SHE'S GONNA HUNT ME DOWN AND MAKE ME LOVE HER OR KILL ME INSTEAD. "One day, together we shall go into death." THAT'S IN THE LYRICS I'M NOT KIDDING LOL]

WHATS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Anna Tsuchiya inspi. NANA (BLACK STONES) - Rose [WELL. GUESS IT'S NOT A SECRET ANYMORE! xD]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Sharon Kuneta - Pangako Sa'yo [Awww <3 you guys... I guess >.> lmao Filipino Love songs ftw.]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Kosaka Riyu - Danzai No Sora ~Guilty Sky~ [How ironic that my favorite song at the moment ends up showing up as the last question xD]

Tag ._.? I have no one to tag that actually reads this thing >.> I don't know who does.... I TAG YO MAMA! ...Braindead.

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In other news... Black belt testing November 2nd! ...I'm killing myself trying to catch up to all the new curriculum.

YAY FOR 30 MINUTES OF SLEEP AND CLASS SKIPPAGE.


...Damnit.

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...Wow.

Playing with sprites and pixels is fuunnnn... Even though it takes hours upon hours for some reason. <3

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Uh huh, uh huh!

I like it!

Uh huh, uh huh....!

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Yeah. Takin' forever to actually do stuff, but a lot of organization is getting done!

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21, bitches! xD

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On another note:

Traditionally, I'd draw something on my birthday every year, (and certain holidays), but this time, since it's been a while since I've really done anything? I'm taking this opportunity to start up a project again instead.

Be prepared for some stuff in the future!

X is back in business! D:!

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Na na naaa na.

Hey hey hey.

Goodbye.


...Fuck. I'm bored. ]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/9024743/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/9024743/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 04:27:41 PDT
It all just reminds me of how much I need to stop being lazy. Lmfao. ]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/8794397/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/8794397/ Wed, 17 May 2006 02:23:09 PDT
I CHOPPED IT ALL OFF!

...Yeah. ]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/8648081/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/8648081/ Tue, 02 May 2006 02:33:57 PDT
I've been FLIPPING OUT FOREVER and you know what? It's not helping. So... I'm trying to get back into my old habits that kept me happy before... One of them being...

DRAWING. WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT.

So for those of you who know me... A little encouragement would help? Please? (Even if it means putting a knife to me, for GOD'S SAKE give me something to do unless I have something already.)

I mean I have projects going. But for some reason I can't... er. Get ON my ass and start it! Even just a little push towards what I have already will really help. In other words? If I'm sitting on my ass on a messenger and I'm like "...omg. I'm BORED." SLAP the shit outta me and be like "B1tch pl0x! You have SHIT to do! -slap slap slap maul-"

- X DEMANDS YOU. (But in a very nice and polite manner!)

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Expect to see more stuff soon I guess.


-Sleepless. ]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/8232073/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/8232073/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 22:34:58 PST
I started this practice page for a comic I'm going to be fully working on (for once I have the real courage to do it.) and yeah. For some reason? My scanner can't register pictures that have been drawn on lined paper. Sucks! And I really can't transfer this thing by tablet because well...

I'm LAZY.

Haha. I'd rather just ink the thing on the tablet, I don't want to draw the damn thing over again.

So yes. I was really planning on doing a small update with my first practice page, but since I don't have a working scanner now, it's going to have to wait.

I hope it's at least something to look forward to.



...ASSBANDITS! ]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/8089473/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/8089473/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 00:37:21 PST
(Except the two I just kinda.. put.. up. But YEAH.)

I'm baaaackkk.... Sorta.

-X gon' give it to ya. ]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/8089281/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/8089281/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 23:45:27 PST
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i don't have any cool one-letter nicknames to jack your journal with. DDD:!

alalala >:3 j'adoree ]]> *eXed-OUT http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/6680420/ http://eXed-OUT.deviantart.com/journal/6680420/ Tue, 04 Oct 2005 17:42:28 PDT
Hopefully I can keep track of this one easier.

[EDIT] Oh yeah... My old one was

The brain works today! >O ]]> *eXed-OUT