http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ellenlovesduck&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ellenlovesduck en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 15:40:07 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/13713216/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/13713216/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 21:03:09 PDT but i am uber pissed at D/A now...

I just attempted to submit a file that took over 45 minutes to type...i didn't save it on the computer like a dumbass. I was just typing it on the text thingy...from a journal thing.

And now it's gone...

and i am not going to re-attempt it tonight

or i might end up smashing this worthless piece of shit.

UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

night everyone!!!!

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so yeah,

LETTERS FROM IWO-JIMA!!!!!!!!!!

haha. Just thought i would let you know. ^^ ]]> ~ellenlovesduck http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/13563510/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/13563510/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 12:05:13 PDT
Not even kidding.

Well last night I said this to her after she was getting all pissy and was yelling at me about church and my medication and what not so i say ( to myself, not yelling, whispering to myself BEHIND a closed door) Fine, i'll take my god damn meds."

She runs in. Yelling, WHAT DID YOU SAY!? She grabbed my neck (which i got some cool pictures of the marks later that night but i won't be posting them) Screams at me more while i am choking and then she throws me to the ground, slamming my head into a desk. (i have a huge freaken bump on my head now) Still screaming at me and then she freaken kicks me (got a bruise too) still screaming this and then she slams my door leaving me on the ground holding my head and my neck.

Then this morning she says Why can't you be like sam? Sam is the perfect child, your the troubled child. Litterally what she said to me.

and then she says no concert with ariel. ( i am attempting to negoitiate this) and storms out of the kitchen. After church (which i escaped from sitting next to her by Cassie THANK YOU CASSIE!) she acts all nice and wonderful and sweet and blah blah blah. Like nothing ever happened.

Sam was really freaken scared last night. He said he almost ran into my room and hit mom. (dad is NOT home so he wouldn't have done anything) But thanks sam. Gotta love you.

Sooooo...can anyone shed some light on this? I think that when she had back surgery they fucked with her spinal cord and made her bi-polar...if that is even possible.

Tonight i will most likely run away to sierra's house, i do not feel safe and sierra knows everything, i told her last night Via text messaging.

yeah.....

FUCK HER! (mom not sierra)

]]> ~ellenlovesduck http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/13544285/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/13544285/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 20:47:31 PDT DDDD. the only downside, i won't get to see noah, because most of my friends are musical anyways so they're going with me! Except morgan cause he's a buttmuncher lol. Well, I was boared and just felt like writing, maybe i'll do another creative writing piece or something. Okay bye!!!!!!!

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They were from arizona and john is about my age. We stopped into a gas station after reminiscing about the plane ride. Inside the gas station was a hardcore emo chick. John followed her around and laughed. And then we saw this 80's band there. You know, Big bleach white hair and tight leather? yeah...we also laughed our asses off.

We went home and went into the shed of which we slept. Because arizona is a 3 hours time difference i belive, they were up FOREVER!!! we finally got to sleep after many sexual queshtions later.

2 days later we walked an hour and half to the pier, john sam and I. We did nothing but get kicked out of the arcade and watch the DDRX girls dance outside. (don't ask) Sam broke a skeeball machine and john was whoring himself off. lmao.

after we went home we took two dead bushes we dug up and sam took out a mail box. We went streaking on the beach and john got tackled by a guy that he yelled "TAG!" to and punched. it was ultra funny.

The next day i went home.

now, the journey to ilsebourogh. The olsen's boat broke down.So we all had to take the ferry. After deciding that we were going to throw ryan off of the boat we landed. All the boys were in the truck and all the girls were in the volvo. Me and janet were stowaways in the trunk. We got there and went swimming. I lost my favorite shirt. . After drowning each other and buliding sand castles we headed up to camp and went on a barefoot tour. We ended up with skunk cabbage juice on our legs and thorns in our foot.

we later bbrq'ed hotdogs and mine exploded. After roasting marshmellow's we headed down to the beach and lit fireworks. Ariel, janet and I formed a love octagon. I belive this is what it consists of:
Noah
moi
janet
ariel,
james
morgan
ryan
and
brian.
yupp. jealous?

The whole time James was calling janet out about stealing "our women" with her sexiness. After all she is the sexiest man alive. lmao.

We all played dead man in the forest and i scared the crap out of emma, lydia and maggie. and nw i am home and that's it.

thanks for reading

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MAY THE FORCE OF THE CLEANING LADIES BE WITH YOU!


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my mom took me and sam to do some errands around the town. Sam and I sat on a street corner saying what a douche bag our parents were and where we were staying the night...by now it was obvious we weren't going to be staying at our house because dad was still there trying to piss mom off by refusing to leave.

We talked to mom and she said it was over lowering the price of the house and that she said she wanted to move but dad was keeping her from it because he was being a stubborn ass. He said that if she wanted to move so badly that the road was right there.

So i went to work and practicly cried on heather
's (different heathers) shoulder about how I can't go home for probably the rest of the week. I am now sitting in sierra's grammies living room with her aunt and uncle.

I called my mom...we might not even go back till probably wednesday. In fact i'll probably be sleeping at tom's house. DAMN IT!!!!!! lol.

so forgive me if i don't post anything for a while seeing my situation. Later....

]]> ~ellenlovesduck http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/13352541/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/13352541/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 07:10:44 PDT posted! I figured i'd give it a try.




1. What is your best friend's Dad's name?
tom.

2. Have you had sex in the past 48hours?
never had sex.

3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
he was a substitute and i can't even remember his name!!!!!!!!! It was a 8th grade social studies sub anyways....

4. Have you ever made out in a movie theater?
yeah

5. What body part do you wash first?
hair normally

6. Do you have any piercings?
nope

8. Is your driveway steep?
not at all.

9. What's your favorite flavored Pringles?
pizza!!!!!!!!!! lol

10. Have you ever been tied up?
several times.

11. What are you listening to?
the hum of the construction outside.

12.What did you just eat?
some honey nut cheerio's.

13. Have you ever kissed more than one person in yes...my mommy...my grandma and my bf. lol.

14. How many times have you been cursed at?
several times

15. Which shoe do you put on first?
whichever one i can find first.

16. How old are you?
15

17. Have you ever been to a gay bar?
there are no gay bars in belfast!

18. Have you ever had any Friends with Benefits?
cassidy claims to be mine.

19. Ever laughed so hard you pissed on yourself?
hahaha maybe............

20. Did you French kiss before you were 16?
yes

21. Have you ever been cow-tipping or Froggin?
no, but sounds like fun.

22. What is the last thing you usually do before you fall asleep?
have a panic attack maybe about something the next day.

23. Have you ever had a song written about you?
yes it was really funny.

24. If you had to choose to not ever wash your bed sheets or towels again which one would you choose?
ummm hmm....towels i guess. cause you use them when your CLEAN!

25. What's your favorite drinking game?
i;'ve never lol.

26. What was your childhood nickname?
elle belle and boogie thanks to my grandpa

27. When is the last time you played the air guitar?
yesterday.

28. Have you ever peeked in the opposite sexes locker room?
haha why would i want to!? HAVE YOU SEEN OUR GUYS!?

29. What's the weirdest thing you have done while driving?
changed my pants...don't ask.

30. Have you ever bitten your toenails?
i can't do that...it's to hard.

31. How do you normally eat your Oreo cookies?
i pick them apart.

33. Name something you do when you're alone that you wouldn't do in front of others.
i can think of several things. lol. DON"T PERVERT THAT

36. How many drinks does it take before you get drunk?
idk...never have been drunk. But knowing my body size...not much.

37. Why are you doing this survey?
saw it and liked it.

38. Without saying a name, who did you enjoy seeing naked the most... just state the age you were at?
hmmmmmmmmm....never seen someone that i wanted to see naked!

39. What did you do last night?
watched pans labyerinth? (sp?)

41. Do you have any strange phobias?
nothing out of the oridinary.

42. Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
when i was little.

43. How old were you when you had your first kiss?
it was in 7th grade.

45. Have you ever called your love interest by another girl/guys name?
uh NOPE! lol.

46. Have you ever gotten caught sleeping while on a date?
i was extrememly tired but i didn't.

47. Have you ever played naked twister?
we all had underwear on..so no.

48. Have you ever been drunk at work/school?
nope never been drunk!

50. How many Bruce's do you know?
my uncle.

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One REALLY GONNA MISS THE SENIORS!!!!!!!!!! okay, now that that's off my chest lets go on.

Finals are almost done! ONLY ONE MORE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

Sierra, camerons and tyler's project wasn't finished in time so they will have to go in on Friday...bummer. Sorry guys!

Things with noah are going all right! it was a miscommunication! lmao. I feel idiotic now.

OH and I thought I would feature She finally posted up some poetry which I thought was wonderful so you should check it out! espeically the poem

A choice to make. That's a great one.

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Last night i had some of my close friends (minus heather because the bum was on ilsbourgh) come over. Unfortunatly my camera is still dead so no cools shots. *tear tear*

I finally figured out wher the line "THERES ALWAYS TIME FOR LUBRICANT" came from. thank you lydia for that wise movie choice.
Ryan and Skyler downloaded some more stephen lynch for my collection. We left the song "gerbil" by him and it was on repeat.

When we came back from kiddnapping lydia and genna a note was tapped to the computer with the 3 simple words...Nice gerbil song. written by my mother.

We later decided it was better than the KKK song or halloween...Lydia was scared for life by the KKK song.

Ryan James later admited that he likes to eat cupcake rappers...alongside Claire.

Claire also decided that Noah needs to be more romantic. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i will update this later...i just got inspiration for a story..can't loose it! BYE!!!!

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one: had to sit through a 2 hour assembly with heather and I bashing heads together. *was a fun thing*

Two: had noah tell me that he doesn't want me to hug him *was a bad thing*

three: ARIEL CAN GIVE ME A RIDE TO THE CONCERT!!! * a very good thing*

four: had to cut out photography for next years schedule. *was a very bad thing*

five: couldn't check out books because i had a fine that never existed. *semi bad thing*

six: paycheck was available...*bad thing*

and to top it all off....

SEVEN: my boyfriend tells me that if i am not a virgin he'll dump me...some sweetie he is. *sarcasim* *awful thing of the century*

now i have to go play pomp and circumstance at the graduation awards ceremony...*joy*

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]]> ~ellenlovesduck http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/13123733/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/13123733/ Mon, 28 May 2007 10:07:59 PDT idk...call me strange but really, that meant something to me haha.

My mother is back from back surgery. she is doing just fine. Only 8 stiches and now she is less grouchy than before she went in. Maybe it's the drugs, who knows. But now she's sunbathing on the porch while talking to her mother on the phone.

My brother has gotten a deviantart account as well. No idea what he's going to use it for but he just has one. is him if you want to just stop by and say hi.

Today i got back from marching in a stupid parade thing for memorial day. I got to see all my friends and got to take a nice walk...while blowing my brains out. Well, i'll be sure to start posting some work again. MUCH LOVE and have a happy day off

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Tuesday: Evan found a bomb threat scrawled on the boys bathroom wall. " I have a BOMB."

wednesday: John found a note saying "I HAVE A BOMB!"

thursday: nothing happend

Friday (today): moe found a note saying : "What you think i am kidding? I seriously have a bomb!

then they evacuated us...

wow....fucked up school..that's all i have to say.

]]> ~ellenlovesduck http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12989103/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12989103/ Thu, 17 May 2007 12:49:40 PDT 's birthday get to gether and she is my altime purple nurple. So i am tre' sad. But i am making her an awesome gift. She won't get to find out UNTIL i give it to her mwhaha.

well just wanted to wish everyone a happy thursday!

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10 minutes into the lockdown break had ended and over the PA system a annoucement was made that teachers should respond to an email. No students were told what the email read. so still no one knows.

After 2nd period is almost over another annoucment is made that we're going to evacuate. I was in the cafeiteria for study hall and we were the 2nd group to be released. We all went on to the track field and were suppose to stay with our rooms but we didn't. I talked to Skyler, Heather, Fishi, Genna and Lydia and finally we found out that some dumbass wrote BOMB on the girls bathroom floor.

After of sitting on the field for an hour we were told to get with our class room ppl again. Our group went in the middle of the field and we tried to join a game of red light green light but a funsucking teacher told us to stop. After ANOTHER hour of sitting on the grass we were told to go to the front of the field and form a single file line. We stood there for a good 30 minutes.

I called my mum on renna's cell and she was in portland going to washington D.C. She said she'd call dad but she never did. So after that we all went to red hall which is like the bingo place. It wreaked of ciggarette smoke and old people. We were told to stay with our class rooms again.

No one was allowed to leave or use cell phones. We did anyways. After that we formed our Academic h/r's and waited to be served lunch which was 2.25$. No ONE HAD MONEY. I only had 35 cents on me so most of us had to IOU our lunch. My group of friends formed a refugee circle and then later joined mr. Lawson's circle.

I tried calling my dad at the school to see if he could come get me and Sign Janet out but no one knew where he was so I was stuck there till whenever they released us. After lunch we sat there from 11:30 till 1:30. At 1:30 everyone who parked in the lower parking lot and who had keys on them was allowed to go get their cars and the walkers and riders could go. The bus riders and upperparking lot ppl either had to wait for a bus or find another mode of transportation. Evan Miliano had lost his keys so he couldn't get his car.

The school is now a crime scene and no one is allowed in it till 2marrow afternoon. The state police have now gotten involved for some reason. Don't people know that if someone was really going to bomb the school that they wouldn't want it to be known so therefore wouldn't write BOMB on the bathroom floor?

Anyways they kept us for several hours to show us that a bomb threat does not equal a day off. Either that or they didn't want to make up a school day on saturday. losers...

oh and today is maleah's b-day so she will remember this forever.

I hated today it was boring as hell!!!!!!!

lol

l8er.

OH AND GUESS WHAT! rumor has it that the threat was made by a freshman! yay for more bad freshman karma! woot!

]]> ~ellenlovesduck http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12804629/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12804629/ Tue, 01 May 2007 14:56:03 PDT named him stowaway. He died early this morning or sometime in the afternoon. I just found him, dead. I suspect on of the fishies attacked him......arg.

i somehow feel responsible?

Wow...I wonder how I will do with a baby!!!!!!! lol.

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anyways, Heather decided to name the fat one it and the sleek one something. Sarah Bowen is just going to call them Cuddles and Puddles and Ellen Marlow I am guessing she is going to call them Romeo and Juliet. I have no idea what I am going to call them and I will have a little picture of them very soon. Name them if you want!

Cheers to the arrival of my new silent friends!

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l8er.

peace!

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angelreich

Their work is surriel







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Well Anyways...About the Dear Diary I II and III entries under deviantions...there not from my perspective. their not mistakes i actually submitted them. I started writing a bunch in study hall to entertain some people (mostly sarah b., tyler and James). I wrote them putting myself in James shoes if he was a gay guy. He's not btw. lol.

But i have no idea if these are funny for outsiders. Because to our group it's mostly funny because we know James is the exact opposite person of the Diary James. lol. So please tell me what you think and if their too offensive please let me know i'll take em off or put a mature content filter up...but i didn't because i thought they were all right.

Peace!


oh and please pray that I get better if your religious, I've been sick for around 2 weeks now and it ain't getting better anytime soon...

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i love manga/anime and i found an artist who i think is REALLY good at drawing anime.

their DA account is

and my fav drawing of theirs so far is Cloud Strife

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Blah...well already filled you in on the night at janets so i won't go into detail...like at all.

Last night I went to sierra's house and we had fun. We played Singstar which is like DDRX but with singing. I sucked cause my voice is just like gone. After that we made Sierra's brother Zeke look like a emo kid with the make up..we sent him downstairs. haha. His parents were not too terribly happy. Later to get better signal on the laptop sierra and I climbed up onto her roof at like 12:30 am and we got full signal!!! yay!!! it was such a beautiful night because the stars were out and there was no light. HOORAY!

We later crashed in her sister's room. haha.

Later that day after I packed my backpack i yelled at sierra that i was going to throw it by the door. I did that and then went outside and chased her cats for a while...one hissed at me. I then climbed her tree. I got up on the branch that was right by the window of an EMPTY house. So I could have broken in if i wanted to but i decided agasint it. Sierra's mom came out looking for me and just shook her head when she saw that i was in a tree. haha. Sierra later joined me after giving me the "OMG WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?" look.

Later her grammie came and got us. She took us to Dairy Queen and i got a chocolate cone with RAINBOW sprinkles horray!!!

Right now I stole the computer from sierra who is responsibly doing her homework. We are not allowed to eat after midnight. (part of the 30 hour famiane) and we won't be allowed to eat till 6 am sunday. That should be fun. Well I am gonna go now...

Later. :/

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We're preforming and competeing with other schools throughout the country! So wish are chorus and band luck!!!!!!! (god knows we need it)

Well I might check this later..but if i don't then well....BYE!!!!!! *waves like a lunatic* and tons of hugs. Espeically for Heather bo Beather. lol. sorry heather. :glomp" there we go.

bye!!!!!

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Only 3 more freaken days till most of my friends *sadly not heather* are going on the band trip to Virginia Beach!!!!!!!!! OOOO I CAN"T WAIT!!!!!

it's gonna be awesomely awesome!!!!!!!!!!

From wednesday night till like monday morning i will NOT be on DA...at all...zip, zero, naughta.

I doubt i will have any computer access at all so yeah....


LATER!!!!!!!

and have a wonderful day.

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Today during Study Hall i sat in the caf. (that's where it is) listening to my Techno CD mix and sleeping...kinda sorta. Tyler and Evan got in trouble with the nurse because they were trying to sneak in the backhallway to "steal" something that looked like a leaf blower. When asked "why are you being idiots" their response? Classic...."because i am good at being an idiot!" and evans? "I am bored" that was funny as hell watching them trying to explain what they were doing. haha

2nd period I had gym....we have to swim. Today only 6 out of the 15 girls (and 1 boy) went swimming. I was one of them. the others were Renna, Amber, Chantell, Mickenly and Jay. About 20 minutes till the end of class the swim coach yelled EVERYONE EVACUATE!!! WE HAVE TO GET OUT NOW!!!! Looking at us six...we were half naked. (it had snowed the previous night) So us 4 girls and Jay went outside...in bathing suits...and bare feet...and some didn't even have towels. What could be MORE embarrising? THE WHOLE SCHOOL WAS LAUGHING,STARING and POINTING at us....great. woot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I stuck with Ashton a friend of mine who was in I think Geography and she went on the school bus with me. I wore her shoes...my feet were really freaken SORE!!!! Heather then lended me her jacket...then she asked for it back when all the wet swimmers were called off of the 15 something buses. I also gave back the shoes.

The swim coach put us (mickenly and Chantell) in his car...Renna (who went missing during this charade) was sitting in the comfy Ford Explorer with a blanket wraped around herself. Amber was in the car behind us (her grandmothers who worked at the school) and jay was no where to be found. The whole time in the car we listened to B97 (a pop/rap station in Maine) and ate jolly ranchers and what looked like dog beef jerky treats...but they were actually pretty good. We also discovered a PURSE and tanning glasses in the car of the swim coach while searching for lotion and music. The swim coach is a male....

Later the 2nd gym teacher joined us and when we revealed the tanning goggles he gave coach the look of "are you kidding me?" and then coach went on to explaining how HE tans to make himself feel better in the middle of march..and now april..not even his wife knew till he told her the previous night.

Firetrucks were present..and so were cops. the 4 of us made phone calls from coaches phone. My mom asked if I called it in. (by this time it was sorted out that it was a bomb threat not a fire) and everyone started laughing including me. Everyone who had a car there got out of the buses. (mostly everyone) and looked in the car to see 4 drenched girls huddeling and dancing to music. All I could think about at this point was that i was better off wet and in a WARM heated car with jolly ranchers then dry and in a cold bus with no food and music.

Amber's grandmother gave renna, mickenly, and I a ride home. We were NOT aloud back in the school so all my homework, cd player, clothes and cell phone are in the girls locker room waiting to be stolen. woot!!!!!!!!

When i got home my dad ran out on the porch (he was home sick) and started yelling at me. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!? WTF ARE YOU HERE FOR WTF! JESUS CHRIST JESUS CHRIST YADDA YADDA YADDA BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!! (that's litterally all i heard or paid attention to) since he is the VP at the middle school (which is where all the kids who have no ride home are going) he started yelling again and turned on his little walkie talkie, went to villagesoup.com and called everyone he knew to figure out wtf was going on. (he doesn't listen to me haha)

My mom called from work and told me to clean/vacum my room...that's done now.

And my science teacher lended the "swimmers four" track shirts/sweatshirts. everyone else got sweatshirt i got to tee's. Their in the wash as we speak. On tuesday (we're all in the same science class) we're going to wear them and possibly give him hug...?

yeah.

it's now 11 pm..i've been home for 1 1/2 hours and we were evacuated 3 hours ago...FREE DAY!!!!!

laterness everyone!!!!!!

]]> ~ellenlovesduck http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12380342/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12380342/ Thu, 29 Mar 2007 19:02:33 PDT
I will be living with sierra for the weekend...so i probably won't be able to log on for a while...or at least till monday or sunday night..either one.

I would like to say this...
Love is hard. It's very confusing. One moment you think you've found the right person and then WHAM! it hits you, a dirty little secret or something that screws it all up. For example, I thought I liked these two guys, and of course as every girls dream they fall in "love" with me right? well they did, but i hate it...and still do. They've been kinda stalking me home and won't stop calling anymore. But now i have a boyfriend whom i love dearly so hopefully the stalkers should disapate....assuming they get my drift.

This week has been okay...not the greatest...not the worst....

Still haven't moved yet....and it's starting to look like we won't. My mom has mimicked my choice of a military career....that kinda got on my nerves..oh well i was having second thoughts anyways.

Tom is still getting on my nerves. arg. stupid tom.

It is offical! I am not technically failing anything! So i will be going on the band trip in april. *is excited* YIPPEE!!!!!!


oh and just so you all know.....

i am brunette again.....dad didn't like the blue. haha.

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BUT I LOVE ELLEN! SHE IS AWESOMELY AWESOME!

ie hehe



LOVE YOU PURPLE NURPLE! YOU ARE MY AWESOMELY AWESOME LOVE AND DON"T YOU EVER FORGET IT!

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i hate my mother.

and she hates me and i am GLAD.

this may have sounded cruel but every word is true and if you lived with her you would agree with me 100%

]]> ~ellenlovesduck http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12195024/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12195024/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 14:49:05 PDT
if i found a picture tittled "snowy day" how would i take the link to it and name it Snowy day but making it so it would be able to work???


thanks!

MUCHO LOVE! bbsessive:

]]> ~ellenlovesduck http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12180176/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12180176/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 11:47:41 PDT sorry but thank you for wishing me well anyways.

]]> ~ellenlovesduck http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12171757/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12171757/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 17:09:25 PDT i am leaving the computer for a WHILE
i'll be back....in a week? ok byes.

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does anyone know why?

I will give you a if you tell me...please?

]]> ~ellenlovesduck http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12068415/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12068415/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 14:01:11 PST yrobabe2010: that no one wanted me to exsist and she almost slapped me and told me to NEVER think like that. haha. And i realized that i was happy to be alive for these reasons...

*getting the experience of making friends
*creating memories that i can write about
*music (even though i am okay at it not wonderful)
*love
* Seeing wonderful things
*laughter
* HAPPY DANCES
*getting to look back and laugh at myself
*creating the "foot sex" trend
*and so many other things.

I like myself half the time but i am going to need to work on my living situation and my school work in order to improve my life now and for the future. ( i really want to go to college!!!!!) i need to learn that i will only be here for 3 more years and i am FREE FOR GOOD!!!!!

hooray



still feel like shit tho.


erg.


but tonight mom isn't coming home till 6 PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~ellenlovesduck http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12057627/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/12057627/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 17:32:06 PST all my mother does is bitch about how i am smart enough, pretty enough, perfect enough etc.

all my father does is over protect me by locking me indoors and saying i can't do anything. He complains about how i destroy myself and he no longer has trust in me because of something stupid i did over a year ago.

To them this is why i am a failure:

* i look ugly to them
*my tastes in friends suck
*i am not talented in singing/music in general
*they hate what i love
*i hate what they love
*i dissagree with them all the time
*i go agasin't them because i am forced to do what i dissagree with
*i do not do sports
*i sit here at the computer every day
*I am not intelligent as they want me to be
*i don't want to be what they want me to be
*i dress different
*I am not a boyu (for my dad)
* i am not a girly girl (for my mom)
*i cost to much to keep around
and last but not least.....

* i exsist. they never wanted a child at all. I was told this when i was little, when i was 12 and this morning.


can i live with anyone?

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HAPPY SNOW DAY FOR ALL YOU MAINERS!!!!!!!

]]> ~ellenlovesduck http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/11482442/ http://ellenlovesduck.deviantart.com/journal/11482442/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 13:22:40 PST yuppers!!!!

i must add the kwelest words of all freaken time!!!

numero uno kwel word is.......WOOT
WOOT: when out of thought. often used when in celebration of something. WOOT was first said by heather bo beather.

YUPPERS!!!! (must be capitalized and have !!!! points in order to work)
YUPPERS!!!: yay!!!!! or yes!!!!!! created by ellen and is the sacred word of ellen and kris. often said when answereing yes to a queshtion.

MORE AWESOME WORDS WILL BE ADDED LATER!!!!

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