http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:eevilprawn&section=today deviantART RSS for by:eevilprawn en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 01:33:28 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/28615114/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/28615114/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 17:09:03 PST
Zombies have been taking up a great deal of my life latly... or, well, more then usual, anyway. I've been playing l4d2 quite a bit. Nothing more fun than axing the heads of hordes of zombies! Thinking of trying to melee my way through Hard Rain ;D
The book Zombie Survival Guide is on my nightstand (or rather, the element) atm, it's very... Serious O_o

Bullied Grape into buying a new 32" TV. He's now enjoying Dragon Age in HD Quality. It's so pretty~


On an entierly diffrent subject: Was drawing this epic picture a few nights ago (I'm the most productive at night). Or, well, more like sketching. It's was glorious: creepy pose, "realistic" proportions and probably the meanest skull I've EVER drawn. I saved the file and went to bed. The next day, I found that the whole file had turned a nice shade of pitch black. Everything was gone. I didn't even have a rawRAW sketch left. Everything was in that file. It made me sad. Or maybe more like chocked beyound words. I just gaped at the computer for some minutes and then shut the whole thing down, put on a movie and stuffed my face with chocolate. Those of you who knows me understands the absurdity of that last part. I don't EVEN like chocolate! Or any other kind of sweets for that matter...

Man, I need a new computer. Really. My poor laptop should be retired.

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/28294236/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/28294236/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 14:00:35 PST
I had quite an intresting dream about Zevran last night actually. I'll tell more later. *wink wink nudge nudge*


There's half a Bacon Melt in the fridge. I should take great big chunks out of it while watching House. House is awesome. House is god. Obey thy god!


Oh shit. just remembered that Left 4 Dead 2 (l4d2) whilst be released within days. Woo!

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/27627829/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/27627829/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 05:55:44 PDT Shall I post a photo taken from my current POV? It's very... White.

BTW, does anyone play Age of Conan? I've been bullied into it, and I must say it's quite decent, if you're playing with someone, that is.

No, I don't have anything to say apart from whining/gloating about our absurbly large amount of snow...

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Anyways. Yet again caught an infatuation with our flying rodent of choice. Couldn't help it, after playing 35% of Arkham Asylum, I was yet again caught in his hightech web. Must really draw some fanart... really. And Quinns clothing? I'm in luuurve~


This movie looks quite promising [link] Apart from Shaun of the Dead, there really is no good humor!Zombie movie. I love me zombies. Rocking out on plants VS zombies, atm. And, well, Resident Evil 5. But that's not really zombies, is it? Have gotten hold of the unlimited rocket launcher, so I'm playing in utter overkill ;D Trying to find all the B.S.A.A. emblems so we can sexistically don Sheva in her tribal costume, oh yeah =3

I've come to the conclusion that it's pretty much impossible to make a living off your art here in sweden, so i've decided to pursue a safer road to begin with, and have teh artsies on the side. Old news for most, but eh.

Expect a new submission from me in a couple of days

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/26071511/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/26071511/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 17:32:02 PDT
You know you don't have any respect for an animal when you start hissing at one adorned by spiky horns the lenght of your leg...


After having seen Harry Potter HBP, I actually questioned myself as to why I'd even liked the book in the first place. But then I put on the audio book as I resumed working on my latest pic, and it all came back to me. Such a lovely universe~
I will not even mention my thoughts on above mentioned movie, as it insulted me to such a degree I wanted to dig out someones eyes out with a spork (preferably certain producers and script writers). Yes, those where my exact thoughts as I snacked on cherries and watched the cultural massacre.


I've found peace in Futurama, however, and shall now resume watching it. I've got some wee pizzas in the owen as well.

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/25720082/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/25720082/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 16:53:31 PDT
[ Rant ]

The reason for this outburst is the fact that I've moved back home to mom. This, in it self, is not a big deal. It's actually rather nice to not plan and cook food every day. It's the fact that the neighbor city (we live out in the bush, very quiet) is nothing! A pathetic piece of dying civilazation. I mean, really. There is a very low birthrate, most houses are rubble and the majority of all jobs are either in the wood buisness or the elderyhomes (3 of them, and only one gas station, probably means that there's more old people then cars around). It's very much the swedish version of a redneck town... Seriously, the streets are EMPTY by 8pm. You can drive all over the roads, the wrong way or sideways, without risking other peoples life (because there is none) or getting caught by the cops (they're there about once a month, and the jungle telegraph takes care of that little problem)...

I miss my friends...

I wanna go home ._.

[ /Rant ]



I have this massive urge to draw, but I got no inspiration at all. Ok, to be fair, I got a lot of pretty picture inside of my head, but no tale behind them. Sure, you can draw alot of nothing, but the pictures that's really good usually have some kind of depth to them...

I'll try to draw something tomorrow, if I manage to finish unpacking...

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/25182586/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/25182586/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 15:55:47 PDT
For you people who are not familiar with this rite of passage know as Studenten, I shall offer a short explination.

In africa, amazonas or some other country beginning with an A, you get to stand on a pole for a week, wrestle with lions, cobras and zebras and maybe even erect a zombie or two (if your religion is of the totally awesome kind) before being accepted into the utterly boring world of the adults.

In Sweden... well, basically, you drink yourself shitfaced, sloshed, out of your mind (and body) drunk for a whole week. If your liver is still some what operating within normal parameters and you're not suffering from excessive drooling, then you're good to go!

This week of inbred, teenage stupidity is indeed infront of me. As my class is of the Art kind, we will of course not get drunk every day, that's for the poor fools over at Social. No, we will have orgies instead. At least on wednesday

Prom is on tuesday, which will probably be of the nice but a little lame-kind. Mom is more excited over it than me. But I get to wear a corsette and overkill high heels in public, so I don't really mind. Also, she's paying for all but the ticket (as a graduation present) so I'm not complaining. Can you say spoiled? Yes, yes you can. ;D
I'll be about two inches taller then my consort, which is un-conservative enough to be cool ;3

I'll post some pictures later, if anyone else then my lovely wish to see my black and limegreen getup ^^

I'm actually wearing my corsette right this moment, it's just as constrictingly uncomfortable as it should be. Yes, I do enjoy the feeling of having my ribs crossed at the waist as well as having my boobs balancing on top of my collarbone. Also, it looks absolutley steaksauce to my babyblue PJ pants ;D

Well, I'm off to read my deliciously plotty Batman fanfic (violent gen, which is a shocker on my part, at least the gen part ). I found myself drawn to the fandom like a piece of lego to Robins Attraction Suit as I played LEGO Batman on the Xbox 360. Especially after I realised how awesome Nightwing is ;3
Been playing it like a madwoman for two days, I see jumping lego pieces when I close my eyes, which is weird but kind of cool.

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/24648941/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/24648941/ Fri, 08 May 2009 09:41:01 PDT ), I've also gone ahead and removed some of the people on my watchlist. However, it's only the people who've been unactive for years or whose art doesn't intrest me anymore. If I've somehow managed to remove you and you would like me to put you back there, just say so I don't bite, more like nibble lovingly <3

Schools been... wabit... crazy lately. I've got loads of unfinished things to, well, finish. Since this is my last year I feel like I actually have to complete my assignments. Please notice that I havn't done a single piece of homework in time (if at all) since kindergarden. Pretty much everthing I do is turned in late *superslackerdeluxe*

Anyways, enough of that whighing. I've got some nice pieces of both fanart (jak&dax, harry potter, naruto, supernatural and l4d) as well as some original paintings to show anyone who's intrested. You've gotta wait a bit more then a month for them, though, as I have other (icky) stuff on my mind atm. I hope that's okay

Gotta run, have laundry to launder, old desk to gay-up and some pants to make holes in. I shall see thee on a later date <3

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/24375229/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/24375229/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 10:44:37 PDT
okok, so... *deep breath* lets take it from the top. I apologise my bad english (I'm a bit surty) and present to thee:


The First Step On My Possible Future Career (or; Three girls gets overrun by ill omens and gets lost in a big city)

At the studyCon (w/e) last year, me and some friends signed upö as intrested for this hairdresser school thing and thought nothing more of it. A couple of months later, they called from the school and asked if I was intrested to come over for a work test. It so happened that my birthday was that exact weekend, so I couldn't go, but I told them that they could contact me the next time they had such a thing.

About a month later, they called again and asked if I was still intrested, nd I said yes. Said and done, last sunday, me and two friends sat on the bus for five (5) hours before we finally arrived in Örnsköldsvik (directly translated to EagelSheildBay XD ). We spent the night at one of my friends grandfather and the next morning, it was time.

First off, I woke up with this splitting headache, think bowling ball inside of skull, and I feared that I would make it out the door without throwing up. But thankfully enough, it eased up a while later. Then, when we powerwalked to the bus stop, we encountered this nice little piece of bird!roadkill, which felt like an omen

The first busstop we passed, we failed to interpret correctly (fucking wierd way to print the timetable >_< ), so we scuttled over to the next where we had to wait for about half an hour for the bus. And by that time, we'd seriously concidered hitchhiking into the city. But the bus arrived and we got safely to our destination.

Well there, however, we found that the school we had to find refused to be found! We had a map, but just couldn't find the bloody place! And I got the highest grade at gym on the subject of running around in a forest with a map and a slip of paper...
So, hopelessly "lost" we called the school and asked for directions. Turns out that the door we were looking for was at the first place we'd looked, just well hidden behind the fact that it had no sign >_<

Anyways. we got seated and waited nicely for our time. During this, the students currently under study ambled in. And they all said Hello to us with a smile O_o This might sound perfectly normal to you guys, but up here, we're very reserved and in general only aknowledge the people we already know.

A bit shocked at the overall friendlyness of the place, we finally got called in and got to answer some questions in the form of a personality test (I turned out to be an ASRE, whatever that means), a written interview and such. Then, we got to try out skills at hair-doing. Some cutting, putting up hair on rolls an special braiding. It all went reather smoothly, except for some mionor occurances of shaking hands and the fact that one of the examintors was a lefty, which ment that I tried to do it backwards O_o

A quick color test followed (see a diffrence between warm and cold colors, no problem) and then we had to sit down and wait for the judgement. Turned out that we all got in! All three of us! Wiiiie!

We spent the rest of the day skipping about in joy. I even found a new love in the form of Chai Latte (mmm, sweet and spicy, yum) and Subways Bacon Melt

So, there's a 95% chance that I'm going to become a hairdresser :3
In that case, I begin in January 2010, so I've got some time to work on my art and get my hands on some hard earned money

I'm feeling quite glad atm :3 Things have been going so good for me these last few months. I'm almost wondering when the bombs going to hit @_@

But till then, I'm just going to enjoy life.

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/23913086/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/23913086/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 17:38:04 PDT
Well, you'll probably see the outcome hopefully tomorrow or on sunday. Wish me luck!

Edit: Gah! I'm finally done with the bloody school project >_< I've worked myself half do death for about three days now (okay, death might be a bit over the top. More like cardiac arrest or something)...

I'm unsure of whereter or not I should post it here or not (it's a 25page comic, for those of you who didn't know), as I'm not particulary proud of the art, but I like the plot... Hmm...

And now, I'm going to treat myself to some snickerscake... well, after i've slept for a year or two. And that reminds me, nationaltest in english tomorrow. But it's just speaking, so that's okay :3


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I was featured by so... :3

The drill is :

The first ten people who comment on this journal gets featured in my journal! I will go through your gallery and pick three of my favorite deviations for display here. However, you must post the same offer in your journal for it to count.

As I don't have a subscription, thus lacking thosae shiny thumbs, you'll just have to trust me and click the link


Feature:

1. Oh dear, so much to choose from... <3

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2. She's got a way with words~

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3. One of those people who're just amazing inside out <3

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]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/23473233/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/23473233/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 15:22:50 PST Not to mention the fact that I've got the kissing sickness and thus chugging down coca-cola like crazy to ease the pain. I actually works, suprisingly enough. Lets hear it for the ol' cure-all!

Talking about cure; my upperlip (or the general area between my nose and mouth) is really dry and, eh, tight. Dunno why. I've tried everything to get rid of it, but nothing works >_<

Feeling a bit depressed as I just finished the fourth book in the Nightrunner series by Lynn Flewelling. The books are awesomeness, I must say~
Now what? I don't have anything else to read

Hmm... Well, my b-day is taking place in a couple of days and this time, I've decided that I absolutley MUST have a cake. Havn't gotten one the last two, so I think it's about time Not that I'm much for sweet things in general, but it's the princible of things *nod*

I want to put on my stereo, really loud, right now. But since it's past midnight and now monday morning, I doupt my neightboors will appreciate me playing Ass n' Titties [link] (The lady dancing is totally me last night XD )... It's very tempting though... Maybe one or two songs won't hurt...

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/22610373/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/22610373/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 08:22:37 PST So I'm going to start spitting out art like crazy now. What used to take 2-5 hours now take less then 1! *joygasm* Ah, the freedom of effortless scribbling <3 Ah, I've got so many ideas

Now there's just the problem of trying to angle my laptop so I can see the screen comfortably, without it toppling over. Ah, the joy of a big but suprisingly limited desk ♥ Decided not to press my luck with me old desktop, as it's on it's last megabites already. So all artsy stuff now takes place on ze lappy, and then transferred to deskie by the use of USB memories A bit roundabout, yes, but probably smarter, knowing the state of deskie...

Also got this shiny preowned videocam (used to be my brothers, but he never used it :3 ), still havn't managed to figure out how to record onto memorycard, but I'll figure it out ^^

No, didn't journal for any other reason then to squee over my pretteh technical stuff, one which I can't use yet due to not seeing the forest for the trees

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/22453170/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/22453170/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 00:44:00 PST ... I must say I quite enjoyed it :3 And no, I havn't read a single Terry Prattchet book. Yes, you may slap me, if you wish. I am quite the uncultured baffon.

I've fallen inlove with Death though I mean, come on, he's a skeleton! In a robe! How awesome isn't that?
I'm gonna get a tattoo of him on me back ♥

I miss my tablet ._. It's at moms, won't get it back until this weekend, or maybe the next. And I have a picture to draw to ... and a Jean-Claude in a bubblebath for Hanna...

Oh! I've got Wormwood by Poppy Z Brite in my hand! Finally! As well as the first in the Nightrunner series by Lynn Flewllig And a random yaoi manga... I'll probably not sleep at all tonight. And I have school tomorrow, at 08:10... Oh joy oh joy.

Guess I'll just have myself a marshmellow-fluff-peanut-butter-banana-sandwich for brekkie and run on the sugar the rest of the day. Might work. For you who wonders, yes, that is inspired by the CAD journal a while ago. I'm terribly uncreative :3

NIGHTRUNNER SERIES! YOU'RE RUINING MY DAY/NIGHT PATTERN SO I'M FALLING ASLEEP FIRST DAY BACK AT SCHOOL! and, oh gawd, I love you for it ♥ Seriously, I spent the whole night saying "just one more chapter" until 06:30, when I forced myself to quit reading and have a shower and then get ready... Must get hold of the sequels! IIk!

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/22106983/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/22106983/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 16:53:58 PST
I'm yearning for some Naruto fanfiction (seriously, my heart is aching for it), but it seems like there's no new fanfiction anywhere ._. I've either already read the piece, or I'm not intrested. And the few I actually manage to find tend to be terribly OOC or just plain weird...Feels kind of sad, really.

I can understand it however, the series have lost something that it once had. Not to mention how the fillers totally killed the anime...
I want the good ol' days back, when there was still good fanfiction about and Sasuke hadn't done his amazing dissapearing trick. Or maybe there's still just as good writings about, I've just grown too picky over the years :S


Anyway, quite annoying how I sit up in the middle of the night, searching for some epic Naruto reading, when I'm going to have to get up early tomorrow and then spend the whole fricking day in a car, without being allowed to sleep! Gah!

Me and mom are going to my brother's over christmas, which means driving through pretty much the whole country. Joy oh joy. Feel the spirit of s nice, stressfull Christmas, full of stress related heartattacks and binge eating.

Somehow actually got of my procrastinating arse and managed to finish all my gifts, almost a week early!

Wishing for a tablet, so I can actually go ahead and draw *Drool-in-terrors gift (which is still in sketching stage, looking weird), and Hannas comission...

Such a Grinch-y journal Better finish with something light... eum... Oh, yeah, I'm a mandarin

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/21958296/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/21958296/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 05:04:14 PST

Anyways... To fill up some space, I present to thee, two tags I've already done but do again due to boredom ;D


Not-Tagged by my snugglewuff (What's up with the nickname? O_o; )

Rules.

Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal. ((Just 8 things? Can't we have a theme? I like themes...))

(Ok, I cut down on the rules, cause I won't be doing any tagging )



1. I'm a neat-freak. And not your everyday neat-freak either. It doesn't have to be clean per say, more like, if something landed on my desk it has to stay that exact way. At least until I clean up. If that candy wrapper doesn't lie the exact same way it have been for a week, it'll bug the hell outta me, cause I see it out of the corner of my eye. I'm not as creepy assed about it anymore as I used to be, thankfully...

2. I have one of those rollercoaster photos from Rita Queen of Speed (Alton Towers, 0 to 100 in 2.5 seconds) where I look helluva lot like Brenda does after being scared to death by TV girl in Scary Movie 3... Not that I was scared. I did a face and the ride stared, where after I couldn't get my hands back down >_>;

3. I have a masochistic streak. No, really. I do stuff to hurt myself, but physically and mantalloy, wihtout even knowing I do. I love to paint checkers by hand, for example.

4. My planned tattoos all have death in them. I've loved horror stories since I was a child, and still do. So it's natural to me to get a big reaper on my back, a small one (Ctrl-Alt-Del reaper, to be precise) on my hip, a skeleton and a ghost. Can't wait till I get enough monies to stick 'em to my skin :3

5. I'm getting a new computer for the simple reason of Diablo III, which isn't coming for a couple of years yet.

6. After I've bought her birthday gifts x2, I'm saving every penny for the trip me and my beloved classmates are going on in May next year. Gothenburg is the goal (very high reaching, I know XD )

7. I'm a boring drunk. Not as in Teetootaller who passes out after one drink, but more like one who can handle her alcohol and still manages to keep onto her sanity. These are my friends words. You generally won't notice if I've hada drink or six, cause I'm drunk on the inside Well, if you listen, you might notice that I like to say (and do) stuff I know I shouldn't, but since I'm a pretty free speaking person, you probably won't.

8. I don't want to define myself through my work. I'd rather do it through how I spend my free time. Most people don't understand this, so I tip my hat for them and their future ulcur, hairloss and coffe nervs.



And since Val did it, I might as well do it too ;D Not to forget the high volume which will hopefully disturb my hung over neighbors

Oh, and don't judge me based upon my music, I have everything on my library >_>;

1. How are you feeling today?
Paid my Dues - Anastacia
0_0 I have? How?

2. Will you get far in life?
Under Ytan (under the surface) - Uno Svenningsson
That's... Depressing O_o

3. How do your friends see you?
No Giving Up - Crossfade
Haha! XDD Probably, probably...

4. Will you get married?
Over my Head - Furslide
Yes, it is over my head why people would want to get married... I'd only do it so I could have my kick ass, death themed wedding

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
Soldier Side - System of a Down
*dies* very true, expecially if you think of a certain one.

6. What is the story of y... ]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/21678695/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/21678695/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 10:32:40 PST _< I've had pretty much no time for art these last few weeks. Even my blog have fallen behind ._.

I have little piece of fan art about 50% done, it's the second dude I havn't finished. but he looks wonky >_>

Other then that, I still have the christmas gifts to do:

my Sister: 62%
my Grandmother: 5%
my Brother & co: 0% (this one will go straight to hell, I suspect...)

Aaaand the picture requested by , which I can't do much about until she supplies me with character sheets. Or i'll just go ahead and draw Dean, for he is smex.

Then I've got some stuff I've gotta buy too...( , ) my poor budget ._.

I suddenly remember why I'm not harboring friendly feelings towards christmas. At least not that time period between october and christmas eve, when the store stars selling and there's mass hysteria over it. Bleh. Fearing they'll start preparing for it in summer soon, selling glitter and stars. Fake Snow. meh.

What are you getting people this year? Doint something of your own or buying?

Gonna go and make that sparris-halloumi-pesto pasta thingy, before I start gnawing on my elbows from hunger...

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/21483740/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/21483740/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 11:03:53 PST
So please, please, do me a favour and just click this [link]
I will start blogging in english too, if there's intrest <3

I've finally gotten some move on and actually updated my reclist with a whole slew of Supernatural recs. When I really should have been working on that fricking three-connected-to-each-other-in-some-way fics that I should have turned in yesterday! Ah, well, we already knew fandom rules my life.

As you probably already know, but since I like to repeat myself; You can find my reclist by clicking this [link] ^^

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/20948708/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/20948708/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 06:58:52 PDT [link] and together with Amazon.com reviews decided which ones to buy.
The ones that made the cut was Of Darkness, Light and Fire by Tanya Huff (I've loved her work before, so this one was a safe card) and two books from Mark A. Roeders Gay Youth Chronicles. To be specific, A Better Place and Someone Is watching. The books had gotten very positive reviews from reads, all saying it was a must read and so on and so forth.
Because of some problems with the delivery, I got A Better Place first. As the books aren't sequels, I decided to go ahead and read it, even if it was written after. This proved to be a huge mistake. I can't say I liked the book very much at all because of how it was written and the characters, but I trudged on reading, cause hey, it's gay!
But then I got to part two, where our gay boys meet the two main characters present in Someone Is Watching. This wouldn't have bothered me much if it wasn't for the fact that they just had to tell me everything that had happened to them, every last detail! I was spoiled big time! Every major plotpoint was explained. It really put me off reading, so I closed the covers, put it in my bookshelf and then proceeded to read Gate of Darkness, Circle of Light (an amazing read, thus far) instead.
I've asked my friend to cancel the other book, cause I really have no interest in reading it anymore, I know what'll happen anyways. Can't say I was impressed by the writing anyway, so...

But really, what kind of writer goes into detail about his earlier work in a book? It's a waste of words, really. I mean, old readers have already read the books, doesn't need such an intense reminder, and the new readers prefer not to be spoiled. Teased, okay, but not spoiled.
The annoying thing is that he actually manage to do it correctly with the reference to The Soccerfield Is Empty >_<

I'm very disappointed with my buy. Might order something else instead, if I manage to cancel the previous one, which hasn't been delivered yet...

On other news, I have 6 things to write for school. 1 poem, 2 articles, 2 short stories and 1 self description. So, I'm kind of swamped at the moment.
The horror story will probably be posted here as soon as it's finished, I just have to figure out the middle and the ending first...
The other novel might be posted too, but I'd have to translate it first, as I'm supposed to write it in Swedish >_>;

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/20736079/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/20736079/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 05:44:58 PDT hope-dot ), I proceeded to have a look around for some reference to use on the Sasuke drawing I'm working on at the moment. I've always known that the anime looks more terrible then ever, but really, I never thought it would be this bad! Now bring up this one which is from one of the much earlier episodes. Sit down, and click between them. Now, see any difference in quality?
It's like our microwave which is like 20 years old and still runs strong comparaed to my 2 year old micro, which I fear is going to blow up any minute...

Aaaah, I want my old Naruto back! *sobs* Even the manga was much better before *is old*

I'm going to throw myself on the bed and cry over it like a little girl until I fall asleep... Then, I'm going to kill some monsters in Diablo II LoD Median with my barbarian which I've found not to like at all >_<


EDIT: Okay okay, I take it back. My Barbarian kicks ass.

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/20501599/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/20501599/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 12:25:12 PDT Sure, there's that selfconfidens de-feminization issue, like "Oh, what if boys/girls won't find me attractive anymore because I have shorter hair then most guys? Weh mir oh weh!" But you know what? Fuck them! If a person is so shallow that they won't even concider dating a girl who has short hair, then they can bugger off to the magical playboy land of lies and syphilis.
Oh, and here's a photo of my new do, fresh out of the camera. [link] I want it to be about a centimeter longer, so I can actually do something with it. Right now, it just stands straight up, all fluffy and nice. My friends have degraded me from duck (duck-butt do, yo) to kitten, it's like a petting zoo :3

Lots do to at school. Next assignment is painting still life using oil or acryllic. Not sure if it has to be realistic, cause I'd much rather do a rough oil painting using art knife, like Munch or Gogh (can't keep those two seperate, they're the same to me >_>; *fails as senior art student*

I'm going to go and play some more Master of the Olympos, Zeus now It's kickass, love that game ^^ PLayed through Zeus and Europe last night, in a few hours. I've played it too much soon Don't think i've managed to complete The Trojan War lately...
Oh, and i've got a shiny new mouse too! It's a Razer Krait and much slimmer/faster then my other one, so it's weird to swich between them...



EDIT: As I harbour a secret love for lazy webbrowser games (and have given up on BiteFight because it became too dramatic for my taste), please help my wee dragon by clicking on it



and this one <3
I know it looks messy, but only way I can link them >_<
If you do it and get a "scroll" of your own, I promise to click on your dragons~ (that sounded weirdly kinky >_>; )

Oh, and school photos today -.-; it was a very uncomfortable affair. I hate them, cause they're so boring! I wanna pose~

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/20448026/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/20448026/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 23:43:04 PDT *dork stamp*



Anee-ways. I'm going away on a really girly pyjamas party. Complete with mudmasks, manicure and pillowfights. All that's okay, I guess, but the thought of being forced to sit and watch romantic comedies (such as Pretty Woman and shit) makes me retch *hörk*

And then mom comes by on saturday, i'm taking her to see Mamma Mia >_>; and then we'll go to a pub or something :3 tis going to be fun, even if i have to stick popcorns into my ears and hum loudly during the film...

Oh, and please click this [link] and let my wee vampire snack on you so that i'll rise on the scoreboards

Now off to school! I have a huge painting to finish. Hmm... anyone knows how to paint like they did in Japan/china ages ago? as in using ink and soft brushes... I seem to only be able to find manga tutorials -.-;

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/20215481/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/20215481/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 08:55:30 PDT
Hmm... Well, I've begun my last year at school (i'm 18, you do the math and convert it to your countrys school system ). It's fun to meet all my classmates again on a regular basis, as well as going to classes. I don't have any math or gym anymore but I do, however, have 1-2 hours of art everyday it's awesome :3 hopefully, there wont be any boring on-paper-what-ever-it's-called during sculpture. I prefer to work with my hands in 3D, then cutting some paper...
Albeit the days being quite fun, they're very long. I mean, our shortest class is 65 minutes! The longest, 130ish! I'm exhausted every day around lunch. Mostly cause I still havn't found the rythm.

The weekend before school, me an 6 other girls went out on an island for the last party of the summer. It was only us and we had a blast. Some nekkid bathing occured, and I have photos from the whole ordeal ;D Wont post any boobie shots though, as my models probably wont agree to it, but there's some kiddie-safe ones that'll probably pop up ^^

And then... eum... Oh! I went with ~HappyLemmel to the movies and watched The Dark Knight, which was pure awesome! The joker was amazing, Batman could almost move his head freely and there was some pretty sweet rides I'm a total vericle!slut, so this movie was like pr0n to me
I actually had a whole review written up in my head for it, but I forgot it

While on the subject of ~HappyLemmel, she and I are doing co-op on Lego Star Wars II =3 It's so much fun, even though we spend most of the time screaming at each other XD
Now I just wish I could get my hands on Lego Indiana Jones. But I guess I'll have to wait till I can afford to buy a Xbox 360... Just gonna have to prostitute my self first, or maybe sell some bodyparts.
There's so much I want, but no monies D:

I finally wrote that bloody (har har) criminal!fic for school (which was due in a before summer). Hooray Hooray. It turned out more like a thriller though, but I guess it's okay anyways. I'm gonna post it here as soon as I've translated it

Busy reading Coroner Stories at the moment though. Heh, I'm so lovingly morbid :3

Oh, and if you guys could do me a little favour I would be very thankful :3 Just click this [link] , it'll allow my itty-bitty vampire to bite you, slurp down some blood and then I'll get a boost on the scoreboard It wont harm your computer in anyway, and it only takes a second. Pleeeease? 9_9

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19965124/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19965124/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 06:38:58 PDT

A lot has been said about how to prevent rape...
Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. Fuck, they shouldn't dare to get drunk at all.

Instead of that bullshit, how about:

If a woman is drunk, don't rape her.
If a woman is walking alone at night, don't rape her.
If a women is drugged and unconscious, don't rape her.
If a woman is wearing a short skirt, don't rape her.
If a woman is jogging in a park at 5 am, don't rape her.
If a woman looks like your ex-girlfriend, whom you're still hung up on, don't rape her.
If a woman is asleep in her bed, don't rape her.
If a woman is asleep in your bed, don't rape her.
If a woman is doing her laundry, don't rape her.
If a woman is in a coma, don't rape her.
If a woman changes her mind in the middle of or about a particular activity, don't rape her.
If a woman has repeatedly refused a certain activity, don't rape her.

If a woman is not yet a woman, but a child, don't rape her.
If your girlfriend or wife is not in the mood, don't rape her.
If your step-daughter is watching tv, don't rape her.
If you break into a house and find a woman there, don't rape her.
If your friend thinks it's okay to rape someone, tell him it's not, and that he's not your friend.

If your "friend" tells you he raped someone, report him to the police.
If your frat-brother or another guy at the party tells you there's an unconscious woman upstairs and it's your turn, don't rape her, call the police and tell the guy he's a rapist.

Tell your sons, god-sons, nephews, grandsons, and sons of friends it's not okay to rape someone.

Don't tell your women friends how to be safe and avoid rape.
Don't imply that she could have avoided it if she'd only done/not done x.
Don't imply that it's in any way her fault.
Don't let silence imply agreement when someone tells you he "got some" with the drunk girl.
Don't perpetuate a culture that tells you that you have no control over or responsibility for your actions. You can help yourself.



It's true. Too many girls think like this. They go around most of their life thinking it's their fault that they were caught up in something horrible like rape. It's not the woman at fault unless she willingly offers it to him and then later claims that it was rape. Er...yeah. If you agree, copy this and paste it in your lj's, blogs, deviant art accounts, whatever. Just think if it happened to you. Screw all that abortion controversy that you want to fuss over...if this happened to you, what would you think? Who would you blame?

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19881221/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19881221/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 15:19:17 PDT Seems like I have some sort of a best-before date when it comes to friendship. Of course, this is just me being the teenage girl that I am, making a hen out of a feather. But, untill proven otherwise, I'll walk about, tripping over that bloody hen, some bird dropping and one or two rotten eggs. Hooray for being female, eh?

Anyways, on a slightly cheerier note: My computer is still alive, even after that unfortunate, pant-soiling episode with the disc (which I still lack some pieces of). This means I've been able to do a safety copy of everything on my harddrive, expecially my current semi-realism WIP (the hell I'm doing all that over again).

Oh! Me and fellow fandom-whore ~HappyLemmel finally got our greedy paws on Supernatural Season 2 It's awesomesauce on a stick and extra hilarious if you exchange certain words with certain other words XD

Now I'm going to go and fend of emo-ness with some delicious Wincest <3

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19824015/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19824015/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 09:24:02 PDT _<

For those of you that havn't seen my latest submission: [link] *weep*

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19662039/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19662039/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 13:28:41 PDT We'll see tomorrow if it's white or not...

Well... This week, after finishing off my work period, I went home to Piteå and PDOL (a fastival, of sorts, with lots of bands and shit), which ment me running around all over town in 2x 1kg 14hole steeltoed boots, searching for my keys which a friend took as I had no pockets. Imagine the muscle ache I suffered through the following days.

I've also found a liking towards smoothies, must find a way to make my own... Anyone happen to have a decent recipe?

I've also been sitting inside alot, alternating between playing Diablo II LoD Median 2008 () and drawing on my latest piece of fanart. Yet again Semi-Realism which takes ages! I've worked on it for hours and yet I've only finished the face -.- I dunno why I bother, cause the rough colored sketch actually looks really good (even though there's an abscent hand issue)... What do you guys think? Shall I post the sketch first, and the semi-realistic colored version once I finish it?

Weridly enough, I feeling like going out for a run, but I don't know if I can be bothered at the moment... Plus it's too early, meaning there's still people up and about that might see me (Oh, the horror).

Guess I'll settle down with reading an AS/S fic instead, and maybe make some muffins (which will probably implode, as usual. You'll see, I'll post photos if/when it happens)...

EDIT: Holy Cows on a Stick! The Muffins didn't deflate! OMFG! This is the first time in three years that I won't have to nibble on imploded, crispy muffins that taste suspiciously like cornflakes... I repeat; The Muffins Are Alive!

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19516227/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19516227/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 10:42:43 PDT awesome!
Wish I lived somewhere big enough for a Pride festival... I guess I'll have to manage without one and cheer it all on from afar.

Anyway, I'm going to whip up something to eat and settle down for some serious TV watching. Thing is... I'm not sure there's anything to eat :S
Oh well, let's be creative and colorful!

Proud To Be Pride

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19447938/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19447938/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 14:29:28 PDT A good thing, though, is that my drawingskills will grow Cause, belive it or not, I actually do draw traditional! And, some how, the result is much much better if I draw realistic then manga >_>

To get to my oh-so-exhausting work I use my shiny blue moped (complete with bird shit dots >_< )as transportation. And please note, this is the north of sweden, so they have no respect for moped drivers whatsoever. Couple that with crazy suicidal raindeers and roadwork (Finally! that road couldn't be more cracked) and you¨ll have quite an adventure.
Another thing with the road work; they put it off for ages, and then do it all in one go (we're talking about hundreds and hundreds of meters here) which means uneven gravel roads, big machines and meeting cars which must be avoided. Slalom between the bigger rocks, or a nice little slide and a nice toppling over will get you a nice hospital visit.
Aaand, ontop of it all, I'm 18 and I still drive a moped... You who're not from the north of sweden can't fully understand what I mean here, but yeah. The age order in transportation goes like this: walk->bike->moped->EPA->car... and so on.

Lots of roadkill this year, I must say. Thus far, I've seen a couple of very flat squirrels and bloody patches with lots of feathers, probably once birds. Not to mention the mob of raindeers I had to drive through last night when driving home -_-

Although I might sound a bit bitter, I'm actually quite happy. Mom bought me a big bag of popsicles fromt heom the icecream truck today, and i've had six so far :3 I had to share with my brothers wee sons, which made me pout, but I'm pretty happy anyway ^^

Oh, and I would be ever so chuffed if you could just click this [link] It's nothing harmful, just a a way for me to get better stats on an online game <3

And why isn't there a Wired moodicon? Why? *weep*

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19390165/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19390165/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 12:27:04 PDT [link] ♥ ♥ ♥
It's not virus or anything, just a little something that'll boost my stats

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19269589/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19269589/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 08:36:06 PDT For those of you who have no idea what I'm blabbing on about, it's such a beautiful creation as a Full length black leather coat I've been wanting one since I was eleven years old, and now it's finally mine *fangirls* It's a Goldstein, model Grasse, 100% leather (super nappa)and I'm inlove with it!
I've originally decided on buying a fake leather coat due to it being cheaper and more animal friendly, but I got this amazing offer on a brand new one, so...

On other news: Me and finally managed to find a place where they make photo copies of your digital photos. The reason for this was that we're going to participate in a Young Photographers gallery showing thingy. So, having been forced to look all over town for a photograph shop, we finally found one, got 9 (2 of hers, 7 of mine ) 20x30 prints which was batshit expensive but hopefully worth it as (if we get in) we're going to put them up for sale :3
So, in short; If you live in Piteå or nearby, please comeby at the art gallery had have a look between 9/8 - 30/8

And lo and behold, I'm actually working on a piece of fanart right now ^^ This time, it's South Park that get the (questionable) honor. It's only a sketch thus far (which actually look rather good, concidering submitting it as it is ), and i'm not sure how i'm going to color it if I do a more complex lineart then the squiggly lines that already is. Realism or cellshade? Soft cellshade? Rough or detailed? Gah, all these decisions! *headdesk*

More fanart (and some originals) are brewing around in my head, which I'll hopefully will manage to at least sketch out before inspiration fades...

I also have a ton of ideas for fics, but I doupt that I'll manage to write them down (too impatient for it )...

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19230042/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19230042/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 05:12:07 PDT

But first: OMFG! Diablo III! *happy flail* I've been waiting for this so long~ <3 <3 <3 Must do a complete upgrade on my computer first though, but let's ignore that for the moment...
*goes to play some more on my lvl 65 spearazon*

Anyways... I present to thee; My trip to England:

Getting there went rather smoothly, if you don’t take the fact that the plane from Luleå to Göteborg was delayed rather nicely, where after we had to run like maniacs through security checks and passport controls just to get on the same plane we left roughly 10 minutes earlier, same seats and all. Arrived about two hours later in Birmingham, met up with Ben and Lou, which was a bit nervous. Took the monorail to the train station and then a train to Conventry. Then we walked all the way to their apartment, while pointing and squeaking at everything.

In true British spirit, the first thing we did (after dumping our bags) was to go to the pub. There, we ate some food and then proceeded to get fittingly drunk on two or three pints of Strongbow.

The next day, we went and had some Chinese food, which was the beginning of our food journey through half the world. Over the three weeks we spent there, we ate Chinese four times, then some spicy Indian food, fast food (American ), pub food (British) and then once at a rather posh Italian restaurant where Ben was forced to wear his work shirt (Sainsbury) and I found that I really do not like wine, not even Rosé. Bleh.
However, the days we didn’t eat out, we usually settled our cravings for nutrition’s by eating a bacon sandwich. I now have random cravings for mayo and bacon…

A lot of time and money, and I mean a lot, was spent on pubs. Strongbow and Froo Woos being my favorite. Yes, there was a lot of drinkage, but not a lot of drunkage. I know how to control myself

Talking about Strongbow and Pistachios, I must say that football is only fun to watch when Spain is playing with Lou and Ben acting as commentators. Torres is awesomesauce, House is neat too, as are Fiberglass and Quicksilver (just because he’s so short). Nevertheless, Beekeeper is the best, he totally own all those Pea-Keepers who just peas all over the place. Go Spain!

Over three weeks, we met quite the range of people. From terrorists, beard people, alternative people (who never moved from that park bench), chavs (“I’m going to fucking kill you, you motherfucker”, he said to the bag of crisps) and drunk chavs (that throws up all over the table at McDonalds at 9pm). Just to name a few. But there were quite a lot of nice people too, like the woman who worked at Blue Banana. Needless to say, Ben and Lou were very nice (or very Special). In addition, they had a rather cool ghost nicknamed Jeff, who liked to open doors, turning South Park teddies around and annoying me while I slept.

As they had no internet the first two weeks, I spent most of my free time watching TV (I love their channels and shows! ‘Whose line is it anyway?’ Must be one of the best shows ever <3 ) or DVDs (Hot Fuzz is love)… and then playing Wii of course. Not much Guitar Hero though, as my pinky finger didn’t like it and curled up in cramp if I played more then one song. Therefore, there was some Battle of the Bands (wtf?), Zelda (hate ze monkies!) and lots of Resident Evil Umbrella Chronicles (Awesome game!).

Although we didn’t go sightseeing, we did go to Alton Towers where we managed to squeeze in a grand total of five rides in as many hours. The Ghost House, Nemesis, Air, Rita Queen of Speed (Zero to One Hundred in 2.5 seconds) and Oblivion (vertical drop into a small, black hole). Then, on the last day, we went and took some photos of some old buildings and well the Devils Penis.

The ride home, however, was horrible. We left their apartment at 7am, took the train back to Birmingham airport (Monorail!), got on the plane and arrived in Göteborg without much hassle. But then, they had for some reason decided that we had to pick up our own luggage (mine which had gone from square to round and by now only had one and a half handle), check it in AGAIN and then get to the plane in time. Problem was, they had closed the check in before we even got there, so even if the plane hadn’t lifted yet, we where stuck in Göteborg.
After one very unhelpful ticket seller, a couple of calls to relatives and an almost bus ride to the train station for a night train trip... ]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19198969/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/19198969/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 09:11:52 PDT I'm going to make a major post about the happenings there, at some later date when I've gone through every thing I've lagged behind on ^^

Got tagged by with love ;D



Instuctions: Remove 1 question and replace it with your own.
Tag 8 people, list 'em out at the end of the post!
Notify 'em through their tagboard that they've been tagged. (Pfft, yeah, right. Wont force this on people)

1. Who are you chatting with now?:
Penis-Patrik, about the glorious announcement concerning Diablo III <3

2. What do you want the most now?:
I wanna go swimming in the lake! It's really nice weather outside, but none of my friends wanna/can go with me TT_TT And I'm too much of a chicken to go alone...

3. If there was one thing- just one thing in the world that you could have, what would it be?:
I think that would be To be able to draw and paint things just as I imagine them inside my head... That way, my art works would be truly awesomesauce. But, of course, my head and my hand don't communicate very well. Think theres some ill feeling between them or somehting.


4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?:
Yeap, expecially when they go bitchy-emo and just mope around with a thunderstorm over their head, not talking to me because of some weird reason.

5. What's the best smell in the whole world?:
The smell of Lapland, my home.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?:
Well, I prefer rain over rainbow
But okay then, yeah, in a way. After having it really crappy for a while, when it lightens up, things will look and feel better.

7. What impossible things you would wish to do?:
Be a man Or to be precise, be able to switch between my female form and an equally hot male body. That'd a be awesome!

8. What are your greatest phobia?:
I wouldn't say I have phobias in the sense of the extreme, but I really, REALLY don't like metal as in coins and jewelry. And I have a thing against babies, clowns, porslain dolls and monkeys. Must be because of the mutated human-ish look. or something...

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?:
I don't think I've ever broken a heart :S Making people pissed or to just dissapear is more my thing. Not that someone ever told me there was heart-breakage...

10. Seriously speaking, have you surfed porn before?:
Define porn

11.When did you last got attached?:
As in relationship with someone? Eeeh... A very long time ago. Don't like to feel attached and like I have to spend time with someone...

12. What feeling do you hate the most?:
I hate every feeling, if they're strong. Expecially if mixed up with other feelings, cause it always makes me cry. Honestly, everytime I have a surge of feelings, I start to bawl my eyes out. Very annoying.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?:
Hmm... Right now, I think I've only got real friends that I cherish (Yay!) but there is some not-really-friends that I don't care very much about...

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?:
PDOL! It's like one of swedens biggest city-festivals. It's going to be fun :3

15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?:
Other then my mom? Well, I guess that would be a couple of my online friends (you know who you are) <3

16. List words that describe you?:
Blueberrypie! Honestly, it's easier to have good friends describe you...

17. What do you want to be in future?
Custom Paintjob Person

18. When do you plan to settle down?:
When I'm ready for it.

19. What will you be if given a chance?
Excentric Rich Person

20. 8 tagged people:
You, you, you, not you, you aaaand you four over there.

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/18760561/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/18760561/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 05:10:53 PDT

For real people, it was two weeks left a day ago! And now, it's just a wee little day until me and my friend goes to England! *flail* We're going to have to superglue ourselves together from toe to hip as not to lose eachother on the airport/while in England. We where going to use handcuffs, but came to the conclusion that we probably wouldn't make it past the security check with them... So superglue it is.

Other then that, I watched the last Indiana Jones movie a couple of days ago. And I must say although I love the characters and the previous movies, this one just didn't hold up. Mostly because of the theme, and the unlikelyness of the whole thing. Sure, the happenings the the pervious movies where pretty unlikly too, but there was still a chance that they could be true. But this one? It wasn't as good as I had hoped...

Now I'm going to go and continue wolfing down everything that has an expiration date in my fridge, and then I'm going to fret some more. On the inside, ofcourse. I'm pretty calm on the outside...

Right now, I'm just waiting for Mommy Lisa to come by and repay me moneies so I can buy something premade to eat. I'm pretty sick of Pasta and butter, if you didn't figure.

Aaanyway, what I came here to tell you is that my internet access will be limited these coming three weeks. But when I come back, I'll have a lot of pictures to scan/take photos of, from my art course ^^ Yes, I know, not very intresting, but I will try to draw some gayness and maybe even some fanart for yeh, while in england. ♥

Purple Pretzels, See you guys later ^^

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/18587559/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/18587559/ Sat, 31 May 2008 04:09:35 PDT The reason I havn't been bothering you guys with every step and removal of dustbunny/ drawing e.t.c. is not because I've been busy (ok, i've been that too), but because I've been on my photoblog. I'm a blogger at heart, and for the last weeks, I've been involved with a cheap substitute...

Aaanyways, schools just about over, we have three days left. I have a couple of photos to turn in and a drawing to complete, other then that, I am done
Have to clear out my locker too, which means I need a truck to get through all the papers I've collected over the year. honestly, you'd think they'd be a lot more caring about the forests, but nooo. They should just go ahead and give us all a laptop as a notebook and transfer our files to us using USB memories or something, would be much cheaper and pro-nature in the long run. Honestly.
Talking about photos; I've had two photoshoots recently, where I was both photographer and model. I've begun uploading some of them ^^ check ~oneglory for some more
One of my friends and fellow model/photographer has even asked me to take emo photos of her and a guy later this summer ♥ I'm gonna try to be as artistic as possible ^^

Tomorrow, me and ~HappyLemmel is going to watch season 2 of Supernatural, which I belive is bound to send me out on another spiral of wincestious fics of deliciousness ;D

Talking about cheese, in less then 2 weeks, I'll be on the plane to England! It's gonna be fecking nerve wracking and so much fun! Even if we'll just sit inside and play guitarr hero and Wii ^_^
I've been able to scrape together about half of what I've planned in money, but about 5000sek should be enough for something small ;D Hmm, should probably take the chance and print out my recs of gayness list and go through some grand bookstore when we visit London... Someone who knows a good bookshop there? And where the goth shops are located? :3

Bleh, I feel out of shape with the blogging... Must be because of the attempt to scale a very high door (3-ish meters). I actually got up there and then down *proud* but I belive I scraped out me brains along with my skin while trying...

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/18334092/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/18334092/ Thu, 15 May 2008 10:07:36 PDT ), I can make garlic baguettes now! *flail*

So... um... What have I done these Two Weeks of No Internet? Well, other then severe withdrawal symptoms, I've done some drawing, writing, partying, playing of NWN, lost stuff, undercooked food, drawn on the table... You know, the usual.
The problem with having no internet is not only the total isolation from people (yes, the majority of my friends are accessable through the internet only... my class mates don't answer their phones >_> ), but also the lack of yaoi! For the love of teh ghey! I had to go to the library and borrow me some gay books just to cope. Of course my internet came back on the next day, but W/E...

I'm having a photoshoot with WoWarn and ~oneglory on Sunday, at least that's what's planned. ~oneglory is a rather neat photographer, so I'm posetiv there'll be some good photos in the end I'll post a few here and she'll post some. I'll let you know :3

Having a half nervous breakdown right now... or half of a half (Herta borta herta åsså herta borti he)... You see, schools out for summer in less then a months, which sadly also the teachers have picked up on. This means that they're heaping finishing assignments in this last few days. Right now, I have to write a criminal shortfic thingy, write a quote-journal for a book, have a debate about abortions, finish a realism-ish drawing of a woman, finish a 'the lost shape reappears' art thing and find newsarticles about homes for elderly people... It's actually quite decent stuff, but I wouldn't mind a bit more time. I'm a slacker who leaves stuff till the very last chance, often past that point too... If I can manage to get my thumb outta my arse and actually begin, there'll be no problem. But I never do >_< Shame on me *slaps wrist*

Shall go and make that garlic baguette now. will fall asleep to the sweet aroma of burnt bread and garlic butter <3 (not that I actually burn stuff. I'm actually a decent cook)

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/18034922/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/18034922/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 08:12:31 PDT And then I should get my thumb outta my arse and do the laundry aswell. So packing and laundry is on my to do list...

About my new apartment: It's so pretty! It has a bothroom you don't have to back into, three windowes, an owen, a freezer and a fan! That's luxury! And it is 12 square meters bigger then the one I have now. Wanna know something funny? My new apartment will cost 3 SEK less a month then my old one!

Other then that, me and my friend have bought the tickets to England now, we'll be there from the 11'th of June to the 3rd of July. 3 weeks and one day. And I have no idea what the fack we're going to do all that time! We have stuff planned for like one week. Guess it'll be Guitar Hero and Wii for us the remaining 15 days...

On the art-sy side, I've been fooling around alot with traditional mediums, acrylics to be specific. I have two digital drawings (one of which is a piece of fanart) brewing and I'm writing a 'ghost story' for class. I'm stuck on the latter though, which annoys me to no end as I really wanna write >_<

I'm not a big fan of country, but I must say that Josh Turners voice owns me ♥ he has that deep voice that just makes you wanna press your ear against his back when he sings, just to feel the vibrations better ^^ Yes, I'm weird, and I'm okay with it. Now, go listen to the songs and tell me I'm right [link] and [link] And he's pretty handsome too :3

Now to something more productive, like eating Babybel and sleeping with my head on the keyboard.

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17698303/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17698303/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 11:51:46 PDT
So, uh, I'm a bit nervous right now. You see, I'm moving to a new apartment 1'th of May and of course this means moving out of the one I live in now (YAY!). And belive it or not, they actually wants someone to move into my old apartment! So, on monday I'm going to have to show a complete stranger my apartment. My apartment filled with my stuff. And as if this isn't creepy enough, my vacuumcleaner doesn't work because I can't find bags for it, so I can't vacuum! *flail* Why is there like a billion diffrent bags for vacuum cleaners, but not the one I need?
So, um, yeah. I'm fretting a bit. *fret fret*

Secritly feeling a bit of burrning hate towards ~hope-dot because she showed me the world of Sims 2 Legacies. Guess what I have been doing today; Reading Legacies. All day... I am made of epic fail *hangs head*
I've also promised to sing for her when I get healthy. And this is not good. I can't sing. I'm teh sux0rz at singing >_<

Got an urge to use the waffle function on my hairiron thingy last night, so now my hair has gone *Pwfoop!* Hehehee~

Don't remember if I mentioned this last, but me, skrutten, Mona and Hanna went to the local arthouse thingy, where they had a special event which boiled down to civilians going in infront of the camera, fool around and then have their photo included in the show. You can buy your photo/s for 20kr a piece (like, $2 something). I'm going to on monday, cause there's a rather nice photo of me <3 shall show you gais when I get my hands on it ^^

Not to forget that that day, I wore my 14-hole undergrounds all day. Remember, these babies weight about 1½ kilo each, so now my legs hurt

Gawd damnit! Why isn't it summer yet? *weep weep*

There is Ice in my Pepsi...

Listening to Markoolio makes me nostalgic. I love his lyrics, cause I'm childish. So totally learning the Åka Pendeltåg dance :3

EDIT: You know, now that I'm 18 and concidered an adult (oh the horror!), I no longer get the same thrills when reading/viewing the mature tagged stuff. Sure, the experience is as pleasurable as ever, but still. I guess its the sneaking thing. There's no need for me to sneak any more, which is... weird. I mean, since I was twelve, I've clicked that "I'm over 18 years old" button, quietly excited over doing something I wasn't supposed to do. But now, no one would give a damn if I said I read the 'over 18' stuff. I wont stop reading or anything, cause it's too much of my life in it and I honestly love it. But a small part of me mourns the passing of my official childhood. over night, I'm an adult, which I just havn't wrapped my mind around yet. It doesn't work that way! *flail*
now I'm going to go off and read me some naughty, preferably of the Supernatural kind, but HP works too <3

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17680652/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17680652/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 14:18:48 PDT _>; We'll have to visit London at some point though...

I'm feeling really tired right now, almost so much that it woudn't be unlikley that I'm actually drunk right now...
Was going to write a really long post, but am too sleepy.

G'night yo...

EDIT: Okay, I admit I found the Mudkips thing hilarious when dA pranked us member on April Fools, but right now, I feel like my brain is going to fry if I see another adaption of it DX But I guess I'm just really tired so things annoys me more easily, I'll be fine with it tomorrow, but right now; GAH!

That is what happens when you get caught up reading legacies instead of going to bed as planned >_<

EDIT 2: Okay, I'm so kick myself to bed now, cause I just had one of the blondest moment of the year... I was sitting around, thinking about coloring a picture using an alternative technique when I found myself wondering: "What colors do you mix to get blue...?" Honestly, this can't be a good sign...

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17622017/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17622017/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:46:46 PDT *hides under covers*

Nah, I'm going to go play Diablo 2, cause monsters don't fool you. Unless they're really sneaky of course.

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17571733/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17571733/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 10:51:31 PDT _< This time, it's choughing and hard-to-breath-ness. I wonder if it could be karma... on the otherhand, I've been quite nice this year, so I can't imagine why I would be having bad karma >_> Maybe I've been cursed!

Ehehehee... Anyways, I've decided to atleast try to draw more. Planning to draw something every day, and then pick the best one at the end of every week and post it as proof. Cause really, how am I planning to improve as an artist if I never draw anything? ~AnnamaeTezuka has joined me on this quest, so hold your thumbs for us

I have a piece of fanart in progress right now, which I belive might turn out rather good, if I could figure out how to draw the background (which this one really deserves)... I can draw people, and I can draw scenery, but not together! It just doesn't work! It's rather annoying, I must say
I might finish the lineart and then put the project on ice as I learn more about BG drawing... but then, I'll probably have grown so much as an artist that I concider this piece to be crap and abandon it... D:

I've been going through my gallery and deleted some of my older works, as I honestly don't even wanna look at them anymore. I'm planning on a Past to Present drawing skill thingy, so you might see them again, but hopefully not >_>;
I told myself I wouldn't delete anything, but I guess I have to break that promise to myself... *sigh*

Oh, and I've updated my rec list as well as added a whole new rec section to part 3, Supernatural! So please head over there and check it out! [link]

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17472132/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17472132/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 09:53:28 PDT _< Same thing happened when I was working on a picture which need a sideview of a guy walking, holding a skateboard, also with a slight slump of his shoulders. That picture has now been put on hold till I can find anything to use for ref...
I've found that sideviews on the whole is very hard to find. you can find pretty much anything else though... guh. if I don't find a suitable photo before the holidays are over, I'm going to bring my camera to school and bother my classmates to pose for me >_>

oh well *sigh* ~HappyLemmel is coming by any minute now. We're going to rent a movie, have a beer and some chips... Well, okay, I wont have beer. Beer is nasty. I'll probably stay with Coca-Cola. Much tastier, and although it contains sugar, much less fattening
I'm rambling, I know. Still miffed over the stock-photo failure...

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17377991/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17377991/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 11:35:25 PDT
I'm goooing to england this summer, if everything goes according to plan ^^ Going to england has been a dream of mine for ages, and now it might come true, much earlier then I ever thought *joygasm*
I belive I'm going to be a pest to my friends and classmates, cause it'll be all I'm going to talk about for months and months~ A role I'm happy to take part of, as it is england we're talking about!
... Guh. I must learn to speak better english before I go, and I must save money, loads of money, as I am planning to visit many alternative stores while I'm there ^^

Talking about alternative clothes: I've finally gotten my skirt! And by skirt, I mean this skirt! --> [link] It's so pretty and swishy and amazing! *huggles skirt* I wuv it ♥ Having birthdays might not be so bad, afterall
Still, it's my first birthday not getting a single, wrapped present. rather weird, but w/e...

My hair is weird... as some of you knows, I dyed my hair purpleblack about a week ago, permanently that is. However, due to the weirdness of my hair, It has already started to fade. And not as in "The purple becomes brown" way, but in "The blonde is BAAAACK!" way! Really, I've got pale, grayish streaks in my hair... It doesn't look bad per say, it's more kind of annoying cause it's supposed to be PERMANENT! *frown* Oh well, I'll just let it was out then, and maybe go back to doing the semipermanent colors...

Kicking it oldschool, played Diablo II LoD last night, and kicked some Baal-ian ass with my Spear-azon ^^ Had to roam around some to lvl a bit, as his minions owned me (or maybe that was just me panicing, as usual). It's weird how you can get an adrenalin rush from a game! and an old one, which is not VR, to boot...

Sick yet again, for the third time in as many months. It's just a minor cold this time, with stuffy nose and headaches, but annoying yet the same...
Can't wait for summer ♥ This year, I must not stay inside when it is sunny, must be outside, even if just to lie in the grass...

I wanna get a cat... Want one... Really bad... Problem is, where shall it be when I go to england? One of my friends cats are having kittens later on, and i can have one if I wish... I really do want one, I just don't know what to do with it when I'm on vacation...
Someone decide for me?

Pay your respects to my rec list, by checking it out, please? [link] (Oh, and so notice the pretty, new layout )

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17191910/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17191910/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 08:40:51 PST

Anyways, to celebrate my birth, I've complied a rec list, as a present to my self and *Drool-in-terror

You shall find it here: [link] <-- link to the intro, the lists are linked from there.

Enjoy

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17005164/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/17005164/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 07:40:49 PST _> I accidentally set fire to mom's chest of drawers that's in the hallway...
I was going out to take photos of our somewhat insane amount of snow, and when I reached for my coat, I accidentally knocked the shoehorn off the coat rack, and the shoehorn in turn knocked over the burning oil lamp mom had ontop of the drawers and, well, you do the math. burning oil lamp + old, dry chest of drawers = inferno. Okay, it wasn't a real inferno, but there was fire!
I myself was such a grand hero that my first thought the moment the shoehorn fell of was "Oh gawd, hope it won't hit the oil lamp!", and when it did, I just thought "Fuck!" and then screamed "Fire! There's a fire!" No one belived me, so it took ages for anyone to come, but they did eventually, as my shrieking grew more frantic. Mom just said "Oh... you have to suffocate it." and went off back into he kitchen and grabbed a towel and the drama ended. I would have gotten a towel myself, but I didn't wanna take my eyes of the flames, incase they might get a chance to spread... Ah, the reactions we have incase of emergencies. I have superpowers, I can control fire with my eyes~ >_>;

Oh, and for the snow thing. It's quite a decent amount. somewhere around 120cm, which is 47,2 inches, for those of you who doesn't know that the metric system pwns all. Seriously, the snow reaches above my waist!

I shall post photos of both the snow and the result of my inner pyromaniac, once I get back home to my camera cable ^^

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16973253/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16973253/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 07:23:35 PST

I finally got a new apartment! After having searched for almost a year. It's on 3'rd floor, 30m2 and sooo shiny! (okay, maybe not shiny per see, but it's 12m2 bigger then the one I have now!) <3 Happy happy me

Other then that, I'm falling sick. Probably tonsillitis (is that even a word?) or something... not fun, but oh well.

I'm so going to make sure I get a Viking burial when I decide to bite the dust. That would be cool.

All that ranting probably made me sound like a bad, heartless person and might have offended someone by saying it, and I apologise if it did. But I really had to get it off my cheast.

Heh... I was thinking about putting up a kiriban for when I hit 10 000 pageviews, thinking it would take years to reach it. But at the rate things are going, I might reach it before I've gained satisfactory skills when it comes to my drawing... bleh...


[rant]
Quite annoyed at things in general, as my classmates are going to have a huge party on friday, but I can't attend, cause I have a bloody funeral to go to TT_TT Wish I had some kind of superpower so I could teleport (or fly, why not) back here after the funeral and go to the party as well... If it wasn't for mom, I wouldn't go. I know it probably makes me a terrible person, but sitting in a church (not religious... at all) with a bunch of sobbing people, staring at a box containing a dead person as a preist rambles on and on and on just doesn't seem very appealing to me. I know funerals aren't supposed to be fun, but really. Isn't christianity pro-afterlife? shouldn't we all celebrate that the person in question finally got out of this shitty world and moved on to something better? It is very sad when someone dies and you'll never meet them again, I'm not arguing that. And you should be allowed to mourn. I'm just one of those annoying realists who thinks that once a person is dead, there's nothing you can do. Mourn a little and then move on. No reason dwelling on it, it'll just make you feel bad... [ /Rant]


Euuh, was going to say something more, but I forgot...

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16766554/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16766554/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 08:24:03 PST
And it was just in time to get an ID too, as I turn 18 in less then a month (5'th of March, if you were wondering)! Tehee~, I can soon legally drink and legally look at pr0n ♥

Re-installed Harry Potter and the Chambers of Secrets a couple of days ago. It's still as fun as it was the first time, but it made my eyes bleed... I played uptill the Skurge (Scorgify, I belive) challange. I died twice at the same place, you know the part where you have to jump between two pendulums platform thingies after unsticking them from the ecotoplasma... Anyways, I died there (as I always have) so I grew miffed and promptly quit and uninstalled the game.

Trying to gather up courage to spank some Baal-ian ass in Diablo 2: LoD, but I havn't bothered to do so yet. Not that he's much of a problem himself, it's his minions that annoy me. I've only tried once, but went all 'Blah' and quit after almost dying. Oh, and Baal uses cold attacks, which I have very low resistance for >_< I have a socketed shield for that, but the javilin I use fails TT_TT Think I'll play on my assassin instead...

Only two weeks left untill, eum, sports holiday! I'm going home to mom, and some friends will tag along, and we'll go skiing downhill ♥ I'll have to go a couple of days earlier though, as I have a funeral to attend too... Sad buissness that.

Reading the last chapter of Pendulum of Choice by Rushlight right now, for it is love ^^
Should work on my rec list, but I feel lazy.

Talking about lasy; I've just recently heard the song "Rock Away" by Lazee and I must say I love it Not that it's my normal type of music (leaning more towards the rock side, although I listen to pretty much everything that appeals to me), but I just can't help myself! I like the beat, and the thing he does with his voice in the courus is a sure card to catch my attention *digs*

Me and my delightfully weird friends are so on to the idea of getting sorted to a house (y'know, from Harry Potter) through an online test, and then promote our house pride by wearing those colors. Heh, I've just gotta find a green and silver tie and buy me a badge, and I'm ready to go Heh, the first years will think we're batshit insane <3 I'll try and start with wearing something green everyday ^^

Dyed hair today, on both my Master and on Cookie Crumble. We did my hair too. It's now really light blonde with black tips and a red lowlight (which most probably will fade in a couple of days. Red just doesn't stick on me). It looks really cool ♥

Trying to decide if I should eat something or not...

I have some really weird bruises on the outsides of my calfs, which I'm not sure how I got. I have an idea though. It involves white baking syrup and me on the floor

Oh, and isn't it Chinese New Years? I don't keep track of it, but Happy Chinese New Year, everyone! Or whatever you say

Going to shut up now, before this post grows into eternity ^^

Still hate the Mood Icon category and it's sub categories. It's impossible to find ANYTHING! Gah!

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16738983/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16738983/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 13:18:08 PST
Aaaand I have no idea what to do. I like taking photos of people, but I've done that already, at least taken pictures of girls. Should get more male friends, so I can take pictures of them My 'Aunt' suggested that I should photograph my sisters puppies which, if there are any on the way, should pop out in about a month or so... Problem is, she and puppies are about 200 kilometers away. I will go home week 9 with some friends and do some slalom/snowboard, but I'm not sure they'll be out by then (if ever).

So, um... If anyone could come up with some suggestions for a reportage (for those of you who doesn't know, it's like a series of photos telling a story of sorts), I'd be really grateful. It can be about anything, just please give me some ideas *begs*

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16660970/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16660970/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 15:19:09 PST
Eating a whole plate of fried pork makes you nauceous, expecially if eating it about only fourish hours after eating a fillet of beef roll-up pizza!
Gawd, I'm such a free loader. Really, if you offer me free food, I won't say no, even if I've just eaten

God forbid that I actually ever get children, expecially a son (or two, four, seventeen). Cause I'm so rooting for a Radiation Alien AssBaby named Gaylord! (I know there's atleast one person who understands that one ). Really, I'm naming my firstborn son (if I have one) Loki Gaylord (Loki cause I decided that name is kickass, yeah!)! Ghehehehee~ Mom will be so proud.
What else...? Oh, yeah. I'm going to be pro-nudity at home!
Somehow, I get the feeling that the socials are sharpening their snipping utensils at this very moment, to remove my preeeetty eggzels, noooooo *weep weep* You caaaaan't! I'm not even of legal drinking age yet, you can't take my eggzels! It's a free country! I do what I want with mah eggzels!

Okay, stopping now. starting to freak out myself >_>;

Oh, and on random sidenote: Spoke for the very first time voice to voice with amazing ~hope-dot, whos chinese name I can't pronounce for my life! Not that she has much luck with my Swedish name either Wanna speak to you again soon!

Taco parteh on Saturday, and Movie Night on Sunday! Yay, I got something to do this weekend~

Got a totally random, spur-of-the-moment haircut. Looks rather neat. At least I got rid of the Cutain!bangs and now sports semiEmo!bangs, woot!

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16591843/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16591843/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 05:47:03 PST
Anyway, There's to ways to get inside the basement from the outside. One is a door on the side of the building, which I use all the time. This time, however, it turns out that the lock on the door has frozen shut or some moron has stuck something in it so you can't get the key inside. Oh, okay, I thought, and headed for the other door, which is on the front of the building and it leads both down to the basement and up to the apartments.
Everything went fine and I sorted the laundry roughly, showed it all inside the washing machines and left, Only to return about an hour later to empty the machines and hang it all up in the fan room (you know, the room with the big fans that dries the laundry).

I went back to my apartment, finished coloring If Only For The Moment (which can be found in my gallery ), worked on my rec list (it's so pretty!) and so on. At 10pm, the laundry is supposed to be picked up, fan turned off, light turned off and doors locked, you know the drill. So I put on my shoes and skipped down at 9:30pm, so I would have time to fold everything and stuff. But, oh yeah, the friggin door was still still frozen shut! And lo and behold, the other door was locked as well! I had totally forgotten that the autolock hits its target at 9pm! So, for you guys who didn't understand; I was locked out and couldn't reach my laundry! Bugger it all, I thought and tromped back to mine, guess I'll have to get up at 6am, hope for the door to be open and pick up my stuff then.
To my joy, it was open and I trotted down to the basement to do the folding thing. However, when I opened the door to the laundry room, I see a pile of clothes which aren't mine next to my laundrybag (I assure you, I was so suprised that I flinched when I saw it).
A bit annoyed, I grabbed my bad and headed in to the fan room to gpick down my stuff. And, there, right beside my stuff, hangs someone elses clothes! That someone had even taken some of my stuff and rearranged it to another line to have enough place for their clothes! Ready to spit fire, I ripped down my stuff and stomped out of there. I mean come on! Havn't you heard of privacy! I had booked that, and you had no right to just go in until 7am when there was a slot open for you! Gah!

Oh, and on the top of the great pile of happyness, it's most definitly a guy that has been moving around my stuff, if you judge it on the baggy y-fronts, boxers and very manly socks. Gawd, I just hope the dude was gay, cause everything holy knows I'm in dire need of every pair of them panties I have!
Go find something else to perv over, kthxbai.

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16534937/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16534937/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 11:06:27 PST _>

Played Guitarr Hero 2 last weekeend, which kicked ass, it's really addictive ^^ and I think I did rather well for it being my first time ~HappyLemmel found it amusing how I sat crosslegged on my bed, slack jawed and eyes glued to the TV while I was playing... I suppose I looked rather weird >_>

Uh, no, I had nothing to say, really.

I'm hungry, as always. I'm starting to belive I'm actually a teenage guy concidering the ridiculous amount of food I want to eat. want to eat is the keyword here, since I have no monies left. quite depressing. I'd kill, or at the very least, severely maim something for a fillet of beef pizza wrap with lots of bea-saus *drools*
And before you ask, I'm not pregnant. not a chance hmm, how come it feels awakward bringing up your sexual life (or lack thereof) and bodily fuctions on a blog >_> I think it has something to do with privacy and total strangers being able to read it all... Heh, I always come to think about the subject of masturbation [link] I shall start to ask people about their masturbation habits, because I'm annoying like that.
Feeeeeeed me *suffers*

We're watching This Is Britain during english class. That thing with Shaun (?) and that much older girl killed a collective part of the class' brain.

EDIT: As amazing *Sambre-sambre pointed out to me (and everyone else reading said journal), Holy Sheetz! [link] it's James Marsters (a.k.a. Spike) and and and and *swoon* I'm so happy right now *drifts off*

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16518642/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16518642/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 09:52:09 PST

Also, on a random sidenote; I found out I could do a Japanese-horror-movie walk, which scared one of my classmates so much, she left the room. well, okay, we were in the darkroom, developing pictures, so I guess the redlight made it appear scarier then it really was ^^

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16443286/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16443286/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 10:01:41 PST Uh, yeah, if you didn't know, I have a tendency to babble when I'm tired

Blah. I have to write an essay of Animal Farm by George Orwell (that's his name, right? O_o ), and it has to be turnt in tomorrow... I'm feeling rather unproductive right now. But then again, I wouldn't wanna lose my good grade in english just cause of this one, annying thing, now would I? This assignment would have been much easier if A: The book was actually intresting and worth reading, and B: if I actually remembered anything about it! *flail* I've got no memory at all, I'm getting old. TT_TT
I guess I can just whip something up, be satisfied with that and then go to bed. At least I won't eat anything when I'm sleeping. I swear, if it keeps up like this, I won't be able to squeeze through the doorway. No, I'm not fat and I don't think I am. But I fear I will be soon if I don't stop eating between meals *eyes empty bag of double chocochip cookies I just emptied*. Thing is, I belive that the in-between-meals-eating is the only thing that's keeping me just above "underweight" on the BMI scale >_>; weird...

heh, just got distracted by Deep Cut 2 [link] rather neat game

I just got a new digital box to my TV my old one has slowly been dieing on me, first losing some channels, then more and more until I couldn't even get it back on... But now I got a new one, it's shiny ^^

Cut Mona's hair today. It was fun, and I think she was satisfied, or maybe she only said that as not to hurt me :S anyway, stepping all over her cut off hair, I suddenly found myself transformed into a hobbit. I was almost expecting to hear the harsh breathing from nazguls behind my back and I'll probably hack up hairballs for the coming two weeks, but that's okay ^^

I've currently been reading some utterly awesome original m/m stories, totally inlove with two of them. the last one, I fear has been abandoned, but oh well, it was still quite a decent ending, al thought not the official one ^^ I'm rather picky with what to read, which makes it hard for me to find something to read, and sometimes, what I find isn't even worth it TT_TT Heh, I like the boys to be young (like, in the middle of their teens, preferably under 17 *phedophile warning >_< ), in the closet, confused and having the hots for their best friend/enemy... maybe even some issues with the whole gay thing due to, like, religion. Also, it would be neat to read a fic where the main character appears to be uke, but really is the seme *fangirls* A seme!Daxter would be awesomeness, although that's fnficiton, but w/e...

Eh, I think I should go and write that assingment before I forget and get scolded tomorrow >_< I don't wanna *whine* Animal sucks. It's boring and silly and I can't understand how ~HappyLemmel actually found it intresting *pokes ~HappyLemmel with a *

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16357675/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16357675/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 13:13:12 PST _>; ) in for a random flail and a "Check out my shiny new stock account!" --> [link] creatively named the same as my nick, with the added -stock ^^ I've only put up two collections for now. Need to go out and take more photos now... Anyway. I'm facing a minor dilemma since I'm a bit selfish and some of those last Water photos turned out really good! I'm not sure I wanna share them... *hogs photos*

I'm on the steps of a rather boring weekend, I'm afraid... will probably draw some (finish coloring, start coloring, scan and sketch... 3 diffrent pieces at the same time! In addition to the tree acrylic paintings mom requested) and laze around... Feels depressing. But, sadly enough, there's no one I can stalk at the moment. Wish I had some money on me so I could go with Master and rent some skiis (out grown my own) and go skii downhill. But, alas, I don't have even 200kr to my name, and won't have for another two weeks >_<

My speakers has died on me again... or at least, having some kind of weird zombie-seizure fit. All that comes out of them is a fizzing static (think Silent Hill 2 ), and sometimes, it's there and sometimes, it's not. I think there's something wrong with my computer, as I've tried plugging in my headphones but still only getting that annoying static. It kind of sucks, as I've bought Mini Babybel Cheese (the only cheese I can eat just as it is) and was preparing to watch Rattatoille. Honestly, if you're anything like me, you can't watch that movie without eating something... ^^

Some annoying asswipe has been calling my cellphone all day, but when I answer, I just get a beeping sound. It's probably some kind of fax machine... Still! Frigging annoying! Gah! I'll throw my phone out the window soon! No wait! That's probably what they want me to do! But I won't do it! No way! Never! *clings to phone* They shall never succeed! I shall win this battle of minds and cellphones!

Eum... yeah... >_>

This turned out to be a rather long 'just popping (' pooping', heh) in'... Shutting up now

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16265926/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16265926/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 06:14:50 PST Project Zero 2: Crimson Butterfly, Director's Cut from ~HappyLemmel as a chirstmas gift. Honestly, I'm a scaredycat, so I didn't wanna play it alone (In one go, I got to socialize, eat, play a game and get freaked out at the same time! Look mommy! I can multi-task! ) And, gawd! Wasn't that a good decision! The game it scary beyond all reason! Both me and my friend jumped and screamed our way through most of the game @_@ In my opinion, this game is even scarier then Silent Hill! I mean, the monsters there sure do scare you at first, but you get used to them and thier movement pattern rather fast, AND, you got a gun or equal weapon to bash them with at first sight. In Project Zero, You have nothing but a camera, and you'll have to wait for the ghost to come close enough for your seeker to turn red so you'll deal the most damage.
And those are some wicked monsters! Of course, the female ones are worst (IMO) and creepiest. For example, a woman, with striking resemblance to The Ring girl (Sadako/Samara, whomever you prefer), comes cravling out of a box and then staggers towards you with her head bent (to get a fatal shot at her, you have to wait for her to lift her head, which she only does right before attacking you!), Another woman hoovers around with a broken neck ( [link] ), and a third falls from the celing and then slithers up to you with her limbs broken and her back arched. I mean, really! I had issues sleeping when I finally got home D: I both love and hate this game with passion...

What else... Oh yeah! I love guys wearing make-up! Rawr! I was watching Supernove 2, and those guys made me melt with their kohled eyes *fans self* And to all of you guys who possibkly can't understand: Have it ever occured to you that when a girl is asked what they first notice with a guy, they almost always say "Their eyes"? Then, have it ever occured to you that it's a clever move to bring out said eyes with the small means of a simple pencil? The girls will love it! well, maybe not the airhead lowlifes who're a disgrace to the human race, but screw them. Pretty make-up wearing guys deserve better

It's amazing how I'm suddenly drowning it stuff to do! Other then two WIPs, I have two angel paintings to finish up for mom, wallpapers of my nephews for my brother and his wife, put together a stock archive here on deviantart, Write more on Ignoring It, reply to *Drool-in-terrors letter, write an essay on Animal Farm (bleh) AND play Diablo 2 LoD (♥... Busy Busy.

I'm hungry *gnaws on mousecord*

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16177808/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16177808/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 05:29:13 PST [link] Yeah, Okay, I know it's not a professional camera or anything, but right now, it's perfect for me and my budget It takes damn nice macro photos, I'll show you later, along with a pic of my new, green hair

And apart from the gloating about my new camera and that my dreams have been really weird lately, I just came to wish you guys a Happy New Year! Love you guys ^^ I hope I'll meet some of you in the coming year, IRL. Yes, you know who you are ;3

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16088195/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/16088195/ Tue, 25 Dec 2007 04:23:54 PST
Currently having a conversation with a classmate, he's thinking about doing some gayporn, but is afraid he can't due to him not being an animated character... *cackle* I love my class <3

So... what was it now... Oh yeah, Christmas (oh come on, you knew that would appear in this journal). Since mom had to go to work at 2pm, we had about half hour closest family over and had christmas dinner for breakfast/lunch, gave eachother christmas gifts then mom went of to work, and I followed my sis and her boyfriend to his family to celebrate some more. However, it turned out that we we're forbidden to arrive any earlier then 6pm, so we drove all the way home to my sister. well there, she decided that her horses needed exercise. Before I knew it, I was put in an overall and driving a carrige, with a 40 kilos dog on my feets and my sister next to me, holding a 2 year old stallion whom had energy for two... And this was one of my first times driving a horse and a cart. She said I didn't do too badly Then, when we finally got back home, she dedided that all their dogs needed excercise too, and the best way was to put four of them infront of a dogsleigh, let the fifth one run behind, and then hold on for all you're worth. Do you have any idea how exhausting it is just to sit in such a sleigh? Really exhausting, I tell you, as one constantly has to shift ones weight around so it wont topple over. It did eventually, at a really sharp bend and straight into a tree, which I acquainted myself closer with as I was stuck around it like the right piece of puzzle in the wrong hole, with the sleigh pressed agaist my back. If I hadn't forseen it happening and pulled my head down, I would probably had crushed my skull or broken my back (Oooh, the drama!). And when my sister pulled away the sled and I crawled out, she dropped it and away went the dogs with it. It was rather amausing to watch her run and scream chasing it, wish I had a camera XD I got a bruised knee when I tried to run after them and slipped, but other then that, I'm fine.
Then when we got back to the house and had every dog installed, we went in and watched the beginning of Hidalgo (It was rather good, from what I saw). And as a finale, we went to my sisters boyfriends family and had christmas dinner (smoked moose meat, yum!) and then I went home...
As for gifts... well, I didn't get that much. Among other, some clothes, a pillow, leather gloves, 7 function curling iron and money. I'm going to buy myself some christmas gifts with them, but I'm not sure what yet ;D

Sooo... right now, I'm sitting by my laptop, planning on playing some Vampire the Masquerade; Blood Lines. It's quite fun but the long loading time kind of puts me off...

Does anyone have a tip for a good RPG (preferably fantasy) game?


WAAAH! I wanna draw! I wanna write! But I can't and I'm a failure! *Wail* I phail *sob*

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/15862622/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/15862622/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 12:30:13 PST The risk is that I will listen to this CD tomorrow as well, when doing my make-up, and as ~HappyLemmel said, just keep putting on more and more. Will most probably look like a panda at school tomorrow

The musical my class and the music class are setting up is doing fine... well, okay, we still have problems with the light, the costumes, the scene switches, the music and getting people to shut the fuck up when we're acting! No, honestly, The only ones who's done their part is the actors... It's very tragic. And we're gonna play it up for the whole school this. fucking. friday! three times! and my mom and sister is gonna come and watch the last performance! It's a waste of gas money, i'd say...
And, allthough I'm supposed to look like an old lady, I bear more resemblance to an -80's popsinger with white hair.
But I must admit that the little "The Incredible Hulk" moment was priceless ;D

Watched Beowulf earlier this week. I liked it Didn't know it was completley animated untill it started. It looked so realistic in the previews! Other then "Angelina Jolie" was as hot as she usually is, I found myself with a minor crush on Beowulfs backside :3 Really, I have a thing for mens back ^^ Oh, andthe ridge of the hipbone of women, that's hawt ;3~

And, last night, I watched Martin Stenmark (famous swedish singer) make out with a slightly older Kjell Whats-his-face (famous swedish actor) Not the hottest kiss in history, but still! All Hail Gayness!

Begun playing Diablo II LoD again. Have a lvl 21 Amazon, on my way to kick some Duriel Butt! The intresting thing is that I've suddenly found loads and loads of rare and unique stuff! My stash turned out to be way to small ages ago, had to start selling everything I didn't use... I hurt my soul to do so ._.

Freaking out over christmas presents. I still have 4 people I have to buy to, and I have a grand total of 100 kr left to spend! *pulls hair*
Great, now i'm on the edge of panic. better go and read some yaoi to calm down my nerves...

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/15705765/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/15705765/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 10:41:32 PST _>; But I don't know if I have something to type... There's water in my ear. It's very uncomfortable and almost annoying, I might add. That's about it, I guess... O_o

Ate a lollipop today. It was black and white striped, which naturally makes you assume it's licourice flavoured. Tasted more like cinnamon, if you ask me. Not that I complain, I'm actually weird enough to like cinnamon tasing candy >_>

Re-coloring my hair on friday again. thinking about some combination of purple and lime green. Any suggestions? I'm thinking about stripes...
The reason i'm doing this ( apart from the fact the the bluegreen is faded, really baaad D: ) is because of me and some friends are planning on going to this Club Rotation thingy, dancing and stuff :3 wanna look pretty when I go into a dancing coma
No idea what to wear though. The crux is that it's freezing outside, think -20 to -30 average, depending on the weather, so pants would be preferable. But then, when on the dancefloor, it's bound to be a sauna effect coupled with extreme body movements. Sweltering ;D So, thus we can draw the conclusion that a skirt would be a smart decision. See my dilemma? And, sadly enough, I have no purple or lime green skirts i_i Bleh, it's so complicated being a girl. Would rather be a guy, cause then I'd never have to ponder on if I should wear a skirt or pants. I'd also have a penis, but let's ignore that part for the moment... ^^

And, on the art update... Well, I have two rather good sketches in two huge .PSD files. But I can't get myself to do anything more on them. The first one is supposed to be a lineless drawing, and to be honest, those takes alot of time and effort, and really, using a mouse as drawing tool doesn't make it any easier. And on the second one, I'm unsure of the lineart. And of the anatomy. it looks fucked up, but I don't know what to do about it TT_TT and that brings me to the next topic at hand, as my main source friendly, helpfull concrit is currently busy selling wedding gowns (*pimp* If getting married or something, do take a look at what she has to offer for sale! She has pictures posted in her gallery, ~hope-dot *pimp*)... So:

Where has everybody gone? For real, it's almost as everyone has dissapeared! I shall leave no names, cause then, I might forget or forgo someone and then that person would go all "I thought I meant more to you then this!" where as I'd go "Whut? O_o" And then said person might do something rash... Or not, who knows, I might not mean anything for anyone *goes emo*. *sigh* whom ever said internet relationships where easier then IRL ones should be forced to live only on the food our school serves us, for a month! Okay, while we're on it. Where the hell has my humor gone? *looks around* I seem to have misplaced it...
Anyway, back to topic: Where is everyone!? It seems as almost all of my friends have, more or less, stopped coming online! It's really depressing. I know there's usually good reasons for the iternet withdrawal, like tests and jobs and shit, but come on! And here, I shall cease writing, for I know whatever comes next will make me sound really selfish and ignorant of other people lives.
People! Come back! I miss you ;_;

I'm tired and miffed at the fact that the autopatch system on conquer never works and I can't DL the tiny patches manually, because my computer doesn't like me like that i_i It only feels halfgood to use one of my classmates for the sole purpose of DLing them and sending them to me...
'm tired, should sleep. Need the energy cause I have a meeting with my mentor tomorrow about how I'm doing at school. It's rather difficult to mantain a face, look her in the eye, nod, suppress urge to grin like a loon when she praises me and suppress similar urge to roll my eyes. It would be much more efficient to just say "You're on these grade levels on these classes, you need to attend more classes, you're failing, have my babies, oh perfect role-model student, kthxbai" instead of dragging on and on and on and on forever. I mean, come on, I can only stare someone in the eye for a limited period of time before my eyes start to water.

Getting into bed now, and I'm going to read the amazing book Smoke and Shadows by Tanya Huff. And I might even cook some noodles, just so I can have a bite and then whine at being foolish enough to actually cook them, since I'm pretty sick of noodles by now...

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/15619470/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/15619470/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 10:59:01 PST Hiromichan-lp!) I fail at it. I always get my character raped, for some odd reason >_>; And then, in the end, I get screwed by an old man! With moustach! *flail* I think my subconcious is trying to tell me something >_>

I made the horrible mistake of discovering Beef Jerky in the cool-dish at the food store (note: should note be kept cold), of course, since I'm a dork for foreign food, I had to try it. WTF is wrong with you people!? Adding sugar to dried meat? I mean, for real, what the hell? I had to throw it away *yearns for dried raindeer meat* Meat should be salty, not sweet!

Oh! Me and a couple of friend are going to the movies and watch The Dark Is Rising. It's the only copy of the movie in all of Sweden :3 I feel so spechual

Because I feel obligated to keep you updated on my hair state, I'm currently blonde with turquoise tips and highlights

And, because I'm fuming here, Enter Rant:


[Rant]
I'm currently feeling a bit miffed at music teachers and students. Expecially the ones that's in the musical group I'm in (Not by choice). How in the world am I supposed to be able to take a 'G', if I don't even know what a 'g' is to begin with? I'm an art student, not a music student! Bleh. And then music students have the gall to make fun of me behind my back! For those of you who doesn't know, my class and the paralell music class is setting up a musical at school. I'm playing the part of an old lady who thinks she's Carola (a swedish schlager queen), and there's a part where I'm supposed to sing really terrible, and the other characters are going to whine about it. Fine, I'm okay with that. It's not like I do it everyday in the corridors anyway. But then, last week, in the middle of the rehersal, the music group came waltzing in, squeezed in music between every scene change, where they took cue from the original script, which we do not use anymore cause we improvise! So, of course, they mucked up pretty much the whole play. Me and my fellow actors felt really confused when they suddenly started playing music in the middle of one of our lines >_< Anyway, now, the music teacher has decided that I, who play the "song bird" of the musical, will stand up in the end and begin singing "Always look on the bright side of life" (something). All I have for cue is a soft 'G' from the piano, which I can't hear, and doesn't know how to take. Then I have to sing all on my own until the other ones join it. Not that I mind (if it wasn't for the educated music students being asshats) but for the love of god! Teach me how to sing first! DX
Bleh, I feel like dropping out TT_TT
[/Rant]

Phew, that, I needed. ^^ *slugs off*

]]> ~eevilprawn http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/15478394/ http://eevilprawn.deviantart.com/journal/15478394/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 12:17:01 PST actually my first posted in 3 years... O.o you can find it here: [link] self promoting is teh best ^^

Hmm... other then that, while I remember. Got the hold of some U.S.A. groceries when I was in the south of sweden. First was root beer, which tasted like Jenka (a swedish bubble gum) dissolved in water. Then a can of diet Mountain Dew and one Mountain Dew Code Red. which was downright nasty. How anyone can drink that, is beyond me. Well, as always, my interest for imported goods tend to jump and bite me in the ass.

Yet again, some minor hate feelings towards ~HappyLemmel whom introduced me to Xiaolin Showdown. While I most probably WON'T get into the fandom (and that's a first), I must admit my love for Jack Spicer ♥ Really, who can't love the bad guy who screams like a girl? [link] XDD Really, that vid keels me ded *dies*

Other then that. I guess nothing is really going on. Feeling depressed that I've gone through pretty much all of the Jak&Dax fandom (of that that interest me, anyway), and the only fic I havn't finished yet is still a WIP and wont be updated till december at the earliest TT_TT *sob* I'm tragic...
Have some fanart on the way, though. Will probably be realism, per usual, while what I really wanna do is comic style ._. I phail at doodling.
Oh, and I'm also working on my rec list, which, at the moment, is more of a list of what-I-have-in-my-bookmarks list... Havn't had the time to go through all fics yet, so the quality can be a little so-so... ^^

Gah. christmas is ages away, and I'm already freaking out over what to get people, and who to get stuff for! I know I have to get mom something, and something for wonderful ~hope-dot, whom I have struck up a christmas gift trade with. All I can come up with at the moment is some kind of cheesy swedish souvenire *fails at being a friend* Sometimes, I just wanna drop out of society just so I wont have to worry about these kinds of stuff. but the again, I do love getting stuff

Shall return to my self-imposed tragicism and go and hunt for some delicious yaoi ficcage. Havn't read any decent Naruto for a while now... Thing is, what I want is Jak and Daxter i_i

I'm running out of powder tea... Having withdrawal issues. Pet my head, someone, please 9_9

And since no-one will ask. yes, I'm currently actually boxer-less *points at Mood icon*... or underwear less. Am having a shower in a minute. Likes being naked when alone. Have no idea WHY in the love of all things more or less holy, I feel the urge to share these things with you... Probably has something to do with abandonment issues and extreme feelings of loneliness. Or maybe I just want attention...

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