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<http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/8885627/ Fri, 26 May 2006 16:53:42 PDT

Maaaan I am so over that last journal!! Gah I sounded like a whiny little emo kid then!! Waaahwaaahwaah!!

Anyhoo, my lovely BF made chilli tonight and me, him and my bro were just all hangin' out watchin the Dimevision DVD which fucking rocks!

ROCK ON DIMEBAG!!!

... reminds me... I'm gunna wear that t-shirt tomorree!

Anyhoo, there were FIVE Guns N' Roses shows last week in New York!! (obv I couldn't go... seeing as I'm from the Crapnited Shitdom) But yea I fucked up my body clock getting updates and stuff... like what song they were playing, any problems, what they're doing, wearing, what they're doing AFTERWARDS... and the like

Well... FOUR of those shows were at the Hammerstein Ballroom, and at the last one IZZY STRADLIN of ALL PEOPLE shows up onstage, him and Axl HUG, and then they play Think About You, Patience, and Nightrain, and during Patience apparantly Izzy starts CRYING! (Not full on "waaaah" crying, just sobbing and welling up a bit...) But yea that's fucking awesome!!! IZZY STRADLIN!! Back on stage with AXL ROSE! After 15 YEARS!! No wonder he started crying!! Hell *I* started crying when I found that out!! I just thought it was so heartwarming and so awesome that after so long, those two have finally settled their differences and become friends again!

Now all we need is Slash and Duff to do the same... then they can join too!!

And it'll be one GIANT Guns N' Roses!!

Axl, Slash, Duff, Izzy, Robin, Bumblefoot, Richard, Brain, Dizzy, Tommy and Chris!!

That's TWO MORE members than Slipknot!

That's FIVE guitarists and TWO bassists! And with only one drummer... It'd be awesome!!

.... okie!

... maan I think my BF's chilli had too much beer in there!! Yes! He puts BEER in it!! ITS AWESOME!

Either that or I've been fucked so much I've gone into overdrive!

BOOBS!!

OH!!! AND I'M GOING TO SEE GUNS N' ROSES AT THE HAMMERSMITH APOLLO ON THE SEVENTH OF JUNE!!!

http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/8885624/ Fri, 26 May 2006 16:53:37 PDT

Maaaan I am so over that last journal!! Gah I sounded like a whiny little emo kid then!! Waaahwaaahwaah!!

Anyhoo, my lovely BF made chilli tonight and me, him and my bro were just all hangin' out watchin the Dimevision DVD which fucking rocks!

ROCK ON DIMEBAG!!!

... reminds me... I'm gunna wear that t-shirt tomorree!

Anyhoo, there were FIVE Guns N' Roses shows last week in New York!! (obv I couldn't go... seeing as I'm from the Crapnited Shitdom) But yea I fucked up my body clock getting updates and stuff... like what song they were playing, any problems, what they're doing, wearing, what they're doing AFTERWARDS... and the like

Well... FOUR of those shows were at the Hammerstein Ballroom, and at the last one IZZY STRADLIN of ALL PEOPLE shows up onstage, him and Axl HUG, and then they play Think About You, Patience, and Nightrain, and during Patience apparantly Izzy starts CRYING! (Not full on "waaaah" crying, just sobbing and welling up a bit...) But yea that's fucking awesome!!! IZZY STRADLIN!! Back on stage with AXL ROSE! After 15 YEARS!! No wonder he started crying!! Hell *I* started crying when I found that out!! I just thought it was so heartwarming and so awesome that after so long, those two have finally settled their differences and become friends again!

Now all we need is Slash and Duff to do the same... then they can join too!!

And it'll be one GIANT Guns N' Roses!!

Axl, Slash, Duff, Izzy, Robin, Bumblefoot, Richard, Brain, Dizzy, Tommy and Chris!!

That's TWO MORE members than Slipknot!

That's FIVE guitarists and TWO bassists! And with only one drummer... It'd be awesome!!

.... okie!

... maan I think my BF's chilli had too much beer in there!! Yes! He puts BEER in it!! ITS AWESOME!

Either that or I've been fucked so much I've gone into overdrive!

BOOBS!!

OH!!! AND I'M GOING TO SEE GUNS N' ROSES AT THE HAMMERSMITH APOLLO ON THE SEVENTH OF JUNE!!!

http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/8709845/ Mon, 08 May 2006 11:59:34 PDT

OK, as many of you may know, I frequent the HereTodayGoneToHell.com forum.

I have thought for a long time dat it was THE best Gn'R forum. Not any more.

I'm thinking of leaving it. Not because I've found a better board, but because the administrator is a fucking nazi.

He's always been obsessed with "staying on topic" and not saying ANYTHING AT ALL off topic. And the rules.

Not very Gn'R-like eh!

But ya... he really just is getting so anally retentive about stupid pointless shit. He's come up with this "karma point" thing. If we do something wrong, we get a -1 karma point. And you start off with 0.

Not very positive thinking eh!

So one of my friends on there starts voicing his opinion, and he gets slammed by another member.

I stand up for him.

I get minused one karma point.

Sound fair? NO!

I go off on a rant, a sensible rant, explaining why I think certain things.

A certain mod takes the piss out of what I said.

That place.... although the best forum for GN'R... is the least Gn'R-like Gn'R forum.

I never thought I'd say I was thinking about joining MyGnR....



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]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/8224870/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/8224870/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 08:15:31 PST

Wow... no new journal in almost two months!! Sorry y'all!! I just kinda like havin quizzes as my journal entries... its funny.

But hey! Time for a new one methinks!

I got my corset (tis a PVC 22" underbust one from FairyGothMother), and my BF hates it... he thinks it looks tacky. Meh! I'll just not wear it around him!

There have also been extensive Gn'R leaks... There Was A Time is my favorite so far, the first time I heard it I fell to my knees and CRIED it was so good! Catcher In The Rye also rocks hard, and so does IRS and Better.

I feel guilty whenever I listen to the leaked demos, but they're just so irresistable! And I can't wait to hear the finished result on the actual album when I get it!!

Speaking of excitement.... THEY'RE FUCKIN' PLAYIN DOWNLOAD THIS YEAR!!!!!

Maan... when the Oscars were on I stayed up all night cuz some crazy-ass muthafuckah said that Axl
was gunna make an appearance there.

Turns out it was just the Elton John Aids Foundation Afterparty. Which WASN'T televised very well in England.

But yea... I had already watched the whole of the fucking Oscars all fucking night before I found THAT out!

Okie, and then on Friday, I fell through a glass pane in my BF's front door... and I narrowly escaped the main artery in my neck getting sliced open... But I was so lucky and I ended up with just a few scratches, the worst one being a tiny flap on my chin which had to be glued shut. The worst scar I'll end up with is just a tiny li'l white thing, if anything at all!
Someone said I look like Elvira after a barfight...

Aaaannnd that's about it really. Oh yea! And I got a new doggie!! We rescued him. He's a really beautiful year old Bullmastiff. His face is prettier than a purebreed Bullmastiff... more like a Rottweiler actually, so we think he's got some Rottie blood in him. And he's not as fat as a purebreed Bullmastiff either actually... Weird thing is though, we have papers that SAY he's a purebreed Bullmastiff... tis odd!
Anyhoo, he's called Buster. We were gunna rename him, but then we decided it was unfair on him, so we didn't, and Buster he stays... although he nearly ended up as Ozzy...

Anyhoo, I'm off now!

Bye byeeeee!!

Skelly.
xoxoxoxoxox



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]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/7674310/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/7674310/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 09:28:02 PST

Have I Ever..

(X) been drunk
(X) been high
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(X) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
(_) been dumped
(_) been fired or laid off
(X) been in a fist fight
(X) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(X) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new Orleans
(X) been to Europe
(X) skipped school
(_) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(X) Punched a friend
(_) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met someone in person from the internet
(X) Been moshing at a concert
(X) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or gotten someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(X) gone to college
(X) graduated college
(_) tried killing yourself
(X) taken painkillers
(X) miss someone right now
(_) been involved in a Fight Club
(_) killed an animal out of anger
(X) hated someone
(X) traded punches with a girl
(_) fallen in love with your best friend
(X) had a wet dream
(X) own a cell phone
(_) wear pants to bed
(_) have blood on your clothes
(X) have jizz on your clothes
(_) have consumed blood
(_) wanted to be a vampire
(_) wanted to be a zombie :3
(_) wanted to be a mummy
(_) been stood up


.:: Outside ::.

Name: Natalie Claire
Birthdate: 5th June 1986
Birthplace: London UK
Current Location: My house
Eye color: Brown
Natural hair colour: Really dark brown
Current hair color: Really dark brown with darker brown ends...
Height: 5'7"
Shoe size: 6
Righty or lefty: Righty
Zodiac sign: Gemini

.:: Inside ::.

Heritage: English, Swedish, Polish, Armenian, American, Russian, German, French.
Shoes you wore today: Slipper boots... I'm just lazin' around at home... what else am I gunna wear?
Weaknesses: I can be volatile, I also can get paranoid jealousy sometimez.
Your fears: Bugz of all kindz except fliez as they just annoy me, getting older, my BF leaving me, and Chinese Democracy never coming out. Oh, and never getting my ass fucked again!
Best Online Friends: Hayley, Syre, Kav, Geny, Jake, Hoikey, Irish, IKT, and loadz of other random people from [link] .

.:: Time ::.

Your most overused phrase on msn: Lol! That'z awesome!
Your thoughts first waking up: Either "I wish my BF was here to fuck my ass" or "I hope he wakez up soon so he can fuck my ass"
Your best physical feature: My face, boobz, feet, eyez, and hair.
Your bedtime: Usually in the wee hourz of the mornin' or whenever my BF decidez he wantz to fuck my ass and then sleep.
Your most missed memories: The time I spent at KIAD... that rocked!

.:: Choose ::.

Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI!
McDonald's or Burger King: Both are good, but BK is more healthy. BUT Domino'z Pizza pissez all over both of them!
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: UGH! Neither!! Horrible chavvy sportwear!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Eww... why can't I just have REGULAR tea! With lotz of sugar!
Chocolate or vanilla: Hehehe... vanilla! ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/6960882/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/6960882/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 09:08:18 PST

ALL ABOUT ME


P R E L I M I N A R Y
1. Name someone with the same birthday as you: Honestly... no idea!
2. Where was your first kiss?: Friend's party when I was about 13...
3. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?: Not seriously... just a bit!
4. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?: Yep!
5. Have you ever sang in front of a large number of people?: Umm... YES! It was great!
6. What’s the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?: Hair and face.
7. What really turns you on?: If they like anal as much as me!
8. What do you usually order from starbucks?: Latte or Caramel Macchiato... mmm...
9. What is your biggest mistake: *thinks for a long time* Not actually sure...
10. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?: NO WAY! I'm not a fuckin' poser emo kid!
11. Say something totally random about you: I LOVE ANAL SEX!!!
12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?: Yes! Apparantly I look like Axl Rose, Kate Beckinsale, and a dark haired version of Jenna Jameson...
13. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?: Sometimes... but man they're cheesy!
14. Did you have braces?: Yep, and they worked! My teeth are now all nice and straight, although I'd like them to be that Hollywood White... maybe I should get them bleached...
15. Are you comfortable with your height?: I'm a bit short, but I'm not THAT short! I'm fine the way I am!
16. What is the most romantic thing someone of the opposite sex did for you?: Lots of things... too many to name! He's lovely!
17. When do you know it's love?: I dunno... you just... KNOW...
18. Do you speak any other languages?: Ha! I suck at lingeddies! I know a few words of Japanese, French, and Spanish. Not enough though. Oh well! :shrugs:
19. Have you ever been to a tanning salon?: No, I like natural tans like the one I got right now!
20. What magazines do you read?: Kerrang sometimes, but not lately as I'm pissed off with them atm, and Classic Rock sometimes too.
21. Have you ever ridden in a limo?: Yep!
22. Has anyone you were really close with passed away?: I bloody hope not!
23.Do you watch mtv?: Fuck no! Its so boring I feel like I wanna chuck something at the TV screen when I flick through it... goddammit!
24. What's something that really annoys you?: When certain magazine editors and authors don't recognize the certain genius and LEGENDARY FUCKING STATUS of a certain rockstar...
25. What's something you really like?: ANAL SEX!!
26. Do you like Michael Jackson?: Hell no! Fuckin' kiddie fiddler!
27. Can you dance?: Ha! I don't dance, I go crazy!
28. What's the latest you have ever stayed up?: Hmm... not sure. A pretty long time. A couple of times I've not been able to sleep for a couple of days, but eventually I do, just outta sheer tiredness!
29. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?: Of boredom when I watch MTV...
30. Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?: Nope... I guess I'm pretty lucky But I ain't stupid enough to have to get my stomach pumped.
31. Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?: If the person who fills it out is my mate.

01.who are your best friends?: I don't have a few select best mates. Everyone who's my friend is my best mate. My real best mate is my boyfriend though.
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: YES!
03. did you send this to your crush?: Nope
04. did your crush send this to you?: Nope
05. do you have any siblings?: 1 brother, 1 unborn twin, and 1 sister who died age 8 months.

F a s h i o n | S t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop?: Ebay... http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/6536542/ Sun, 18 Sep 2005 11:18:42 PDT

Helloooo everyone!

I'm back! This is my first journal since I moved house. Only reason I haven't been online much is because at the new house, there is no Broadband because the area is not wired for it. All I have is a stupidly slow Wanadoo dial up. FUCKING BT ARE A BUNCH OF CUNTS!!! I HATE THEM!!!

Anyhoo! I'm back, and I decided to leave a journal for ya.
Not THAT much has happened to me really. I'm on the dole now, I fired my driving instructor because he was a boring and grumpy old git with no personality whatsoever, and he taught me fuck all and was ripping me off, so bye bye Bernard Bluck!

Hmm... I have Sky+ now, and Tan got my brother a 40W Randall amp which is fuckin' awesome. Oh! And he took the Seymour Duncan Invader pickup out of one of his guitars and put it in my brother's, so now my brother's guitar doesn't sound wimpy anymore! It actually has some balls now!

In the past few days my left wrist has really been aching, and I've no idea why. Every time I move it, it really hurts, and its pissing me off.

That's about it for now... sorry for the bad lingeddy, but I'm not REALLY in the best of moods right about now, but hey, if you're offended by that kinda thing, just pretend I've typed something else.

Bye bye!

Check out my MySpace profile!
[link] ]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/5922687/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/5922687/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 11:35:19 PDT

I'm sorry for seeming aggressive... just I'm fed up with the constant bitching about stereotyping and hypocrites in forums. Its like you can't say anything these days without someone saying "Well, you're a hypocrite!" and then starting a whole bitch-fight about it!

There's this guy on here who KEEPS coming back to piss me off. He says that I should "shut up with your stupid clothes, your stupid music taste, and your stupid individuality and realize that photoshopped images is not art!"

OK, now that was the last comment he sent to me. I shouldn't have replied to the first one he sent me, but I was pissed off and drunk at the time. All I do is ask him why he insists on insulting me and acting like the way he's doing, and he ignores ANY friendly things I may put (when I'm trying to make peace) and resorts to name-calling. The guy's a fuckin' dick and I hate him. He says that I'm "immature and that I should grow up". He can't talk! He's being even more immature than I ever was, and he's 15 years old. Nothin' wrong with being 15, but for a 15 year old asshole to tell a 19 year old nice person (me! to "grow up" is disrespectful and I won't have it. He also says that I should actually care about what other people in the street might think of the way I dress. Well, I don't. Boo fuckin' hoo. Its not like they care anyway, unless they're chavs, but I DON'T give a shit! I dress how I want, and I won't have anyone telling me what I can and can't wear. Much less will I have someone tell me that I should even CARE if someone else thinks I look stupid. Fuck that other person! Its my body and I'll put whatever clothes on it that I want!

FUCK YOU!

]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/5915711/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/5915711/ Tue, 12 Jul 2005 16:45:59 PDT

Oooh! I got a MySpace account!!!

Please go have a looksee, and if ya have a MySpace account of your own, please add me! I will love you forever if you do!

Here's the link! [link]

There! Now... quick! Thou shalt look at my MySpace area!! *Jedi Mind powers*

Heh... Stevie Rachelle's on my friends list!

So loooooooooooooong!
Bye BYE!!
Its glad ta KNOW ya!!
Love Elleh!





PS: I EDITED THE LINK! PLEASE TRY AGAIN!!

]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/5684887/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/5684887/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 10:51:37 PDT

OK, first off! I had an interview at Maidstone KIAD, and it went really well. They said I'll know within a week if I've got in or not, and the vibe was great! They didn't even ask me difficult questions, nor even look much at my A-Level grades...

Speaking of which, they aren't good, but after being at college, I feel I could easily retake my A-Levels and get straight As. Heh, doesn't say much for my old school does it? But they were both crap teachers anyway. They never took me seriously, and just kept telling me to do artist research without even telling me the reason why. So I never actually understood what I was supposed to do! When I look at my old A-level sketchbooks, I'm like "Jeez... these suck!"
But yea, my interview went well!

And my parents really like my Final Major Project painting I did at college! My dad was actually speechless for a bit and said "I REALLY like that!" and he was telling me about all the stuff I could do in my gap year! Mom said she might even build me a studio where I can paint to my heart's content! And then I can fill my DA gallery with WAY better stuff than I have at the moment! Oh, and canvas painting is now definitely my favorite thing to paint on!

I've also become a recent user of the forum. I don't consider myself a forum whore, not yet anyway, but I do regularly go in there.
But yea, I also joined the SPiT LiKE THiS forum (I repeat, I'm not a forum whore!), and I expected "Shut up n00b!" replies to my posts, but I didn't! There are also DA people on there too! I was quite pleasantly surprised! And I put a link to my ID so they could see the person I am, and not just a blank blob of words on a screen, and I seem to have become even more popular! When I posted my ID in a new thread, I made a little ironic joke in the thread description "The Queen of Sexiness". I didn't mean it, because I don't think I am, but they all seemed to agree! In fact, someone posted a poll entitled "Is SkynyrdGirl (my SLT username) the Queen of Sexiness?".
I'm so happy!


In case you now think of me as a popularity-seeking pageview whore, please don't, because I'm not. I'm allowed to enjoy being liked! Its not a crime! OK?

]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/5646717/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/5646717/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 13:15:50 PDT

Yo peeps!
Sorry about that last journal entry, it was so bloody emo! I read it all again, and I cringed at some parts... OK, fine, I'm insanely upset, but there's no need to make other people read all about my misfortunes... even though being comforted IS nice...
Anyhoo! I've finally watched ALL of Gravitation! Its kewl! The artwork is sooo beautiful! So don't be surprised if the next deviations I submit are Gravitation related. I have loads of old pics I need to submit. Only reason I haven't is cuz I need to attach my scanner to my laptop... and I'm moving house soon so I might not be able to submit much for ANOTHER long while.
Another thing... I FINISHED COLLEGE!!! I don't know whether to be happy about that or not. Towards the end I was really enjoying it, and I'm gunna miss all my friends I made! This has been the first time in my life I've ever really been popular and had loads of friends, so I'm gunna miss em loads!
I'm happy though! NO MORE EDUCATION FOR A YEEEEEEEEARR!!!
So I'm basically free, although I will have to get a job, preferably in a music shop or behind a bar of some kind. That would be kewl. In the meantime, my mom's gunna pay me to do odd jobs around the house and keep my room clean and stuff, so that's kewl, I'll be getting roughly £5 an hour, which isn't bad!
Hmm, what else, I'm downloading Fushigi Yuugi episodes now, and I'll probably download Naruto afterwards. I wanna download the S Series and the Super S series of Sailor Moon because I haven't the faintest clue as to what goes on in those except for a random few parts, but every time I try searching for SM, all I get is random porn and hentai... *sigh*
Oh well!
My brother got me Motley Crue's new album for my birfday, and it rocks!
Oh... and the other night, I watched this movie called Cherry Falls. As a thriller movie it fuckin' sucked dick, but as a comedy, well... it rocked! Seriously, in a movie where the serial killer goes after virgins, and you see random scenes of a guy with a girl and he wants to have sex (cuz he's still a virgin too!), and she's all "No! Get off!", you can't help but think "FOR GOD'S SAKE WOMAN!! JUST FUCK HIM!!"
Its just really weird! I mean, OK yea its a movie, but can't they make it just a BIT more realistic! The main character had been with her boyfriend for a year, and they STILL hadn't fucked! (Seriously! A WHOLE YEAR!) I'm sorry, but I've been with mine for about that same amount of time, and we've made love LOADS of times!! And the main character is about the same age as me.
Stupid fucking movie director! Its a stupid plot anyway!
Heh... sorry about me ranting there! I did laugh at the movie loads though! I laughed mainly at the fiendishly bad plot! Ha, a serial killer going around slaughtering virgins and then carving the word "VIRGIN" into their skin...? But!! The movie had a redeeming factor! There was a fuckfest!
Funniest film ever!
Oh! And if you ever come across a deviant called SirRemley, he's a dickhead. He has a thread in the Complaints forum entitled "I'm so hott... and your not! In fact, you're really ugly!"
Egomaniac anyone? Yes, I thought so.

]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/5335228/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/5335228/ Thu, 12 May 2005 02:32:58 PDT I AM NEVER EVER AGAIN GOING TO LET ^ANYONE^ IMPOSE THEIR IDEAS ON MY WORK!!!!!!! NOT EVER!!!!!

OK, so here's what happened, right. I'm pissed off because I came up with a really awesome idea to finish off my Final Major Project, and then before I did it, my tutor, Sue came along and said "No! That's too cliche and cheesy!" and then she said to do HER idea, and it sounded ... sort of alright at the time; it was to write my non-hidden thoughts over the top in black pen (because there's writing underneath which is all my hidden thoughts scrawled all over the canvas in red pen). So I did it. AND NOW I HAVE A BUNCH OF CRAPPY CHILDISH WRITING OVER THE TOP AND MY WORK IS RUINED!!!! IT NO WAY LOOKS AS GREAT AS IT DID BEFORE!!!!!

I'm never ever going to make the same mistake again of letting someone else make me do a shitty idea and ruin my work.
Sue, you're a stupid bitch who should never ever make someone like me change my work, seeing as it is MINE!! NO ONE ELSE'S!!!
Everyone else who's ideas Sue tried to change sound no way near as excellent as their original ideas.
HER OWN PERSONAL OPINION IS CRAP AND SHE SHOULD KEEP HER NOSE OUT OF OTHER PEOPLE'S BUSINESS!!

To the People Who Read This: Never ever let ANYONE change YOUR idea as it is YOURS and NO ONE ELSE'S! If you ever let someone change your idea, your work will turn out crappy. YOU DO YOUR OWN THING AND NOT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WANT YOU TO DO!!!!

Thankyou for listening to me rant on for ages, I'll shut up now.
So looooooooooooooong!
Bye BYE!
Its glad ta KNOW ya!
Love Elleh!

]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/4636891/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/4636891/ Mon, 21 Feb 2005 09:58:25 PST Apparantly the NCFE unit IS important after all, and if I don't get the whole of it all done by Friday, then I'm dead meat. I won't be able to be compacted, aka, I won't be able to come back to KIAD to do a degree, so I'm attempting to get all the work done. Last time I handed it in, I forgot the combination to my padlock on my locker, in which there was some work. Not much, but it was a key part of the work, but anyhoo, this is taking too long, so I'll just put it in a list. I have to do:
1. 4 Color Separation. Done. Did today.
2. 4 Color Colograph. Not hard to do, so will do tomorrow.
3. B+W Intaglio. Bloody hard work. Will do a couple of these tomorrow too if possible. If not tomorrow, then Wednesday.
4. Develop Narcissistic Sketchbook. Can do at home.
5. Cornwall Research and Development. Can also do at home.
6. Decorate NCFE Portfolio. Can do at home.
7. Dry Point. Need metal plate. Will get one tomorrow and do with the Intaglio.
8. Annotate the NCFE sketchbook. Done some... need to do more. Will do on Thursday night, when done most of everything else.

On top of all this, I have to do this Identity project. I have a bit longer on this, as there is no critique for it, but I'm excited about this, and I really want to do it, but the fucking NCFE shit has got in the way. Oh how I hate it! The only reason I didn't do it in the first place was because it got insanely boring, and it was hard work as well, so I just stopped. And I didn't realize just how important it was. The tutors didn't say how important it was right when we first started. If they'd said "Now, this is an important unit that you have to pass if you want to be able to return to KIAD" then I wouldn't be in this mess. Well... maybe I would be, but I wouldn't be AS DEEP in it as I am. I'd maybe just have to do a couple of things, not EIGHT!!!
And then it wouldn't be so bad. I just wish that the tutors wouldn't keep talking to me as if I'm a fraud and not really an artist. For Fuck's sake, why can't they realize I might be just a bit overwhelmed about it all! I mean this time last year I was at school! Now I'm at college! And in the meantime my mom's got herself a new fuckbuddy who is YOUNGER than MY boyfriend!! Tan (my boyfriend) is just 25, and Pete (mom's fuckbuddy) is 24. How fucking bad is that!? And these fucking tutors don't give a fuck. They don't give a fuck about anyone but themselves because that's what the whole world is like. Its everyone for themselves, not others, unless its a special circumstance. AKA the person you're doing a favor for is the love of your life/kid/best friend/idol.
Anyhoo, at the moment I feel screwed, and not in a literal way. If I literally felt screwed, I'd be happy. I don't, so I'm not.
And I am aware my devID is WAAAAAAY too big. I'll change it when I get the chance.
I gotta go now!
So looooooooooooooooooooooong!
Bye BYE!
Its glad ta know ya!!
Love Elleh!

]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/4497062/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/4497062/ Fri, 04 Feb 2005 14:45:07 PST Anyhoo! I now have da muncheeeesh, and I'm pigging out with MY chocolate orange shegmentsh! Terry can fuck off!! And my beautiful beautiful Jack Danielsh! I bought a biiigassh bottle in the duty free shop on the ferry, and sho I've got mah Chocolate Orangesh, and mah Jack Danielsh!
Hahaha! On the coach back, I shlept for a while, and during that while, apparantly I had two fitsh. Well... that wash only according to ONE pershon. Everyone elshe thought I wash jusht dreaming, which I probably wash. Shorry sho much about the replacement of "S" with "SH" I can't help it!! Shorrreee!!
Anyhoo! IN Amshterdam, I had LOOOOAAAADSH of fun!! It wash wicked! I poledanshed! And let me tell you, POLEDANSHING ISH FUN!!
Apparantly I poledansh like a porn shtar! Yay! Oh, and I attempted to get my voish to go all shekshy by drinking LOTSH and shmoking veed. It didn't work for the whole day! It lashted until I had my morning coffee because we had to get up at about 8! Grrr!!!
Well... it washn't sho bad!
BUT! I wash sho pisshed off! On Tueshday, I was in a group with Kim, Laura, Mike, and Redhat Jon. After we all left the musheum, we walked back to the hotel, so that we could dump our shketschbooksh and shtuff, and go for lunch n' shopping... BAD IDEA! I wash so boiling after walking back to the hotel in my coat, that I left it at the hotel, and wore my jumper around my waisht, sho I wash walking around Amshterdam in freezshing cold weather wearing only my t-shirt n' jeansh and mah Axl shtylee cowboy bootsh. Of coursh Mike n' Redhat wanted to go to McDonaldsh, and Laura inshishted there wash one RIGHT by the hotel (and there wash) but Mike didn't believe her, sho me, Kim n' Laura were forshed to walk for AGESH trying to find a McDonaldsh... NOT GOOD! We ended up in the part of town where there WERE no McDonaldsh. Sho we walked for AGESH being teashed by McDonald poshtersh. Until we got back to the area closhe to the hotel. And lo n' behold! There shtood a McDonaldsh! The McDonaldsh that Laura had shaid there wash RIGHT AT THE BEGINNING! Sho I promptly deshided to kill Mike for being shuch an asshhole!!! Only I didn't kill him, I just shlapped him and shtood on hish foot. And then got a Quarter Pounder with Cheeshe. I did the one thing I shvore I'd never do again after vatching Shuper Shizshe Me vith my boyfriend a couple of veeksh ago. I fucking ate a fucking McDonaldsh!! Nuuu!
Anyhoo! I managed to buy shome thingsh I liked! I bought shome AXL SHADES!!! And a black n' red shtriped bag, and about 9 Gn'R badgesh with shome other badgesh too. I losht a few badgesh, but I can get shome more off of Ebay.
I got a wicked kewl voolly hat with shide bits that come down over the earsh, and then tie up if you want them tied up! Itsh a vicked hat! And I got shome topsh from Amshterdamian H&M. They're shekshy!
Anyhoo, I'll tell ya ALL about mah adventuresh in Amshterdam vhen my Dutsch accshent hash shtopped being sho annoying! Methinksh I've pisshed you off enough for one journal entry!
Sho loooooooooooooooooooong!
Bye BYE!
Itsh glad ta KNOW ya!!
Love Elleh!

]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/4437670/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/4437670/ Fri, 28 Jan 2005 14:05:52 PST Anyhoo, while I'm there, I obviously won't be able to be here or on MSN because of a distinct lack of computers.
BUT! I shall be doing lots of drawing! I'll do drawings in the Red Light District, and I'm gunna put them up on here so you dudes can see all the pretty ladies in their undies. There will also be some drawings that are pretty weird as well... because of obvious reasons... I'M GOING TO AMSTERDAM!! Amsterdam + Me + Art = Highness.
Sorry this is so short. I'll update when I get back, I promise!
Now, to keep you occupied while I'm away, go read my other journals... they make for interesting reading!
So loooooooooooong!
Bye BYE!
Its glad ta know ya!
Love Elleh!

]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/4303665/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/4303665/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 15:17:08 PST Seriously the best!!
And 2004 was great too!
OK, well, this is the first year that I've actually done something on New Years OTHER than being made to sit in front of the TV! THIS year I had a boyfriend to make out with at midnight! And THIS year there was actually a SHINDIG!
Yea, me and Tan (mah BF for all those who don't know) went to his drummer's house (yes he's in a band), and played drinking games, and smoked some weed out of a home-made bong! Yay! And then we watched The Butterfly Effect (while still high), and THAT movie is GREAT to watch while stoned. And Ashton Kutcher actually does a good job of acting in that movie!
Well... we started watching that around 2AM... and when it was finished, it was about 5AM.
When we woke up the next day, it was dark already.

OK, Christmas Day wasn't that eventful, I stayed with mah family for that day, and proceeded to attempt to get drunk on the champagne that my dad gets every Christmas. I didn't manage to smuggle the whole bottle to my room because it was nearly empty anyway. Champagne isn't champagne unless you get a whole bottle to yourself! And my dad always gives me less than everyone else for some reason. He never tells me why, but it pisses me off. I don't want to have to ASK for more because that makes me look immature! Its like he's trying to wind me up. And sometimes it works. But only when I'm REALLY pissed off. Luckily for me, I didn't get that pissed off.
I got pissed though!

Anyhoo, during the holidays, I bought myself a T-shirt off of SmellYourMum, and seeing as I like to see people's different reactions, I bought one with an especially shocking slogan. My mom was ever so slightly pissed off with what it said, and she then proceeded to lecture me on how I shouldn't wear it in areas where it might be taken seriously (yea, like anyone's going to take a T-SHIRT seriously!) because I might end up getting raped. But then she laughed, so all is OK. Apart from the fact that her boyfriend is the same age (possibly younger) than Tan! AAAAAAH! NOT GOOD! But there's NOTHING I can do about it! Whenever I say how disturbed I am by it, Mom goes all weird and says "well you should try not to be so disturbed". Yea, EASIER SAID THAN DONE, BITCH!!!
Hehehe! *sings* I called my mother! She's just a cunt now! She says I'm sick in the heeeeaaad! *stops singing*

Aaaaaand..... everyone who's a Guns N' Roses fan should buy "The Band That Time Forgot" by Paul Stenning. Its gooood! GO BUY NOW!!! I COMMAND THEE!!!
So anyhoo! Here ends the first stanza of Elrothiel's First Journal Entry Of 2005!
And remember! DON'T WORK HARD!! IT BORES YOU!!!
So looooooooooooooong!
Bye BYE!
Its glad ta know ya!
Love Elleh!
PS: R.I.P Dimebag!!!

]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/4028433/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/4028433/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 15:51:50 PST It happened on the same day that John Lennon was killed.
Four other people were killed and three others were wounded.
One of the best guitarists has been brutally murdered, but at least he died with all his dignity intact, with a guitar in his hand.
The moment I heard, I got a black t-shirt, and in white-out/Tippex/correction fluid, I wrote ROCK ON DIMEBAG! and on the back it says PANTERA.
I'm going to wear it tomorrow to college, and during registration, I'm going to get everyone to sing For He's A Jolly Good Fellow for him, and then hold a one minute silence. Well, I'm bloody well going to try! Its only respect and good manners.
LONG LIVE DIMEBAG DARRELL!!! LONG LIVE PANTERA!!!
So loooooooooooong!
Bye BYE!
Its glad ta know ya!
Love Elleh!

]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/3923383/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/3923383/ Fri, 26 Nov 2004 09:48:51 PST
Date: Nov 26th 2004

Time 17.07pm

Age: 18

Sex: Feeeeeeeeeeeemale


[Part 1]


(1). Are you involved with anyone at the moment? Yep!

(2). If so - how long have you been dating them? 6 months

(3). Is it a serious relationship? Most definitely

(4). If you are single - do you want to be in a relationship? Not single, so can't answer...

(5). Why? I already told you! I'm NOT SINGLE!

(6). What do you enjoy most from a relationship? Being loved, and being able to give love. Oh yea, and the sex!

(7). What are the three most important things in a relationship? Love, trust, friendship, and desire

(8). Describe your idyllic boyfriend/girlfriend's appearance: Sexy, long hair, nice eyes, and the rock star "look"

(9). Describe your idyllic boyfriend/girlfrend's personality: Loving, music-obsessed, caring, not-a-pushover.

(10). Is personality or appearance more important to you? Well, if an ugly dude came up to me and started asking me out, then I'd probably turn them down, but if I was friends with them first and then they asked me out, then I wouldn't.

(11). Have you ever been in love? Yep! I am right now!

(12). Are you in love at present, if so, who with? My boyfriend.

(13). What turns you off? Biblical beards, the chav "look", shaved hair, and unibrows.... oh, and horridness.

(14). What turns you on? Long red hair, nice arms, tattoos, cheekbones, and an obsession with music!


[Part 2]


(15). Have you ever had a dream about sex? Who hasn't!?

(16) Who was it with? I can't see people in my dream, their faces are always blurred, so I don't really know, but it was probably my boyfriend, I think it was the ginger hair...

(17) Did you enjoy the dream? Err, YES!

(18) What's your sexuality? Straight.

(19). Would you say you are open minded about your sexuality? Straight, and I don't judge people. Why judge someone else just because they're different? Sure, if they harrass you, that's different, but its the same with any sexuality! If they are nice people, then don't judge!

(20). Would you ever kiss/sleep with someone of the same sex? If I had to, then yea.

(21). Have you? Nope.

(22). If you could sleep with ANY male celebrity, who would it be and why? 1987 Axl Rose, Johnny Depp, Keanu Reeves. Come on people! Who would turn them down!?

(23). If you could sleep with ANY female celebrity, who would it be and why? Well if I had to, then I'd probably pick Jenna Jameson.

(24). What is your opinion on:

(a). Oral sex: Its all good!

(b). Sex outside: Its all good!

(c). Anal sex: Its all good!

(e). Bondage: Oh yea! Its all good!

(f). Porn: Yay! Porn! Its funny!

(25). Would you have sex outside: Yep! But not on muddy/wet/prickly/concrete ground. Dry grass, sand, on a car, they're OK.

(26). Where? Outside? In the middle of the road on a car bonnet! Hehehe! Inside? Everywhere.

(27). Share your sexual fantasies with us in graphic detail. Are you my boyfriend? No? Then I ain't telling!

(28). How frequently do you feel horny? ALL THE TIME! No... when I'm with mah boyfriend.

(29). Fast or slow: BOTH!

(30). Rough or romantic? BOTH!

(31). In the light or darkness? BOTH!

(32). Would you say you're flirtatious: Not sure... maybe. I get the feeling I am, but I'm not really sure, so... that's a maybe.

(33). When you're around someone you like how do you act? How I act normally. Why change who you are? If they don't like you, that's their problem, and there are loads of dudes in the world, and I'm with the best one!

(34). Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone you would usually consider as highly unattractive (who)? Nope. Although I was set up with this arsehole when I was 14, who liked computers (taking them apart), and playing the trumpet! I mean REALLY! We went out for 2 weeks! He was a butthole.

(35) If so - who was it and how long ago? Read above answer. And it wasn't really a "romantic attraction" I was set up with him!

(36). Would you say you were romantic, if so, what ways? Seriously, I would throw away and burn every material object I have just to be with my boyfriend. I think that co... ]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/3786435/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/3786435/ Mon, 08 Nov 2004 15:46:24 PST I think my former obsession with Ville Valo had blinded me to the flaws in the songs, and while they are OK, they do not fill my soul with the same feeling that I get from listening to other bands, such as Guns N' Roses, Extreme, Nazareth, Black Sabbath, and even some of the new bands like Nightwish and Stratovarius.
I'm sorry all you HIM fans who I've made friends with over the course of the year. I'm not gunna stop being friends with you, but I'm afraid that I can no longer talk enthusiastically about the band any more. I will only be able to say what changes the band need to do in order to get back on my list of bands I like again. Even then, that won't make me as blindingly obsessed as I once was. Reason: Ville's bashing of another band (whom I like very much) for no reason. That band has done nothing to him, and so he shouldn't start a fight. I think many of his fans have "seen the light" as I have, after hearing him say that.
Oh, and also, I realize that maybe this loss of obsession with Ville has been for the best on account of his bad affair with the cigarette. I do not want to be in constant worry about his health. When I was an obsessee, I used to think "I'll kill myself if he dies" and now... that's kinda stupid. I don't even know the guy, so if I were to perish on account of him, then I think the dude in front of the pearly gates/gates of Hell will have something to say about that and I'll be made to feel incredibly stuuupid, which I don't want thankyou veeeeery much.

Now an apology to the band (excluding Ville): Sorry. I'm sure you guys are alright, but I think you need to have a serious talk with your frontman, and tell him that he can't say things like that onstage. And also to QUIT SMOKING ONSTAGE! Its a bad influence on the younger fans.
To Ville: You need to sit yourself down and have a gooood long think about what you say onstage. For one thing, BE CAREFUL, and DON'T get drunk beforehand. You are not Ozzy, and you did not form the world of heavy metal. People do not view you as they view Ozzy, so therefore, do not believe that you have the same influence as he does on the minds of the young. You can't say onstage that you "hate" someone if they've done nothing personal to you. You've never met that person, and so you shouldn't say that you hate him. Also, variety is the spice of life, so they say, so try to include it in the way your songs go.

And now for a recommendation list for all the bands that I think that are reeeeeally great! Not in order.
Lynyrd Skynyrd, Guns N' Roses, Black Sabbath, Iron Maiden, Extreme, Green Jelly, Nazareth, Nightwish, Stratovarius, Bad Company, AC/DC, Led Zeppelin, Slipknot, Mark Lanegan Band, Mótley Crúe, Nirvana, L7, Bad Religion, Red Hot Chili Peppers, and a whoooole lotta other bands that I can't think of right now, but are just as great as the ones I listed.

Now, I'm sorry I had to say all those bad things about HIM, but I had to. For my health. For the greater goodness of the music loving world. And for the band itself. If they read this, maybe they'll improve.


Sorry about this sorta morbid journal entry. I'm not such a bad motherfucker all the time. If you don't believe me, just go and read my past journals! And look at my gallery.

So looooooooooooong!
Bye BYE!
Its glad ta know ya!
Love Elleh!

]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/3473488/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/3473488/ Wed, 29 Sep 2004 14:02:44 PDT . Sorry Jelly! *apologizes humbly* Anyhoo, I hope y'all enjoy mah li'l quiz! BTW I have tonsillitis, so no one piss me off, or I'll come find you and give it to you!
Naah! I wouldn't really! That's just mean!


Name: Nathalie Khachadourian
Nickname: Nat, Khach, Elrothiel, Elly, or Elleh.
Age: 18.4
Sex: Female
Sexuality: Straight
Single?: Nope
Shoe size: Somewhere between 5 and 6, it depends on the shoes!

Questions:
Do you like chicken wings?: Yep! Yum yum!!
Have you ever eaten dog food?: Err... Not sure, I'd have to go through regression therapy to see because I sure as hell don't remember it!
Most embarassing moment?: I don't have one, they happen all the time to me, but I usually laugh at myself anyway.
Ever had a crush on a teacher?: Oh hell no! All the male teachers I've ever had have either been so ugly, or so creepy, no one, not even a BLIND person would touch them with a barge pole!
Did you cry during Titanic?: I was 11 years old and had a crush on DiCraprio, what do you expect?
Do you like anime?: Yea its beautiful.
Do you like videogames?: Some. They can't be too easy, but they have to be easy enough for me to complete without tearing my hair out.
What's your favorite music category?: Hard Rock/Old Rock/Old Metal/and Southern Rock
What sound annoys you the most?: Any sound that exits that of a baby's mouth.
Are most of your CDs burned or purchased? Purchased... I think its an artistic thing... I like to look at the art in the booklets and on the CD itself.
Do you laugh when nothing's funny?: Oh yea. Especially when I'm drunk...
Do you cry when nothing's sad?: Sometimes songs make me cry. Or even just THINKING about something sad makes me cry.
Do you own more then 332 animals?: Yes, I'm a farmer in my spare time and I secretly live in Antarctica where I'm playing God and creating a new animal, crossing over polar bears and horses to create a super hairy arctic horse that can plough my snowfields without getting cold!
Do you have any animals?: Yea 2 dogs and 1 cat
What's your animal's name(s)?: Dogs: Frankie and Dino. Cat: Rosie.
Do you like your real name?: Oh HELL no! People say it wrong, spell it wrong, and it doesn't matter HOW many times I tell them how to spell it, they never do.
If not, what do you want your real name to be?: Something completely different, but something really kewl, and people would HAVE to remember it, and spell it right!
Do you like reality shows?: Hell no! They're a waste of time! Why sit in a room, watching people sitting in a room!? WHAT'S THE POINT? Why don't you just hook up cameras round your own house and all sit round THOSE in the evening! That would be far more entertaining, seeing PEOPLE YOU KNOW on TV instead of people you don't.
What color would you dye your hair?: My hair is dyed black, and it will soon be even blacker, but I wouldn't mind orange, just to be controversial.
Are you a vegetarian?: Hell no! I love meat! I couldn't live without it! Even the coffee I drink has meat extract in it! (jk!)
What do you want to be in the future?: What do I REALLY wanna be? A rock star. What do I wanna be that I have more of a chance of being? An artist.
Do you believe in Santa?: Yea, he's really Bin Laden. He's only nice for ONE day every year and decides to give presents to kids all round the world, even in America. He's so nice on that one day that he takes time out to wash his beard.
The Tooth Fairy?: No, I killed her and gave her to my dentist for his birthday present. I hate my dentist.
The Easter Bunny?: He doesn't work any more, he's tied down with a family of about 9999999999999 kids because of all the humping over all the years people have been telling THAT legend.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: A small black cat with HUGE black eyes and a pink nose.
Personal quote?: Oh hell yea!(if something's good). Oh that SUCKS! (if something's bad).

Views:
Gay marriage: I'm OK with it, yea.
Abortion: Yea, everyone should be able to have that option. Besides, if it was made illegal now, the country would be loaded with disgusting screaming babies that shit everywhere, and no one would ever see a waist again.
Marrying your family: Isn't that what the Hewitt family did? You... ]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/3400286/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/3400286/ Sun, 19 Sep 2004 15:55:06 PDT Wow! I started art college on Monday! Jebus H Christina! It's SO tiring! Its good fun though! Not too much homework, but lots to do in the college.
In the holidays, I had lots of homework though... part of the reason I've been so lazy and not really submitted much in the way of deviations. I'm real sorreh bout that, but ANYHOO! I had to design and make a chair that would support my weight, out of found materials. I made mine out of copper pipes and canvas. Hehe! I had a couple of Guns N' Roses references on the chair too! On the seat I wrote the entire lyrics of Civil War, and on the back I painted "Pretty Tied Up: The Perils of Rock N' Roll Decadence" in white. The canvas was actually dark red to begin with..... On the back, I painted the Anarchist symbol, but in red, white, and blue, in a sort of sunset. That was quite kewl, but hey! I'll take a photie of it, and submit it to DA.
Then I had to do a narcissistic sketchbook. Aka: Fill a sketchbook with pieces to do with me, using a wide range of materials. I only got quarter way with that, but that hasn't seemed to matter so much now.
Then I had to go to an exhibition, and write a 1000 word appraisal of it. Grrr! Done.
Anyhoo! I'll probably be putting some of my college projects up here on DA. Then y'all can see what I'm doing!
Oh, and err..... the movie I'm apparantly watching...
hahaha! That's funneh! I saw that at the weekend. Childish, but funneh. Bad thing about it is that there is ALWAYS reeeally bad 80s disco music playing in the background! Evil! But I guess it was a kid's movie, so... I dunno!
Anyhoo!
I joined :iconGunsNRoses-FC:
and my other clubs are :iconhim-clb:, and
So looooooooong!
Bye BYE!
Its glad ta know ya!!!!!
Love Elleh!

]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/3154030/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/3154030/ Wed, 18 Aug 2004 08:47:29 PDT
I was expecting more comments for that Tuomas piece actually... But seeing as I only uploaded it yesterday, I guess I just need a little patience... hehehe! I love that song!
And I'm greedy!
Oh Jeeeeeebus!! Fuckin helvetti!! I get my A Level results tomorrow! I don't think I did at all well seeing as the work I did was crap! I just wonder why I didn't take something like English or Science instead of bloody Art Design and Photography! Those are the hardest subjects EVER!! Especially if you're like me and the whole artist research thing comes as a complete and utter fucking Mastermind style question to you!
I FUCKING HATE THIS WORLD AND I WANT TO MAKE IT PAY FOR ALL THE FUCKIN SHIT THAT I'VE HAD TO GO THROUGH WHILE IN SCHOOL!!!
Sure, I know my problems pale in comparison to other's, but it isn't WHAT your problems are, its HOW YOU THINK of your problems. That's why I ain't good with sympathy and that. It seems to me that when I try to be sympathetic, it doesn't sound sincere. I know I mean "poor you" or "oh that's awful", but I can't help thinking in the back of my mind "I have my own problems too ya know, and at least you didn't have to put up with your teachers being shit and not teaching you properly and then ending up worrying majorly about fuckin exam results and whether or not you're gunna get into college and then whether you'll actually be able to DEAL with college!"
That's what keeps goin through my mind! So to me, other people's problems, unless they are majorly majorly MAJORLY serious, pale in comparison to mine!
So I send an apology in advance to anyone I sympathize with if it doesn't sound sincere! I don't mean it to sound like that, its just..... well, just read the above.
Well, below are my Gallery Stats, I can't think of anything else to say right now, so I'm gunna go now.

So loooooooong!!!!!!
Bye BYE!
Its glad ta know ya!

Stats for *elrothiel

I have 2,817 pageviews total and my 121 deviations were viewed 2,525 times.

Overall, people left 519 comments and added my deviations to their favourites 80 times, while I commented 448 times, making about 1.15 comments per day. This means that I received 12 comments for every 10 that I gave.

My most commented deviation was The Man Who Saved Music with 51 comments, receiving an average of 3.64 per day in the first 2 weeks, while my most favourited one was Ville Valo, with 8 favourites, averaging 0.07 per day in the first 2 weeks. My most viewed deviation was Ville Valo with 103 views.

2 Favourites were given for every 10 Comments.

Every 3.2 days I upload a new deviation, and it's usually on a Monday , with 23%/28 of my deviations.

My busiest month was July 2003 with 22/ 18% of my deviations.

The majority of my deviations are uploaded to the Miscellaneous gallery ( 67), while my favorite category was Miscellaneous with 67 deviations

Comments per deviation: 4.28
Favourites per deviation: 0.66
Views per deviation: 20.86
Comments per day: 1.33
Favourites per day: 0.2
Views per day: 6.49... ]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/2931672/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/2931672/ Wed, 21 Jul 2004 06:21:23 PDT Wow, its so weird to see so many English people around again!! And to understand the signs and the lingo!
And, just as a note of randomness, I noticed that I have called a journal entry "I'm BAAAACK!!!" before!
Anyhoo, while I was in Japan, I bought loads of stuff! I got a really rockin pair of earrings, they're little silver bass guitars! And I got a really awesome necklace thing! Its a silver winged skull with a sword going through it! It rocks so much! Then I got several new bandanas! I lurve mah bayndanahs!! I got a purple one, a blue one, and a red one. As I type this, I'm wearing the red one.
Oh god! It was really funneh! When I was on the plane back, there were like 5 screaming babies (and for your info, when I even SEE a baby I shudder in disgust!), but I was in an "I can't be assed to be pissed off" mood, and so I just put Guns'n Roses on full volume. It worked! And I got appreciative looks from the people sitting around me, because I'd given them the idea to listen to music instead of the horrible nails-on-a-chalkboard noise that those ugly screaming THINGS make! And of course I ended up singing along and headbanging, because that's what I do! So I got even more appreciative looks! I was happeh!
Hehehe! I got an Axl hat too! It rocks so much! WOO! Grrr, my brother said I looked like the cop out of the Village People... grrrrr! I hit him over the head with it and clonked him on the nose, not hard, but hard enough to let him know that I was pissed off!
OK, also while in Japan, I went to two anime conventions, and I cosplayed as Sadako from The Ring. Well... you could say I looked like Samara, but seeing as they are the same person really I say I went as Sadako. She rocks more.
And I freaked out loads of people, because I can do that freaky walk she does really well! I have photographs! Not developed yet, but will be soon! So I'll scan them and put them on here! I'll freak y'all out! YEEEAAAAAOOOOWWW!!!!!!
I also got 3 new sketchbukes, and some pens and other random stuff! I got a top that says "I just don't understand the ways of the world today" but I have the horrible feeling I forgot to pack it... Meh! I'll get my friend to post it to me.
Anyhoo, I think I successfully preached the words of HIM and Guns'n Roses to all in Japan! WOO!
It was so awesome! I went to a kareoke bar in the first week, and I sung ALL the GnR songs that were there (there were a LOT!) and I sung Rocket Queen 3 times! LOL! And Motley Crue! I sung Home Sweet Home twice! And Nirvana, only I didn't sing all of them because I can't scream like Kurt can, and I didn't want to destroy the songs, so I only sung the ballady ones, like Polly and Come As You Are and Man Who Sold The World. I wanted to sing Where Did You Sleep Last Night, but it wasn't there. Anywop, it was really awesome, and my voice sounds awesome through a mic! I'm not being bigheaded, I was really surprised, because I've had a mixed reaction to my voice, some like it, some are indifferent, and some are just plain assholes about it, even though they're jokin! But yea, my voice sounds good through a mic! WOOTSTICLES!
Ooh! And MY HIM TICKETS CAME ON MONDAY!!! YEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOWWWWWWW!! !!! I can't WAAAIT! Its gunna be SO unbelievably awesome, because there's a shindig after, and I CAN DRINK COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF JACK DANIELS!!! YAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!
Well I be thinkin this journal entry's got a bit long, so I'm a gunna get me the Helvetti outta here and go look for more rockstar art in the Search! YEAA!!
Hyvasti!
Love
Elróthiel,... ]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/2806878/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/2806878/ Mon, 05 Jul 2004 04:19:33 PDT Anyhoo, I'm missing everyone SO much, I can't stay online for hours at a time, but only enough to read my messages and reply. So I'm probably gonna buy some presents for people! Shanananananananananeeeeeees! Kneeeeees! LISTEN TO GUNS N ROSES!!! I COMMAND THEE!!!!
But my opinion is that HIM still rule the world!!!
See ya soon!
Hyvasti! Love Elrothiel, the Insane Vampire Goddess of Hilariosity and Laughter!! PS: NIRVANA, KURT, HIM, AND VILLE ROCK!!!!!!!! PPS: *wishes for a heartagram emoticon*

]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/2476226/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/2476226/ Fri, 21 May 2004 10:33:15 PDT This is an UPDATED JOURNAL!!! Which for me is amazing.... I never update!!!
Anywop! I have already taken all 3 of my exams this term!!!
Its a wonderful feeling, and I can walk around and gloat at people who still have about sixteen million left!! Not really! I'm not that mean and bitchy!
But still...... I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!
It was my brother's birthday on Tuesday. I've lost a ton of weight from not eating. (I've had another thing to think about!). I have successfully fooled all my teachers into thinking I'm on drugs (even though I'm not!). I actually managed to take a few decent pics of myself that don't actually NEED to be manipulated! I'm dying my hair black soon. And all I need now is for my dentist to give me vampire teeth! I really hope he does! Vamp teeth look SO awesome! And I can scare all the townies and chavs that live in my area! TOWNIES MUST DIE!!! I already scare them with my maHOOsive New Rock boots and the ever present heartagram stuck SOMEWHERE on my clothes! But vampire teeth would freak them out SO much!!!
I'm quite pale anyway, so I could easily pass for a real vampire if I slapped on enough eyeliner and dribbled some blood down my chin! WOO! Go me!!!
Now all I can pray for is that the dentist gives me those oh-so-awesome teeth! Expensive, but worth it!
Definitely worth it!
Now, everyone go listen to the beautiful dark lyrics of Ville Valo!!! I COMMAND THEE!!!!!!
Hyvasti!
Love
Elróthiel, the Insane Vampire Goddess of Hilariosity and Laughter!
PS: NIRVANA, KURT, HIM, AND VILLE ROCK!!!
PPS: *wishes for a heartagram emoticon*

Clubs I'm In:
]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/2345117/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/2345117/ Sun, 02 May 2004 15:43:57 PDT Mood: So sleepy....sleepy....sleepy.....
Reading: Interview with the Vampire by Anne Rice.
Reason for New Journal Entry: Because I've got more than 1000 pageviews, and the old one is out of date!

Hey everyone! I went back to Stalag 14 on Monday! Its such a hellhole! I actually said to my teacher that I h*ted it and I wanted to burn it down. She just thought I was joking! HAH! I will seriously burn it down! I won't kill anyone. I'm not that callous, but I will burn down the building!
BLOODY HELVETTI!!! My eyes are BLOODSHOT! I'm so flecking knackered!
I tattooed myself! I was bored! I was alone. I had a safety pin, and I'd just been told that I couldn't go to Download, so.......... I went ahead and heartagramized my right hip!It didn't hurt.
I also got the Solitary Man single and Limited Edition Vol1 DVD. Awesomeness!
I'm also into vampires now! They kick so much ass!
Anyhoo.... I'm so sleepy! I gotta go to bed!
Ja ne!
From
Elróthiel, the Insane Elven Goddess of Hilariosity and Laughter!
PS: NIRVANA, KURT, HIM, AND VILLE ROCK!!!!
PPS: *wishes for a heartagram emoticon* ]]> ~elrothiel http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/2215660/ http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/2215660/ Tue, 13 Apr 2004 14:23:54 PDT I can't believe it!
THANKYOU EVERYONE!!!
You've all done a great job viewing my page!

Now, as a Grand Deviant, I command you all to go visit these people!
:iconhimortal:http://elrothiel.deviantart.com/journal/2136180/ Fri, 02 Apr 2004 09:38:38 PST Anyhoo, my desk has drawers, and in the top one, I drew and wrote all over the inside of it! It's all about Nirvana and Kurt Cobain, and how Courtney BitchFace is guilty of murder, and how she should be sent to a maximum security jail with gruel for every meal, and absolutely no luxuries at all! Aka: No TV, no music, no radio, no computer, no cellphone, no camera, no NOTHING except a mattressless and lumpy bed, and a small, stainless steel toilet with no bogroll! That's what she deserves for the rest of her life!!! NEHAWAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!!!!!!!
OK! I'm done ranting! I also wrote in that drawer the name of every single Nirvana song I know, and the classic "Drunk/High SmileyFace." Its pretty cool. All done in permanent black marker, so that it can't be washed off!!
Oh the joys of graffiti-ing school property!
Anyhoo, apparantly, Kerrang! can't get enough of The Rasmus's song "In the Shadows." It IS brilliant, but I'm not sure that ITS worth 5 Ks, and HIM's songs aren't! I mean, how the Helvetti can anyone rate HIM under The Rasmus!!!??? Ville Valo is much sexier than Lauri, and he doesn't wear chicken feathers in his hair!
I think the chicken feathers look OK, but I prefer the Woolly Hat! I also prefer Ville's voice to Lauri's. Ville's is much deeper and sexier, while Lauri is like Axl Rose: Great for a while, but then it gets annoying.
Reason: Its high.
Anywop, I had to go to this v*tuun Portuguese lesson today! The only reason I had to go is because I didn't go last week, and for some odd reason, Pinchface thinks that its not OK to skive a completely pointless lesson. Pinchface is also a stupid, bisexual ex priest who thinks I'm on drugs. Well, I say he's bi because you can never tell whether or not he's a perv, or gay. Its the way he acts! *shudders violently* I can't wait to leave that hellhole and that paskainen behind!
Then! KIAD in September!! Its gonna be great! And in the meantime, lots of guitar lessons, 2 weeks in Japan, and driving lessons! I'm surprised I haven't learned how yet! I guess I was just lazy.
Anyhoo, IN that Portuguese lesson, all I did the whole time was draw The Reaper and heartagrams, plus "May the Spirit of Kurt Cobain Live On."
Oh ya, and yesterday I twisted my ankle, and I've been limping ever since, and its swollen up to the size of a football! I swear! Its so ugly! BLEURRRGH!!!!
I'm also happy because I learned BitchFace has practically no fans at all, and that her last gig was absolute skeida!! NEHAWAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! May she rot in the deepest, darkest, and most SMELLY areas of her own armpits!!!
Now! I must go and avenge Kurt!!!
Ja ne!
From
Elróthiel, the Insane Elven Goddess of Hilariosity and Laughter!
PS: NIRVANA, KURT, HIM, and VILLE ROCK!!!!!!!!
PPS: *wishes for a heartagram emoticon* ]]> ~elrothiel