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Tormorrow may never come. Today may never end. Yesterday might have never been done.

How do you know? There are memories, there are hard proofs, but how do you know it is true, not just made a nanosecond ago?

To some, this world might have just been empty. To many, this world might as well just be a couple of square miles wide. To many, sky with not be the limit, just their rooftops, or worse, the ceilings of the rooms and cages they made of themselves.



My cage is about a thousand cubic inches, surrounded by a dome of bone and layers of muscle and skin. I wonder if anyone had ever left their mark on me?

I wonder.

I forget.

I do not care.


I wish I care. I wish I never care.
Am I human? Do I want to be human? But living among human, what could you be if not human?


~underthiscruelceruleansky

]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/8648350/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/8648350/ Tue, 02 May 2006 03:44:06 PDT [link]
Please. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/8459332/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/8459332/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 13:14:36 PDT ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/8213280/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/8213280/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 03:54:45 PST Let me touch you and twirl your hair in my fingers.
Come beloved, come, come, come.

I love you.

I don't know. I might be drunk. Drunk on your loveliness, drunk on your beautiful smile.
I am in love I guess.

O' come, beloved, because I fear coming to you.

O' beloved, I fear, I fear, I am mortally afraid.
If I tell you my love, will you keep smiling at me? Will you frown? Will you shun me?

Please, o' please do not.
O' beloved, I fear you, oh I do, I do fear you, beloved.

So please come beloved, my heart kept on bleeding, for fear, for love.
Could this be love, if I keep on fearing? O beloved, do I really love you?
Is not love stronger than fear, o' beloved tell me, tell me, please.


Oh oh oh, beloved, be love, be love, be my love, love me, love me, love me...

O love, is this love?
Can this twisted, black, and gnarled thing be called love?
Oh, it cannot be, it cannot be.

For Juliet, Romeo cast away his pride and his life. For Helen's sake many died. For Siegfied's slight, did Brunhilde cursed herself, her love, and the whole world.


This could not be love, but still, but still, love, I wish it is... ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/7640797/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/7640797/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 15:41:19 PST Dunno', a bit too bright. Can't change the settings, either.
Made my Ghoul Queen horrible, still tweaking her in software, so probably edit her in a few days.
King jester came in bright too, and with a help of saturation he became the bright emperor of all jokers you can see in my gallery, which turned out great IMO.
The Queen need less saturation perhaps, hers is already too dark from the beginning.
School is fine, as in I'm still in it.
Dunno.

Life is progressing, still waiting for love, death hasn't come knocking yet, so I might even try the diet. Heh.

What'cha doing over in the next horizon?
How are ya, Angea? How's life, Sakura? Are you fine, Soltian? Brother Roach, I'm mightily bored out of my mind. Alpen, how come you're not shooting flowers no more? Sats, you'd prolly not seeing this, but best of luck. Psych, I'm gonna pound on your and Nomex's door one day and demand a picture and a short story for 50 cents each, if I've ever found your adress. Empty, more poetry? You haven't been here for a while, Gotts? Chee, I think I miss you. ANRY COME BACK! Kaze, school done yet? 2nd bro, whose nickname I forgot at this instant of 7.30 AM in the morn after I didn't sleep, more sketches, a'right? Who else? Who lese?
I'm typing with eyes half-closed, pardon for typo errorrs.

Love ya all. If I ever know love.

Dance, sway, sway, lala lalala lalala lala lala la~
Nyo.
Noy myo myo Nyonyonyoro nyo pyoon nyooo.
Nyong Nyororonyo pyoroooon. Pyon.
Moy tron nyo poy poy ngonyongonyo moooypyo.
Nyo.

]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/7549643/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/7549643/ Sun, 08 Jan 2006 22:53:59 PST
And I'm going to kill some of me dev-watched list again...
+grumble, grumble, mutter, mutter+
...cleaning the message centre again... ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/6799813/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/6799813/ Tue, 18 Oct 2005 10:11:40 PDT God is in His heaven. All's right with the world.

My mind's skittering of the edges. My mind's running itself ragged. I can't keep up, I dunno if it's stopped. I keep trying to keep up. Mayday, mayday !
It burns. My eyes feel tired, my shoulder ached. My lips can't smile.
I'm tired.

Nona manis, come to me.

I live for stories.
I don't know if I have any other goal or purpose in this life. Tell me, will You not ?
Please ?

I really don't know how people can be an island. You drift away, even if you tried to swim, sinking and drowning, past your stamina, and your eyes and mouth stung from the salt water, the wave kept you from reaching the shore.
Ever felt alone ?

I'm glad for friends. For companionship, for being there. If I never say thanks in my life to you all, I say it here, secluded and unseen.
Terima kasih sudah menjadi temanku.
Thank you for being my friends.


Sweet lady, datanglah padaku.

I am waiting.




Kiss and tell ? Kick ass and shut up.
Dance to me, step up lively, act under duress.
Be strong, stand up and deliver the blow.
Hit hard, hit fast, never give chance to your enemies to hit back.
Never show your weakness, make them a weapon.
You can't kill with weakness, you can kill with mercy, you can win through weakness.
Vini, vidi, vici. Et tu, Brute ? ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/6789523/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/6789523/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 07:05:58 PDT
I'm deep in the shit.

MATLAB, I curse thee ! PROE, I throw my spite at thee ! VISIO, I shall go to the end of the earth for thy blood !

Shit...



So sorry for my designmates, they're getting splattered in the shit 'cause of me.


Dance with me, under this cloudy sky, under patters of dusty rain, upon this gravel and asphalt, while our tears fall from reddened eyes.
Dance with me, amongst this jungle of concrete, glass, and metal.
Dance in my arms, warmth shared in this cold hell.
]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/6748840/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/6748840/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 13:51:25 PDT I saw you again, don't know what I feel
Love or is it just lust dancing in my veins
Your smile, your eyes
Your blush and your laughters o' so lovely

Never know never tell
Keep my heart for my self, keep it tight, keep it hidden

You're not the first, that stir my feelings this way
You're not the first, that I kept them hidden from
Stood afar, sat aside
Watch and speak with a smile on my face

Never know never tell
Keep my heart for my self, keep it tight, keep it hidden

My fear unfounded, paranoia for your smile
Don't come near, please don't talk to me
I'm afraid, I'm afraid
I don't dare to offer my heart to you love

Never know never tell
Keep my heart for my self, keep it tight, keep it hidden

Never know never tell
Keep my heart for my self, keep it tight, keep it hidden

If broken, can I piece my heart again ?



...
+cough-cough+

Writing a lab report at 4.20 AM and got this urge to write a journal.

Been a while. my recent drawings were none of them clean enough, so I haven't been submitting.
I think I'm having a depression, the clinical one, not the emotional one.
The one with the mood swings, estatic happyness, bleak deppression, hateful rage.
Oh hell, it is an interesting ride.
Or maybe it's just my character. Hmmph.

I am hungry.
Breakfast.
When ?


Ahrhhrhrrrhhhh...

I'm mellow these days, can't tell.
I dunno, people became selfish when they're writing journals mostly. Though, it might be that I am selfish.

I'm hungry.
And looking for porn right now.
Yeah, right.
Really.
Not.


I like a smile, when the edges of a mouth turns up, when the smile or laugh unconciously show up. Evreyone is beautiful, when they smile. A brood, a sulk, a pout, a shout, a yell, a cry, each has its own charm, but all people are beautiful when they smile.

I like a long nose, a strong line of nose, though sometimes I got caught in those button noses, cute and cuddly, but that aristoratic nose, a nose you could laugh with, a nose you could stare down with, a nose you can kiss.

I like all kind of eyes, eyelashes, eyebrows, ears, cheeks and chins.

I like short hairs, bangs that fall upon the eyes, long hairs smooth and silky, fuzzy and unruly, but more than hair I like necks and shoulders.
The skin under your chin, over your shoulderblades and draping over your collarbones.

I like big breasts, I like perky tits, sometimes a flat chest makes me want to hug them still.
I like a body with curves, I like them slim, I like big bottoms, I like them athleltic.
I like them tall, I like them big, I like them petite.

I like soft hands, I like powerful arms and firm grip, I like to feel its coarseness and its silky smoothness.

I like a strong woman, I like them shy, I like her to be cold, I like the feisty ones.
I like it when she talks, I like the quiet moments we could spent together.
I like active ones, I like romantic ones, I like naive ones, I like mature and worldly ones.

I like women.

I like stories.
I like colours.
I like shapes.
I like movements.
I like tastes.
I like sounds.
I like voices.
I like songs.
I like music.
I like tastes.
I like touches.


I like you.

A confession



Come and see this life together ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/6347726/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/6347726/ Sun, 28 Aug 2005 03:08:19 PDT My scans suck.
I dunno whether it's because the scanner is in the fritz or I scanned it in low dpi.

Ah well. I'll try to re-scan if I have time and willing to do it all over again.

Got a lab report coming, some quizzes this week, also going home for a week or less during recess.

Nothing to do. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/6223972/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/6223972/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 10:47:15 PDT Hall of residence 11 Block 54 Level 3 Room 1066.
No numeral 7 in it, so that's bad, but still it's a room, so that's good.
Anybody coming for a visit, meet and say hi to my new roommate Xu (sp?) cause I'm not there.

Walked till my toes feel like they're hanging by the skin.
Shouldn't have worn leather shoes today.
Ouch.

All sickness passed through my system A-OK, though the throat still sore. Considering going for a full medical check-up. The general, the dentist, the psychiatrist also.

Got some newer things to patch-up and and older ones to finish, putting them up soon probably.

Ah, going to sleep.
]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/6033198/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/6033198/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 18:52:33 PDT Moving things again.
Staying at friends place.
Ankle and shoulder blade feel like they're gonna come off from carrying things.
Sore throat and flu.
This is a plea for attention.

Not really, just informing that I'm still too lazy to submit. XP
Haven't been making anything. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5878151/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5878151/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 15:04:34 PDT
I've been asked by my friends, by those who also draw, so perhaps they know what they're saying, why do I draw my characters so lonely and forlorn.

If you want know, most of my characters, the bulk of them, especially the main characters, are cool, calm, and witty.
Traits I wish I have.
I'm more of shy, silent, and dry.

I can create cold characters, lonewolf characters, silent ones, as I have a touch of them, brooding in dark corners of my self.
I can cast them in mold of the funny, the wacky, the bubbly, and the faery-touched ones, as I'm also cast like that.
I could create anger, smoldering heat, and volcanic temper, as I also stoke the forge inside me with glowing embers, till it bubled up and burnt white.
I can also shape sadness in their eyes, though never over-powering grief, as regrets and mournings pass me by like mist soon forgotten.
And always, I made them alone.

Unconciously perhaps, but there it was, in each of them, loneliness.
Different kinds of loneliness, too.

Those who struck out because of their personality insisted them to be alone.
Those who were forced out because they are set apart from their society.
Those who became alone because of a purpose, for a goal.
Those who became lonely by accident, not knowing why or how.

But always, they conggregate, the different ones.
They give solace to each other, unconciously, different as they are.
They were lonely.
Always they seek, birds of the same feathers, of those afflicted like them first.
They seek ties that would bind, of blood, of destiny, of anger, of sadness, of goal, of maker, of progeny, of accident, of sickness, of things that made them alone.

In the end the ties that bound them the most, are ties among those who were alone.


"But even though you know that person is wrong or evil, you could not beat the loneliness..." ~ Garaa of the Sand ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5864058/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5864058/ Thu, 07 Jul 2005 06:25:42 PDT +cough cough+
...
Dear Journal.

It feels like days have passed since my last submissions. And I haven't properly checked my message centre correctly also, just scrolled down and looked at the interesting names or titles.

Sorry.

These days I'm wandering between halls and rooms, snatching sleeps at other people's beds, and showers at other people's bathroom... Or might I call it other Dorm's baths ? Still haven't received any Dorm call yet.
And I was spotted by a Hall Officer just yesterday, but it seemed that she had grown a soft spot for this miserable lump of a college student, or just weary 'coz of all the stunts previous tenants had pulled.
No eviction notices yet, but probably a blacklist has my name inside it. XD

I'm looking for news taste and textures to eat. My tongue's tastebuds are quite dead, you might want to know.
Angus' steaks are quite nice, Es Teler's chicken noodle is slippery and yummy, Burger King's cheeseburger are sumptious and sticky. But I still remember that old Canteen B's spaghetti........ ~

I'm developing an unhealthy urge these days, of backs and shoulderblades... Might be better called healthy MEN urges... Though an immoral one, perhaps.
I want to lick them up or at least to touch and feel their texture.... Most of the time I give myself a good knock on the head with anything handy at the moment. XD
~sigh

Kissed a butterfly, more of a moth probably.
Though it seemed poetic, I think that is because I have just sweated all over, and it is said that moths and butterflies sometimes went for dirty puddles, rotten fruits, animal droppings, human sweats, and even dead corpses for their mineral intakes. +shudder+
Not to mention I couldn't tell whether the moth was a boy moth or a girl moth.
Needless to say, I washed and brushed my teeth thoroughly after the event. XP

Cassandra.
May you be happy.

I need a drink.
And a bath probably, by the smell of it.



Aditya, out. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5796554/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5796554/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 23:48:20 PDT I'm busy figuring out where to move and where to sleep so no submissions for a while.
Waiting for the 2nd round dorm rooster call to come out.
Or maybe I'll get the 3rd or 4th, and that means more time outside.
Got some clear works to be submitted, but I'm too lazy and too.... Not tired, actually, just lazy.
A Fudoki fanart, a novel of a cat turned into human.
A Soul Music fanart, one of Terry Prattchet's numerous Discworld novel.
Working on :
1. A Shredder Junior picture, darn those TMNT movies.
2. A Good Omens fanart, never came up quite right.
3. Some new ideas, a guardian dog, a lord of the nightmares, a living power generator, and....
That's all probably. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5749793/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5749793/ Sat, 25 Jun 2005 00:38:54 PDT I got a working scanner, but no port for the USB.
I usually used my roommate's comp to plug in the scanner, but now his' busted.
Dunno, something about graphic card and power supply. Proabbaly my fault, played games one too many times on his comp. XP

So yeah, that's my predicament at the time being. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5611743/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5611743/ Fri, 10 Jun 2005 17:36:47 PDT Gotta go and sing in a wedding, conductor's gonna kill me, conductor's gonna kill me.
+bleary eyes and yawning+
The essay was finished at exactly 11.45 AM then I ran to the calss to submit, the exam was fine, like all exam.
Just not sure if I did it right.

Not going home this year.
Too many appointment.
Arrrrr.
Kill somebody please.
I'm hungry. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5581180/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5581180/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 15:31:13 PDT Around 1450 words now, touching on more works by Malczewski and Kinuko Y. Craft.
Marvelous works there.
Anyody watching me who could translate Polish ?
I want to know more about this Jacek Malczewski, and not just for my paper, which actually gonna be collected at 12 this noon, followed by an exam.
I'm nuts.
By the way, no, I didn't get brutally murdered, though I sang loudly and sleepily during the practice. Fun, we've got a wedding to be covered this Saturday.
And also, no, I didn't get the steak.
But I got a hot pot of mushrooms instead ! +happy as happy can be+

What else to tell ?


I love you guys.

Ummmm, well, what else.

Don't mind me, I'm hungry and in need of sleep and cramming my head with painters' names and what they painted and what they wanted to say with what they painted and when and where they painted it and how that would influence in what they wanted to say in what they painted and how that would influence the way they would paint what they wanted to say through what they painted with and have I confused ytou enough ?
No to mention I'm still looking for words to fiish the other 1000 words left for the paper.


Go me ! ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5553299/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5553299/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 16:39:38 PDT I want to play Nightmare again, I almost got the hang of him.
Press vertical and hold, then release.
Kick and vertical gives Night Back Stance.
Triple vertical in a fast row would give the slash, slash, down pierce combo or the slash, twist, slash, twist swing combo, depending on the directional buttons you press.
My heart is burning.


Mooooeruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!


I am worried. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5523347/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5523347/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 16:32:35 PDT At least for another semester I'm still in college.
...
Part of me is relieved.
Part of me quails at the thought of more studying.
Another part of me says that I need to sleep and that my stomach is grumbling again.

So, thank You Lord for the provenance, thanks Mami for the support and prayers, thanks Papi, thanks for my friends here for the moral support and even in one case for his parents' prayers also, thanks Mdm. Loh for the support, thanks Prof. Yeo for giving the chance, thanks my Elec tutor for the repeat quiz (I got B for Elecs ! WOOOO !!!), thanks Brother Roach for giving me courage not to do RO for a while (though that was S$20 gone not played), and thanks again to the Lord.


... ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5399166/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5399166/ Thu, 19 May 2005 06:31:10 PDT Mood: Sarcastricle cyrinic
Listening to: Violinist of Hameln ED - Unfinished Concerto
Reading: CJ Cherryh's Foreigner Sextalogy
Watching: Star Wars 3 : Revenge of the Sith

I'm guessing that they're giving it to everybody as kind of a pamphlet or something ?

Star Wars were kinda disappointing, story-wise, as this is a prequel and we know already what in the end would happen.
Though the fight scenes were marvelous, if the lightsabers weren't so bright it would have been majestic....

]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5327791/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5327791/ Wed, 11 May 2005 08:29:08 PDT :flops around tiredly:

Just moved some things to the new dorm room.
Old room gonna be refurbished and cleaned for some International students somethingsomething...
Roommate was busy so I moved most of the things by myself, payment in form of meals and movie tickets.

Kingdom in Heaven, is it good ?
Star Wars 3, we've got sneak previews, but my friends are all busy so nobody could come till the actual show on 19th.

I ache all over, not too bad though.]
Just lack of exercise.

Still waiting results to see whether I gonna be kicked out or not. X(

I'm playing FFTactics Advance, and it's addictive.
"Just one more battle, just one more round, just one more comand, and I'll save, really, cross my heart and hope to die !"
And kept on going till morning comes.



No good arts, no clean shots, no clean sketch, I'm making new plotlines, redesigning scenes, rehashing bad dialogues, and all of them are in my mind only.

I missed my GE, overslept, gonna have to ask for some materials from the lecturer, at least better get some good points for this one.
Visual Arts and somethingsomething.


Yeah.
That's all. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5171425/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5171425/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 21:38:29 PDT ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5073825/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5073825/ Tue, 12 Apr 2005 21:42:37 PDT :looks at watch:
30 minutes.
Japanese language lvl 2.
FEAR ME !!?!?!


Edit :
Welp, that's done. Don't think I'm passing that one....


Ah, now to the next.... ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5002321/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/5002321/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 21:25:52 PDT ~sigh. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4909015/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4909015/ Wed, 25 May 2005 04:16:32 PDT Mood: Miaaaouuw
Listening to: Asterisk -Bleach 1st Op - Orange Range
Reading: Ghost in the Shell

Okay, listing all stories I've made.

Oldest real story, "Cycles' End".
A story set in a world of elemental magic, though not all people have the talent for it. Fire, earth, water, wind, nature, beast, light, and darkness.
The main story is set upon this cast of characters carrying runes of great magic, one for each elements. Amongst them they wanted to find truth about their powers and found out more than they want.
Phrophecies coming true, the end is near for their world. And their runes aparently are keys to halt a flawed cycle of renewal.

Very old story, started since primary school, the characters were changed, re-written, expanded, added, deleted many times before the current incarnations.
In senior high, I met a good friend whom were into drawing also. He made me do some histories of the previous cycles, and also using some characters and stories he had, he built 2-3 previous cycles complete with each ending.

Man, and I haven't even finished mine.
Thanks for your support, Joey.


Next, a story set upon a world at war. "Limited Sky"
Setting is a war torn world, not so far in the future, where war would be fought by transformable mechs.
The story is more focused upon war's effect on population, those in the front line and those behind, set upon a city not far the borders and the war.
This one's more like a drama than action, though there are still some humours here.


Umm, "Sandcastle".
It was a world where a meteor carrying hostile alien had struck, destroying a quarter of earth. The surviving humanity banded together to fought the alien and won. Any alien that came out from the scorched desert peninsula was brought down by the allied army. Then when the influx of alien lessened, humanity forced itself to a new age of renaissance, in order to be able to withstand and more importantly drove off or destroy the aliens.

A team was set, with the best gear humanity could create, to be sent down to the desert peninsula.
There the team found the real reason humanity could hold off the aliens.

There were survivors in a fort inside the desert. They have fought with unexplicable ferocity, for people who had died during the impact, and also, for people beyond the desert.
The survivors had done all they could, breaching morality in their defense of humanity.
All the personnel now are clones of the originals survivors, whom had died for quite some time already in their war. The clones were gene-boosted, some cyborgs, some were even alien hybrids.

All is fair in love and war, the motto of the survivors.
In a war for their love of mankind.

Action, drama, no humor.
Got mechs also.


Next "Archon : path of Chaos"

Don't mind the title, I made it up one day.
The story follows upon a girl trying to find truth about the Archons, evil beings coming from dimension portals. Many portals were opened by Alchemist in their pursuit for the Philosopher Stone. Many died, many more became Warlocks, conduits for the Archons to pass into the material world.
She is aided by a human golem in form of a 12 year old boy, made by an anguished alchemist over the loss of his son.
First season finished, no idea how to continue.
Kinda wacky, set into a fantasy-like world.
Action packed too.


Next, "Silver Bound"
An experimental robot escaped from a goverment lab and then became a vigilantee, quite a famous one even.
But this is not about him, it's about the group that was sent to capture him, a group of experiments too.
Old story, not so well developed.


"Dragonwar Saga"
The dragonkin ruled the world with adamantine claws.
The rest of the races now have allied together and fought back, but they are still losing.
The saga follows the story of the esteemed Silver Warrior, his beginnings, his clans' sacrifice for the power to slay the magical dragons, his oath and quest to eradicate dragonkind, his companions and their fall, also the Silver Dragon, whom came to the warrior and his companions in guise of human form and destroyed them from within, whom then were bound... ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4900239/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4900239/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 12:52:02 PST Edit 1: Just beacuse.
Edit 2: Just baecause.
Edit 3: Just... Darn it. My surveys were getting longer and hoarding up space and loading time for the main page. XD ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4835882/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4835882/ Thu, 17 Mar 2005 09:58:46 PST
And copied form

1. Name: Aditya
2. Nicknames: Si aneh (the weird), megaloman, Jo-raemon
3. Date of birth: 04/02/1985
4. Gender: male
5. Height: 3 years ago around 160 cm, not much added afterwards, I think.
6. Colour of eyes: dark brown
7. Colour of hair: burnt black (copper-ish)
8. Nationality: Indonesian
9. Location: Singapore
10. Native language: Indonesia

More Obligatory Stuff:

11. Do you live alone / with flatmates or with parents: currently staying on campus, with 1 roommate
12. Brothers / sisters / none?: 1 elder brother
13. Pets you have: 1 mongrel dog back home, and an alley full of cats
14. Pets you’d like to have: cat...
15. Do you study / work / both / neither?: ...neither Study, actually. Or exactly, I should be studying.
16. What do you study? mechanical engineering
17. Dream profession: In descending order of magnitude : mad scientist, drawer, bookshop owner
18. What job do you think you’ll end up with? janitor or burger flipper
19. Languages you know: indonesia, english, basic jaVanese, basic japanese
20. Languages you’d like to learn: advanced japanese, french
21. Favourite subject: art, physics, biology, chemistry
22. Least favourite subject: law, economics

Drawing & art! :3 Skip if not applicable.

23. When did you start drawing / painting? since I could do it, my parents said
24. Favourite motif: err, the the vines and the bones ?
25. Favourite medium: pencil
26. Favourite drawing style: realistic anime
27. What you’d like to learn to draw: emotions, anatomy, colouring, fashionable clothing
28. Favourite artist/s: Narita Minako, Tsutomu Nihei, Oh!great, Who's Jing's artist ?, satougaki, MincedNiku, murata, jennadelle, Wen-M
29. Are you considering an art-related job? yes
30. Would you ever consider becoming an animator? yes
31. Would you ever consider becoming a comic artist / mangaka? YES
32. Would you ever consider becoming a concept artist for a gaming company? YES

Random stuff:

33. Favourite spare time activities: dreaming
34. Least favourite activities: anything not involving dreaming
35. Favourite sport, if any: soccer & basketball, for tackling and shoving
36. The sport you hate: none actually, I just don't do any
37. Favourite food and drink: all my Mom's recipes... :drools: especially her red bean soup and fried rice, also watermelon, raisin, and mushroom cream soup, sweet tea
38. Least favourite food and drink: durian, sambal, all types of innards (intestines, livers, kidneys, hearts, brains, tounges, lungs, eyes, etc.)
39. Favourite colours: all, for clothes, gray
40. Favourite type of clothing: plain joe
41. Piercings / tattoos you have: none
42. Piercings / tattoos you’d like to have: '13' on my left palm, with aboriginal tatto all around it

Entertainment:
43. Favourite movie: Umm. Dunno'.
44. Favourite soundtrack: Indonesian-dubbed Tokyo Love Story OP
45. Favourite TV show or series: Anything For You (J-Dorama)
46. Favourite actor/actress: Err, none, i guess.
47. Favourite genre of music: pop, classic, jazz
48. Genre/s of music you can’t stand: india and country :shiver:
49. Favourite band/s / artists: Do as Infinity, Linkin Park, Orange Range, Sheila on 7
50. Band/s / artists you hate: none
51. Favourite album of the moment: Err, never bought albums...
52. Favourite song of the moment: Base Jam 'Bermimpi' (Dreaming)
53. Favourite band member ever: Dai of DAI
54. Band/bands you hope to see live: Do as Infinity
55. Song you’re listening to right now: Noriko 'AoiUsagi'
56. Favourite music video: never seen one I like
57. Favourite comic / manga: Narita Minako's 'Alexandrite' (heavy), YamatoNadeshiko ShichiHenge (light)
58. Favourite cartoon / anime: serial experiment LAIN, Cowboy Bebop, Ghost in the Shell, Samurai Champloo
59. Favourite manga / anime / comic / cartoon character/s: Too many
60. F... ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4790264/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4790264/ Fri, 11 Mar 2005 23:18:24 PST

Still on the sketchboard, not yet into the pages itself.
Introduction comic for the Child's Wing serial.



Questions :
Do people normally have thoughts bordering to the insane ?
Like wanting to kick somebody's ass, poke their eyes, elbow their kidneys, carve some letters onto their skin, etc. These are not subjected towards people you'd hate, as that'd have happened to normal people, but to people you have not known, people you pass on the street, people who you have never known before. Or also thoughts of suicide and thoughts of self-mutilations ?
Not that I've done it, mind you. My victims mostly were the nearest walls or video game characters.
I've been thinking like this since I was a child, mind you.

Pass it on.

Next, I'm going to have quiz and the exams are coming after the next 3 weeks.
I'm doomed.


Trying to be normal. I read books again. Somebody kill me, please.




Hungry. Not. Hate. Hate. Hate. Hate. Hate.
Smileeeee....



:crack: ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4661483/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4661483/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 10:48:03 PST So to say, it's very detailed, jokes inserted at appropriate times, and very very weird.
Uuuuuu...~

Gonna have to look for the book now.


Oh yeah, 2 scraps of medium quality and a scrap of low quality have just been uploaded.
Please look at them, and comment if you please. :bows: ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4658963/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4658963/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 01:58:44 PST I remembered that I forgot. But can't remember what I forgot. XD

Anybody here know what I forgot ? Might be DA related, I'm not even sure. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4567206/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4567206/ Sun, 13 Feb 2005 02:40:37 PST
That cheerful face, that sparkling personality.
Why do you befriend me ?
You can have many more better than me.
Why do look out for me ?
Why do you want to make me happy ?

Why do you make me happy ?

Why do I fear you ? ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4534622/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4534622/ Wed, 09 Feb 2005 01:02:16 PST
Watched Constantine. Wasn't as bad as I thought it might be. Kinda nice actually, Keanu CAN play as John "Magi" Constantine during JC's fouler moods.
Finished watching around 11.45.
Ran towards the Esplanade to catch a view of the Lunar New Year's fireworks display.
Thrown a 50 cents coin in a strange fit of frustation.
Was in my rarer moods so I gave away 20 S$ for charity.
Caught the last two-third of the fireworks display from War Memorial Park. ~NICE !!!
Felt like crying, in another fit of frustation.
Went around to find an ATM as I had given away my last taxi cab money.
Went back to campus on a taxi, took snapshots of the front passenger's seat.
Thrown yet another 50 cents coin in frustation.
Poured 2 bottles of water in front of the door of my room.
Filled one bottle with scalding hot water to see if it melts down. Which it didn't sadly.
Poured another bottle of water on the asphalt in front of my block.
Played till 6 o'clock in the morning.


I am weird. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4416189/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4416189/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 22:43:59 PST Is it my vocabulary ?
Or my grammar ? I know that I had been mixing up my first language grammar to my English and vice versa.

Am I really that hard to be comprehend ?

I got it. It must be because I keep on rambling incoherently and incohesively !!!
Right ? Right ?

Bah, someone please explain to me what love, hope, and future really mean. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4106283/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/4106283/ Sun, 19 Dec 2004 21:04:49 PST
Bad scores abound on my report card.
No more reading novels. Oh, good bye Perfect Grade Strike Gundam.....

Must pass the next semester perfectly, or else.
...


Niii~yaaaaaa !?!?!??!
Wanna run, wanna fight, wanna kill'ya all around the house !!


And so, dreams for tomorrow will be... To be a mad scientist.... Good perks and benefits. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3667446/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3667446/ Sun, 24 Oct 2004 23:36:57 PDT
I've killed several deviants from my devwatch list.

For the aggrieved, it was not because I've hated you or something, it was because I've looked back to your deviations and I've realized that though at some time I have thought that your deviations were awe-inspiring, they're not anymore to me.
Some, in fact, I really forgot why I dev-watched them at the first place.

Please don't think that I'm abandoning only those that might have less skill, some names I've crossed from the list are premiere deviants of DA. They just not inspired any more sparks to me.

If it consoles anybody, I crossed about 30++ names from my list. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3665380/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3665380/ Sun, 24 Oct 2004 17:53:31 PDT What life is for.
I do not know.
What we run, each and every second for.
I watched my friends, family, and strangers ran towards a goal.
A goal I cannot see.
A goal I asked about to my fatigued and weary companions.
None forthcoming from their mouths were satisfactory to me.
I slowed down.
I watched them ran ahead, passed me by, left me behind.
I lagged behind, watching my surroundings.
Watching for a common mind, another of me.
Still more came, still more pass me by.
None of them stopped for me.
So.
Not a thing to do, except to run again.
Hoping for an answer.
Even if I would only find the answers right on my last step.
Before the very edge of the unknown.
Death, or life.
Future that we don't know.

God.
Help us all. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3400083/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3400083/ Sun, 19 Sep 2004 15:30:02 PDT Out for a week or more...

Need practice.





]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3301413/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3301413/ Mon, 06 Sep 2004 15:32:29 PDT Let's kill somebody tonight.

Nobody's going to miss him. Nobody's going to miss her.
There's so many people in the world.
I'm sure we could find one whom none cares.

Look abroad, look aside.
There he is ! There she is !
Walking alone under the dark.
Nobody's watching.
Nobody's listening.
Let's kill somebody tonight.

Tonight's the night.
I'm alone under the dark.
Come !
Won't anybody kill me tonight ?

Tonight's the night.
Let's kill ourselves tonight.



~Underthiscruelceruleansky ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3267569/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3267569/ Thu, 02 Sep 2004 02:27:47 PDT Nyo.

~Pyo.
]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3209958/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3209958/ Wed, 25 Aug 2004 12:20:53 PDT That sounds just about right.
Just gotta try making words in katakana at least once. X3



Just today, I got a big revelation of myself.
In truth,
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I...
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Am...
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(drumroll~~~~~~)
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AFRAID OF CROWDS !!!!!!!!!! XD

Darn it !!!
There goes my dream of being future head honcho of the United Human Empire !!! X3

I couldn't stand right smack in the middle of a crowd, not to mention being the center of attention.
Standing at the edges already give me butterflies in my stomach.
But, I like watching crowds, at least from a place to sit, 3 meters away from the nearest human.


If there's a crowd 2-3 people or more, I'd stand or sit further away and be silent. Preferably listening or looking at faces and interactions.

I'm a lurker even in real life. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3095639/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/3095639/ Tue, 10 Aug 2004 23:02:05 PDT All of it was submitted by Nobody at 31th December 1969.....
And it can't be opened or marked as read.

Anybody else having this problem ?
Oh, to whom shall I voice my concerns and my angers ? X( ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2963431/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2963431/ Sun, 25 Jul 2004 10:23:22 PDT ...
Ah, well, tomorrow's first day of a new semester.
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PRAY FOR ME, BROTHERS AND SISTERS !!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOO !!!!! ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2948826/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2948826/ Fri, 23 Jul 2004 10:24:33 PDT
Hmmph.


Been no clean project, yet.
Working on something, prolly gonna put up a WIP of it tomorrow.

I'm siiii~nging in the rain !!!
:gloomy: ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2792923/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2792923/ Sat, 03 Jul 2004 04:25:04 PDT .
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And now for something completely different :


Under the night sky, under the bright daylight, under this derelict place,
Sleep comes, never the less.

A blank space, a short time,
And the reality will come upon my eyes and mind,
Again.

A period of time passed, half a night, half a day,
12 silent hours, or just a quarter of an hour past,
All spent in a second of dreamless abyss,
Dark, fast paced, forgotten when reality comes knocking.

Forgotten dreams marched upon my mind my waking hours,
Unremembered dreams slithered round my skull on my slumber.

Dreamless dreamer.

Apathetic day-dreamer.

-underthiscruelceruleansky- ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2752526/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2752526/ Mon, 28 Jun 2004 02:26:04 PDT 477 new messages...
Moving out of my room, probably gonna end up squatting somewhere for a while.

On another hand, just throwing out some WHOLE bunch'a papers, and found out many old stories I've almost forgotten.
Hmm, got too many stories on my head to the point of distraction.
I failed too many subjects this sem and was forced to repeat under probation. XD

School is fun. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2679699/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2679699/ Thu, 17 Jun 2004 03:25:12 PDT Again. X)

No working computer at the room, this is written from the library.
It's 18:22 now, started opening the list from 13:30something....
My poor poor eyes...
Not to mention my mind...

Prolly gonna scan some scraps tomorrow, and try to submit.
Haven't made any clean arts lately.

Sayonara, and TILL WE MEET AGAIN, MY BROTHERS AND SISTAAAHSSS !!!!!!!! ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2610720/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2610720/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 06:42:53 PDT Prolly 2 more weeks before fast and free internet.
]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2515815/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2515815/ Wed, 26 May 2004 18:17:05 PDT 343 new messages in a week ?!?!?!
I really had devwatched too many people. And I'm on dial-up for the time-being. T^T
Fun though.

I'll check after going back.
3 more weeks before back to fast-track and free internet.


Hiks.... ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2450903/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2450903/ Mon, 17 May 2004 19:22:06 PDT Bad connection there, and we only have dial-up connection at my home. Noscanner, too.
Sucks to be me. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2401079/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2401079/ Mon, 10 May 2004 17:22:06 PDT












Nah, not yet... ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2374625/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2374625/ Thu, 06 May 2004 19:47:02 PDT ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2327334/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2327334/ Thu, 29 Apr 2004 21:46:22 PDT
If it's yours please reply... I forgot whose and which... ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2318260/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2318260/ Wed, 28 Apr 2004 16:19:36 PDT No plot whatsoever, no explanation whatsoever.
Pure action and physchological comedy and tragedy.
Ah... ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2308147/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2308147/ Tue, 27 Apr 2004 06:43:51 PDT journal.

Name: Aloysius Aditya Farianto, call me eanh the weird here.
Birthplace: Jakarta
Gender: Male
Eye Color: Asian Brown
Hair Color: Black, but getting a bit sunburnt..
Height: Urr.... I don't remember this one, but I'm short.
Righty or Lefty: Full right and a half lefty.
Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

LAYER TWO:
Your heritage: ... Not race ? Indonesian
The shoes you wore today: None
Your fears: .. death ?
Your perfect meal: Mom's fried rice and red bean soup... ~sigh...
Goal you'd like to achieve: Nonewhat soever at the time being.

LAYER THREE:
Your thoughts first waking up: What am I supposed to do today ? Ah forget it... ZZzzz...
Your best physical feature: My round stomach.
Your bedtime: Anytime
Your most missed memory: ?

LAYER FOUR:
Pepsi or Coke: Not both
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or group dates: Dunno
Adidas or Nike: Neither
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Both
Chocolate or vanilla: Choc.
Cappuccino or coffee: Sorry, I'm a tea-person.

LAYER FIVE:
Smoke: Nope
Cuss: Frequently.
Sing: Frequent, to my roommate's anguish.
Take a shower: Hmmm, when did I took the last bath....
Have a crush: ~sigh... Not at the time being.
Do you think you've been in love: Maybe, maybe not. I'm still not sure whether that's love or just attraction.
Want to go to college?: Still in one.
Liked high school?: Been good.
Want to get married: Mochirondesu !
Get motion sickness: Very rarely.
Think you're attractive: I'd probably kick the next person to say that.
Think you're a health freak: Never.
Get along with your parent(s): So-so.
Like thunderstorms?: Sigh. Wanna be in one, but as long as there's something taller than me.
Play an instrument: None

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
Drank alcohol: No
Smoked: None
Done a drug: Nope
Had Sex: Nada
Made Out: Zip
Gone on a date: Zero
Gone to the mall?: Nop.... Well, quite frequent.
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Noo..pe
Eaten sushi: Someone brought us sushi last week
Been on stage: Thank God not !!!
Been dumped: Nah
Made homemade cookies: Nope
Gone skinny dipping: Nay
Dyed your hair: Nein
Stolen anything: ... Iiii dooon't think so.

LAYER NINE:
In a girl...
Best eye color?: Any
Best hair color?: Black. Deep deep black.
Short or long hair?: Short
Height: Preferably taller, for genetic matters. But most girl I had crush with were short...
Best weight: Well, probably medium
Best articles of clothing: Turtle-neck sweater and ... I dunno what's it called. A one piece dress that looks like a shirt and a long skirt sewn together with those buttons reaching the lower most part.

LAYER TEN:
Number of drugs taken illegally: None
Number of piercings: None
Number of tattoos: None
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: None
Number of scars on my body: None that I know of
Number of things in my past that I regret: Several, keeps cropping out and fading, so numbers may vary time to time. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2267659/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2267659/ Wed, 21 Apr 2004 12:13:53 PDT ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2228138/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2228138/ Thu, 15 Apr 2004 10:15:39 PDT

100 things about me
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false


01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like J. Bush
15. People are cool
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really really smart just with an insanely low attention span
21. I've never broken someone's bones to my knowlege
22. I have a secret
23. I hate snow
24. I drink only milk (not only... but i love it)
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates! (who doesn't?)
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person
30. I wear glasses rarely. I'm a contacts man.
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses
32. I have potential in what??
33. I'm pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes i refuse to believe my legs are identical..
35. I have a twin
36. I wear a padded bra well i guess it's padded. something has to hold them up.
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I'm left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them
40. I don't like horror movies
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway
42. People dislike me usually
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart
47. I know more than two languages
48. I spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don't like chocolate
52. I'd like to be more original
53. I've lied
54. Cocks are my favorite birds
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when you die
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter
58. Eat your dog
59. I love to exercise
60. I hate chemistry with a passion
61. I love to write
62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inch long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN
74. I hate government (not the german, but the american, the italian & the russian)
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can
78. I don't trust newspapers (but i read them nevertheless)
79. I like debating
80. I live in a vagon
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I'm scared of american fast food
83. I have a third eye Most blokes do
84. I love Mozambique
85. I don't trust any religion
86. I used to play with GI Joes because all the other boys were doing it
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes
89. I'm very disorganized
90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy food
93. I keep a diary
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I am very lazy
96. I'm sarcastic
97. I think my hair is annoying
98. I'm very sensitive
99. I love being "ab-normal"
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue. ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2219388/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2219388/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 03:10:38 PDT Feeling sick again. Whee the room goes round !!!
Or is that my heead. ? ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2185633/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2185633/ Sat, 10 Apr 2004 13:14:48 PDT I'm a coward, so I'm telling them silently here.

To Widiyanti and Rufina, I liked you two before.
Not sure about now, though. Sorry, I'm a coward so I didn't tell and ran away.

To a friend whom liked me, sorry too. I am a coward, I put you off with another I liked but I didn't confess to her in the end anyway.
Really really sorry, you're braver and kinder than me. I hope you'd met a better love.

To my best friends,
William, Fabian(Sorry for that concussion, man), Nikolas, Frieda(Sis, did you get brother or not ? ) from my primary and junior high school.
Lucky(Sorry for the almost 1 year silence), Pretty(Where are you girl ? Let's do that staring competition again !!!), Ella, Irene, Joey(When are we going to draw again ? ), Davin, Aldo, Victor, Denny(How's life, rascal ? ) from my senior high.
Adrian(Bro !!), Yosua, Edwina, Anita, Betty, Yudi, Dian, Marcel from college.
And others I have forgotten..... which are a lot.
You've guide me here too, you help made who I am.
I thank you.

To my parents, I thank you for making who I am now. Tho' sometimes I don't like who I am.
I hope I had not failed you.

To my only brother, Dri, sometimes I don't like you, sometimes I hate you, but we got along well, didn't we ? I'll co-pilot another RPG again if you want to.
I kept wondering though why Mami said that we don't fight each other very much. I've been waiting for another fistfight again.

To deviants, sorry but I'm using this account for self-gratification, popularity and a place to show the world my arts.
Well, of course along with critics, comments, and flames.
Ah....



Regrets.


PS : What does it say when I put love and frienship above family ? ]]> ~eanh http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2148282/ http://eanh.deviantart.com/journal/2148282/ Sun, 04 Apr 2004 03:40:09 PDT
Now, noodle or steak...... ]]> ~eanh