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~elishmaui — Sat, 10 Mar 2007 19:41:06 PST

I'm tired. So very tired.

IT'S X'MAS.

~elishmaui — Sat, 23 Dec 2006 08:26:19 PST

Hello.
Merry Christmas.
Feels like just another public holiday to me.
Though I celebrate it, I never really feel the love anyway.
Something convinced me that love, is just a self-induced notion.
An emotion.
It's been nothing more than a meaningless year to me.
With some short lived memories.

I can't help but to feel... lonely.

But most of the time, I love being alone.

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~elishmaui — Tue, 24 Oct 2006 01:06:38 PDT

IT'S BEEN AWHILE

~elishmaui — Thu, 19 Oct 2006 05:45:45 PDT

IT'S ABOUT TIME I EXPLAIN MY RECENT HIATUS.

MY COM CRASHED BIG TIME AND I HADN'T THE TIME TO FIX IT TILL LATE.
GOT A CRISP 2ND HAND SONY VAIO FOR A STEAL. READ: I LOVE IT.

AND I SLIPPED IN AND OUT OF DEPRESSION LATELY. WORK AND ALL THAT MATTERS OF THE HEART JUST PUSH YOU TO THE EDGE.

WILL HAVE MORE DEVIANTIONS TO COME. I'M STILL WITH DA.

IN FACT, I MISS DA.

ROCK STEADY, PEOPLE.

Focus:Crosshair

~elishmaui — Sun, 16 Jul 2006 22:49:03 PDT

Gotta stay focused. I'm producing more quality works this time. Works that revolve around my emotion and feelings towards the things around me, my past as well as the present.

Freshly baked words

~elishmaui — Sun, 05 Mar 2006 07:56:20 PST

Mood: sleepy/contented

Listening to: Pantera - Cemetary Gates

Whoa Sunday!

Hello! Before I hit the sack, I must say I had a wonderful day.

Portfolio's top of my list. Been on the low-down for so long...

Gonna keep up with my skills and new stuff. HTML, dreamweaver, flash, photography my musical compositions and lots more

Y'know what? I gotta move on.

Have a good week ahead!

Lazy Sunday

~elishmaui — Sat, 04 Mar 2006 22:17:13 PST

Nothing like the indie sounds of The Bravery and Franz Ferndinand on an afternoon like this.

Me and my guinea pig passing the day like this.

Gonna give you a good scrub later, you lil' fella.

Guitar+music+art+design+computer+books+chillout

Nothing could be better.

Mmmmmm.

Gotta be wicked

~elishmaui — Sat, 04 Mar 2006 21:21:35 PST

I'm back.
With more bad english.
And more inspirations coming my way.

It's another new year.

~elishmaui — Tue, 03 Jan 2006 05:11:56 PST

New year, new hopes... well... I dunno. Broken, I am.

And yes, I just can't withdraw my emotions and feelings just like that.

How can I put it in words?

Maybe I can put it in a song.

I need my guitar. It's my source of comfort.

And she... is where my heart's finding it's way back to myself.

Honey. I love you.

~elishmaui — Thu, 25 Aug 2005 13:14:20 PDT

I'm sitting in front of my com. It's 4:12am and i can't sleep. I'm doing your blog. And I'm missing you like crazy. I'm thinking about you coping without me in the army. So much that I cried.

Parting is never easy to do.

And I'm just vunerable.

God help me.

I love her.

Frivolous.

~elishmaui — Sat, 25 Jun 2005 03:16:32 PDT

Just feeling that way, right now.

Needs

~elishmaui — Sun, 19 Jun 2005 11:52:27 PDT

I need a gazillion things in my life. Some are just a passe. While part of them are desires. And the rest are probably essential.

Can't differentiate them at times.

Addiction, some have become.

God, it's your call. I have nothing to lose. They don't gimme the job, well, their loss.

Reminiscing all the time.

The evil capitalists ruin my family and love and h

~elishmaui — Tue, 14 Jun 2005 05:59:22 PDT

My mom's a workaholic. My dad's obssessed with getting back his well-derved sum of money from a farked-up bank. My sis is blinded by money and all things glamorous.

I really hate all this media mindfuck about profits, possessions, and increasing mudane wealth.

If you notice, documentaries about improving your wealth, your physical health, handling stress, how to design stuff to only impress, are most watched by most people.

What about spiritual health? Does anybody wanna do a documentary about what real love is? what human existence is all about?

The fucking capitalists doesn't want such good side of man to be flowing out. They wanna keep mindfucking people that hey, making money and profit and having more and more possessions is pretty okay. At the expense of your family and loved ones, it's okay.

we having so much mistrust, self-centredness, hate, violence. Why is the world going on a spiritual landslide?

I need faith. I need answers. I need to pray. I need to meditate.

Sometimes, Mankind needs to realise, that they may die anytime. Hypocrisy isn't gonna bring them up to heaven.

God is really, watching us.

On possessions and anxiety

~elishmaui — Tue, 14 Jun 2005 05:24:12 PDT

I have so much things on my mind.

What a difference a day makes.

~elishmaui — Tue, 14 Jun 2005 00:24:57 PDT

It's good to start the day right. Even better to start the day with a phonecall of more than 100 mins from dawn till dusk. Dream while you drool and all things nice. Cuddle your turtles while you snore like mice. Wake up with something to look forward to on your beeper. And forget the benefits and excitment of jogging at 5am in the morning.

Life's even better to start the day with Gold 90FM playing Yellow Submarine and all things Beatles.

Life wouldn't have been much better without some clay to play with.

YouAreOn Visual.

My New Life begins.

~elishmaui — Fri, 06 May 2005 00:34:27 PDT

I'm 2 decades old. And, I really give praises to God almighty for giving me his blessings, that I have lived to graduate from my Diploma course.

I'm heading to boot camp this September. For the past few weeks, it's been hell of a good time slugging at home and hanging out.

Since i'm always kinda broke, I've been looking out for jobs and stuff. No luck.

Ideas, plans in my head. But always procrastinating. My room's in a mess. But nevertheless, I don't really give a damn.

Oh well, simple pleasures in life are my wealth of abundance right now. I've made a trip across da causeway to Johor about 24 hrs ago. An unforgettable trip with my buddies. Cheap food, cheap buys, cheap almost everything. Haha, that's what a typical Singaporean loves about, ain't it? It was splendid! And life there wasn't easy I could tell, but the pace of life was definitely more enjoyable.

i got myself a blues harp two days ago. A diatonic harmonica. Didn't cost much. 25 bucks SGD? It's a german-made Hohner. I bought one tuned in E major. Pretty nifty and very portable. It's like really music on the go. Fits my pocket, anywhere in my bag, my pouch. Hardly weighs anything. Cool huh?

Well, I think I'm gonna miss most of my friends when I head to boot camp. It'd be tough for sure, but I'm ready for it. I love my freedom right now. Treasuring every minute of it.

For now, I live for my family, my friends, art and the simple pleasure in life.

God sure loves me. And trust me, He loves us all. If not for Him, you wouldn't even be here.

I'm back.

~elishmaui — Wed, 20 Apr 2005 20:07:45 PDT

I miss you peeps in DA man!

Devianart Clothing Contest

~elishmaui — Thu, 24 Mar 2005 09:59:58 PST

I think there are better finalists out there. Too bad I don't have the time to come up with a concept. It's up on the news anyway...

Happy Valentine's day.

~elishmaui — Sun, 13 Feb 2005 02:50:12 PST

Have fun with the sweet nothings and kisses.

Yay!

~elishmaui — Tue, 25 Jan 2005 03:48:34 PST

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~elishmaui — Fri, 24 Dec 2004 20:45:46 PST

Season's greetings to everyone!

Places and events I've been to lately:

- Zoukout 2004
- The Arts House

My Deviantart accounts:

Art account: [link]
Photography account: [link]
Stock photoaccount: [link]

Please feel free to browse my galleries! Do give me valuable comments and feedback!

Peace be with y'all this festive season! Merry Christmas! Spread the love!

New account: please visit.

~elishmaui — Sun, 21 Nov 2004 08:40:58 PST

Hey check my new photography account out!

[link]

By the way, there's nothing such as bad luck. Shaking/vibrating your limbs will not shake any luck element away. Neither placing any items in any direction will foster good luck. Foolish.

Won't be adding JOURNAL HERE... JUST UPDATES

~elishmaui — Thu, 04 Nov 2004 20:44:24 PST

the title says it all