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]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/25532176/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/25532176/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 05:32:48 PDT i'm bored.

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]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/8591971/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/8591971/ Wed, 26 Apr 2006 13:15:12 PDT (Effi Briest) ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/8533411/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/8533411/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 16:08:03 PDT [link]

it doesn't looks that fucked up every day, in fact it's way more beautiful than on this photo. and it's blonde. oh well, i ended up looking like [link] with bangs! i've got the same spiky hair in the neck ..i hate it like..ehh..like whatever!
i'll take a more realistic photo soon..i first have to charge the battery.

remember: no coke at night. ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/7951552/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/7951552/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 10:24:41 PST i hope you guys excuse my absence..i'm really occupied with some other things like living, school and..maybe my hair. i'll have it cut in 2 weeks. i mean..short. real short. seriously. not short like natalie portman once or um..whoever. but short.
i'm going to fly to london on my birthday. any tips how to not get broke?
well..what else? i've got a new tarantula ..a pinktoe-tarantula. i'm so in love.

by the way, my camera is still fucked. i'm way too stingy. ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/7290528/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/7290528/ Mon, 12 Dec 2005 10:26:17 PST i want to be a wreck for you
smash out my honor on your floor
fill up your bathtub with my moods
well it may sound a little frightening
i want to swallow all of your skin
chew your soft tissue into ash
beat your ego black and blue
i will be your doll
i will be your hole
i will crush your bones
i will abrade your soul
i will be your toy
i will be your thing
i will tear you down with the twist i bring
i will be your doll
i will be your toll at the gates of hell
that is what i'm for
i will be your flesh
i will be your end
then on to the next
i will start again
i will be your doll
i will be your girl
i will remove your heart
i will burn your world
i will be your object
tease and tear
i will be your "hell, i don't have anything to wear"
i will be your slut
i will be your bitch
i will be your never ending, unbefriending
self-expending, moral-bending thorn
(velvet acid christ)

_{xx
danke, mauwi.} ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/7112027/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/7112027/ Wed, 23 Nov 2005 04:36:20 PST
[link]
(just a webcam-closeup ..i'm too lazy.)

update:
[link]
(i really need a new camera.. my head looks huge!) ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/7051832/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/7051832/ Tue, 15 Nov 2005 06:04:13 PST
xx
_{my chemical romance were so fucking awesome!} ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6960415/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6960415/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 08:41:07 PST
..blonde like [link] ,
darkbrown like [link] ,
or golden-blonde like [link] ?

i'm sooo irresolute.
well, i couldn't dye it NOW anyway, because of my
growing-out black hair. but..please help me. i'm sick of black.

(edit: third link fixed)

]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6923381/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6923381/ Tue, 01 Nov 2005 07:06:00 PST i'm back again with a not-so-important journal entry.
my days are drowning in school-stuff, i've to study like a bitch.
there's no time for friends, photography or whatever..can you say busy.

thx for the 60,000 pageviews.
--
the sky is not the same shade of blue
every single thing i believe isn’t true
missing in the maze of monochrome
how did i get here, how can i go home

]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6658913/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6658913/ Sun, 02 Oct 2005 11:12:28 PDT AHAHAHAHA! ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6449532/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6449532/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 11:05:18 PDT my last entry for le next weeks..
i'll fly to bulgaria on sep 16th, my last schooltrip. i'll be back on the 27th.
my (nearly broken) cam will be with me.. and of course my eos500.
i've got a lot to do for school, i'm in grade 10 now. my last year on this school..
so there's not so much time to take some new photos. i'm sorry.


XX
look how pretty she is, when she falls down.
and there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara.
lips are quivering like a withering rose,
she’s back again. ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6314839/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6314839/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 11:21:21 PDT Why? Weeell,..i tried to help somebody.
Just wanted to tell you guys i'm back again.

i uploaded some of my new stuff, maybe the last for some weeks.
i'm so busy at the moment:
school began monday, i've got loootsa homework to do
so i'll get "teh bestest" diploma..umm, not really diploma..but. let me think.
o-level? secondary school level I certificate? i think that's it.
whatever!
xx
SHAME ON YOU FOR GETTING WET
NOW WHO WILL DRY YOUR EYES?
SHAME ON YOU FOR GETTING WET
HOW CAN YOU ACT SURPRISED? ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6195921/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6195921/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 08:28:15 PDT im pissed. why do people think my photos are stock-stuff?
they aren't! did you see? MY PHOTOS ARE NOT STOCK-PHOTOS!

thanks for your attention. ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6123619/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6123619/ Wed, 03 Aug 2005 14:45:30 PDT Maybe I'll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won't find me here

Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I am locked in my head
With what I've done
I know you tried to rescue me
Didn't let anyone get in
Left with a trace of all that was
And all that could have been

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far away from me
I am
Tainted
The two of us
Were never meant to be
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me
Gone fading everything
And all that could have been

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far as you can see
I am
Tainted
And happiness and peace of mind
Were never meant for me
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me
(Nine Inch Nails) ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6066761/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/6066761/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 11:03:55 PDT it was hot, hot and umm..thats it. got tanned and stuff,..
nice hotel, nice beach, nice fake-label-stuff. thats all i need for holidays.
i took lotta photos with my eos 500.
thats all i gotte say for this moment..i'm not even at home - still at my bfriends house.

jill ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5883116/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5883116/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 05:16:36 PDT my last entry for the next 3 weeks.
i'll fly to tunisia with my love tonight! ..it's 95F right there.
hope i won't burn up that much.

u,
jill




]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5666084/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5666084/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 13:37:59 PDT WHOREFUCKER FUCK A BITCH FUCKER
SUCKING CUNT
BOOGIE-DANCING BITCH!


edit:
HORSEFUCKER!




]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5579368/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5579368/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 12:01:45 PDT heyho.
i landed on earth again, didn't you recognize?
still didn't get some new camera, it's horrid!
..i've got no time. i'm working the whole week long
from 9am to 6pm at a photographer. ..and no money!
hope to get some on my birthday (june 18th )..tehe.
ah, yes. sorry, i won't reply messages the next days..
will be on the "hurricane"-festival in germany from
thursday to monday. aaand i booked 2 weeks in tunisia!
with my love! anybody here who went there before?
thats it, thanks for reading. jill

name: jill noryn janice
location: breckerfeld, germany
age: guess!
single?: no
piercings: belly, nose, smiley
height: 5.9
hair: black
eyes: green-blue-brown
hobbies: photography, art, fashion, fitness
cameras: traveler sx330z, canon eos500, polaroid vision slr


doll-lookalike.





]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5381699/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5381699/ Tue, 17 May 2005 10:24:17 PDT see the animal in it's cage that you built
are you sure what side you're on
better not look him too closely in the eye
are you sure what side of the glass you are on
see the safety of the life you have built
everything where it belongs
feel the hollowness inside of your heart
and it's all
right where it belongs

[chorus:]
what if everything around you
isn't quite as it seems
what if all the world you think you know
is an elaborate dream
and if you look at your reflection
is it all you wanted to be?
what if you could look right through the cracks
would you find yourself
find yourself afriad to see?

what if all the world's inside of your heart
just creations of your own
your devils and your gods
all the living and the dead
and you really are alone
you can live in this illusion
you can choose to believe
you keep looking but you can't find the words
are you hiding in the dreams?

[chorus:]
what if everything around you
isn't quite as it seems
what if all the world you used to know
is an elaborate dream
and if you look at your reflection
is it all you wanted to be?
what if you could look right through the cracks
would you find yourself
find yourself afriad to see?
(nine inch nails)

hell, what a song. why isn't he able to write bad songs?
and i'll have the chance to see em live! in june. rawr.
what i really wanted to say is:
sorry for not submitting new photos or stuff..
i really tried to scan some photos but the quality sucks.
hope my cam will be repaired the next weeks.
sorrysorry.

name: jill noryn janice
location: breckerfeld, germany
age: guess!
single?: no
piercings: belly, nose, smiley
height: 5.9
hair: black
eyes: green-blue-brown
hobbies: photography, art, fashion, fitness
cameras: traveler sx330z, canon eos500, polaroid vision slr


doll-lookalike.





]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5327033/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5327033/ Wed, 11 May 2005 06:16:26 PDT but we could end up broken hearted
if we don't remember why this all started
and if they try to tell your love fades with time
tell them there's no such thing as time
it's our time
(jack johnson)
yes!

name: jill noryn janice
location: breckerfeld, germany
age: guess!
single?: no
piercings: belly, nose, smiley
height: 5.9
hair: black
eyes: green-blue-brown
hobbies: photography, art, fashion, fitness
cameras: traveler sx330z, canon eos500, polaroid vision slr


doll-lookalike.





]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5184319/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5184319/ Mon, 25 Apr 2005 09:44:13 PDT thanks to the who..ever who paid the 7$.
kinda lucky girl, eh? tehe..
thanks!
jill

name: jill noryn janice
location: breckerfeld, germany
age: guess!
single?: no
piercings: belly, nose, smiley
height: 5.9
hair: black
eyes: green-blue-brown
hobbies: photography, art, fashion, fitness
cameras: traveler sx330z, canon eos500, polaroid vision slr


doll-lookalike.





]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5155574/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5155574/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 06:32:27 PDT man!
i'm a normal member..want to be subscriber again!
well..what else? sorry if i won't post new photos or stuff, i
first have to repair my digital cam. oonly problems in here.
but umm..maybe i'll scan some of my eos-photos. it won't
be such a good quality becus of my scanner, but it's better
than nothing, isn't it? that's it..nice day.
and..if you've got a huge heart and some dollars make
me a subscriber, i'd kiss your feet the whole day long.
jill ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5015205/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/5015205/ Wed, 06 Apr 2005 10:17:25 PDT
<sub>awesome day!
umm..nearly. had to go to doctors this morning..
something's wrong with my neck, can't turn my head
to the left side..aw. (place for compassion!)..and my
knee hurts like bitch. cripple!
but..the rest was..great!
bought a slr-camera today..canon EOS500. hot stuff!
hope to find a hi-class scanner to show u my work..
and..bought some color for my sleepingroom.
it'll be a purple oriental room..too cool. got lotta
indian or turkish unused stuff here..and a hot new
place for my shisha..everything will be so chilly.
and..how are you guys?
kisses.

name: jill noryn janice
location: breckerfeld, germany
age: guess!
single?: no
piercings: belly, nose, lipband
height: 5.9
hair: black
eyes: green-blue-brown
hobbies: photography, art, fashion, fitness
cameras: traveler sx330z, canon eos500, polaroid vision slr

better a corpse than a nun!
spit back and wait for more.</sub>




]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4967085/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4967085/ Fri, 01 Apr 2005 04:38:21 PST
<sub>i'll kill myself tonight.
with a..umm..kitchenknife and..pills for headache.
oh yeah. i'm so bad at lieing. forgive me.
that's why i always suck at 1st april.
but..now..i've got a reason to kill myself. WOOHO.
i like daaat.
boom!

just the prettiest picture of a broken face
with a third of the appeal and never worth the chase.
(hot cross)


better a corpse than a nun!
spit back and wait for more.</sub>





]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4708760/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4708760/ Thu, 17 Mar 2005 09:48:00 PST
<sub>anyone experience with

- Minolta DiMAGE Z20 or
- Canon IXUS40 ?

sorry fucking you up with this cam-thing,
but i finally broke my cam (stupid bitch. tehe)
aand i'm forced to buy a new one. sorry.
love love kissies blah.

just the prettiest picture of a broken face
with a third of the appeal and never worth the chase.
(hot cross)


better a corpse than a nun!
spit back and wait for more.</sub>





]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4627449/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4627449/ Sun, 20 Feb 2005 07:00:01 PST it's time for new ways
for something else
lust for adventure
a heart beating pulse
hope i find deep real integrity
and this time i will rely on destiny
rely on me

let my heart speak
i will listen, listening to me
it's all inside, it's all in mind
this emotional bright-shining beauty

and on and on this wheel is turning

i've learned to forget
to say goodbye
saw friendships rise
saw friendships die
i can't stand when love is passing me by
but this time i won't give up
yes i will try

(days in grief - all inside)

_clubs.}

]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4595794/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4595794/ Wed, 16 Feb 2005 06:31:30 PST weee!
hows things?
i'm so..excited.
today i'll paint my room piiink.
pink everywhere!
pink sofa, pink chair, pink..WHATEVER.
woonderful. just bought things for 500€
yesterday..insane. but pink. thaat's it.
aand i made a layout for blowlita.de ..
got the domain for 1 year and never
had a layout on it. ^^ i'm too lazy to
type one of those sucking "about me"
and "stuff"-pages..dont really like em.
soo..stay pink guyz. tehe
<3<3

_clubs.}

]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4486156/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4486156/ Tue, 08 Feb 2005 22:10:11 PST WHAT TEH HELL DO U WANT GALZ?
i'll go crazy! taht's so annoying!
ppl sent me 5 pages with my photos on it
in the last 3 days! i can't believe.
sorry guyz..but i have to put watermarks
on all of my pics. i know it's ugly as whore,
but i hope u'll understand & support.

grrr.

{if there's ANY girl with my pics but with another
nick than egoistiC, sadistiC or Blowlita and not
called Jill, aged 15, from Hagen..
It's definitely NOT me!}

_clubs.}
]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4477687/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4477687/ Wed, 02 Feb 2005 07:34:52 PST hey guyz, i need ur help.
i tried to cut me out from a photo wit ps,
but it didn't work - it looked horrible.
so, is n1one able to cut the background
away with ps? neat?
note me, pleeaase!
i'll send u the pic then.


_clubs.}
]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4459114/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4459114/ Tue, 01 Feb 2005 07:30:00 PST wow..

thanks for over 20,000 views,
thanks for over 200 watches,
thanks for over 600 favs and
thanks for over 900 comments!

you guyz are crazeh!
thanks for this support.

current:
hey galz, stop faking.
be sure, i'll press charges
against you copycats.
my pics r official copyrighted..
so pleez stop fucking up,
i'll get u all.
u suck.

_clubs.}
]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4409690/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4409690/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 08:49:12 PST hossaaa.
whats up ppl?
im so excited rite now. weweeee!
my bf gave me the yeah yeah yeahs-lp.
blahblah.
the package wit my tripod came
wit teh posthottie today. nice nice nice.
1,80m high, 3d-head and whatever.
will test it inna few days. that's it.
just wanted to post anyfing.

love!
{10-hour-long imaginary sex to
all commenters, favers, watchers
or just lovers. thanks.}

_clubs.}
]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4352954/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4352954/ Tue, 18 Jan 2005 15:24:04 PST heyhoo.

i just got thousand spams today. buut.
there was tihs cute "if ur a friend fill it
out and send it back to mee"..yeah.
so guys, come on and fill in like hell.
- - - - - -
am i ..?
1. quiet/loud
2. short/tall
3. weird/original
4. nice/mean
5. friendly/selfish
6. normal/special
7. smart/stupid
8. boring/fun
9. attractive/unattractive

do you think i'm.. ?
1. a psycho
2. a nerd
3. a slut
4. ghetto
5. a bitch
6. two-faced
7. obnoxious
9. mature
10. moody
11. alcoholic
12. lovable

personal
1. rate me from 1 (hot) to 10 (ugly),
2. would you ever kiss me?
3. would you ever consider being
my boy/girl friend?
4. did you ever think about me offline?
5. if we spent a day together, where would we go
and what would we do?
6. if you could describe me in one word..
what would that word be?
7. do you want me?
8. if you could change anything about me
what would it be?
- - - - - -

yeeha. so, how's things folks?


_clubs.}
]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4324152/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4324152/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 04:19:25 PST heey my darlinz.
whats up?
ii dreamed agaain - weird!

well, tahts it:
i made a walk through a forest
with my classmates..after miles there was a big
iron door..i opened and there was a canteen
of an office. okay. i just wanted latte macciato
and coffee. and chocolate. don't ask why.
everybody got sum but i didn't get anyfing.
so i walked down those stairs and there was a
canteen again. so i asked after a latte macciato etc
again, but the woman behind the bar took her phone
and called a boy, after this she started crying like
a baby. i screamed that i want that fucking coffee
and chocolate and so she came to me and talked
something. then there was a river behind the bar
and i started swimming in it..i think there was a
swim-contest. my class gone away hours ago, behind
this office was a big forest too. after swimming and so
on i got my latte macciato, my 'mars' etc and i was
happy. i ran away outta this office and there were my
classmates again and asked where i've been.

INSANE!! what the hell is this? lol
ookay..this evening's my dads burfday-party..he had
his 50th burfday on 24 december. yeah, he's jesus.
will be kewl..my sandbox-friend will come, i didn't
see him for 8 years. (:

THANKS
for all the comments, favs, watches..
i didn't think u like my new pics that hardcore.
es for all of u, thanks for the support.

nice weekend guyz!


_clubs.}
]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4315777/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4315777/ Fri, 14 Jan 2005 03:14:01 PST heyhoo.
hows things?
i'm so confused - i dreamed i couldnt move my left leg
anymore when i was skating Oo .. then blackout.
next situation was..umm..lol. i was on a wooden-made
plane and i thiink i was a lil bug. oh man, im insane.
what does it mean? "meaning of dreams"-pros anywhere? ^^
whaatever..my nosepiercing hurts. mmhm.
aw god, someone have to teach me maths. pleees.
in my last test i had 2 of 27 points.
laugh at me. plees. i need it.
okay tahts it. have a woonderful friday.



]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4301338/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4301338/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 09:21:25 PST Status: deviantART Subscriber

yesss baby yes. hrhr.

]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4243599/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4243599/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 05:10:20 PST sry for bein not taht active here and for not submitting nu photos.
i'm 3 hours away from home n i unfortunately forgot my cam.
sooo - plees plees guys, taht supposed to be a big fat excuse. kay?
friday, 7th ill be at home..first thing i'll do is searching my goddamn cam. hrhr.
so, hold up the line folks. i love u. ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4135625/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4135625/ Thu, 23 Dec 2004 11:28:07 PST
a good slice intu tha nu year 2005.
won't be at home from 27.12-3.1.
sorry..but i'll submit sum nu stuff
next year.

luvin ya'll huns!

###
thanks for all compliments, critic,
comments, notes, favs, watches,
whatevers & blahs. don't be mad
if i don't say "thanks thanks" to
every fav or comment..would be
much work. n u know - i'm the
laziest gal on earth! THANKS.
### ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4111069/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4111069/ Mon, 20 Dec 2004 12:57:48 PST
]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4008727/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4008727/ Tue, 07 Dec 2004 05:12:42 PST kak dela?

wew, i'm so "international" today.
my day?
got up at..6am. damnit.
school from 8 til 1pm aaand nothing more.
wrote an englishtest today - so easy.
i'll go to a photostudio today for my (DAMN
i don't find the english word for this ahh!)
job experience (right? O_o)..in may. yep.
hope they want mee. ^^
ah - right.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

HEELP.
u c, i've gotta homepage - url is on the top.
i've never had something on it, just this
closed-sign. i searched for weeks for a
vector with a nice gal on it for my layout
..but eeveryone said "blahblah don't take
it blah"..so..heelp! i'd love to make a layout!
sure i'd link u.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

than..whoever sent me mails in
the last weeks to hasi[@]blowlita.de..
i couldn't read em.
the server'd been in my ass.
i know my english sucks - shut up.
i hate tenses, i hate everything. ^^
U english-speaking ppl don't know
how complicated ur fuckin language
is! ahhh!

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au revoir, that's it. ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4000466/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/4000466/ Mon, 06 Dec 2004 05:45:02 PST sorry, couldn't answer notes, comments and so on.
visited my <3 last weekend. uc? (:
thx for all - especially all the favs!
too down to write sumthing - whaa i'm tired. tired tired tired tired tired.

adiooos amigos. ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3953558/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3953558/ Tue, 30 Nov 2004 05:18:37 PST - - - - - - - - - -
nearly 9ooo visits,
over 1oo comments on 37 pics
and over 1oo watches.

thaanks so much!
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other stuff?
yep. i'm thinkin bout making a stock.
aand i'm ill. fluu.
and erm. sumthin else? lemme think.
no. just thanks again to all of ya!
'll make some pics in the next days..
i look that gross when i'm ill. hrhr.


adios. ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3945139/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3945139/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 05:57:06 PST ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3900834/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3900834/ Tue, 23 Nov 2004 12:30:00 PST i love her. <3

just wanted to saay..
thanks fo all the favs, watches, comments,
notes, whatevers and blahs.

what'd i be witout'chall? ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3794502/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3794502/ Tue, 09 Nov 2004 15:00:32 PST i love snow. it's so melancholy. and beautiful.
whatever..just wanted to say this.
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WHAT IS YOUR NAME? jill.

HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU HAVE? sevenhundred.

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? yogurt

HAVE YOU RECENTLY GOTTEN A TICKET? nope?!

FAVORITE FOODS? bigmacs. pizza. everything.

MOUNTAINS OR WATER? watr.

FAVORITE SPORT? sitting.

HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? fluffy.

FAVORITE DOUGHNUT? no.

LEFT OR RIGHT HANDED? rite.

DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE OPPOSITE SEX? perhaps.

WHAT IS YOUR JOB? school. learning. sux.

DO YOU LIKE YOUR JOB? sometimes.

FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE? milk.

FAVORITE NON-ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE? drpepper.

WHAT'S BETTER: CHEST/BREAST OR BUTT? breasts. small ones.

WHAT SIDE OF THE BED DO YOU SLEEP ON? don't know.

DO YOU SNORE? no. i hope so.

DO YOU FLOSS? wtf?

MOST IMPORTANT THING TO YOU? silence.

SOME WORDS TO DESCRIBE YOURSELF? straddle-legged

WHAT ARE SOME BAD HABITS YOU HAVE? eating skin round my nails.

FAVORITE MOVIES? erm. texas chainsaw massacre. hrhr.

DO YOU TAKE THE TRASH OUT? no, i usually eat trash.

CAN YOU PLAY A MUSICAL INSTRUMENT? no.

ARE YOU HAVING A GOOD DAY SO FAR? yesss. i love dentists.

[stolen from steamed-pepsi. thx hun ^^]
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snowsnowsnow. adioos! <3 ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3784833/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3784833/ Mon, 08 Nov 2004 12:49:48 PST music: lacuna coil - falling
mood: confuused. paranooid.

sometimes i just hate feelings.
i'm tired, but can't sleep.
i'm in love, but can't tell. fcuk it. whateever..
ugly tongues.
I'LL CUT MY FKIN TONGUE AWAY.
nobody needs em.
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100 things about me
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like J. Bush
15. People are cool
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret
23. I hate snow
24. I drink only milk
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person
30. I wear glasses
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes i refuse to believe my legs are identical..
35. I have a twin
36. I wear a padded bra
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I'm left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them
40. I don't like horror movies
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway
42. People hate me usually
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart
47. I know more than two languages
48. I spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don't like chocolate
52. I'd like to be more original
53. I've lied
54. Cocks are my favorite birds
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when you die
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise
60. I hate chemistry with a passion
61. I love to write
62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inch long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
72. I should be doing somehting else rather than writing this
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN
74. I hate government
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can
78. I don't trust newspapers
79. I like debating
80. I live in a vagon
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I'm scared of american fast food
83. I have a third eye
84. I love Mozambique
85. I don't trust any religion
86. I used to play with barbies because all the other girls were doing it
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes
89. I'm very disorganized
90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy food
93. I keep a diary
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I am very lazy
96. I'm sarcastic
97. I think my hair is annoying
98. I'm very sensitive
99. I love being "ab-normal"
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue.
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thks fo all the comments, favs and watches..
what would i be without you'll? (;


jill ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3739921/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3739921/ Wed, 03 Nov 2004 05:49:18 PST sleeping all day'n stuff. whatever..this is all. hrhr.
thx 4 all comments, favs n so on. i luv ya'll. ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3695058/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3695058/ Thu, 28 Oct 2004 14:46:35 PDT it's 11.37pm here, i'm fkin tired and listening to the radio.
johnny cash. yay..this shit is so..erm..oldskool. lol
today i'd to install windows again..and now aaall my photos, graphics, lyrics and..uah, everything is gone.
i haateee windooowwwws. whatever..i'm tired. and i'm kinky. i wanna have sex with vectors.
whuaa..if ny1 could make me a vector of one of my pics..i think i'd love this somebody. lol..yep..this is a invitation. ^^ i'm in love. with a boy, not a vector or whatever. in fact - i hope so. i don't knooow. he lives 3 hours away. aww..it sucks. and i'm so uncreative since days. i dooon't knoow whyy. i'm so sorry. ;/
i've too make new layouts..for blog 'n homepg. bute rite..i'm uncreative. whatever..gooodbyeee, this is all.
<3

[thx for all complipentz, favs, critic, watches etc..i love u all ) ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3624075/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3624075/ Tue, 19 Oct 2004 02:26:27 PDT
It could last, til I'll take more pics..I'm too busy..Sry. :&
<3<3 ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3572651/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3572651/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 11:38:15 PDT ]]> ~egoistiC http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3570724/ http://egoistiC.deviantart.com/journal/3570724/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 04:56:25 PDT love ya'll. ]]> ~egoistiC