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        <pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 22:28:07 PDT</pubDate>        
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                <title>Welcome to my profile!</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Welcome-to-my-profile-319808363</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Aug 2012 23:14:11 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Welcome to my profile!</media:title>
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                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Hey welcome to my DeviantArt page!  While you're here, check out my stock resources at eliskan-stock.deviantart.com ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Hand in Hand With The Damned, by Alesana</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Dec 2011 15:01:59 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Hand in Hand With The Damned, by Alesana</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I don't trust myself<br />I'm trapped drowning in despair, I'm poisonous.<br />I slammed the door and locked it shut and now disaster plagues my thoughts.<br />Let's drink to the dead, "Cheers to what's ahead!" I'm poisonous.<br /><br />Sweet temptress!<br />I can see it in your eyes,<br />you're moving on without me!<br />So it ends tonight, I guess this is goodbye!<br />Selfishly you say you're better off without me.<br />And it ends tonight.<br />Well baby save your breath.<br /><br />Won't you please have mercy!?<br />Before you push me away let me try to change your mind.<br />Oh wanderer!<br />If you think this is fun just you wait until I'm done!<br /><br />Blessed fortune screams,"Why have you forsaken me?!"<br />T ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Ahh where have I been</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Ahh-where-have-I-been-252217442</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Aug 2011 23:49:02 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Ahh where have I been</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ lol well I haven't been on dA in a long time...<br /><br />My real life has caught up with me.. most of my time is spent working, or reading, or playing games.  Ehh, need to get back into this dA thing.  I do art still, but I don't publish it online that's all.<br /><br />Anyways I will try to post more stuff and I will submit a couple really old renders to remind you guys I am here haha ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Still around!</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Still-around-218759236</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 May 2011 23:02:20 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Still around!</media:title>
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                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Hey hey I'm still around, figured I'd post something new :)  You guys should check out my art I'll be uploading various things over the next few days hopefully!<br /><br />In other news ... bills are a real pain in the ass, you know!?  We've been struggling to make it these last couple months, keep cutting it close.  Right now our electricity is off - we're borrowing from the neighbors - blech >. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Still not back</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Still-not-back-224061807</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Sep 2010 12:53:56 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Still not back</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Sorry, for some reason I've been completely uninspired to do art :(<br /><br />I think about it, I swear!? ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Vanishing Act</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Vanishing-Act-226402444</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 May 2010 05:13:17 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Vanishing Act</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ So I bet you all are wondering where I went.. actually, it's more likely you completely forgot I existed until this post reminded you.  Either way, I wanted to let you know that I haven't completely fallen off the face of the earth..  however my angst and boredom has led me to abandon the internet for a while in search of something with more substance and less pixels.<br /><br />Inevitably I will get bored and return so until sorry about the complete lack of artwork...  I've been unmotivated ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Ohh yeahh</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Ohh-yeahh-228260279</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Jan 2010 03:35:17 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Ohh yeahh</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ trrteyeyqeb235q52ew vqeweqrv wergfdhghJNH!GUJG@UI!!!!!<br /><br />Why is it people leave your life?  Why can't they just stick around for a while?<br /><br />In other news I am opening a Renderosity store to try and sell some of my stuff..  If you use Poser you may want to check it out.  I will add more things as I make them<br /><br />http://www.renderosity.com/homepage.php?page=4&userid=285151 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>:P</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Nov 2009 20:18:55 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">:P</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Hey guys does this work? ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Life and death</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Life-and-death-229625768</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Nov 2009 17:57:44 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Life and death</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ So earlier today I got an unwelcome glimpse of the ugly face of death..  I had been working on my computer when my father came home, and then he noticed something through the window.  We ran outside and kinda tied to the tree was my favorite kitten Greyface, dead and stiff as a board with wire we'd used to support the maple tree tangled around her neck like a noose.  It really hit me hard, even though I've seen worse things I really didn't see it coming and I really loved that animal.  It's just disturbing to me, how quickly one moment you can be a vibrant and beautiful person (or cat) and in the next, you can be snuffed out, hanging like a d ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Literature</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Literature-229877634</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Oct 2009 11:30:21 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Literature</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I've been doing a ton of reading over the last couple of months, and I wanted to give my literary analysis on a few good (and a couple bad) books:<br /><br />Shogun by James Clavell - A must read, I loved this book!  It's about a shipwrecked Englishman named John Blackthorne who winds up in feudal Japan, circa 1600, during the midst of political turmoil.  Great prose and a very interesting plot.<br /><br />20,000 Leagues Under The Sea by Jules Verne - Another good book, if you haven't ready this classic it's one you probably should.  The main character is a leading naturalist from France who's asked to search for a mysterious creature that attacked several ships ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Confusion</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Confusion-229965635</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Oct 2009 10:59:57 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Confusion</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I've been so confused lately.  I honestly don't know what I want - whether it's to be completely alone and distanced from society, or if I want to be surrounded by people and thrust into the heart of our culture.  It seems like a combination of both - some days, like this, I feel lonely and depressed, but most of the time I just feel alone and content.<br /><br />Bah, if only my mind and heart would make a decision and settle on that!  Things would be so much easier >. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>lol</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/lol-230165239</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Sep 2009 14:15:45 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">lol</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I just realized my brushes have more views then my page itself.  Goes to show how much people care!  *emo tear*  No but seriously though, I kinda find that strange lol...<br /><br />Anyone here have experience selling art and/or 3d models?  I'm trying to start making money on the work I can do, I joined TurboSquid.com and started submitting some of my models there so hopefully that'll make some income.  But if anyone has suggestions for a better way to make money doing the junk I do, let me know!<br /><br />Also if you want a commission I'm available for hire :o<br /><br />That's right.  Pay me! ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>21</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/21-230279908</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Sep 2009 11:23:17 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">21</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Hey, just turned 21!  Time to get drunk?! ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Returned</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Returned-230422309</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Sep 2009 12:42:45 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Returned</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I'm back!  I've had my computer for about two weeks now, I've been too busy trying to get all my software working right that I haven't uploaded anything new to deviantArt.<br /><br />Good news and bad news concerning my computer virus:  the bad news, I lost most of my files and resources and many of my 3d models for Poser.  The good news, I got VRay and FumeFX for 3ds Max so that I can make better 3d animations!  You'll be seeing some of them soon!<br /><br />With FumeFX I've been working on animating fireballs and stuff like that, you can see some of my test results on my YouTube channel (http://www.youtube.com/user/scionofwar#play/uploads)<br /><br />Also my sister got  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Virus</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Virus-231211834</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2009 03:04:55 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Virus</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Yeah, my computer got hit with one of those nasty virus infections, hence why I haven't been on in a while.  Hopefully it'll get fixed soon, I miss all my programs :(<br /><br />An update on my life: nothing new?  Ever..   Except crap, of course.   If I could get any more depressed, I definitely would, but I don't think it's possible anymore.<br /><br />Anyone have a solution for contacting someone who might hate you (more) for it?..  I 'once' had a friend I desperately miss and I don't know how to reach her without upsetting her ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>o.O</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/o-O-231736462</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Jun 2009 20:43:47 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">o.O</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ What do you think about ninjas?  Huh? ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>To The Coast!!!</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/To-The-Coast-232058367</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 May 2009 12:51:42 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">To The Coast!!!</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I'm going to the coast today!  It's a business trip though, we're gunna be doing some faux bois effects on these peoples house.  In fact, it's the same house I uploaded pictures of before with me painting the garage doors.  Long story short, I'll be back in a couple days or something.<br /><br />Also, you guys might want to check out my stock account if you haven't already.  I've been uploading a ton of junk on there that's not really fit to submit as real 'art', but some of it's pretty neat anyways.  There's also like almost a page of different skull maps which I used to help me make my recent 3d image, they look pretty nifty :D  And they're full qual ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Writers block</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 May 2009 02:17:59 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Writers block</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I got writers block so bad I'm already bored of typing >.><br /><br /> ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Albrook's Way</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Albrook-s-Way-232581121</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Apr 2009 04:51:27 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Albrook's Way</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Hey, I just wanted everyone to know I r writing agin.<br /><br />It's pretty cool, my poem "The Great Dreamer" served as an inspiration for a fantasy plot.  What would happen if your dreams came true?  Would you truly like it?  Or would our nightmares make themselves known in the most frightening of ways?<br /><br />If you like to ask that question, read my storyline.  I might post it here on deviantART eventually, but there's a ton of formatting I need to do.  Besides, it's an open roleplaying storyline, so it's possible others will join in.  If you feel up to it, you're also welcome to join!<br /><br />Here's the link, tell me what you think :)<br /><br />http://www.mystra-amor.c ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>More food for thought</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/More-food-for-thought-232729381</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Apr 2009 04:07:28 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">More food for thought</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Edit- More!  :o<br /><br />Sometimes, we all need to remind ourselves what life's all about.  Lately, I've been thinking a lot about past relationships, and what I once considered 'perfect' relationships.  For once, I'm not going to talk very much here..  Rather, I'll leave the deep stuff to these effectively direct quotes:<br /><br />The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree but to hold hands. - Alexandria Penney<br /><br />Human relationships always help us to carry on because they always presuppose further developments, a future --and also because we live as if our only task was precisely to have relationships with other people. - Albert Camus (1913-1960, Fren ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Temporary LOA</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Temporary-LOA-232959801</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Mar 2009 18:20:36 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Temporary LOA</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ As some of you might have noticed, I haven't been online in like three weeks..  Our computer decided to spaz entirely and I lost all internet.  Don't worry, I've still been producing artwork, you may see a sudden overload of random junk once I get back online.<br /><br />In other news, I may be moving again soon.  My situation at the house has become very precarious anf I think I'll be happier alone for a while.<br /><br />See you guys around! ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Literature</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Literature-233269437</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Feb 2009 18:21:32 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Literature</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Well, I think I'm gravitating towards writing again, 3d is getting a bit old because I still need to learn C++ to get to the next step with it (game programming)..  But until then, I think I may try writing a few stories, and/or roleplaying at MysticRPG ( http://www.mystra-amor.com/ ).  I just don't know what to write T_T<br /><br />Anyways, that is all.  I just wanted to.. um.. yeah.  Talk.  BYA. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>2000th pageview</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/2000th-pageview-233355060</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Feb 2009 12:40:43 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">2000th pageview</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Whoever gets the 2000th pageview, take a screen shot and I'll make you something special on request :)  Consider it a gift :D ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>:o</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/o-233429326</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Feb 2009 03:45:08 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">:o</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Ninjas rule.  I've decided if I meet one, I'd probably give him a Reese's.<br /><br />That is all.<br /><br />--<br /><br />:iconeliskan-stock::iconeliskan: ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I'm a horrible influence</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-a-horrible-influence-233453794</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Feb 2009 10:45:13 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I'm a horrible influence</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Whoa, I got 71!!!  I didn't realize I was THIS bad.  :o<br /><br />1. Smoked. [X]<br />2. Consumed alcohol. [X]<br />3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. [X]<br />4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [ ]<br />5. Kissed someone of the same sex. [ ]<br />7. Had someone in your room other than family. [X]<br />8. Watched porn. [X]<br />9. Bought porn. [ ]<br />10. Done drugs. [X]<br />TOTAL: Six<br /><br />1. Taken painkillers. [X]<br />2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. [X]<br />3. Lied to your parents. [X]<br />4. Lied to a friend. [X]<br />5. Been to rehab. [ ]<br />6. Done something illegal. [X]<br />7. Cut yourself. [ ] (I'm assuming not on accident here lol)<br />8. Hurt ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Featuring</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Featuring-233620144</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Jan 2009 19:36:55 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Featuring</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ That's right, I'm actually featuring peoples!  I saw a chain letter thing I actually liked :)  Sent to me by RockLou (http://rocklou.deviantart.com/)<br /><br />9 people who comment on this journal will be featured with 3 of your deviations. But, if you do, you have to post a journal like this and feature the person who tagged you first and 9 other people who have commented.<br /><br />1.:icondjeric: - http://djeric.deviantart.com/art/fractal-in-your-brains-111354666 http://djeric.deviantart.com/art/green-city-109615709 http://djeric.deviantart.com/art/industriel-wip-6-ligth-setup-109413549 - a very cool 3d programmer with some great skills.  He's got some impre ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Evolution:  True of False?</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Evolution-True-of-False-233659661</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Jan 2009 01:04:17 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Evolution:  True of False?</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I've been doing some reading for like the last two hours, once more researching evolution and it's biggest opponent, creationism.  After all that reading, I'm going to talk a little about what I believe, using some quotes from various sources with different outlooks.  Warning:  this will get sticky.<br /><br />First, lets get a few things out in the open about what evolution, and it's counterpart creationism, are considered.<br /><br />From Wikipedia.org:<br />Creationism is the religious belief that humanity, life, the Earth, and the universe were created in their original form by a deity (often the Abrahamic God of Judaism, Christianity and Islam) or deities.<br /><br />In  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>&gt;.&lt;</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/gt-lt-233701620</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jan 2009 10:29:19 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">&gt;.&lt;</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I really hate the mornings.  It's the transition between my dreams and reality.. and my dreams are -always- better, even the bad ones.<br /><br />I'm almost given up on my living situation here.  Not only am I getting underpaid for my work, it's hard enough to even GET paid.  On top of that, I haven't made any friends in almost two years here in Fresno.  I don't plan on staying with my dad my whole life.  At this rate, I don't plan on staying with him much longer at all.  Give me a couple months.<br /><br />Change is good.  It's better then stagnating.  I may move somewhere even more far-away and exotic then California.  And maybe then I'll be happy.  If not, at ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Wilderness</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Wilderness-233767353</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jan 2009 13:13:59 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Wilderness</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I'm feeling better lately, not as miserable, just to let you all know.  It's probably because I've finally got a working drumset again - I didn't realize how much I actually use that thing to release tension.. I think it's the most useful ant-stress tool on the face of this earth.  After all, what's better then beating something for over an hour without any repercussions? (though you do get plenty of 'percussions', haha)<br /><br />Anyways, I'm going to try a wilderness survival trip late spring-ish.. I'll plan ahead and get some of the best tools to survive out there, and see if I can last for a couple weeks on my own.  I really want to test my stamin ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Depression</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Depression-233787561</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Jan 2009 02:13:06 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Depression</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I've been pretty down and out the last few days, I don't know what it is.  Sometimes I worry I have a serious medical problem - my depression comes and goes in such massive quantities that I have to struggle just to keep afloat.  Sometimes, though, I'm pretty sure it's not some funky medical imbalance that causes my depression, just a shitty life.<br /><br />Either way, I hate it.  And even worse, I hate myself!  This is not where I wanted to be, and I don't think any of my hopes for the future will come to fruition (you know, like getting money, having a family, getting a house, the list goes on).  The only one I can actually realistically see and tou ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Ninjas rock</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Ninjas-rock-233900029</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Jan 2009 01:32:41 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Ninjas rock</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Yes, ninjas are the ultimate, alongside other cliche but equally awesome things like pirates and rocket thieves.<br /><br />Err, anyways, I think I may've landed my first commission for designing!  Someone at my work (maybe) wants me to design a webpage for his son, who's a musician and all.  I hope he wants it done in flash, I would really enjoy the project (I absolutely despise HTML, I don't know why), plus extra money is always awesome.  Maybe I can find some use for this new 3d stuff in a website layout too.<br /><br />If anyone else wants to pay me money for doing something I'd do on my own accord anyways, speak up now!  >.> ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Love</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Love-233916487</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jan 2009 18:58:06 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Love</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Hmm, this is going to be a depressing post, so if you're in a good mood, don't read.<br /><br />I used to have this dream when I was younger, this idea of what 'love' would be like and how it would profoundly change my life for the better.  I mean, haven't we all?  Everywhere I look, I see pressures to find my 'love', to build a family, to set a foundation for the rest of my life.  Even as I type this, there's one of those corny eHarmony commercials playing on the television.<br /><br />I guess I've turned into a pessimist since I was a younger boy.  My belief that love is something good and pure has completely gone down the drain, and probably with good reason. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>3d stuff is cool?</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/3d-stuff-is-cool-233966355</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2009 00:32:20 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">3d stuff is cool?</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Well, feeling better today!  I got Autodesk, so I'm going to probably spend the next week (or year) learning some of this software and making cool things all 3d like.  You better be excited, cuz I am.  :) ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-233985528</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Jan 2009 16:33:22 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Devious Journal Entry</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I hate me.  *emo face* ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Tension</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Tension-233998226</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Jan 2009 16:53:37 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Tension</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Nothing new to post, really.  It's a new year!  Other then that, everythings exactly the same as it was a week ago.  Except, of course, last year I made the commitment to quit smoking cigarettes by the end of this year, and following up on that promise to myself, I've dropped smoking.  Err, should I say, I'm in the process of dropping it - my willpower is getting slowly stronger and the headaches are going away, but I'm still struggling with it.  I think it'll be a good change for the future, but at the moment it's not very nice.<br /><br />In fact, I'm like one step removed from going completely ballistic.  I didn't even know I had the capacity for th ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Back Online</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Back-Online-234132816</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Dec 2008 19:44:37 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Back Online</media:title>
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                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Well, my sister let me borrow her computer so I've hooked myself back up online!  Yaya!  Now I can show you all some of the cool stuff I've been making :D ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Theives suck!</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Theives-suck-234393957</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Dec 2008 15:49:25 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Theives suck!</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Ahh!  I won't have internet access for an undefined but probably lengthy period of time.  Someone broke into my house while I was in Omaha and decided to steal my computer and X-Box 360.. so until I get a few hundred dollars to toss around, I won't have a computer for a while.<br /><br />I'll be back, someday! ;) ]]></media:text>            
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            <item>
                <title>Bah</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Bah-234434725</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Bah-234434725</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Dec 2008 23:55:04 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Bah</media:title>
        <media:keywords></media:keywords>
                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Sometimes, it feels like the world took everything precious in my life and just gave it all to someone else. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Home is where the heart is</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Home-is-where-the-heart-is-234480879</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Home-is-where-the-heart-is-234480879</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Nov 2008 09:05:32 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Home is where the heart is</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Boy, I'm going to miss leaving Omaha here in four days.  All my friends up here have been absolutely amazing, and I've been really enjoying being so social.  It seems that I won't make as good of friends in Fresno for a while to come, and that makes me upset..  But I won't be moving back up here, this much I know for certain - even though my amazing friends all live out here, the state of Nebraska just isn't where I belong; boring green hills can't raise my heartbeat for a second (though I suppose a tornado would, haha).<br /><br />I look forwards to meeting new friends in new places.. hopefully more friends of the caliber of those wonderful ones I've  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Omahahaa!</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Omahahaa-234582041</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Nov 2008 15:36:30 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Omahahaa!</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I'm going to Omaha tomorrow morning, I'll be back in like two weeks (December 4th).  I may log on during my visit up there, but not too much, so hopefully you all have a fun time with your deviations and/or real lives, and I'll talk to you later!!<br /><br />:D ]]></media:text>            
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            <item>
                <title>dgdsg</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/dgdsg-234883659</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Oct 2008 13:59:01 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">dgdsg</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ trhyfghfhfhfdhf htdyy!!!<br /><br />Yes, I'm so upset I just mashed on my keyboard.<br /><br />SDAOihjsfdoihoiaewsruopqir7u3290423! ]]></media:text>            
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            <item>
                <title>&gt;.&lt;</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/gt-lt-234920254</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Oct 2008 00:46:49 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">&gt;.&lt;</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Someone shoot me, please!! ]]></media:text>            
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            <item>
                <title>Website v2</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Website-v2-234970022</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Website-v2-234970022</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Oct 2008 16:11:42 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Website v2</media:title>
        <media:keywords></media:keywords>
                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ So my last entry was filled with incorrect facts, thought I'd update you all!  I've been working on a website layout, and so far it's coming along nicely.  I'm new to this whole thing, so it might be a bit noobish, but I think it's quite a bit better then a plain HTML site:<br /><br />http://anarchyrpg.110mb.com<br /><br />Please check it out, tell me what you think!  Also, I may need some designers to help me out, if anyone's interested :) ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Website layout</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Website-layout-234977742</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Website-layout-234977742</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Oct 2008 22:32:29 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Website layout</media:title>
        <media:keywords></media:keywords>
                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I'm working on a website layout, mind you I really do suck at HTML and I'm just now figuring out how to get my flash programs to even interact with it.<br /><br />So far, here it is.  The pages are.. umm.. non existant.  And sometimes, since it's a free hosting, the website literally closes down (you'll get a notice saying 'unused' or some crap).  Other then that, I think it's starting to look alright :)<br /><br />Check it out!<br /><br />http://www.geocities.com/dementis.silenti/flash.html ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Sick as hell</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Sick-as-hell-235001391</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Oct 2008 17:57:48 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Sick as hell</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I feel like crap today.  Yesterday, my nose was all runny, and this morning I woke up with one of the most persistent coughs ever.  It really is quite lame!<br /><br />I've decided to fight this off without going to the doctor, if I can help it.  Until I'm almost catatonic, I'll just try to let my body handle this.  After all, if I don't build up a resistance to sickness, it'll plague me for the rest of my life.<br /><br />I just hope this isn't pneumonia or something, cuz my lungs hurt >.<<br /><br />Ahh well, I'm gunna go play Elder Scrolls Oblivion and kill some monsters. ]]></media:text>            
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            <item>
                <title>Word</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Word-235037019</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Oct 2008 15:17:17 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Word</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ :iconobamaplz::iconjohnmccainplz:<br />:iconslash1plz::iconslash2plz: ]]></media:text>            
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            <item>
                <title>o.O</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/o-O-235068376</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/o-O-235068376</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Oct 2008 17:04:55 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">o.O</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ "You know, education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well. If you don't, you get stuck in Iraq."<br /><br />-John Kerry<br /><br />http://www.novatownhall.com/blog/graphics/irak.jpg ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Rant</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Rant-235117557</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Rant-235117557</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Oct 2008 12:18:52 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Rant</media:title>
        <media:keywords></media:keywords>
                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Warning, this entry is likely to contain much ranting about stupid things that certainly won't relate to you in any way, shape, or form.<br /><br />[rant]<br />rant deleted cuz I can<br />[/rant]<br /><br />In other news, chickens smell like gravy... on thanksgiving. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Porcupine Lettuce</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Porcupine-Lettuce-235197187</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Sep 2008 17:04:37 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Porcupine Lettuce</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Whats the weirdest thing you've ever eaten?<br /><br />http://www.synthstuff.com/mt/archives/mistletoeandmeat.jpg<br /><br />o.O ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Ahh, dark days</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Ahh-dark-days-235328124</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Sep 2008 13:58:22 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Ahh, dark days</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ So, just finished the final storyline with my character, Xezvimhi.  Ahh, twas glorious, though I'm so sad I had to end it this way :(  You should read it, you may like the prose!  >.><br /><br />It comes in three parts, I am the host of the storyline, aka 'Wanderer' or Xezvimhi:<br /><br />The Dark Tower of Elysium - http://www.mystra-amor.com/modules.php?name=Forums&file=viewtopic&t=12212<br /><br />Waves of War - http://www.mystra-amor.com/modules.php?name=Forums&file=viewtopic&t=12623<br /><br />These Darkest Days - http://www.mystra-amor.com/modules.php?name=Forums&file=viewtopic&t=13044<br /><br />Enjoy, if you enjoy roleplay.  And enjoy enjoying.  Yes. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Moving from Xanga</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/Moving-from-Xanga-235443041</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Sep 2008 11:43:26 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Moving from Xanga</media:title>
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                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ So, I use Xanga for blogs and whatnot, however I've decided Xanga kinda sucks, bad.  All the people I blog to and whatnot don't even use Xanga anymore, I was browsing over my subscribers and most of them haven't even posted for like two/three years.  The only reason I still really use it is to talk to two or three people - one who I'm better off forgetting forever, and a few who I can call up at any time anyways via the ol' phone, or myspace.  So I'm ditching the old Xanga page, and I'll probably start using my journal here much more.<br /><br />In other news, I've been working on flash.  Flash games, rather, not really the animation part as much.  I l ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>MMMM</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/MMMM-235808458</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Aug 2008 21:00:01 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">MMMM</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
        <media:copyright url="http://eliskan.deviantart.com">Copyright 2008-2013 ~eliskan</media:copyright>            <media:description type="html"><![CDATA[  ]]></media:description>        
        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I'm at Meeeerina's house!  Yaya!  Midgetsex!!!<br /><br />Yay!<br /><br />(Spamspamspamspam) ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>First Post</title>
                <link>http://eliskan.deviantart.com/journal/First-Post-236206739</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2008 02:52:16 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">First Post</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">eliskan</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/l/eliskan.jpg</media:credit> 
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ w00t!  First post!  That means, I'm officially doing something on this site!<br /><br />Whoa!<br /><br />Now you guys will be tormented by me, if you so dare to visit my site or subscribe to my horrible literature!  Baha!<br /><br />TORMENT!!!<br /><br />ANGUISH!!!<br /><br />FEAR!!!<br /><br />All are components of the Dark Side, my young padiwan..  And also side effects of heroine.<br /><br />That's all for now.  Nothing sensible for you! ]]></media:text>            
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